I just want to feel something.

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  • Опубликовано: 12 авг 2020
  • Another video to express my feelings through because it's my only outlet.

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  • @exhalence
    @exhalence  3 года назад +596

    I really just don’t want to be here anymore. (I’m not in danger or anything, so don’t worry. But I’m just really depressed and this is my only outlet right now to vent. Thank you if you listened.)

    • @catrionabruce3
      @catrionabruce3 3 года назад +31

      i love u honey, ur edits are amazing. you are amazing. i love you, please don't go.

    • @ludwig4774
      @ludwig4774 3 года назад +27

      It breaks my heart to read this. I have no doubt that you are a wonderful person who deserves to be happy. Age is nothing, I am convinced that you will flourish in the future, I think of you very much. Take care of yourself

    • @purvipanchal2717
      @purvipanchal2717 3 года назад +10

      You are awesome girl 👍❤️... There are so many girls like you & me out there who can really relate to this video too much ✨...
      You don't need to feel alone , we are here for you even if we don't know each other personally, but still our thoughts and feelings connects us🥰...
      We definitely love your work 💪😍❤️..
      Loads of love too you dear🌠😘...

    • @Slimey829
      @Slimey829 3 года назад +7

      Hey, your edits are great and I love them so much. They make my days so happy so I hope you get well soon and please continue ❤❤❤

    • @amn0104
      @amn0104 3 года назад +1

      We love you please feel better. I know that might not mean much right now but plz you are worth it. Everything will be okay. The future is bright. Keep your head up!! We love you!❤️❤️❤️

  • @poopyharding1657
    @poopyharding1657 3 года назад +351

    Those nights when you just break down, realizing how lonely you are

  • @anonymedujour5105
    @anonymedujour5105 3 года назад +294

    I hope that you get better soon (you are a great person, I love ur edits gurl)

  •  3 года назад +191

    We don’t know each other but I’ve been following for many months now, I wonder if not years. I’ve seen your editing improving and reach a level of...just...it amazes me. You amaze me. I started watching your edits and many others because I was a depressed little girl. I still be. Life isn’t easy, for any of us. But sometimes it hits harder to some people, and it’s totally unfair. We are here for you and I’m here for you. I might be only 16 but I’ve already been through many things. And some of them are shameful but I cope with them and their consequences. I’m depressed and even if some people tell me they’re here for me, I feel like they’re not. I feel constantly alone and I only have one real friend. She is the reason I can write this. She saved my life, just two months ago when I tried to end things. She did something that stopped me and I’m thankful. It gave me hope. So now listen closely, I’m gonna tell you a secret : it’s gonna be hard, you gonna fail, you gonna feel worthless but waking up every single day is a step into a bright future because you outlived a horrible day hoping for a brighter one. Things can get worse or better, all depends of the point of view but I can tell, and I’ll quote a very much popular
    character by saying this : « Happiness can be found in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light », and I will repeat this : we don’t know each other but if you need to just talk and somebody listen to you, I can be that person. I promise. You’re not alone and you will walk through this painful moment and when you’ll look back at it, you will feel proud because you did make it through. I send you all my love

    • @mariettthhh
      @mariettthhh 3 года назад +6

      U give me hope. U inspire. Youre amazing, sweetheart. If u need to talk im always ready to listen. With all my heart i hope you feel better...
      Anyway, if you dont you can share with me. @wherrae on Instagram.
      Be strong as you are. 💞

    • @august-bl1jh
      @august-bl1jh 2 года назад

      @@mariettthhh can we talk?

  • @kanikasindhwani1990
    @kanikasindhwani1990 3 года назад +13

    I feel you and understand you. I'm 30 years old and I have been thinking this since 15 years.. No friends to talk to and no family to understand you. Spend night just laying in bed and crying yourself to sleep. I started writing to vent out my pain and loneliness and watch your video to feel. One day everything will be alright I still believe that and I hope that.

  • @user-ku7fb7zk2f
    @user-ku7fb7zk2f 3 года назад +48

    okay so I'm not used to comment any videos, but I have to say I love yours A LOT, I mean edits like yours really inspired me to make my owns (cause as a graphic designer I love to edit videos but I do translate videos) and I really can relate to how you grew up (And I'm 21 and had asthma so I was really living in a bubble alone while all the kids were having fun) but something works for me and it's that with time everything gets better honey, you don't need to go parties or have a bunch of friends, B E Y O U R O W N A N C H O R, ask for help, if you need to talk we can email or whatever, but if you are walking trough hell, keep going, everything comes to an end, okay? feel as much as you want now cause nothing stops you more than your mind, idk you, but I know you can:)

  • @jessieeleena1173
    @jessieeleena1173 3 года назад +14

    I really like this channel, ironically this short clips make me feel sth.

  • @chestajha1062
    @chestajha1062 3 года назад +26

    Things will get better soon :)) Just stay strong!! We’re all always there for you

  • @user-mf9bj1vv2y
    @user-mf9bj1vv2y 3 года назад +90

    if anyone needs this: have a great day and remember you are here so please don’t go anywhere you may feel as if someone doesn’t love you. but i love you 💕

  • @adrianstefanbichescu9104
    @adrianstefanbichescu9104 3 года назад +2

    I am sure everything will get better for you soon, I have been there since you started and I want to say I have been going through the same things, but I managed to overcome everything, and I have to say, your edits helped me a lot, so thank you for everything that you’re doing and I really hope you’ll get better soon:) much love😊

  • @fangirlxfeels7759
    @fangirlxfeels7759 3 года назад +3

    You’re edits are fantastic and I can sense the emotions and the effort you put in just by watching them. We might not know you, but remember that we’ll listen if you need to vent. I know it’s hard, but you can get through this. You’re so strong to have gotten this far. Don’t give up now - even when it feels like there’s nothing to go on for, keep going. Keep fighting through it. No matter how depressed you feel, no matter whether you know it or not, remember that there’s someone out there who loves and appreciates you. There’s an entire community out there who will listen to your vents. Remember, keep going. 💕

  • @brih9613
    @brih9613 3 года назад +1

    to the stuff you wrote in the description, i can totally relate. my parents are super strict and i’m never allowed to hang out with my friends (obviously when we’re not in quarantine) and i feel like i’m missing out on what are supposed to be the better years of my life

  • @giuliaclara7428
    @giuliaclara7428 3 года назад +4

    All your edits really inspires me, you're very tallented. Send all my support and hope you be ok s2

  • @sleeplesshorse9938
    @sleeplesshorse9938 3 года назад +1

    thx for making this, ive been through this feelings on and on. i hope u will get better, be happier. FYI : i have a strict parents too

  • @mariettthhh
    @mariettthhh 3 года назад +1

    I really love your edits, i'm into them. I think you are the most beautiful creature ever made. You are strong and powerful. Do not forget being weak is not your fault. It's okay not to be okay. I'm really greatiful to you for your every edit that made me feel hope and inspiration. Do not leave. You are worth living a happy life. And i know it will get better one day. I pray for you being okay. We all need you here with us.
    ❤️

  • @VanessaValentina
    @VanessaValentina 3 года назад +4

    Your videos are amazing, I really feel what you want to express with them.
    I know it's weird and it's lonely to see how everyone else has a lot of friends, make plans, among other things but the truth is that that's not the only way to enjoy life there are so many other ways we don't know because being surrounded by people having a boyfriend is what we've been shown as "normal" but it's not like that and it's hard to understand, I'm writing this and I still feel bad about not having friends but it's something we have to work on so we can feel good about how we lead our livesl if we don't want it to be the way it is, there's always the option to change and change may not be easy but we try, there will come the moment when you can feel good and full, just don't give up. Maybe what I'm saying doesn't make much sense, but I really understand how you feel and if you want to talk to someone, I'm here.

  • @mriduk8931
    @mriduk8931 3 года назад +2

    I don't usually comment, but I've been following you for forever and I LOVE YOUR EDITS! I really hope you feel better, I promise it will get better :) We will always be here for you!

  • @mollyreddy6595
    @mollyreddy6595 3 года назад

    this edit is so beautiful omg

  • @rosaliabaccinelli4272
    @rosaliabaccinelli4272 3 года назад +2

    hey girl, i usually don't comment on any vid, but i've read your description and your pinned comment and... i'm so so so sorry that you feel like this. it sucks, it's horrible, it's messed up and i'm so sorry i can't do anything about it.
    i watch your edits, i love them and i think you are a pretty good person, the world would miss you if you weren't here anymore.
    i know it's hard. everyday it's hard, for everyone. i know, sometimes, for some people, it's harder. i know the pain you're feeling, i've been there. i know what it means to feel like this, to not want to get out of bed, or even talk to someone feels useless bc the pain won't go away.
    and it's true.
    the pain always remains.
    but i swear to you, it's worth it. i swear, it's worth to feel it. and it will fade away.
    life it's worth it.
    don't give up, stay strong, talk to someone who knows how to help you. it's okay to get help, it's okay needing it, too. don't be ashamed of it.
    the fact that you missed your teenage years doesn't mean you will miss every great thing in your entire life.

  • @dhelia166
    @dhelia166 3 года назад +1

    don’t worry it’ll get better but we are here for you your community dw❤️❤️

  • @richielee314
    @richielee314 3 года назад

    I'm sorta in the same position too...I hope everything will be alright...Your edits are awesome 👌🏼

  • @ericshiel
    @ericshiel 3 года назад

    You know, i couldn't help but to tear up while i read your description, Im a naturally sensitive guy to begin with.
    Please hang in there

  • @githala_manisha
    @githala_manisha 3 года назад

    I can feel you girl. I'll not say anything like be hopeful and shit because everything is pretty much a lie. Just feel what are you feeling and try to let it go. I love you 🌼

  • @retail_trader7
    @retail_trader7 3 года назад

    I hope you’re feeling better now🥺. Love your edits❤️❤️ Please keep those videos coming❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @girlyblackgirl
    @girlyblackgirl 3 года назад

    exhalence i may not be able to relate entirely, but your outlet has help many people cope. making friends and keeping connections are hard, but just know that it doesn't mean you are hard to love.

  • @emmamernaci8115
    @emmamernaci8115 3 года назад +1

    Your edits make me feel something.

  • @sheenapereira3336
    @sheenapereira3336 3 года назад

    This makes me sad also makes me wanna watch it again and again 😭❤️

  • @alizayaziz3590
    @alizayaziz3590 3 года назад

    Damn I wasn't expecting Dylan to be in this-
    ilovehimsomuch
    btw this edit is everything

  • @saltandvinegar2395
    @saltandvinegar2395 3 года назад +5

    I love this edit ❤️ Hope you feel better soon, if you wanna talk or anything just let me know!

  • @EnnoTTT
    @EnnoTTT 3 года назад

    Great edit!

  • @paisno
    @paisno 3 года назад +1

    I hope you are okay. Sending hugs and love from afar. 😘😘💪🏻💪🏻

  • @madelieflethen790
    @madelieflethen790 3 года назад

    hi, first time i have ever watched a video on your channel. an amazing edit some might say ;D im sorry to read that you have felt this way for a really long time. hopefully things will get better in the future. i wish i could promise you that, but i cant. but from what i know; you are an amazing and lovely person. if you ever need to talk, im here

  • @bloomgardenia3154
    @bloomgardenia3154 3 года назад +1

    You are not alone beautiful. I feel for you. I know it's a really horrible place but you reach a point where it's just another day. I hope a day comes where we will see some sorta hope to breathe again. Till then.. we hold our breath together.

    • @bloomgardenia3154
      @bloomgardenia3154 3 года назад

      I'm 19. I don't have any friends. If I do call my so called "friends" they never pick up. I feel like I do everything I can for my family but I am not good enough. But they love and adore my "father" who was abusive. I feel useless and empty. I only have my little sister to go to. My other sisters just don't understand. I don't wanna be a burden but I feel each breath is a burden for everyone around me.

  • @lucycreamer1636
    @lucycreamer1636 3 года назад +1

    I hope you’re doing okay 💕 I know exactly what you mean. Very different histories, but yeah. I feel like I’m not living my life right now, like I’m outside of it, it’s all just a big dream. I hope you’re doing alright. Xx

  • @rocio9915
    @rocio9915 3 года назад

    I love you okay? Please be strong for us, u got this!

  • @SINGHRANJIT7777
    @SINGHRANJIT7777 3 года назад +1

    I can relate to this feelings cause going through the same process

  • @morgang9729
    @morgang9729 2 года назад

    Just saying, you are really good at these.

  • @emi-ug6lx
    @emi-ug6lx 3 года назад +1

    Art.

  • @zantebarnard2662
    @zantebarnard2662 3 года назад

    Hi. Same. I have been like this since the age of 9

  • @amags4810
    @amags4810 3 года назад

    Stay strong sweetie xx and hold on to what matters

  • @hopeenvy
    @hopeenvy 2 года назад

    Daily dosage of tears right here

  • @user-rk7hc1jm1v
    @user-rk7hc1jm1v 3 года назад +3

    I really wanna fell something make me happy like old days again!

  • @ahhhhhhhhhhhh6013
    @ahhhhhhhhhhhh6013 3 года назад

    i’m a simple person, i see jughead. i like.

  • @olufelajunior
    @olufelajunior 2 года назад

    They all leave me 😪

  • @aamnussygushy
    @aamnussygushy 3 года назад

    cant forget late night window cry sesh's

  • @bugsy_8302
    @bugsy_8302 3 года назад +2

    ima send some good vibes your way, hope that helps

  • @drizzy_2898
    @drizzy_2898 3 года назад +3

    I hate quarantine I felt like my life was getting better but it’s a complete mess again. I miss my friends I miss everything I had.

  • @terezasvecova5791
    @terezasvecova5791 3 года назад

    I love your edits❤️. I feel them😔❤️. Can you or anybody else write here the names of those movies/series?

  • @anemoia1200
    @anemoia1200 3 года назад

    Hiii sorry if i bothered you (I hope you’re better now :)) but I wanted to know where do you find all your logoless / screens scenes. Thanks you 💕

  • @teacupps133
    @teacupps133 3 года назад +1

    Hi i like this song

  • @fayasummer.m8131
    @fayasummer.m8131 3 года назад +1

    HOPE

  • @lololollollb1787
    @lololollollb1787 3 года назад

    i just wanna feel but I can´t

  • @theshreyarawat
    @theshreyarawat 3 года назад

    House 😩❤️

  • @antimatteranon
    @antimatteranon Год назад

    i just don't want to be stuck in someone else's world anymore.

  • @johnleonillcobilo7969
    @johnleonillcobilo7969 3 года назад +20

    Was that zendaya

  • @VaryaGaray
    @VaryaGaray 3 года назад +1

    😍😍💔💔💔

  • @starliqht6964
    @starliqht6964 3 года назад

    hi. idk u but like its gonna be ok. ik it doesnt seem like that in the moment i really do. i felt like this a few months back. it may seem like the end rn but it isnt. live for yourself. live for love. live for hope.

  • @istotszzz
    @istotszzz 3 года назад +1

    wow so emotional. what is 0:57?

  • @hiiampurpleguy7355
    @hiiampurpleguy7355 3 года назад +1

    I cant really take it anymore i don’t want to live like this Crying every night at 3 am Sometimes i think i need to end my life

  • @arslan7733
    @arslan7733 3 года назад +3

    I need some space from the world

  • @cherryfreckle
    @cherryfreckle 3 года назад

    hi :) we've not talked in like a year. Blame me for becoming very antisocial lately. I'm so sorry you've been feeling like this though. You're such a wonderful and sweet person and you only deserve to feel happiness. I've missed talking to you and I understand the feeling of being alone. If you need someone to talk to or just to vent at, we can find a way to start communicating again :) i'm happy to see you're still vidding though cause your vids stil continue to amaze me

    • @exhalence
      @exhalence  3 года назад +1

      omg i’ve missed you so much!! i hate how they took away the messaging feature 😭😭 what do you suggest we contact each other on LOL

    • @cherryfreckle
      @cherryfreckle 3 года назад

      @@exhalence awww hun sames

  • @TheOnlyKaella
    @TheOnlyKaella 3 года назад

    Movie or show name please and what app is it on

  • @lynn2684
    @lynn2684 3 года назад

    can someone list the series please?

  • @annam4165
    @annam4165 3 года назад

    Hey I have some song suggestions for your videos. Run into you by Clare Mae and you were good to me by Jeremy Zucker(the Shallou remix)

  • @joeddemicamprock
    @joeddemicamprock 3 года назад

    Mood atm

  • @didohatem6433
    @didohatem6433 3 года назад +1

    Can anybody write the name of the movies and the shows in this video please

    • @laurentryingtogame7784
      @laurentryingtogame7784 3 года назад +4

      i don't know all of the shows or the order but i see tvd, riverdale, eurphoria, 13rw, i think pll

  • @rubyrein588
    @rubyrein588 3 года назад +2

    Why are u just like me😂its like i was reading my own life in the caption....but the difference is I've never had any boyfriend and i live in the middle east so that means no future 😂💔if you have this privilege of living in other region be happy cuz u can make a change if you want to at least the society won't stop u...🖤

    • @rubyrein588
      @rubyrein588 3 года назад +1

      Btw i know what you mean just wanted to say keep trying and don't give up try new things amd im sure you'll find the one thing that will make you happy...happiness happens in the inside so make sure to check on that...go on a travel try to get familiar with different cultures and try to make a connection with nature and get close to it

  • @gracy5939
    @gracy5939 3 года назад

    I have a same condition like I don't want to die but have no choice other than being death.

  • @Michelle-ht8it
    @Michelle-ht8it 3 года назад

    Hey if you ever want to talk, just hmu. I’m feeling the same thing. I’m only experiencing two things, sadness and loneliness and I have no friends so I use reddit to vent. The only close friend I have, I told them that I’d want to get into a relationship and then get my heart broken just so I could be able to feel something other than being depressed and lonely and my friend just doesn’t understand why I want that but I’m so tired of feeling two main emotions

  • @Fpkori
    @Fpkori 3 года назад +1

    0:05 movie ?

  • @cassandret6369
    @cassandret6369 3 года назад

    fandoms?🥺

  • @elliewilliamsbae680
    @elliewilliamsbae680 3 года назад

    I have had depression since I was 10 I’m 13 now and yes I was diagnosed I’m not making it

  • @Nishattfatimaa.
    @Nishattfatimaa. 3 года назад

    Plzz add names of movies ans series

  • @5pillsociety333
    @5pillsociety333 3 года назад +2

    0:36 movie???

  • @clips1512
    @clips1512 3 года назад +1

    What movie/series is 0:44 from?

    • @CMaiko.
      @CMaiko. 3 года назад +1

      Clips'♥ Its paper towns, the movie adapted from John green’s novel.

    • @clips1512
      @clips1512 3 года назад +1

      @@CMaiko. thank you

  • @GlossyErinpurr
    @GlossyErinpurr 9 месяцев назад

    hey you haven't uploaded in a year so i hope your alright

  • @oliwiaoliwka6497
    @oliwiaoliwka6497 3 года назад

    What movie is 0:17 from?

    • @Fpkori
      @Fpkori 3 года назад

      na pierwszy rzut oka, jakby aktorka z the New mutant haha , ale to pewnie nie ona

  • @FanGirl-me5jk
    @FanGirl-me5jk 3 года назад

    I think I’m ok but I’m not

  • @hodasalah228
    @hodasalah228 3 года назад

    Omg.... Am gonna crrrryyyy or kill myself😩😩

  • @444rayan
    @444rayan 3 года назад +1

    I love your edits and wish u the best.
    If u wanna talk-insta achilleheelz