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- Sad Piano Melody to Help You Cry When You Are Lonely and Feel Like Nobody Cares
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A beautiful time of the day to you, my lovelies! Hereโs a new melancholic song called โNobody Caresโ.
Bitter tears, for years and years,
Ghostly thoughts in shades of fears.
In the dark through life you fumble,
Noone sees you crawl and stumble.
Hands are cold, but heart is colder,
Nooneโs there lending a shoulder.
As time flies, and hope is ebbing,
Dread and woes are tightly webbing.
Leers, and whispers, vague reflections
Weave these odd worldly connections.
Chained in body, tied in mind,
You canโt leave the tears behind.
*_How are you doing today, my dears?_*
aah just what I needed, in these desperate time if you can recall from last time.
Who says perfection doesn't exist. When such melodies, such gloomy poetic lines meets the right one and at right time - Its the perfection of Art. "Leave no chance for remorse, leave no stone unturned"
Fine I Guess... Between all tribulations. I can't complain I must say spite everything, I'm still here. I like to cry alone: nobody cares about how I feel so I prefer to do it where no one is watching. Next day, I feel able to walk another day.
I do, I'm glad if it's helping a bit! @@anonymousdude2550
day by day, it's a good approach. stay strong!@@SAMAELSABAOTH
One of the most beautiful music made in the historyโค
Any broken ๐ heart listener in 2024 , September
Eu
I
No. โค
Broken for 2 years ๐ almost
March 16.
Iโve been broken alone and very lonely my whole life and my grandmother died this year and Iโm autistic so Iโm very very broken ๐ก.
I pray for everyone here a miracle happen in their life and change everything for the better
amin๐ธ
@@Lulu0301 Itโs not working, better pray harder
@@sparksdrinker5650 I am
Thank you as do I pray it for you.
@@jedihljones8574 internet prayers to RUclips handles lol, grow up
"The most painful thing, isn't a cut. Or a broken nose; The most painful thing, is seeing the people you made memories with, slowly become... Memories.โ
So true
Dawms deep truth and sad
This is life we belong to God and we will return to him life is temporary
โLaugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep, and you weep aloneโ
Ppl need ur laughter not ur sorrows they label u as desp ๐ funny yes ๐ญ
Not really
Laugh and you Will be even more alone. Cry and you Will hear more craying near.
You are talking about an empty heart. How can we laugh when the heart is wounded and the wing is broken and unable to fly?
Romans 12: 15 Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.
If we followed Jesus, then we would do this.
The irony here...most that listen to this and like/relate to it..we are the ones that do care
Yes! That is the positive note that ought to be noticed.
Yes. We are to learn to get over the experience of caring ๐
Too attached to caring
I totally agree. Maybe we could help each other like we are right now.
yeah
With each person we help, we only harm ourselves further
It's really sad when you are surrounded by many people, but you only feel loneliness.
Know ur kind!
100%
Call Jesus in your life and trust me you will never feel this sadness again. Trust me my friend.
Jesus according to you couldn't help himself how can help others๐ค๐ค๐ค
๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃโ@@RINGtheBELL88
I know how it feels when Iโm in one of my worst moods. I feel that way all the time.
@@RINGtheBELL88belief and trust are different like meat and potatoes. Iโm wearing a cross and claim to be Christian, but nothing changes. Certainly not the past. We are all just in collective contemplation. Like Vader in his chamber โค
I feel so tired guys, I feel a pain in my heart. I don't feel good. No one hears me. I just only want one thing its someone listening to how I feel, I didn't ask for much ๐๐๐๐
Hi โค there is love in u ๐น
@@Actchar99 โค๐ท
@ramon6591 thank you ๐ฅบโค๐ท
I listen
Love for you
Sending good wishes from Pakistan to every beautiful soul who is watching this video from any part of the planet โค๏ธ
We love Pakistanโค
From Iraq โค
Same here โค๏ธ
@@Gakinhakar and we love Iraq specially the kawleeya dance ๐
@@Its_shifa846 ๐โค๏ธโ๏ธ๐
Greetings from egypt
The sad thing about life is that no one really cares, until you are dead, then you'll become the most precious one...
You forget as if you never existed ๐
The sad thing about life is, we're alone.
Thatโs one view but we are looking at the push of sadness not the pull. The weighted blanket that suffocates also comforts at the same time.
No.. we r never alone. One has one's self to rely on and to take care, when we learn it life will b amazing
Death makes angels out of assholes....
I miss my Mom the most. โค I know she's in Heaven with my Dad and brothers! Amen ๐
๐๐ฒ๐ช๐ I pray for them!!
I miss my mom too , today is thirtyseventh day.....
I miss my parents so much, it feels unbearable at times.
Take care bud
I miss my parents as well, losing them has left such a huge void.๐ข
My wife went to sleep from cancer,,,she is a saint in gods heart โคnow and i will see her soon!!!
2nd Enoch 20:3, is The name and Dwelling of the Most High โค, we meet him soon for Judgment Day and all suffering will end soon.
Im so sorry. At least she is no longer suffering.
Repent and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ and you will receive the gift of the holy ghost. You can't get in without both!!
@AFatherToTheFatherless this is a lie, our creator is The God of the Living, not the Walking Dead lazy in spirit. You either ask for death in Jesus name or for life in the name of The Father. You don't get both.
Jesus is the ghost, a dead spirit, he Commands you to seek Death in his name, he holds the stars (all stars are fallen angels โก๏ธ) he holds the keys to death.
Our creator is The Living God he wants us to Live "In His Name" Only 2nd Enoch 20:3 is where you can find the truth.
God says:
3:185 Every soul will taste death, and you will only be given your [full] compensation on the Day of Resurrection. So he who is drawn away from the Fire and admitted to Paradise has attained [his desire]. And what is the life of this world except the enjoyment of delusion
I'm convinced this section is full of good hearts ๐ค
Perdรณname . Pero si hay gente q lo quiere de verdad a uno
LOL
True
It kills me that so many of us are broken inside..there is so much beauty to the earth that we cannot see because of our clouds of darkness. I am thinking of us all during these disparaging times. โค
The darkness is beautiful as well.
Imagine those who had been murder
ุฃุนุชูุฏ ุฃู ูุฐุง ุงูููู ุนุจุซู.. ุญุชู ูุฌูุฏูุง ุนุจุซู.. ููุฏูุง ููุนูุด ูุชุฑุฉ ูุตูุฑุฉ ููู ูุชุ ููุฃุณู ูุฐู ุงูุญูููุฉ ุงููุงุถุญุฉ ุงูุชู ุฃุฑุงูุง
I try to but sadly I have so much resentment for people Iโve become a recluse and I just hate people in general now. I hate that I hate people, but I canโt help myself.
It's hard to feel anything when you're so broken. Nothing, ever gives you any happiness. When you live in fear, not just of what has happened already but because I fear it will happen again. It's better to be gone because I can't stand it anymore.
When you find someone who genuinely cares - keep them close. Most people do not care about your struggles, your pain, or your state of mind. They only care how they make themselves feel when they talk to you if given the chance. If you try talking to someone about things and they change the subject, downplay it, or say nothing at all - they do not care. Or they talk over you before you can fully explain. Some people feel they HAVE to fix things with you when all you probably want is someone to listen, to hear you out. Sometimes there isn't a "fix". Much Love to those hurting.....
So true so painful
We don't need anyone else to care about us, but God himself!
@@eNoOne3263That is true. How did you figure that out?
the sad reality
@@ุนููู ุญู ุฏุดูุงุจุงุญู ุฏ How do you know that anyone else except you exists at all? I personally believe that if one exits the world you were born into via some random act of violence or the result of someoneโs elseโs free will (choice), you enter into the Matrix: a simulated reality existence where you will live out your life until your time, so there will be no excuse when appearing before the throne of judgement after your appointed time is over.
I'm not here because someone broke my heart or because I feel alone, I'm simply here because I've come to realize that sometimes you just can't have what you wish you could have, and even though it's kind of painful to know that you can't have that "something or someone" you just have to move on and keep walking..
You're right
I keep wondering, is this really how it ends? she'll never be mine and that's all?
it's like a nightmare i wish i could wake up from
I want to say more
I want to do more
But i cannot, hurts really deep inside
We create our own reality from repeating our history in our thoughts. Most people don't understand that. If the reality one is experiencing isn't working, change the program in ones brain.... BUT you must forget the old reality.
@@zelestial3715 this right here, this exact words that you wrote, it is exactly how I was feeling.
Edit: I'm going to screenshot that, it's too good because it perfectly describes my situation.
@@MrSkinnn this is very true my friend, it all depends on us, the way we perceive thing is the way we will experience them. It is all on us to create our own reality the way we want it, it's all in our brain, if something doesn't work.. change it. Not everything will work out for you but you can always look for a different and the best route.
@@amethystaries8140 Yeah, it's not easy though, but I've found the sooner we delete the old program in our brain, replace it with a different and positive program, and move on, the better we feel.
I miss you so much, dad โค
I walk with you every night holding your hand.
Until we meet again, I love you โคโคโค
Take care bud
โค๐ขโค
I just lost my dad too. ๐ข I don't know how I'm gonna get through this. I hope you're doing okay. ๐
I miss mine too โคโค
ะะพะตะณะพ ะฟะฐะฟั ะฝะต ััะฐะปะพ 30 ะฝะพัะฑัั 2020 ะณะพะดะฐ... ะตะผั ะฑัะปะพ 64 ะณะพะดะฐ ะฝะพ ะผะฝะต ะฑัะปะพ 16... ะดะพ ัะธั ะฟะพั ะบะฐะบ ะฑัะด-ัะพ ััะพ-ัะพ ัะปะพะผะฐะปะพัั ะธ ะฟะพัะปะพ "ะฟะพะด ะดััะณะธะผ ัะณะปะพะผ"... ั ะถะธะฒั ัะตะนัะฐั ะฒ ะณะพัะพะดะต ะณะดะต ะพะฝ ะฑัะฒะฐะป ั ะฝะฐะผะธ, ะธ ะธะฝะพะณะดะฐ ะฒัะฟะพะผะธะฝะฐั ะผะพะผะตะฝัั...
When you don't care that nobody cares, you are free... and this music sounds so much better.
Truth sets us free
There is no โotherโ
I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.โ(John16:33 ESV)
one is a lonely number....walk with your loneliness....never forgetting God is always with you...
When you no longer care, then you eat some yummy pie. That's my philosophy.
It's so sad seeing how many of us are broken and just sad.
Hopefully with time we will all be better.
Sending a lots of love to all of you.
We got thisโค
๐ thank you. I too am seeing all of your comments here and I embrace each one of you out there that someday our pain, together maybe healed.
Would the world feel a little different if there was at least one person who became an umbrella for me when I suddenly encountered rain?
๐งก๐๐
Sometimes you just have to walk down the alley getting drenched by the rain and feel the cold drops on your skin to get it hardened so that when it rains next time you never feel cold again dear.
@@whiperassgaming8713 I realized a lot after losing my parents and my dog โโa few years ago. That no one in this world can share my pain. When I needed help, there was no one there, so I got through it alone and will continue to do so... Thank you for your comment.
Yes!! It would. Hope you get someone to be with you under the umbrella. I am still waiting...... :-)
We're all aloneโคโ@@supernova2011universe
I care so much! I wish I had that special someone who truly cared and loved me for me! It breaks my heart I'm a good man that tries so hard in everything I do. I just want true love and happiness โค
I'm sure one day you'll find it!
BELIEVE ME, I understand.....
The silence of no one there is deafening..maybe some day, some how, some where before this journey is over
@@carolmorris3970 Thank you
Self love is the purest love of all
The only friend youโll ever have is yourself
๐ค It may sound strange but Jesus is genuinely my best friend. My only friend actually. I just talk to him about life throughout the day and in the Bible God answers me. I think the whole world is missing out on this closeness we can have with Jesus. It just takes faith.
Ah i see.
You can see reality ๐๐ป
Is jesus, not myself๐๐
One is never alone, Jesus always listens and loves you!
Jesus is always with you
if you're reading this, you're not alone๐
Then why does it feel that way?
@@Jojo-sx5ecBecause thatโs what the devil wants you to think. Heโs the father of lies so donโt listen. Know that God values you very much because Jesus died on the cross for you so you can have a relationship with God and never be alone again.
โ@@findingjesusministries4783๐
I really am so alone, I cry every, I have no one
@@imelda113 Iโm praying for you dear friend. I too have felt alone and depressed, even had suicidal thoughts multiple times. But God always came through for me. He can come through for you too if you let Him.
I realized my family who adopted me really donโt care about me, all the pain, Verbally, Mentally, Emotionally, Physically, Molestation. Getting hurt with different people, even friends. Itโs hard. But here i am. Still standing. War, Rape, Gangs, Terrorist,Drugs, Power, Greed. Weโre losing our humanity. But iโm still hoping we gonna get our peace, faith and love.
โค๏ธ๐๐ป
I don't mean to sound really negative, but I don't think salvation for humanity is coming. The opposite is. It's true to see. The Devil's currency made it within society and that's all he needed. I'm not religious, but it's the same concept.
Trust urself and remember not only u lots of gud hearted people will bleed internally many times and am one of that. Hope is a word that find for a temporary relief and it works only when u start a war against this issues as u r a human being and they already proved in wild in ancient times to fight their situations to keep the existence. So trust urself nd love urself whatever happens life has to go on..And mark ur heart the mistakes u make and the situations u faced and make it sure that it never touches u again as u make a protection against this evils. Pray to ur god as it always increase positivity and cut the toxic peoples but never forget the lesson they teach us... Remember we r human being this universe is with u so be brave and kill ur bad habits and grow a magical tree in u that will cherish nd blossom once and no one can destroy that tree as it have a deep roots.... ๐ฅโค๏ธ
If this is the situationโฆI ask with deep sincerity that all of that dissipate and be replaced with security, love and peace. Standing up against it in the name of divine beings, saints and the Christie energy which represents yeshua will bring it to frutation๐โจ
Please donโt give up hope โค I am also hurting I am heartbroken ๐ฅบ I wish I didnโt exist but something is keeping me strong ๐ข you are strong please keep holding on I promise things will get better! Cry out to God he will hear you ๐ซถ๐ผ
I am here because my husband of 40 years is very sick and I know how this is going to end. To all those who knew may see a very different man today. I see the same man I fell in love withโฆ
May Allah give health to your husband, so that you can live a happy life again
Sree Ram bless him with good and healthy life โค
Don't worry sis he will be fineโค
โค
I'm very sorry about that. But it's nice the way you wrote it. Greetings from Germany.
I would like to walk and cry in the rain so that no one can see my tears.๐
me too
@@zaidshirbaz156
I did that when Queen Elizabeth died and I was drenched wet through but didnโt care
You are all loved deeply by someone. Believe. โค
Oh this soothes my soul actually. When I cry, someone, a lot of someoneโs, careโฆ thereโs just nothing anyone can do about it.. I lost my husband 2 yrs ago Dec 15th unexpectedly from what had become a routine surgery. He contracted Septic Shock and died within a week. It went from his hip where the incision was, traveled through his blood to his lungs, kidneys, heart and then brain. ๐ I met him 41 yrs ago and now when I look back I realize I was just a child. We have 4 daughters, 1 son, 7 granddaughters and 8 grandsons. Our only son and daughter in law just gave birth to a sonโฆ Scott would be so, so proud the tie has been broken โฅ๏ธ
I'm terribly sorry for your loss, my sincere condolences
@@RegnumUmbrae thank you so much for your kind words. I truly appreciate it โฅ๏ธ
๐ฅบ
Sorry for your lost but at least you can still see your late husband in your children and grandchildren. I wish I had that.
We have a heart, and it is open to everyone who has sadness that they conceal. My God save you๐โฅ๏ธ
Listening to this on my 49th birthday ๐ข feeling sad ๐๐ข
I feel you
If I was there I'd make u happy and smile I'll make you feel how special you are
โ@@roka1717thanks that means a lot
I have been feeling burned out and lonely lately ๐ข I'm not used to feeling so empty inside.
Olรก, nรฃo se sinta assim se ame voce รฉ capaz um abraรงo.
Try to get out of that frame of mind (and lifestyle) as soon as you can. If not, it'll end up as your lifetime comfort zone, and you'll never escape it. Like so many of us here
I am quite used to being Alone ๐ข
I have felt this way most of my adult life. It gets easier.
@@413PDS I'm finding the opposite
To be in a crowd
Yet be alone
To love someone
Yet it not be known
To cry at night
To the sound of the wind
To be honest all day
Yet feel you have sinned
To feel hope beyond belief
And then let pessimism
Steal it like a thief
All these things
Iโve felt and done
But to know the truth
Iโve just begun
To live in silence
So no one knows
The pain that's hidden
Has only grown
When nowhere
Ever feels like home
And expectations
Eat at the soul
When doors open wide
Just to slam in your face
When you look inside
But can't find the strength
To carry on
For one more day
@@MrJakotic Did you write this? It is beautiful. Thank you.
@@tonyhaltmar1383 I did, thank you for the kind words. I really do appreciate it
Very creative. I have posted writings on Booksie.
@@MrJakotic listen to the music and read this, I cry.
I am crying crying alone everyday, and thinking our impossible future, of course you know nothing. I am imagining our happy memories while watching the sea in train, and suddenly realizing that maybe I was unfair. But, no. I was just very compassionate despite your mercilessness. Neverthelesness, I knew that even if there is no light at the end of the tunnel, it is necessary to walk as if there is light and believe that the light will appear. I did like this, my dear cariad. However, you did not understand. I do not blame you, just let me talk about my disappointment to you. Do you know, I still keep countless messages that I could never send you. Still, it's a shame you never got to see my love, when even the shadow of your dream was so great to me. Yes, I am crying again, and you know nothing. Who are you to me, who never, ever recognizes me, who passes by me as if I were passing a puddle, who steps on me as if I were stepping on a stone, who always, always goes on your way and leaves me in endless waiting?
To you, to you who never knew me.
Iโve had a life of trauma and Iโm completely dead and unable to function or talk to anyone even therapy is hard because I can barely communicate or think but itโs nice that RUclips suggestions got me
Something tels me youll be fine
I agree. The human spirit will make a way. We are often much stronger than we realise. You will learn n get through the rubbish n become stronger and there is hope. May be you can't see it now but there is hope. I know as I've had many adversities in my life but please do not give up....grace n peace be with you in your troubles n pain We are just passing through on this earthly realm....
@@Em-jj2hp
I was very ill with an rare SPA syndrome infection and that caused me so much trauma in 2023 that I now seem to freak out a lot more about my illness returning but Iโve been clear for 19 months now but my illness trauma will never go away
โคโค
@@mareebrocklehurst9370
You donโt know what people go through in their lives! Like that illness gave me some trauma but Iโve recovered from it and Iโm still here 19 months later. Thatโs trauma
This existence we call life is pure hell. When will it end?
Take care bud
be assured it will end....however when you arrive at that point...you will not want to go...never forgetting GOD is with you in life and in death....
Wie meinst du das , etwa sinnlos
Be patience, so you will get heaven in your afterlife
Itโs our job to creat a heaven for ourselves on earth. This life can be hell if youโre not spiritually intuned with yourself. I pray that you reach the mind state of heaven before you leave this earth
Exactly on this day when I listen and post this comment I freed my soul from a burden, I gave up a love that destroyed me, I had the courage and strength to finally do it, after a year and a half of terrible suffering, I have no more tears to cry, but my soul is still sad, I wait for it to pass because I know it will pass, it is hard but it will pass...
Want to do same but need to find the courage like you did, well done my dear
@@timetraveler255
I was ill over a year ago and the trauma caught up with me so much.
When you say you have "freed your soul", you have found acceptance of what "is." It is not what you wanted but still, it is the reality of your situation. When one embraces acceptance of what is, you stop hurting yourself. In a sense, you have stopped fighting against reality. We can still hate the situation, I'm not saying you have to like it but if you stop struggling and accept what is and peace will come with time. Read "The Power of Now" by Ekhart Tolle. It helped me a lot.
This makes me think of when all of my family was still on earth. The laughs we all had we truly loved and cared about each other and then year after year they began passing away. So many many joyous days together - only to be gone now. I miss them all so very deeply!
๐ข๐ข๐ข๐ข
๐น๐น
They live in your memory. Cherish that and may it bring you happiness.
God knows whats in ur heart..
If ur thinking that no body cares for you..
U probably didnt know that God is waiting for u to talk to him..Sometimes we are looking for someone who only listen for us...someone who will not judge us...need no advice..just to listen on all our heartaches and dis appointments in life,,
God is the one no body else..just try it..talk to him tell him everything whats inside if u and cry to him..HE IS WAITING FOR YOU..PROMISE WHEN u talk to him after that u feel there is something change within you,U will find peace,,that nobody can give u in this world..
God bless us all...
@@ExtremeRidersJodhpur ๐คฆโโ
Correct!
God bless you too, for your beautiful message, l agree with you 100%.โค๐๐
Amรฉn!โฆ๐๐ป Amรฉn!โฆ๐๐ป
We are not alon, god Almightly is with us all the timeโค
People look for a life of joy, happiness, contentment, a soul mate, etc., and that is not reality. Life is a slog with potholes, curves, ups and downs. Reality is just surviving. You might find moments of happiness, but they are fleeting. I am 64 and I have never known true joy in my life and the moments of happiness were brief. As I get older, I find existence a ship wreck. The body declines and ailments occur more and more until you have just had it. So, those of you who are young and feeling what I described above, know it is normal life on Earth.
I can relate to that. The world is a hard place for sensitive people and there is no hope for the future.
God is with us and he is with you. Praise Jesus!
I advise you to learn about the religion of Islam. I ask God to guide you and save yourself and your family. Greetings, my friend.๐
The person who is playing the piano, carrying lots of pain in his heart.... For you bro/sis๐
I lost my friend today a wise and very gentle man. I donโt know how to go on
Loss of any kind wether through the death of someone special or them abandoning you is one of the hardest things life throws at us.
Nothing has ever hurt me more than losing someone I love.
Have faith โจ๐๏ธ๐๐๐ป๐God is near you always โ Happiness comes from God, hopelessness doubt and fear come from Satan ๐๐ฅ! Choose God's light ๐ฏ๏ธ he loves you and he's with you always โโค๏ธ
ะกะผะตััะธ ะฝะตั.......
lost my mom 10 months ago...
watching videos like this makes me think more about how hard is life when loved ones gone away...
So deeply sorry for your loss
@@MathandMakeup thanks๐
@AchieverThoughts
day after day, trying to be strong..
I know I'm not the only one..
thanks brother..
@@AronBaddoPacasIโm very sorry as well. God knows what youโve been through and he will comfort you if you let him. God be with you my friend
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๐ thanks
I'm crying right now
ููุชูุง ูุตุฏููู ุงูุงูู ุงูู ู ู ู ุฏููุฉ ููุจุฒูุบ ุณูุฉ 1993 " ุงุธู ุงู ูุจุฑุฏ ุงูู ูุงุฎ ู ุงูุฃุฌูุงุก ุงูุฏุงููุฉ ุจุงูุณุญุจ ุงูุณูุฏุงุก ู ุงูุถุจุงุจ ู ุงุฎุชูุงุก ููุฑ ุงูุดู ุณ ู ุฏูุฆูุง ูุงุดูุฑ ุทูููุฉ ... ุฃุซุฑ ูู ุงูููุณ ุนู ูู ูููุฏ ุงูู ุญุฒู ุงูููุณ ูุฃุจุฏุน ู ูุณูููููู ู ูุณููู ุญุฒููุฉ ... ู ูู ูุงูุช ุงูุดู ุณ ุฏุงุฆู ุฉ ุงูุดุฑูู ู ุซููุง ูู ุดู ุงู ุงูุฑูููุง ู ุงูู ูุทูุฉ ุงูุนุฑุจูุฉ ุนุงู ุฉ ....ูุงูุชุฌุช ููููุง ู ู ูุณููู ุชููุถ ุจุงูุญูุงุฉ ู ุงููุฑุญ ....ูุทุจู ู ู ุฒู ุงุฑ ู ุฑูุต ู ุงูุฏููุง ูุงููุฉ ....
ูุงุฑูุช ุงูุณุนุงุฏู ุชููู ุดู ุณ ุณุงุทุนู ุทูู ูุงูุง ู ุง ูุงูุด ุจูู ุฏู ุญุงููุง
ะฅะพัะพัะพ ัะบะฐะทะฐะฝะพ๐
No Brasil tem muito sol ๐ quase o ano todo em algumas regiรตes faz frio em alguma fase do ano
ะะฝัะตัะตัะฝะฐั ะผััะปั, ะฒะฟะพะปะฝะต
Great thinking!
The actual feeling of happiness is an absolute lie ,I don't know why I feel like, I don't live anymore but revise the hard feelings of past,the very time when I used to be naturally happy and full of life,I don't know what was my fault,but there nothing bad I dreamt of didn't happen to me, I fear attachment of possibly everything, I got only my old father,for whom I'm here,in his absence I don't think I could make it up,I don't know why I'm writing all these ,but it is giving me some real sense of comfort..may God bless you all buddies โค๏ธ
ูู ู ู ูุชูุฑุจ ู ู ุฑุจ ุงูุนุงูู ูู ููุนุจุฏ ุฑุจ ุงูุนุงูู ูู ุณูู ูุชุฎูุต ู ู ูู ุงููู ูู ูุงูุงุญุฒุงู
Friends are the family you choose. As I get older I count the friends on one hand. Quality over quantity.
Well sometimes kids grow up to their teen years, and place more value on their loser friends ๐ then a loving caring family that has been their for them for their entire life! And they go from toxic fake friends to toxic girlfriends and become alcoholics! Life is a gift ๐ and people should embrace the goodness of life! ๐๐ปโจ๐ฏ๏ธ๐
Of course nobody cares. They have their own issues to deal with.
Beautiful music. Just beautiful.
Everyone has issues to deal with, but it shouldn't make you so selfish as to not care about others going through tough times. If anything, it should make you feel empathy for others.
I totally agree xโ@@nikkim788
@@nikkim788โคagree
Do you ever feel that no matter what you do or how much you try... you can never get out of a situation. Like you keep digging a hole but you ended up being buried in it...
Yes I agree so much ..
Ha yaar especially yaha India me.mai bhi koshish bhaut karta hu lekin kya hi kahu tujhe kuch nahi kar pata
There IS SOMEONE that loves us out there. They are crying too.
God is there if only you see....
For some maybe. Not for all of us. That's what people say to be nice.....and thank you, but many of us know that's just not true.
I don't know, but I cannot feel pain or sadness with this music. Instead, I feel a profound sensation of relaxation and joy deep within me, a sense of calm and letting myself go. It's like entering my 'zone'. ๐
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Agree with you
Don't worry. It's not over. Tomorrow has sunflowers and even had them out today for you. Please don't be sad anymore.
To experience the desolation of aloneness is to tap into a large part of what the human experience is.
Maybe i am the one who really love to be alone..quiet....dark ...its beautiful
its tough to understand sadness, thats why most people avoid people who are sad.
Por quรฉ todos los que estรกn escribiendo aquรญ estรกn tan tristes y deprimidos? No!!!! La vida es bella, muy bella!! No lloren por una mรบsica triste! Levanten las caras al cielo y vรกmonos para arriba.
Lindรญssimo o que Vocรช escreveu, @anaesquenazi!!! Sempre devemos buscar o Bem em nossas Vidas!!! Desculpe-me nรฃo responder no seu idioma, jรก que sou brasileiro (Rio de Janeiro) e nรฃo domino a lรญngua espanhola. Grande abraรงo e foi muito bom ler Vocรช!
@@aloisiodossantos225 Te mando un beso con mucha alegrรญa! Tรบ me entendiste muy bien. Desde Mรฉxico ayudemos a muchos a ser felices!
@@anaesquenazi1653 Muito obrigado pelo carinho, minha Amiga Mexicana! Aqui no Rio de Janeiro tambรฉm estou a trabalhar nas ajudas com os irmรฃos e irmรฃs que necessitam de um amparo social e espiritual, jรก que devemos fazer o bem sem olhar a quem! Paz e Luz em sua Caminhada, minha Amiga! Um Fraterno Abraรงo ๐ซ!
Entendi seu conceito mas e inato mรบsica triste mexe com cรฉrebro o influenciando....e inatoโ@@anaesquenazi1653
Ada hitam ada putih, apakah anda cuma percaya yang putih? Sedangkan hitam itu nyata adanya !
You say you love rain, but use an umbrella to walk under it. So thatโs why Iโm scared when you say you love me โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
Cry, cry and keep crying until it becomes silent tears mixed with the rain; scream and cry so loudly but nobody cares until all those tears and screams are silenced by your broken heart and your mind that already knows that nobody cares.
Oh, dear soul why does nobody cares about your sorrow? is there someone out there!
nobody cares: "cry alone and heal yourself because nobody else will, because they do not care".
( if you're alone)
----- Thank you Regnum Umbrae for always inspiring my soul and mind to write words from the bottom of my heart.
I'm glad you find my music helpful, and thank you for sharing!
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I do not belong here ๐
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I haven't any tears left to cry.
My heart is dryer than my eye.
Everyone I've loved said goodbye.
There are no more reasons to try.
I am just waiting to ...pass by.
-from me, alone
I realize my life has been blessed at 59,my wife of 32 years, I have seen her age gracefully as they say from 21 to 54,6 grown children and 6 grandchildren.Adopted at birth never knowing my biological family I will still have a legacy of generations to come,itโs not over but the time truly passes extremely fast and no matter what circumstances just breathe and feel blessed you are alive and human ๐๐ผ
Beautiful life โค
And be thankful you have the opportunity to be forgiven of sin, accepted into God's Kingdom of Heaven for eternal life.
That sounds beautiful. I never truly felt trapped until I married. I wanted to travel, take in the world, try new things. Now I'm trapped in the cold dark, arctic, depleting my spirit just to keep him and his daughter happy. My own tears don't matter, nor does my freedom.
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๐ข๐ข Missing my son, been passed for 6 months, sometimes I feel so alone, I'm not alone, I have God always and my immediate family but I am still depressed
i am so sorry for the loss of your son. ๐ข i would be crushed if i lost mine. ๐May God comfort and strengthen you somehow through all of what you are going through. ๐
Your son is not gone. He sees you at night in your dreams. It's not something that can be explained, but some part of us endures after this life.
You'll see him again - and next time it will be forever. Until then God's looking after him and he's looking after you. He's not gone. At the moment you can't physically see him but he's not gone.
I am so sorry for your loss
Lost my mum 10 weeks ago life has changed now its dam sad i know I'm not the only one out there, we take life for granted we all go through stages in a life time with ups and downs losing loved ones โค๐๐พ this is beautiful music thank you โคโค
Take care bud
Take careโค. Love from India
Sending love and prayers xxxx
So deeply sorry for your loss
May god have mercy on your mother ๐๏ธ I'm knowing it's so hard but that's is life And we have to live with our problems .....
I need to rest in another world ๐ข๐ข
Me too!
I will be there soon. Iโm beyond gone. Sad but true.๐ข Just a matter of when. Really canโt wait. Love all you guys.๐ซถ๐ป
I think about that too. I wish I could.
Everyone who is here, somehow wants to. Life and physical existence can sometimes be unbearable...
No digas eso DIOS te ama hoy estรกs triste pero ya la tormenta pasarรก y volverรก a a ver la luz y sonreรญr
June 27, 2024 at 3:45 p.m. after 13 years with me i lost my Border Collie La Bonita due to an advanced throat cancer. I close my eyes and i can see my Bonita gasping for air. I feel like i lost a part of my being. Only God knows how I feel.
Not only God, know you.
Ich weiss genau wie du fรผhlst
Ich drรผcke dichโค
At the end it doesn't even matter
- Chester Bennington
Very little actually does. That's the kicker. Look at all the stuff we stress over. All the things we thought were so important at the time. What a waste of energy and emotion. Love yourself, you deserve it.
Remember, God stays close to the broken hearted. No one is ever alone, reach out to Him.
Psalm 34 ! My #1 go to in troubled times . God bless you and yours.
True when you know that god is listen to you and help you, you would never get sad
I'm sitting here, just finished my horrible three years of apprenticeship. I'm overwhelmed but the world doesn't care. There is no break, no rest, nothing.
Got newly diagnosed with both CPTSD and PTSD and I don't know where to go. Most therapists never took me seriously and the one who did can no longer treat me. I'm just alone. Friends leave me all the time because I'm too much of a burden with all my trauma and anxieties.
I want to have friends. But at the same time I despise all of humanity for what it did to me.
I feel the same way. So called friends leave me because they think I'm a burden with all my anxieties etc. Totally resonate with what you wrote.
You just need to find the right friends. We are out here. Keep looking.
Crying alone makes us realize that no one really loves us...
Learn to love urself โค๏ธ
INDEED YA
Morning and night....especially night ๐ข
Yes๐
Or they DO, you just don't want THEM to know that you're crying alone. You want to keep it to yourself, or you'd rather keep it to yourself because no one cares to hear about why you're crying.
You described my actual life
Same
Same
Sometimes it's ourselves who don't care enough about others.
Sometimes it's ourselves who don't care enough about ourselves.
When it rains the Angels are crying for the pain we all endure on Earth! It cleanses the soul and clears the mind!
Not really, it's a mixture of condensation etc
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@@aprivateperson6320 That's what the Angel tears are! ๐คฆโโ
@@aprivateperson6320 We know, but it's more beautiful to see it that way
God cares. ...I have realised. God cares about the ones who are fragile but willing to strive ....they will overcome all bad timings.
He doesnโt
@allesandra22 ... Yes God cares! He loves us all! We are His children. Through good and bad times He's with us every step of the way. He hears every prayer of ours and wants us to be happy and feel loved always not the opposite. If you have faith in Him always, He will see you through. I know because I've been going through so much for the past several years but with God by my side He's seen me through and will continue to. Praise Him our Lord and Savior! Thank you for heartfelt comment and for trusting and believing in Him too.
@@ThuVu-qu1cc Pick up a Bible and you'll find out otherwise. Until then, I will pray for your lost soul that one day you will come to know Him and accept Him into your life as your Lord and Savior so that you will have everlasting eternal life in His kingdom, the Kingdom of Heaven.
Right
@@EmeraldJade66 If he did he would not put "his children" through things like pedophilia and listen to prayers instead of ignore them. stop being delusional
By divine design, nobody can authentically care about anyone else except oneโs own self. You finally realize that the ONE gives and receives authentic love and care has always been YOU and within you.
You are born alone and leave the game of life alone. Everything else is mental construct and emotional projection.
Itโs just a one time ride.
Enjoy the journey.
I love this โค
I just want to comment that those who are facing darkness know that it will be okay. I have been facing darkness all of my life and now i feel like im actually winning. Im a man of faith and so i 100% believe god is the reason why im okay. But don't give up. Never give up. You keep fighting.
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Nice conversation ๐ โค
We donโt k ow it will be ok, but itโs nice of you to try to reassure us.
If God is the reason you are okay, then you accomplished nothing. If someone or something is to blame for you, then you have no accountability. And as such, can always blame something or someone else for your failure. So, try and actually take charge of your own life. Then, give credit to what YOU achieved or failed to do. Otherwise, what is the point of life is ALL success and failure is to be blamed on someone else?
Im proud of youโค
It's painful when you're hurting, but when you tell them, they don't even ask you why.
99.99% of ppl just don't care. Empathy is a rare occurrence.
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I was ruined yesterday and my loved ones walked me up the hill because I thought I would fall over. But I really was worrying about Catherine, Princess of Wales really
God holding my hand in this dark night n this music changed into "music of happiness "
I take pleasure in pain.It feels soothing.Probably God thinks I'm insane.
God heals any sickness and the mighty name of Jesus. ๐
You are Positive soul
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This music makes me think of all the family friends and comrades that I've lost over the decades
Broken heart in April 2024, who feels same?
then they hate you and you should know better than to give a shit for people who don't care for you mi amor. You don't hate me. I realised even those who lived Me as a child can't wait for Me to leave so I left by godess' touch and I'm somehow wanted again..I clearly chose to leave this space and this space I still contain as hue never leave willingly you can't really escape your loved ones and hated ones are what we have to cherish if even possible , be together and try sort stuff out โ@@feliperuiz7458
Sorry maybe they hate you have ailments
@@feliperuiz7458 You shouldn't.
My heart has been broken for a few years now
@@sonnywaugh4914 Mine has been broken since 1964.
De zile รฎntregi plouฤ ศi ceaศฤ e, pare cฤ natura e singurul care รฎmi simte durerea s-a solidarizat cu mine. Plรขng ศi lacrimile ศiroind รฎmi curg, la fel รฎn sincron aud ศi stropii de ploaie. E prietenul meu de suflet, nu mฤ ceartฤ pentru slฤbiciunea mea. Tristeศea-mi o acompaniazฤ cu tunete ศi fulgere, aศa trec minute eu ascultรขndu-l, iar cerul fredonรขnd-mi durerea. Cรขndva รฎn mod sigur norii se vor risipi ศi cerul senin รฎศi va arฤta supremaศia, ศi-mi va aduce zรขmbetul. Pรขnฤ atunci รฎmi plรขng toatฤ durerea ศi tristeศea doar amintiri vor rฤmรขne iar eu, uศuratฤ, cu puteri noi ศi optimistฤ pornesc spre obศinerea noilor รฎmpliniri. Sus capul VIAศA pulseazฤ e plinฤ de noi trฤiri, mฤ aศteaptฤ cu braศele ei iubitoare larg deschise. Acum sunt eliberat ศi zรขmbitor, vฤ doresc tuturor somn uศor !
Capul sus !
Que mensagem profunda, impactante e verdadeira. Belรญssimo texto.
Frumoase cuvinte
Wow, this is truly beautiful..โค
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We are never alone in this universe, your tears are a reminder that you are never alone!
You must have been raised by a loving family. Must be nice to have those memories.
Itโs really heartbreaking for me,that so many people are broken inside and still try to be happy an strong. Remember you are not alone,God is always praying for you. I wish you guys all the best here and that you may find your happiness and inner peace someday โค
ุงุนุดู โคุงููุฏูุก ูุณูุงู ูุงูู ุญุจู ูุงูุฑูุญ ุงูุตุงููู โคูุงุฑุจ ุดุงูููู ุงุจู ูุงู ู ูุงุฑุจ ุงูุนุงูู ูู โค
ุฃู ูู ูุง ุฑุจ ุงูุนุงูู ูู ๐ข
Life is but a passing cloud. In time to come, we are gone and in the end, nothing is worth holding on. Be at peace.
If you guys are sad or hopeless, just talk to God. It makes you calm and free.
Until you realise that your not really worthy enough to make His kingdom and this hell will just be followed by another.
Well said, you nice person
This is a masterpiece. So dark and heartbreaking. Absolutely beautiful ๐
Millions of old memories with this masterpiece ๐ญ๐
I have been upset every day since the passing of my dad...3 yrs on...effects everything....loved him to bits.....would have been his birthday today 19th sep 1937 born in malta......whever you are pop keep making people laugh๐.....xxAdie
Your video made me cry because I feel like nobody in the world and I have all the responsibility.
All I can say is that your not the only one. I won't lie and say it's not true. But for some of us it is.
I have read all the comments, friends, I hope you are well and take yourself first above all else. I love you โค
bless you
when you see this much of views to music like that you know there is a lot of hurt , disappointed, people out there ๐๐ค
"Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart. The really great men must, I think, have great sadness on earth."
God cares โค he listens too
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But not closely enough. The children in Gaza are going unheard.
Really? You sure? You seen the nail scracthing markings on the walls in Auschiwitz? Sure, keep believing your fairy tales. There are 2 trillion galaxies in the observable universe. You are on 1 called the Milky Way, in one corner. Ya, feel small and insignificant? Cause you are...wake up!
My youngest brother left his food on table before touching it,jumped on his motorcycle and got stuck by a car after 30 minutes, died in minutes, stayed in hospital for 6 hours without any calls from them, after 8 hours l got a call to recognize him in morgue. He died in street, moved to hospital, sent to morgue a lone! I canโt imagine the fear, panic and pain he saw before leaving this world a lone. Rest in peace Prince.
im sorry for your loss ๐๐
My condolences
I'm a single mom of 4 kids. I have depression and anxiety. ๐ข Beautiful music theo. Yes this Beautiful music is describing me, Sad, alone, unwanted and nobody sees me, nobody cares ๐ข. ๐ Do you hear me? Do you see me? Can anyone care for me? Nah, I don't think so. ๐ข I'm better off alone. ๐ข
You're not alone.
we see you, we care, you are not alone.
Yes, you are loved. When you're alone, if you try hard enough, you'll be able to comprehend what I'm saying to you. Your kids need you. Chin up.
Looking at your picture, I can tell you are such a nice human being with a sweet smile. It hurts that this is how your life is. I also feel alone, depressed because my thoughts only leave me with darkness, but I'm ok with that and I pray that you are too. God bless youโค
DIOS te ama y tienes grandes bendiciones para y tus hijos รกnimo
For all those who feel lost and lonely, God hears you and understands,be patient......
Maybe๐
"I am forgotten, as a dead man, out of mind"..Psm. 31:12.
There is an ethereal beauty in solitude
Beautifully played---soft, emotional, gripping and somber. A nice hot cup of coffee and a shoulder to cry on for warmth and comfort. Love is so lacking nowadays. The world has become too materialistic, especially with our young folk. A real shame. Thank you for posting.
Jesus loves you โค
I'm sorry, but that tune has lost it's flavor and its favor. Have you not seen what 'christianity' has become?
โThe Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has positive, uplifting messages that don't try to guilt you, or shove anything down your throat.
@@jetcool7000 what the hell is wrong with you? there is nothing wrong about Jesus himself, are you mentally ill???
i donโt smile like i used to. i donโt know how to make it home after years of wandering and losing myself in the process. i grieve for what i used to be able to feel and the people i felt for. now iโm just numb.
Same here
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You need rest, and peace. Take good care of yourself in every way you can. Life is really, really hard.
The rain comes perfect for those that walk alone for miles.
The rain sounds like drums coming down on my darkened smiles.
The rain comes and soaks the remaining flower in my head.
The rain, like all ,changes its mind and drown it instead.
I come here often, itโs somehow comforting. Sometimes even I struggle to believe how much I went through in only two decades of life, and it makes me feel hopeless and overwhelmed. No one will ever understand, I feel cut off from the world. Verbal, physical, emotional and psychological abuse, broken family, ptsd, major depression, eating disorders, chronic anxiety, loneliness, grief, sh, Iโve seen it all. I got my youth stolen, Iโll never be able to be happy and loved like anyone else. Iโm beyond damaged, I feel like Iโll die soon. Though no one cares about me, because they assume Iโm better. I survived many attempts, I graduated high school, Iโve beaten panic attacks, many of the people who traumatised me are no longer a threat, I study in a medical field, I fixed my physical sickness, I finally made a few friends, yet I still feel hollow. Nothing brings me joy, nothing will ever truly fix me. Reconnecting with my own emotions has become impossible, I donโt know what I need or what else Iโd need to do to feel better.
Iโve always dreamt about finding love. A partner to come back home to, someone I would cook for every evening and spend my domestic life with. Maybe I liked the idea of being caressed and comforted by someone who was bigger and more stable than me, but thatโs one hell of a lame fantasy, especially when youโre a grown twenty something man like me. Deep down I know that not even that could heal my wounds.
I have gone through similar things in my life and truly Jesus can heal and deliver you dear soul He did mine. PRAYING FOR YOU HE LOVES YOU ๐๐ข๐๐โ๏ธ
@@juanitafontana53 hopefully faith will soothe the pain