dude same here..... had to send this one to the ol ex because she doesnt understand what went down in my mind and shit. this song is exactly what happened thru out relationship its crazy. i love these guys. lol
What a sad fucking song. She killed me - she killed me a million times over, and now its too late. Sad, it's sad for the fact we have a daughter in common. I got my heart ripped out, stomped on and spat in the face, from the person who I thought I was going to spend my eternity with, leaving me - sad, I actually believed that - I'm the fool here, not her.
No you're not. I don't know where you are in life but no, she was wrong. One day she'll realize it and you'll be happy without her. I hope you are doing fine and even so know someone out there cares. Please reply just so I know my efforts will not go unnoticed and you are alright.
dude i love this song. sucks how someone can become a huge part of your life and than they leave and move on. that part is now empty and it eats me alive everyday.
This reminds me of a conversation my boyfriend and I had today regarding depression and relationships. Hotel Books is an amazing group of very talented people. There isn't a single song I dislike.
***LYRICS*** I think I'm losing you but I will never regret choosing you Cuz I am in love and for now that will be enough and the ones around me convinced me that I was the only person who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope but now I know even after you begin to let your emotions slow the reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never gonna let go Everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive so gouge out my eyes cuz if this is reality then I guess I'm not alive Because I don't know a life in where I can't make things right And when life teaches you to trive and you finally say goodbye and you wont let me stand by your side I'll know that though some feelings are hurt none will have died Cuz I used to stay up at night and picture myself looking in your eyes Shouting as you would sigh How dare you think you can fall asleep? With water dripping from the kitchen sink How dare you think you can fall asleep? With all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreams A picture's worth a thousand words of whatever people say to me It's hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need and all you can picture is a memory inside of someone else's sheets A prayer that nothing will keep A hope that light will seep before the dark sinks too deep or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will decrease when the release of percieved dreams burn in the flame of feeling free So feel free to be free if that's what you need And if someday you feel alone and everything caves in when you try to breathe Know that you're not alone as far as I can see, cuz you were everything to me Through this I've realized that if I were god we wouldve all just died because darling, you were mine and now I feel so dead inside and what good am I if all I can create is a projection of my own mind A dream of finding time to remind you that I'm still here, and I'm not fine And darling if you're going to leave just remember who you are and do what you can to remember me Maybe someday we can talk about our past and we can talk about the weather Whenever you leave I dont care what I'm remembered for I just want to be rememebered Because even if I fail you, at least I tried and maybe our lives dont add up now But someday our graves will look the same when we both die and if I had a chance I'd give you one last kiss and I'd bite down on your lip and I'd try to puncture it So you'll never forget that time that you'll always regret and darling, I know that sometimes life will take a turn for the worse and sometimes life will even hurt, and I know some days, some days you're afraid of the lessons you'll have to learn and some days you'll even feel burned and I'll wanna let you know I wanna love you through them But I always get what I deserve
thanks for writing a song that is enough for me to simply sit in silence knowing that i am not alone with all this emotions that i dont have to speak and just listen to this amazing wordplay is the only way to express the emptiness in my heart
hellastoges had the lyrics on his tumblr: I think I’m losing you but I will never regret choosing you, cause I am in love, and for now that will be enough. And the ones around me convinced me that I was the only person dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope, but now I know even after you began to let your emotions slow, the reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never gonna let go. Everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive so gouge out my eyes. Cause if this is reality then I guess I’m not alive. Cause I don’t know a life in where I can’t make things right. And when life teaches you to drive, and you finally say goodbye, and you won’t let me stand by your side; I’ll know that though some feelings are hurt, none will have died. Cause I used to stay up at night and picture myself looking in your eyes, shouting as you would sigh. How dare you think you can fall asleep with water dripping from the kitchen sink. How dare you think you can fall asleep with all these little leaks in this home that we built in our dreams. A picture’s worth a thousand words or whatever people say to me. It’s hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need, and all you can picture is a memory inside of someone else’s sheets. A prayer that nothing will keep. A hope that light will seep before the dark sinks too deep. Or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will be decreased when the release of perceived dreams burn in the flame of feeling free. So feel free to be free if that’s what you need. And if someday you feel alone, and everything caves in when you try to breathe, know that you’re not alone as far as I can see. Cause you were everything to me. Through this, I’ve realized that if I were a god, we would have all just died. Cause darling, you were mine, and now I feel so dead inside. And what good am I if all I can create is a projection of my own mind. A dream of finding time to remind you that I’m still here and I’m not fine. And darling, if you leave, just remember who you are, and do what you can to remember me. Maybe someday we can talk about our past. And we can talk about the weather. Whenever you leave, I don’t care what I’m remembered for. I just want to be remembered. Cause even if I fail you, at least I tried. And maybe our lives don’t add up now, but someday our graves will look the same when we both die. And if I had a chance, I’d give you one last kiss, and I’d bite down on your lip and I’d try to puncture it. So you’ll never forget that time that you’ll always regret. And darling, I know sometimes life will take a turn for the worst. And sometimes life will even hurt. And I know somedays, somedays you’re afraid of the lessons you’ll have to learn. And somedays you’ll even feel burned. And I wanna let you know, I wanna love you through them but I always get what I deserve.
I had no idea any band could do this to me. I didn't know that someone had my words already conceived. I thank whomever needs thanking for this with all my heart.
This song.... I want to post it for the one I love to listen to but what's fun is his ex name is Nicole and she was depressed and I don't want him to think about her... every word is perfect. this man is perfect. every song is an inspiration. Thank you for creating something so beautiful.
Him or the vocalist for being as an ocean need to like do guest vocals for a song for either hotel books or for being as an ocean! I'd die if that happened
if you likes definitely check out The giver or Alorion (both these bands are heavier compared to hotel books but they incorporate spoken word into their music)
I think I’m losing you, but I will never regret choosing you Because I am in love, and for now that will be enough And the ones around me convince me that I was the only person who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope. But now I know even after you began to let your emotions slow the only reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never going to let go. Everyone wanted me to see that we could no thrive, so gouge out my eyes. Because if this is reality then I guess I’m not alive, Because I don’t know a life in where I can’t make things right. And when life teaches you to drive and you finally say goodbye And you won’t let me stand by your side Ill know that though some feelings are hurt, none will have died. Cause I used to stay up at night and picture myself looking into your eyes Shouting as you would sigh “how dare you think you can fall asleep with water dripping from the kitchen sink, how dare you think you can fall asleep with all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreams” A picture is worth a thousand words or whatever people say to me. It’s hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need, And all you can picture is a memory inside of someone else’s sheets. A prayer that nothing will keep, A hope that light will seek before the dark sinks too deep. Or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will decrease when the release of perceived dreams burn in the flame of feeling free. So feel free to be free if that’s what you need. And if someday you feel alone and everything caves in when you try to breathe, Know that you are not alone as far as I can see, Because you were everything to me. Through this I have realized that if I were God we would have all just died, Because darling you were mine and now I feel so dead inside, And what good am I if all I can create is a projection of my own mind. A dream of finding time to remind you that I’m still here and I’m not fine. And darling if you’re going to leave just remember who you are, And do what you can to remember me. Maybe someday we can talk about our past and we can talk about the weather. Whenever you leave I don’t care what I’m remembered for, I just want to be remembered. Because even if I failed you at least I tried, And maybe our lives don’t add up now but someday our graves will look the same when we both die. And if I had a chance I’d give you one last kiss and I’d bite down on your lip And I’d try to puncture it so you’ll never forget that time, But you’ll always regret. And darling I know sometimes life will take a turn for the worst, And sometimes life will even hurt. And I know some days, some days you’ll be afraid of the lessons you’ll have to learn And some days you’ll even feel burned, And I want to let you know that I want to love you through them. But I always get what I deserve.
I met her in 2013. We got together that same year. She was/is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I will never forget her, even if one day she does forget me. I believe that love is when you care for someone & their happiness more than you care about your own. That you would give anything in the world just to see them smile & at the end of the day you can find happiness in their happiness, even if you're dying inside. I love you Cathrine Elizabeth. Always have, always will.
Ahh man...this song...just broke up with my girlfriend...her name was Nicole...heh, life is funny that way I guess, that this would show up in my suggested.
"And darling I know that sometimes life will take a turn for the worse, and sometimes life will even hurt. And I know some days, some days you're afraid of the lessons you'll have to learn. And some days you'll even feel burned. I want to let you know that I'll love you through them."
this is what i wrote to my ex, we broke up about 1 week ago. "i don't think you'll ever understand how much i love you and why i can't get over you. over the course of us talking, iv'e gotten so use to you. talking to you everyday, calls before we'd fall asleep. little things like smiles and just "goodnight" made me know i wanted this feeling forever, but now I've lost you. and yeah it suck. it sucks knowing it took me 4 months to realize i wanted you and just you. it sucks knowing you've moved on and i haven't. and i know you say us moving on will be the best for us, but tbh with you its just the best for you, and you want me to move on so you can too without breaking my heart but either way i'm going to get hurt at the end. no matter what"
I lost it. It's been over a year and I'm still empty and lost as ever without her. The pain never truly leaves.
+William Williams Exact same thing here :l
and I mean exact, it's been over a year for me too
+William Williams imagine 5...
+William Williams Im on 2 in feb. Everyday she is the first thought in my mind. Every single day no matter what.
+William Williams Im on 2 in feb. Everyday she is the first thought in my mind. Every single day no matter what.
+William Williams that which is lost isn't real
Said every word I've had in my head for the past two months that I could never conjure up myself. I can't even explain how perfect this is.
Same here....
dude same here..... had to send this one to the ol ex because she doesnt understand what went down in my mind and shit. this song is exactly what happened thru out relationship its crazy. i love these guys. lol
I can't send this to her because she is already with someone but oh well i guess.
you know its bad when your listening to these guys again
this is so good my chest feels like it's cracking in half i can't handle this song
being as an ocean without screaming
+albertpedroza93 BAAO droped a new song with no screaming its realy realy good..
This song makes me wanna die but in a good way
Same
What a sad fucking song. She killed me - she killed me a million times over, and now its too late. Sad, it's sad for the fact we have a daughter in common. I got my heart ripped out, stomped on and spat in the face, from the person who I thought I was going to spend my eternity with, leaving me - sad, I actually believed that - I'm the fool here, not her.
No you're not. I don't know where you are in life but no, she was wrong. One day she'll realize it and you'll be happy without her. I hope you are doing fine and even so know someone out there cares. Please reply just so I know my efforts will not go unnoticed and you are alright.
Same.
I'd probably kill myself if I felt that way.
Randomly remembered this song at 1am couldn't sleep until I listened to it
dude i love this song. sucks how someone can become a huge part of your life and than they leave and move on. that part is now empty and it eats me alive everyday.
bryanp it's the worst when you don't expect it. When you think everything is fine
Holy fuck man..I feel it...
known about these guys for a while now and it's crazy to see how they're finally getting the recognition they deserve.
Wow. I havent been right since the last time I got my heart broke. This hits home.
This reminds me of a conversation my boyfriend and I had today regarding depression and relationships.
Hotel Books is an amazing group of very talented people. There isn't a single song I dislike.
I think nothing has ever described my feelings as good as this.
***LYRICS***
I think I'm losing you
but I will never regret choosing you
Cuz I am in love
and for now that will be enough
and the ones around me convinced me that I was the only person
who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope
but now I know even after you begin to let your emotions slow
the reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never gonna let go
Everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive
so gouge out my eyes
cuz if this is reality then I guess I'm not alive
Because I don't know a life in where I can't make things right
And when life teaches you to trive
and you finally say goodbye
and you wont let me stand by your side
I'll know that though some feelings are hurt
none will have died
Cuz I used to stay up at night
and picture myself looking in your eyes
Shouting as you would sigh
How dare you think you can fall asleep?
With water dripping from the kitchen sink
How dare you think you can fall asleep?
With all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreams
A picture's worth a thousand words
of whatever people say to me
It's hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need
and all you can picture is a memory inside of someone else's sheets
A prayer that nothing will keep
A hope that light will seep
before the dark sinks too deep
or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will decrease
when the release of percieved dreams burn in the flame of feeling free
So feel free to be free if that's what you need
And if someday you feel alone
and everything caves in when you try to breathe
Know that you're not alone
as far as I can see,
cuz you were everything to me
Through this I've realized that if I were god
we wouldve all just died
because darling, you were mine
and now I feel so dead inside
and what good am I if all I can create
is a projection of my own mind
A dream of finding time to remind you
that I'm still here, and I'm not fine
And darling if you're going to leave
just remember who you are
and do what you can to remember me
Maybe someday we can talk about our past
and we can talk about the weather
Whenever you leave I dont care what I'm remembered for
I just want to be rememebered
Because even if I fail you, at least I tried
and maybe our lives dont add up now
But someday our graves will look the same
when we both die
and if I had a chance
I'd give you one last kiss
and I'd bite down on your lip
and I'd try to puncture it
So you'll never forget that time that you'll always regret
and darling, I know that sometimes life will take a turn for the worse
and sometimes life will even hurt, and I know some days,
some days you're afraid of the lessons you'll have to learn
and some days you'll even feel burned
and I'll wanna let you know I wanna love you through them
But I always get what I deserve
bless you're soul
Needed to listen to this
I don't wanna listen to anything that is not this song anymore
the meaning of this is so deep but what makes it touching is the pain you can hear and feel through his voice and words :'(
This is fucking poetry omf I love this
It's 4am and i did not need to find this right now
This hits me every time.
I usually don't like this style, but it's powerful.
Amazing amazing amazing
The beauty of this song is untellable. This beauty of this song is magnificent. The beauty of this song is truly, remarkable.
I MISS U NICOLE COME BACK PLEASE
We are all hurting
hits home hard
thanks for writing a song that is enough for me to simply sit in silence knowing that i am not alone with all this emotions that i dont have to speak and just listen to this amazing wordplay is the only way to express the emptiness in my heart
Without a doubt, my favorite song on the album. I hate how much it reminds me of my life.
This one always makes me cry.,
hellastoges had the lyrics on his tumblr:
I think I’m losing you but I will never regret choosing you, cause I am in love, and for now that will be enough. And the ones around me convinced me that I was the only person dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope, but now I know even after you began to let your emotions slow, the reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never gonna let go. Everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive so gouge out my eyes. Cause if this is reality then I guess I’m not alive. Cause I don’t know a life in where I can’t make things right. And when life teaches you to drive, and you finally say goodbye, and you won’t let me stand by your side; I’ll know that though some feelings are hurt, none will have died. Cause I used to stay up at night and picture myself looking in your eyes, shouting as you would sigh. How dare you think you can fall asleep with water dripping from the kitchen sink. How dare you think you can fall asleep with all these little leaks in this home that we built in our dreams. A picture’s worth a thousand words or whatever people say to me. It’s hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need, and all you can picture is a memory inside of someone else’s sheets. A prayer that nothing will keep. A hope that light will seep before the dark sinks too deep. Or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will be decreased when the release of perceived dreams burn in the flame of feeling free. So feel free to be free if that’s what you need. And if someday you feel alone, and everything caves in when you try to breathe, know that you’re not alone as far as I can see. Cause you were everything to me. Through this, I’ve realized that if I were a god, we would have all just died. Cause darling, you were mine, and now I feel so dead inside. And what good am I if all I can create is a projection of my own mind. A dream of finding time to remind you that I’m still here and I’m not fine. And darling, if you leave, just remember who you are, and do what you can to remember me. Maybe someday we can talk about our past. And we can talk about the weather. Whenever you leave, I don’t care what I’m remembered for. I just want to be remembered. Cause even if I fail you, at least I tried. And maybe our lives don’t add up now, but someday our graves will look the same when we both die. And if I had a chance, I’d give you one last kiss, and I’d bite down on your lip and I’d try to puncture it. So you’ll never forget that time that you’ll always regret. And darling, I know sometimes life will take a turn for the worst. And sometimes life will even hurt. And I know somedays, somedays you’re afraid of the lessons you’ll have to learn. And somedays you’ll even feel burned. And I wanna let you know, I wanna love you through them but I always get what I deserve.
+Thezombeescreamo no
+Thezombeescreamo oh wait, yes. Sorry
This song has so much meaning and it's so touching. This song is just wonderful
I had no idea any band could do this to me. I didn't know that someone had my words already conceived. I thank whomever needs thanking for this with all my heart.
Hear Constant Conclusions by them it's perfffeccct 😍😭😭😭
Man, that really hit me about half way through. Great song.
My favorite song right now
this is the most heartbreaking song i've heard, i can relate so much, yet this is so wonderful.
this hit me like a ton of bricks.
Yes
love the truth and honesty
Absolutely perfect.
I listened this 15 times today, this song hits hard.
This song.... I want to post it for the one I love to listen to but what's fun is his ex name is Nicole and she was depressed and I don't want him to think about her... every word is perfect. this man is perfect. every song is an inspiration. Thank you for creating something so beautiful.
Jesus christ this is fucking depressing and really good.
God, I love this😔💓
This is pure bliss
So perfect. Keeps getting better & better.
being as an ocean, Acres, Envy, Conceptions, Hotel Books
This song is litttttttyyyyyy🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯
Absolutely beautiful
This is so unbelievably phenomenal
The feels are real...
yessss
|-/
Simply beautiful poetry at its finest hour. Keep it up guys!
perfect song for what I'm going through and her names Nicole
I am in love
and for now that will be enough
Him or the vocalist for being as an ocean need to like do guest vocals for a song for either hotel books or for being as an ocean! I'd die if that happened
I just felt my heart crack
I love this song💜 and a perk is that that's my name!
this is the only song that ive ever found with my name as the title, and i hope that if i ever break anyones heart they listen to this
Chills
can someone PLEASE create an instrumental for this song ?!?!?!!?!!
The feels...
My emotions right now
amazing
Why do I feel like every time I listen to this labels artist it seems like im listening to a poetry slam XD good song doe
Same
+Chantl Mcclary maybe because its spoken poetry..
drawing and listening to this in art...just wow...gets you really emotional and you just feel so ..idek..I love them so much
I miss you
I miss you so much...
put me in my feels :'c
My heavy heart oh my god
When you try not to cry in math class haha :(
I love you Adelle. Go and be happy.
if you likes definitely check out The giver or Alorion (both these bands are heavier compared to hotel books but they incorporate spoken word into their music)
ARC flat sound sounds like hotel books
my heart..
your lack of a heart*
I'm really going to give you points for trying.
I think I’m losing you, but I will never regret choosing you
Because I am in love, and for now that will be enough
And the ones around me convince me that I was the only person who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope.
But now I know even after you began to let your emotions slow the only reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never going to let go.
Everyone wanted me to see that we could no thrive, so gouge out my eyes.
Because if this is reality then I guess I’m not alive,
Because I don’t know a life in where I can’t make things right.
And when life teaches you to drive and you finally say goodbye
And you won’t let me stand by your side
Ill know that though some feelings are hurt, none will have died.
Cause I used to stay up at night and picture myself looking into your eyes
Shouting as you would sigh “how dare you think you can fall asleep with water dripping from the kitchen sink, how dare you think you can fall asleep with all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreams”
A picture is worth a thousand words or whatever people say to me.
It’s hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need,
And all you can picture is a memory inside of someone else’s sheets.
A prayer that nothing will keep,
A hope that light will seek before the dark sinks too deep.
Or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will decrease when the release of perceived dreams burn in the flame of feeling free.
So feel free to be free if that’s what you need.
And if someday you feel alone and everything caves in when you try to breathe,
Know that you are not alone as far as I can see,
Because you were everything to me.
Through this I have realized that if I were God we would have all just died,
Because darling you were mine and now I feel so dead inside,
And what good am I if all I can create is a projection of my own mind.
A dream of finding time to remind you that I’m still here and I’m not fine.
And darling if you’re going to leave just remember who you are,
And do what you can to remember me.
Maybe someday we can talk about our past and we can talk about the weather.
Whenever you leave I don’t care what I’m remembered for,
I just want to be remembered.
Because even if I failed you at least I tried,
And maybe our lives don’t add up now but someday our graves will look the same when we both die.
And if I had a chance I’d give you one last kiss and I’d bite down on your lip
And I’d try to puncture it so you’ll never forget that time,
But you’ll always regret.
And darling I know sometimes life will take a turn for the worst,
And sometimes life will even hurt.
And I know some days, some days you’ll be afraid of the lessons you’ll have to learn
And some days you’ll even feel burned,
And I want to let you know that I want to love you through them.
But I always get what I deserve.
Thank you
Go home Peter griffin your drunk
No problem Martina
Peter Griffin thanks
My pleasure :)
reminds me of listener
Both are fantastic bands.
Kudos for bringing up "Listener"
I thought so too. Its as if Listener and Being As An Ocean collabed. And I couldn't enjoy it more.
Haha first thought that came to mind.
This Song Explains Me So Much /-\
Still lit 🫶
My name is Nicole and I'm sorry for all the pain my namesake has caused.
"Love breaks my bones and I laugh.."
I met her in 2013. We got together that same year. She was/is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I will never forget her, even if one day she does forget me. I believe that love is when you care for someone & their happiness more than you care about your own. That you would give anything in the world just to see them smile & at the end of the day you can find happiness in their happiness, even if you're dying inside. I love you Cathrine Elizabeth. Always have, always will.
“If i were god we would’ve all just died, because darling, you were mine and now I feel so dead inside.”
Ahh man...this song...just broke up with my girlfriend...her name was Nicole...heh, life is funny that way I guess, that this would show up in my suggested.
i hope you're okay, friend.
i love you, gil. no matter what happens.
i deleted this from my phone a long time ago cos it's torturing me but i guess im fine now
Lamp get better soon, you can do it!
that's really sweet of you. thanks, buddy :)
I always giggle right after that last line.
I just want to be remembered
"And darling I know that sometimes life will take a turn for the worse, and sometimes life will even hurt. And I know some days, some days you're afraid of the lessons you'll have to learn. And some days you'll even feel burned. I want to let you know that I'll love you through them."
Update spotify!!!!
My name is Nicole
No wonder
Because I relate to this song like no other 💕
I wish you would stay by my side, Brad. Disappearing right in front of me and it kills me so much
Thanks for this, Amber. I'm sorry that I have to leave. Just know that I'll miss you
I used to listen to this everyday in 6th grade.
who hurt you? 😭
piløts! at the disco A girl named Nicole
A girl that never loved me
Nicole
Came back for you 💔rest easy
this is what i wrote to my ex, we broke up about 1 week ago.
"i don't think you'll ever understand how much i love you and why i can't get over you.
over the course of us talking, iv'e gotten so use to you. talking to you everyday, calls before we'd fall asleep.
little things like smiles and just "goodnight" made me know i wanted this feeling forever, but now I've lost you.
and yeah it suck. it sucks knowing it took me 4 months to realize i wanted you and just you.
it sucks knowing you've moved on and i haven't.
and i know you say us moving on will be the best for us, but tbh with you its just the best for you,
and you want me to move on so you can too without breaking my heart
but either way i'm going to get hurt at the end. no matter what"
The relevancy is painful.
Ditto my friend. All too much.
I feel you on that one...
I feel the need to send this to my ex because it's precisely what I need her to hear, but it's been so long and I'm definitely not doing it.
I Was in Love, Now I regret feeling love :(
Because darling you were mine and now I feel so dead inside. You were everything to me.
I miss you. I miss us...
my name is nicole and i now feel obligated to apologize for all this hurt