Crypt - I'm Not Okay (Official Music Video)
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- Опубликовано: 18 окт 2019
- Pre-Order the album here: ffm.to/qrndoke
Produced by Joey Nato and H3 Music
Lyrics:
It seems like every time I go and try and pick up the mic,
I rap about the things that don't really affect me in life,
like how I'm great at articulating my bars that I write,
or how the fame will never change a single thought in my mind,
I rap about how I'm better than any rapper in sight,
I rap about how how I'd kill em on a beat if they even tried,
I rap about how I'd eat 'em and then make fun of my size,
I rap about all these mumbling rappers and tell them to die,
because I get so angry that they don't even think when they write,
but come to think of it, when it comes to thinkin', neither do I,
I like to act like I'm the greatest to ever ink out a rhyme,
but who am I convincing? I like to keep my confidence high,
but I lie to myself every time that I say that I'm fine,
because deep inside I'm scared to write about what's in my mind,
all these sensitive topics are bottled really tight,
and I can't take a sip, cause takin' a sip brings my demons to life,
I'm not alright, I'm not okay,
I can't rap about the things that are causing pain,
it leaves a stain when I put 'em on the paper they don't ever leave my cranium,
they stay inside brain and multiply into to a greater sum.
It's like they stay dormant until I force them into the world,
then they become the main source of my torment,
I cannot endure this,
It aches to my core,
and it's horseshit,
cause all I wanna do is just ignore it,
But I can't,
cause y'all don't understand,
the type of mindset that it fuckin' puts me in,
when you ask me to rap an emotional track,
I have, to reach back, to a part of my brain that is black,
I cannot escape it,
I can barely take it,
I can't face all this pain,
that my heart is taking,
it's aching every bar I'm saying,
cause it's hard to make it day to day
these scars are saying
[Chorus]
I'm Not Alright
I'm Not Okay
I don't wanna feel today
I don't wanna deal with pain
someone take this all away
Cause I'm Not Okay
[Verse 2]
No one even knows about this crutch that I have,
that's why my discography don't have any songs that are sad,
because every time I go and try and make one,
depression awakens and takes over like a tape worm,
and it eats away at my soul,
so many stories that went untold,
cause I'm not man enough to control my emotions,
so I bury them all down below,
I'm not alright, I'm not okay,
I can't talk about the things that are causing pain,
I can't talk about the time that I lost my first love and wanted to shoot myself in the motherfuckin' brain,
I can't talk about the night that she left me I put a bag over my head to try and suffocate,
but I backed out, just before I blacked out, so my mother wouldn't have to put her own son in the grave.
I can't talk about the day that I lost my grandma, I prayed to God but now I am lost,
cause I asked him to save her but the next day, he'd take her away and now my faith is gone,
I often think, is she proud of me?
She never even knew about this rap scene.
She never even knew I swore,
never knew about my tour,
hell she ain't even know about half of me,
I'm not alright, I'm not okay,
everybody tells me time will take away the pain,
everybody tells me life is a just a book of chapters and all I have to do is act like it never happened and turn the page,
but they don't that all my pages are the same,
everyone contains the same info, the same pain,
the same blacked out window, the same brain,
the same passed down limbo, the same shame.
I'm Not Alright, I'm not Okay,
I would trade it all away to write a new page,
but none are blank, they're all full,
it's not cool,
all tell'n me I'll never make it in this game of life and I'm a fool,
all tellin' me to get up on a pedestal, put a rope around my neck, tie it off, and jump until it pulls,
smothering me to death,
maybe then I'll get some rest,
but until then I got some more people to impress,
gotta put the fake smile on, that fake voice,
gotta fake everything just so people pay coin,
I always say that anyone who's fake that I'd punch 'em in the jaw,
so I'm hitting myself cause I'm the fakest of them all,
I don't even know how to be real,
hell I don't even know who the real me is.
maybe when I can finally be still,
the fake me will cease to exist, and the real me will live.
#ImNotOkay #Crypt #TalesFromTheCrypt Видеоклипы
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Bro.....
lol
Crypt where did all these suicidal sad rappers come from?? They showed up with them mumble rapper dumb dumbs!!!
@A Z You're some nobody that'll never have even a quarter of crypt's skill rapping, why would he listen to someone like you?
This song goes harddd deffo my fav song ATM lol
This is the side of Crypt I'm glad I can finally hear. Let it out homie, always a phone call away. I know these feelings all to well.
CHVSE how’s it going CHVSE?
Whens another banger coming from you?
I dont like modern rappers, youre my style so plz understand the fact Im hungry for good tracks
💪💯
@crypt Hey man look I'm going to give you some constructive criticism I love the meaning of this song and you actually putting your feelings behind your lyrics but to be honest for the most part it's a good song but sometimes I have noticed that you tend to force your fast flow on to the Beat.... and it ends up throwing off the whole rhythm of the track. Off the top of my head the two songs I think of are this one and bad habit in both songs the chorus is amazing but the flow for those beats seem very forced. I also noticed that you're messing up your syllables a little bit and having a little too much filler in your bars if you drop a word or two from certain lines it would also make the rhythm much better but sometimes you'll have a bar just drag on.... not trying to be a dick I just want to help u out.... u got mad talent... all u need now is versatility depending on the beat that's being used. I'd appreciate a response just so I know ur not taking this the wrong way and let me know what u think of my critique
These things you call pain say what you mean then say it who's really to blame
I hope you guys enjoyed this! There were so many people in my chat that it crashed and I couldn’t read it. I love y’all. New album drops in less than a week.
Cant wait
Your phenomenal boss. Keep em coming
Fucking hell my guy. This one was TUFF. Super good shit man.
Love you too brother
You’re an absolute genius man I have no words to describe how much I relate to this song
The best thing about crypt is his rapping is so fast but you can understand him and understand the beauty of his lyrics
That's what I'm saying
Yes you can, got tech 9 clarity
If you think this is fast I feel sorry for you
@@Provolt why tf u gonna ruin the song with tec 9
@@mracorn2669 true
My great grandmother passed away during March. April rolls around, and now my other grandmother is fighting cancer during a pandemic. This song hits closer than I thought it would.
Whoa you’re amazing honestly
no vids in 2 months what's going on EmZ! Lol
@@mystikk405-9 i just uploaded 2 ;)
Have you seen what he has done in the past he dissed dax he doesent deseve that
Actually really good the grandma bit really hit home and "hell I don't even know who the real me is" is one of the most relatable lines I've ever heard
Dr Drew youre right i dont even know how to be myself bc idk who i am like idk how i should act he is so right
Definitely one of his best and one of his most vulnerable tracks. Stay strong Crypt, we love you
Anyone who gives me chills when I listen, that's how I know I'm listening to a confession of their soul! It's like something inside me says "yeah, this person is talking about real shit", the chills didnt stop for the first bar to the last! You got it man! I also offer my condolences! Much love Crypt!
“So my mother wouldn’t have to put her own son in the grave” that hit hard 2:52
That line gave me goosebumps
Best line
Holy shit, the bar leading up to it...
"I can't talk about the night she put a bag over my head and tried to suffocate me, but I backed out"
He was thinking killing himself over his first love... like so he was 14 and his girlfriend dumped him... that is the source of* his pain? bit of a cry baby really.
eminems mothers told people her son was special needs and fed him prescription meds to make him have them. 2 pac kept getting shot and arrested in gang life. so this guy rapping about his highschool sweetheart dumping him and saying he was gonna kill himself over it.... is a bit wet. also my nans dead and who the fuck ever swore in-front of there nan? "alright nan you got any fucking biscuits, i cant find the motherfucking fucking sugar for my tea, what a fucking cunnttt" or "nan i couldnt afford rent this month so i had to sell drugs and someone owed me tick so i just had to kick the fuck out of him!" is not really how i spoke to my nan"
Bro this is amazing, such a fire hook. Beautiful record man
Surprised your comment didn’t get more love and this was a year ago damn😕
Definitely hit home with everything going on in my life. To many fake friends I have always been a guy to look out for anyone who needed it. Now that I'm the one who needs help everyone cut out. Its songs like this that keep me from loosing it. Thank you Crypt, I needed that
Crypt I have tried to end my life 54 times, this song and a select few others have helped me not make it 55, thank you for everything you bless us with...
54? geez Im sorry youre going through this much pain what caused u to attempt suicide 54 times Its just unheard of i may hear someone attempted suicide 2-3 times but not 54
I have tried to end my life many times from the time I was 9 years old, I have walked a dark road for a long time and when you hit the point of wanting to give up and end it all it’s hard to pull yourself out of that place, I have recently moved onto better things though, I’ve recently found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, I just moved into a new place in my hometown and I got a new car, things are going extremely well, but I am unfortunately afflicted with more than a few serious mental illnesses that cause me to have auditory hallucinations and extreme depressive states, the combined stress of trying to keep my head above the water and trying to maintain my psyche make it difficult to function at a normal level and so I view myself as a burden and a waste of potential and so I wish to end my life
Gavyn Wells damn I’m sorry that I’ve been through a lot I’ll continue praying for u just keep fighting you’ve made it this far don’t let your demons win!
Edgy.
@@siavashhassibi4514 😕
Beautiful work bro! I'm proud of u every song gets better and better
!!!
Facts
THE ASCENDED STEVE HARVEY tf I’m so confused
Ur short hehe
@Fathi Fathi ok
It takes a lot of strength to make a song like this, and announce to the world you're in pain. I liked your songs already but damn, Crypt, you just rocketed to the top for me. Respect. Stay strong brother.
No doubt, artists have to be vulnerable to reach their audiences in a deep way, for men this is especially hard because we are taught across the globe to handle everything on our own, but for everyone as well.
Yup, I only heard one or two of his tracks before and didn't show much interest. I subbed because of this one.
I know that nobody will read this, but I need to talk about this somewhere so I’m doing it here. Today at maybe 1am my mom passed away and I was told about it at roughly 3:30am. She fell asleep in her chair and never woke up and I don’t know if finding this song was a coincidence or what but this song really describes how I feel today. Sorry if you feel like you wasted your time reading this but I needed to talk about this. Thank you for reading about my problems.
I know I'm just a stranger mate but here if u need to let off some Steam
Hope it gets better
A year later I'm reading this but I know that the feelings from that day are still there. I can relate to your past because mine is the same. The hardest part isn't about moving on it's how it affects you and your personality so find the destined thing that will make you happy and never let go of it. you probably won't read this but I just had to reply.
Hey man I just read what you wrote about your mom I realize it’s almost been a year but I just wanted you to know someone did read it and hope you are doing better now
I'm praying for you... I know it's been a year, but I really hope you're doing a bit better today. I definitely didn't waste my time reading your comment :)
This song and music video is literally the story of my life I lost my dad when I was 16 due to alcoholism and I’m 21 now still really gets to me some shits so hard to get over.
“I don’t even know how to be real. Hell, I don’t even know who the real me is. Maybe when I can be still, the fake me will cease to exist and the real me will live.”
Hell of a bar
It’s deep. And literally me.
My favorite line. Nice work Crypt! You can really hear the Hopsin influence in this one.
That's Meditation
"She didn't even know about half of me." That's a solid line.
That shit hit hard tho
Right str8 bars
3 years I still listen to this it hit home the entirety of the song. the lost love the death the thought the self lothe all of I can relate to and it helps me keep going
Thx crypt for everything man, stay strong brother I appreciate you and what you do
I found your channel 2 years ago because I was binge watching ERB reaction videos. And because I watched your reactions this song/video popped up on my recommendations. And since then I'm hooked!!
Still one of your absolut best writing, rapping and singing. This is S-Tier!
Keep grinding Crypt. And thank you for your music, the Cyphers and for all you are doing for the Community!
This is a side i've been waiting to see for a while from crypt. He's such an amazing lyricist and he's great at telling a story. God damn
This song is hitting home rn. My stepdad is getting surgery to get rid of a hernia, and there's a chance I might lose him.
Update: he's alive and well
Glad to hear man! I hope he continues to have good health.
Gg bro im so happy for you may your stepdad live a healty life
That's good man happy for you
Good to hear God was in your side when you needed him most
good to hear that he is fine.
It's always nice to see music that resonates with people. For everyone that is going through their battles, seek help. More often than not there is help out there for you
This song hit me so hard it's been over two years now and I can still barley mention my grandmother without having to hide the tears thank you crypt very emotional right now
"So my mother wouldn't have to put her own son in a grave" that hit me hard
nightwalker 88 same!
🤣🤣🤣 "yo that hit me hard bro"
Yes 😢😢
That’s the only reason I never killed my self
this is the only thing that keeps me alive at this point
The second verse took it straight up the hill
Been here a long time but crypt really took his rap game way up🔥
This is the first song that actually made me cry when I was in a good mood.
This song on repeat my dude much love this shit is amazing I wish more people knew about you. Everyone sleepin on your talent man
I don’t think I’ve ever gotten as many chills while listening to you, this was crazy Man, thank you for sharing this track with all of us 🙏🏻🖤
PriveousOfficial yeah dude these chills won’t stop. me just think about how I really just didn’t know crypt hurts and the fact that he was suffering so much kills me. Stay strong 💪 brother
stevee lol I think it’s a mix of both, like we all hurt and have our own burdens and stories, and I guess hearing one from someone you’d least expect it from is just heart wrenching. Like even in his song about the worst day of his life, it almost sounded like a happy type track (cuz of the beat) while he was venting and I didn’t even feel as many chills as I did during this one. It’s crazy
PriveousOfficial fr dude
When his voice started cracking in the second verse I felt the feels.
Me too.
Was a rlly nice touch
True passion in the words
My god this song is so true. people don't really understand what depression and anxiety can do to a person. thank you, Crypt. This song hit home for real.
I think I felt it the most when you talked about your grandma. I went through something similar many years ago when I lost my grandfather. JUST the night before, we had gone to the temple to pray for him (I’m Hindu), and what should God do but take him away the very next day! That day was the only day I ever saw my father cry, and I’ve been questioning the idea of an all-good, all-loving, merciful God ever since. So I REALLY felt that one.
God always gives you signs of it is OK that you have to let go sometimes and maybe that was one of them
Everyone’s comparing this to nf. You can tell he’s inspired by nf but it’s still very much Crypt’s style. Can’t wait to for the album. 🔥 #sfjnation
I think nf would be proud to inspire this song.
I feel ya on this he's got his own grind and working towards his own goals yes he might of been inspired by nf but there both in a league of there on an for that just don't compare them
So at the end of the day you saying it's Eminem style. Nf a shady clone. But this don't seem shady clone seems inspired tho
@@leoarreguin556 Nf is way different bro, stop comparing him to Eminem
What makes this like NF? It sounds like Crypt is pouring his heart out about his own personal experiences in life. Am I wrong and he is rapping about NF's life?
"The same blacked out window, the same pain" double meaning but its true as shit, all of this is too relatable
donovan reid could you please explain the bar. Thank you
@@bailenganeshappa8114 cause crypt is experiencing emotional pain, but he says the "blacked out window" and windows have panes, creating a double-meaning of the word "pain"
Miguel Borja Holy shit that’s a fucking BAR
hey man, idk if youll ever see this comment cus im like two years late but i lost my great grandma a literal day after praying to god to have her for one more day at least, and i also deal with being suicidal and i just want to say thank you for this song, its something i can relate to and i dont feel as alone anymore. i hope you dont have to deal with these feelings forever, and thank you once more also for bringing awareness to this.
It started off making me think “this is a waste of my time.” But I couldn’t bring myself to turn it off. It kept on getting more and more real.
Thank you
I can see the NF impact, but I love this cause I love NF. I can relate to a lot of this through myself and a lot of my friends, it hit me deep. This deserve to get 20 million views. Much love from Norway🇧🇻
Only 20 million views? More like a billion
@@thousnd5977 more like 1..hundred at the most 🤣
80 000 and growing.
@@zexsin2117 Why are you even here then? If you hate something or somebody wouldn't it just be easier to ignore it? Stop being ignorant.
Eyyy Norge 🇳🇴
GOOSEBUMPS THE ENTIRE SONG
Thank you crypt for all your dedication n hard work. Ur music has meaning, it has truth, it shows the real u, it has pain n sorrow n some of ur songs will have me in tears by the end n that shows your able to reach out to the ones u don't know n help mend our broken hearts n lives just through your lyrics n the emotions u put into them. Thank u for helping me through some of my roughest days. Your truly an inspiration to me n I'm sure many more. Lots of love sweetheart n if I could hug u I truly would.🤗
You can tell Joey Nato produced this song. You can hear Crypt giving him major props in the hook.
"I'm NATORIGHT I'M NATOKAY"
...I'll show myself out.
It's not not nat
Wow, just wow... Huh.. Thats. Interesting
Joey & H3
-Sundee 2020. Legends know
“The darkest nights make the brightest of stars” -Witt Lowry- Kindest Regards
that's a witt lowry line, search up "Witt Lowry - Kindest Regards"
-crypt 2019
Shout out to Layedbak
That's a witt Lowry - kindest regards
Yes those are lyrics to a song
Best song you’ve ever released, the lyrics hit me on another level, you’ve really put yourself on a new level man🖤
I shouldn't really listen to this at work lol, bro holding all those feelings is never fun nor safe to do, thank you Crypt. For crypt it was his Grandma but for me it's my best friend, she died last year and I found her dead...... I still grieve.....I listen to this and it's one of 2 songs that make me cry
I listened to it like a 100 time and its never gets old... Thats what makes it so great man... Keep going u r incredible
"I often think, is she proud of me?
She never even knew about this rap scene.
She never even knew I swore,
never knew about my tour,
hell she ain't even know about half of me"
Most relatable bit
@@demmybane on god
ExtinctSoon - Beats and More boy shut up
@@goead someones a hater
Tell me how I have 19 layers of blankets over me and I still got chills when Crypt started talking?
Should add 100 more layers
Where tf you qt that you need 19 layers of blankets?! Better yet who tf needs to even own 19 blankets?!
@@dawnbreak3299 you asking the right questions 😂😂
Dude... I've lived by myself and I've lived with as many as 6 people (me and 5 roommates) and the most blankets in any household was probably 10 or less.... And that was only because there were 6 people and a few had 2... 19??? This blows my mind! Lol!!! 🙂😅😂🤣
Hey Crypt, know we all support you, your songs cheer me up every day. I'm going through depression myself and quarantine showing more loneliness just making it worse. If ya ever need somebody (even though I'm hella young), I'd be more then happy to be someone you can vent to.
Chills, every time. Sends me right back to 2018 when I had to bury my parents, with gravestones that say Eisenberg. But more comforting to think about now, as a memory 2 years later. Fitting on Memorial Day. Glad to see that things are more okay now for Crypt too!
The line about “my first love” hit me in a deep personal way fam...
Good for you, my dad traded me for a can of beans
Me too buddy. I felt that.
Most never get truly get over their first love so it probably hit home to a lot of people including me.
"I'm not man enough to control my emotions, so I bury them all down below" That has so many different meanings. Love, family, life in general, and (I'm not sure if Crypt was going for this but) even some sexism implications. This song is so good.
I was absolutely blown away by how great this song is. As a man, we're taught that it's "gay" or "feminine" to express our emotions. We're apparently just supposed to be emotionless robots but we're not. Some of my closest friends struggle with talking about their pain and just bury it down deep, including myself. But what we are all humans with complex thoughts & emotions.
@@phatboizak9138 I feel that homie
I just got back from my grandma's funeral and this song is too relatable.. My grandma also never knew about all of my RUclips channels or my music. Much love man, hope you're coping well. 🙏🏼
halfway in after the chorus hwhen you come back and go im not ALRIGHT im not OKAY....i feel my soul come to life....
Can’t believe people are disliking this when the message is way more important that you’re speaking on but salute to you crypt and thanks for the video my g!!
All I got was he not okay but sounded so corny
Zex Sin fuck you. You are the type of person who thinks depression isn’t real.
@@zexsin2117 did you play this on mute?
@@yourmomsafurry1971 no but wish I did 😭
Zex Sin How many Chromosomes do you have? It’s a serious question? Obviously not 46.
"cause I'm not man enough to control my emotions,
so I bury them all down below"
Damn i can relate to that.
Dude that part HIT. DEEP.
Facts
Facts bro..
Me too as a woman
crypt isn’t the fastest. Most advanced. Best flows. Best voice. But what he does is deliver a message. And that’s why I love his music. Because it’s almost like my comfort music for when shit goes down.
Young thug better
@@bunrado242 w
Bruhh.. im speechless. 100% relatable in every sense. Im there with you Crypt. Real talk brother 🙏🏼
This shit is the best of crypt so far...
It's deep man😭😭
Holy shit. You really came correct on this track. Flow, Lyrics, Vocals, Hook... 10/10
Pain can bring put some of the best music in history. I can feel this in my gut. I had no idea you could flow like this. This is powerful! Keep doing your thing Crypt!
Man, Crypt. I've been watchin No Life Shaq on and off for a few years now. I just started going back through his old reactions that I missed and discovered you. I always knew you as the "phone game rapper" from seeing you in ads rapping on games I play. I'm really glad I found out who you are man your music is incredible and I find this song personally relatable in many ways. Your reactions are funny, too. I know chances are you won't see this, but I just wanted to say thank you. From a new fan. Hope to see you blow up big one day. ✊🏻✌🏻
"So my own mother wouldn't have to put her son in a grave" hits really hard. I've been suicidal since I was 16 and my mom is one of the main reasons I havent gone through with it. She lost my younger brother when we were both babies. I couldn't be the one to put her through that again.
Liex TheFallenOneLIX stay strong! ❤️
We all have this fight brother, you’re not alone.
Neither of my parents never really cared about me or were around, but that line hit hard cause I never wanted to put my friends and family through that. Even though my family didn't care what I was going through.
Same here but different reasons and (since I’m still in my early teens) I haven’t been suicidal for nearly as long.
Hang in there brother. You have peeps that love you. Hope you’re doing well.
yes this is like NF.
no we are not saying crypt is like Nate. we are saying this song is. emotional good rap that reminds NF.
i love NF and crypt so much, so im only saying it cus its really what i am thinking.
@M3nta HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD About all this askew commentary about crypt sounding like or ‘ stealing’ from NF!! Our minds immediately go there because he’s right ‘out-of-the-gate’ talking from his soul about his most deep-seated emotional pain, just like NF’s whole M.O.! If you take that association out of your brain, and REALLY listen to this, you hear pure @CryptTheRapper , and his unique style and it’s fricken awesome!!
Love the transparency Crypt!, And you’re singing and melodic thread that runs through the track! Keep it up “my guy” - as @NoLifeShaq wud say! JK
@@jonathankall3062 crypt is not unique
@@LILREMAlNS yet your here
Instrumental is actually in NF's style. H3 did that beat
yea, we need more rappers that release emotional rap.
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I don't wanna feel today
I don't wanna feel the pain
Someone please take this all away
Cause i'm not okay......
This is exactly something I wanna say....
I m glad that I found something like this...
@crypt I know this a year too late but man I really love every video you make and this song is something I really relate to on so many god dam levels brother so thank you for being a rapper that finally understands how pain actually feels
I felt your message crypt this was impressive and poetic you’ll prolly never see this comment but I hope you can find peace with your mind💯 stay real
Yea
A Like isn't appropriate here. This demands a 💙.
Krusher Khaos 💙
Already saved in my favourites playlist 💙
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The lyrics of this really hit hard today. Thanks for making it.
I know I’m late, but damn this song is deep. It’s one of those songs that make you feel and think trough shit u know. You are showing that you also got problems and that even though you rap, you are human
If only there was a super like button on this.
If RUclips had Reddit Gold
This may be my favorite song of yours
Man I’m late on this. But what you said about your grandma. Instant tears. My grandma passed away from cancer when I was in high school. She never got to see who I became to be. Stay strong homie, you just gained a new fan 💪🏼
Wow... Crypt. Wow... This one went straight to my heart. Pas the wall I build. It's ok, not to be ok. ❤️
Crypt: I dont like reacting to serious things.
Crypt: *makes a very serious thing*
Max the name kinda asserts that it is serious
@@thesilvershota3091 tom macdonalds im sorry insinuated it too LUL
@@thesilvershota3091 one said it didnt🤨
The Ill Mind Of Crypt. This gave me the chills.
I think this is one of the best songs I have ever heard you do. Nice work.
Your a great rapper crypt, don’t let negativity pull you down, just turn it into positivity and rip it apart dude
Mad NF vibes here.
Good shit, Crypt
Iam sure thats where the dislikes are coming from being a big NF fan. Its just lacking that NF though. Its good i love this style NF opened up again. Passion with you and your inner man
yet dont compare the 2 they have very different styles
True
Yeah this kinda reminded me of leave me alone and let you down
Even the green tint is almost there
That was seriously your best piece of work ive ever listened to seriously great job
Damn Crypt is gonna start off 2021 with 1 Million views, what a start!
Omg 😭😭😭 recovering opiate/heroin addict here and this song sang to my broken soul!!!! Way too much trauma and loss in my life that I NEVER dealt with. Never talk about and never think about!!! I'm 5 & a half years clean... But if I don't learn how to deal with this pain I'm afraid for myself!!! Just wanted to let you know how MUCH this song affected me... I made an appointment yesterday with a trauma therapist because of hearing this!!! Tyvm Crypt... Sharing your pain with the world let's others like me know we aren't alone when we hide our darkness behind a smile!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️ Fan for LIFE here!!! Much love to you. Blessed be!! Also, if you ever need to talk... You can reach out to me... I'm a really good listener 😉🙃😉🙃
"everybody tells me; life is just like a book of chapters and all I have to do is act like it never happened and turn the page"
that damn bar!!!
Clint Krazer Anims Thats Wild...I started reading this and he started spitting as I was reading
I would agree with that except that if you read a book you don't read one chapter then turn the page and then forget that chapter ever even happened doesn't make much sense in that case
@@MyKeal he's talking about however the plot goes, you must keep reading
"And I can't talk about the night that she left me I put a bag over my head to try and suffocate but I backed out just before I blacked out so my mother wouldn't have to put her own son in a grave"
God damn Crypt....gotta love this guy🔥🔥🔥🔥💔💔
That part about killed me
I listen to his other songs and this kept showing up in my recomendations. I see why now. Damn. I support you. This song made me tear up, thats never happened with a crypt song.
Chrous is amazing tho
my neighbors listen to this song everyday
its not like they have a choise
Holy shit man fist time hearing one of ur songs didn’t expect to get hit like this
same man, fuckin same
I feel that
MYR0NTH3 L10NH34RT NF vibes
Same lol
Im right there with y'all
Crypt i love this song i lost all my friends after a car accident and im the Only man left. I feel every word. Please get back to me
Be strong brother, sorry for your loss
I don’t know you but I know that you’ll get through it. I believe
cant imagine life without the boys. hope things get better
He got the fortnite victory Royale.
@@papaq3810 you are so sick have a little bit of respect
I had appendix surgery in 2013 when I was 11. I'm almost 18 now and this song had really helped with a lot things. I thought I was going to die during the surgery. I'm now glad to still be here today and living my best life with my best friends and family.
Can't believe how long it's already been, I've been here with all these rappers and I didn't even realise it,
Crypt, Gawne, Scru, Grizzy, Luke Cage, HiRez, Chvse, Vin Jay, Dax, Joey Nato, it's insane how many subscribers they've gotten since I first started watching them.
I need this on Spotify, like ASAP.
"And now my faith is gone"
Bro, i feel that🖤
Cant tell if your joking or not 🤣
lot of atheists in Europe, in countries that tend to do the best in World Happiness studies. Nothing wrong with giving up faith/superstition. Believing in stuff without any evidence was irrational to begin with. Faith is gullibility. Evidence-based thinking is what gets you to truth
Zenon I know I would lose commit suicide without god in my life. There is evidence of god just people who don’t believe in him don’t see it. I am not going to push religion down your throat because I don’t think that’s right. There’s nothing superstitious about believing in god.
Zenon it’s also not gullible
@@codylarsen6127 sounds like you're just scared because you don't know what life is like outside of religion. Look at all the happy secular folks in Europe as an indicator.
If you're in a rough place, maybe keep your religion for now, but in a few years (if you care about believing true things) start doing some investigation into your holy-book's claims. The nonfiction section of the library or any Science website is a good place to start.
Why does this mad song not have more views and likes jeez this is fire
I don't often listen to crypt because his music isn't necessarily my type but this song in particular I love, To anyone reading this I hope you step out of your comfort zone at least once and I hope that experience is pleasant
My mom passed away this December on the 16th bro!!! hey man it sounds like you wrote this song for me, but I know you didn't!!!! keep your head up bro,that is all I say to myself!!! I'm doing okay now and I know you can and by doing so do it too just got to keep looking out for those times that make you happy!!!!!
My mother aswell dec 20. Stay up bro
I lost my dad to 3 different kinds of cancer when I was 19 years old for the next couple I tried to kill myself but something in my heart told me not to
Everyone in this thread has my thoughts and prayers. Even if you guys aren’t religious like me just know it’s a good thing. Hope you guys are doing well now.
Stay up bros y’all strong
@@chrisschurko532 I like to think that you didn't because maybe some part of you wanted to live or maybe thought they had a reason to. A part of you that's more subconscious. If that's the case, I hope you find out what that reason is. Maybe that reason to live is yet to come.
"the same blacked out window, the same pain(pane)" I gotchuuu
Tranzlucent guess that’s why they call it window pane
@@obibellowme JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH ME BURN😭😭
@Stephen Caudle BECAUSE I LOVE THE WAY IT HURTS
Noah Borch Eminem?
Tranzlucent lol y’all beat me to it
One of the best verse. ' I'm not all right I'm not okay everybody tells me time will take away the pain. everybody tells me life is just a book of chapters and all I have to do is act like it never happened and turn the page'.
This IS RUclips music, the perfect rebirth for the Rap genre.
I love how much positive energy crypt and ksi are bringing to the rap game whilst also digging a whole lotta good rappers out of now where
this legit gave me chills
Me too from the first beat drop to the ending
The part
“Im not alright
I’m not ok
I don’t wanna feel today
I don’t wanna deal with pain
Someone take this all away”
Hit me deep in the feels man
just wanted to say you are the man even though you won the poppin contest you helped everybody out you have a blessed one man