BLESS YOU LIA, WELL PURPOSELY LOVE IS MORE THAN A SO CALLED LUSTFUL SELF WITH ANOTHER PERSON😢 ❤. BE TRUE TO ONES SELF GOD IS A JEALOUS LORD AND TRULY MY SAVIOUR AMEN. IN JESUS NAME AND ALLELIUA
I know that it is not good practice to air out one's dirty laundry to strangers, especially online. I'm just so tired of holding on to this burden, and from what i've gathered through watching your videos you believe very similar if not the same as i do about Jesus and his truth contained within the Bible. My whole life I grew up in a UPCI (United Pentecostal Church International) church. I did not follow the teachings or care about it for the first 17 years of my life. I had always believed in a higher power because it seemed like the logical explanation to how this universe came to be. All I cared about for the longest time was having fun after school and on the weekends. In fact, I would sleep during the Sunday morning service in my teenage years. In October of 2020, after a night of crying till I hurt from shame from watching filth online I had decided that I wanted to see if God could help me. What I was feeling at the time that I didn't realize is that I felt spiritually dirty. All I knew was that to be saved I had to get baptised and filled with the Holy Ghost. I believed that there was a God but that He didn't care or have time for us. I believed there was a Devil and a Heaven and Hell. Also some miscellaneous Bible stories. Little by little, I started to read the Bible beginning in Genesis and praying some. I also started paying attention to what the preacher was saying and going to church on Wednesday nights as well as Sunday mornings. Slowly but surely my understanding began to open up, and it became a personal choice, not just tradition. In December of 2020 I went to my first HYC (Holiday Youth Convention) where I first started to desire to get the Holy Ghost. For 6 months I fought to get it after that, but on June 23rd of 2021 I got filled with the Holy Ghost with the evidence of speaking in other tongues at church camp. That night changed the course of my entire life. Suddenly my awareness of the spirit realm became apparent as I started to feel things from Jesus and hear his voice. I also became aware of the attacks of the enemy. There has been a lot of highs and lows since then. At the moment I am at a low because of a few individuals that go to my church who sing on the platform have hurt me and my perception of the church. I don't feel like I belong at any Apostolic/Pentecostal church because I don't shout and speak in tongues as much as I used to during the music. Even though I still struggle with watching perverse things online that voice won't go away screaming at me to do it until I cave. Every small victory I have gets overshadowed by that negative voice in my head and I tire from trying to resist every day. I'll be 22 this November and I just wonder does it ever get better? You seem to be confident in your faith and I struggle a lot with my confidence and self-esteem. When I was watching this video I felt that same love of Jesus during your ending prayer and it encouraged me to reach out to ask for special prayer. You seem to be very intentional about what you post and I respect that. You also seem to be serious about this and your videos along with other people's videos about Jesus seem to be the only thing that encourages me at the moment to keep going despite how numb I feel inside. I believe that Jesus is God and that the Holy Ghost is him in another form. Regardless, Jesus is one. I believe Acts 2:38-39 salvation. I just don't know if I can live it out like I used to anymore and be happy. I just want to heal and be happy again. If you read my comment this far, then please pray for me Lia. I want to overcome this and love going to church again instead of seeing it as a prison where I'm condemned. I want to have that pure relationship with Jesus again where I don't blame him for the faults of human nature.
@@huntervarnell9709 Hi! Thank you for reaching out. It shows your humility and genuine heart for the Lord. This verse stood out to me for you, “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled.” (Matthew 5:6). Gods word doesn’t return back void and if I can see your hunger and thirst for righteousness, how much more can He see? I wanna encourage you to continue to surrender every area that you fall short to Him. We all fall short and you’re not alone. We all need Jesus! I’ll be praying for the Lord to cover you in strength and perseverance. He knows the plans He has for you. You have the power to overcome every temptation! Don’t fall for the lies of the enemy. Resist the devil and he will flee. I wanna challenge you to turn on worship music or open up your Bible the next time you’re feeling tempted by the enemy or even demonic spirits. Some of these only come out by prayer and fasting. And I believe God will lead you to the right church. Church is amazing and it’s not good to forsake the assembly of the saints, BUT your relationship with the Lord doesn’t require a building. You can seek Him and find Him at any time when you seek for Him with ALL your heart. I’m praying for your healing and that your heart is able to forgive. God bless you!
Appreciated message ur a true warrior for Christ
I just want to say I've been a christian my whole life, and thank you.
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Hi Lia I hope you are having a good day and God Bless you ❤ much love from Colorado
@@WeebGamer101 God bless you!
Many thanks!
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15:34 amen!! Thank you sister in Christ❤
BLESS YOU LIA, WELL PURPOSELY LOVE IS MORE THAN A SO CALLED LUSTFUL SELF WITH ANOTHER PERSON😢 ❤. BE TRUE TO ONES SELF GOD IS A JEALOUS LORD AND TRULY MY SAVIOUR AMEN. IN JESUS NAME AND ALLELIUA
Hallelujah! Faith love hope above all is Love! ❤
13:42 I'm watching!
5:07 exactly
I can feel you sis
I know that it is not good practice to air out one's dirty laundry to strangers, especially online. I'm just so tired of holding on to this burden, and from what i've gathered through watching your videos you believe very similar if not the same as i do about Jesus and his truth contained within the Bible.
My whole life I grew up in a UPCI (United Pentecostal Church International) church. I did not follow the teachings or care about it for the first 17 years of my life. I had always believed in a higher power because it seemed like the logical explanation to how this universe came to be. All I cared about for the longest time was having fun after school and on the weekends. In fact, I would sleep during the Sunday morning service in my teenage years. In October of 2020, after a night of crying till I hurt from shame from watching filth online I had decided that I wanted to see if God could help me. What I was feeling at the time that I didn't realize is that I felt spiritually dirty. All I knew was that to be saved I had to get baptised and filled with the Holy Ghost. I believed that there was a God but that He didn't care or have time for us. I believed there was a Devil and a Heaven and Hell. Also some miscellaneous Bible stories. Little by little, I started to read the Bible beginning in Genesis and praying some. I also started paying attention to what the preacher was saying and going to church on Wednesday nights as well as Sunday mornings. Slowly but surely my understanding began to open up, and it became a personal choice, not just tradition. In December of 2020 I went to my first HYC (Holiday Youth Convention) where I first started to desire to get the Holy Ghost. For 6 months I fought to get it after that, but on June 23rd of 2021 I got filled with the Holy Ghost with the evidence of speaking in other tongues at church camp. That night changed the course of my entire life. Suddenly my awareness of the spirit realm became apparent as I started to feel things from Jesus and hear his voice. I also became aware of the attacks of the enemy. There has been a lot of highs and lows since then. At the moment I am at a low because of a few individuals that go to my church who sing on the platform have hurt me and my perception of the church. I don't feel like I belong at any Apostolic/Pentecostal church because I don't shout and speak in tongues as much as I used to during the music. Even though I still struggle with watching perverse things online that voice won't go away screaming at me to do it until I cave. Every small victory I have gets overshadowed by that negative voice in my head and I tire from trying to resist every day.
I'll be 22 this November and I just wonder does it ever get better? You seem to be confident in your faith and I struggle a lot with my confidence and self-esteem. When I was watching this video I felt that same love of Jesus during your ending prayer and it encouraged me to reach out to ask for special prayer. You seem to be very intentional about what you post and I respect that. You also seem to be serious about this and your videos along with other people's videos about Jesus seem to be the only thing that encourages me at the moment to keep going despite how numb I feel inside.
I believe that Jesus is God and that the Holy Ghost is him in another form. Regardless, Jesus is one.
I believe Acts 2:38-39 salvation.
I just don't know if I can live it out like I used to anymore and be happy. I just want to heal and be happy again. If you read my comment this far, then please pray for me Lia. I want to overcome this and love going to church again instead of seeing it as a prison where I'm condemned. I want to have that pure relationship with Jesus again where I don't blame him for the faults of human nature.
@@huntervarnell9709 Hi! Thank you for reaching out. It shows your humility and genuine heart for the Lord. This verse stood out to me for you, “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled.” (Matthew 5:6).
Gods word doesn’t return back void and if I can see your hunger and thirst for righteousness, how much more can He see? I wanna encourage you to continue to surrender every area that you fall short to Him. We all fall short and you’re not alone. We all need Jesus! I’ll be praying for the Lord to cover you in strength and perseverance. He knows the plans He has for you. You have the power to overcome every temptation! Don’t fall for the lies of the enemy. Resist the devil and he will flee. I wanna challenge you to turn on worship music or open up your Bible the next time you’re feeling tempted by the enemy or even demonic spirits. Some of these only come out by prayer and fasting. And I believe God will lead you to the right church. Church is amazing and it’s not good to forsake the assembly of the saints, BUT your relationship with the Lord doesn’t require a building. You can seek Him and find Him at any time when you seek for Him with ALL your heart. I’m praying for your healing and that your heart is able to forgive. God bless you!