Thought i'd put the lyrics here! : Held your birthday up in Talladega Someone kissed you and it wasn’t me Took the love she felt and mastrubated Only winners get a winning streak And you’re a motherfucking winner baby You cry about it every time you feel empty Why is everything about you? Even when its just you and me You walk so close to the road I never stopped you call it sheer curiosity I wonder why I’m alone You say its something wrong with me I get so sick from the touch What’d I ever do to make him that fucking angry I care but never enough How much is enough? How much do you want? Where’s your heart at When your hands are so unsurely all over me? Fed me lies ‘til I was starving You knew what you wanted it just wasn’t me Why is it so hard for you to love me And why is it so cold in this room? Is it something I did And did I do it to you?
@Tabby i'm pretty sure she's just vocalizing! so she's just singing random noises that'll be replaced with lyrics later, if she ever finishes this song
I became completely enraptured by her music when I first discovered it today, and I feel double lucky that I somehow found this channel with all of her music that I can’t find elsewhere to help fuel my latest addiction. Thank you, you are a gem for uploading all this 🤍🤍🤍
Man I’m just so mad at myself for letting him use me like he did, I tried to be as good to him as I could be and I lost everyone because of him. Just for the reality that he only gave af about himself set in. EVERYTHING WAS ABOUT HIM!! Even when we had deep moments it was ABOUT HIM. Even when I thought we were having an intimate moment he had to sit in front of the mirror because he wanted to see himself cry and when I did instead it was “why you crying, you stole my thunder…” I don’t know why I stayed and I don’t know why I treated the real people around me like shit because I wanted him. I hate myself for it and now that it’s over I’m just so disappointed in myself for being so blind and ignorant. I’m so sorry to the people I hurt and cut off, I wish I could go back and stop myself from being the person I used to be. But I can’t.
omg i came here to comment this, i was listening to fog lake just now and i realised and i feel so dumb bc i've been obsessed with EC and a few of fog lake's songs for ages
Thought i'd put the lyrics here! :
Held your birthday up in Talladega
Someone kissed you and it wasn’t me
Took the love she felt and mastrubated
Only winners get a winning streak
And you’re a motherfucking winner baby
You cry about it every time you feel empty
Why is everything about you?
Even when its just you and me
You walk so close to the road
I never stopped you call it sheer curiosity
I wonder why I’m alone
You say its something wrong with me
I get so sick from the touch
What’d I ever do to make him that fucking angry
I care but never enough
How much is enough?
How much do you want?
Where’s your heart at
When your hands are
so unsurely all over me?
Fed me lies ‘til I was starving
You knew what you wanted it just wasn’t me
Why is it so hard for you to love me
And why is it so cold in this room?
Is it something I did
And did I do it to you?
AHH I was looking for the lyrics but I couldn't find them. You're the coolest 🥰
@@natalie3012 Always bestie!
literally bless your soul ♡♡
I wonder what she’s singing in the middle
@Tabby i'm pretty sure she's just vocalizing! so she's just singing random noises that'll be replaced with lyrics later, if she ever finishes this song
Praying for this song to be on the upcoming ep.
@@ryy4n_ we still don’t know🧐
@@postumo_slowcore_beats oops mb i was thinking of something else lmaoo
@@postumo_slowcore_beats we do, this song isn't part of the ethel cain project. this is tommy
How I feel listening to this:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
- thank you
i feel this very personally
We need this to be a 10 minute long song...
OMG THE PUSH BY FOG LAKE SAMPLE
When Im reading Gillian Flynn's books I always listen to Ethel Cain. I think its a perfect match.
That sounds like the perfect combo tbh. 🤍
two years late to your comment but are we the same person
my favorite ethel cain song but i panicked bc she tweeted about ppl reuploading her old songs so i flew to see if this was still up
this song changed my life
Everytime when I listen to Strangers from the Preacher's Daughter album the intro reminds me of this song's intro
I became completely enraptured by her music when I first discovered it today, and I feel double lucky that I somehow found this channel with all of her music that I can’t find elsewhere to help fuel my latest addiction.
Thank you, you are a gem for uploading all this 🤍🤍🤍
This feels like 2015.
Man I’m just so mad at myself for letting him use me like he did, I tried to be as good to him as I could be and I lost everyone because of him. Just for the reality that he only gave af about himself set in. EVERYTHING WAS ABOUT HIM!! Even when we had deep moments it was ABOUT HIM. Even when I thought we were having an intimate moment he had to sit in front of the mirror because he wanted to see himself cry and when I did instead it was “why you crying, you stole my thunder…” I don’t know why I stayed and I don’t know why I treated the real people around me like shit because I wanted him. I hate myself for it and now that it’s over I’m just so disappointed in myself for being so blind and ignorant. I’m so sorry to the people I hurt and cut off, I wish I could go back and stop myself from being the person I used to be. But I can’t.
This is the most relatable thing I’ve ever read. Thank you.
@@MissNewTtties no thank you for relating, it’s comforting knowing we don’t go thru things alone. Sending good vibes to you 🤍
@@Cl0ud3dDr34mz Thank you so much. This means a-lot. I hope you are doing better. 🖤
@@MissNewTtties you’re very welcome man. I appreciate that I am, I hope you are as well 🤍
Literally
God her music makes me feel emotions I can't describe, and thats saying something because I'm literally a poet, like that's what I do and shit
James Fauntleroy would take this production to the moon! This is hot.
one of my favorite temperatures
Words cannot express how much I love her music. Thank you so much Hayden🩶🤍🤎💙
Me and Ethel have the same bike !!! I will never live this down
Godbless Ethel Cain a thousand thank you’s to her art and vision and voice
i think she sampled push by fog lake for this
She def did haha
omg i came here to comment this, i was listening to fog lake just now and i realised and i feel so dumb bc i've been obsessed with EC and a few of fog lake's songs for ages
Who is Fog Lake?
yep!
i know many people have said it does, but it’s officially confirmed on the description of this song on soundcloud
where’s your heart at when your hands are so unsurely all over me ? :,(
😢
what'd i ever do to make him that fucking angry
I’m reading this book in my class right now omg😍😍😍
I need this one so bad
give tommy some respect. love you forever hayden
Is Tommy her deadname?
@@ReubenWaltonno
u knew what you wanted it just wasn’t me
why is it so hard for you to love me
The original instrumental is fog lake - push
btw .')
Ethel looks so much like millie bobby brown here
what’d i ever do to make him that fuckin angry….
❤❤❤❤❤❤
This is lit
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Dope ❤
mmmm yummy!
I care but never enough
please don't reupload tommy / miss anhedönia songs as ethel cain, hayden has expressed her dislike for it !!
What is the difference?
What is different about the Tommy / miss anhedonia material
@@ReubenWalton it's a completely different project than ethel cain, she just doesn't want the two of them combined
Sadly most her demos and unreleased songs are far superior to the songs on her debut album.
Sometimes happens, but give it time. Playing live helps for pulling
family tree is like her best song
@@darthestaaar it really is
hayden has said she doesnt want music from her white silas area being uploaded
I get so sick from your touch
What’d I ever do to make him that fuckin angry?
I feel sick -
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