young dose been up in this game for a long time...born in 89 and now im chillin in my prime, 2 twin 9's ..2 fine dimes...i got money to blow i aint trippin on the time...so for now, its back to this paper...gotta stack it quick and leave none for these haters.
I guess it's evident that, this place is my only temple. That feeling that you get when your writing to instrumentals. Holding your pencil and notebook. It mirrors all your dimples. Making it look as if it's complicated, when it's simple. Your write inside it everyday as if it's therapeutic. Wishing that somebody would read, when no one's there to do it. Praying for someone to befriend you again But your heart is just too skeptical to let somebody in, And so you vent in fear.
this really is one of the best beats ive ever heard, and i say that meaning ever, including dilla, primo, dre, rza, pete, 9th, large professor, all the greats, dj khalil be holding it down hard, hes probably the most underrated producer, he makes some epic shit
Definitely my all time favorite Drake song, the best beat he's ever had and probably one of his most sincere songs, I'm not a big Drake fan, but it's hard not to like this song, it's one song that I still consider real hip-hop by a mainstream artist.
See when the days pass i start realise.. i need to stop and take the time to just be alive.. be happy that i made it and im still here.. through the fire and through hell but im still here.. lets get real here i aint shedding tears.. to keep it real i faced most of my fears this past year.. and everything i did wrong was in the past yeah.. now im wonderin if ill ever get past this.. so i just sit and pray hoping i outlast this.. career taking off like a canon now its blastin..
fear in our hearts since we're born, its like we're naturally torn, but can we re-stitch the fibers, everyone just wants to feel alive-er, when you reach that in point in life, where your like "did i really just arrive here", you look back and followin you is fear, and you like damn is it really that near, then you breath deep get your mind clear, but instead of runnin, this time courage lets you turn around, and already you're victory bound.
i dont fear much/ cause i know that some days its gone rain,but the fog gone clear up i keep my head up, im alwalys pressing on i always tell my self dont worry u next in line. i mean the next shine, maybe they just silly thoughts but since thats what keeps me going rules still inforced. and one day i be everything that i dream or thought so i gave my all in ever battle that we done fought
Play the cards I'm dealt and I will never fold, Sitting down at my desk with the curtains closed, One day I'll be the best and I don't mean to boast, But what do you expect it's what I want the most, But right now I'm at a fork in the road, Too much talking not enough working I'm told, Put in my sweat blood and tears, Going to another level, I didn't know I had these gears, Right now I'm unsettled, Facing my greatest fears, So I push the pedal to the metal, Welcome to my latest years
this beat got my mind running with thoughts/ like i want to tell my whole life story but i feel so lost/ tryin to be an Entrepreneur, tryin to be my boss/ but i feel like im missin the controller my life's on pause/ "stall", i don kno wat to do/ need help need guidance like im learnin to tie my shoe/ i wanna make that move/ step out of the frame of shame just so my life improves/ i got the right "tools" and "clues"to use but my life still singing the "blues" "worst fear is to lose"
its kinda hard to hold life steady come to think of it i wasnt ready my life turned around in the blink of an eye you couldnt picture this no matter how hard u tried Im just glad to say Im here today turned the blackness in my heart to a shade of grey its so fuckin hard to keep up with the times Im losing friends faster than im losing dimes and every time i meet a new its seems to me Im losing you
Fear is on the rise So many things i fear, I despise Lies filling up in my head, Now i feel rage I need to restart, crumple it up, New page When The time has come, what will i do? What will i become, is what i'm doing done? Has it come to an end? Have i lost another close friend? I hope not, The world im in is closing tight like a slipknot For the sake of keeping my sanity, i write lyrics without profanity And explain the reality, and expose the truth. Fear is apart of me, heres the proof..
This is me, still the same still myself, different dame Ive matured, i can feel the change Lets just say I put my picture in a different frame yea, Im just a little but older My minds a bit better and my rhymes alot colder and all these little pebbles buildin up into a boulder feelin like my self conscience lookin over my shoulder Put your passion into rappin.
Fear creeps in through the side door, The sweat seeps through my pours, Contracts come how can I deny more, A bright young talented kid will make your eyes sore, I can't pretend I just want the prize, But sometimes it feels like I'm wearing a desquise, Now my friends gone is that what I compromise, For this fame and this glamour can't look into my eyes, Actin different people can see that, I see the love but I feel hate even through the feed back, My conciounce is hot I just want the breeze back
@TheNeria12 that means u faced ur fears. Continue to face ur fears, analyze them, explain to urself y ur afraid, give urself reazons why not to be afraid and u will c wat THE CREATOR IS ALL ABOUT. the chillz bro. Its real
You said "the only person here to fear is you"regrets I never have 'em got the world in my rear view. Got you in my bed but never trust the ones nearest you. Stuck in my head so blinded but got the clearest view. Contradiction can't live with it but can't live without you. Now that you mention, I guess everything you said was true.
For all the sweat For all the tears For all the blood Ive shed writing over the years People say my time is coming and its almost here But as this dream of mine approaches it is still unclear Will I sustain Can I hold on After my first hit will my second be as strong Or will I fade away as quickly as I came The thought alone lately been driving me insane
Why do we feel threatened by another mans success? As if we fear the potential we have to reach our best Or maybe it’s the fact we’re to afraid to say “ it hurts “ & we let our fears slip away and that makes matters worse Or why do we treat trust as such a big issue? If they hurt you they hurt you, I mean its that simple & how come when you feel a certain way no one can understand They’re quick to give you the “ finger “, but not lend a helping hand
@thafallen1 waw man i was writin barz to this and ive only just scrolled down and red yours and things u said i said ina diff way i feel u thow g peace
my patience is colder more like dry ice.. and the weight of a boulder on my shoulders i might die twice.. and all we did was just a test for life.... i never thought this day might come instead of walk, i straight up run.. and while i fought the nightmares hun... i caved in my dreams and paved in a bright fear hun
Life on the edge Boy im jumping off Bout to get it in Til the day im hauled off One life one love for the game One who died for the shame So i gotta rep the name (ayyye) 3 Nails steady blows to His backside More than steady shots Gloc bang while the car ride But outta love Took it all for me Back to the bullets Causing severe casualties Marred body/ left on the pavement Made sins payment Through love saved men And now imma free man Not cause i deserve it So i gotta say amen
Fear motivates me to succeed, I need cash like i need air to breath Silly emcees, trying to contradict me as the years passed by, more wisdom more knowledge, dats how the shyt go You got to grow, switch dem hoes, New style new clothes cant be doing the same shit as the years go
i got deadly dreams and vicious nightmares that are sick of me... and while i scream my friends dont care they just wanna get rid of me.... and all the empty meanings and dirty tears are kinda fittin me.... i try to be me but even me is steady trickin me.... and all the vodka and hennesy is gradally killin me... but thats my life yeah..... have a knife for my fears right here.. and every night im paranoid on which is the right chair... life scares
I’m in the house feeling but still feel like I’m away from home Me and my mom hardly speak without raising our tone Nowadays I can’t help but feel alone I act like everything fine but true be known I wanna call my old girl but afraid to pick up the phone Ever since my dad passed I can’t seem to pull it together Why do I consistently feel the pressure within my family competing between who is better And all my old friends act like acquaintance now Well fuck it I don’t plan to fix it any how
and i always fall cause im always the problem of a cause.. she aint perfect so she think she aint worth but baby thats just beautiful flaws.. niggas neglect you and your friends wont protect you...but fuck being a boss ill give it all up for you the diamonds and the cars....i hate fear go to hell but hell who thought a rose would rise from jail...im steady pickin up pieces where my brother failed
Fear Is A Real Emotion Even Though It Is Rarley Show In A Lot Of Doors Are Being Open But No One Know Which One To Go In The Light Glass Has Already Been Broken These Are Not Words God Has Spoken Just Words God Has Told Him
You Were Never There For Us-And You Never Heard From Us- How Did You Become What You Became and Then You Ran Away- 21 Years I Never Knew You And Until the Day No Better Days- Wished That You Could Have Been There For A Second- But My Lesson Didnt Come Cheap, Expensive Your Expression- Daddy Why You left This Way, No Man Should Go Away- The Way That You left Today Alone Without A Single Rose- You Will Allways Be My Dad No Matter What In AnyWay- R.I.P Dad ;(
Even though i said that i would never fear anything i've come to realize that i am afraid of many things for example the state of this beat when im done with it even though rite now it shine like the sun hit it never sould sold an ounce of a drug but the money so close i can give tha stacks a hug i try so hard to keep to keep all of my pain under the rug but im to slow to get away from it it im feeling like a slug so my tub is spilling over all im needing is a plug (deep)
i only fear blindfolds/ being misguided tryna see a future wit my eyes closed/ as far as life goes/ i plan on making time for it/ multiply it times four til im so far gone, dyings foriegn/ i kno alot of promises will be broken and alot of lies will lay open to public scrutiny/ but the more they talk the less they learn make sure thats said at my eulogy/ stupid me never knew when to keep my mouth closed/ i always took my hip hop sirius like lord sear n the all out show/ fuck it dis all i know
Everybody hated and said that we couldn't make it, until we got famous and now they just wanna take it. I'm feeling so much hatred but face it I'm underrated. I ball on occasion just sayin that I'm amazin. I'm Killing all these tracks and putting them on a hit list. If you watch me spit then, you could become a witness. Money making policy my quality is honesty. You wanna get rich? Then here's my philosophy. Stay away from Saitin quit playin get educated, then finally you'll make it.............
I've been fighting off the demons in my head, hoping one day ill get ahead. but I'm being held back back by my addictions emotions can be deceiving they can making you keep wishing. oh wishful thinking and sinning is all the same thing. brings you down to your knees like an arrogant king. dominating your life and taking away every thing. so ill fall back and i surrender. but these wounds are too big for me just pretend uh. that they aint there. i stand in the shower for hours contemplating on how life aint fair. and thinking of pain and how I've got my share, this aint no story it aint no fairy tale. this is real shit, and you can speak about it til you experienced it. but yeah i pray everyday, i know I've done a lot but God heres some way, i know it, he shows it.. giving me signs I'm slowing clearing my mind. but i cant do solo just need some more time. breaking promises has become accustom to me. pushing away people thinking i would feel more free. rocking jays and designer shit thinking i was clean, but my soul and mind had the dirtiest things, basically selling my soul for these material things. but slowly realizing the lies that lie in between.
I honestly couldnt tell you the last time I listened to the actual song. Played it a few times when it was released then as soon as the instrumental was put out it didnt exist anymore lol Dj Khalil did that
Living life for me everyday is just a struggle constantly surrounded by violence and coke bundles and Fear is just swallowing me alive but wise men are saying things'll get better in due time They say to keep god close but keep the devil closer cause he's there to catch you slipping & from there its over So i take whats giving & keep the 5th on the shoulder holdster Man,so many ups and downs i could swear lifes a rollercoaster
Is this heaven Or is this hell At times my mind feels like a prison, I cant tell Yet others visions through this prism fair well But through my eyes all I want is to say farewell To all the lies And all the games Ive change in time but times aint changed a damn thing But still I pray for hope in hope that someone hears An echo echoes giving proof theres nothing left to fear
there comes a point in your life where you ask yourself why you havnt took it the knife you see the faces around you breaking their back all of them are trying to make you gain what you lack u relize 2 many people are giving up their lives for u u relize there are 2 many people you cant let down too and u promised from that day forward, u would come up everyday breaking your back till the sun up we're at the point of no return so if dreams are made of success, thats a lesson that i WILL learn
Jus livin my life, as I watch time fly by Be prayin 2 god that I dnt lose my mind Im jus tryin 2 live my life lookin cool i hope that I make it through life even though sometimes I act like a fool N 2 my grandma may ya rest in peace i knw ya lookin dwn on me frm heaven watchin me do foolish things n every year I say imma change but here i remain the same jus lookin 4 diff ways 2 take away the pain
And one hundred thousand tears fall for everything I fear, what do you know about life and what's to be held dear, you're all so blind and so damn comfortable here, you know nothing, it isn't amazing as it appears, open up your ears, no open up your eyes, you are in for one hell of a surprise, a wake up call, no time for goodbyes, you are the stem of your own demise. -swift
(contd) it got me feelin lifted, einstein when i rhyme, yeah my flow is gifted, you are now listenin, to a young legend, spit verses and the chapters, call me young reverend, i am so ready, to put my people on, last king livin, Lord help me watch the throne
Continue frm da last verse: till where you know you comfortable sayn you dont need him back/thats a love loss but you happy with that"CUZ YOU MOVED ON"/miss independent now that you got ur own/even save it on ur iphone ringtone/you good now and holding on/goin on 5yrs strong
2. My own mother been looking at me like im a minensce/ and this aint nothing special this is something a put together to relive stress in 5 min/ I know you gne look at me like im corney but/ im just trying Novacane this pain thats been eating me up/ And im only 15 with a dream like everyone else to make it big on screen/ So act like this one of the most remarkable raps youve ever seen/ So im gne keep doing my thing till i surrounded in the green
See life is crazy My life Is so bright but so shady And it continues to amaze me How all my happiness is fading Like how can u turn a young lady In to another slave thing They say that the love u but the love that payment I no that it's hatred Burnin inside u It's in every person that's ever been lied to
how come i just feel like writing and sumtimes i just feel like dying i cant explain why life is hard come to think of it my whole life is falling apart sometimes life comes out at you fast sumtimes you wish these moments will never last fear in what i keep the eyes of the beholder wisedom and strenght i gain as i get older life is a gift that i was given now im not sure i deserve this life that i am livin
lol yall can keep postin your little bars n verses but Drakes still da best at dis. shit is waay too calm to be fire, fist time i heard dis song i had chills down my spine lol
unreal but its reality,, up high no gravity,, winn tha game bold strategy,, now evryone is mad at me,, the race is mine,, im always in tha lead,, but when i get the moneyy,, i tend to spend the green,, i blow it all,,, and lose myself to greed,,, but not this time,,, because im bound to succeed,, calls comin in,, from all different agents,, fans took ther time,, i just keep patience,, spread over the world,, from all differnt nations,, id just like to thank everyone,, i am so gracious...
Kuz i may be a winner But im losing everyone i got Sometimes you start to think Should you let the gun spark? And when pain comes to your mind A tear drops from your eye Because nothin you know is real And the truths become a lie All the facts become a fiction All the promises become a memory You sit there waitin in your spot Just hoping they remember me...
Wake up for a minute, this is my dream I wanna live rich and shine bright with bling bling My mama tell me those are materilistic things Its like she took down my flight and I'm an angel with no wings Should I change my direction from east to west and lock my love down deflate the ego of self No i choose not to Cause this is my dream I'm sleepin now but one day its gonna be reality.
Keepin the Sabbath is my spiritual fitness Getting back energy to fight satan's demons Spitin Truth to whoever wants some saliva Married to miss fortune and i don't plan on devours her Hands sanitized, and never committed murder Don't smoke but forever high,Sorrin above torture
here i go/ its playin again/ musta heard this beat a thousand times and still cant find the words within/ or how i feel inside/eveytime i try and bring em out they always seem to hide/ im talking bout my feelings/ dont care if to u this sounds appealing/ this is just my way to put down how im feelin/ i aint concerned with old friends that aint messagin me/ i feel like those people in my life aint even necessary/ so i guess u can say that im alone/ but in a way thats my fault cuz im the one thats
Part 1 which do i choose? which do i fight? angels on my shouldas but the demons soundin right i shake em off wit all my might, trust me i do but when reason seem evil then i jus get more confused nothin make sense and neither do those close to me i gave em my heart and tell em they mean the most to me but theyve all gone and foresaken all my words the drama always leads to feelings gettin hurt my life is in crisis i hope that im insured and when i try to explain they jus claim that im absurd
fear no man steddy trinna get my blessin, 14 young kid still teachin lessons, call heaven wonder did he ever get my message, but ian trinna die, im jus trinna catch sum leverage, people say im gonna get it by my attitude, i let my hatas push me up catchin altitude, bein crowned god blessed me with this gratitude, ima surve god doin wat i have to do, and if u did me wrong then ian mad et you, cuz i forgive and for get like my father do
stand alone.i stand my ground.looking up..never looking down im prepairing myself slowly for defeat.m running thru dis life i cn feel it in my feet.havnt reached my peak, wnt stop even if i go weak.mask n gloves for this scheeme.im hungry i need to eat.no time for sleep-ican do tha when i reap,im tired.my soul bearing fire, dis pen like my live wire.writen across invisible lines.read the sighns.tellin these voices to shut the fuck up.. how can you understand?..cause i cant slip up.
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thanks bro, im glad to see people are checkin out my rhymes that are this old. its cool to see they dont get missed ya know
"is failure really failure or is it hidden as gift"
"you cnt be a winner if failure dnt exist"
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young dose been up in this game for a long time...born in 89 and now im chillin in my prime, 2 twin 9's ..2 fine dimes...i got money to blow i aint trippin on the time...so for now, its back to this paper...gotta stack it quick and leave none for these haters.
I guess it's evident that, this place is my only temple.
That feeling that you get when your writing to instrumentals.
Holding your pencil and notebook. It mirrors all your dimples.
Making it look as if it's complicated, when it's simple.
Your write inside it everyday as if it's therapeutic.
Wishing that somebody would read, when no one's there to do it.
Praying for someone to befriend you again
But your heart is just too skeptical to let somebody in,
And so you vent in fear.
This Jay Z, Id like to sign you to rocafella
honestly, one of the nicest beats ive ever heard
this really is one of the best beats ive ever heard, and i say that meaning ever, including dilla, primo, dre, rza, pete, 9th, large professor, all the greats, dj khalil be holding it down hard, hes probably the most underrated producer, he makes some epic shit
Love this great tune the keyboard the congos drum off the hook keyboards do yor thing mr Drake wow
Definitely my all time favorite Drake song, the best beat he's ever had and probably one of his most sincere songs, I'm not a big Drake fan, but it's hard not to like this song, it's one song that I still consider real hip-hop by a mainstream artist.
I love how those little "plok"s when the beat kicks in are just a "little" off from the hit. SO GOOD!
See when the days pass i start realise.. i need to stop and take the time to just be alive.. be happy that i made it and im still here.. through the fire and through hell but im still here.. lets get real here i aint shedding tears.. to keep it real i faced most of my fears this past year.. and everything i did wrong was in the past yeah.. now im wonderin if ill ever get past this.. so i just sit and pray hoping i outlast this.. career taking off like a canon now its blastin..
fear in our hearts since we're born, its like we're naturally torn, but can we re-stitch the fibers, everyone just wants to feel alive-er, when you reach that in point in life, where your like "did i really just arrive here", you look back and followin you is fear, and you like damn is it really that near, then you breath deep get your mind clear, but instead of runnin, this time courage lets you turn around, and already you're victory bound.
Ths great tune could be in any csi or cop show or movie's in the whole movie's this great band wow
thanx...im 239. FL. U wouldnt kno da town.. this kinda beat makes it easy flo. u from DC
Drake did great on this beat it sounds so inspirational
Incredible beat by Dj Khalil, one of the best producers around.
thanks bro, its good to hear people feelin it
This beat is so deep, love it.
MISS THIS
i dont fear much/
cause i know that some days
its gone rain,but the fog gone clear up
i keep my head up, im alwalys pressing on
i always tell my self dont worry u next in line.
i mean the next shine, maybe they just silly thoughts
but since thats what keeps me going rules still inforced.
and one day i be everything that i dream or thought
so i gave my all in ever battle that we done fought
dj khalil i love you for this beat man!
Play the cards I'm dealt and I will never fold,
Sitting down at my desk with the curtains closed,
One day I'll be the best and I don't mean to boast,
But what do you expect it's what I want the most,
But right now I'm at a fork in the road,
Too much talking not enough working I'm told,
Put in my sweat blood and tears,
Going to another level,
I didn't know I had these gears,
Right now I'm unsettled,
Facing my greatest fears,
So I push the pedal to the metal,
Welcome to my latest years
big up on the track. The producer laced it. Platinum feel.
Respect
this beat is tight
this beat got my mind running with thoughts/
like i want to tell my whole life story but i feel so lost/
tryin to be an Entrepreneur, tryin to be my boss/
but i feel like im missin the controller my life's on pause/
"stall", i don kno wat to do/
need help need guidance like im learnin to tie my shoe/
i wanna make that move/
step out of the frame of shame just so my life improves/
i got the right "tools" and "clues"to use but my life still singing the "blues"
"worst fear is to lose"
its kinda hard
to hold life steady
come to think of it
i wasnt ready
my life turned around in the blink of an eye
you couldnt picture this no matter how hard u tried
Im just glad to say
Im here today
turned the blackness in my heart to a shade of grey
its so fuckin hard to keep up with the times
Im losing friends faster than im losing dimes
and every time
i meet a new
its seems to me
Im losing you
Ima Drake fan 4real
beautiful
this instrumental is smooth n deep
This beat aged like wine 🍷😬
Fear is on the rise
So many things i fear, I despise
Lies filling up in my head, Now i feel rage
I need to restart, crumple it up, New page
When The time has come, what will i do?
What will i become, is what i'm doing done?
Has it come to an end? Have i lost another close friend?
I hope not, The world im in is closing tight like a slipknot
For the sake of keeping my sanity, i write lyrics without profanity
And explain the reality, and expose the truth.
Fear is apart of me, heres the proof..
this is a sick beat
This is me, still the same
still myself, different dame
Ive matured, i can feel the change
Lets just say I put my picture in a different frame
yea, Im just a little but older
My minds a bit better and my rhymes alot colder
and all these little pebbles buildin up into a boulder
feelin like my self conscience lookin over my shoulder
Put your passion into rappin.
Such a good song and a even better instrumental. Thanks for the upload
Fear creeps in through the side door, The sweat seeps through my pours, Contracts come how can I deny more, A bright young talented kid will make your eyes sore, I can't pretend I just want the prize, But sometimes it feels like I'm wearing a desquise, Now my friends gone is that what I compromise, For this fame and this glamour can't look into my eyes, Actin different people can see that, I see the love but I feel hate even through the feed back, My conciounce is hot I just want the breeze back
@TheNeria12 that means u faced ur fears. Continue to face ur fears, analyze them, explain to urself y ur afraid, give urself reazons why not to be afraid and u will c wat THE CREATOR IS ALL ABOUT. the chillz bro. Its real
Beautiful.
Thanks bro, I was diggin ur rhymes too
You said "the only person here to fear is you"regrets I never have 'em got the world in my rear view. Got you in my bed but never trust the ones nearest you. Stuck in my head so blinded but got the clearest view. Contradiction can't live with it but can't live without you. Now that you mention, I guess everything you said was true.
For all the sweat
For all the tears
For all the blood Ive shed writing over the years
People say my time is coming and its almost here
But as this dream of mine approaches it is still unclear
Will I sustain
Can I hold on
After my first hit will my second be as strong
Or will I fade away as quickly as I came
The thought alone lately been driving me insane
Why do we feel threatened by another mans success?
As if we fear the potential we have to reach our best
Or maybe it’s the fact we’re to afraid to say “ it hurts “
& we let our fears slip away and that makes matters worse
Or why do we treat trust as such a big issue?
If they hurt you they hurt you, I mean its that simple
& how come when you feel a certain way no one can understand
They’re quick to give you the “ finger “, but not lend a helping hand
WOW! This just took me somewhere
@thafallen1 waw man i was writin barz to this and ive only just scrolled down and red yours and things u said i said ina diff way i feel u thow g peace
Thanks for this great tune ok
my patience is colder more like dry ice..
and the weight of a boulder on my shoulders i might die twice..
and all we did was just a test for life....
i never thought this day might come instead of walk, i straight up run..
and while i fought the nightmares hun...
i caved in my dreams and paved in a bright fear hun
This is beautiful
thanks, i liked that one too
Life on the edge
Boy im jumping off
Bout to get it in
Til the day im hauled off
One life one love for the game
One who died for the shame
So i gotta rep the name (ayyye)
3 Nails steady blows to His backside
More than steady shots
Gloc bang while the car ride
But outta love
Took it all for me
Back to the bullets
Causing severe casualties
Marred body/ left on the pavement
Made sins payment
Through love saved men
And now imma free man
Not cause i deserve it
So i gotta say amen
Fear motivates me to succeed, I need cash like i need air to breath
Silly emcees, trying to contradict me
as the years passed by, more wisdom more knowledge, dats how the shyt go
You got to grow, switch dem hoes, New style new clothes
cant be doing the same shit as the years go
i got deadly dreams and vicious nightmares that are sick of me...
and while i scream my friends dont care they just wanna get rid of me....
and all the empty meanings and dirty tears are kinda fittin me....
i try to be me but even me is steady trickin me....
and all the vodka and hennesy is gradally killin me...
but thats my life yeah.....
have a knife for my fears right here..
and every night im paranoid on which is the right chair...
life scares
I’m in the house feeling but still feel like I’m away from home
Me and my mom hardly speak without raising our tone
Nowadays I can’t help but feel alone
I act like everything fine but true be known
I wanna call my old girl but afraid to pick up the phone
Ever since my dad passed I can’t seem to pull it together
Why do I consistently feel the pressure within my family competing between who is better
And all my old friends act like acquaintance now
Well fuck it I don’t plan to fix it any how
and i always fall cause im always the problem of a cause..
she aint perfect so she think she aint worth but baby thats just beautiful flaws..
niggas neglect you and your friends wont protect you...but fuck being a boss ill give it all up for you the diamonds and the cars....i hate fear go to hell but hell who thought a rose would rise from jail...im steady pickin up pieces where my brother failed
Thank Dj khaili wow
Fear Is A Real Emotion
Even Though It Is Rarley Show In
A Lot Of Doors Are Being Open
But No One Know Which One To Go In
The Light Glass Has Already Been Broken
These Are Not Words God Has Spoken
Just Words God Has Told Him
i like how u used different kinds of magazines with the flow thats wats up
You Were Never There For Us-And You Never Heard From Us-
How Did You Become What You Became and Then You Ran Away-
21 Years I Never Knew You And Until the Day No Better Days-
Wished That You Could Have Been There For A Second-
But My Lesson Didnt Come Cheap, Expensive Your Expression-
Daddy Why You left This Way, No Man Should Go Away-
The Way That You left Today Alone Without A Single Rose-
You Will Allways Be My Dad No Matter What In AnyWay-
R.I.P Dad ;(
Where can I find this instrumental
Even though i said that i would never fear anything
i've come to realize that i am afraid of many things
for example the state of this beat when im done with it
even though rite now it shine like the sun hit it
never sould sold an ounce of a drug
but the money so close i can give tha stacks a hug
i try so hard to keep to keep all of my pain under the rug
but im to slow to get away from it it im feeling like a slug
so my tub is spilling over all im needing is a plug
(deep)
i only fear blindfolds/ being misguided tryna see a future wit my eyes closed/ as far as life goes/ i plan on making time for it/ multiply it times four til im so far gone, dyings foriegn/ i kno alot of promises will be broken and alot of lies will lay open to public scrutiny/ but the more they talk the less they learn make sure thats said at my eulogy/ stupid me never knew when to keep my mouth closed/ i always took my hip hop sirius like lord sear n the all out show/ fuck it dis all i know
Everybody hated and said that we couldn't make it, until we got famous and now they just wanna take it. I'm feeling so much hatred but face it I'm underrated. I ball on occasion just sayin that I'm amazin. I'm Killing all these tracks and putting them on a hit list. If you watch me spit then, you could become a witness. Money making policy my quality is honesty. You wanna get rich? Then here's my philosophy. Stay away from Saitin quit playin get educated, then finally you'll make it.............
I've been fighting off the demons in my head, hoping one day ill get ahead. but I'm being held back back by my addictions emotions can be deceiving they can making you keep wishing. oh wishful thinking and sinning is all the same thing. brings you down to your knees like an arrogant king. dominating your life and taking away every thing. so ill fall back and i surrender. but these wounds are too big for me just pretend uh. that they aint there. i stand in the shower for hours contemplating on how life aint fair. and thinking of pain and how I've got my share, this aint no story it aint no fairy tale. this is real shit, and you can speak about it til you experienced it. but yeah i pray everyday, i know I've done a lot but God heres some way, i know it, he shows it.. giving me signs I'm slowing clearing my mind. but i cant do solo just need some more time. breaking promises has become accustom to me. pushing away people thinking i would feel more free. rocking jays and designer shit thinking i was clean, but my soul and mind had the dirtiest things, basically selling my soul for these material things. but slowly realizing the lies that lie in between.
joshythepickupman put this on wax fam
whats wax bro?
your intro banging.
I honestly couldnt tell you the last time I listened to the actual song. Played it a few times when it was released then as soon as the instrumental was put out it didnt exist anymore lol Dj Khalil did that
Living life for me everyday is just a struggle
constantly surrounded by violence and coke bundles
and Fear is just swallowing me alive
but wise men are saying things'll get better in due time
They say to keep god close but keep the devil closer
cause he's there to catch you slipping & from there its over
So i take whats giving & keep the 5th on the shoulder holdster
Man,so many ups and downs i could swear lifes a rollercoaster
Have there been any freestyles or remix versions of this song from other artists?
Nice Bars bro.
Nice beat...
Is this heaven
Or is this hell
At times my mind feels like a prison, I cant tell
Yet others visions through this prism fair well
But through my eyes all I want is to say farewell
To all the lies
And all the games
Ive change in time but times aint changed a damn thing
But still I pray for hope in hope that someone hears
An echo echoes giving proof theres nothing left to fear
thanks, i wish i could record it. i needa get a webcam or at least a mic. been dyin to record
there comes a point in your life
where you ask yourself why you havnt took it the knife
you see the faces around you breaking their back
all of them are trying to make you gain what you lack
u relize 2 many people are giving up their lives for u
u relize there are 2 many people you cant let down too
and u promised from that day forward, u would come up
everyday breaking your back till the sun up
we're at the point of no return
so if dreams are made of success, thats a lesson that i WILL learn
@SuperBigBen21 That was real shit my man props
good shit bro
Jus livin my life, as I watch time fly by
Be prayin 2 god that I dnt lose my mind
Im jus tryin 2 live my life lookin cool
i hope that I make it through life even though sometimes I act like a fool
N 2 my grandma may ya rest in peace
i knw ya lookin dwn on me frm heaven watchin me do foolish things
n every year I say imma change but here i remain the same
jus lookin 4 diff ways 2 take away the pain
And one hundred thousand tears fall for everything I fear,
what do you know about life and what's to be held dear,
you're all so blind and so damn comfortable here,
you know nothing, it isn't amazing as it appears,
open up your ears, no open up your eyes,
you are in for one hell of a surprise,
a wake up call, no time for goodbyes,
you are the stem of your own demise.
-swift
(contd) it got me feelin lifted, einstein when i rhyme, yeah my flow is gifted, you are now listenin, to a young legend, spit verses and the chapters, call me young reverend, i am so ready, to put my people on, last king livin, Lord help me watch the throne
no prob bro, i got some ish on successful, break up and this beat too. lemme know whats up
very nice man
Continue frm da last verse: till where you know you comfortable sayn you dont need him back/thats a love loss but you happy with that"CUZ YOU MOVED ON"/miss independent now that you got ur own/even save it on ur iphone ringtone/you good now and holding on/goin on 5yrs strong
Burch Da Don - Fear hottest cover hands down
That was legit.
2.
My own mother been looking at me like im a minensce/ and this aint nothing special this is something a put together to relive stress in 5 min/ I know you gne look at me like im corney but/ im just trying Novacane this pain thats been eating me up/ And im only 15 with a dream like everyone else to make it big on screen/ So act like this one of the most remarkable raps youve ever seen/ So im gne keep doing my thing till i surrounded in the green
Khalil did his thing
See life is crazy
My life Is so bright but so shady
And it continues to amaze me
How all my happiness is fading
Like how can u turn a young lady
In to another slave thing
They say that the love u but the love that payment
I no that it's hatred
Burnin inside u
It's in every person that's ever been lied to
is it ok to rap on this beat in a mp3 and posting it on youtube? but not taking credit for it
good sounds
how come i just feel like writing
and sumtimes i just feel like dying
i cant explain why life is hard
come to think of it my whole life is falling apart
sometimes life comes out at you fast
sumtimes you wish these moments will never last
fear in what i keep the eyes of the beholder
wisedom and strenght i gain as i get older
life is a gift that i was given
now im not sure i deserve this life that i am livin
@gageakashuckthegreat lmao i like ur style burch...i thought it was someone else hypin u up lol..good looks
i gotta learn how to play this on my guitarr . < 33
alright then :) I shall be awaiting your track ;)
GMoney$
lol yall can keep postin your little bars n verses but Drakes still da best at dis. shit is waay too calm to be fire, fist time i heard dis song i had chills down my spine lol
unreal but its reality,, up high no gravity,, winn tha game bold strategy,, now evryone is mad at me,, the race is mine,, im always in tha lead,, but when i get the moneyy,, i tend to spend the green,, i blow it all,,, and lose myself to greed,,, but not this time,,, because im bound to succeed,, calls comin in,, from all different agents,, fans took ther time,, i just keep patience,, spread over the world,, from all differnt nations,, id just like to thank everyone,, i am so gracious...
i went in on this beat throwback joint i did check my page for "they dont like me"
Kuz i may be a winner
But im losing everyone i got
Sometimes you start to think
Should you let the gun spark?
And when pain comes to your mind
A tear drops from your eye
Because nothin you know is real
And the truths become a lie
All the facts become a fiction
All the promises become a memory
You sit there waitin in your spot
Just hoping they remember me...
Wake up for a minute, this is my dream
I wanna live rich and shine bright with bling bling
My mama tell me those are materilistic things
Its like she took down my flight and I'm an angel with no wings
Should I change my direction from east to west and lock my love down deflate the ego of self
No i choose not to
Cause this is my dream
I'm sleepin now but one day its gonna be reality.
that was hard
Keepin the Sabbath is my spiritual fitness
Getting back energy to fight satan's demons
Spitin Truth to whoever wants some saliva
Married to miss fortune and i don't plan on devours her
Hands sanitized, and never committed murder
Don't smoke but forever high,Sorrin above torture
here i go/ its playin again/ musta heard this beat a thousand times and still cant find the words within/ or how i feel inside/eveytime i try and bring em out they always seem to hide/ im talking bout my feelings/ dont care if to u this sounds appealing/ this is just my way to put down how im feelin/ i aint concerned with old friends that aint messagin me/ i feel like those people in my life aint even necessary/ so i guess u can say that im alone/ but in a way thats my fault cuz im the one thats
Part 1
which do i choose? which do i fight?
angels on my shouldas but the demons soundin right
i shake em off wit all my might, trust me i do
but when reason seem evil then i jus get more confused
nothin make sense and neither do those close to me
i gave em my heart and tell em they mean the most to me
but theyve all gone and foresaken all my words
the drama always leads to feelings gettin hurt
my life is in crisis i hope that im insured
and when i try to explain they jus claim that im absurd
fear no man steddy trinna get my blessin, 14 young kid still teachin lessons, call heaven wonder did he ever get my message, but ian trinna die, im jus trinna catch sum leverage, people say im gonna get it by my attitude, i let my hatas push me up catchin altitude, bein crowned god blessed me with this gratitude, ima surve god doin wat i have to do, and if u did me wrong then ian mad et you, cuz i forgive and for get like my father do
stand alone.i stand my ground.looking up..never looking down
im prepairing myself slowly for defeat.m running thru dis life i cn feel it in my feet.havnt reached my peak, wnt stop even if i go weak.mask n gloves for this scheeme.im hungry i need to eat.no time for sleep-ican do tha when i reap,im tired.my soul bearing fire, dis pen like my live wire.writen across invisible lines.read the sighns.tellin these voices to shut the fuck up..
how can you understand?..cause i cant slip up.
any other songs with violin like this ?