I don’t mean to speculate too much about song meaning cuz I don’t want to be presumptuous but for anyone curious here are the meanings/symbolism behind each kind of plant mentioned: -wildflowers: joy -lilies: varies, but overall purity, innocence, and rebirth. Commonly associated with funerals and death for that last one. -candytufts: indifference, beauty -lavender: femininity and elegance -rhododendrons: positivity, however it should be noted that it is also known as a highly invasive species -marigolds: cruelty, grief, and jealousy, and a flower related to the Mexican holiday dia de los muertos -daisies: innocence and children -bluebells: gratitude and humility, or sometimes everlasting love. Bonus tree - Willow: hope, belonging, and safety. Again I don’t wanna assume but I do think it’s pretty interesting how each plants symbolism can change the meaning of some of the lines! Like Marigolds really threw me for a loop
This song gives me ‘I have to say goodbye to a very close friend’ vibe but I love it. It makes me feel so warm and fuzzy, like I’m being watched over by someone nice
this song just sounds so peaceful and niceee. this song reminds me of my friendships, and my insecurities in them, im always worried about friends leaving me and thinking that i would do anything in the world for them. god i just love this song, and im so glad i found it, i just love the imagery that the lyrics describe.
I absolutely love this Sweet music mixed with darker and more toxic undertones. If you're not reading the lyrics, you can miss the slightly creepy stalkerish vibes Great song!
thank u so much !! im so happy you picked up on the toxicity of some of the lyrics!! i wrote this song based on how a fear of abandonment can affect both sides of a relationship, so im really happy that the toxicity came through there :]
yeah, it kind of reminds me of my ex...they weren't stalkerish but they were clingy and codependant which led to them becoming unintentionally toxic. i did everything i could for them, gave them everything i had despite everything i was going through at the time but it wasn't enough to keep the relationship stable because you can't truly love someone if you can't love yourself. that relationship taught me that lesson.
@@auribeetlebughonestly, this is so real. the fear of abandonment was all that kept my relationship going and when that fear dried up for one of us it was over. now there's mostly anger instead of sadness but this song reminds me that there used to be love and I shouldn't be mad at her, but, then the anger is all that keeps me going
I wonder if you'll leave me behind someday Among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way But it's okay because I would do anything for you The sunlight dances beyond the yard and painted your eyes in green But you're fixated on the candytufts And you hadn't the time for me I wonder if you'll leave me behind someday Among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way But it's okay because I would do anything for you I washed my hair 'til it trickled down the drain As the lavender filled the air The scent might drive me half insane But maybe you'll see me then I wonder if you'll leave me behind someday Among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way But it's okay because I would do anything for you The rhododendron's crimson flame Set fire to the sleepy air And lit the early morning haze That glistened in your tangled hair The thorns grew tighter everyday 'round your ankles dripping red You placed a crown of marigolds on my head and then you said As you tried to pull your bloody hands away "I'm never gonna leave you behind someday In the daisies and the bluebells weeping by the way Because I love you and I would do anything I would do anything Anything at all" I wonder when you left me behind that day Asleep beneath the willow withering away If you were okay because I would do anything for you I would do anything
I had a close friend who I would have done anything for. I loved him, and I told him I was never going to leave him behind; friends going away was one of his greatest fears. Two months ago, I left him behind. It wasn’t an easy choice. There was... a lot of things wrong in that friendship. And I do think I’m doing better because of my choice. But this song makes me think of him, it’s right up his alley. Laurence, if you’re here I’m sorry. But you know why we can’t be friends. I hope you’re doing better without me.
Im so sorry. I don't want to sound like selfish or like get over it or anything like that... but I understand completely. I met a really good friend online, and we had so much in common, and we were helping each other. But, I was just worrying about her too much, too, too much. To the point where it scared me. So, so much. I now know a lot more than I should, but I think that was going to happen either way. Eventually, we both talked about it, and how we couldn't talk anymore. Just not at all. It was a hard decision, but in the end they told me that they were happy. Truly happy. I almost cried. We both had, and still have happiness problems, but we're getting over them, bit by bit. She has the person who makes her happy, and I have mine. We check up on each other, every few months. Even though, in the end we had to split ways and part, I still am so, so happy I could have that experience. It helped me grow, and I feel so, so very good about it. I'm still a bit scared when I think of it, but oh, I'm so, so happy to have the experience that I did. I love you sis. Even though we had to split ways, your still my sister, *no matter what.*
@@tiddaroo6567 well the thing about that is that we can always work to be better. Self improvement is within your control, and your friendships will be all the better for it
This just gives me a studio ghibli vibe. What i think its about is, that this girl finds out she can turn into a pixie. Then she finds a pixie village and falls in love with a long haired boy. They have this deepening relationships (platonicly, from the boys pov) then the girl starts to doubt there friendship because she is half human and the pixies in his village don't like her so they kicked her out and she doesn't want to cause trouble for the boy but then at the same time she thinks he'll leave her (that will hurt her more). The boy starts seeing the girl distance between him and he starts feeling these emotions, he doesn't really know it. But he really doesn't want to feel this way so he just blurts it out how he feels and the relationship starts getting better (and romantically 😉). The next day a truck comes and tears down the village but the pixie boy gets everyone out in time. Soon after he dies... The characters of this story are actually some of the oc's i created for a story. But the old story wasn't that good or the plot. But this song gave me inspiration for a new plot, Thx.
lol me answering back in the same tone 3:30 lyrics: "im never gonna leave you behind someday-" me: "oh i'll probably leave you behind someday" lyrics: "in the dasies and the bluebells weeping by the way" me: "while the dasies and the bluebells wither on the way" lyrics: "because i love you" me: "and i cant love you" lyrics: "and i would do anything" me: "yes you can do anything" lyrics: "i would do anything" me: "but i cant do everything" lyrics: "anything at all" me: "if theres anything at all-"
This song is so nice! My Take on the story/meaning is: A Childhood Friendship that slowly starts to fall apart, but the person leaving tries to reassure the other because “I’ll do anything for You”. The Candytufts are actually someone or something else that the other person Wants or has Interest in, pretty much Forgetting about their Old Friend. At the end they separate, not without both of them being harmed in the process (Bloody Hands and Ankles, the Crown of Marigolds, representing Grief and Loss that other caused) Other little details I noticed are: - Lavander. Maybe the person singing has Romantic feelings for their Friend and wants to be Noticed -The Vines holding the other person, signifying the Other’s resistance to letting go of them -The Willow, Safety, but they’re still Withering away. They might be Fine but they can’t Live without their Friend Most of this is from personal Experience and reading the different meanings of these Flowers
this song is such a comfort song for me, I feel like such a burden and the idea of my friends leaving me makes me so anxious but I also want to make them happy. and if them leaving me makes them happy I should be happy too, but I can't feel happy about that. this song just reminds me of the fear of being left behind vs the fear of harming your loved ones. this song is so peaceful and comforting just hbfdjashffhdsdjakl;
Little story i wrote while listening to this. Love the song, its beautiful. I do feel like my actual interpretation of the song doesnt really go along with the story but oh well. I pick each flower meticulously, making sure the colors match. "Your favorite color is yellow, right?" I ask, as i pick a few yellow flowers and I add them to the flower crown. "Yes." you say, watching me intently as I work. I add different colors but leave the main color yellow. "Could you get me a few tiny roses?" I ask from my seat on the ground, glancing up into your green eyes. You walk to the mini rose bush and pick a few. "Ow!" You yelp, blood trickling down your hand. I stand up and hurry over to you, the marigold flower crown in hand. "Are you okay?!" "Just a prick." You reassure me, sticking the bleeding finger in your mouth. "You have to be careful, love." i place the marigold flower crown on your head as i look at you with a worried look. You take the flower crown and place the marigolds on my head instead, bloody hands retreating soon after. "Yellow looks better on you, darling." I grab your hand and lead you back to the table of sweets and teas, picking up a napkin and wiping the blood from your hands. "I'll make you one of roses then." I say once the blood is gone, "just sit and rest" You do just that. "I shall make your crown now." I say as i turn to walk back over to the rose bush. You grab my hand before I go, pulling me back to you. "Don't leave." You say, me now standing in between your legs, your arms around my waist, face pressed against my stomach. "I'll never leave you, love. I would do anything for you, you know that." I say, placing one hand on your back, the other on your head. "You smell like the home I never had." You say, the lavender scent from my hair is as strong as always. "Will you leave me?" I ask, wondering if you'll leave me behind someday. "I'm never gonna leave you behind some day, because I love you and I would do anything at all." "I love you too." "I'm tired." You say, holding me tighter. "Let's lay under the big tree." I say, getting up and grabbing your hand. We walk to the tree and lay beneath it on a blanket I lay out, holding each other. I fall asleep after a while, beneath the willow, with you in my arms. I awaken with no one but me in that little overgrown garden.
This song reminds me of a friend I had a year ago, although we're not on speaking terms anymore. I wish them the best, even if i wish to apologize to them for the bad things i've done, i know i m better off moving onto the next garden
My baby sister absolutely loves this song! Lately I've been letting her sleep on top of me when she seems really tired and her cradle's being borrowed by my spoiled little brotherxd and during those times I've always played music for us to relax to but never really found the one we both feel really at ease with. Then I came across this song again! I've listened to this ever since it came out and now play it whenever I let my baby sister sleep on me and she always sleeps so humbly unlike with the other songs I've played. Now she refuses to sleep if I play any other song besides this and now sleeps on my chest regularly! Sometimes even I fall asleep with her. Thank you for making my sister sleep so comfortably with this beautiful song
this hits hard, little bee boy keeps saying I love you and the *g u y* says I love you, aswell, but it's a lie. he's just saying that. he left anyways. left bee boy alone. even after that, after being abandoned alone, bee's first thought was to worry if they were okay. alone in the garden.
@@auribeetlebug when will It come out on spotify? I'm sorry I'm just way too excited this is my favorite song now I really love It and I can relate to It a lot, you're also my favorite singer now, your voice Is so beautiful and smooth and you seem like such a lovely and relatable, good person!
I really relate to this song, because of a friend I have. I find him being one of the most essential people in my life, and I would do anything for him. I deeply fear that he'll forget about me over the summer break- so this song brings me some comfort.
Dang staying home sick is terrible but I'm glad I got to listen to this while dying. Edit:. Kinda forgot about this comment, but yeah I'm good now and thanks to everyone who wished me well
I don’t know how to interpret the lyrics just yet, and I feel that they’re kinda universal and could apply to many people’s personal experiences! Personally, it feels like there’s some grief and desperation behind the warmth? I’ll be listening to this song again for sure, and my view might change in the future as I become more accustomed to the lyrics! I hope more people comment on your word artistry!
@@annabellhowell5871 i think they are the insecurities of someone in a relationship, it can apply to friends and partner (idk If i had a typo or smth, I don’t speak English )
I took it as a pair of friends who have had bad mental health, promising to stand through it all with each other but the one the song is for couldn’t keep the promise.
The art reminds me of looking through an old photo album, with my old friends, family members and people who are dear to me. Makes me shed a tear everytime.
Growing up really changes my point of view about friendship. It used to be so pure, so innocent, non-materialistic (at least for me that's how it was). But as all things, friendship has its backlashes. Putting your trust in someone means you sacrifice part of your security, time, and some benefits for exchange of happy moments together. Relationships can be overwhelming, but try observing who leaves, who comes, and who stays is really a game-changer. And my last 2-cent on this is enjoy moments to the fullest, knowing that it's a once-in-a-lifetime offer!
passerine spoilers// this song reminds me of the SBI fanfic passerine! especially the "sleeping beneath the willow" part since that's where they put tommy's grave (under a weeping willow tree) :D beautiful song
Although I know it's not the actual meaning of the song, I interpret the song as a little girl singing about her mother's death by disease. "The thorns grew tighter everyday, 'round your ankles dripping red." (The disease getting worse) "And then you said as you try to pull your bloody hands away, 'I'm never gonna leave you behind someday in the daisies and the bluebells weeping by the way, because I love you and I would do anything, I would do anything at all." (Last words from the mom) "I wonder when you left me behind that day, sleeping beneath the willow, withering away." (The mother passed away) 🌼
This song gives me so many feelings. It gives me “say goodbye to a person closest to you” feelings. My kindergarten best friend is moving soon and I have to say goodbye. This song made me cry, but your voice soothed everything. Thank you, Beetlebug. You’ve helped me more than you know.
This is my new favorite song I love that sound of it it’s so pretty to listen to. I love songs with a narrative, but it obscure enough that you can perceive what happens in the story. Simply beautiful thankyou beetle bug.
Me and a girlfriend had to separate because her parents didn’t approve of us together. It’s been months and I’m still caught up on her. I thought she forgot about me. But a few days ago she put this song on her playlist of songs dedicated to me.
this is my favorite song. I cry every time i hear it. I listened to it with my cat who passed last year. she was the light of my life. this song has a very special place in my heart.
here once again to say this song is a masterpiece, you probably won’t see this, especially since this song is kinda old now lol, this song means everything to me, it calms me and at the same time makes me cry i don’t even know if you meant to but this is just so beautiful
every time i try singing to this song I start crying because it's just so beautiful and I love it.(the first song I heard of yours before I decided you are now one of my favorite musicians)
When i heard this song, i legit put it on repeat and this song helped my lil sister fall asleep within a few seconds. This song helps me to forget my worries. I love it so much i legit added it to my favourites.
Ok, i got here from the "ode to l'manberg" and i dont regret checking out your youtube channel YOUR VOICE IS ACTUALLY ANGELICAL AND SUPER SWEET!! Your songs are really relaxing and i love em all
Letra en Español : Me pregunto si algún día me dejarás atrás Entre las flores silvestres y los lirios durmiendo por el camino Pero está bien porque haría cualquier cosa por ti La luz del sol baila más allá del patio y te pintó los ojos de verde Pero estás obsesionado con los caramelos Y no tuviste tiempo para mi Me pregunto si algún día me dejarás atrás Entre las flores silvestres y los lirios durmiendo por el camino Pero está bien porque haría cualquier cosa por ti Me lavé el pelo hasta que se escurrió por el desagüe Como la lavanda llenó el aire El olor podría volverme medio loco Pero tal vez me veas entonces Me pregunto si algún día me dejarás atrás Entre las flores silvestres y los lirios durmiendo por el camino Pero está bien porque haría cualquier cosa por ti La llama carmesí del rododendro Prende fuego al aire somnoliento Y encendió la neblina de la madrugada Que brillaba en tu cabello enredado Las espinas se hicieron más apretadas cada día 'alrededor de tus tobillos goteando rojo Colocaste una corona de caléndulas en mi cabeza y luego dijiste Mientras intentabas apartar tus manos ensangrentadas "Nunca te dejaré atrás algún día En las margaritas y las campanillas llorando por el camino Porque te amo y haría cualquier cosa haría lo que fuese Todo en absoluto" Me pregunto cuando me dejaste atrás ese día Dormido bajo el sauce marchitándose Si estuvieras bien porque haría cualquier cosa por ti haría lo que fuese.
A death garden flow through my soul, a black rose like my mind have taken by me, and suddenly a sun light comes to my eyes. Oh! that is my hope bright as this song. I LOVE IT
You.. you wrote this mid-breakdown?! Oh my goodness, you're amazing. This is really beautiful. The lyrics do hurt tho (not that i'm complaining, i love it!!). I hope you're okay now. I'm sure you'll be successful. Good job! :D
My only regret is that I only have one like to give, this is an absolute gem of a channel and can't wait to see it grow. I wish you all the success you deserve Beetlebug, which sure seems like a lot 💛
I discovered this song several weeks ago. I was very mentally unstable and hiding all my emotions, this song helped me cry and saved me from an ocean of emotions i hid for a long time. I went to therapy after that and i start using anti-depressions after a long time. This song reminds me of an old friend of mine who left me after so many years. I was deeply hurt but I couldn’t do anything I didn’t even tried to do anything because I thought they might just got bored of me even though they were the most important person in my life at that time. I thought i was in a similar position for that person, but i was apparently not. I loved them. i really did, and that hurts the most. I’m trying to get better thank you for helping me cry i feel better thanks to your gentle and calming voice ❤️
a lot of people are saying this song gives them warm and fuzzy vibes, but tbh am i the only one who gets rly sad when i listen to it??? i keep trying to sing it but the "because i love you" line keeps making me start crying lol. it's not like an awful intense sadness, but more of a subtle sorrow typa deal lingering underneath the sweetness and warmth of her voice anyways THIS IS SO GOOD!! i just found auri yesterday but i keep listening to her songs on repeat
At first I interpreted this as romantic breakup, but then it turned into a friendship drifting apart, and then a parent/child relationship and just uGHGH my heart thank you
Okay so I'm having a mini-mental breakdown over school and other assorted irl crap, this made me a lot happier, so thanku very much beetlebug, I love your work!
Im legitmatley crying rn. My first gf EVER recently broke up w me (dec 5th 2023) and i started crying at the point where they (in the song) were like "im never gonna leave you behind one day" because thats like the same thing she used to say when i would get nervous and stuff. and now shes gone. she said she lost feelings so. idk but this song is really nice. sending love
As I read the lyrics, it made me relax and sing along but at the same time feeling sad on the inside. As I read the lyrics, it looks like her friend probably died I think and gave her parting gift to her which is a crown of wildflowers. As I read the lyrics more, the lyrics changed into "I wonder when you left me" so it made me think more that her friend is really dead. And know here I am literally wondering what really would happened. I Really like the lyrics not gonna lie it's very soothing. Keep it up girl!
I'm making a 1000 pieces puzzle listening to this song in repeat. It's ironically an overgrown garden, with colorful flowers everywhere. Thank you for the beautiful song, it's being my inspirational soundtrack 💚🥺
this is so random but i recognised ur username and then i realised i watched ur distant shore cover ages ago and now u are here that is so funny hello !!! you are really cool
Someone sang this GORGEOUSLY this evening at my university's karaoke, and their voice sounded just like yours. It was the first time me or my friends had heard this song, and when it was over, we just looked over at each other and said "Wow. That was sad." But beautiful. You're a storytelling and emotional genius. And thank you for these words. I'll carry them for a long time.
this song is how i cope with my ex she left me for someone else, told me she no longer loved me and three years of progress and what I thought was my future gone in an instant it's a bittersweet thought too, as she even introduced me to this song i would do anything for her i wish i could've done better i hope she's happy with her new partner
I feel like the reason why she sings the lyrics that come after "And you hadnt the time for me" "But maybe you'll see me then" Sort of in a hurry is because the person didn't want to sound upset about the fact the other person isn't with/paying attention to them, and they want their friend to quickly forget what they just said, thinking it would make them uncomfortable. Or maybe im just overthinking. I love the song, especially your voice! Where are your subscribers at lemme go get my friends to sub to you-
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I don’t mean to speculate too much about song meaning cuz I don’t want to be presumptuous but for anyone curious here are the meanings/symbolism behind each kind of plant mentioned:
-wildflowers: joy
-lilies: varies, but overall purity, innocence, and rebirth. Commonly associated with funerals and death for that last one.
-candytufts: indifference, beauty
-lavender: femininity and elegance
-rhododendrons: positivity, however it should be noted that it is also known as a highly invasive species
-marigolds: cruelty, grief, and jealousy, and a flower related to the Mexican holiday dia de los muertos
-daisies: innocence and children
-bluebells: gratitude and humility, or sometimes everlasting love.
Bonus tree - Willow: hope, belonging, and safety.
Again I don’t wanna assume but I do think it’s pretty interesting how each plants symbolism can change the meaning of some of the lines! Like Marigolds really threw me for a loop
YES YES YES YES YES YES YOU GOT IT YOU GOT THE FLOWER MEANINGS IM SO HAPPYGDJRHXGJMXBRJZGDCJXDHTFC
I was so caught up in flower symbolism I didn’t even say how much I adore this song it’s so beautiful
I USED RHODODENDRONS TO SIGNIFY DANGER
@@auribeetlebug oh shit thats awesome!!! I thought I was just overthinking things :D that makes this song so much cooler I love it
oh thanks yo! i was wondering about the flower meanings...
This song gives me ‘I have to say goodbye to a very close friend’ vibe but I love it. It makes me feel so warm and fuzzy, like I’m being watched over by someone nice
Omg yes, I couldn't put what I felt into words but that's exactly it
youre being watched by jesus
That’s what I had to do right now..
this song just sounds so peaceful and niceee. this song reminds me of my friendships, and my insecurities in them, im always worried about friends leaving me and thinking that i would do anything in the world for them. god i just love this song, and im so glad i found it, i just love the imagery that the lyrics describe.
this is exactly what it was about :)
God same...like, literally the same
Same same
S a m e it’s really scary ngl I also have nightmares about it sometimes witch really sucks:/
Omg same, I have so many insecurities in my friendships and this song just describes it almost perfectly
"overgrown garden"
you angered a lot of American dads by putting that there
oh god I hear the lawnmowers
WWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRR-
LMAOOO
HAHAKBSEMEJSM MY DAD MOWING THE BACKYARD WAS ALWAYS MY ALARM CLOCK ON A SUNDAY MORNING
it took me about 7 seconds to get this, im so slow
@@zenciot7428 lol same
I wonder if you'll leave me behind someday
among the wildflowers and the lilies, sleeping by the way
but it’s ok, because i would do anything for you
the sunlight dances beyond the yard
and painted your eyes in green
I wonder if you’ll leave me behind someday among the wildflowers and the lilies, sleeping by the way
but it’s ok, because i would do anything for you
I wash my hair til it trickled down the drain, as the lavender filled the air
why tf did people dislike already like IT HASNT EVEN STARTED YETT
Their just mad they cant watch it immediately 😥
i remember when i was in the premier chat one of them wanted to dislike just for the sake of being the first dislike
@@Adrian-kb4rg not really
At least it’s only 3
I heard it’s also the bots to quote-on-quote “Balance” out the likes and dislikes.
I named my cat after you
💛👉👈🥺
I named her Bumblebug after you bc my mom didn’t like Beetlebug and she reminds me of a bumblebee
THIS IS SO CUTE IM GOING TO CRY PLEASE GIVE BUMBLEBUG A KISS ON THE HEAD FOR ME
THATS SUCH A ADORABLE NAME!
BRO that's so cute omg
:DDDDDD
alr that's it I have a cat that I never named imma name her beetlebug >:D
(she's also preggo :D)
I absolutely love this
Sweet music mixed with darker and more toxic undertones. If you're not reading the lyrics, you can miss the slightly creepy stalkerish vibes
Great song!
thank u so much !! im so happy you picked up on the toxicity of some of the lyrics!! i wrote this song based on how a fear of abandonment can affect both sides of a relationship, so im really happy that the toxicity came through there :]
@@auribeetlebug no, thank you for making this fantastic song!
yeah, it kind of reminds me of my ex...they weren't stalkerish but they were clingy and codependant which led to them becoming unintentionally toxic. i did everything i could for them, gave them everything i had despite everything i was going through at the time but it wasn't enough to keep the relationship stable because you can't truly love someone if you can't love yourself. that relationship taught me that lesson.
@@auribeetlebughonestly, this is so real. the fear of abandonment was all that kept my relationship going and when that fear dried up for one of us it was over.
now there's mostly anger instead of sadness but this song reminds me that there used to be love and I shouldn't be mad at her, but, then the anger is all that keeps me going
I wonder if you'll leave me behind someday
Among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way
But it's okay because I would do anything for you
The sunlight dances beyond the yard and painted your eyes in green
But you're fixated on the candytufts
And you hadn't the time for me
I wonder if you'll leave me behind someday
Among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way
But it's okay because I would do anything for you
I washed my hair 'til it trickled down the drain
As the lavender filled the air
The scent might drive me half insane
But maybe you'll see me then
I wonder if you'll leave me behind someday
Among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way
But it's okay because I would do anything for you
The rhododendron's crimson flame
Set fire to the sleepy air
And lit the early morning haze
That glistened in your tangled hair
The thorns grew tighter everyday
'round your ankles dripping red
You placed a crown of marigolds on my head and then you said
As you tried to pull your bloody hands away
"I'm never gonna leave you behind someday
In the daisies and the bluebells weeping by the way
Because I love you and I would do anything
I would do anything
Anything at all"
I wonder when you left me behind that day
Asleep beneath the willow withering away
If you were okay because I would do anything for you
I would do anything
the lyrics are on screen
@@Eramor yeah, but i like having all the lyrics on the screen at once like this ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Ty, this helps with timing, im always a few milliseconds late to the line
Thank you for writing this out !!!!
Thank you!,!
I had a close friend who I would have done anything for. I loved him, and I told him I was never going to leave him behind; friends going away was one of his greatest fears.
Two months ago, I left him behind. It wasn’t an easy choice. There was... a lot of things wrong in that friendship. And I do think I’m doing better because of my choice. But this song makes me think of him, it’s right up his alley. Laurence, if you’re here I’m sorry. But you know why we can’t be friends. I hope you’re doing better without me.
I'm so sorry for what you had to go through
holy crap thats so sad
i'm so sorry
Im so sorry. I don't want to sound like selfish or like get over it or anything like that... but I understand completely. I met a really good friend online, and we had so much in common, and we were helping each other. But, I was just worrying about her too much, too, too much. To the point where it scared me. So, so much. I now know a lot more than I should, but I think that was going to happen either way. Eventually, we both talked about it, and how we couldn't talk anymore. Just not at all. It was a hard decision, but in the end they told me that they were happy. Truly happy. I almost cried. We both had, and still have happiness problems, but we're getting over them, bit by bit. She has the person who makes her happy, and I have mine. We check up on each other, every few months. Even though, in the end we had to split ways and part, I still am so, so happy I could have that experience. It helped me grow, and I feel so, so very good about it. I'm still a bit scared when I think of it, but oh, I'm so, so happy to have the experience that I did. I love you sis. Even though we had to split ways, your still my sister, *no matter what.*
Seeing this comment makes me think about how horrible of a friend i have been to the people i know
Oh god im terrible
@@tiddaroo6567 well the thing about that is that we can always work to be better. Self improvement is within your control, and your friendships will be all the better for it
This just gives me a studio ghibli vibe.
What i think its about is, that this girl finds out she can turn into a pixie. Then she finds a pixie village and falls in love with a long haired boy. They have this deepening relationships (platonicly, from the boys pov) then the girl starts to doubt there friendship because she is half human and the pixies in his village don't like her so they kicked her out and she doesn't want to cause trouble for the boy but then at the same time she thinks he'll leave her (that will hurt her more). The boy starts seeing the girl distance between him and he starts feeling these emotions, he doesn't really know it. But he really doesn't want to feel this way so he just blurts it out how he feels and the relationship starts getting better (and romantically 😉). The next day a truck comes and tears down the village but the pixie boy gets everyone out in time. Soon after he dies...
The characters of this story are actually some of the oc's i created for a story. But the old story wasn't that good or the plot. But this song gave me inspiration for a new plot, Thx.
this story is better than all kdrama plots combined
Please let me know when you finish writing it!!!!
lol me answering back in the same tone
3:30
lyrics: "im never gonna leave you behind someday-"
me: "oh i'll probably leave you behind someday"
lyrics: "in the dasies and the bluebells weeping by the way"
me: "while the dasies and the bluebells wither on the way"
lyrics: "because i love you"
me: "and i cant love you"
lyrics: "and i would do anything"
me: "yes you can do anything"
lyrics: "i would do anything"
me: "but i cant do everything"
lyrics: "anything at all"
me: "if theres anything at all-"
I just love singing this part i-
@@emuchisumu5532 damnnnnnnnnnnnn
wat
Imma be late for the premiere, but ffff so stoked for this. Poggerssss.
This song is so nice!
My Take on the story/meaning is:
A Childhood Friendship that slowly starts to fall apart, but the person leaving tries to reassure the other because “I’ll do anything for You”.
The Candytufts are actually someone or something else that the other person Wants or has Interest in, pretty much Forgetting about their Old Friend.
At the end they separate, not without both of them being harmed in the process (Bloody Hands and Ankles, the Crown of Marigolds, representing Grief and Loss that other caused)
Other little details I noticed are:
- Lavander. Maybe the person singing has Romantic feelings for their Friend and wants to be Noticed
-The Vines holding the other person, signifying the Other’s resistance to letting go of them
-The Willow, Safety, but they’re still Withering away. They might be Fine but they can’t Live without their Friend
Most of this is from personal Experience and reading the different meanings of these Flowers
this song is such a comfort song for me, I feel like such a burden and the idea of my friends leaving me makes me so anxious but I also want to make them happy. and if them leaving me makes them happy I should be happy too, but I can't feel happy about that. this song just reminds me of the fear of being left behind vs the fear of harming your loved ones. this song is so peaceful and comforting just hbfdjashffhdsdjakl;
I agree so much. Stay safe friend
Little story i wrote while listening to this. Love the song, its beautiful.
I do feel like my actual interpretation of the song doesnt really go along with the story but oh well.
I pick each flower meticulously, making sure the colors match.
"Your favorite color is yellow, right?" I ask, as i pick a few yellow flowers and I add them to the flower crown.
"Yes." you say, watching me intently as I work.
I add different colors but leave the main color yellow.
"Could you get me a few tiny roses?" I ask from my seat on the ground, glancing up into your green eyes.
You walk to the mini rose bush and pick a few.
"Ow!" You yelp, blood trickling down your hand.
I stand up and hurry over to you, the marigold flower crown in hand.
"Are you okay?!"
"Just a prick." You reassure me, sticking the bleeding finger in your mouth.
"You have to be careful, love." i place the marigold flower crown on your head as i look at you with a worried look.
You take the flower crown and place the marigolds on my head instead, bloody hands retreating soon after.
"Yellow looks better on you, darling."
I grab your hand and lead you back to the table of sweets and teas, picking up a napkin and wiping the blood from your hands.
"I'll make you one of roses then." I say once the blood is gone, "just sit and rest"
You do just that.
"I shall make your crown now." I say as i turn to walk back over to the rose bush.
You grab my hand before I go, pulling me back to you.
"Don't leave." You say, me now standing in between your legs, your arms around my waist, face pressed against my stomach.
"I'll never leave you, love. I would do anything for you, you know that." I say, placing one hand on your back, the other on your head.
"You smell like the home I never had." You say, the lavender scent from my hair is as strong as always.
"Will you leave me?" I ask, wondering if you'll leave me behind someday.
"I'm never gonna leave you behind some day, because I love you and I would do anything at all."
"I love you too."
"I'm tired." You say, holding me tighter.
"Let's lay under the big tree." I say, getting up and grabbing your hand.
We walk to the tree and lay beneath it on a blanket I lay out, holding each other.
I fall asleep after a while, beneath the willow, with you in my arms.
I awaken with no one but me in that little overgrown garden.
So pretty :D
Lyrics . . .
This song reminds me of a friend I had a year ago, although we're not on speaking terms anymore. I wish them the best, even if i wish to apologize to them for the bad things i've done, i know i m better off moving onto the next garden
My baby sister absolutely loves this song! Lately I've been letting her sleep on top of me when she seems really tired and her cradle's being borrowed by my spoiled little brotherxd and during those times I've always played music for us to relax to but never really found the one we both feel really at ease with. Then I came across this song again! I've listened to this ever since it came out and now play it whenever I let my baby sister sleep on me and she always sleeps so humbly unlike with the other songs I've played. Now she refuses to sleep if I play any other song besides this and now sleeps on my chest regularly! Sometimes even I fall asleep with her. Thank you for making my sister sleep so comfortably with this beautiful song
this hits hard, little bee boy keeps saying I love you and the *g u y* says I love you, aswell, but it's a lie. he's just saying that. he left anyways. left bee boy alone. even after that, after being abandoned alone, bee's first thought was to worry if they were okay. alone in the garden.
will this be out on spotify? OwO
(also breaking the yes chain)
yes :D
@@auribeetlebug pog!,really excited to hear this also your music is AMAZING
@@auribeetlebug yay! I love all the songs! 💕
What about iTunes??
@@auribeetlebug when will It come out on spotify? I'm sorry I'm just way too excited this is my favorite song now I really love It and I can relate to It a lot, you're also my favorite singer now, your voice Is so beautiful and smooth and you seem like such a lovely and relatable, good person!
I really relate to this song, because of a friend I have. I find him being one of the most essential people in my life, and I would do anything for him. I deeply fear that he'll forget about me over the summer break- so this song brings me some comfort.
im not sure about anyone else, but this song feels like a loved one dying but in a peaceful, quick way, surrounded by those they care about
Dang staying home sick is terrible but I'm glad I got to listen to this while dying.
Edit:. Kinda forgot about this comment, but yeah I'm good now and thanks to everyone who wished me well
Stay healthy
Wait what, dont die
Update... It's covid
But this song still bops
@@TheOnlyCazi omg im so late but i hope ur feeling better (┬_┬)
I don’t know how to interpret the lyrics just yet, and I feel that they’re kinda universal and could apply to many people’s personal experiences! Personally, it feels like there’s some grief and desperation behind the warmth? I’ll be listening to this song again for sure, and my view might change in the future as I become more accustomed to the lyrics! I hope more people comment on your word artistry!
I think it’s like a toxic relationship
@@annabellhowell5871 i think they are the insecurities of someone in a relationship, it can apply to friends and partner (idk If i had a typo or smth, I don’t speak English )
@@picachuna your English is great, there weren’t any typos 💕
I took it as a pair of friends who have had bad mental health, promising to stand through it all with each other but the one the song is for couldn’t keep the promise.
This song sounds like home, a childhood memory that i'd forgotten. I came for the minecraft youtubers but stayed for this masterpiece
Im gonna be in school when this premieres :(
Git rekt I have online school and no zoom meeting at the time it premieres
The art reminds me of looking through an old photo album, with my old friends, family members and people who are dear to me. Makes me shed a tear everytime.
Growing up really changes my point of view about friendship. It used to be so pure, so innocent, non-materialistic (at least for me that's how it was).
But as all things, friendship has its backlashes. Putting your trust in someone means you sacrifice part of your security, time, and some benefits for exchange of happy moments together. Relationships can be overwhelming, but try observing who leaves, who comes, and who stays is really a game-changer.
And my last 2-cent on this is enjoy moments to the fullest, knowing that it's a once-in-a-lifetime offer!
Who disliked already??
*I just wanna talk...*
If you were in the live chat you would know lol
@@tomatolaurence4187 wait, what, tell us!
@@Roseislost It was milkymoo
Milkymoo is the person who disliked
But...
W h y
passerine spoilers//
this song reminds me of the SBI fanfic passerine! especially the "sleeping beneath the willow" part since that's where they put tommy's grave (under a weeping willow tree) :D beautiful song
Although I know it's not the actual meaning of the song, I interpret the song as a little girl singing about her mother's death by disease. "The thorns grew tighter everyday, 'round your ankles dripping red." (The disease getting worse) "And then you said as you try to pull your bloody hands away, 'I'm never gonna leave you behind someday in the daisies and the bluebells weeping by the way, because I love you and I would do anything, I would do anything at all." (Last words from the mom) "I wonder when you left me behind that day, sleeping beneath the willow, withering away." (The mother passed away) 🌼
This song gives me so many feelings. It gives me “say goodbye to a person closest to you” feelings. My kindergarten best friend is moving soon and I have to say goodbye. This song made me cry, but your voice soothed everything. Thank you, Beetlebug. You’ve helped me more than you know.
This is my new favorite song
I love that sound of it it’s so pretty to listen to. I love songs with a narrative, but it obscure enough that you can perceive what happens in the story. Simply beautiful thankyou beetle bug.
The last bit is a gut punch every single time
"I wonder if you'll leave me behind someday" and she did...
I love the tape recorder sound at the beginning because it makes a perfect loop when I listen to the song over and over again
Me and a girlfriend had to separate because her parents didn’t approve of us together. It’s been months and I’m still caught up on her.
I thought she forgot about me.
But a few days ago she put this song on her playlist of songs dedicated to me.
the drawing moving makes it seem like she's trembling and crying while thinking these lyrics :'-(
this is my favorite song. I cry every time i hear it. I listened to it with my cat who passed last year. she was the light of my life. this song has a very special place in my heart.
when you came for ode to l'manberg but you get addicted to this beautiful music:
mhm
Yup!
Yip,
this omg
How did you know???
here once again to say this song is a masterpiece, you probably won’t see this, especially since this song is kinda old now lol, this song means everything to me, it calms me and at the same time makes me cry i don’t even know if you meant to but this is just so beautiful
I enjoy this soft kind of type of music, it’s very comforting for me.
This reminds me of one of my friends. Shes not really online so i cant talk with her often so i just listen to this and think about her.
It’s ok man. Ur a good friend People are complicated life is too
@@20ajl35 We just finished talking, we talked foe two hours. Played some minecraft.
Aww that’s great!
this will forever be my favourite song,,
This song just gives off "Be at Peace" vibes. My dog is sick and listening to this song makes me a little bit better.
every time i try singing to this song I start crying because it's just so beautiful and I love it.(the first song I heard of yours before I decided you are now one of my favorite musicians)
“because i would do anything for youuu” i love this song, good job auri :)
i love this song smm
When i heard this song, i legit put it on repeat and this song helped my lil sister fall asleep within a few seconds. This song helps me to forget my worries. I love it so much i legit added it to my favourites.
Ok, i got here from the "ode to l'manberg" and i dont regret checking out your youtube channel YOUR VOICE IS ACTUALLY ANGELICAL AND SUPER SWEET!! Your songs are really relaxing and i love em all
exact same story!! :D keep it up beetlebug, you're amazing!
Letra en Español :
Me pregunto si algún día me dejarás atrás
Entre las flores silvestres y los lirios durmiendo por el camino
Pero está bien porque haría cualquier cosa por ti
La luz del sol baila más allá del patio y te pintó los ojos de verde
Pero estás obsesionado con los caramelos
Y no tuviste tiempo para mi
Me pregunto si algún día me dejarás atrás
Entre las flores silvestres y los lirios durmiendo por el camino
Pero está bien porque haría cualquier cosa por ti
Me lavé el pelo hasta que se escurrió por el desagüe
Como la lavanda llenó el aire
El olor podría volverme medio loco
Pero tal vez me veas entonces
Me pregunto si algún día me dejarás atrás
Entre las flores silvestres y los lirios durmiendo por el camino
Pero está bien porque haría cualquier cosa por ti
La llama carmesí del rododendro
Prende fuego al aire somnoliento
Y encendió la neblina de la madrugada
Que brillaba en tu cabello enredado
Las espinas se hicieron más apretadas cada día
'alrededor de tus tobillos goteando rojo
Colocaste una corona de caléndulas en mi cabeza y luego dijiste
Mientras intentabas apartar tus manos ensangrentadas
"Nunca te dejaré atrás algún día
En las margaritas y las campanillas llorando por el camino
Porque te amo y haría cualquier cosa
haría lo que fuese
Todo en absoluto"
Me pregunto cuando me dejaste atrás ese día
Dormido bajo el sauce marchitándose
Si estuvieras bien porque haría cualquier cosa por ti
haría lo que fuese.
Lo sacaste del traductor?
This song gives me,, “I was left behind but I still love you anyway.”
It hits too close to home.
Thanks beetlebug for the awesome premiere ❤️
A death garden flow through my soul, a black rose like my mind have taken by me, and suddenly a sun light comes to my eyes. Oh! that is my hope bright as this song. I LOVE IT
I AM SO OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG, I HAVE LITERALLY FORCED EVERYONE IK TO LISTEN TO THIS
I can not tell you how many times I've cried listening to this...
You.. you wrote this mid-breakdown?! Oh my goodness, you're amazing. This is really beautiful. The lyrics do hurt tho (not that i'm complaining, i love it!!). I hope you're okay now. I'm sure you'll be successful. Good job! :D
My only regret is that I only have one like to give, this is an absolute gem of a channel and can't wait to see it grow. I wish you all the success you deserve Beetlebug, which sure seems like a lot 💛
My friends hear this song and they said they really emotional and also starting to feel peace.
Thank you for making this song, really appreciated it
I discovered this song several weeks ago. I was very mentally unstable and hiding all my emotions, this song helped me cry and saved me from an ocean of emotions i hid for a long time. I went to therapy after that and i start using anti-depressions after a long time. This song reminds me of an old friend of mine who left me after so many years. I was deeply hurt but I couldn’t do anything I didn’t even tried to do anything because I thought they might just got bored of me even though they were the most important person in my life at that time. I thought i was in a similar position for that person, but i was apparently not. I loved them. i really did, and that hurts the most. I’m trying to get better thank you for helping me cry i feel better thanks to your gentle and calming voice ❤️
Your voice is so heavenly i could listen to this all day
same
Once again creating a song that has such perfect vibes. You are literally so POG, I can't.
i love this song so much i’ve been replaying it on spotify for months
Thank you this seriously gets me through a huge part of my depression
when the song started played i end up crying and i dont have understand it why, now i know and im crying so much...i loved it
a lot of people are saying this song gives them warm and fuzzy vibes, but tbh am i the only one who gets rly sad when i listen to it??? i keep trying to sing it but the "because i love you" line keeps making me start crying lol. it's not like an awful intense sadness, but more of a subtle sorrow typa deal lingering underneath the sweetness and warmth of her voice
anyways THIS IS SO GOOD!! i just found auri yesterday but i keep listening to her songs on repeat
Me too!! It makes me wanna cry. The story seems so sad :(
BRUH this song is a mood :,)
it gives me adventure time vibes fr
this song is so pretty 🥺
This is my cats' fave song. I missed them everyday. I always end up teary eyed whenever I hear this song. I missed you Gouldy and Chevy 🧡💙
Dear you are growing ✨. Hope you will be happy and get what you've worked for.
At first I interpreted this as romantic breakup, but then it turned into a friendship drifting apart, and then a parent/child relationship and just uGHGH my heart thank you
Okay so I'm having a mini-mental breakdown over school and other assorted irl crap, this made me a lot happier, so thanku very much beetlebug, I love your work!
Im legitmatley crying rn. My first gf EVER recently broke up w me (dec 5th 2023) and i started crying at the point where they (in the song) were like "im never gonna leave you behind one day" because thats like the same thing she used to say when i would get nervous and stuff. and now shes gone. she said she lost feelings so. idk but this song is really nice. sending love
I absolutely adore this song
I've been listening to this so many times now :>
this has become my most favourite song. their voice is just so soothing
I've been sobbing to this song for like a month now by the way -- thanks beetle :')
bro this is so incredibly soft.. the guitar gives it a soft feeling, like a fluffy pillow, and the voice is like sipping hot cocoa. youre incredible
As I read the lyrics, it made me relax and sing along but at the same time feeling sad on the inside. As I read the lyrics, it looks like her friend probably died I think and gave her parting gift to her which is a crown of wildflowers. As I read the lyrics more, the lyrics changed into "I wonder when you left me" so it made me think more that her friend is really dead. And know here I am literally wondering what really would happened. I Really like the lyrics not gonna lie it's very soothing. Keep it up girl!
why is this song making me teary-eyed pls send help
i literally havnt cried in years
I'm making a 1000 pieces puzzle listening to this song in repeat. It's ironically an overgrown garden, with colorful flowers everywhere. Thank you for the beautiful song, it's being my inspirational soundtrack 💚🥺
THIS SONG IS SO SWEET AND ADORABLE I LOVE UR MUSIC BEETLEBUG
I think this has turned into my favorite song, it is just so relatable to personal experiences and the melody and lyrics are beautiful
IVE BEEN HYPERFIXATED ON THIS SONG SO MANY TIMES IT’S SO GOODJCHDJ
I bet this is going to sound amazing
Edit: can confirm very delicious sound.
I thought you said 'sand' 💀
@@kannedeen oh gosh-
@@kerosene_saint very delicious sand 😫🤌
this song was useful for calming my friend's anxiety down, thank you very much for placing this song onto the internet, beetlebug.
Much love.
Here’s the thing. I came back to this song after 4 months and have decided that it is still my favorite song. :D
This song reminds me of some of my friendships. I love this song SO much, it is wonderful
this is pure perfection as always :') i could never get tired of listening to your voice!
I love the calming and loving vibe to the song alongside it's dark hints and sad moments. Made me cry when I first heard it.
*cries*
this is so random but i recognised ur username and then i realised i watched ur distant shore cover ages ago and now u are here that is so funny hello !!! you are really cool
Someone sang this GORGEOUSLY this evening at my university's karaoke, and their voice sounded just like yours. It was the first time me or my friends had heard this song, and when it was over, we just looked over at each other and said "Wow. That was sad." But beautiful. You're a storytelling and emotional genius. And thank you for these words. I'll carry them for a long time.
On the rare chance that you see this, this is currently one of my favorite songs, not just from you but in general.
Edit: I'm so glad you saw this!
this song is how i cope with my ex
she left me for someone else, told me she no longer loved me and three years of progress and what I thought was my future gone in an instant
it's a bittersweet thought too, as she even introduced me to this song
i would do anything for her
i wish i could've done better
i hope she's happy with her new partner
I used to hear this and go, "This is nice." Who knew in just 4 months my views of music would completely change?
I cried one very special tear and the tear. Was a tear. Of discovery. 💛 I would do anything to go to sleep and to wake up to overgrown garden
I- this is one of the most wonderful songs I’ve ever heard. Beetle bug. You have made my day
Oh my god, I’ve heard this song so often in comfort playlists and nature playlists and I didn’t know it was you. I love this song sm
Discovered this song ages ago but man - this perfectly fits the fanfic "passerine" and I'm overwhelmed just by how perfect it is-
I feel like the reason why she sings the lyrics that come after
"And you hadnt the time for me"
"But maybe you'll see me then"
Sort of in a hurry is because the person didn't want to sound upset about the fact the other person isn't with/paying attention to them, and they want their friend to quickly forget what they just said, thinking it would make them uncomfortable.
Or maybe im just overthinking. I love the song, especially your voice! Where are your subscribers at lemme go get my friends to sub to you-
I love this song so much . It’s so calming yet not , it’s wistful. I also love the underlining storyline. I keep coming back ahh/pos .