Wow !!! I cannot believe what you said, and my heart is full of emotions because I actually say to God that I cannot wait for the weekend so I can hang with him and speak to him. What you just said was a message from God to let me know I am normal and not mad . I have conversations with God all the time but it’s so hard between Mondays to Fridays with the distractions of work and non believers . This is when I feel empty and lost and far from God. Now I know someone else is like me and hangs with God. It’s a nice feeling when God is in your heart, mind and soul . Your video was definitely a message from God speaking to me. Thank you 🙏💖
I have finally felt that peace the past few weeks even though the enemy is working overtime attacking my thoughts and sending his demons when I’m sleeping. Nothing can take that peace away from me anymore.
"But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Corinthians 12 : 9-10
Always finding much Joy when sharing God's goodness❤ you project an endearing commitment to our father🙏 Shalom and may you continue to always meditate on God's word. The word meditate in Hebrew is (Hagaw) to always talk, utter and mutter like being in a prayer mode of non-stop communicating with our heavenly father.
Matthew 10:34 “Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.” John 14:15 “If ye love me, keep my commandments.” Matthew 15:24 “But he answered and said, I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel.”
God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are, so that no human being might boast in the presence of God. 1 Corinthians 1 : 28-29
‘God, be merciful to me, a sinner!’ I tell you, this man went down to his house justified, rather than the other. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but the one who humbles himself will be exalted.”
You talked about how powerful our words can be. " I repent GOD for making me bigger than you". Those were some very powerful and profound word you said about self loathing Jennifer. It hit like a ton of bricks. Thanks for the video and ill see you in the next one.
"Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the faith God has distributed to each of you." Romans 12:3
I grew up Christian. Great way to live my life. Saved me from numerous errors. In my 50's I had a spiritual awakening. Wow.... Now I am spiritual much more than religious. Blessings to you on your life path.
If there is besetting sin in my life the first thing I ought to do is to make sure I am daily reading the Bible. I will sin less simply by virtue of daily meditating upon God's word.
Jennifer you are such a beautiful and wise woman. I hope I find this inner peace (which surpasses all understanding) as well in my walk with Christ. Greetings and blessings from Belgium, Europe.
Some time a few years ago I was praying a hour every day i would never get a phone call but I was praying I got a phone call from my Hispanic girlfriend from Texas I must say she was a great cook
Lord hear my prayers. I’m struggling providing for my children it’s been years now. The devil is attacking me. I have two beautiful boys both have special needs. I’m overwhelmed every month is a struggle to not end up on the streets with my children. Lord restore my faith and continue to give me strength.❤️
Yes He is amazing ! "For by the grace given to me I say to everyone among you not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think with sober judgment, each according to the measure of faith that God has assigned." Romans 12:3
I hear this video I really do and I practice finding peace with the lord daily cause it's key to my life survival. But I'll be honest it's kinda hard to stay positive all the time, while literally being stalked and harassed... I have random women walking past me calling me a POS or when I'm in a store being treated as if I'm gonna steal lol when for yrs I pay for things I get doesn't matter they still try and provoke.. there are some ppl that even try and sabotage the vehicle I'm in... And now they try daily to get into a fender bender to involve me in a road rage involved shooting me being the one shot. All my life I talk about God and how good he's been I show ppl how he's been amazing in my life... And I've been lied on made as a scapegoat.. ppl see me and think ohhh easy target.. he has no family no friends... Let's blame him. And the ppl who claim to help me literally do all they can to ruin my forward momentum... And than try and make me do imorale things bad for my spirit. But God sees and will protect... Touch not my anointed.. this means physically or emotionally... With lies. I just have to wait and be silent. And I'm sure most of them will see this comment and feel happy. Thinking he's breaking. But I'm not, far from it I'm getting stronger. God moves mountains and has helped me defeat giants many times over. In God's hands I leave this burden and pain. In Jesus I trust and love always. Amen 🙏🙌💖.
Gods spirit is inside every person even if they reject him. You cannot escape God. Colossians 1:15 - 1:17. He made all things… and BY HIM ALL THINGS CONSIST. His love is unconditional. There is NEVER a condition where he doesn’t love a human. It DOES NOT matter. He just doesn’t “reveal himself” to pride/rejection of who he is.
After a weeks of lumbering, chipping, and dragging trees. Your love for God and peaceful chill attitude is so refreshing. I enjoy your content. Keep it up . Maybe tackle why good men avoid women next . Later ✌️
Great video. I pray that God blesses you. I must admit that I battle with thoughts of myself as a failure and if I make a mistake oh boy I am brutal at times with myself.
Hey jennifer, wait a minute, you can't be hanging out with my father because he is here with me right now! Praise God he is omnipresent. He is here. He is with you and with every true believer. Preach it. I know you keep saying you are not a ministry, not a pastor, but I truly say to you, this is your ministry. Si no me crees see yourself and see what your doing that's a ministry of a evangelist. How do I know I'm glad you asked because that's what I do.
Women are born at the top of the mountain; men are born in the valley. Man is judged on how hi he climbs; a woman is judged on how far she falls. Men have much to gain; women have much to lose. Masculinity is built; femininity is preserved.
Part 1. My brothers and sisters, this is true. I have been casting out devils since 2016, and anyone can do it. This is how: do you believe in my father's word? Do you believe the Holy Spirit is in you? Do you believe in john 14:12? Then just act upon it. Don't think about it when you see someone angry, look at that person and say it be still and come out of this person. You don't have to say it loud because the demonic spirit will hear you because it is not you, but hethe holy spirit dwelling in you, he does the work. We just have to take my father at his word and just do it and see the miracles.you might have to say it a few times at the beginning if you have never done it before. I see people getting healed from cancer and diseases, people getting up and walking again, people getting baptist.
God is creative in every second. This is why all things are possible with God. All things work together for good in God’s plan and way. Some things may take a little while until we are ready to let go of them. As soon as we let go, they die and the new Godly thing becomes alive in their place. A lot of what we see are tangled threads of different colors, shapes and sizes and many of them make no sense in how they relate to each other. We are viewing God’s Tapestry from the Earth side of things. Occasionally, God will share a partial glimse of the heavenly side and every thread has a purpose and a place as God weaves them together. The final Tapestry will have a beauty that takes your breath away as you are consumed by the awe of it all. You are one of those threads that God is thrilled to use in his Tapestry. We are made of 3 parts. The very center is our new spiritual man that aligns with the Holy Spirit and harmonizes with God’s plan. We have a physical body that is a tent of this world redeemed in use but not in substance as it will pass away and we will get a new body. Then we have a mind/soul that is the interface between our spiritual center and the body and world around us that is a struggle place being constantly brought into submission to the will of God. In eternity we will have a new mind to match our spirit and new body. While walking in this world we will get some of the first fruits of that promise in eternity and we will find new things created inside us that are definitely created of God and replace the old thing that were there. Patience is not a thing we work on by turning impatience to patience. We look to God to create patience inside us that matches his nature. We walk by miracles supernaturally in our natural world and thus we are touching the world supernaturally wherever we go.
My prayer as a youth while crying on the altar was for God to make me perfect so he could use me. He told me clearly in my spirit that I would be useless to him if I kept looking for perfection. I needed to yield to God's way of doing things which meant using whatever I was giving however God wanted to use it. The old man lays himself upon the altar and dies and the new man rises and walks away in the power of the Holy Spirit.
YOUR A VESSEL,MIND, BODY, SOUL ARE THE THINGS THAT ARE YOURS, EVERYTHING ELSE INCLUDING YOUNGNS ARNT ALL YOURS,THOSE IN POWER WANT TO TAKE THEM FROM YA, ITS WHY PAY STAYS BELOW INFLATION,WORK/SLAVERY TAKES THE BODY,STRESS OF BILLS TAKES THE MIND AND THE SOUL IS THEN TAKEN BECAUSE YOU CANT WORK THE BODY, FEED THE MIND THAT NOURISH THE SOUL, THAT'S THE WAY I SEE IT,KEEP BEING AMAZING YA QUEEN YE
I cried yesterday for a family in Texas where the mother used the courts to take their child to California and he will be getting surgically castrated and mutilated and the father cannot do anything or have any contact with his son…
I find it hard to really trust and believe in God. Because I have a adventurous spirit and I use to fight for the things I like. My self esteem always have been high and I was blessed with good looks and brains. I loved so many things so working was never a bad thing. But now im depressed because I cant see a future. I never wanted to be an old lady. I feel like since a few yeas that my prime time is gone. And I keep compare how I used to be. I just feel uncomfortable with not being attractive. Suddenly I think about these things I never had that. I could just focus on the inside, God and others. Nobody talks about being 30 and feeling you have it all but you are fearing to age. I feel not excited about being 80. I just feel losing my self esteem. Everytime I think that 5 years ago I was more beautiful and the same smart. I guess that the downside off peaking early. I was always a high achiever. Earned good money, cared about all people. I was that type who's mindset was unstoppable who was honoustly believing with God all is possible. But the problem is I feel like I will lose myself in a not upgrading way. It's deep it's feeling not authentic. I had a burnout I couldn't even call people anymore. It sounds weird but it's not shallow. I literally can't see a future. I can't relate to being old. It's like I used to visualize I see easily what the future will bring. But my progressive mind and old body I can't make it 1 vision. I'm stuck. I can't even connect to God anymore. Because I feel I'm not there anymore, I feel totally dissociated. Suddenly im also lazy, paranoid. Everytime I see an old person I guess thats me soon. I can't trust how I am anymore because it's gone soon. So I try to prepare. I can't explain but I was getting insane. Like I gained weight, I was laying on coutch 6 months, I couldn't even walk to the toilet do depressed I was. I lost all. My dignity, my mind, my trust in God. Because I realized I never wanted to go downhill and God can't help. I know ofcourse you can reframe things ect. But I always have been ageless, like the soul. I'm thinking behind that. Its like I can't see connection between my soul and body and feel not alive. It's more then a shallow thing. I was keep throwing up. Everytime I'm overwhelmed with happiness it's bittersweet because I feel it's going away. So now suddenly I don't feel authentic anymore, because it's not me in the future. I stopped caring about anything and see no escape. I don't have wishes anymore. I don't want to be free in the mind prisoner in a body. Going to the gym, read Bible about becoming best version ect when it's impossible. Stuck with a winner mentality. It's absolutely horrible. I cant trust anymore.
Hey I’m 70 I know how you feel about watching ourselves get older and not being able to do things we used to it happens to everyone we have all been given death sentences. So focus on why we are here and what we need to do to put ourselves in position to enter Gods kingdom. You are closing in on how you will spend eternity that’s not the end that is the beginning the only one that matters
@garyh1407 HI Gary, thanks I indeed try to do that. I was just getting scared because taking care for others is so much easier when you are young and healthy and when happiness seem to be come easily. I have to seem this to turn around to be extra focused. In this moment it's pretty weird what is going on in my mind. It's like not feeling 'you'. Which I hate because makes me lose connection. But will come back!
Part 2. In john 14:12 my father promised we can do the same works he did even greater then his because he was going to the father. Thats a promised but 1st you most believe in him and the works he did. If you already believe then you can cast devils. Heal the sick, baptized people and bring miracles like speak to hurricane, tornadoes. Because he spoke to the tempest be still and they obay. So you have the holy spirit in you just speak to your mountains and you dont have to say in jesus name because is not you speaking is the holy spirirt speaking throug you and you already are jesus. Because you are called by his name. This is deep to understand this. Dont pray to the father. No... you instead speak ythe word to the mountains and they have to obey because its a promise that you can do this. Just act upon his word. And see how wonderful he is.
Isn’t it amazing, Jesus said I didn’t come to bring peace on earth but rather division. Yet JESUS is the Prince of Peace. Jesus is the greatest love anyone could ever know and the greatest life anyone can live. It’s a life beyond this earthly life. And without Jesus people are lost and will be lost and go to Hell and in the end be cast into a burning lake of fire along with the devil and his angels. People better seek Jesus while there’s still time.
More demons are coming to earth, especially after the Rapture. Please seek Jesus, if you don’t know if you are Saved from going to Hell when you die, I recommend that you pray to God and allow God into your Heart, believe Jesus died for you, and took all your sins to the Cross of Salvation.
*I'm glad you made this video,* it reminds me of my transformation from a nobody to good home, $89k biweekly and a good daughter full of love..
Please how ?
Am a born Christian and sometimes I feel so down 😭 of myself because of low finance but I still believe God😞
It's Maria Angelina Alexander doing she's changed my life. A BROKER- like her is what you need.
$356K monthly is something you should feel differently about....
Lovely! I enjoyed it like I enjoy a $100k monthly around the turn!!!
Wow !!! I cannot believe what you said, and my heart is full of emotions because I actually say to God that I cannot wait for the weekend so I can hang with him and speak to him. What you just said was a message from God to let me know I am normal and not mad . I have conversations with God all the time but it’s so hard between Mondays to Fridays with the distractions of work and non believers . This is when I feel empty and lost and far from God. Now I know someone else is like me and hangs with God. It’s a nice feeling when God is in your heart, mind and soul . Your video was definitely a message from God speaking to me. Thank you 🙏💖
I often ask God why is it so difficult to find a God loving woman like this to spend quality time with
What an amazing woman.
I have finally felt that peace the past few weeks even though the enemy is working overtime attacking my thoughts and sending his demons when I’m sleeping. Nothing can take that peace away from me anymore.
"But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong."
2 Corinthians 12 : 9-10
You are so right. It's hard to face myself. Thanks
Always finding much Joy when sharing God's goodness❤ you project an endearing commitment to our father🙏 Shalom and may you continue to always meditate on God's word. The word meditate in Hebrew is
(Hagaw) to always talk, utter and mutter like being in a prayer mode of non-stop communicating with our heavenly father.
I'm happy I'm not the only one that's rides with Jesus. He feels like he is literally hanging out with me. God Bless you guys!
Matthew 10:34
“Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.”
John 14:15
“If ye love me, keep my commandments.”
Matthew 15:24
“But he answered and said, I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel.”
Amen!!!!
Thank you 🙏 Jennifer.
100% accurate and resonating.
Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.
Philippians 2 : 3
Thank you, Jennifer, you always have a great message, and remember 👣 in the sand Jesus Christ is walking beside us everywhere we go! God Bless You 🙏
God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are, so that no human being might boast in the presence of God.
1 Corinthians 1 : 28-29
‘God, be merciful to me, a sinner!’ I tell you, this man went down to his house justified, rather than the other. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but the one who humbles himself will be exalted.”
100%. Would be tough to tell the difference though! How could a person identify a prideless individual with authority vs someone full of themselves?
GOD BLESS YOU
You talked about how powerful our words can be. " I repent GOD for making me bigger than you". Those were some very powerful and profound word you said about self loathing Jennifer. It hit like a ton of bricks. Thanks for the video and ill see you in the next one.
"Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the faith God has distributed to each of you."
Romans 12:3
So real and authentic, I do really enjoy your videos.
Fantastic thoughts around the 15 min mark.
You do so well to communicate with others Jennifer especially as you are a relatively baby Christian 👍😇🙏
I grew up Christian. Great way to live my life. Saved me from numerous errors. In my 50's I had a spiritual awakening. Wow.... Now I am spiritual much more than religious. Blessings to you on your life path.
Prayers 🙏
The wisdom and knowledge God gave me causes me sadness and sorrow sometimes but it’s all worth it they cannot deceive you
Yes, it can be very scary.
Let go of the wheel.. and let Him take over.
I like your prayers love God
I’ve been struggling to reign in my tongue, he has told me not to say mean things so many times lately
"Let someone else praise you, and not your own mouth; an outsider, and not your own lips."
Proverbs 27:2
If there is besetting sin in my life the first thing I ought to do is to make sure I am daily reading the Bible. I will sin less simply by virtue of daily meditating upon God's word.
True, Jesus said that if I the son of man be lifted up from the earth (you,me,others) then I will drawl all men unto me (JESUS)
I try to live up to my last name, one at a time. But she's like a commercial trawler, with a big net. God bless her 🙏 and you also!❤
Very helpful. Really appreciate it.
Gracias Jennifer por tus palabras!! Always is good to know the truth!!
Jennifer you are such a beautiful and wise woman. I hope I find this inner peace (which surpasses all understanding) as well in my walk with Christ. Greetings and blessings from Belgium, Europe.
Good bless you lovely sister in Christ Jesus 💕🙏🌹😇
Helo🌟yes rite said....
Some time a few years ago I was praying a hour every day i would never get a phone call but I was praying I got a phone call from my Hispanic girlfriend from Texas I must say she was a great cook
Thankyou, for your guidance and letting the Holy Spirit work through you.
These are wonderful thoughts
Lord hear my prayers. I’m struggling providing for my children it’s been years now. The devil is attacking me. I have two beautiful boys both have special needs. I’m overwhelmed every month is a struggle to not end up on the streets with my children. Lord restore my faith and continue to give me strength.❤️
;0) ...amen!....keep on keeping on!!!!
Awesome!.. God is amazing, isn't He?..
Yes He is amazing !
"For by the grace given to me I say to everyone among you not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think with sober judgment, each according to the measure of faith that God has assigned."
Romans 12:3
@@tremblay236 Amen!..
I hear this video I really do and I practice finding peace with the lord daily cause it's key to my life survival. But I'll be honest it's kinda hard to stay positive all the time, while literally being stalked and harassed... I have random women walking past me calling me a POS or when I'm in a store being treated as if I'm gonna steal lol when for yrs I pay for things I get doesn't matter they still try and provoke.. there are some ppl that even try and sabotage the vehicle I'm in... And now they try daily to get into a fender bender to involve me in a road rage involved shooting me being the one shot. All my life I talk about God and how good he's been I show ppl how he's been amazing in my life... And I've been lied on made as a scapegoat.. ppl see me and think ohhh easy target.. he has no family no friends... Let's blame him. And the ppl who claim to help me literally do all they can to ruin my forward momentum... And than try and make me do imorale things bad for my spirit. But God sees and will protect... Touch not my anointed.. this means physically or emotionally... With lies. I just have to wait and be silent. And I'm sure most of them will see this comment and feel happy. Thinking he's breaking. But I'm not, far from it I'm getting stronger. God moves mountains and has helped me defeat giants many times over. In God's hands I leave this burden and pain. In Jesus I trust and love always. Amen 🙏🙌💖.
I’ve always felt like I get stronger in isolation
The angels can’t stand it. It’s a tough trap to fall into Jesus help us
Gods spirit is inside every person even if they reject him. You cannot escape God. Colossians 1:15 - 1:17. He made all things… and BY HIM ALL THINGS CONSIST. His love is unconditional. There is NEVER a condition where he doesn’t love a human. It DOES NOT matter. He just doesn’t “reveal himself” to pride/rejection of who he is.
I Love are God and the way you treach the word I love your beautiful heart of God ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Didn't know you went to SHSU. I went there as well. Great message. I suffer from that a lot.
Love love love Jesus Freaks!
After a weeks of lumbering, chipping, and dragging trees. Your love for God and peaceful chill attitude is so refreshing. I enjoy your content. Keep it up . Maybe tackle why good men avoid women next . Later ✌️
Great video. I pray that God blesses you. I must admit that I battle with thoughts of myself as a failure and if I make a mistake oh boy I am brutal at times with myself.
This saved me. I married in love with a Lilith and now we have a girl baby :'[ Yeshua is saving me and teaching me now daily, and ONLY
Good morning Jennifer thank you for all the great messages and prayers
Hey jennifer, wait a minute, you can't be hanging out with my father because he is here with me right now! Praise God he is omnipresent. He is here. He is with you and with every true believer. Preach it. I know you keep saying you are not a ministry, not a pastor, but I truly say to you, this is your ministry. Si no me crees see yourself and see what your doing that's a ministry of a evangelist. How do I know I'm glad you asked because that's what I do.
That's right!!!
Women are born at the top of the mountain; men are born in the valley.
Man is judged on how hi he climbs; a woman is judged on how far she falls.
Men have much to gain; women have much to lose. Masculinity is built; femininity is preserved.
Part 1. My brothers and sisters, this is true. I have been casting out devils since 2016, and anyone can do it. This is how: do you believe in my father's word? Do you believe the Holy Spirit is in you? Do you believe in john 14:12? Then just act upon it. Don't think about it when you see someone angry, look at that person and say it be still and come out of this person. You don't have to say it loud because the demonic spirit will hear you because it is not you, but hethe holy spirit dwelling in you, he does the work. We just have to take my father at his word and just do it and see the miracles.you might have to say it a few times at the beginning if you have never done it before. I see people getting healed from cancer and diseases, people getting up and walking again, people getting baptist.
Great title.. 👍 insightful
may the word of God be with you
Thank you ,I appreciate your support ,from Rick
Hi, greetings in Jesus name 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
Tnank you
God is creative in every second. This is why all things are possible with God.
All things work together for good in God’s plan and way. Some things may take a little while until we are ready to let go of them. As soon as we let go, they die and the new Godly thing becomes alive in their place.
A lot of what we see are tangled threads of different colors, shapes and sizes and many of them make no sense in how they relate to each other. We are viewing God’s Tapestry from the Earth side of things. Occasionally, God will share a partial glimse of the heavenly side and every thread has a purpose and a place as God weaves them together. The final Tapestry will have a beauty that takes your breath away as you are consumed by the awe of it all. You are one of those threads that God is thrilled to use in his Tapestry.
We are made of 3 parts. The very center is our new spiritual man that aligns with the Holy Spirit and harmonizes with God’s plan. We have a physical body that is a tent of this world redeemed in use but not in substance as it will pass away and we will get a new body. Then we have a mind/soul that is the interface between our spiritual center and the body and world around us that is a struggle place being constantly brought into submission to the will of God. In eternity we will have a new mind to match our spirit and new body.
While walking in this world we will get some of the first fruits of that promise in eternity and we will find new things created inside us that are definitely created of God and replace the old thing that were there. Patience is not a thing we work on by turning impatience to patience. We look to God to create patience inside us that matches his nature. We walk by miracles supernaturally in our natural world and thus we are touching the world supernaturally wherever we go.
My prayer as a youth while crying on the altar was for God to make me perfect so he could use me. He told me clearly in my spirit that I would be useless to him if I kept looking for perfection. I needed to yield to God's way of doing things which meant using whatever I was giving however God wanted to use it. The old man lays himself upon the altar and dies and the new man rises and walks away in the power of the Holy Spirit.
YOUR A VESSEL,MIND, BODY, SOUL ARE THE THINGS THAT ARE YOURS, EVERYTHING ELSE INCLUDING YOUNGNS ARNT ALL YOURS,THOSE IN POWER WANT TO TAKE THEM FROM YA, ITS WHY PAY STAYS BELOW INFLATION,WORK/SLAVERY TAKES THE BODY,STRESS OF BILLS TAKES THE MIND AND THE SOUL IS THEN TAKEN BECAUSE YOU CANT WORK THE BODY, FEED THE MIND THAT NOURISH THE SOUL, THAT'S THE WAY I SEE IT,KEEP BEING AMAZING YA QUEEN YE
I cried yesterday for a family in Texas where the mother used the courts to take their child to California and he will be getting surgically castrated and mutilated and the father cannot do anything or have any contact with his son…
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Please pray for this boy
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💪👸👍
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I find it hard to really trust and believe in God. Because I have a adventurous spirit and I use to fight for the things I like. My self esteem always have been high and I was blessed with good looks and brains. I loved so many things so working was never a bad thing. But now im depressed because I cant see a future. I never wanted to be an old lady. I feel like since a few yeas that my prime time is gone. And I keep compare how I used to be. I just feel uncomfortable with not being attractive. Suddenly I think about these things I never had that. I could just focus on the inside, God and others. Nobody talks about being 30 and feeling you have it all but you are fearing to age. I feel not excited about being 80. I just feel losing my self esteem. Everytime I think that 5 years ago I was more beautiful and the same smart. I guess that the downside off peaking early. I was always a high achiever. Earned good money, cared about all people. I was that type who's mindset was unstoppable who was honoustly believing with God all is possible. But the problem is I feel like I will lose myself in a not upgrading way. It's deep it's feeling not authentic. I had a burnout I couldn't even call people anymore. It sounds weird but it's not shallow. I literally can't see a future. I can't relate to being old. It's like I used to visualize I see easily what the future will bring. But my progressive mind and old body I can't make it 1 vision. I'm stuck. I can't even connect to God anymore. Because I feel I'm not there anymore, I feel totally dissociated. Suddenly im also lazy, paranoid. Everytime I see an old person I guess thats me soon. I can't trust how I am anymore because it's gone soon. So I try to prepare. I can't explain but I was getting insane. Like I gained weight, I was laying on coutch 6 months, I couldn't even walk to the toilet do depressed I was. I lost all. My dignity, my mind, my trust in God. Because I realized I never wanted to go downhill and God can't help. I know ofcourse you can reframe things ect. But I always have been ageless, like the soul. I'm thinking behind that. Its like I can't see connection between my soul and body and feel not alive. It's more then a shallow thing. I was keep throwing up. Everytime I'm overwhelmed with happiness it's bittersweet because I feel it's going away. So now suddenly I don't feel authentic anymore, because it's not me in the future. I stopped caring about anything and see no escape. I don't have wishes anymore. I don't want to be free in the mind prisoner in a body. Going to the gym, read Bible about becoming best version ect when it's impossible. Stuck with a winner mentality. It's absolutely horrible. I cant trust anymore.
Hey I’m 70 I know how you feel about watching ourselves get older and not being able to do things we used to it happens to everyone we have all been given death sentences. So focus on why we are here and what we need to do to put ourselves in position to enter Gods kingdom. You are closing in on how you will spend eternity that’s not the end that is the beginning the only one that matters
@garyh1407 HI Gary, thanks I indeed try to do that. I was just getting scared because taking care for others is so much easier when you are young and healthy and when happiness seem to be come easily. I have to seem this to turn around to be extra focused. In this moment it's pretty weird what is going on in my mind. It's like not feeling 'you'. Which I hate because makes me lose connection. But will come back!
Al Ma Que R 👏😇
You can’t be a part time Christian with a full time devil 🙏
I love that.🙏🙌🕯️
@ I learnt this lesson the hard way 🙏🙏
"For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.”
Luke 14:11
Gorgeous Christian sister, I hope we meet one day! x
Stay Close Too JESUS!!! In All Things...
100% HOLY SPIRIT / Will Help You. :)
Part 2. In john 14:12 my father promised we can do the same works he did even greater then his because he was going to the father. Thats a promised but 1st you most believe in him and the works he did. If you already believe then you can cast devils. Heal the sick, baptized people and bring miracles like speak to hurricane, tornadoes. Because he spoke to the tempest be still and they obay. So you have the holy spirit in you just speak to your mountains and you dont have to say in jesus name because is not you speaking is the holy spirirt speaking throug you and you already are jesus. Because you are called by his name. This is deep to understand this. Dont pray to the father. No... you instead speak ythe word to the mountains and they have to obey because its a promise that you can do this.
Just act upon his word. And see how wonderful he is.
Jennifer, you should attend a Traditional Latin Mass
Mateo 8 versiculo 23 Al 27 , 1 corintios capitulo 10, versiculo 13, , la Puerto esta avierta, la solution esta , sige cargando tu Cruz,
Hey, I hope you have been good
Isn’t it amazing, Jesus said I didn’t come to bring peace on earth but rather division. Yet JESUS is the Prince of Peace. Jesus is the greatest love anyone could ever know and the greatest life anyone can live. It’s a life beyond this earthly life. And without Jesus people are lost and will be lost and go to Hell and in the end be cast into a burning lake of fire along with the devil and his angels. People better seek Jesus while there’s still time.
More demons are coming to earth, especially after the Rapture. Please seek Jesus, if you don’t know if you are Saved from going to Hell when you die, I recommend that you pray to God and allow God into your Heart, believe Jesus died for you, and took all your sins to the Cross of Salvation.
Yes !
"He must increase, but I must decrease.”
John 3:30
you so pretty. love your eyes
Never heard that my cousin would comment this but really nice👍
look after your health.
eat properly.
not good to starve yourself.
Hello baby, nice to see you doing this great video, , 🙏💓💐👍