My life is a constant cycle of self-hatred, depression, anger followed by a period of time I feel I'm getting better, a period of time I feel like I don't hate myself and that I am worthy of happiness, only to go back to those shitty emotions, lower than rock bottom. I feel sorry for my parents, they deserve a better child. I feel like an empty void that sucks the life of others around me. I don't hate life but I surely hate myself. If only I wasn't me.
@@aibo4871 do you want to talk about it? I've beaten depression like 6 moths ago, i've helped a lot of my friends to beat it. I'm not a psychologist, but i have a lot of knowlegde and practical advices. I know it's hard to talk about it, but maybe it would be easier with stranger
Hey man... just went through your profile and saw your old videos and stuff, you played roblox, which is pretty cool to see... I hope you are doing alright and everything is fine
i hate everything and everyone, i try, i really do try and see the better in things, but every single time i try, i get beaten to a pulp and all my hope gets torn apart and rendered meaningless and vain. I hate humans because i wish to have a gentle and kind connection with someone, and yet despite my efforts of being kind myself, it's just taken advantage of, i am made as a joke everytime so as to impress someone else entirely. I have lost more of myself than ever each time i put down my walls, and then they are rebuilt bigger and denser, and i will continue with the worthless attempt of breaking them down just to be once more left broken. I am tired and bitter, i am angry and hateful, i am worthless and vain, i am hollow and alone. Above all possible hatred i can muster towards all other things, the one i truly hate with most pure malicious intent is myself, for i am the sole one that puts myself through the hope and deception of believing in the better of people. Humans are disgusting lustful, gluttoneous, greedy, hateful, violent, prideful and treacherous beings of no love and remorse, and i feel nothing but depression every single time i wake up having to deal with the fact i am one aswell. I hate my existence. I hate my hopes and i hate all attempts and wishes for a better future, because every single time without a fault it will be unfullfilled and by God, if God does exist and yet lives, may he have no mercy May his judgement be harsh and cold for that is what i believe now is what we as a species so silful deserve, and if he doesn't exist, may time prove all effort fruitless so we may come to a destiny fitting of us, a vain speck in history of a meaningless and uncaring universe, i hate all of you and yet i pray that you all have a good day.
And after having said all that, you've already contradicted yourself countless times. So is the conclusion then not to realize that reality is what you make of it, and believing that you can find meaning, purpose and fulfillment beyond your expressions of negativity is a choice that you alone can make?
"I wrote a happy ending, just for myself" If Simon could overcome his demons, you can do it too. Don't lose faith, never give up, no matter how dark the path may be, always fight to find that light that illuminates your life. I wish the best to whoever is reading this comment.
every ending of cry of fear is literaly suffering, i feel like simon never got a "happy" ending, cry of fear resambles depression so well, even if you get out, theres no happy ending, its always with you, theres a point where luck can fuck your life so badly that you never get like a "happy" way out of all of this, you either kys or live with the scars that it left for the rest of your life. , depression kills that child deep witin you before torturing it till it chooses to do it themselfs.
I get it man. 18 here and I feel like I’m going no where in life, I’m just a disappointment who thought it was a good idea to drop out of high school, freshmen year too. Everyday feels the same, I wish things were easier
literally i dont do this typical plug and play loop, ( it means let the sound ongoing, waiting to the end and then from the beginning) i listen to the music and loop so, that the sound is clear and its like a normal sound. not beginning -> end -> beginning -> end and so on. just doing a nice crossing between them , so it sounds nice and i taking my time withit for better quality :D
The fact that this ode to hating life is simply called - hate life - without the pronoun I, implies among many other things, the following... The hate for life, while involuntary, and in no way the root of internal motivation, transcendends the individual's perspective. It is not me specifically, or you, who hates life. One could almost argue a consolidation is to be found between all those who understand the essence, the rational loneliness this song, and this soundtrack is trying to convey, which is the hate of life. The male loneliness, when speaking of those males lonely not because they are stupid, ugly or simple - even though I pity those - is the result not of the ability to ask the right questions, but the lack of the ability to find the right answers. And so they sit, stand, lay, walk or run to this soundtrack. Some of them, including me, attend to their studies in its company. Others's work, and some others sleep. A sense of comfort is to be found in these sounds by those who understand, and if asking the right questions, consolidation will occur.
In the yesterday night it was raining in my country (Chile) I was looking at the window the rain falling was also nostalgic and sad remembering all the good moments I got with this game.....
İ cant explain myself from words, but my life not going well already, i am not even old enough for depression maybe, im just a kid maybe, seeing my same-aged friends being happy so much with a full of life-happines is just though, its my exam year and this year really changed me a lot, even after the exam is over, i dont feel like i will gona be more ok, everytime my days going good, sonething really bad gona happen soon. İ already tried to be optimist but no. Maybe my family deserved a more “happy” child. But no, here i am, the worthless me. İ maybe hate myself because of i cant be happy anymore even if i try to be extrovert things go bad, how the hell can our society and people can be that cruel? İ think i dont even care any newly now. İ hate others, but the most bad thing is maybe i hate myself more than anything? Maybe i was the problem. Being kind was my problem. Maybe i never have a happily life then the cruel people. İ was alone everytime even if i have friends, people laughed at me sometimes, i dont even know how to feel anymore, im trying to get a help from my family but what happens is evetything gets more worse and i feel more stressful as the time goes on.Being lonely does things to you.
This summer, I broke up with my best friend. I let this happen. I tried, I tried really fucking hard to make her feel supported and loved when I'm around. But I failed every time. Every one of our interactions boiled down to my depression in the end of it all. Every time anything happened, I managed to find a way to fuck it up and find a way to stay sad, beaten down and bitter. I just let it rot within myself, until she couldn't bear it any longer. She said that the man I have become makes her scared. Said that she couldn't carry the burden which I am. Said that I'm using my state manipulatively, even if it's unintentional. And so I was left alone to my struggles. It's not working out good for me. There are really two options now. To stop being a burden through s#icide or to actually get better and become the man I ought to be. I decided to go for the second option. Not because I believe that I can manage it, but because... well, I guess it's better if I keep myself entertained with those little self-development projects and "feel-good" strategies rather than go to my flat and shoot myself, right? We'll see, we'll see. I know that it's the right way because that's what she would've wanted, too. Catherine, if you're somehow reading this, just know this. I'm trying. Trying real fucking hard. It probably isn't working all that great, but there's still something inside me fighting.
the first option is never an option, dont chose life dependent on a person, there will come a new person in your life for sure. just turn this situation to a better one and do things, what you like in your life. maybe its a little bit hard, if you know that person for a damn long time, but lifes goes on and do the best out of it, but not the first option, this is never a good one.
A funny thing is i have the same hoodie as Simon maybe I should dress like him and go to event and see if any person knows who I'm cosplaying as at least that might put a smile on my face.
I'm looking at the comments and wishing I still have a family lets say its difficult not have a mom to wake you up or a dad to ask what did you do today or some one to say i care about you. ive been seeing a therapist but i still feel empty
Holy shit. I'm looking at the comments of this song, and i'm just drowning in the sorrow. My life is not as bad as I thought. I wish you have happiness. Sorry for my language, I'm russian
Sometimes i just listen to this song to cry to. My life sucks. I dont have any irl friends because. Everyone judges me because of my hobbies. Its sad,but. Ive gotten used to my decrepit loneliness..
Just a suggestion: Nameless Cat's OST named Crow Feast. I know it ain't Cof and no one will probably listen to that, but it's up to you and im not forcing you. Btw you're great at looping! :D
"EVERYTHING YOU SAY TO ME (TAKES ME ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE EDGE,AND IM ABOUT TO BREAK!)"-Chester Bennington on the song "One Step Closer" by Linkin Park
Focus on you and your mom, cherish her and spend all the time you can with her. Nothing will be here forever but, the best thing to do is to make the most of it, our time in this planet. As I said, no matter what happens you find your reasoning, and the only way to do that is to push through the hard times, you can do it, and there isn’t a thing stopping you. There will be ups and downs in life, but always move forward, no matter how hard it gets. I promise to you that you can overcome it. But it’s up to you to make it happen.
Idk why I’m here but it feels so natural to do so… my feelings have already been played with to much… and my hearts hurt so damn much from it I don’t want to suffer or get hurt again…
some times I play COF and just let my mined wonder what if I was in Simons situation, and I'm learning to play hate life on my gaiter is it just me or life is just becoming so bland and iv just been feeling really sad in general ever time i get out of bed in the morning or late at night its like life is just bland its like i hate it but I don't its just so weird.
Every fucking time I think that every next fucking morning I will continue like nothing ever happened like I didn't thinked about ending it all and Im tired of this. Every time I see a tiny bit of hope I'm fine for a moment but it turns into regrets every single time and its harder and harder to continue. I hate that world has to be this way. I think hope is a trap to keep you alive.
I KNOW THIS IS A NEW COMMENT ON AN "OLDER" VID BUT I HAVE TO POST THIS...SORRY, BUT THE SONG CAME FROM THIS SCENE. :( (WARNING, SPOILERS AHEAD). "THE ONLY PERSON WHO TRIED TO HELP ME WAS MY ONLY FRIEND, SOPHIE. PLEASE, TELL HER I'M SORRY, I WISH HER ALL THE BEST. PLEASE DON'T SHOW HER THIS MESS. THIS IS MY CONCLUSION, THIS IS MY END, FAREWELL, EVERYONE." -SIMON HENRIKSSON'S NARRATION/SUICIDE NOTE; FOR ENDING 3...:(
Just beat Silent Hill 2 and came back to this. I made an interesting parallel to the protagonists. Both were in very similar situations. But there was a major difference. James Sunderland overcame his demons. (Depending on the ending, in this case, Leave.) Simon didn’t.
not saying this is a bad song, but I'd like everyone who listens to this to remember that it's harder to stop being sad all the time if you listed to sad music all the time.
@@headhunter6734 well that's true but not listening to sad music isn't gonna make your depression or just feeling so fucking trash gone, it's better to just cry it out here. i do it here too, i fucking hate my life.
@@felek092 You can train your body and mind to have specific emotional reactions in specific situations and places. In fact, we do that all the time. I'm just saying, just because you cried your heart out yesterday doesn't mean you won't feel like doing it again today. At that point one should realize that changes should take place in one's life.
Where are you?
Come home as soon as possible, it's getting dark.
This is not a song, this is a mood
My life is a constant cycle of self-hatred, depression, anger followed by a period of time I feel I'm getting better, a period of time I feel like I don't hate myself and that I am worthy of happiness, only to go back to those shitty emotions, lower than rock bottom. I feel sorry for my parents, they deserve a better child. I feel like an empty void that sucks the life of others around me. I don't hate life but I surely hate myself. If only I wasn't me.
Will it ever end
@@aibo4871 same. your comment just brought me one step closer to ending it all.
@@aibo4871 do you want to talk about it? I've beaten depression like 6 moths ago, i've helped a lot of my friends to beat it. I'm not a psychologist, but i have a lot of knowlegde and practical advices. I know it's hard to talk about it, but maybe it would be easier with stranger
I think exactly the same like you!
Stand proud
Every morning, after 1 am, I go to bed and listen to this on repeat...
But its not sooo good but i feel that. Take care and dont be too hart to yourself. Your familie love you and more👐❤
Same shit, man, take care
That's not really a god thing...
It's good
Hey man... just went through your profile and saw your old videos and stuff, you played roblox, which is pretty cool to see... I hope you are doing alright and everything is fine
i hate everything and everyone, i try, i really do try and see the better in things, but every single time i try, i get beaten to a pulp and all my hope gets torn apart and rendered meaningless and vain. I hate humans because i wish to have a gentle and kind connection with someone, and yet despite my efforts of being kind myself, it's just taken advantage of, i am made as a joke everytime so as to impress someone else entirely. I have lost more of myself than ever each time i put down my walls, and then they are rebuilt bigger and denser, and i will continue with the worthless attempt of breaking them down just to be once more left broken. I am tired and bitter, i am angry and hateful, i am worthless and vain, i am hollow and alone. Above all possible hatred i can muster towards all other things, the one i truly hate with most pure malicious intent is myself, for i am the sole one that puts myself through the hope and deception of believing in the better of people. Humans are disgusting lustful, gluttoneous, greedy, hateful, violent, prideful and treacherous beings of no love and remorse, and i feel nothing but depression every single time i wake up having to deal with the fact i am one aswell. I hate my existence. I hate my hopes and i hate all attempts and wishes for a better future, because every single time without a fault it will be unfullfilled and by God, if God does exist and yet lives, may he have no mercy May his judgement be harsh and cold for that is what i believe now is what we as a species so silful deserve, and if he doesn't exist, may time prove all effort fruitless so we may come to a destiny fitting of us, a vain speck in history of a meaningless and uncaring universe, i hate all of you and yet i pray that you all have a good day.
the razor blade will see bad things tonight... it will.....
And after having said all that, you've already contradicted yourself countless times. So is the conclusion then not to realize that reality is what you make of it, and believing that you can find meaning, purpose and fulfillment beyond your expressions of negativity is a choice that you alone can make?
it is what it is.
"I wrote a happy ending, just for myself"
If Simon could overcome his demons, you can do it too. Don't lose faith, never give up, no matter how dark the path may be, always fight to find that light that illuminates your life. I wish the best to whoever is reading this comment.
every ending of cry of fear is literaly suffering, i feel like simon never got a "happy" ending, cry of fear resambles depression so well, even if you get out, theres no happy ending, its always with you, theres a point where luck can fuck your life so badly that you never get like a "happy" way out of all of this, you either kys or live with the scars that it left for the rest of your life.
, depression kills that child deep witin you before torturing it till it chooses to do it themselfs.
@@foxxdgd443 being in a mental hospital for the rest of your young life isn't really happy...
The feeling this soundtrack gives me is so powerful im stunned
💀
@@GalaxyNoob-ev2bg shut up "galaxy noob" you couldn't think of anything better to put as your username?
THIS WORKOUT MUSIC IS FIREE🔥🔥🔥🔥
WE OUT HERE WORKING OUT OUR EYES FROM ALL THIS CRYIN BRUH💯💯💯☝️☝️☝️💀💀🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
who hurt you bro
@@godlikke everyone besides god
@@weeneeboi3449 damn...
@@eduardsusai559 WE CRYING OF FEAR WITH THIS 1 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
This song just made me feel sorry for Simon and what he’s been through in the whole game
Try going through some of the stuff he has.. It's not fun.
@@Rocket04 alright imma try
@@Rocket04 day 4 of replicating simon's life. pretty easy.
damn... this is more sadder than my bank account
This song just invokes a feeling I cant describe very good
At night I lie down and just play this on repeat till i fall asleep
I hate my life
Relatable
A male's life is not easy. I can understand you
Why?
I get it man. 18 here and I feel like I’m going no where in life, I’m just a disappointment who thought it was a good idea to drop out of high school, freshmen year too. Everyday feels the same, I wish things were easier
@@stonoir5978 It'll get better man, trust me.
hits harder than a car that hit me
simon?
simon?
simon?
simon?
Have you seen Team Psykskallar is making a new version of Cry Of Fear?
I'm dying.
Source, but that will never come
@@stupiditysucks I mean, I'd pay damn good money for it to come out
It's in unreal apparently.
@@stupiditysucks do you think? Hmm i wish it comes😞👐❤
@@Tiago13337 they scrappped it :(
It's time to say goodbye. Thank you for this video, didn't help
If you are gone... I understand it... I really do.
11 years and this game is still fire.
still coming back after many years,and here am i again,at the worst time again. my life is going in a fucking downfall again.
Oh yes me too
Here i am again too
same
Im back again,sadly.
recently lost my only friend who i knew for almost 7 years now
i will miss you.
@@LainIwakuraOGsorry to hear about your best friend. hope all goes well for you and your future life becomes brighter than where it is now.
You do a great job a looping. What's your secret? Lol. Nice job. It's nice to see someone still cares about CoF. Have a nice one. ✌
literally i dont do this typical plug and play loop, ( it means let the sound ongoing, waiting to the end and then from the beginning)
i listen to the music and loop so, that the sound is clear and its like a normal sound. not beginning -> end -> beginning -> end and so on.
just doing a nice crossing between them , so it sounds nice and i taking my time withit for better quality :D
@@xSilverAsh Okay thanks! Have a nice night/ morning/afternoon. Btw it sounds so great.
looool
@@V3rgilsparda_ nice PP/PB i mean profil xD ❤👐
@@Tiago13337 thanks 💕
Psychological music that I listen to for 3 hours every day ❤
I will not cure my depression, if I have one.
I decided to embrace and accept this feeling of sadness and I will live with it until the end.
boohoo
@@esothetics exactly
After a while you can get used to it. When you forget how it feels to be truly happy the emptiness becomes the new normal.
@@maggotfeast It's 2 years now, and honestly i relate to this a lot
I have psychosis. Depression does not move if you don't do anything so move your ass you ungrateful. I do not have the luck you have.
This explains Simon's emotions.
Yea like bad and not good and feeling a little bit ill kinda
I always felt alone... my whole life
Every time I listen to this music, I think of Simon's pain (i am not english my english may be bad)
your english is fine
ur English is zaebok
Me as a kid
"I want to become an adult as soon as possible!"
Me as an adult:
Everything made sense when I realized the lead developer is a DSBM Music artist.
Good song to listen to when you want to... You know.
The fact that this ode to hating life is simply called - hate life - without the pronoun I, implies among many other things, the following...
The hate for life, while involuntary, and in no way the root of internal motivation, transcendends the individual's perspective. It is not me specifically, or you, who hates life. One could almost argue a consolidation is to be found between all those who understand the essence, the rational loneliness this song, and this soundtrack is trying to convey, which is the hate of life.
The male loneliness, when speaking of those males lonely not because they are stupid, ugly or simple - even though I pity those - is the result not of the ability to ask the right questions, but the lack of the ability to find the right answers.
And so they sit, stand, lay, walk or run to this soundtrack. Some of them, including me, attend to their studies in its company. Others's work, and some others sleep. A sense of comfort is to be found in these sounds by those who understand, and if asking the right questions, consolidation will occur.
In the yesterday night it was raining in my country (Chile) I was looking at the window the rain falling was also nostalgic and sad remembering all the good moments I got with this game.....
quien no allá llorado jugando este juego no tiene corazón o lo tiene demasiado frio...........
İ cant explain myself from words, but my life not going well already, i am not even old enough for depression maybe, im just a kid maybe, seeing my same-aged friends being happy so much with a full of life-happines is just though, its my exam year and this year really changed me a lot, even after the exam is over, i dont feel like i will gona be more ok, everytime my days going good, sonething really bad gona happen soon. İ already tried to be optimist but no. Maybe my family deserved a more “happy” child. But no, here i am, the worthless me. İ maybe hate myself because of i cant be happy anymore even if i try to be extrovert things go bad, how the hell can our society and people can be that cruel? İ think i dont even care any newly now. İ hate others, but the most bad thing is maybe i hate myself more than anything? Maybe i was the problem. Being kind was my problem. Maybe i never have a happily life then the cruel people. İ was alone everytime even if i have friends, people laughed at me sometimes, i dont even know how to feel anymore, im trying to get a help from my family but what happens is evetything gets more worse and i feel more stressful as the time goes on.Being lonely does things to you.
Мне наоборот хорошо а одиночестве
@@KOCMOHABT01 yeah, sometimes i guess
when theres no beans at 3 am
This summer, I broke up with my best friend. I let this happen. I tried, I tried really fucking hard to make her feel supported and loved when I'm around. But I failed every time. Every one of our interactions boiled down to my depression in the end of it all. Every time anything happened, I managed to find a way to fuck it up and find a way to stay sad, beaten down and bitter. I just let it rot within myself, until she couldn't bear it any longer. She said that the man I have become makes her scared. Said that she couldn't carry the burden which I am. Said that I'm using my state manipulatively, even if it's unintentional. And so I was left alone to my struggles. It's not working out good for me.
There are really two options now. To stop being a burden through s#icide or to actually get better and become the man I ought to be. I decided to go for the second option. Not because I believe that I can manage it, but because... well, I guess it's better if I keep myself entertained with those little self-development projects and "feel-good" strategies rather than go to my flat and shoot myself, right? We'll see, we'll see. I know that it's the right way because that's what she would've wanted, too.
Catherine, if you're somehow reading this, just know this.
I'm trying. Trying real fucking hard. It probably isn't working all that great, but there's still something inside me fighting.
the first option is never an option, dont chose life dependent on a person, there will come a new person in your life for sure.
just turn this situation to a better one and do things, what you like in your life.
maybe its a little bit hard, if you know that person for a damn long time, but lifes goes on and do the best out of it, but not the first option, this is never a good one.
HOLY SHIT DUDE I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS SONG THANK YOU 🙏🙏
A funny thing is i have the same hoodie as Simon maybe I should dress like him and go to event and see if any person knows who I'm cosplaying as at least that might put a smile on my face.
try it maybe
did u tried?
it's so beautiful
sounds like dsbm
what is dsbm
@@xSilverAsh depressive suicidal black metal
@@ݪ̧̣ف never heard of that kind of music
@@xSilverAsh i think it's based on this but without the screams
@@ݪ̧̣ف based on? dsbm predates this by like a decade. but i agree it is similar to something u would hear in the genre to a degree xD
Ty, i was looking for this soundtrack:)
Its in everyone
I'm looking at the comments and wishing I still have a family lets say its difficult not have a mom to wake you up or a dad to ask what did you do today or some one to say i care about you. ive been seeing a therapist but i still feel empty
Holy shit. I'm looking at the comments of this song, and i'm just drowning in the sorrow. My life is not as bad as I thought. I wish you have happiness. Sorry for my language, I'm russian
I gave you a subscribe if that makes you feel better.
Playing this while playing DayZ is a mood
Sometimes i just listen to this song to cry to. My life sucks. I dont have any irl friends because. Everyone judges me because of my hobbies. Its sad,but. Ive gotten used to my decrepit loneliness..
I've been going outdoors more often and appreciate the woods and scenery :3
@@FelixWoofs glad you found something to make you happy 👍🏽 (I will not last another 5 years)
@@rogelio.diazzzz5548 this winter i hope i can disappear. im so afraid of growing up.
I'll give ya hugs tho :]
@@FelixWoofs i’ll give you hugs too man, I hope your life gets better and easier, because I know my probably wont, but fuck it, it is what it is
@@rogelio.diazzzz5548 i need to go to the hospital right now.the pain is too much i need it to end
This song perfectly represents my life hahhahahaa I’m sure lots can relate too
Real
Real
Real
I know I asked on the Lonely extended vid but can we also get an hour (plus) long version of this one? I can’t get to sleep in less time lol
see on lonely.
i can't upload an hour version.. youtube said, the file is to big.
@@xSilverAsh what if u wanted to upload an hour version, but youtube said, file too big
@@queteimporta9437 you can loop it by pressing right click on video and click Loop
Thank you ❤️
Just a suggestion: Nameless Cat's OST named Crow Feast. I know it ain't Cof and no one will probably listen to that, but it's up to you and im not forcing you. Btw you're great at looping! :D
i look how i can do it. seems difficult
It's sounds like the ambient from "This war of mine".
"EVERYTHING YOU SAY TO ME (TAKES ME ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE EDGE,AND IM ABOUT TO BREAK!)"-Chester Bennington on the song "One Step Closer" by Linkin Park
I lost my best friend/roommate, my job, my gf left me and my mom is sick... I hate life but most of all I hate myself.
Damn. I wish you the best, its not over. Youll find any girl when you really work on yourself
Focus on you and your mom, cherish her and spend all the time you can with her. Nothing will be here forever but, the best thing to do is to make the most of it, our time in this planet. As I said, no matter what happens you find your reasoning, and the only way to do that is to push through the hard times, you can do it, and there isn’t a thing stopping you. There will be ups and downs in life, but always move forward, no matter how hard it gets. I promise to you that you can overcome it. But it’s up to you to make it happen.
I feel you so much man. Hope it will get better for both of us, and we will achieve happiness, or atleast will stop hating ourselves.
Idk why I’m here but it feels so natural to do so… my feelings have already been played with to much… and my hearts hurt so damn much from it I don’t want to suffer or get hurt again…
the slightly out of tune guitar makes this so much better
Could you extend "Anxiety"? It's one of CoF's OST. Thank you already :")
I look into it.
It's made
some times I play COF and just let my mined wonder what if I was in Simons situation, and I'm learning to play hate life on my gaiter is it just me or life is just becoming so bland and iv just been feeling really sad in general ever time i get out of bed in the morning or late at night its like life is just bland its like i hate it but I don't its just so weird.
i edge to this song for 10 hours a day atleast
Tf you edgin to mental issues lol💀💀💀💀💀
If you like this song, there’s a whole genre that sounds extremely similar, check out DSBM
Nice work!
Thank you for posting this.
Its 01:18 i am litstening to hate life it's raining outside and I am sitting leaning out from the window.
Omg so wunderschön..wt.. wow danke!❤👐😍
Lol ehm i mean, thysfm. Its awesome🙌❤
RUclips: I’llbehonest The Few
Nice job 🖤
born to live with silly thoughts, forced to look insane to strangers
i love this music...
real
Every fucking time I think that every next fucking morning I will continue like nothing ever happened like I didn't thinked about ending it all and Im tired of this. Every time I see a tiny bit of hope I'm fine for a moment but it turns into regrets every single time and its harder and harder to continue. I hate that world has to be this way. I think hope is a trap to keep you alive.
quick note, I think for majority of the soundtrack, it's Andreas Rönnberg
Bxmmusic
Muddasheep
Are the other composers listed on wikipedia
have you heard that team psykskallar are making new cry of fear version?
Yes I'm excited to be remastered.
never will come out
@@stupiditysucks yes it will
@@andreasgaming9765 If they get enough money yes
@@stupiditysucks it's literally already in the works lol
banger alert
I KNOW THIS IS A NEW COMMENT ON AN "OLDER" VID BUT I HAVE TO POST THIS...SORRY, BUT THE SONG CAME FROM THIS SCENE. :(
(WARNING, SPOILERS AHEAD).
"THE ONLY PERSON WHO TRIED TO HELP ME WAS MY ONLY FRIEND, SOPHIE. PLEASE, TELL HER I'M SORRY, I WISH HER ALL THE BEST.
PLEASE DON'T SHOW HER THIS MESS.
THIS IS MY CONCLUSION, THIS IS MY END, FAREWELL, EVERYONE." -SIMON HENRIKSSON'S NARRATION/SUICIDE NOTE; FOR ENDING 3...:(
Just beat Silent Hill 2 and came back to this. I made an interesting parallel to the protagonists. Both were in very similar situations. But there was a major difference. James Sunderland overcame his demons. (Depending on the ending, in this case, Leave.) Simon didn’t.
Simon was able to accept himself tho
this goes hard
mi canción favorita 😍
this song reminds me a little bit of 28 days later
I hate life
I learned dis song on guitar
just hate life
hate sleep
Спасибо, чувак :)
i hate life
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Hate-life 2
Electric Boogaloo
Take my sub!
Take my heart!
🖤⚰️🌧️🌧️
oh..
Should i just end it all?
No, Please. I am on the same situation but I didn't end it at all. So Please stay among us.
this song and ending 3 are perhaps the most miserable features of cof
love it
OH MY GOD ITS HALF LIFE BUT SAD
It's not just half life, it is made on the gold source engine but it's pushed to it's limits
@@felek092 its running on the paranoia mod engine which also uses gold source
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not saying this is a bad song, but I'd like everyone who listens to this to remember that it's harder to stop being sad all the time if you listed to sad music all the time.
Fuck you let me wallow in peace
Its better to cry out all your tears with sad music instead of holding this pain inside of you
@@Денчуга-т3д You misunderstood, what I'm talking about is creating bad habits.
@@headhunter6734 well that's true but not listening to sad music isn't gonna make your depression or just feeling so fucking trash gone, it's better to just cry it out here. i do it here too, i fucking hate my life.
@@felek092 You can train your body and mind to have specific emotional reactions in specific situations and places. In fact, we do that all the time. I'm just saying, just because you cried your heart out yesterday doesn't mean you won't feel like doing it again today. At that point one should realize that changes should take place in one's life.
no sir it's "half life"
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