Self Reinvention By Rebuild To Revive | Original Black Metal Music

Self Reinvention By Rebuild To Revive
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Lyrics:
You're so fucking worthless
exclaims the coward before me
Asphyxiation my heart starts to pound
a childs left breathless laying on the ground
The sound of screaming
soars in the air
Battering of loved ones
envelops me in fear
Alcoholic violence
is what is expected
A plague of mental illness
this familys infected
The woman who birthed me
bleeds once again
his gaze of rage
directs towards his kids
we attempt to resist
but its no use
the aggressor beats us
blackened and blue
This violence molds
the hate inside
I carry through adulthood
tormenting my mind
I just wanted love
but you couldn't be bothered
You don't deserve the right
to be called my Father
Psychological scalpel dwells in my grasp
Eviscerate my encephalon whose construction entraps
Mental triggers within derived from parental abuse
Extracting venomous neural pathways to begin anew
To reinvent oneself you must destroy who you were
cleansing of trauma so growth can occur
The cure to what ails us is synthesized inside
Reprogram the mind with self reinvention suicide
Breaking free of the shell
of your former self is excruciating
but when all the pain subsides
your reincarnation is liberating
Don't mourn the passing of the past
Fixate your sight ahead refusing to look back
Embrace the change and waves of joy
Your new lease on life has arrived so enjoy
Now we turn
the other cheek
to the one who screams
and constantly weeps
If he was the Ying
then you were the Yang
Songs of depression
were constantly sang
We were the reason
you wanted to die
Motherhood was a cancer
you couldn't survive
You kept us here
where we were constantly beat
You accepted defeat
because you were mentally weak
Joined in the melee
so you could adapt
Your verbal assaults
driving us mad
Insecure children
is what you have raised
Forever held back
by the programming of brains
Maybe I'd be
better off dead
If my heart stops beating
This nightmare will end
I'm glad I survived
my family torment
None of you
should've ever been parents
Psychological scalpel dwells in my grasp
Eviscerate my encephalon whose construction entraps
Mental triggers within derived from parental abuse
Extracting venomous neural pathways to begin anew
To reinvent oneself you must destroy who you were
cleansing of trauma so growth can occur
The cure to what ails us is synthesized inside
Reprogram the mind with self reinvention suicide
Music: All Music and vocals were preformed and recorded by me.
GEAR: Agile 827, Hadean 5 string bass, Focusrite 2i2 Interface, Vocal Mic Audio Technica AT2020V, EZmix and Reaper for effects, Drums programmed with Addictive Drums 2.

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5 string bass? How do you have the strings tuned?

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To Drop A( A-E-A-D-F#) Guitar is tuned (E-A-E-A-D-F#-B-E) Key is A Harmonic Minor