"Inner Demons" Inner Monologue
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- Опубликовано: 13 сен 2019
- Hey guys, So it's been a while since I last uploaded. I just wanted to let you know that I'm still alive. I know I haven't been really active, but that's because I just moved. There has been a lot going on. This is a short "monologue" that I wrote. We all have our inner demons that we have to face. I'm trying to get a feel for acting again. Hopefully I will be doing more monologues as well as comic dubs.
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At the back of my mind there is a voice that will try to whisper these things to me. But I constantly pummel it back down into submission. Where are these things belong. But to anyone who is becoming overwhelmed with these thoughts get help. There's an entire support system all around you you just have to be willing to reach out your hand.
Cause Inner demons don't play well with angels...
They cheat and lie and steal and break and bruise ...
Angels please protect me from these rebels...
This is a battle I don’t want to lose...
.... these are the same thoughts I have to deal with every single day, but everytime, i shut then up.
Amen sister/brother
Oh I didn't know a fraction of my thoughts to myself is here.
Aww man how awkeard was it to voice it
"YOU MUST SUFFER!!"
"CRYING"
Neighbors: we have weird neighbors..
Awesome job Skyrah, I can't wait for the first chapter of this
It's a monologue, a speech usually in acting where one person speaks. I think you have it confused with a prologue, a sort of before the story chapter.
This really scared me
This is deep .... Also sorry I'm inactive I didn't know you changed your name
❤😧❤
Dude, this is my mind
Comic Dub!
I love it so much ❤😭
Wow.....that really hit home 😔, good job 🥰
I CANTTTT WAIT FOR THIS SERIES AHHHHJJJ
I shouldn't have listened to this at night, in the dark, alone. Even as a male the voice sounds... so inner.
Oh my gosh I am replaying this in this is and I'm still scared
The inner demon voice needs to has from effects to it to make it better
Ouch this hurts 😔
You did a great job can't wait to see more😍
Can you dub doujinshi comics from Naruto, Fairy Tail, Bleach, Dragon Ball or My Hero Academia?
Love your voice!!!
Oh my godness, that was so intense
I am someone who has extreme problems when trying to go to sleep and often find myself having panic attacks three or four times a week at night. Because of my lack of sleep the voices that scream and pound against my skull at night seep into my thoughts during the day. It’s started effecting me at school. I’ve found that I can hide it by using comedy and pretending that I’m okay, by lying and saying that I’m fine, that I just stayed up too late playing video games or reading. Some days though the thoughts are too overbearing to ignore. This happened last week. It effected me the entire day and I only got yelled at by the teachers for it. It’s been three weeks since I’ve got a good nights sleep. The voices in my head get louder with every passing day.
I do not cut and I am not suicidal, something in me tells me that I do not deserve the sweet release of death or the clarity that pain brings, but everyday he panic attacks, the lack of sleep, and the voices only gets worse and worse. I like being alone, I have a really big family, and I enjoy the peace but whenever I’m home alone I find myself having even worse panic attacks because the voices trick me into thinking that I’ve been abandoned, that I drove everyone away, that they hated me so much that they left and were never coming back. The silence doesn’t help, there is a difference, a major one, between quiet and silence. Quiet is warm, comforting. Silence is like a scream that never ends. Like a cold dark night where you can’t even see your hand in front of your face.
Because of these things I’ve recognized that I have abandonment issues. I wear a heavy jacket everyday, even in the 107 degree summers, to make it feel like someone is always with me and holding me. While this is a good fix every once in a while, my friend group, my sole source of company, is splitting up and all of my friends now either don’t like each other, are replacing one another, or are now too busy with their boyfriends or new friends to actually hang out, talk, or text me.
I don’t bring it up to them because I feel like I’m already annoying them and bothering them so I tend to just leave them alone and let them be happy, because they always seem so much happier without me. In my highschool we have four different lunch periods, on A days I have 3rd lunch with some of my friends, and on B days I have lunch by myself. Alone, in the silence, I have one friend who has that lunch period but her table is always full with her friends and I don’t want to bother her. She sees me in the lunch line, cuts in front of me, and always goes off with her friends to eat lunch. On A days my table of friends was just my four of us, including me, but now it’s all of their friends while I sit at the table beside them. Alone again in the screaming silence.
I’m finding a new way to cope with being put off to the side while I hide in shame and silence. I hope everyone else is feeling better than I am. You all deserve better than I.
I hope you're doing okay now, my advice would be to try to talk to someone about this. In my experience telling someone about what's bothering you can help you feel better emotionally and it might lead to finding a solution that you wouldn't have thought of on your own. Granted I don't know what your life is like outside of the brief look you gave me but if this is affecting you on such a level that it impedes your daily life I think just getting your feelings out to someone you trust. I'm not an expert in anything so take my advice with a grain of salt but I really think you should talk to your family about this, I really hope that you're doing better now.
wow and omg.
this was so good and awesome.
*hugs my computer monitor* YOU DESERVE ALL OF THE LOVE
The voices in my head are often so faint, I can only clearly hear them when it's totally quiet and I am in a state of absolute mental numbness, which is so rare and lasts only so long that I can only ever clearly hear one word which often snaps me out of it. Most of the time I laugh at humor in having voices I can hardly hear in my head.
That's how I feel on some days
Wonderful job
My inner demons sometimes get to me but fighting them ( metaphorically) keepes me going.
*keeps
Awesome job
Oh that's me all the time my inner demon does pin me down even though I am basically the word that you described me as the dude holding the scythe like the Grim Reaper but there's always a way to not paying yourself down but that was actually pretty good acting
Yeaaaaa, this hit too close to home, I need a brief intermission
To all that think they're inner demons are right when they tell you what you did wrong, they're always leaving out the good you've done. Know that you are cared and loved by people no matter what. And you'll know because they'll always ask you, " Hey, are you ok..?
We all have inner demons
WoW
Yass
Bro I'm like ;-; this Is my trying to say srry XD
I perfectly understand
O dang
Oh wow... This is intense...
Ima deal with this demon, the same way i deal with all my other demons. . .
*_prayer gun_*
yeah,i mostly feel that way...but,i feel good now ^-^
until i do something wrong again...im not rlly sociate,and people act rlly strange to me...
No views and 5 likes 😂😂the video is so good btw❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Holy cow this demon trying to get her to commit suicide. Leave the poor lass alone demon!
Oh you have that Demon too? Poor Girl *pat*
Wow!
That was Really Dark.
I thought that was gonna be Venom but now I’m just sad
Oh, heeey, it's me in my 17th
Oh 🙀 my God
You have know idea ....
0-0
Anyway, these songs pretty much are my rebuttal to this;
Perfect by pink.
Put me back together by jt music.
Haters by TLC.
Born this way by lady Gaga.
Early squad where you at
Hi!Im the 59th comment :3
Sheesh
Nat bad i chane lake it
145 th....
But it’s ok for meh !
It’s kind of scary
Hai
1:03 sailor moon anyone
This is me 24/7... is that bad?
love your videos and love you and can i have a shout out
First ❤️
Why is this happening to me.
can i use this script in a rwby fanfic?
😭😭😭😭😖🥺😣
Why is this me
1 first
MID anyone?
You okay?
Hi
HeillY
tf is going onn
Good use of both voices, but I find this monologue to be a little disturbing and close to home. I would stick to the dubs.
me: what’s going on
Person starts mumbling to herself
me: Whoa what did I just walk intoBut still is this like a miraculous ladybug situation And I Immediately dislike it