drowning in 999-trillion oceans of grief and despair and PTSD flashbacks... grief and terror debilitate and paralyze me. red hot white burning homicidal rage. I desperately despair for true love, I long for it so deeply, I suppress it so much, I could literally faint from the desire... I can no longer bear the darkness that is my life. I am trapped in hell; I cannot find escape. my soul is raped.
drowning in 999-trillion oceans of grief and despair and PTSD flashbacks...
grief and terror debilitate and paralyze me.
red hot white burning homicidal rage.
I desperately despair for true love, I long for it so deeply, I suppress it so much,
I could literally faint from the desire...
I can no longer bear the darkness that is my life.
I am trapped in hell; I cannot find escape.
my soul is raped.