RAINING IN TOKYO [1 Hour Version]

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  • Опубликовано: 10 дек 2024

Комментарии • 517

  • @vibej1858
    @vibej1858 6 лет назад +1118

    These mixes mean a lot to us man, whenever I’m depressed in come to your channel and focus on the beats, they calm me down, thanks man, never stop

  • @Bondokill
    @Bondokill 5 лет назад +585

    I'm going to wrote a long rant that no one will read:
    I discovered Lofi less than a year ago. Never heard of it before that. It came to me in such a weird time in my life too. Not necessarily depression...but a feeling of being completely lost. I didn't know if I wanted to stay in my marriage but I didn't know where I would go if I left. And did I want to? And what about my little boy? What even makes me happy? I had given up my career, moved states, and even started going back to school full time while working full time all for him.
    Somehwere in the midst of this I found mixes like this one here. I cant explain what it did to me exactly. Soemthing about this music is so...emotional? It touches me in some way. It brings some clarity and this overwhelming feeling of, "everything is going to be alright". I listen to it while I work, or study, or go for long runs and it triggers this deep introspective thinking and has really helped me to repriortize my life.
    I cant say this music is what made my life so much more clear today and brought about this level of contentness and peace that I've since found...but it sure helped.
    Rant over. Just wanted to share that with some strangers.

    • @AwfulWaffle8474
      @AwfulWaffle8474 5 лет назад +35

      I read it. Stay wavvvvvy fellow traveler.

    • @ejacpeanut6267
      @ejacpeanut6267 5 лет назад +15

      Rant heared

    • @mrblaze6982
      @mrblaze6982 5 лет назад +11

      Im goong through that right now... and i can say i feel the same way! This music just help me valm down so much! Glad you made it through! ✊🏻

    • @edsonalmeida1789
      @edsonalmeida1789 5 лет назад +9

      Choice your little boy...I wish better days for us and Lo Fi ! Surf! Brazil!

    • @MrEverythingblack
      @MrEverythingblack 5 лет назад +12

      I related to your comment, you'll figure it out eventually brother. Sometimes we have to get lost to find our true purpose. Embrace this moment, but never loose the faith of finding your clarity back. Sending love :)

  • @tazjones8574
    @tazjones8574 2 года назад +20

    i love these, my boyfriend and i fall asleep listening to them, he sends me the one he’s listening to almost every night so we can fall asleep to the same one, it’s somet so small but it makes me so happy, genuinely makes my night i love it.

    • @epik1ne88tx7
      @epik1ne88tx7 2 года назад +1

      You sound so happy & I wish nothing but the best for you & your boyfriend. Seriously I hope you both are soul mates & last a lifetime!!

    • @tazjones8574
      @tazjones8574 2 года назад +1

      @@epik1ne88tx7 awhh thankyouuu, i appreciate that, you too :)))

  • @Spaceghost0
    @Spaceghost0 4 года назад +12

    Lofi has been my comfort for a couple of years now. Thank you for these. I used to listen to them when I felt alone or lost a year or so ago, I’d lay in my couch and look outside of the window at distant tall buildings at night and think about things that make me happy or sad and it helped me evaluate a lot of the events in my life. Now I use it to fall asleep

  • @IAmTheGoblin
    @IAmTheGoblin 4 года назад +5

    It's the playlists like these that get me through the days.. just so tired of everything. I am so ready for things to change for the better. I don't care that this will never be seen by anybody.... but thank you for the music. It brings calm to a man who needs the escape when he can get it.

    • @patmelo40
      @patmelo40 4 года назад

      I've seen it and I also feel you 🙋

    • @articbear23
      @articbear23 4 года назад

      I've seen it as well sir.
      Stay strong.🔗🚀

  • @apotheocary8839
    @apotheocary8839 9 месяцев назад +1

    I found this 5 years ago and everytime I listen to it feels like the first time. truly vibing

  • @nexrayy
    @nexrayy 4 года назад +294

    everyones talking about how they're depressed while im just out here straight vibing

    • @southpoleelvs
      @southpoleelvs 4 года назад +8

      Thought I was the only one!

    • @alicjadobroowicz1764
      @alicjadobroowicz1764 4 года назад +10

      Yeah just chillin

    • @mattbenz99
      @mattbenz99 4 года назад +6

      This is the best music for writing or doing work. It doesn't distract you from that work and gets the creative juices flowing.

    • @burnabyemergencyphotograph8683
      @burnabyemergencyphotograph8683 4 года назад +4

      mattbenz99 [Canadian Gambit] agree, it goes pretty well with drawing too lol

    • @KiraDaLegend
      @KiraDaLegend 4 года назад +3

      Drawing to this is great~ ✨

  • @NAGxxOUT
    @NAGxxOUT 5 лет назад +564

    I believe that late in the twilight of my life, I will hear songs like this, and remember my 20's. The late nights of studying, the love gained and lost, the loneliness and the happiness of it all. Nothing quite captures the millennial condition like lo-fi does.

    • @spaceduniverse
      @spaceduniverse 5 лет назад +9

      Well said

    • @deepbluesyntax
      @deepbluesyntax 5 лет назад +7

      Fuck dude

    • @CrawdaddyDeluxe
      @CrawdaddyDeluxe 5 лет назад +13

      My man. Wish I could give you something more than a like for that. These are the facts.

    • @elcano9
      @elcano9 5 лет назад +2

      u are 100% correct my friend. I feel ya

    • @kingcobrajfsofficial
      @kingcobrajfsofficial 5 лет назад +8

      Will you remember this lame 'le sigh nostalgia' comment too?

  • @hamkevp1
    @hamkevp1 5 лет назад +7

    I never would have graduated school if it wasn't for this mix. Thank you for all you do

  • @floraslife8789
    @floraslife8789 4 года назад +3

    Its my absolute favourite mood when Im in the library or at home, sitting next to the window, its rainy and gloomy outside, I light a few candles and I just stare out the window to take a break from studying. I love it. Thanks for your great music man.

    • @floraslife8789
      @floraslife8789 4 года назад

      and idk why but this music makes me think of beautiful landscapes, calm fields, a small river or pond and an endless forest in the distance. Like england/southern italy/asian country vibes

  • @kartermyers642
    @kartermyers642 2 года назад +1

    I hate leaving visits with my family, and this music no matter the track always makes me more appreciative more in touch with my feelings and who I really am, thank you for this

  • @paul_landero8166
    @paul_landero8166 6 лет назад +119

    YES THIS IS STILL MY FAVORITE COMP YOU'VE EVER DONE, THANK YOUUUUUU

    • @manzurm
      @manzurm 5 лет назад +2

      thats so true, i keep coming back on this mix :)

    • @johnsir6457
      @johnsir6457 Год назад

      Ssme😊

  • @vincent779
    @vincent779 Год назад +3

    Listening to this in Tokyo right now, life is complete

  • @leahle7066
    @leahle7066 4 года назад +2

    My mom is drunk right now, and your music helps me cope with it. Thank you

  • @amlecroy
    @amlecroy 5 лет назад +9

    To the silence
    To the waves in the air
    To the intoxicants
    And their fleeting reprieve
    To the repeat in the air
    To the mundane
    To the isolation felt
    And loneliness we breed
    Raise your glass to the unhappy
    Smile at the depravity
    Recognize your futility
    And appreciate your continuity.

  • @HumanKatamari
    @HumanKatamari 5 лет назад +11

    What do you do when you can't bear to look at yourself?
    If you wake up every morning and your first thought is "oh no, not another damn day"?
    What if those you love most in the world can't bring themselves to look you in the eye?
    What if it never stops raining?
    Will I drown?
    I really don't want to.

    • @isabellouise8164
      @isabellouise8164 4 года назад

      Hey Ranald, I hope you're feeling better by now. All I can say is that your suffering is very very real. You don't have to feel like that and I hope you find strength and courage and help to come to peace with yourself and maybe even love yourself in all your imperfections and with all the flaws and merits. And that you can see the world in a similar light. I've been where you've been too and it took a while till i was able to look me and others and challenges of life in the eye with a relatively stable feeling that "I can manage this". Now I hope you have a nice day!

  • @ajohn8149
    @ajohn8149 5 лет назад +54

    Starting out with Clair de Lune...very nice.

  • @Mandil
    @Mandil 4 года назад +40

    The intro to this makes me cry every time now. The world is not at peace.

    • @sav-
      @sav- 4 года назад +1

      💙

    • @secretsoftware
      @secretsoftware 4 года назад +2

      It never was dude. Welcome to the futures past. We are all on our way out, act accordingly..

    • @chriscraw989
      @chriscraw989 2 года назад

      RIP Shinzo Abe

    • @LikeIverson3
      @LikeIverson3 Год назад +2

      2023 and world still not at peace

    • @jesycawatson9462
      @jesycawatson9462 Год назад

      ​@@LikeIverson3yup

  • @SmashingSnareEpicDino
    @SmashingSnareEpicDino 6 лет назад +79

    It's been two weeks since she just left me...
    She wasn't interested anymore, yet she lied about loving me...
    A particular song in there just made me think of her...
    I just wish I could've left her first.
    Now she's gone.
    This mix is helping me get through the break up though, so thanks!

    • @Repnotic
      @Repnotic 6 лет назад +6

      Happens to the best of us man. She didn’t deserve you🤷‍♂️

    • @spaceduniverse
      @spaceduniverse 5 лет назад +1

      Hope your doing well my man

    • @chriss9528
      @chriss9528 5 лет назад +2

      Just checking in....

    • @Scleepyjoe
      @Scleepyjoe 5 лет назад +3

      I know it’s been a year but I hope your doing good

    • @sinthebay
      @sinthebay 5 лет назад +2

      I know its been a year, but F

  • @razor3094
    @razor3094 6 лет назад +299

    rain is legit my favorite weather ngl

    • @r0ei
      @r0ei 6 лет назад +15

      rain makes me calm, think about life a lil bit, I enjoy rain

    • @razor3094
      @razor3094 6 лет назад +2

      samesame

    • @lopiklop
      @lopiklop 5 лет назад

      @@razor3094 you are lying

    • @razor3094
      @razor3094 5 лет назад

      @@lopiklop ????

    • @lopiklop
      @lopiklop 5 лет назад

      @@razor3094 !!!!

  • @angelsttx
    @angelsttx 3 года назад +4

    this used to be my go to lofi mix back in 018 omg!

  • @DjKytee
    @DjKytee 2 года назад

    i never would have been born if it wasnt for this mix. pray

  • @kyrenrblx7910
    @kyrenrblx7910 5 лет назад +2

    Thank you for getting me through the school year, all the projects,homework, everything.
    I ended the year with straight A’s thanks to this. Thank you. I’m using this for my next school year.

  • @jackadams8115
    @jackadams8115 2 года назад +1

    I’m looking back on last year and two years ago and how this whole channel and especially the beginning voice over of this video helped me through so much more than I anticipated at the time. Thank you a million for this and I’m glad to say I have gone through a lot of experiences and your music was the ultimate cope. I’m sure I would be in a different place if this video didn’t come out so it means a lot.

  • @aloysiust88
    @aloysiust88 5 лет назад +4

    It’s been raining perpetually every day in Singapore this December. And I am back here, starting with “A World of Peace”. Rainy mood. Sick beat.
    “Shadows ... Shadows ...”

  • @Uhmstillher
    @Uhmstillher 4 года назад +2

    I say immaculate vibes a lot but this...top tier stuff. Thank you

  • @rounti
    @rounti 5 лет назад +6

    Lofi is a soothing cocoon
    Lofi is a shelter for soaked souls
    Lofi is a haven where nothing hurts

  • @windrunner9158
    @windrunner9158 5 лет назад +7

    20:45 is actually an instrumental of the song Lowest Point by Ivan B.

  • @Crowbar_killer
    @Crowbar_killer Год назад

    You are a light
    You are the wonder in my world
    You are the spark in my eyes
    You see the world
    In a way no one else can
    Even with the days passing normally as ever
    With distance between I don’t feel any less alone
    You keep me going
    I’m thankful for you

  • @drcaputo86
    @drcaputo86 5 лет назад +4

    Saturday early morning. My partner is sleeping, working on my laptop while sipping some coffee. This music in background. It's a good day.

  • @gabrielmichel912
    @gabrielmichel912 5 лет назад +2

    Miss my time in japan, the artwork and vibes always bring me back to that mindset of the amazing people there

  • @Bigshackscott
    @Bigshackscott 4 года назад

    So many late nights struggling to get to sleep, comforted by that Claire De Lune, that rain, and that solar eclipse sign off.

  • @2003ziv
    @2003ziv 4 года назад +1

    it's good to read a book and have this in the background. peace.

  • @windwhite9433
    @windwhite9433 5 лет назад +5

    love these mixes man...they actually do help me sleep...i put one on n i'm out in an half hour...i'm usually an insomniac so...keep them up man

  • @paulhargreaves8674
    @paulhargreaves8674 5 лет назад +4

    Im so in love with your tracks I listen to them all day most days they help me deal with my anxiety and depression and all the ball in life and they are great to cruse to at 120 sideways keep them coming can't get enough

  • @nostalgicpie
    @nostalgicpie 4 года назад

    I love it when the rain in these mixes matches with the rain irl

  • @relaxingchill8055
    @relaxingchill8055 3 года назад

    holy shit the lofi community is so supportive and chill

  • @AnthonyMerryman
    @AnthonyMerryman 4 года назад +26

    Is the opener here based loosely on Debussy Clair De Lune? It feels so similar.

  • @pzbeats2902
    @pzbeats2902 5 лет назад +1

    There are jewels in this mix. Why no more views?

  • @harleigh1770
    @harleigh1770 5 лет назад +6

    i listen to this when my paranoia gets bad and i can’t sleep, always brings me back down to earth and helps me go to bed

  • @leerutland
    @leerutland 2 года назад

    I've been using the wallpaper from Wallpaper Engine with this exact mix for a few years and I always ALWAYS keep that one monitor clear for the music. As a lot of the other comments say, it helps with the stress of life a lot.

  • @Dev.0191
    @Dev.0191 4 года назад

    The 'OPEN' sign gives this mix a whole new meaning

  • @leelynnhollifield8840
    @leelynnhollifield8840 6 лет назад +13

    I found this cannel when I was trying to search for Shiloh and I've loved it every since.

    • @un10823
      @un10823 6 лет назад

      lbh06 aye same

  •  5 лет назад +3

    Amazing beats! I'm a writer and find your music to be perfect for setting the mood and getting the creative juices goin'! Cheers from Canada!

  • @amiraalaa2440
    @amiraalaa2440 3 месяца назад

    When I feel lost, which is most of the time.. I listen to all the mixed... It make me go to sleep not worrying about tomorrow 😅

  • @charliecharchar3959
    @charliecharchar3959 5 лет назад +5

    Nothing like listening to this awesome mix, just to have a commercial pop up every 10 min. Kinda destroys the vibe.

  • @Herecomesthedreamerr
    @Herecomesthedreamerr 5 лет назад +1

    Very glad to have discovered your channel..
    Blessings,
    Eric

  • @Lucifer_334
    @Lucifer_334 4 года назад +2

    I remember listening to this and drinking coffee ☕️ and it was raining that day.., beautiful moment

  • @rowdyryan9988
    @rowdyryan9988 6 лет назад +1

    World peace through lofi mixes

  • @RachelSHibiki
    @RachelSHibiki 4 месяца назад

    Six years ago I was learning Java programming and I remeber that I was listening this lofi while I was resolving a lot of exercises about OOP. Nowadays I still listening to this same lofi while I'm working as a programmer

  • @HYURIVA
    @HYURIVA 6 лет назад +33

    *insert rainy mood*
    Here ya go

  • @lucascorreadl
    @lucascorreadl 5 лет назад +6

    I'm in the opposite hemisphere, literally on the other side of the world for Tokyo...
    It's raining and the vibes kinda match...

  • @aldreymenezes7652
    @aldreymenezes7652 5 лет назад +1

    this is something else, you are the erik satie of this generation

  • @elaminmochichi7767
    @elaminmochichi7767 5 лет назад +3

    I love rain, pouring down my face as it shed my tears away

  • @Layra151301
    @Layra151301 2 года назад

    OMYGOD THERE IS A LONGER VERSION YES YES YES YES YES

  • @redowlnetwork
    @redowlnetwork 5 лет назад +17

    When the beat dropped my whole outlook changed thanks a lot!

    • @Sodasaman
      @Sodasaman 5 лет назад +8

      It's probably the new Outlook update.

  • @user-jv1ji4iy3f
    @user-jv1ji4iy3f 6 лет назад +375

    Now it's actually raining in Tokyo

    • @mxrichs
      @mxrichs 6 лет назад

      VVV V hi🙋‍♂️

    • @TheBlackjack182
      @TheBlackjack182 6 лет назад +9

      I wanna go there one day

    • @asianpotato7432
      @asianpotato7432 6 лет назад +11

      Not it's not. Those are tears of a person who wants to die but is too afraid of what comes next.

    • @kingcobrajfsofficial
      @kingcobrajfsofficial 5 лет назад +5

      @@asianpotato7432 lol okay then.

    • @deliciousgroov
      @deliciousgroov 5 лет назад +5

      And always raining inside me

  • @ddinner7333
    @ddinner7333 5 лет назад +2

    Thanks for putting this together. Talk about soul food! You got my sub

  • @stralioni
    @stralioni 6 лет назад +5

    fading away in the darkness with this mix

  • @feels8440
    @feels8440 4 года назад

    Thank you for making my moments calmer.

  • @JakubChalupnik
    @JakubChalupnik 4 года назад

    Lovely, really lovely. I was actually looking for sounds of rain and found this instead, but I am certainly not disappointed :)

  • @SuperMrScience
    @SuperMrScience 6 лет назад +5

    This is just perfect! Thanks for the hour version man :)

  • @Hyzaa
    @Hyzaa 5 лет назад +14

    watch this "【4K】Backstreets of Japan at night - 3 - Heavy rain
    " while listening to this in the background on a lower volume.

  • @zielaearl5760
    @zielaearl5760 6 лет назад +10

    I’m like a minute in an it already goes hard🤟🏽

  • @wander7317
    @wander7317 6 лет назад +42

    I was writing while listening to this and a Japan airlines advert came on but I thought it was part of the video and cos I had the tab closed I didn’t actually see it and the volume was up to full so I was literally just chilling and all of a sudden “JAPAN AIRLINES!” comes blaring out and I genuinely got so surprised I threw my computer...

    • @xunox9304
      @xunox9304 6 лет назад +1

      @Mr. Sannhetsverd It probably fell off the bed/desk/table
      He/she probably didn't throw it, but dropped it

    • @psychologicalsigma9917
      @psychologicalsigma9917 5 лет назад

      Maybe ease up on the caffiene too :)

    • @Buddhistsocialist
      @Buddhistsocialist 5 лет назад

      Masterofpuppets bullshit story for attention

    • @HeritageDrPepper
      @HeritageDrPepper 4 года назад +1

      @@Buddhistsocialist Who cares whether you believe it to be true or not? It was entertaining; it made me laugh.
      Additionally, I wouldn't be surprised if this were true. If this person was writing on their laptop and it was literally in their lap, it's not difficult to connect.

  • @NovaRae20
    @NovaRae20 3 года назад

    This is my go to relaxation or work day track. Thank you

  • @tadiwanashemupfunya1263
    @tadiwanashemupfunya1263 4 года назад

    These mixes are so great for studying. Thanks

  • @catto.4574
    @catto.4574 5 лет назад +29

    *listens to Lo-fi music*
    *bad vibes has left the server*

  • @jaycemcqueen306
    @jaycemcqueen306 3 года назад +1

    I want you all to know that everything is going to be alright. Even if just for a few minutes, listening to this beat and getting lost in a different world, one where there isn’t all the bad in the world, a world where you’re happy. Take a minute and enjoy the escape, you are loved and everything will be okay. Now come sit down next to me and let’s enjoy some of this chef’s wonderful food and we can just enjoy the night together friend

  • @nicoletaylor3579
    @nicoletaylor3579 5 лет назад +1

    this was a great mix. exactly what I needed.

  • @remeyrune6009
    @remeyrune6009 5 лет назад +8

    If I could listen to music like this 10-15 years ago, I would have done more late night studying and may have been an engineer or doctor or something...

    • @articbear23
      @articbear23 5 лет назад +1

      You still can. Just do it. Go. Go..

    • @oscareditedthis
      @oscareditedthis 4 года назад

      wow, I saw this comment a while ago but that made me think, i still have time to do stuff like that but corona has locked down my country and they are thinking of cancelling the school year.

  • @diobrando6147
    @diobrando6147 5 лет назад

    Life strikes again. And here i am. wonder how many times ill still come back to this

  • @HOSHl
    @HOSHl 4 года назад +1

    This always makes me feel some type of way that I can't explain

  • @iamafanofmanythings3973
    @iamafanofmanythings3973 4 года назад +1

    Tbh I wanna travel around the world and visit each place for each mix and listen to them there. Even tho that's outrageous I want to do it

  • @maatxeats
    @maatxeats 5 лет назад +1

    Yesssss may the shadow of the moon fall on a world at peace.

  • @Pirata_Vermelho
    @Pirata_Vermelho 4 года назад

    THIS is the best comp i'v ever see.

  • @naomiwoods9303
    @naomiwoods9303 6 лет назад +1

    Love how you made a longer version❤️

  • @somesimo5122
    @somesimo5122 5 лет назад +7

    I love how the first track builds in with a rework of Debussy's Clair de Lune.

    • @evilseedsgrownaturally1588
      @evilseedsgrownaturally1588 4 года назад

      Yes, because we certainly haven't suffered that tune extensively since its inclusion in the Twilight series. :]

    • @somesimo5122
      @somesimo5122 4 года назад

      Evil Seeds Grow Naturally I haven’t watched Twilight, I admire this piece since the epic conclusion of Ocean’s Eleven ;)

  • @cheynimations
    @cheynimations 2 года назад +1

    I've been listening to this since 2017, time flies so fast..

    • @cheynimations
      @cheynimations 2 года назад

      I literally remember clicking the notification when it came out T-T

    • @cheynimations
      @cheynimations 2 года назад

      Came back to it again

    • @angelsttx
      @angelsttx 2 года назад +1

      yes yes same, these mixes are so nostalgic to me i want to cry TT

    • @cheynimations
      @cheynimations Год назад

      I'm replying everytime I come back TT

    • @cheynimations
      @cheynimations Год назад

      Back ✌️ ❤

  • @HOSHl
    @HOSHl 4 года назад +1

    Even when I'm not depressed I always listen to this

    • @evilseedsgrownaturally1588
      @evilseedsgrownaturally1588 4 года назад

      Depression is a mental illness. Unless you're actually suffering from a bipolar disorder, what are you even talking about?

  • @elizabethb839
    @elizabethb839 4 года назад +2

    10:40 this adds a whole lot more to the music :

  • @evepetersen131
    @evepetersen131 4 года назад

    A song from Wolf's Rain! I love that song... Gravity is the name, i believe

  • @goddimmus
    @goddimmus 5 лет назад

    Only an hour? It could be three. I love this.

  • @jonathanmichael3609
    @jonathanmichael3609 5 лет назад +4

    I'm in Japan right now, Nikko city, and it's raining. :)

  • @nala2425
    @nala2425 5 лет назад +1

    7:14-8:10 simply amazing

  • @SeinenWave
    @SeinenWave 4 года назад +1

    Starting with a Debussy - Clair de Lune remix takes my heart.

  • @Jibakutei
    @Jibakutei 4 года назад

    a bit late, but truly glad to find this

  • @ignacioagote1359
    @ignacioagote1359 5 лет назад +14

    i just love the art on this one, do you guys have any idea of where it comes from? maybe its an anime, or a comic or something? Id love if anyone could reccomend some anime shows or comics with a vibe like this one.ee
    thanks a bunch

  • @attentionlabel
    @attentionlabel 5 лет назад +1

    Beautiful.

  • @samiabusharar2916
    @samiabusharar2916 4 года назад

    This is just what I need.

  • @Disyd
    @Disyd 6 лет назад +1

    You’re the best bootleg 💌

  • @itsmecallyc
    @itsmecallyc 3 года назад

    Thank you for this 🖤

  • @redpanda3166
    @redpanda3166 5 лет назад

    Love it! Great mix

  • @kindred923
    @kindred923 5 лет назад

    I listen to Raining in Tokyo and Raining in New York multiple times a day along with the other RAINING IN mix's but not as much as the two I mentioned. Thank you so much I use the playlist to relax, study, vibe, procrastinate hehe, my morning jog or walk and when I take a bath. So I can't thank you enough for making this, your channel is a blessing and I won't take it for granted.
    Do you have a patreon?

  • @direyara
    @direyara 5 лет назад

    Simply beautiful!!!

  • @alvinanicete2371
    @alvinanicete2371 4 года назад +2

    I just wanna rant about some stuff no one will probably hear this but i dont really care...
    I've been feeling lost lately especially at a young age,my parent always scream at me it makes me feel useless,a mistake. but... there always that one thing cheering me up. MUSIC it makes me happy,it makes me feel worthy and it make me feel wonderful.. Theirs also my friends.. they make me laugh,smile,cry,and have happy memories with them even trough this pandemic.. I've never felt so happy in my life.. but sometimes its hard to face reality... i do have friends but sometimes i have hard times trusting them. especially when i make new friends. i overthink myself. i keep saying in my mind that: what if i mess up,what if they hate me,what if they hate mylooks,my attitude,my personality,what i like, what if... they hate that....? that's what i say every time there are people wanting to be friends with me... when it comes to my metal health.. its not so good. sometimes I am happy sometimes I am sad, sometimes... i feel lost..some times i feel... empty.. sometimes i just wanna die. especially at this young age 10 years old? yeah.. theres alot of thing i know i just really gotta rant I've been bottling my feeling for what? 4 years... my parents are to insensitive they don't know that they've lost their daughter years ago.. but who cares right? not like anybody loves me in this world.. right?
    well thanks for the pep talk I'm feeling a little better

  • @서민이-h2r
    @서민이-h2r 5 лет назад

    i cant stop listening to this....i think....i think im addicted

  • @audriflorez
    @audriflorez 6 лет назад

    Chillin like a villian!!! Anyone else???

  • @adampeterson2846
    @adampeterson2846 6 лет назад

    No way, how did you know this is what I needed in my life!

  • @buckethead9398
    @buckethead9398 5 лет назад +1

    legalvariety (Jabari) at 15:11 is utterly sublime