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Hey guys!
soo... idk what to say about this..this is the most personal video i have ever made.. yep this is my story.. this is how i feel..i just want to scream..
This was personal project, i try to scream it out like this.. I know this channel is not about this theme even im Queen of pain in videos, now you knwo why. Thank you for understanding and your comments , i love to read them even i cant kick myself to respond to all of them..
I have panic attacks, depression and personality disorder. Now you know everything about me, if i lost some of you i would understand dont worry..
Meanings in scenes:
●I just need my mom - my mum lives in another country and i miss her..
●Should i spell it out for you ? - i think my terapist doesnt understand me what im saying
●Not a problem? - lot of people thinks its just a problem
●Im so tired - I really am of crying and not enough sleep and tired of talking about it
●You cant imagine how much it hurts - Trying to explain for my grandpa that this in not about having a bad day
●I cry all the time in a car and in a shower, crying in a bathroom at work, taking pills that doesnt help, pushing my nails in my palms
●Tell me why you fu*king care? - People ask me how i feel but nobody really means this question, they dont wanna know..
●Why wasnt that enough? - i try to do my best but its not enough, for example at work.
●You were so excited i didnt wanna dissapoint you.. - I lie and i do everything for people around me to make them happy even i dont feel that way
●Dont you give up on this fight, I need you to fight this - that says my BF and BFFs and mum
●Do you think im broken? - asking my mum
●Wake up - My mum has nightmares and texts me all the time to be okay and not being alone..
●Just let it out - this tells me my BFF, always asking me whats going on
●I cant keep doing this - calling my mum and she says im sure you can
●I see deeply disturbed woman - told me my mum few years ago when she didnt know whats going on
●Im terrified - i really am.. idk what will happen next..
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[@cruzalvarez4th864]

Hands down. So much emotion is just a short video. 💯 Very touching and heartbreaking 💔

[@XxXDreamsNeverDieXxX]

Thank you❤

[@wildxheart]

i have no words. i hope things get better

[@XxXDreamsNeverDieXxX]

Thank you so much ❤

[@Mitali]

I only saw this video now.
I hope you are finding help somewhere.
I really hope you keep fighting because you are so worthwhile. Only you can create what you create.
I'm a stranger on the Internet so I don't know you that well but I am rooting for you. You will find a way though this and it might not get better for a long time but you are a total warrior for trying! Every day you keep going is another victory.

[@XxXDreamsNeverDieXxX]

Thank you so much, this comment means a lot for me and im trying my best to be fine and be able to be here ❤❤❤

[@Anjak91]

This is heartbreaking...I really hope you will feel better and that there hopefully come better times

[@XxXDreamsNeverDieXxX]

Thank you so much ❤

[@KenzieLillian]

This is heartbreaking! Both the edit and your story. I’m sorry you have to go through all of that and I hope things get better for you!

[@unicornaddict1]

I usually never comment on videos, but I think your vid is really beautiful💕 thank you for sharing this part of yourself and I really hope that it gets better for you!

[@XxXDreamsNeverDieXxX]

Thank u so much for your comment, it means a lot ❤

[@ryarwen]

I cannot find the right words, but whoever reads my words right now - keep fighting, you are NOT alone! 🖤

[@XxXDreamsNeverDieXxX]

Thank u so much, it means a lot ❤

[@mckenziewarden7117]

Why all these bad things happened to me my great grandma passed away yesterday is God punished me for not visiting when I had chance to

[@XxXDreamsNeverDieXxX]

I am so sorry to hear that :/

[@SilentDaisy08]

Woooow nádherné video

[@XxXDreamsNeverDieXxX]

Děkuji ❤