Thank you so much for sharing this song with us. Since you wrote on Instagram that you were hesitant about releasing this, I am even more happy that you did it. You're not alone, and to people who lost one or both their parents, listening to this song means so much. My father especially would've loved this song, and you are so strong for this song, no matter how hard it makes me cry. You're an absolute legend
But sometimes you reply and realise later it didn't make any difference - I happened to me when I was your age. Please don't be too hard on yourself. The song is intensely beautiful.
The pain in this song is oddly beautiful. I'm 67 and have lost a few friends that way. There has been a lot of loss in the family, parents we expected to lose, siblings who were supposed to out live us you put all those feelings in through an amp and now I (even though it almost makes me cry) I can't stop listening.
You have my deepest condolences. This is such an amazing song, and you're brave for putting this song out there. It feels so cathartic, especially reading the lyrics, but I can't stop the headbanging-
I’m so sorry that you are dealing with that right now, but I’m glad that your mom is at least alive. I hope she recovers soon, and I wish you all the best during this difficult time ❤️🩹 take care
I hope your mother is recovering from her state, and that she’s happier now. I’m sorry for what you’re going through, it must be difficult and hurtful for you and your mom. I wish your mother a healthy recovery ❤️🩹 Wishing you two the best, may you two overcome any difficulties along the way💐
@@boppityboop7575 thank all of you so much. She has recovered since then and is working on becoming happier and healthier. I still think it will take some time but she’s much better and grateful that she’s still here. I’m grateful she’s still here too.
I wonder how you can overcome the sadness, not crying while singing this song. I lost my father earlier this year, and it's been heartbreaking. Even now, the feelings are still blue. It was like a dream where I want him to be in it, All the future ends there. I feel relate so much. It must be very difficult to move past these emotions. hope I can over come it one day. Thank you for made this song out MEMI
I've attempted to take my life multiple times. I recieved a major life changing injury from one attempt (I actually successfully died but was brought back). I know what it's like to look into the abyss and think theres nothing left and doing that is the only way out. There truely was nothing anyone could've said or done to change my mind at that point. Once the decision to take your life is made, it's hard to change that mindset. Sorry for your loss, suicide is very devastating. Sometimes its preventable sometimes it's not, but just know it's not your fault. ❤
I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for this song. My little brother took his own life three months ago when he was only 15 years old. I didn't reply to his last message in time either. Day after day I ask myself whether it would have changed anything. The guilt accompanies me every day and seems to consume me completely. I find it so difficult to confide in friends and ask for support. Since this song was released, I have listened to it very, very often and it makes me feel a little less alone with this endless pain and devastating grief.
I found this song in TikTok and it’s on repeat for four hours. I lost my dad almost four years ago and this song is very strong in feelings. It’s just so beautiful, so much in feelings. I hope you will get better through the time. You are not alone. And big thank you, that you helped me to let sadness out with this song. Just to feel a little bit better. Thank you. ❤
Thank you for sharing this. My dad also committed suicide and I decided to write a song about it. I also lost him in my early 20s. Not easy as you know but thank you for being courageous.
I cried listening to this song. I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my brother the same way. Everyone kept asking themselves, why didn't I answer that last call or why didn't I detect anything in that last goodbye? What I eventually had to accept was that only the person who leaves knows it's the last chance. Everyone did their best with what they knew at the time. I'm sure you did, too. This song is painful but beautiful. Thank you for sharing. I hope it inspires people to get educated about how to spot the signs of suicide and what to do about it. Maybe your song will save lives. I hope you are soon granted tranquility and healing. Please offer yourself grace and know that it wasn't your fault. May your friend rest in peace. 🙇♀️💖
I found you through instagram and goddamn did reading the meaning behind this song while listening to it make me cry. I think this is the first song that made me full on cry
This song gave me goosebumps in a good way before I heard the lyrics. It felt sad and real personal and then i saw the lyrics and can’t thank you enough for sharing your pain with us. It may not be easy but you’re helping a lot of people and plus it’s a great song. The best ones come from real experiences and i definitely felt this
I am so incredibly sorry for anyone who had to go through this. I can only imagine how terrible you must feel. No one deserves to go through such a thing. You are loved, I hope and wish the best to all of you, I'm so sorry, you don't deserve this.
I used to listen to this song and just think of it as a really great song. Friend of mine just passed away and suddenly this song just hits so much harder. Chest gets heavy when I hear the lyrics now.
my partner passed away a little over three years ago. i didn’t reply to this song either. i wanted to take my life a couple weeks ago and felt unsafe with myself, so a friend took me to the hospital. she told me that i was doing the thing she had wished my late partner had done. those words stick with me when i hear this song. it’s painful but from the heart, and i resonate with it deeply. thank you for this song, memi. good luck and all the best to you.
scrolling through all of your songs and found this one...the title really attracts me to listen and when i read the comments and saw that you made this for your parents hurts me and at the same time it gives me a realisation. thank you so much for releasing it,it means a lot to me. dont too hard on yourself,sometimes things are just meant to be the way it is,regardless of what "we couldve done"
My sister passed away recently, the last couple of weeks of her life we weren’t in good terms. How i regret everything, how i should’ve handled everything. 2:42 - 3:03 definitely hits hard, this music video feels exactly how the song feels, this whole song is lyrically perfect on how it feels to lose a person. Thank you for releasing this
I don't know if you will read this. Please don't blame yourself. It isn't your fault. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you find healing in time. Please keep sharing music with us.
i found you through spotify recs today and this song specifically has been on repeat. this song has really resonated with me as i had been in a similar situation where i occasionally still feel the guilt of wishing i had reached out sooner or earlier despite growing apart, or being more understanding and supportive of their personal struggles, and now they are not here anymore.. you are so incredibly talented and amazing ty for this gem
I'm sorry for what you went through Memi but I'm glad you have an outlet for your thoughts and feelings xx hope you're well!! 💕 Also this is a beautiful song!!
memi, thank you for releasing this song. she helped me cope with the loss of a loved one and please be strong! everything will be fine, it's not your fault, and please don't blame yourself. you will definitely cope with everything ❣️
Thank you for posting this. I feel like I’ve been on the edge for so long, and I feel like this song helps me consider how it would affect those who care about me. I’m so sorry for your loss.
This song touched a scar 11 years old. Such a beautiful song I could feel the pain and emotion from beginning till end and wanted to hear it again and again. You’re an amazing artist and your loss is felt deeply. For a long time I thought only if I had made that last call or text it would have been different. I looked for answers at the bottom of bottles and drugs trying to numb what guilt I had. I would get all messed up and starting hearing voices to jump off the balcony. I found Jesus Christ and EVERYTHING changed. I got touched by the holy spirt and was sealed by his mercy and love. I began to fast out of fear. For 3 days and nights I could feel the spiritual warfare for my soul happening. I stopped all the things that had been tied to astrology, tarot cards and other spiritual activities. And Doors that were shut for years began to open ! After 4 years I quit drinking and smoking and completed a 41 day fast water only and lost 112 lbs. I’m no longer the man I used to be I forgave all those who wronged me and forgave the ones who let go to soon. Became reborn and renewed but never forgot who and what I left behind. I’ll never turn or look back again only forward!
i lost contact with one of my best friend from high school after the whole corona thing. at first, we still ask about each other favorite shows, but then he changed his number and deleted his socials. i cannot contact him and then i moved to different city and we totally lost contact. in the beginning of this year, when i talk to my friend, i mentioned him couple of times. now that i looked back, i think that's a sign for me to get in contact again with him. but it's all not possible anymore. in march, i heard from my best friend from high school, she said that he had gone forever. and my heart breaks. i have so many what if's at that time. fly high sky
Thank you so much for this song. My dad has been struggling with some issues since I was a kid and I always felt like it was my responsibility to help him. It's been really rough especially this last year. This song makes me feel like I am not alone. Thanks again!
Memi, I found out about you through Instagram. I wanted to cry listening to this song, and I'm so sorry for your loss. you have my condolences. thank you for being vulnerable and putting such a personal song of such a tragic incident of your life out into the world❤ you aren't alone,
At the same time my favorite song from you and yet I feel guilty for saying that at the same time even though it is unreasonable. Amazingly brave and caring of you to open up like that. Thank you
Love your music, definitely you can be a great rock star, hope the music producers can see it too Deep lyrics by the way, thanks for you unique music 💙
This song would fit perfectly for anime《NANA》. I'm a new fan from Taiwan, just watched her performance in fireball festival in Taiwan few days ago. Pretty amazing~ Keep going MEMI!
When I first heard this song, I didn’t understand what it was about. It wasn’t until the 2nd listen, then hearing the details.. this is emotionally heartbreaking on every level 😢
Thank you for having the courage to be vulnerable and release this song. Its beautiful and evokes so much pain. I hope this song provides closure and healing for you.
first listened to the song and fell in love with the guitar but now after recent events the lyrics fucking hurt never expected to lose someone so quick i really wish i said something
Thank you so much for sharing this song with us. Since you wrote on Instagram that you were hesitant about releasing this, I am even more happy that you did it. You're not alone, and to people who lost one or both their parents, listening to this song means so much. My father especially would've loved this song, and you are so strong for this song, no matter how hard it makes me cry. You're an absolute legend
😢💯😍😍😍😍😍
She lost family?
🫶
But sometimes you reply and realise later it didn't make any difference - I happened to me when I was your age. Please don't be too hard on yourself. The song is intensely beautiful.
The pain in this song is oddly beautiful. I'm 67 and have lost a few friends that way. There has been a lot of loss in the family, parents we expected to lose, siblings who were supposed to out live us you put all those feelings in through an amp and now I (even though it almost makes me cry) I can't stop listening.
I don't know if ever a guitar solo made me cry. This one did.
Great song. Great lyrics. Thank you!
You have my deepest condolences. This is such an amazing song, and you're brave for putting this song out there. It feels so cathartic, especially reading the lyrics, but I can't stop the headbanging-
My mom attempted to take her life yesterday. She’s inn the icu today. Barely alive. This song hit so deep in my current situation
I’m so sorry that you are dealing with that right now, but I’m glad that your mom is at least alive. I hope she recovers soon, and I wish you all the best during this difficult time ❤️🩹 take care
love ❤❤❤❤
I hope your mother is recovering from her state, and that she’s happier now. I’m sorry for what you’re going through, it must be difficult and hurtful for you and your mom. I wish your mother a healthy recovery ❤️🩹
Wishing you two the best, may you two overcome any difficulties along the way💐
@@boppityboop7575 thank all of you so much. She has recovered since then and is working on becoming happier and healthier. I still think it will take some time but she’s much better and grateful that she’s still here. I’m grateful she’s still here too.
I wonder how you can overcome the sadness, not crying while singing this song. I lost my father earlier this year, and it's been heartbreaking.
Even now, the feelings are still blue. It was like a dream where I want him to be in it, All the future ends there.
I feel relate so much. It must be very difficult to move past these emotions. hope I can over come it one day. Thank you for made this song out MEMI
MEMI never disappoints.
I've attempted to take my life multiple times. I recieved a major life changing injury from one attempt (I actually successfully died but was brought back). I know what it's like to look into the abyss and think theres nothing left and doing that is the only way out. There truely was nothing anyone could've said or done to change my mind at that point. Once the decision to take your life is made, it's hard to change that mindset. Sorry for your loss, suicide is very devastating. Sometimes its preventable sometimes it's not, but just know it's not your fault. ❤
I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for this song. My little brother took his own life three months ago when he was only 15 years old. I didn't reply to his last message in time either. Day after day I ask myself whether it would have changed anything. The guilt accompanies me every day and seems to consume me completely. I find it so difficult to confide in friends and ask for support. Since this song was released, I have listened to it very, very often and it makes me feel a little less alone with this endless pain and devastating grief.
노래 제목에서 부터 슬픔이 느껴집니다..
깊은 사연이 녹아있는 노래을 너무 잘
듣고 갑니다.
“ you were mean till the end” leaving the pain for myself to deal with
I found this song in TikTok and it’s on repeat for four hours.
I lost my dad almost four years ago and this song is very strong in feelings. It’s just so beautiful, so much in feelings.
I hope you will get better through the time. You are not alone.
And big thank you, that you helped me to let sadness out with this song. Just to feel a little bit better. Thank you. ❤
라이브에서 눈물흘리시는거 보고 맴찢이었습니다ㅠ
Thank you for sharing this. My dad also committed suicide and I decided to write a song about it. I also lost him in my early 20s. Not easy as you know but thank you for being courageous.
무물보보고와써요. 아니 노래쩝니다...와..
무물보 어느 편 봐야 하나요? 뭔가 굉장히 슬픈 사연이 있는 노래 같은데 내용을 모르니 궁금하네요.
I cried listening to this song. I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my brother the same way. Everyone kept asking themselves, why didn't I answer that last call or why didn't I detect anything in that last goodbye? What I eventually had to accept was that only the person who leaves knows it's the last chance. Everyone did their best with what they knew at the time. I'm sure you did, too. This song is painful but beautiful. Thank you for sharing. I hope it inspires people to get educated about how to spot the signs of suicide and what to do about it. Maybe your song will save lives.
I hope you are soon granted tranquility and healing. Please offer yourself grace and know that it wasn't your fault.
May your friend rest in peace. 🙇♀️💖
I'm in tears. I love this song. I'm listening to it every day.
I found you through instagram and goddamn did reading the meaning behind this song while listening to it make me cry. I think this is the first song that made me full on cry
This song gave me goosebumps in a good way before I heard the lyrics. It felt sad and real personal and then i saw the lyrics and can’t thank you enough for sharing your pain with us. It may not be easy but you’re helping a lot of people and plus it’s a great song. The best ones come from real experiences and i definitely felt this
I am so incredibly sorry for anyone who had to go through this. I can only imagine how terrible you must feel. No one deserves to go through such a thing. You are loved, I hope and wish the best to all of you, I'm so sorry, you don't deserve this.
Oh~~무물보보고 왔습니다. 음악 너무 좋네요. 기타 연주가 훌륭합니다. 최근들었던 음악중 가장 인상적입니다.
I've been listening to this song for two days straight, yesterday and today. And I can't stop listening to it
I used to listen to this song and just think of it as a really great song. Friend of mine just passed away and suddenly this song just hits so much harder. Chest gets heavy when I hear the lyrics now.
MEMIさん、悲しい経験をされたのですね
Instagramでこの曲を公開するか迷ったとありましたが、公開してくれてありがとう
日本から応援しています
大好きです！
失礼します。
悲しい経験とは何かあったのでしょうか？
韓国語も分からず歌詞が分からないのですがメロディが好みだったので気になってしまいました。
@@なな-q2f6lおそらく恋人らしき人が亡くなったことへの後悔を歌ってるような歌詞だと解釈できます、自分もメロディ好きですが歌詞は残酷なものです。
@@なな-q2f6l
申し訳ございません。
病気で伏せていたので今コメントに気づきました。
私も韓国語はわからなく全て翻訳にかけて読んでいます。
お役に立てずすみません。
@@user-i7n4v
お忙しい中、返信ありがとうございます。
翻訳にかけて読んでみたいと思います。
お身体、お大事になさってください。
my partner passed away a little over three years ago. i didn’t reply to this song either.
i wanted to take my life a couple weeks ago and felt unsafe with myself, so a friend took me to the hospital. she told me that i was doing the thing she had wished my late partner had done.
those words stick with me when i hear this song. it’s painful but from the heart, and i resonate with it deeply.
thank you for this song, memi. good luck and all the best to you.
It’s such a heavy weight to carry someone else’s choices on you. I love this song.
The full circle with the camera😭THIS IS AMAZING THOUGH YOU HAVE SO MUCH TALENT
Been listening to this for a while since it showed up on my Discover Weekly playlist, didn’t know it was such a heavy song until now 🥹
scrolling through all of your songs and found this one...the title really attracts me to listen and when i read the comments and saw that you made this for your parents hurts me and at the same time it gives me a realisation. thank you so much for releasing it,it means a lot to me. dont too hard on yourself,sometimes things are just meant to be the way it is,regardless of what "we couldve done"
My sister passed away recently, the last couple of weeks of her life we weren’t in good terms. How i regret everything, how i should’ve handled everything. 2:42 - 3:03 definitely hits hard, this music video feels exactly how the song feels, this whole song is lyrically perfect on how it feels to lose a person. Thank you for releasing this
I don't know if you will read this. Please don't blame yourself. It isn't your fault. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you find healing in time. Please keep sharing music with us.
You are soooo gooooodddd. I guess I'm in love wtih this song now
i found you through spotify recs today and this song specifically has been on repeat. this song has really resonated with me as i had been in a similar situation where i occasionally still feel the guilt of wishing i had reached out sooner or earlier despite growing apart, or being more understanding and supportive of their personal struggles, and now they are not here anymore.. you are so incredibly talented and amazing ty for this gem
I'm sorry for what you went through Memi but I'm glad you have an outlet for your thoughts and feelings xx hope you're well!! 💕
Also this is a beautiful song!!
this is so good.
This song has the highest ratio of being a total banger & making me want to cry. It's art. Thanks for making it!❤
memi, thank you for releasing this song. she helped me cope with the loss of a loved one and please be strong! everything will be fine, it's not your fault, and please don't blame yourself. you will definitely cope with everything ❣️
Another wonderful song from MEMI!
Thank you for posting this. I feel like I’ve been on the edge for so long, and I feel like this song helps me consider how it would affect those who care about me. I’m so sorry for your loss.
MEMI always hits 💕💕 I loved this song.
This song touched a scar 11 years old. Such a beautiful song I could feel the pain and emotion from beginning till end and wanted to hear it again and again. You’re an amazing artist and your loss is felt deeply. For a long time I thought only if I had made that last call or text it would have been different. I looked for answers at the bottom of bottles and drugs trying to numb what guilt I had. I would get all messed up and starting hearing voices to jump off the balcony. I found Jesus Christ and EVERYTHING changed. I got touched by the holy spirt and was sealed by his mercy and love. I began to fast out of fear. For 3 days and nights I could feel the spiritual warfare for my soul happening. I stopped all the things that had been tied to astrology, tarot cards and other spiritual activities. And Doors that were shut for years began to open ! After 4 years I quit drinking and smoking and completed a 41 day fast water only and lost 112 lbs. I’m no longer the man I used to be I forgave all those who wronged me and forgave the ones who let go to soon. Became reborn and renewed but never forgot who and what I left behind. I’ll never turn or look back again only forward!
She is a very talented lady. This song reminds me of an Artic Monkey vibe. However, her songs come in all sorts of styles and end up uniquely her
Late 90's - early 00's vibes. I love it! Great job Memi! 🖤🤘🔥
you deserve the absolute best - this song is absolutely beautiful ♡︎
love this song, i remembered it other day and couldnt remember the name, so glad it popped up in recommended again
i lost contact with one of my best friend from high school after the whole corona thing. at first, we still ask about each other favorite shows, but then he changed his number and deleted his socials. i cannot contact him and then i moved to different city and we totally lost contact. in the beginning of this year, when i talk to my friend, i mentioned him couple of times. now that i looked back, i think that's a sign for me to get in contact again with him. but it's all not possible anymore. in march, i heard from my best friend from high school, she said that he had gone forever. and my heart breaks. i have so many what if's at that time. fly high sky
This is a very powerfull song🙏 thank you for sharing,im proud of you
Thank you so much for this song. My dad has been struggling with some issues since I was a kid and I always felt like it was my responsibility to help him. It's been really rough especially this last year. This song makes me feel like I am not alone. Thanks again!
출근 아니어서 가려다가 ... 급출근하는 바람에 단공 못가서 아쉬웠는데 이런 영상 올려주시다니 너무 좋네요!! 영상관 별개로 노래자체는 들을때마다 가사가 맘이 아파요 ㅜ
Very good song, and beautiful voice. You have a new fan in London.
london calling
I thank all the algorithms that made me find this song. Its beautiful!
This song is so amazing litteraly cried while listening to rhar, deserve to be viral
this song is GENIUS!
Memi, I found out about you through Instagram. I wanted to cry listening to this song, and I'm so sorry for your loss. you have my condolences. thank you for being vulnerable and putting such a personal song of such a tragic incident of your life out into the world❤ you aren't alone,
i love it, i cant stop listening !
Nice. Well done NEMI. Sry for my late reeepllllyyyyyyy
This song is amazing, thee gener , ur vocals 🫡🫡🫶
At the same time my favorite song from you and yet I feel guilty for saying that at the same time even though it is unreasonable. Amazingly brave and caring of you to open up like that. Thank you
Amazing song!!🥹
I love how well youtube knows my music taste, thank you for releasing this!
Really good. Thank you. I love the vocals, especially. ❤
Love your music, definitely you can be a great rock star, hope the music producers can see it too
Deep lyrics by the way, thanks for you unique music 💙
I can feel the sorrow and angry guilt in the music. It's a drag to live a life with big "what if's". 😔
인스타릴스보다가 라이브보고 요즘도 이런 음악하는 친구가 있구나 싶어 노래 이것저것 들어봤네요
제가 듣기엔 예전 서태지 느낌도 나기도 하시고 바리에이션이 상당히 넓으시네요 옛날생각나면서 다시 음악하고 싶다는 생각이 다 드네요
응원합니다 화이팅
Was waiting for this to drop. Thank you for sharing. I know it must’ve been very hard. It’s a beautiful song and I bawl everytime reading the lyrics.
와 낭만넘치는 구도네요
This is a great song with depth and emotion! I'm a big fan now 🤩
This is so beautifully written, I want to cry
"You were mean till the end" hits hard.
I have goosebumps, it’s so insanely good and has been stuck in my head for weeks
oh this is really beautiful
This song would fit perfectly for anime《NANA》.
I'm a new fan from Taiwan, just watched her performance in fireball festival in Taiwan few days ago. Pretty amazing~
Keep going MEMI!
When I first heard this song, I didn’t understand what it was about. It wasn’t until the 2nd listen, then hearing the details.. this is emotionally heartbreaking on every level 😢
So glad you released this song ❤️ Thank you for blessing me with this masterpiece.
I’d love to hear an acoustic version of this🥺 it’ll be so emotional
Thank you for releasing such a meaningful and beautiful song ❤
Amazing song. Stay strong, Memi.
누나..이노래만 이틀째 듣고있어요::::
Thank you for having the courage to be vulnerable and release this song. Its beautiful and evokes so much pain. I hope this song provides closure and healing for you.
큰 아픔과 슬픔을 겪고 계시면서도 이렇게 좋은 음악을 들을 수 있게 해주셔서 감사합니다.. 자살시도를 했던 경험이 있어 더욱 마음이 울렸던 노래였습니다.
꼭 괜찮으셨으면 좋겠습니다...
thank you for sharing this with the world. i really needed it.
I saw this song from a fanfiction about Stardew Valley, iriris is great and added this song, it's so awesome!!!! I love it ❤
memi is so underrated! this song is beautiful and so are the lyrics
love guitar and bass at this song , great 👍
本当に良い曲
한글 댓글이 적네여 팬이에여!!! 좋은 노래를 들을 기회를 항상 줘서 너어무 좋아여 계속 들을게여!!! 🤯🤩⚘
언니 이번 신곡도 넘 좋아요😭😭
this is genuinely so beautiful it hurts
Keren musicnya ❤❤👍🏻🤘🏻
Love it !! 😍😍❤❤
ooooh i love it!! such a nice song!!!
GUITAR GOES HARD AF , same as vocals 💅
Amazing song 🖤.
この曲は素晴らしすぎる
日本に来ないかな
ライブで見たい
first listened to the song and fell in love with the guitar but now after recent events the lyrics fucking hurt never expected to lose someone so quick i really wish i said something
I LOVED THIS SONG
it's totally my style😭 you're so talented
I love this song this incredible 💟
This song seems and sounds really deep.
It's beautiful because it's real.
Thank You and I'm sorry
Such a good songs😖💯 늠 멋지다🤘🏻🔥