I lost a childhood friend in a car crash last week. Guy was drunk going 80 in a 45 and T boned him. We havent spoke to each other since i was a pre-teen (im 23 now)I wish i could've talked to him one last time. Maybe played halo 3 or minecraft for old times sake. Rest in peace...
I’m sorry man. We all wish we could be closer to people and don’t realize we could lose them any minute. Life is so fleeting and In what seems so short so much can change. I hope you can recover from this.
I walk with a thousand knifes in my back, one in the front. Ive gotten used to it, i dont take any of them out. I know each person by each knife, that one in the heart. I took it out to look at it, just to have a better look at them. I will lay down to bleed out by their side but never without, you thought it was just the time. I left for a different reason, i dont want it to be time. I dont ever want it to be time.
Dude it’s been so long since I’ve felt that freedom at 3 in the morning on the streets in the summer listening to this song just rotting my soul out over a lesbian girl that I still can’t get over
real (it's getting worse and worse and today it's been 3 years since my friend died in my arms. i can't do this anymore. i tried to kms yesterday. and i failed, again. i'm so tired man.)
@@trxppyweed Hey, you gotta listen to me. Do not kill yourself. You don't hate life, you just hate how life has been treating you, and you may feel as if it's pointless. You might be feeling tired, you might be feeling as if no one understands. Maybe no one does, but this doesn't mean you should end it all. Heres why: Because you are truly in control of your life. You get to choose how you live your life. It doesn't need to end because you feel like ending it. You say life is pointless, and the truth is that.. life is pointless for most people. And the reason why is because reject the idea of God being there. But, I can prove it to you for a fact, just by logic, that God truly does exist. The fact that we have consciousness, and existence, proves there is a God. All we must do is question what is existence. Question the origin of everything, and when you truly search for God, truly search for the one who will give meaning to your life, although you may be searching and searching, He will respond and show you the truth in due time because He loves you and wants you to have true life and true happiness. This doesn't mean that the pain of your friend dying in your arms will go away, because in this life that we live now, its filled with sorrow. But it will give you the strength to keep moving, because you have true happiness and true peace. No matter how much pain suffering and grief you're surrounded by. You say that sadly you're still here, but I am so so thankful that you're still alive that I can't express it over this message. God IS love and God does not want you to end your life. There is hope. Even though I do not know who you are, I don't know who you look like, and I may not know what your favorite color is, it doesn't matter because all that matters is that you are like me. You are a creation of God, just like me. You are made in His image, just like me. No matter how much you believe you've done wrong, it will never separate you from coming back to God. The only thing that can stop you from finding this happiness is yourself. I care for you truly, or I wouldn't have been leaving such a huge message. I am at tears typing this, do not end it all. Find God. And believe me when you truly search, God will truly reveal Himself to you and will give you happiness and will give you rest from your tiredness because He is our true Father and truly wants us to be happy and to experience Him, because without God there is nothingness. He is the one who in His essence is love. The one who truly cares for us more than our parents or wife/husband, or anyone or anything at all could care for us because He is the definition of love. You may be asking, "How do I search for God? What does this mean?" What I mean by searching for God is to truly see if He exists, and try your hardest to find God. It's worth everything, even relationships with friends, family, or anyone at all. Do not end it all. I love and care for you.
Play some snoring from your phone for a few hours when you go to sleep, then turn it off and sleep in relief knowing that you don't have to endure that
For a long time in my life ive experienced things like abuse and other things yet ive learned that i should always remember them and always remember those people i used to think that i wanted them to die in the end they did yet its not what they did, its alwyas about yourself yet i mever learned how to love myself yet just now i did i have friends and some loving family, yet always keep in mind "WHEN LIFE BRINGS YOU DOWN,PULL YOURL SELF BACK UP BECAUSE NO ONE WILL ACCEPT FOR YOU, LEARN TO LOVE AND CHERISH YOU MEMORIES AND THOSE PEOPLE WITH YOU, MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVE YOUR SELF" ~from a very wise man
I have no emotions just blank no smile no happiness not even sadness I haven't cried in 3 years. some of my friends ask me if im okay I respond yes im okay but im not im never.
Alexander the Great found the philosopher looking attentively at a pile of human bones. Diogenes explained, “I am searching for the bones of your father, but cannot distinguish them from those of a slave.” Truly, "all roads lead to rome".
I lost a childhood friend in a car crash last week. Guy was drunk going 80 in a 45 and T boned him. We havent spoke to each other since i was a pre-teen (im 23 now)I wish i could've talked to him one last time. Maybe played halo 3 or minecraft for old times sake. Rest in peace...
I’m sorry man. We all wish we could be closer to people and don’t realize we could lose them any minute. Life is so fleeting and In what seems so short so much can change. I hope you can recover from this.
Im so sorry, rest in peace 😢
born a clown always a clown
Fax
class clowns always suffer when there's nobody to make laugh..
I walk with a thousand knifes in my back, one in the front. Ive gotten used to it, i dont take any of them out. I know each person by each knife, that one in the heart. I took it out to look at it, just to have a better look at them. I will lay down to bleed out by their side but never without, you thought it was just the time. I left for a different reason, i dont want it to be time. I dont ever want it to be time.
my name is topher
is that a suicide-final message?
damn you write very nice, you should become a writer
Are you still here
@@STRANGEREYE6460 making it through man. :]
The more pain I receive only makes me more kinder. I dont want to be people pleaser but i want to see more smile in this world
Dude it’s been so long since I’ve felt that freedom at 3 in the morning on the streets in the summer listening to this song just rotting my soul out over a lesbian girl that I still can’t get over
Damn
The silence is loud.
real (it's getting worse and worse and today it's been 3 years since my friend died in my arms. i can't do this anymore. i tried to kms yesterday. and i failed, again. i'm so tired man.)
Checking to see if you still here?
@@no-nx3ip yes, sadly, still here.
@@trxppyweed
Hey, you gotta listen to me. Do not kill yourself. You don't hate life, you just hate how life has been treating you, and you may feel as if it's pointless. You might be feeling tired, you might be feeling as if no one understands. Maybe no one does, but this doesn't mean you should end it all. Heres why: Because you are truly in control of your life. You get to choose how you live your life. It doesn't need to end because you feel like ending it.
You say life is pointless, and the truth is that.. life is pointless for most people.
And the reason why is because reject the idea of God being there. But, I can prove it to you for a fact, just by logic, that God truly does exist. The fact that we have consciousness, and existence, proves there is a God. All we must do is question what is existence. Question the origin of everything, and when you truly search for God, truly search for the one who will give meaning to your life, although you may be searching and searching, He will respond and show you the truth in due time because He loves you and wants you to have true life and true happiness.
This doesn't mean that the pain of your friend dying in your arms will go away, because in this life that we live now, its filled with sorrow. But it will give you the strength to keep moving, because you have true happiness and true peace. No matter how much pain suffering and grief you're surrounded by.
You say that sadly you're still here, but I am so so thankful that you're still alive that I can't express it over this message.
God IS love and God does not want you to end your life. There is hope. Even though I do not know who you are, I don't know who you look like, and I may not know what your favorite color is, it doesn't matter because all that matters is that you are like me. You are a creation of God, just like me. You are made in His image, just like me. No matter how much you believe you've done wrong, it will never separate you from coming back to God. The only thing that can stop you from finding this happiness is yourself.
I care for you truly, or I wouldn't have been leaving such a huge message. I am at tears typing this, do not end it all. Find God. And believe me when you truly search, God will truly reveal Himself to you and will give you happiness and will give you rest from your tiredness because He is our true Father and truly wants us to be happy and to experience Him, because without God there is nothingness. He is the one who in His essence is love. The one who truly cares for us more than our parents or wife/husband, or anyone or anything at all could care for us because He is the definition of love.
You may be asking, "How do I search for God? What does this mean?" What I mean by searching for God is to truly see if He exists, and try your hardest to find God. It's worth everything, even relationships with friends, family, or anyone at all.
Do not end it all. I love and care for you.
I hate sleeping alone, reminds me of my life
Play some snoring from your phone for a few hours when you go to sleep, then turn it off and sleep in relief knowing that you don't have to endure that
For a long time in my life ive experienced things like abuse and other things yet ive learned that i should always remember them and always remember those people i used to think that i wanted them to die in the end they did yet its not what they did, its alwyas about yourself yet i mever learned how to love myself yet just now i did i have friends and some loving family, yet always keep in mind
"WHEN LIFE BRINGS YOU DOWN,PULL YOURL SELF BACK UP BECAUSE NO ONE WILL ACCEPT FOR YOU, LEARN TO LOVE AND CHERISH YOU MEMORIES AND THOSE PEOPLE WITH YOU, MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVE YOUR SELF"
~from a very wise man
i know now what i am gonna listen when drinking alone middle of a field at 3am
Take me with you
@@ikekiefer4556 ofc buddy
@@paskahousu6438thank you
i am currently bulging my eyes out to this song at 3:29AM so bring me along this bandwagon.
@@yomanikotka you are welcome to come with us bro
This is amazing dude , Thank you for this.
of course mate, glad you enjoyed it
The misery is filling up my hollow body
im so happy you made this
Nice pfp
the pictures goes hard ngl.
I have no emotions just blank no smile no happiness not even sadness I haven't cried in 3 years.
some of my friends ask me if im okay I respond yes im okay but im not im never.
hope your ok bro were all going through a tough time. you're not alone in this world.
We are all the result of the reactions of the pain that people leave us with.
W art
I just hate my life my friends dont like me i dont like myself and i just cant do this anymore
I like you you are best I ever meet online
this is art
I’m a walking curse to everyone
i want to go home but I'm already at my house
I'll be back the day I find her.
one day..
Some day never happens bro. Let her go man just remember a fisherman never catches a fish once
When I hear that it reminds me of old memories.😢
Fuck being nice to everyone.. people will always treat you like shit !
i hope yall realise god loves you
“She stared at her mother, teary eyed. If only her mother knew what the girl had wanted”
Alexander the Great found the philosopher looking attentively at a pile of human bones. Diogenes explained, “I am searching for the bones of your father, but cannot distinguish them from those of a slave.”
Truly, "all roads lead to rome".
Never back down never what!
I want to sleep but my bed is keeping me awake, it doesnt make sense
TE AMO PAOLLAAAA
and yet here you are sitting in you room again.. crying
Do something about it stop being a fool…
mfw i fail at the 5th rep for the 1000th fucking time
👍👍🖤🖤👿
What was her name?
Karen
this is so goofy
why?
Yet you’re here
@@whyimfoster347 listen to the album like a normal person.. not da silly remix for self proclaimed depressed kids
@@proxinitethe album is still for self proclaimed depressed kids
@@ikekiefer4556 me when Im wrong
(I don’t enjoy it)
(me too)