VILLANELLE | Everything I Wanted (Killing Eve)
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- Опубликовано: 15 май 2020
- ❝People think that your soul or personality, whatever, leaves the body when you die. I swear, it just goes further in. It falls so far in and just becomes so small that it can’t control your body anymore. It’s just in there, dying forever.❞
- Villanelle, Killing Eve
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This kind of came out of nowhere. I was working on several other very, very different Killing Eve videos and then suddenly felt the urge to edit Villanelle after last episode. I thought I would find some fun and quirky song, but while going through my playlist, this song came up and it just...hit me.
I knew for a long time I wanted to edit this song and that Villanelle's speech would be a forefront of it, but I didn't originally see myself editing it purely to Villanelle. But god, this song fits her in such an ironic and painful way. She is always so close to having everything, and absolutely nothing.
I know she's done some bad things, but she's a baby. Protect her.
Footage is from Killing Eve (BBC).
Music is Everything I Wanted by Billie Eilish.
Colouring is mine.
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Imagine you never feel, anything. Then you meet someone and feel something. Imagine how important and special and wonderful that person would be in your eyes. That’s Eve to Villanelle.
You said that so perfectly :)
Well I think she felt things for that teacher she was having an affair with
Then what does the name mean?
Lau Ste yah but it’s different with Eve
wow perfect answer
Her extreme intelligence, her childlike nature, her obsessions, her clear ability to feel emotion even though it is presented in such a twisted, dark way, and to only a small fraction of the people in her life...her superficial charm and flair, her ability to make someone feel so sorry for her, to make people root for her, when she has done so many awful things...she is an extraordinary creation of a character, and Jodie Comer performs her phenomenally. A true work of art.
You said it.
- Dont' break my heart.
- Don't break mine.
The way her voice breaks on this last word is one the most heartbreaking things I've heard in a TV show.
it's emotionally breaking when i see this masterpiece of art
Agreed
flame of hope when she blows up the house it reminds me of every holiday I’ve spent with my family 😂 But I don’t blow up the house.
This video and the parallels you make switching between Villanelle’s rejection from her mother and her rejection from Eve just made me realize how deeply this character was written, holy cow! People who undergo a trauma in childhood (for V, her mother’s rejection and abandonment) often replay the trauma throughout their lives, subconsciously trying to “correct” it by reclaiming control over a similar situation as the traumatic event they had no control over as a child. V does this in her obsessions with Anna and then with Eve, two older, mother-like female figures who, like her mother, she sees some part of herself in. With Anna and her mother, they refused to admit what they are (that they are deep down like her) (in her mother’s case especially) and subsequently reject her. What seems to anger V is not only the rejection of her but also the rejection of that part of her that she sees exists in these others as well (what she and Eve calls the “monster” inside of them in the s3 finale). Eve, on the other hand, in the season 3 finale (spoiler alert!), does admit to V that she is like her and she wanted her monster to encourage her monster all along, and when V admits her true self to Eve (“I’ve killed so many people”) she responds with acceptance, finally correcting the trauma of rejection that she experienced first with her mother and then with Anna too. And it makes so much sense why there was SUCH a huge shift in V’s overall energy after she went home to see her family - she started to uncover her trauma, and discovered when being rejected by her mother again just how much this rejection has shaped her current behavior patterns and longings, and once that awareness that comes from coming back to the source of trauma is ignited, it’s like an entire area of consciousness opens up and the trauma holds less power over us. Our behaviors then become a choice rather than an impulse or habit. As a survivor of childhood trauma I identified with this DEEPLY and damn the writers of this show did their homework.
que no
You know well of what you speak. Well done!
oh my gosh you explained this so well
These themes are often very intertwined, well said!!👏👏
You went to therapy? I'm so afraid to speak out about my traumas.
The best actress I’ve ever seen.
the best anyone's ever seen
She is the most complex character I’ve ever seen in tv shows
This is probably one of my favorite videos of Villanelle i watched in a while, the editing is so smooth, so soft, the voiceovers are so well done it feels like are mixed perfectly together with the song, the scenes, the coloring, everything its so Villanelle or well a side of her, incredible video and that font at the end wow so professional, this is incredible
I have never watched Killing Eve, I don’t know a think about this Villanelle, but only a few seconds in and I’m already looking up where to watch this show
You should watch it it's fucking amazing if you live in the uk watch it on bbc iplayer if not maybe on netflix but seriously watch it.
I watch it on the BBC or AMC
also on slingtv
@Abby Wojtaszek You can watch it on Hulu if you're in USA :)
hulu
I have to say that I understand the villanelle's monologue, from the first moment I saw it, I am not a psychopath or anything (I think) but I know how torturous it is to live a bored life without being able to feel anything. you get hurt and don't feel it, sex, drugs, friendships, outings, work, studies. NOTHING. it's horrible to live trying to capture some kind of emotion. all i feel is huge boredom, i can't focus on anything or anyone for a long time. living life like this is horrible, I identify a lot with her in this matter of life
I feel like in a lot of ways us viewer's can relate to villanelle's character, her storyline or at least some of the things she says. She's a very well written character and she definitely has somethings about her that we feel connected to whether that's based on our own personal lives or just how we feel in life overall, When she said "I hurt myself, doesn't hurt, I buy what I want, I don't want it, I do what I like, I don't like it" I felt that honestly and it hit close to home and I really do believe most of the viewer's can relate to one of the things she's said in the seasons
look up alexithymia, for a long time I thought I fall in some category of sociopathy until I discovered this
I truly hope you're doing well in life, thank you for sharing what you felt comfortable, have a good night/day 😊 sorry for the late comment
i don't think i'll ever be able to get over villanelle
i finaled the show last night and i cannot describe how much i do feel the same
I really felt this one.
That gunshot was so well timed at the beginning ! 0:34
I always end up in tears and more hollowness everytime I watch this video and I keep coming back to it
Same here, hope you are doing well :)
Your edit captured the complexity and the nature of Villanelle's character so well and beautifully. Her saying that she doesn't feel anything and that she doesn't like what she does is more proof of her difficult character. So perfectly done. Great job, KUDOS!!!
She’s such a very well written character
SHE IS SO F*ING AMAZING. i CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT SEASON. ROCK ON JODIE COMER.
she finally has her happiness, only to never be able to experience it again...
this show was cruel
Oh mate, this is fantastic. Absolutely bloody fantastic. You've done her wonderfully.
This is brilliant! 1.40-1.55 - This quote is always so heavy! I hope after season 3, she will find something that will make her happy.
Parallel between Eve and Villanelle's mother on 0.30-0.32 was unexpected! It hurts to see how people abandoned her.
This is phenomenal!! Probably the best Villanelle vid I've seen so far! The song fits her PERFECTLY and of course you matched all the clips and voiceovers to the lyrics flawlessly. You really can't stop yourself from constantly making masterpieces, can you?
Omg what an incredible edit! Captures Villanelle so well, l just want to give her a hug now!! 😭😭😭
This was absolutely fantastic. The editing, song choice, voiceovers; phenomenal. This really encompasses Villanelle's complex, buried emotions that we see Jodie portray so well. Well done.
When she says "don't break mine(heart)", look at her eyes damnnn , it really broke my heart 💔, this show brings art amidst of chaos ❤️. Brilliant edit
It's the best interpretation I've seen lately, this actress is something else. What a wonderful work 👌
Completely one of the best Killing Eve edits I've seen, I loved this so much! Plus the colouring was perfect.
this is so beautiful !!! this serie is really good and what is underneath Villanelle's actions and motivations is so more complex than simple boredom. Jodie's performances are so geniune and emotionnaly profound. Simple wow. A serie to watch. I can't wait for Season 4
After I watched this video, to me, Villanelle seemed such a deep character that I would like to know more about and that's how I decided to watch Killing Eve.
So, thank u, a really greatly made compilation of the most representative scenes of her "why's" and "how's", IMHO
i liked this before watching knowing it wouldn’t disappoint amazing
This hits different now...
Knew it was a matter of time before you edited this show! This is so good, the scene choices, the pacing. Wow
GODD this really hits. Your perfect editing and this perfect song (and villanelle of course) just work together so well. You do be a genus!!
wow, I fell in love with edit. I feel like I can relate to this excluding the killing, of course. But V was so lost and was emotionless until she met Eve. Eve is her anchor, her home,her salvation.
This video is insanely amazing. Normally I don’t watch sad edits bc I like the more upbeat ones but this is just too good
it's a masterpiece! thank you for this vid 💜
this is the best one of these that ive seen. the editing is so perfect. i love that it starts with the aa meeting
SHE JUST NEEDS EVE
yeh BUT, you don't just murder people you need if they are not game. THIS IS THE PSYCHOOATHIC. True diagnosis would be there is not hope for her. She does not have the capacity to feel empathy, The narcissistic side of her is hankering here. She needs to feel adored and loved for who she is. It is so unrealistic. I really do wonder what is to happen in the next season. FASCINATING.
I think with Eve she will find healing, at least on some level. Eve understands her, she trusts her, feels safe with her.
V cannot manipulate Eve, and she knows it-
It is a beginning anyways.
Season 4 will explore more of these dynamics as they try to navigate their relationship, which will never be quite normal but damn will it be interesting to watch! I am looking forward to their bickering while working together and trying to figure out how to be in a relationship-
It will make for interesting dialogue!
I’m so glad Eve got rid of “fudge w/a mustache” (Niko) BORING!!!
I'm excited to see it too but I really hope that Eve will end up like Anna, I mean Eve tried to kill Villanelle and Villanelle tried to kill Eve, this time in season 4 Eve will do something that'll upset Villanelle .
I just hope it's not the other way around where Eve kills Villanelle, that would be unexpected but I wouldn't like it
@@susanttt she didn't get rid of Niko.
The editing of this is incredible. I felt like I was watching a music video. Very fitting with the song and well picked out clips. I absolutely love the show, so this was great to see. Nice job!
i saw that video more than a hundred times it made me watch the series totally in love with this video and villanelle and everything regarding her complex character thank you for showing me this masterpiece
This edit is SO WELL DONE, so beautiful, heartbreaking, and it captures the depth and complexity of Villanelle so well. It brings to light the small details of her trauma and humanity that are so easy to miss watching show. I watch this whenever I want to feel sad and everytime I watch it I notice something new. Bravo!!
I keep coming back to this video, favourite Villanelle edit! It captures her pain and who she is so well!
Your notes under the song are so touching and refreshing to see someone realising in some ways she's still a child. Thank you so much for your video, one of my favorites!
Ahh how am I still not over this, its been about 4 years since I've started this show. It's just so damn good!
this is absolutely amazing, one of the best villanelle edits for sure!
We don’t deserves Jodie, so much talent 💔
Villanelle is amazing love this edit and she’s so pretty
The choice of song is perfect and I love your use of parallels. Brilliant!
I can't stress enough how beautiful this video is. Well done!
This was one of the best Villanelle edits I’ve ever seen omg amazing job !!
I still come back and watch this all the time :( god I love Villanelle, such an incredibly but beautifully complicated character
finally someone used the song for her!! absolutely loving the coloring! beautiful.
This is honestly one of your best videos. so BEAUTIFUL!
can I say that I absolutely love EVERYTHING about this video?
Okay but as someone who loves Billie and killing eve this made me SOB omg I always feel so bad for Villanelle because nobody was able to understand her but then eve came and she did but now Villanelle is all on her own again
Such a complex and beautiful character. I have to watch this show.
How dare you make me cry like that ?
More seriously, your edit was really great, well done !!
This pretty much summed up Villanelle so eloquently. Great editing!
Love this edit, the song goes so well with villanelles story!
i watch this everyday, this video is so well made!
I’ve watched this many times and Jodie’s acting gets me every time…amazing! Well done 👍❤️
this is BRILLIANT
I'm almost done binge-watching season 3. I can't wait for the next season.
KENNYYYYYY
This video is perfection - really well timed and captures the true meaning - it works so well with the song I cant ahh - This is now my new comfort video. I can relate to it so much. I only feel (when I actually do) things in a shallow way and even then when I do it when I don't lol most of the time I do it is with my gf or anger/ negatives when I am not and it just reminds me of how amazing it is to be with her. You feel so out of place in this world. Wanting to do so much that u cant do and just watch from the side lines. Endless boredom and endless teasing. To find someone that gets it (even on different lvls) is just great bc I am so tired of being bored all the time and pushing for something that won't do something and now I have something. - AND I LOVE KILLING EVE FOR THIS - A show that actually doesn't spread lies or negatives
oh wow there goes my heart huh what a masterpiece i love this so much
Love this so much. Beautifully edited and awesome song choice.
way to make me cry on a saturday night
Thank you so much. This is a masterpiece👍🏻 it completes my life.
Love the video! Killing Eve is my favorite show, emotional and beautiful video, thank you
Best video on her ❤️ thank you so much for sharing your art.
This was such an incredibly well done video. If I could give multiple likes to this video, there would be millions on here already. Absolutely outstanding!
this is so beautiful!!
the colour effects you used for this one are amazing and suit so well
Can you hear my heart breaking? This is so beautiful 😍 you always find a way to amaze me
This video is amazing. It went perfectly with the song! Keep up the amazing work.
my favorite song and my favorite character from my favorite show..amazing edit! 👏
AMAZING! Enjoyed every second of this
Exceptional edit!
It's so brilliant ❤❤❤ with the great music and the impressions. But hurting so much....and never seeing Villanelle again???😭😭👍
I keep playing this beautifully made video on the loop these days, the parallel between Villanelle's relationships is edited so perfectly OOF
This video is amazing. I really like her speech in the aa gathering. It's so touching.
Really enjoyed this, seems like I need to catch up
Definitely! I've really been loving s3!
This is absolutely stunning
I got goosebumps, what a gift you have!
Amazing! Perfect song choice for your fantastic editing 😉!
oh my god i love this she deserves the world
This video hit me real hard😶🙂 Spot on editing btw🔥
My goodness, this is an amazing edit. It made me feeeel
How have I only just seen this masterpiece !?
Zoe... this is *chef's kiss* 👌
One of the best edit ❤️
this is phenomenal!
wow okay thank you i'm crying
Thank you for this masterpiece!
Just finished watching Killing Eve, love the show. But I really love this video of you too!!
Ugh.... SO GOOD.
This is everything
This song is Villanelles theme song! Your editing and transitions are so smooth I hope this is your career field. I’m in awe of your work, your video just appeared on a killing eve Facebook page and I couldn’t wait to comment. The show is amazing but you truly have a talent for editing, well done!
This is so beautiful🤧
This is incredible