Thank you for making this, Lucas. I left a comment a while back asking for an Addiction theme, and you didn't disappoint. I've been an addict for a little under a decade. It's consumed my life and I'm just now beginning my recovery. You really captured this feeling well.
Mistress Horror I was a prescription painkiller addict for 7 years and heroin for another 2 years.Been clean for almost two years now.Suboxone is a miracle drug.Worked wonders for me.It gave me my life back.
Jonathan bartlett I've been on Subutex for 3 years now. It gave me my life back from the painkillers. Now, I'm slowly weaning myself off that. Down to dust, my dude. Almost free. I'm proud of you and I know how much it can help. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. I have many ways to contact me.
Mistress Horror proud of you as well.Keep up the good work.I know how hard it is and how it messes with your mind.But you are doing an amazing job.Would be glad to talk with you....you can find me on facebook under this name.Always good to hear success stories and help raise peoples morale and awareness when it comes to this disease.I go to NA meetings twice a month to try to encourage others to keep fighting to get their lives and families back and to let people know that it's possible to be at rock bottom then claw your way back up the ladder to a normal life.I'm living proof.
*Addiction* Sometimes its better not to talk about addictions You could be addicted to staying up all night or Watching horror films or in over words do drugs Most addiction are hard to get by mostly because we try...an addiction is nothing to love is something to be scared of...besides you don't know what might happen next... (Love the music Lucas keep up the good work)
Galaxy Alien Potato, addictions are so hard because they're an escape from reality. If we give one up we need another to replace it. Sad really but it's human nature :/
I love how the music literally "sounds like" addiction, like the story or the feeling is told through the music, how other great classical music do it when you think about it. Amazing job keep it up 👍
As a person recovering from Porn Addiction, this music captures how the strings in your brain pull you back when you try to come out of an addiction. I am still in the process by abstaining from porn. I can't tell anyone because it's stigma and taboo. Most people will say that's not an addiction, believe me, it was affecting my life - my studies, my work life. I have felt awful , disgusted with myself, but no longer. I am building myself over; having hope, that my journey might some day inspire others. I was stuck in a cycle; feeling lonely -> watching extreme porn to feel good, masturbating -> feeling like crap ; feeling of deep loneliness increases -> watch porn to feel good. And repeat. You cannot imagine how many young guys are almost crippled with this addiction, much more than cocaine or heroin. "Be on the watch, there are ways out. There is a light somewhere; it may not be much light, but it beats the darkness."
Thank you for your comment. I am suffering from the same addiction. I am trying to get off, but I feel I relapse a thousand times. Can I ask you for some advise or maybe even for your own experience on how to deal with or get off from this monster that is bringing me to ruins?
It felt like it starts off as if everything is spinning around and you do not know what has gotten into you then you reach a point when you get into your head and listen to your voice telling you of the mishaps of your endless thirst. But then you realize that the repetitive tale has been your excessive norm so you close your eyes and smile as it starts yet again.
This is perfect....the need, the endless compulsive need to use and escape...until one day it has taken you over completely. You look in the mirror and can't believe what you have become. When you are desperate to stop and you can't. The monster has you and won't let go....it's the slowest most beautiful form of suicide, that endless need.
Barb DeSouza Exactly. Congratulations on your recovery too! Stay strong. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can DM me on Twitter @MistressHorrors or email mistresshorrorS@gmail.com
I really love this. probably from personal experience. More on that, The song (to me) more portrays the sadness of the loved ones watching their parent or loved one go through an addiction and not being able to do anything especially as a child. Or the feelings of the person suffering from said addiction and seeing the damage they caused because of addiction but They can just stop it and it's overwhelming. Consoiusly knowing you can cause more damage and sorry I"ll Stop Talking. For those who actually read this, Thank you for listening!
Destiny Peterson Thank you for this comment. Both my parents were addicts and I, unfortunately, became one myself. I've struggled so much and it's completely consumed my life. I have changed into a reclusive introvert after 10 years. I started when I was 16 and it's broken me. I told myself I'd never be my parents, but here i am. Thankfully, I've started my recovery and I'm hoping that I change lives by helping others.
I've been an addict for 8 years now. But the catch is, I'm 18. I always attempt to get rid of this but It feels like quicksand, It pulls me in further into and It's been very difficult lately. I know I'm a sinner, I've done irreversible damage to myself and my other. Luckily, only she knows, my family thinks I need to be in a psych ward, little do they know that I'm fighting an addiciton but I'm not sure anymore. Mabey I'm actually insane.
Not to bring in discussion, where it is not wanted, but I think an important factor of why addiction is so difficult to manage, is because people will generally be focussed on blaming instead of helping. People with addictions are seen as weak and are being blamed for their condition. That leads to shame, which in turn makes it harder for them to seek the help they need. If we would treat addiction as a disease that needs proper treatement, instead of blaming the victims and leaving it at that, we could greatly improve the lives of many people.
@@somenbwithabadhistoryteach5872 Thank you. I believe to be a good Person means to see your own weaknesses. And don´t Forget that you only see, what I let you see. I do consider myself a good Person, but no one should follow another one blindly.
Thank You Lucas. I'm currently writing a book, and the protagonist is a psychopath who is suicidal and suffers from alcoholism. Your music helps me focus my mind into a melancholic state. That helps to improve my writing by leaps and bounds. Thank you for your compositions.
Have you ever heard of the tragedy of the Sith? Even the most well-intentioned, such as Darth Revan, all share one flaw: Addiction. Addiction to power, one they cling on to in a futile attempt to subvert the Force. Addiction to emotion, one they use to fuel themselves via the Dark Side. One of the most powerful Sith was also the greatest slave to addiction: Darth Sidious. He sought to become a powerful man, one who would be remembered long after his death. First, he became addicted to fast speeders, then to the power of the Dark Side, and finally, to his wealth, one he gained from his position in the Senate. However, even that wasn't enough. He became addicted to training apprentices... First, he trained a Dathomirian, who was known as Darth Maul, the only one who didn't have any temptation from the light side, then he trained Count Dooku, who became the infamous Darth Tyrannus, and finally, he trained Darth Vader, the man that subjugated the Galaxy. And after that, his addiction made him an incompetent boob. He thought that fear would be a foolproof way to rule the Galaxy, but that led to the destruction of a highly expensive liability for the Empire. He thought that his methods of ruling the galaxy through numbers would make his armies mighty... However, when the Rebels destroyed his H-winged demons, the Galaxy thought his Empire was incompetent when it came to Military might. In the end, his addiction was his undoing... And his successors only remembered the Sith as an ignorant line of short-sighted men and women.
I'm addicted to games. Everytime I finish playing a game and put down my hands and rest my fingers, there's this lingering feeling; a moment of reprieve like this song.
"I loved him. I adored him. I gave him everything he's ever wanted. But before I could start a deal that would surely lead me home, he just went straight for me, as if I'm not to be trusted. I just don't see where I went wrong for him to do that. Unless.......what if I was wrong from the _beginning?_ The moment I opened the door and we met, that's probably where it started. I thought he was so much more than he actually was. I mean, still worth dying for, but I went a little too far. Addicted to him over some little thought, and a house number coincidence. Maybe what I gave him was actually the things I _thought_ he wanted. No wonder he thought my bunker was creepy. If I maybe didn't think ahead, maybe things would've been better. Dumb me, overestimating things. Now I'm stuck, alone and afraid, the opposite of what I wanted to happen to me..."
I absolutly love your Videos, t hey are amzing love listening To then while study or just being awake at like 2 p.m. they are so realexed and My Kind Of music. Keep going and stay who you are
Telling you man, your style would fit perfectly for Dark Souls. Gwyn, Sif, Artorias, Firelink, the Capra Demon, Taurus Demon, and Manus. Many tracks you could work on and do justice to em.
Can you please make a sad piano cover for "What A Wonderful World"? I've been binge watching your videos and all of it are exemplary! I believe that the song I requested will be a perfect addition to the collection. :)
Hey Lucas, do you plan on actually making sheet notes of this? Would love to learn this, I relate to your dark and sad compositions a lot, and it helps me play through them, it feels like facing your problems by playing the piano which makes it easier in real life later on for me. (: Great video, been a fellow watcher for a long time and keep coming back every once in a while :) Keep it up!
thats not quit the thing i expected from you involving addiction. its something very painful and a very dark and lonely place with little percentage to get out . it needs more pain... doesnt fit
I know it's killing me, that it does nothing but grant pain. I know I hate it, I know it hates me. And I know its the only one ever there for me. I cant do anything right, I cant let it go. I know that when I'm gone, I will still feel you.
Nobody changed because they liked where they are for light to be born something must be burnt and one of the few advantages of living such long lives is we have so so many painful memories all make for amazing fuel
The worst kinds of addiction based on my experience, however short it has been, are those that you identify as "wrong" even before you start, but continue with anyways.
Im a addict to..a man Ill never have and it plunges my mind like a sickness I cant get rid of his face always haunts my mind...dos this mean I Am mad or insane?
This is my favourite man, such a great structure, perfect timings to throw in the big lows
Still EWQL? If so, i need it haha
Peter you're amazing ❤
Thank you for making this, Lucas. I left a comment a while back asking for an Addiction theme, and you didn't disappoint. I've been an addict for a little under a decade. It's consumed my life and I'm just now beginning my recovery. You really captured this feeling well.
You must be really stong, congrads! mr.King always captures the feeling of us all
Mistress Horror I was a prescription painkiller addict for 7 years and heroin for another 2 years.Been clean for almost two years now.Suboxone is a miracle drug.Worked wonders for me.It gave me my life back.
Jonathan bartlett I've been on Subutex for 3 years now. It gave me my life back from the painkillers. Now, I'm slowly weaning myself off that. Down to dust, my dude. Almost free. I'm proud of you and I know how much it can help. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. I have many ways to contact me.
Mistress Horror proud of you as well.Keep up the good work.I know how hard it is and how it messes with your mind.But you are doing an amazing job.Would be glad to talk with you....you can find me on facebook under this name.Always good to hear success stories and help raise peoples morale and awareness when it comes to this disease.I go to NA meetings twice a month to try to encourage others to keep fighting to get their lives and families back and to let people know that it's possible to be at rock bottom then claw your way back up the ladder to a normal life.I'm living proof.
Kratom my friends! It has saved countless peoples lives, and I hope it can be of benefit to yours :)
I am addicted...
To your amazing music!!! ;)
Totally!
I was ready for it to say “to your love”. I almost started tying the noose.
*Addiction*
Sometimes its better not to talk about addictions
You could be addicted to staying up all night or
Watching horror films or in over words do drugs
Most addiction are hard to get by mostly because we try...an addiction is nothing to love is something to be scared of...besides you don't know what might happen next...
(Love the music Lucas keep up the good work)
Galaxy Alien Potato, addictions are so hard because they're an escape from reality. If we give one up we need another to replace it. Sad really but it's human nature :/
I’m addicted to making bad jokes
X . true
That Guy Over There SAME! XD
I love how the music literally "sounds like" addiction, like the story or the feeling is told through the music, how other great classical music do it when you think about it. Amazing job keep it up 👍
As a person recovering from Porn Addiction, this music captures how the strings in your brain pull you back when you try to come out of an addiction. I am still in the process by abstaining from porn. I can't tell anyone because it's stigma and taboo. Most people will say that's not an addiction, believe me, it was affecting my life - my studies, my work life. I have felt awful , disgusted with myself, but no longer. I am building myself over; having hope, that my journey might some day inspire others.
I was stuck in a cycle; feeling lonely -> watching extreme porn to feel good, masturbating -> feeling like crap ; feeling of deep loneliness increases -> watch porn to feel good. And repeat.
You cannot imagine how many young guys are almost crippled with this addiction, much more than cocaine or heroin.
"Be on the watch, there are ways out. There is a light somewhere; it may not be much light, but it beats the darkness."
Thank you for your comment. I am suffering from the same addiction. I am trying to get off, but I feel I relapse a thousand times.
Can I ask you for some advise or maybe even for your own experience on how to deal with or get off from this monster that is bringing me to ruins?
Do you want to talk? I am dying from my addiction. Drugs and alcohol. No one understands. I would love to talk to someone who understands.
@@patrickwilson364 I want to talk
It felt like it starts off as if everything is spinning around and you do not know what has gotten into you then you reach a point when you get into your head and listen to your voice telling you of the mishaps of your endless thirst. But then you realize that the repetitive tale has been your excessive norm so you close your eyes and smile as it starts yet again.
This is perfect....the need, the endless compulsive need to use and escape...until one day it has taken you over completely. You look in the mirror and can't believe what you have become. When you are desperate to stop and you can't. The monster has you and won't let go....it's the slowest most beautiful form of suicide, that endless need.
Barb DeSouza I have been an addict for a decade. This comment is real.
Barb DeSouza Exactly. Congratulations on your recovery too! Stay strong. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can DM me on Twitter @MistressHorrors or email mistresshorrorS@gmail.com
Kratom my friend! It has helped countless people, I hope it can help you :)
How deep can you go?
@@barb7124 10 years clean and i couldn't have worded it any better keep it up it is possible to break addiction
I really love this. probably from personal experience. More on that, The song (to me) more portrays the sadness of the loved ones watching their parent or loved one go through an addiction and not being able to do anything especially as a child. Or the feelings of the person suffering from said addiction and seeing the damage they caused because of addiction but They can just stop it and it's overwhelming. Consoiusly knowing you can cause more damage and sorry I"ll Stop Talking. For those who actually read this, Thank you for listening!
Destiny Peterson Thank you for this comment. Both my parents were addicts and I, unfortunately, became one myself. I've struggled so much and it's completely consumed my life. I have changed into a reclusive introvert after 10 years. I started when I was 16 and it's broken me. I told myself I'd never be my parents, but here i am. Thankfully, I've started my recovery and I'm hoping that I change lives by helping others.
I've been an addict for 8 years now. But the catch is, I'm 18. I always attempt to get rid of this but It feels like quicksand, It pulls me in further into and It's been very difficult lately. I know I'm a sinner, I've done irreversible damage to myself and my other. Luckily, only she knows, my family thinks I need to be in a psych ward, little do they know that I'm fighting an addiciton but I'm not sure anymore. Mabey I'm actually insane.
The amount of feelings in this song is unspeakable
You should put all your dark piano music into a playlist called "Pandora's Box"
Bravo.
Listening to this really made me think about the stuff I could of had and how I threw it down the drain never to be seen again
I come here to escape my demons for a while, and music like this is my saviour.
I literally have a playlist of your music that I listen to everyday and go to sleep listening to it.
I'm not addicted. ;)
So deep and melancholic. Simply powerful
Not to bring in discussion, where it is not wanted, but I think an important factor of why addiction is so difficult to manage, is because people will generally be focussed on blaming instead of helping. People with addictions are seen as weak and are being blamed for their condition. That leads to shame, which in turn makes it harder for them to seek the help they need.
If we would treat addiction as a disease that needs proper treatement, instead of blaming the victims and leaving it at that, we could greatly improve the lives of many people.
Elias, you're a great oerson, and that's supported by everything you've ever said on Lucas' videos. Don't ever stop being this insightful.
@@somenbwithabadhistoryteach5872 Thank you. I believe to be a good Person means to see your own weaknesses. And don´t Forget that you only see, what I let you see. I do consider myself a good Person, but no one should follow another one blindly.
@@eliasbischoff176 that's a good definition and peak advise.
It helps me keep calm
Very powerful and beautiful as each key tells its own story . beautiful music.
So beautiful and chilling at the same time. It's truly amazing how the emotions are put into your pieces.
Thank You Lucas. I'm currently writing a book, and the protagonist is a psychopath who is suicidal and suffers from alcoholism. Your music helps me focus my mind into a melancholic state. That helps to improve my writing by leaps and bounds. Thank you for your compositions.
Congrads mr.King, once again, we can feel all your feeling through your music. Pleaaase keep doing this stunning musics!
Addiction is the death of Innocence
Your music is always on time
It junks from my heart every emotion i can image. I think it has accomplished it's goal: it addicted me. Bravo.
a beautiful but very dark and sad composition combined with a horror picture. Well addiction is an exam that needs to be passed...
Have you ever heard of the tragedy of the Sith?
Even the most well-intentioned, such as Darth Revan, all share one flaw: Addiction.
Addiction to power, one they cling on to in a futile attempt to subvert the Force.
Addiction to emotion, one they use to fuel themselves via the Dark Side.
One of the most powerful Sith was also the greatest slave to addiction: Darth Sidious.
He sought to become a powerful man, one who would be remembered long after his death.
First, he became addicted to fast speeders, then to the power of the Dark Side, and finally, to his wealth, one he gained from his position in the Senate.
However, even that wasn't enough. He became addicted to training apprentices... First, he trained a Dathomirian, who was known as Darth Maul, the only one who didn't have any temptation from the light side, then he trained Count Dooku, who became the infamous Darth Tyrannus, and finally, he trained Darth Vader, the man that subjugated the Galaxy.
And after that, his addiction made him an incompetent boob. He thought that fear would be a foolproof way to rule the Galaxy, but that led to the destruction of a highly expensive liability for the Empire. He thought that his methods of ruling the galaxy through numbers would make his armies mighty... However, when the Rebels destroyed his H-winged demons, the Galaxy thought his Empire was incompetent when it came to Military might.
In the end, his addiction was his undoing... And his successors only remembered the Sith as an ignorant line of short-sighted men and women.
Have you read the story of Darth Plagueis tho?
But of course
Thank you for continuing to make your beautiful music Mr. King, please keep it up! Your music keeps me sane in this world. Sometimes lol 😊👏
The music really conveys addiction well, great job on the music as always!
I'm addicted to games. Everytime I finish playing a game and put down my hands and rest my fingers, there's this lingering feeling; a moment of reprieve like this song.
You are genius.
Dope tracks,always.
Love from Spain!
Gorgeous music sumes up well this trouble !
merci
Lucas....
This is so fucking beautiful and sad....it brings out the sadness and cruelty of addiction
It's so good... Amazing job
Great music as always!
Keep up the good job!
nice dark piano music keep it up
Absolutely gorgeous. That's all I have to say.
I've already listend to this 12 times,...
(Posted 6 min. Ago)
Yep
Still listeing?
Wow, Lucas... Your musics are so beautiful! You're such a great composer and pianist :3
"I loved him. I adored him. I gave him everything he's ever wanted. But before I could start a deal that would surely lead me home, he just went straight for me, as if I'm not to be trusted. I just don't see where I went wrong for him to do that. Unless.......what if I was wrong from the _beginning?_ The moment I opened the door and we met, that's probably where it started. I thought he was so much more than he actually was. I mean, still worth dying for, but I went a little too far. Addicted to him over some little thought, and a house number coincidence. Maybe what I gave him was actually the things I _thought_ he wanted. No wonder he thought my bunker was creepy. If I maybe didn't think ahead, maybe things would've been better. Dumb me, overestimating things. Now I'm stuck, alone and afraid, the opposite of what I wanted to happen to me..."
Amazing. Like all ways
I absolutly love your Videos, t hey are amzing love listening To then while study or just being awake at like 2 p.m. they are so realexed and My Kind Of music. Keep going and stay who you are
This is a beautiful channel
Iam addicted to reading and devoring books novels fanfictions and I can't stop is it bad?
Beautiful...
Addiction, is but another obstacle in our great adventure called life.
Amazing !
Just one more time...
Sehr gut king sehr gut
Is a beautiful
101st like. love your music man. can't wait for more
Telling you man, your style would fit perfectly for Dark Souls. Gwyn, Sif, Artorias, Firelink, the Capra Demon, Taurus Demon, and Manus. Many tracks you could work on and do justice to em.
I have an addiction it's called-
Lucas King Addiction
When the last words are a whisper this is my last time but death envelopes you completely a moment later
A lot of your themes remember me to max payne, i love you.
Im dieing and i can't stop.
Can you please make a sad piano cover for "What A Wonderful World"? I've been binge watching your videos and all of it are exemplary! I believe that the song I requested will be a perfect addition to the collection. :)
"Sean bienvenidos a un nuevo episodio de la mente del villano"
Like si entendiste la referencia xd
Could I request a theme for the feeling of abandonment? Your music gives me chills
how do you make such great yet sad music?
Hey Lucas, do you plan on actually making sheet notes of this? Would love to learn this, I relate to your dark and sad compositions a lot, and it helps me play through them, it feels like facing your problems by playing the piano which makes it easier in real life later on for me. (:
Great video, been a fellow watcher for a long time and keep coming back every once in a while :) Keep it up!
This is very sad
thats not quit the thing i expected from you involving addiction. its something very painful and a very dark and lonely place with little percentage to get out . it needs more pain... doesnt fit
I know it's killing me, that it does nothing but grant pain. I know I hate it, I know it hates me. And I know its the only one ever there for me. I cant do anything right, I cant let it go. I know that when I'm gone, I will still feel you.
🖤🖤🖤
What's with your latest dark themes ?
Nobody changed because they liked where they are for light to be born something must be burnt and one of the few advantages of living such long lives is we have so so many painful memories all make for amazing fuel
WOAHHHH
What
This is my feeling Made song
I.m addicted to silence and lonliness
Lucas, make a theme like watchmen bso, pruit igoe, i love it
You are my sweetest addiction.
Tengo una gran adicción a tu música... me hace sentir.... tan yo
The worst kinds of addiction based on my experience, however short it has been, are those that you identify as "wrong" even before you start, but continue with anyways.
I can't sleep at night only day
And night
❤
Do you have these masterpieces on paper or just recorded?
Sorry if I'm "that guy" that recommends random fan stuff but, I'm REALLY curious to see your take on things in a game such as Dark Souls musically.
I'm depressed almost every day
Everbody Addicted.
where do you come up with these backgrounds? their perfect.
Please do borderline personality disorder
You are amazing man😁😁
But the pic is creepy lol
what if the doll open his eyes ...kinda creepy ...but the song so good love it
Cool piece bro, could i get the sheet music?
Hey can you Change the background it's kinda disturbing but music is fabulous
I always feel alone and I've been hit and beaten by people in high school and throughout my whole life I just stay alone I don't talk to anyone... :(
Im a addict to..a man Ill never have and it plunges my mind like a sickness I cant get rid of his face always haunts my mind...dos this mean I Am mad or insane?
Well holy shit, I called it
We are the cure.
This is bueaty
not only to drugs... being addicted to someone also feels horrible.
Lucas can you make a theme for anakin solo?
Not the type of addiction people think about but i sufferd with a eating disorder so in a way it was hard to stop and get better
I'm addicted to birbs, borbs, and birbies.
On spotify?
I'm getting addicted to sleep, depression and loneliness and i don't know how to deal with it
is there any way I could use this song in a short film of mine? or any of your other sad music? you would of course get credit
~VS Films