Out of the blue Went and pushed her Love out the way Miles away What can I say I've been alone Out of control Find a solution We had our problems and I didn't do shit Its complicated Out of thin air Love went and faded Loved her so much that I lost myself She went ahead and found someone else True pain Stare into her eyes She looked away Maybe part of loving is to let go Saying goodbye I'm use to hello She thinks of questions that had no reply She talk to me In her free time Some free their time To talk to me She can take the truth Took her outside We eye to eye Under the stars in the sky Opened my heart Sadly no more It was before Holding us down like a anchor Took a breathe almost drown On the way up Conquer my demons Use to act like a monster And now a word from ours sponsors Wait I don't got one Hang on to your woman if you got one Same reason I don't got one Knew our way but we lost it Our hearts like the ocean We crossed it Eyes water like the faucet Can you relate How much pain can you take ? I can feel my heart rate Speed up wanna kick back Feet up Broken pieces of my mind Clean up
tears drops on the window pane, crying through the crisis in the beating rain, weve been there and felt the pain, heartbreaks, dying agony, wishing she would capture me, my world ending, god wont rapture me, Life is hell, mmy demons after me, when you left, you took half of me, i gave you all of me, No John Legend, lost in tragedy, ive found depression, Youre Love is captivating, but the drugs keep me sudated, but i wont just sit here waiting... cause my time it aint forever like you said we'd be. Now i know forever isnt true, at least for you and me So, I looked you in your eyes and said i love you till I die, then she turned her back and walked away from me...
I used to love listening to this when I was fucked up in the head and every time I came back it comes back but in a good way I think I’ve cried 7 times already but I’m just here to say thank you for making this beat because it helped me in my dark times without this I wouldn’t be here u saved a life🤟🏽❤️❤️
Why can't you see that I'm falling down I crossed the bridge and now it's burning down Feel like I'm 6 feet under ground Shits not the same when you're not around
Dying inside looking fearless on the outside watch my pain ease away as I smoke my life away no matter how I see life No one won’t ever see it the same way
Thought of diamonds For your burning passion Your beauty glowing Your heart is pounding Burning passion, burning passion Eyes reflect the surface That smile sets me in motion Your laugh got me hopeless A style with colors flowing Love every expression Sense all my emotions I know you know my thoughts I do it all for her, I do it all for her Burning with a passion We going to own the world Or we can chill on the couch loving each other's weird
It took time to get over you. I nearly died when I heard the news. You had me begging, crying on the phone.I was a fool, deeeep in love.I nearly drown swimming against the wave.In your eyes I wasn’t worth the save.I’ve been falling for a while now.It hurts knowing you won’t catch me.I getter be strong that’s what my friends tell me.But when we cross paths the feelings rekindle in me.You got a new man.Rumours are you about to start a family.That really cut deep.Cause in all honesty that was my sole plan.It’s so hard loving you from a distance.Every part of me is dying.I’ve become a chair. I’ve lost weight, I stay up late. I’m going through dark times so I sleep in the day.Do I even cross your mind?Am I even in your phone?Did we cross paths at the wrong time? Questions I’ll never get an answer to.Just know time will grow and I’ll always love you.
I got alot of stress and i cant seem To let it out, I try to drink it all away But then my stomach fills with doubt, and so i think and think about The better days without grey clouds
I'm using this beat. The beat hits me harder than any other beat out there. I cry every time I hear it. Keep making beats. Excited to see what more is to come.
I tried to give u my love Then u put it in the dirt Yeah that left me hurt left some stains on my shirt Till I relised now, that I am found To the last day i live, will make me bound To complete my life, try to break up fights I love everybody in my life I loved u too Till u left me for another dude Ya he was pretty rude
[Intro] Hahahaha I laughin' at you boy Cause i'm up there- Where... where is everybody? Where- Where are my friends? [Verse] Emptiness in my soul Where are my skull? Is it- In my head? Dark days, come through Found my mind and my memories too.. Wanna live- in my head? There's no good or bad option A suffering kid lives in addoption Messing with his- head.. Do you remember the days When you and i take the blames Erased out of our- head. [Refrain] Oh oh oh And now on.. We're both dying Oh oh oh oh And now on.. I leave my mother... Rust in my soul- [Bridge] Feels like dying oh no Dying for my sorrow oh no oh no.. [Outro] Anybody? Anybody? Anybody? Anybody?
I say I'm not scared to die Didn't think I would lose my life You never really know when it's yo time So you better live like you're dyin' Don't let nothin' stop you from tryin' If I told you I was fine I'd be lyin' Cause I'm so broken can't show emotion Up late wide awake gaspin' and chokin' These drugs got me floatin' Never worry bout overdosin' Cause it is what it is What's life without takin' risks? Wipe them tears / face your fears The other side I see it clear I feel the end is near And I don't see myself / when I look in the mirror
What would the sound of breaking free be? I've been boxing myself in small boxes Draw lines around me and I call it logic When I let go of them then my Heart is on it The Source that I draw from got this I let my vision broaden It's time to break free Turn to The Light and just face me Rise to Joy, let the pain be I can feel the Love, faintly Let it grow Let it blow away All the prison walls I'm the warden, got the key to the prison that I'm in Within me is where it's happening I hear God answering I feel passionate 'cause I have Him in my corner as I'm passing this Chapter of my life Enraptured by His Mind Got castles beyond skies Remind me I'm Divine
I fucking loved you It was so true I fell for you Even when I had no fucking clue I was crying I was dying You where just worried about the next guy trying I was never enough You said you where leaving me But I called the bluff I had no reason to live I now had no reason to give These days have been tough Now I knew days would get rough I did all I can To make you understand That Iv always loved you And always had a plan Just couldn’t wrap my mind around the reason why you left me for another man If you would have told me my mistake I think it would have prevented my heart break Now I’m empty in a room An empty conscience With nothing to do But to just think about you Now I’m barley breathin Rarely sleepin Not even eatin Slowly drinkin Just doing a lot of thinkin Trying to escape these fucken feelins Man fuck it’s sicknin........
Look, he was inspiration to us all, he was here for us when we felt like we’re gonna fall he was here for us at our weakest and when we told ourselves we could carry on he believed it he told us to keep a strong spirit. This is to x and I hope he hears it life is big but because of you we no longer fear it. You’re a guardian angel help a lot of us to keep ourselves stable. And thing is you weren’t afraid of death you knew what you wanted to say with every last breath.
Girl I need you Girl I need you Girl I want you Girl I want you Girl I love you Girl I love you Girl where are you Girl where are you Girl I need you Girl I need you Girl I want you Girl I want you Girl I love you Girl I love you Girl where are you Girl where are you I just need you in my live Bae your love keeps me alive Heartache and strife is in my mind Stinging me just like a hive I don’t wanna play your games I know that I’m to blame I never wanted the fame Knew I loved you when you came And sat with us at lunch We were a sad little bunch Girl i need you but I don’t want you Didn’t treat you right i would flaunt And I’d taunt Wanted to break up but didn’t have the balls You still loved me through all my falls Babe I see you And I need you Say you love me Come and cuddle me Girl you lovely Girl come love me Girl I need you Girl I need you Girl I want you Girl I want you Girl I love you Girl I love you Girl where are you Girl where are you Girl I need you Girl I need you Girl I want you Girl I want you Girl I love you Girl I love you Girl where are you Girl where are you You were new and I started on a new plate Wanted to ask you on a date That’s now my favorite movie You sat on me and drank my smoothie But babe your games are getting stale Still My love will never fail Send you this song in the mail Like the final coffin in the nail
nah nah i was just messing wit you. i was just being an internet troll. you do you and don’t let anyone tell you other than that. if you want keep writing then you will just get better and better.(try soundcloud as a start)
Casi te he podido olvidar Encerrado en mi cuarto sin querer llorar Muchos sentimientos muertos Te siento tan lejos vivo en el recuerdo Donde Dime dónde estás? A un paso de caer sin vuelta atrás
I'm dying alive And I'm dying to strive can't pick myself up, cause I'm barely alive I'll cut myself open just gimme the knives thinkin back ON TO the days I was five it was so different, now I'm barely alive My mind is an engine, don't put me in drive I'm running from you, but I can't fucking hide Dig me grave, like I'm dying inside I'm dying for you, but you put me aside Fuck with feelings, just tried and denied No I'm not gone, but I'm leaving goodbye making a play, but that shit wasn't sly Shit wasn't you, it was me, oh my Never could trust, if they never could lie Thinking to live, but I'm dying alive Given me nothing and I will still thrive All on my own but I will arrive be betray be me be fine Stand back up, cause I know im alive Thinkin I'm dumb cause the truth isn't nice Don't not need no,wasn't the time Feeling the stars when I look up at night Hurt my emotions, but I will still fight Talking some shit, like my fists feelin might You are not wrong and we are not right Give me a chance, but it never was slight Gimme the smoke, I'm as high as a kite I'm fighting these demons that keep me alive, devil on my shoulder with a knife in my side so I take all these drugs thatll keep me blind Only time to think when I'm outta my mind livin my life one puff at a time Smoke some more tree, while you fucking with me, Missin my fam, I'll internally bleed, wanna get there, so those mouths I will feed, I promise you the world, I'll get you whatever you need This is my emotion all these lyrics that I read,
Hook: You left me to dying. You look how I'm dying. You have no remorse And you will never be crying You left me to dying. You look how I'm dying. You never forget me whatever you trying. You left me to dying. You look how I'm dying. You have no remorse And you will never be crying You left me to dying. You look how I'm dying, dying, dying...
 Gave my heart away hate it when the loved ones betray 17 and my life's not the same any more why? Is everything looking all fine (when its not ) why? no one is holding my hand (when Its all gone) why? don't you ever try (to give a call) (to give a call) When I fall When I break Would you leave? Or Would you stay? Never knew It was my mistake . . . . Should've kept you out of my head but baby now it all regret I'm Stuck here , can't move ahead still remember the things you used to say that "baby i care" but bitch, you don't Hoping to forget you but bitch, I won't to cut off the wrist was the plan but can't give this fucking pain to my fam So Numb that I am out of tears now No way to get out of here now If death takes me away one day , I'll blame that bitch who betrayed 17 and My life is not the same any more -17 by Ilhaan Madani
Shit is hectic Look at it from ones perspective Worlds infected I’m tormented No there’s no ending It’s just spreading Get to guessing Get to resting Is it all destined Or is it all manifested Every days a lesson Everything’s to question Look at what’s around you Reach your breakthrough Pursue and review Don’t make and excuse Just execute all the bad views Take out all those bad screws Find a new path to choose There isn’t enough time I don’t feel fine Let me define I don’t know how I feel inside I’m done giving people my time They treat it as a dime Love or hate it’s all the same Just put it all up in flame They play it like a game It’s a shame Who’s to blame For all the pain Feels like I’m standing in acid rain Don’t look back accelerate Im just trying to escape Hoping it’s a dream and I awake I don’t even remember yesterday Remember it’s all grey Minds As crazy as bastille day But I just lay I’m not afraid It’s like this always Here’s a jumpstart Never let anyone close to ur heart you’ll never leave this world unhurt keep that circle short Don’t regret it there’s no restart Thoughts won’t depart
Most nights I pray to be alive On the other hand when I’m alive I just wanna die to show most people hate can go along way not how they think it is just how i spent most of my days locked in a cage with no one to save ... me It hurts at least I know I’m still gonna be the same ... me Changes occurring why do I feel so worthless in a life that I call my own Sucks to see your loved ones go To not think about possibilities only how far you’ll go
Lost but I found love To many times when I fell out of You an me talking about us I just didn't recognize till now cause Love didn't mean a thing Heart turned cold for the wrong hate I loved you just couldn't say it Maybe it's the butterflies pulling me Hopefully I get back before I really leave You know me I could've bled Thinking to many thoughts to the head Let's end this suffering then you got me all depressed Relentless just wanna cope with life it's just not easy anymore Built up so much just for me to be broke down an torn I just wanted so much more Lost but I found love Too many times when I fell out of You an me talking about us I just didn't recognize till now cause
My hear hurts , i got so much pain . Someone tell me why i got so many thoughts running through my brain. This shit always be the same . Going to sleep sad hoping to wake up okay , but its the same shit everyday . i cant keep living this way. Pain eating me up , girl you was my crutch , then you went and left me alone to try and stand up. How im gon do it ? Need you in my life , only when im w you is everything alright. Cant sleep at night , stuck on the same old ride , kind full . need a break fore i run outta time . Is this the end of the line ? Where its all over . Got a voice tellin me different on each of my shoulders. Gotta be strong momma raise me be a soldier . You was my outlet . You and the writing . But now you gone so im here alone cryin , this and the writing , whats coming of my life , scared of the future because it can change overnight . Ask how im doing ? Well im barely getting by . Trying slow it down going night by night. Once upon a time it was on you i relied. Now im alone w no tears left to cry . But im staying alive and taking my time , staying strong staying on the grind . This taught all i got is mine , so thanks for the lesson ill keep it in mind . Remember first timewe went in the rain ? Messed up my brandnew shoes ? Yeah , me too . Those were the times , Life was easier then , you and me , just us two . Wish we could go back but that isnt true . Love is a lie. Loves a waste of time . Loves a way to get other shit off your mind . Nobody worried about me or mines , so im getting it all alone and thats on my mom. Put my head down and grind , coming out on top . Staying dedicated so you know i wont stop . Shit always changes . People change and thats life . How you gon get thru , how you gon survive? Speaking from the heart i dont how but ill figure it out . Self sufficient to the bone i dont need hella clout . Give me minimum wage ill still make it , and afterwards donate to charity because im feeling gracious. Or am i crazy? Its to the point where im thinking maybe . Getting through the storm like a captain in the navy. Lifes a rollercoaster and right now im not too thrilled . Because my heart feels killed .really Shattered to pieces . But it all still loves you so why would you leave it ? Was down for anything , i was down to ride , thought id get through it all if you was by my side . But I thought wrong , cause now you gone , and im stuck here singing this song.
Sorry had to do it... I dont know to do My heads wrapped around you I dont know what to do, I don’t know what to do Hearts trapped up in cases Don’t know why I must chase this But I feel its my placement Since sleeping in the basement Makes no sense but I stay in No matter what anyone is sayin’ I know I’m not playing With you or these dreams Everynight that I’m seeing But I wake up and its fleeting I can feel my heart beating Faster every second I start feeling A plastered mold of my dealings From drugs to my sub conscience readings Way to deep to reap the meanings Of anything that you see in me The green stay it aint leaving me I still use it but I need to see That in the end it probably grieving me But I put it down i feel it leaving me I dont like that feeling leaving me Wanna stay high forever stop treating me Like a degenerate I know you never felt it When the weed hit and you meltin’ But then I fall asleep then I slept in And don’t wanna wake up with feelings kept in So thats why you just stepped in Never wanted no help and I meant it But for some reason you the one that I leapt in A Full heart, with no half steps in
Everyday I wake up I get lost in my mind Close my eyes try to remember The times scraping money looking for dimes Now we scrap time looking for lives That matter more then are own The tv's lie so we stare at our phones My minds a little hazy But I should be fine Smoke this blunt try to unwrap my time To busy with this music got no time for my friends Mom always screeming hopefully we arent short on rent I may not be broken I might be bent Send this 45 acp Right through my fucking head Yeah, yeah I feel dead So filled with dread I try to be cool I fallow all the trends But what is being cool when you got no friends So i sit in my room Ear to the music Mind to the smoke My girl always laughingly cause I am a joke joke Wanna make her happy How the fuck can I do that when I'm always broke Yeah, yeah I feel dead So fill my head With your lies Close my eyes Envision peace of mind Unwrap this blunt and then I fly Meditate until I'm in the sky All my lifes a fucking lie When can I take off my disguise I promise I'm a nice guy Look past the tattoos and self harm lines Used to do white lines when my phone died No charger so it was a long time Hopefully soon ill have peace of mind Wonder if god is scared of unused time
Been in my feelings lately I know it drives me crazy But u don’t I heard this shit passes down into my babies But I’m still stuck with this shit Don’t know what it is But when I see myself in the mirror something just don’t seem to click They tell me life’s a game u can’t quit .... I think different Sometimes
Where do I begin From the beginning or the fucking end They say gone but not forgotten Feeling so low feeling rotten Why did u have to go to the light Y did we have to fucking fight Now u can’t even catch me wen I stumble Now I’m starting to fucking crumble
I'm fighting these demons that keep me alive, devil on my shoulder with a knife in my side so I take all these drugs thatll keep me blind Only time to think when I'm outta my mind livin my life one puff at a time Smoke some more tree, while you fucking with me, Missin my fam, wanna get there, so those mouths I will feed, I promise you the world, I'll get you whatever you need This is my emotion all these lyrics that I read, Said I'll be careful with the path the lead Tellin all these kids don't idolize me Happiness is happy, I'm alone underneath, smoke in my lungs so barely can breath
I'm dying I'm crying I'm sinking I ain't flying You say u love me why is you lying I see the devil above me why he smiling Why he smiling I see the devil above me why he smiling Why he smiling
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i used it for fun i will delete if you would like me too
So how does the lease work?
Taylor King I would like to buy the Instrumental
You say its free tho
this is so good man, honestly
Ocean beats up in this
Ocean Beats for reals, I just got done making a beat. Took like 3 hours and it made me really happy. This is just soooo good though
Out of the blue
Went and pushed her
Love out the way
Miles away
What can I say
I've been alone
Out of control
Find a solution
We had our problems
and I didn't do shit
Its complicated
Out of thin air
Love went and faded
Loved her so much that I lost myself
She went ahead and found someone else
True pain
Stare into her eyes
She looked away
Maybe part of loving is to let go
Saying goodbye
I'm use to hello
She thinks of questions that had no reply
She talk to me
In her free time
Some free their time
To talk to me
She can take the truth
Took her outside
We eye to eye
Under the stars in the sky
Opened my heart
Sadly no more
It was before
Holding us down like a anchor
Took a breathe
almost drown
On the way up
Conquer my demons
Use to act like a monster
And now a word from ours sponsors
Wait I don't got one
Hang on to your woman if you got one
Same reason I don't got one
Knew our way but we lost it
Our hearts like the ocean
We crossed it
Eyes water like the faucet
Can you relate
How much pain can you take ?
I can feel my heart rate
Speed up wanna kick back
Feet up
Broken pieces of my mind
Clean up
tears drops on the window pane,
crying through the crisis in the beating rain,
weve been there and felt the pain,
heartbreaks, dying agony,
wishing she would capture me,
my world ending,
god wont rapture me,
Life is hell, mmy demons after me,
when you left, you took half of me,
i gave you all of me, No John Legend,
lost in tragedy, ive found depression,
Youre Love is captivating, but the drugs keep me sudated,
but i wont just sit here waiting...
cause my time it aint forever like you said we'd be.
Now i know forever isnt true, at least for you and me
So, I looked you in your eyes and said i love you till I die,
then she turned her back and walked away from me...
I can feel your pain my nigga. Stay strong
You needs to put those lyrics over this beat and post it that shit, that’s actually like deep shit man
ml
MY SONG NOWW!!!
I used to love listening to this when I was fucked up in the head and every time I came back it comes back but in a good way I think I’ve cried 7 times already but I’m just here to say thank you for making this beat because it helped me in my dark times without this I wouldn’t be here u saved a life🤟🏽❤️❤️
Your msg warmed my hearth ... i feel so much emotion towards this beat ... i hope to give you what you never taught you needed
This is exactly the type of shit I've been waiting for you to drop. I get lost in this type of vibe. Dark, mellow, deep, tone. Beautiful.
Why can't you see that I'm falling down
I crossed the bridge and now it's burning down
Feel like I'm 6 feet under ground
Shits not the same when you're not around
so sad ❤️
is that Yondo ???
Ayeee!!!
Alexa play despacito
Yondo passa no meu canal
i luv it
Bro I love your beat this is the most beautifulest beat I've ever heard
I have to write to this
The orchestration is just beautiful...
RIP my man
These really just help me open up man things I jus hate to say out loud I can only say thru here Fr
Found this fire beat the day before he passed away, this is very symbolic to me.
Rest in peace X - you know you did good.
Dying inside
looking fearless on the outside
watch my pain ease away
as I smoke my life away
no matter how I see life
No one won’t ever see it the same way
Thought of diamonds
For your burning passion
Your beauty glowing
Your heart is pounding
Burning passion, burning passion
Eyes reflect the surface
That smile sets me in motion
Your laugh got me hopeless
A style with colors flowing
Love every expression
Sense all my emotions
I know you know my thoughts
I do it all for her,
I do it all for her
Burning with a passion
We going to own the world
Or we can chill on the couch loving each other's weird
This is actually good, and not one of those shit comment raps.
This brings tears to my eyes I don't why
It took time to get over you.
I nearly died when I heard the news. You had me begging, crying on the phone.I was a fool, deeeep in love.I nearly drown swimming against the wave.In your eyes I wasn’t worth the save.I’ve been falling for a while now.It hurts knowing you won’t catch me.I getter be strong that’s what my friends tell me.But when we cross paths the feelings rekindle in me.You got a new man.Rumours are you about to start a family.That really cut deep.Cause in all honesty that was my sole plan.It’s so hard loving you from a distance.Every part of me is dying.I’ve become a chair. I’ve lost weight, I stay up late. I’m going through dark times so I sleep in the day.Do I even cross your mind?Am I even in your phone?Did we cross paths at the wrong time? Questions I’ll never get an answer to.Just know time will grow and I’ll always love you.
damn... that was... straight trash
Enigma Encrypted 😂😂
Enigma Encrypted I mean..... You ain't gotta put him on blast like that tho.
Enigma Encrypted 🤣🤣😭😭🤣🤣🤦🏻♂️🤦🏻♂️🤷🏻♂️🤷🏻♂️🙏🏻🙏🏻RIP tho, to X an this man who wrote this comment. Enigma killed em💀💀💀
Ion know if you are just mourning or it’s lyrics
and i know you feelin low
fakin smiles on the daily
and i know u smokin dope
hidin pain u just cant take no more
I got alot of stress and i cant seem
To let it out,
I try to drink it all away
But then my stomach fills with
doubt,
and so i think and think about
The better days without grey clouds
i cant stop listening to this... i really wanted to write on this but it just hits me in so many ways. truly an amazing piece. Thank You.
so sad, dude
i cryed out all my tearz ❤️
I'm using this beat. The beat hits me harder than any other beat out there. I cry every time I hear it. Keep making beats. Excited to see what more is to come.
even though its sad that we lost x this beat alone struck a sad chord with me
Most Beautiful Beat Ive Ever Heard
I tried to give u my love
Then u put it in the dirt
Yeah that left me hurt
left some stains on my shirt
Till I relised now, that I am found
To the last day i live, will make me bound
To complete my life, try to break up fights
I love everybody in my life
I loved u too
Till u left me for another dude
Ya he was pretty rude
[Intro]
Hahahaha
I laughin' at you boy
Cause i'm up there-
Where... where is everybody?
Where- Where are my friends?
[Verse]
Emptiness in my soul
Where are my skull?
Is it- In my head?
Dark days, come through
Found my mind and my memories too..
Wanna live- in my head?
There's no good or bad option
A suffering kid lives in addoption
Messing with his- head..
Do you remember the days
When you and i take the blames
Erased out of our- head.
[Refrain]
Oh oh oh
And now on..
We're both dying
Oh oh oh oh
And now on..
I leave my mother...
Rust in my soul-
[Bridge]
Feels like dying oh no
Dying for my sorrow
oh no oh no..
[Outro]
Anybody?
Anybody?
Anybody?
Anybody?
I feel these lyrics to be very trueful and resonate with me, can I use them? on a non profit personal album? with tagging you obviously.
@@ruefulcatbat4478 Sure bring it on! ^^
Thank you :)
@@ruefulcatbat4478 yw :3
This is Legendary beat 💯
yo that melody on top is on point!!
I say I'm not scared to die
Didn't think I would lose my life
You never really know when it's yo time
So you better live like you're dyin'
Don't let nothin' stop you from tryin'
If I told you I was fine I'd be lyin'
Cause I'm so broken can't show emotion
Up late wide awake gaspin' and chokin'
These drugs got me floatin'
Never worry bout overdosin'
Cause it is what it is
What's life without takin' risks?
Wipe them tears / face your fears
The other side I see it clear
I feel the end is near
And I don't see myself / when I look in the mirror
What would the sound of breaking free be?
I've been boxing myself in small boxes
Draw lines around me and I call it logic
When I let go of them then my Heart is on it
The Source that I draw from got this
I let my vision broaden
It's time to break free
Turn to The Light and just face me
Rise to Joy, let the pain be
I can feel the Love, faintly
Let it grow
Let it blow away
All the prison walls
I'm the warden, got the key to the prison that I'm in
Within me is where it's happening
I hear God answering
I feel passionate 'cause I have Him in my corner as I'm passing this
Chapter of my life
Enraptured by His Mind
Got castles beyond skies
Remind me I'm Divine
Thiiiis is a beautiful beat. Sooooooo much of a XXXTentacion type feel and swag! Maaan..
I got so many chills ..
Even more emotional right now... RIP
Damn 😢❤❤
This is actually amazing bro
This is it
Ikr
I fucking loved you
It was so true
I fell for you
Even when I had no fucking clue
I was crying
I was dying
You where just worried about the next guy trying
I was never enough
You said you where leaving me
But I called the bluff
I had no reason to live
I now had no reason to give
These days have been tough
Now I knew days would get rough
I did all I can
To make you understand
That Iv always loved you
And always had a plan
Just couldn’t wrap my mind around the reason why you left me for another man
If you would have told me my mistake
I think it would have prevented my heart break
Now I’m empty in a room
An empty conscience
With nothing to do
But to just think about you
Now I’m barley breathin
Rarely sleepin
Not even eatin
Slowly drinkin
Just doing a lot of thinkin
Trying to escape these fucken feelins
Man fuck it’s sicknin........
Look, he was inspiration to us all, he was here for us when we felt like we’re gonna fall he was here for us at our weakest and when we told ourselves we could carry on he believed it he told us to keep a strong spirit. This is to x and I hope he hears it life is big but because of you we no longer fear it. You’re a guardian angel help a lot of us to keep ourselves stable. And thing is you weren’t afraid of death you knew what you wanted to say with every last breath.
memories. fly high king. we are.
How can someone Dislike this Beauty?? Amazing Work!! keep it Up!
This beat helped me find my rap voice 😁 thank you so much x inspired me. LLJ
I feel the vibes man
Art work so fire
this my favorite beat ever
Am so heart broken worse part when am listening to ur songz RIP we will always love u
That sad sauce!👌🏾
Young King making his own lane!
Girl I need you
Girl I need you
Girl I want you
Girl I want you
Girl I love you
Girl I love you
Girl where are you
Girl where are you
Girl I need you
Girl I need you
Girl I want you
Girl I want you
Girl I love you
Girl I love you
Girl where are you
Girl where are you
I just need you in my live
Bae your love keeps me alive
Heartache and strife is in my mind
Stinging me just like a hive
I don’t wanna play your games
I know that I’m to blame
I never wanted the fame
Knew I loved you when you came
And sat with us at lunch
We were a sad little bunch
Girl i need you but I don’t want you
Didn’t treat you right i would flaunt
And I’d taunt
Wanted to break up but didn’t have the balls
You still loved me through all my falls
Babe I see you
And I need you
Say you love me
Come and cuddle me
Girl you lovely
Girl come love me
Girl I need you
Girl I need you
Girl I want you
Girl I want you
Girl I love you
Girl I love you
Girl where are you
Girl where are you
Girl I need you
Girl I need you
Girl I want you
Girl I want you
Girl I love you
Girl I love you
Girl where are you
Girl where are you
You were new and I started on a new plate
Wanted to ask you on a date
That’s now my favorite movie
You sat on me and drank my smoothie
But babe your games are getting stale
Still My love will never fail
Send you this song in the mail
Like the final coffin in the nail
Bruh that is bars, I rap it out, I love ur verse's and the rap out I made, u got sauce yo, love it
LilQueeen Kenn thanks man if you want you can record it and send me the link on SoundCloud cuz I’ll probably never record it
TRASH!! DONT EVER COMMENT AGAIN!!!
sad_boy4ever thanks for the criticism. Now that I look back at this and I’m finally over the relationship these lyrics are low key ass lmao.
nah nah i was just messing wit you. i was just being an internet troll. you do you and don’t let anyone tell you other than that. if you want keep writing then you will just get better and better.(try soundcloud as a start)
This beat gets hella sad but when it drops it’s like you can see the better side of that sadness ya know?
This gives old G-Eazy vibes as well 🙌🏼🔥
I’m buying this!! This is perfect
this beat got mad pain to it. i'm hella diggin it.
you amazing Taylor💯💯
Ima put this in my playlist 🔥🔥
Vibes af 🌊🌊
I love the entrance..... Woooooow
Casi te he podido olvidar
Encerrado en mi cuarto sin querer llorar
Muchos sentimientos muertos
Te siento tan lejos vivo en el recuerdo
Donde
Dime dónde estás?
A un paso de caer sin vuelta atrás
When my mixtape is done, i'm sending it straight to you bro, all the way from South Africa, we finna make magic..
If I can use it
Damn, you really felt the energy
This is beautiful
I'm dying alive
And I'm dying to strive
can't pick myself up, cause I'm barely alive
I'll cut myself open just gimme the knives
thinkin back ON TO the days I was five
it was so different, now I'm barely alive
My mind is an engine, don't put me in drive
I'm running from you, but I can't fucking hide
Dig me grave, like I'm dying inside
I'm dying for you, but you put me aside
Fuck with feelings, just tried and denied
No I'm not gone, but I'm leaving goodbye
making a play, but that shit wasn't sly
Shit wasn't you, it was me, oh my
Never could trust, if they never could lie
Thinking to live, but I'm dying alive
Given me nothing and I will still thrive
All on my own but I will arrive
be betray be me be fine
Stand back up, cause I know im alive
Thinkin I'm dumb cause the truth isn't nice
Don't not need no,wasn't the time
Feeling the stars when I look up at night
Hurt my emotions, but I will still fight
Talking some shit, like my fists feelin might
You are not wrong and we are not right
Give me a chance, but it never was slight
Gimme the smoke, I'm as high as a kite
I'm fighting these demons that keep me alive,
devil on my shoulder with a knife in my side
so I take all these drugs thatll keep me blind
Only time to think when I'm outta my mind
livin my life one puff at a time
Smoke some more tree, while you fucking with me,
Missin my fam, I'll internally bleed,
wanna get there, so those mouths I will feed,
I promise you the world, I'll get you whatever you need
This is my emotion all these lyrics that I read,
You are a 🐐 fr fr, i fw you
Hook:
You left me to dying.
You look how I'm dying.
You have no remorse
And you will never be crying
You left me to dying.
You look how I'm dying.
You never forget me whatever you trying.
You left me to dying.
You look how I'm dying.
You have no remorse
And you will never be crying
You left me to dying.
You look how I'm dying, dying, dying...
Dis Shit Hits Hard When You really think bout it bruh its a 10/10
DAM HOW ERIE OF A TITLE. RIP X
ikr
This s*** so good i wanna cry.

Gave my heart away
hate it when the loved ones betray
17 and my life's not the same
any
more
why? Is everything looking all fine
(when its not )
why? no one is holding my hand
(when Its all gone)
why? don't you ever try
(to give a call)
(to give a call)
When I fall
When I break
Would you leave?
Or Would you stay?
Never knew
It was my mistake
.
.
.
.
Should've kept you out of my head
but baby now it all regret
I'm Stuck here , can't move ahead
still remember the things you used to say
that "baby i care"
but bitch, you don't
Hoping to forget you
but bitch, I won't
to cut off the wrist
was the plan
but can't give this fucking pain
to my fam
So Numb that I am out of tears now
No way to get out of here now
If death takes me away one day ,
I'll blame that bitch who betrayed
17 and My life is not the same
any
more
-17 by Ilhaan Madani
R.I.P X😞
Tout simplement magnifique ! ❤️
Je l’écoute depuis la France ! ❤️
Omg
I might make a sad song out of this about a time when a girl broke my heart 😢😭
Damn i can feel it💔
Shit is hectic
Look at it from ones perspective
Worlds infected
I’m tormented
No there’s no ending
It’s just spreading
Get to guessing
Get to resting
Is it all destined
Or is it all manifested
Every days a lesson
Everything’s to question
Look at what’s around you
Reach your breakthrough
Pursue and review
Don’t make and excuse
Just execute all the bad views
Take out all those bad screws
Find a new path to choose
There isn’t enough time
I don’t feel fine
Let me define
I don’t know how I feel inside
I’m done giving people my time
They treat it as a dime
Love or hate it’s all the same
Just put it all up in flame
They play it like a game
It’s a shame
Who’s to blame
For all the pain
Feels like I’m standing in acid rain
Don’t look back accelerate
Im just trying to escape
Hoping it’s a dream and I awake
I don’t even remember yesterday
Remember it’s all grey
Minds As crazy as bastille day
But I just lay
I’m not afraid
It’s like this always
Here’s a jumpstart
Never let anyone close to ur heart
you’ll never leave this world unhurt
keep that circle short
Don’t regret it there’s no restart
Thoughts won’t depart
Rest in Peace XXXTentacion
Most nights I pray to be alive
On the other hand when I’m alive I just wanna die to show most people hate can go along way not how they think it is just how i spent most of my days locked in a cage with no one to save ... me
It hurts at least I know I’m still gonna be the same ... me
Changes occurring why do I feel so worthless in a life that I call my own
Sucks to see your loved ones go
To not think about possibilities only how far you’ll go
I missed this guy
Lost but I found love
To many times when I fell out of
You an me talking about us
I just didn't recognize till now cause
Love didn't mean a thing
Heart turned cold for the wrong hate
I loved you just couldn't say it
Maybe it's the butterflies pulling me
Hopefully I get back before I really leave
You know me I could've bled
Thinking to many thoughts to the head
Let's end this suffering then you got me all depressed
Relentless just wanna cope with life it's just not easy anymore
Built up so much just for me to be broke down an torn
I just wanted so much more
Lost but I found love
Too many times when I fell out of
You an me talking about us
I just didn't recognize till now cause
Exotic Panda these lyrics are very good
Thank you Taylor King I love you
Love the chords ❤️
My hear hurts , i got so much pain . Someone tell me why i got so many thoughts running through my brain. This shit always be the same . Going to sleep sad hoping to wake up okay , but its the same shit everyday . i cant keep living this way. Pain eating me up , girl you was my crutch , then you went and left me alone to try and stand up. How im gon do it ? Need you in my life , only when im w you is everything alright. Cant sleep at night , stuck on the same old ride , kind full . need a break fore i run outta time . Is this the end of the line ? Where its all over . Got a voice tellin me different on each of my shoulders. Gotta be strong momma raise me be a soldier . You was my outlet . You and the writing . But now you gone so im here alone cryin , this and the writing , whats coming of my life , scared of the future because it can change overnight .
Ask how im doing ? Well im barely getting by . Trying slow it down going night by night. Once upon a time it was on you i relied. Now im alone w no tears left to cry . But im staying alive and taking my time , staying strong staying on the grind . This taught all i got is mine , so thanks for the lesson ill keep it in mind . Remember first timewe went in the rain ? Messed up my brandnew shoes ? Yeah , me too . Those were the times , Life was easier then , you and me , just us two . Wish we could go back but that isnt true .
Love is a lie. Loves a waste of time . Loves a way to get other shit off your mind . Nobody worried about me or mines , so im getting it all alone and thats on my mom. Put my head down and grind , coming out on top . Staying dedicated so you know i wont stop . Shit always changes . People change and thats life . How you gon get thru , how you gon survive? Speaking from the heart i dont how but ill figure it out . Self sufficient to the bone i dont need hella clout . Give me minimum wage ill still make it , and afterwards donate to charity because im feeling gracious. Or am i crazy? Its to the point where im thinking maybe . Getting through the storm like a captain in the navy.
Lifes a rollercoaster and right now im not too thrilled . Because my heart feels killed .really Shattered to pieces . But it all still loves you so why would you leave it ? Was down for anything , i was down to ride , thought id get through it all if you was by my side . But I thought wrong , cause now you gone , and im stuck here singing this song.
Omg so dope. I love piano so fuuking much. Piano its a part of my soul.
Underrated 💯
If i go tomorrow, please don't be sad,
You know that I love you just keep what we had,
I'll take tomorrow as it comes I'm pleased with the past,
Rest in paradise, this is honestly the best beat I've ever heard.
Keys are so damn nice ✌️
Seems like he knew it was gonna happen too😔
You can always change the name of a video
Trap star David Ok, but even the video proved that this was the original title
He did...
Sorry had to do it...
I dont know to do
My heads wrapped around you
I dont know what to do, I don’t know what to do
Hearts trapped up in cases
Don’t know why I must chase this
But I feel its my placement
Since sleeping in the basement
Makes no sense but I stay in
No matter what anyone is sayin’
I know I’m not playing
With you or these dreams
Everynight that I’m seeing
But I wake up and its fleeting
I can feel my heart beating
Faster every second I start feeling
A plastered mold of my dealings
From drugs to my sub conscience readings
Way to deep to reap the meanings
Of anything that you see in me
The green stay it aint leaving me
I still use it but I need to see
That in the end it probably grieving me
But I put it down i feel it leaving me
I dont like that feeling leaving me
Wanna stay high forever stop treating me
Like a degenerate I know you never felt it
When the weed hit and you meltin’
But then I fall asleep then I slept in
And don’t wanna wake up with feelings kept in
So thats why you just stepped in
Never wanted no help and I meant it
But for some reason you the one that I leapt in
A Full heart, with no half steps in
this is amazing!
Everyday I wake up
I get lost in my mind
Close my eyes try to remember
The times scraping money looking for dimes
Now we scrap time looking for lives
That matter more then are own
The tv's lie so we stare at our phones
My minds a little hazy
But I should be fine
Smoke this blunt
try to unwrap my time
To busy with this music
got no time for my friends
Mom always screeming
hopefully we arent short on rent
I may not be broken
I might be bent
Send this 45 acp
Right through my fucking head
Yeah, yeah I feel dead
So filled with dread
I try to be cool
I fallow all the trends
But what is being cool when you got no friends
So i sit in my room
Ear to the music
Mind to the smoke
My girl always laughingly cause I am a joke joke
Wanna make her happy
How the fuck can I do that when I'm always broke
Yeah, yeah I feel dead
So fill my head
With your lies
Close my eyes
Envision peace of mind
Unwrap this blunt and then I fly
Meditate until I'm in the sky
All my lifes a fucking lie
When can I take off my disguise
I promise I'm a nice guy
Look past the tattoos and self harm lines
Used to do white lines when my phone died
No charger so it was a long time
Hopefully soon ill have peace of mind
Wonder if god is scared of unused time
Pretty accurate tbh
Been in my feelings lately
I know it drives me crazy
But u don’t I heard this shit passes down into my babies
But I’m still stuck with this shit
Don’t know what it is
But when I see myself in the mirror something just don’t seem to click
They tell me life’s a game u can’t quit
.... I think different
Sometimes
i luv it bro
Dope Track! Nice feeling 👍
Crazy fire🔥😴
Still listerng ❤️
One of mst
We love you X :'(
Where do I begin
From the beginning or the fucking end
They say gone but not forgotten
Feeling so low feeling rotten
Why did u have to go to the light
Y did we have to fucking fight
Now u can’t even catch me wen I stumble
Now I’m starting to fucking crumble
Daaamn❤🙌🏻
I'm fighting these demons that keep me alive, devil on my shoulder with a knife in my side
so I take all these drugs thatll keep me blind
Only time to think when I'm outta my mind
livin my life one puff at a time
Smoke some more tree, while you fucking with me,
Missin my fam, wanna get there, so those mouths I will feed,
I promise you the world, I'll get you whatever you need
This is my emotion all these lyrics that I read,
Said I'll be careful with the path the lead
Tellin all these kids don't idolize me
Happiness is happy, I'm alone underneath, smoke in my lungs so barely can breath
I’m writing to this deeply
I'm dying
I'm crying
I'm sinking I ain't flying
You say u love me why is you lying
I see the devil above me
why he smiling
Why he smiling
I see the devil above me
why he smiling
Why he smiling
This is perfect. Thank you.