I spent my teenage years chasing a lifestyle like this because I was trying to escape the shit going on in my own house. I didn't think I could lose more til I did the things I did. Got friends doing time and another in the ground. I've managed to get myself on track and even in school now that im in my 20s but I'm still stressed about things I did a long time ago
For anyone in this comment section who is struggling, just know that jesus will always love you, and god will never put you in a situation you can't conquer🙏
real (иногда мне кажется, что только я умею привязываться к людям и любить их, только я могу мгновенно отвечать на сообщения, только я могу полюбить по-настоящему. я не знаю, кем или чем я буду через несколько лет, я не хочу об это думать, я хочу, чтобы все было как в детстве. я устал думать, что я недостаточен каждый день. каждый день как один, я не понимаю почему я один это чувствую. я больше не хочу чувствовать)
It seem that only I get attached to certain people that won't mind loosing you . At first you will be sad but in reality you go through it everyday , Yea you tugging in it out but at the end it doesn't matter certain people don't care . Certain people are there for love or attention not because they like you.
Real.(nothing helps anymore,I be staring at the ceiling every night with the thought of how cruel the world is,and still never understand who is the problem, me or the world?,like I just can't fit in,sleep is the key to escape this reality but not escaping this constant pain that is following me every day,I just wish I would meet someone who is same as me and actually never give up on me just like the others do,I'm a constant loser, I lost my girl my friends,bad studies and overall everything is going down hill,I can't get a damn break,because everyone thinks I'm just pretending even tho I just try to hide it everytime I meet,they think I'm a happy person but actually I am not)
I am literally thinking everyday about blowing my head and joking about it with people but this is the actual cry for help and nobody understands it ,they just think it's my personality or just a phase
@@Azm_Q you'll be in my prayers tonight. I hope u get through this pain u are going through. Keep pushing even though it may be hard. In the end it'll be worth it. I promise ❤️
Mama said baby that was years ago,im stressing bout shit that happen years ago,this shit take a bitch years to know,I cried in the cold till my tears was froze.
dont answer them. Tell them to shut up. dont let them win. use that spite you have for yourself and life to prove everyone and everything wrong. You Are Not A Failure. I know sometimes it seems useless to try, but its never useless to try to better your situation. hope youre better man. god be with you.
Fri, 26 May - 2023 I'm in pain man, I'm in fucking pain, my online best friend I've been playing with him since 2020,we played always GTA, nioh2 and more. I-i was messing with him a little I joked him about reporting him which I didn't. Then he sent me 4 voice messages, I only listened to 2 bc I began crying but not loud like a pussy, I had the death face and just let tears drop, I listened to the other 2 and now I'm stuck listening to this sound, it just fucking hurts. Edit:I apologized and we became friends again.
Yk sometimes I wish I never got with that one girl. My life has been a whole spiral of shit. Went from Popsicles and macaroni and cheese to being the second child. Expected to show no emotion and suffer in silence. I watched my mom do meth while my dad was out partying. My grades are shit and my girl left me. For 3 yrs straight I been suffering bro and this shit just won't stop. It feels like a blister that won't go away. I used to be jus a happy kid but now I've been the lowest for how much I've been pushed around and left out. Now I even think my own homies against me and shi. They be quiet around others but the. Wanna be all loud and holla wit me later and it's pushin me to the breaking point. Gotta thug it out ig🤷🏽♂️.
real ( the voices are telling me to kms i cant take it anymore i dont even know what to do i might just girls laugh and call me a bum i get bullied i just might do it th voices are taking control i really need help)
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real
real.
real
@@PikSmores real
real.
Real real.
she don’t care abt you dawg just keep movin 💯🥷
real.
@@prodmavvyong gng.
The fact I found my 10 year old brother listening to this shatters my heart🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
He a real nigga
praying for little man bro
@@Bopmyglizz havent talked to him in 3 weeks luh bro
@@unoftoaster talk to yo brother bru
That’s not a bad sign. Bro js got good taste in music, unless sum is wrong.
I used to not like this song, then I realized how relatable the lyrics are.
Fr
happiest person to grow up in rochester
I used to joke about this now I be listening to it daily and relate to him 🗣️
real
Fr
real.
rs💯🔥
AT MY LOWEST RIGHT NOW🔥🔥🔥
Still?
I spent my teenage years chasing a lifestyle like this because I was trying to escape the shit going on in my own house. I didn't think I could lose more til I did the things I did. Got friends doing time and another in the ground. I've managed to get myself on track and even in school now that im in my 20s but I'm still stressed about things I did a long time ago
Song hits hard damn.
at my lowest🔥🔥🔥
Same 🔥🔥
@@gigaplayyz real
@@Tboogie.footy7 real
Still?
The trigger getting closer and closer to getting pulled back to where it needs to be fr 😂✅✅✅
We all in this together brothers
Hope everyone has a better life 🙏🐄
this song really hit hard
this song reminds me of my struggles every time I listen to it
For anyone in this comment section who is struggling, just know that jesus will always love you, and god will never put you in a situation you can't conquer🙏
The atheist with 12 subs in the replies: 😏👆
She’s not thinking abt me imma go to sleep
it'll be ok king👑
It's be alright bro
better things to worry abt than girls gng
real
real
1:44 RS🔥🔥🔥🔥💯
WHY DO I KEEP WAKING UP🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💥💥💥💥🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅
I'm tired of waking up to this pain everyday
@@STATIK11 yaay you responded
@@vxmp_ yesuuhhh💙
because god aint done with you yet 🔥🔥🔥
You got this bro ain’t NOBODY MATTER BUT YOU
I’m gods punching bag frfr 🔥🔥🔥😭😭🗣️🗣️🗣️🦅🦅🦅
Bro tryna explain my life in the easiest way possible
You can really hear the pain in bros voice shi making me cry and thinking
real shit dawg.
It's not just one of those days anymore
Hits hard ngl real for that sh man this song had me look to roof for like 2-3 hours
Its time to let go and focus on myself
Damn this just makes me rethink everything
real (иногда мне кажется, что только я умею привязываться к людям и любить их, только я могу мгновенно отвечать на сообщения, только я могу полюбить по-настоящему. я не знаю, кем или чем я буду через несколько лет, я не хочу об это думать, я хочу, чтобы все было как в детстве. я устал думать, что я недостаточен каждый день. каждый день как один, я не понимаю почему я один это чувствую. я больше не хочу чувствовать)
Я никогда так сильно не относился к комментариям
Ты в любом случае найдешь человека, который будет любить тебя больше всего. Дружище, все будет хорошо, мы с тобой
Even Russians are getting real😂‼️
@@hevaradr lol 😂😂
real for slow / reverb im from bronx homie keep up the work homie
Why am I still breathing 🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯
It seem that only I get attached to certain people that won't mind loosing you . At first you will be sad but in reality you go through it everyday , Yea you tugging in it out but at the end it doesn't matter certain people don't care . Certain people are there for love or attention not because they like you.
I couldn't agree more bro. Stay Blessed 🤞🏽♾
@@STATIK11 thanks I learned this since I was young as hell ft
Got me me re thinking my past like flashbacks to good times 😕
real (I cried in the cold till my tears was froze)
I listen to this while saving Gotham 😹🔫
this is the end dark knight you've nothing to be afraid of anymore
i’m not sure how much longer i can thug it out guys
free rx ❤
Damn i aint know Kakashi was living like that🔥
To me, she was one in a million, to her I was just one in a million😂
It took me awhile to get it at first, but now I get it. Stay strong brother 🤞🏾♾️
Damn thats real af homie❤
AIN'T NOTHING FOR ME ANYMORE🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥
i MIGHT jump 😂😂
I CAN'T SEEM TO GET OVER HER WITH THIS ONE 🤣🤣💯💯💯💢💢💢🔥‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
Smoked out in the dark jst chillin
Real (I love her more than I love myself but I don't think she loves me back)😹🔥🙏🙏
real
walking in the rain with no umbrella, ✍🏾
FLAT ON E I AGREE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥
WE HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN WITH THIS ONE 😂🔥🔥🔥🔥
Real.(nothing helps anymore,I be staring at the ceiling every night with the thought of how cruel the world is,and still never understand who is the problem, me or the world?,like I just can't fit in,sleep is the key to escape this reality but not escaping this constant pain that is following me every day,I just wish I would meet someone who is same as me and actually never give up on me just like the others do,I'm a constant loser, I lost my girl my friends,bad studies and overall everything is going down hill,I can't get a damn break,because everyone thinks I'm just pretending even tho I just try to hide it everytime I meet,they think I'm a happy person but actually I am not)
I am literally thinking everyday about blowing my head and joking about it with people but this is the actual cry for help and nobody understands it ,they just think it's my personality or just a phase
@@Azm_Q you'll be in my prayers tonight. I hope u get through this pain u are going through. Keep pushing even though it may be hard. In the end it'll be worth it. I promise ❤️
god will never put you in a situation you can't conquer bro🙏
find what you want to fight for, live selfishly
@@Azm_Q you are not alone my man, feel the same way too. we gon get through this bro
Mama said baby that was years ago,im stressing bout shit that happen years ago,this shit take a bitch years to know,I cried in the cold till my tears was froze.
For so many years i held it down
Had flashbacks when i was young ,bitches used to laugh and call me a bum
This shit getting so bad, I go to school just for entertainment, because it seems as if the weekends are just endless days of suffering. FML 🙁
real (stay strong brothers)
Why i'm feelin like that🗣️🗣️‼️
real (the voices are telling me to kms)
dont answer them. Tell them to shut up. dont let them win. use that spite you have for yourself and life to prove everyone and everything wrong. You Are Not A Failure. I know sometimes it seems useless to try, but its never useless to try to better your situation. hope youre better man. god be with you.
the voices are getting louder
real
I don't stand myself 🔥🔥🔥
listen to this all night if warriors lose
You can feel his pain at some point in the song
Real. (The voices are getting louder)
At my 128th pushup rn (im at my lowest rn 🗣️)
real ( finna make the pain go away 😂)
real rx
real #1
Who else trying to find a purpose in life and can't so they slowly giving up on living 😂😂
Real.
Real dawg🤣🤣🤣
Real
Sooo real😂😂😂😂😂😂
Been 9 months shit ain't getting any better 😂🔥
Im slowly loosing my mind.
mood
How am i still awake?? 😂😂 💯💯🔥🔥🔥
I FINALLY LOSED THE BATTLE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥
I'm losing my mind more and more by the day
Fri, 26 May - 2023
I'm in pain man, I'm in fucking pain, my online best friend I've been playing with him since 2020,we played always GTA, nioh2 and more.
I-i was messing with him a little I joked him about reporting him which I didn't.
Then he sent me 4 voice messages, I only listened to 2 bc I began crying but not loud like a pussy, I had the death face and just let tears drop, I listened to the other 2 and now I'm stuck listening to this sound, it just fucking hurts.
Edit:I apologized and we became friends again.
Ending it soon onggg
1:33 discord notif?
lol it does sound like that
Idk if I can be saved
yeah🗣
shit is not getting better🗣️🔥🔥🔥
I love you all 🤞🏾♾
You welcome 🦇 w vid!!
W
@@9ineK9 Thanks bro
@@STATIK11 no problem One day your gonna be famous
real. (grey stainless steal glock pointing at my head)
deagle 🔥
Summer vacation ends in 6h...
WHY TF AM I ALIVE ⁉️⁉️🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯
Thank god for everything I got now Kus I never had shit
This song fell me sad
hahahahahah I’m at my lowest when I’m a fucking youngin😂😂😂😂 dunno how I’m fucking awake rn😂😂😂
Real
@@STATIK11 real
Real.
great music (i dont wanna do this anymore)
Real
Real shi
If you're reading this, it's going to be okay.
Sad kakashi 🫵🏾🥹🥺
real.
WHEN DOES IT END
Real(im going insane)
Yk sometimes I wish I never got with that one girl. My life has been a whole spiral of shit. Went from Popsicles and macaroni and cheese to being the second child. Expected to show no emotion and suffer in silence. I watched my mom do meth while my dad was out partying. My grades are shit and my girl left me. For 3 yrs straight I been suffering bro and this shit just won't stop. It feels like a blister that won't go away. I used to be jus a happy kid but now I've been the lowest for how much I've been pushed around and left out. Now I even think my own homies against me and shi. They be quiet around others but the. Wanna be all loud and holla wit me later and it's pushin me to the breaking point. Gotta thug it out ig🤷🏽♂️.
hope your doing well bro, keep going and I promise you shit will get better. much love to you
been through the same
real ( the voices are telling me to kms i cant take it anymore i dont even know what to do i might just girls laugh and call me a bum i get bullied i just might do it th voices are taking control i really need help)
She thinkin weird rn, I asked what’s wrong n she left me on delivered. Could be the end
Mongolia Now:
In Spotify?
I'll try to put it on there
Heard ma mama crying last night thing the lights finna go out
if you play it at speed 1.25 it will be the speed of the normal version
man...
Real (I’m slowly being erased from this world)
same
i can't even buy shit i like on the food delivery app
real.
today is the last 1