@@charitys.3862 i think she has changed in the best way!! She’s doing amazing not that she wasn’t doing amazing then but she really is thriving now!! Being her own raw self it feels much more genuine now! I love it!
This is my favorite vlog of yours ever. The “boring” parts of the day are my favorite to watch too. Thank you for sharing what you’re going through. I’m the same way when I’m stressed. It’s so exhausting because you have no energy to do what you need to do, but you have absolutely no urge to eat to give yourself energy! Hopefully you’ll be feeling better soon! Love you!
Post partum anxiety, depression, and eating disorders are no joke. I understand that you are stressed about maintaining relatability with your young audience while trying to be a good mom but you have got to look out for your mental health. You are more than RUclips and you are more than someone's mom. I truly believe you need a *break*
I agree with you. Even while watching this video, all I could think about was how she didn’t give herself a break after having Flynn. She immediately went back on tours. She’s complaining about how she’s stressed and anxious, but yet not doing anything to stop it. Lol I don’t get it
I understand that you’re looking out for her and I think that’s so sweet but I think that before she was with Erik working was her favorite thing and she really liked
Can everyone appreciate how hard Colleen works? Full time momma, being an actress, youtube and anything else in her private life! Id honestly crack under that pressure. You’re doing great Colleen!! edit: omg thanks so much for the likes! i think we can all agree that she is A-MAZ-ING! ❤️
Remember when Colleen was being a little dramatic and all "I'll NEVER be able to wear a crop top again", cut to her now, basically only ever wearing crop tops lol
Remember when Colleen was being a little dramatic and all "I'll NEVER go on tour again, at least not for a very LOOONG while", cut to her already now going on tour again lol
Yep. I commented on three separate videos of her complaining about that and how her body would never be the same and I was like "no.... I've had two kids and I wore crop tops after both." But every first time mom stresses about similar things and there's nothing you can say, even if you've experienced it, to change their mind.
I’m glad that you’re honest that your weight loss is a result of unhealthy habits. I think that’s really important. And I think it’s also important that you’re saying that you’re trying to gain weight to look more healthy again. It’s a subtle thing that implies that being super thin isn’t what looks super healthy. Thanks girl.
I couldn't agree more! Sometimes people lose weight when they're stressed or sick or depressed etc and telling someone they look great bc they're thin is so damaging!
I agree! ❤️ I also think being healthy is much more of an internal thing than an external thing. Just because someone’s super skinny, doesn’t mean they’re not healthy. For example I’m really thin, but I have a really healthy diet. So it’s definitely important not to judge a book by its cover.
@@thatpiscesgal yep! People can be healthy and unhealthy at all sizes. A lot of times size is genetics and not a true reflection of one's diet and exercise regimen. We have to judge each other less!
Tbh that phrase worried me. Having had an eating disorder for a long time, when I first got into recovery I was trying to "look healthier" (to make doctors satisfied and to stop my family worrying) not to actually BE healthy. When my mindset finally changed from external to internal priorities (caring more about if all my organs are functioning properly, if I'm taking in enough nutrients etc) I actually started recovering properly. I don't think gaining weight to look healthy is a good way to think of it. Gaining weight to BE healthy should be the focus. Maybe she doesnt think about it like this and I'm being too sensitive, but it's something I've gone through and seen other people talk about. I think its worth her taking stock and thinking about what her true intentions and emotions behind food/weight/eating are 💕💕
I'm so happy you're talking about this because I was so worried about you being underweight and extremely stressed I'm happy that you can have this opportunity to get healthy again.
Anyone realise how much she’s posting after the broadway? That shows busyness, love u Colleen! Also, I can literally relate to 70% of this stuff Xd, and I would rlly like to see night time routine with Flynn! ❤️
People: How did you lose weight??? Colleen: A lot of diarrhea, stress & anxiety Oh Colleen, my heart!! I totally feel you with the not being able to eat when you're stressed thing. It's so frustrating to be stressed out and to need food for sustenance but to not be able to eat. We love you so much & I really appreciate your honesty. Thank you for reminding us that even when you are literally living your dream & your best life you can still be stressed & anxious. You never fail to make me smile. Sending you lots of love 💕💕💕
omg yeh i love her! i havent gotten any holo taco mainly because my nails are wayyyyyy to short for nail polish because i bite them really bad lmao. i want to support her tho
I’m crying because you’re 10,000,000 relatable in every single way 😭 I love how raw and real ALL of your vlogs are. You don’t seem like bother “mainstream social media influencer.” You are GENUINE and so different from the rest.. I can’t put into words how much I idolize you as a mom. Thank you for existing and sharing your life on the internet.. cause you iz ahh brave hooman. ✨✌🏻💖
Saniah Bullard she made it sound like it was so gross to not brush your teeth immediately after waking up but eating popcorn off the floor isn’t gross? They’re both related to hygiene/health
So. The brushing teeth thing. I basically brush my teeth after I eat breakfast, but I never talk to anyone before I eat because it takes forever for me to wake up
if you do that you’re swallowing all of the bacteria from when you slept that night. it builds up the most over night because you don’t rinse at all during your sleep and your saliva production is lower
So happy she talks about her post pregnancy body. I was pregnant around the same time she was. And when she gave birth, she was going through the same exact experience I was going through. And it honestly felt so comforting knowing that I’m not the only one going through this..
Me too!! I gained 20 pounds in 3 months of only eating once a day because I was sooo stressed out!!! I'm trying to eat 3 times a day and a snack to lose the weight. I've lost 10 pounds, but I am yo-yoing a bit because I'm still having a hard time remembering to eat with all the things going on. So frustrating!!!
Chengusoyane Kargbo same don’t eat breakfast, sometimes I eat something at morning tea (like about 10:30am) and then have a early dinner about 5:30/6pm I walk every day and on my feet lots at my job too . Hard for me to loose weight and harder as I’m 38 now and I’m only 5ft so yeh hopefully I will loose a little more 5kg probably would be great
I have a twin sister who doesn't care for a skin regime and I do. Her fine lines are definitely more pronounced than mine so I would recommend everybody at least cleanse and moisturize their skin every day if you care at all about your skin.. I wash my face (exfoliate after at night), toner, apply a natural serum, moisturize and mix in an oil blend. Not that anybody asked lmao but I just think it's important to take care of your skin.
I can't eat when I'm nervous either. One of my biggest fears is vomiting, and when I'm nervous I get nauseous so it keeps me from eating. Luckily my anxiety medication helps me now, but I used to be dangerously skinny because I could never bring myself to eat, so I understand where you're coming from Colleen
Naomi Zarzecki I have emetophobia (fear of vomiting) and I get nauseous when I am anxious too. I never got skinny, but medicine has helped me a lot too.
I’m so proud of you for being honest about your struggle with stress and food. ❤️❤️ And I’m so proud that you’re trying to get healthy again; I noticed your weight loss but didn’t want to be the jerk to mention someone’s weight because no one should body shame someone else, and you never know what someone is going through. ❤️❤️
twin cherry she admitted it was unhealthy and is trying to get to a healthy weight from losing weight due to stress and anxiety. She’s trying to get to her healthy natural weight. She’s always been thin. She’s talked about having problems with body image and eating in the past. Give her a break ❤️
twin cherry i mean im genetically skinny too, i have always been thin. And then i got sick with a lot of stomach issues and i can’t really eat without getting really sick, so now i look more sick and skinny than i would if I wasn’t already genetically thin. When i get better i will gain weight back, but I don’t think i will ever not be skinny. You can be skinny without being sick, but what she’s saying is it looks worse on her body because she was already genetically small. I feel her lmao
I randomly found this on my recommended page and Colleen was finding it weird that she showed us the kind of coffee she drinks but now that she has been vlogging everyday that’s so normal of her to do lol
I have 100% been where you are... with performance anxiety and not being able to eat. It happened to me when I was doing my first grad degree - I was SO stressed and anxious at school and performing, no food would stay in. I ended up seeing a counsellor for my anxiety, and I was also seeing my family doc about eating healthy and gaining weight. It took me a while to gain back the weight, and get my appetite back, but it came from a place of healing with performing first. I still get nerves when I have a big performance, but I rarely have trouble with food anymore! It's taken a while to get to where I am, and I'm so glad I figured it out. It's good that you're back to your usual routine, and away from the stress of performing life! You're doing awesome and you're the best :) You'll find your healthy weight again!
I can relate so much! It’s hard to eat when your body is telling you it’s not hungry and doesn’t want it. Stress can cause so many mental and physical ailments. Even when you want to be better it’s hard to find the energy to try because your body is fighting with you! I know you are happiest when you work but I really wish you could take some time away from work and concentrate on your wellbeing. All of your physical problems are manifesting from the inside out telling you you need a break! Sending you love and understanding xoxo
Girl that was me when I was unmedicated for my anxiety disorder. I'd never eat, I was 86 pounds as a freshman in high school and I lost my period. I've since gained a healthy amount of weight over the course of 6 years.
@@lilsp8399 yes, the most important thing is learning how to manage your anxiety. Working with a therapist or psychiatrist helps a lot. In my case, even the thought of food made me sick, so my doctor recommended a hunger stimulant and an antianxiety medication. I know that most people don't want to go on medication, but it was necessary for me. The biggest thing though is learning how to manage your anxiety. In the meantime eat small nutrituous foods as many times a day as you can handle. Find something that you don't find totally repulsing, and zone in on that. Hope that helps ❤
I do the same.. But i pour the coffee in slow to warm up the creamer, so that it doesn't cool my coffee down. :) If you pour your creamer in your coffee it makes you coffee cold to fast.... hehe!
I relate to that feeling of not being able to eat when you're stressed soooo much!! I was feeling super stressed when I was studying abroad and I just couldn't eat because I felt nauseous. I've also been naturally skinny all my life and I really didn't want to lose any weight because I was so thin already. It actually scared me not being able to eat, and like you I could only manage it in the evenings when I got back from school. In the end I decided to go back home so I could feel happy and healthy again and I'm really glad I did.
I noticed that you lost a lot of weight when you were doing Waitress and I did not want to say anything because I knew you were stressed. I started getting worried because you looked too thin and unhealthy. I am glad you are getting back on track. I hope you don't get stressed again on tour. I am worried about your health. Your family needs you to be healthy.
I love Colleen's bravery when talking about sensitive topics. I admire when people do that because it shows that it's normal to go through shit and to also talk about it and share your experience and insight. Well anyways, much love, Colleen💜 prayers and love to your family as well
I love that you're talking about health and weight loss. I think a lot of people would be envious or starving themselves to get be as skinny as you, without realizing that this is just really natural for you, and that you don't consider your current weight healthy and are trying to gain weight in order to be healthier. Everyone is SO different. I definitely couldn't be as skinny and still eat cupcakes and cookies, but that's just because I have a really different relationship with food, and it would be incredibly hard for me to be super thin. I come from a long line of thick ladies. I'm trying to get healthier myself, which for me means losing weight, and it takes a considerable amount of effort. Thanks for being so transparent.
It’s incredible the different struggles moms can have. I’m still working very hard to lose some weight after having my son a year ago. Struggles are struggles and I’m glad you’re putting weight back on to maintain a healthy weight for you. Good for you Colleen!
I've been overweight my whole life and nothing has made me lose weight as fast as developing crippling anxiety. Depression made me pack on 60 lbs, Anxiety and being physically unable to eat every day I plan on just leaving the house has made me lose a lot more than diets and exercise ever did. It's not healthy, I feel sick and lethargic most of the time, I do not recommend it to anyone because it sucks but like, it happens. Mental and physical health are sometimes really hard to balance and you should never be ashamed of admitting that you're struggling. Anyone who gives you shit for it is only doing so because they don't understand and you have the opportunity to help them learn about it. Anyone dealing with it does. I wish you all the luck in getting to a place with your body where you feel healthy and happy
How is breastfeeding going? I know that stress can have a huge impact on breastfeeding and then the whole not eating and whatnot can really affect it too. (Sorry if this is too personal....obviously just ignore if it is)
On a semi-related note, breastfeeding definitely contributes to postpartum weight loss (and nutritional deficiencies) especially if you aren’t consuming enough calories. You generally need 500 calories more than normal.
I've been watching Colleen on all three of her channels religiously for the past year and I'm so overfilled with happiness seeing her grow so rapidly!!! The production level, her acting, singing, her character and her own personality are skyrocketing! Colleen, if you reading this, I'm beyond happy for you, and I'm proud of you!!! Your hard work is seen, it shows and it is amazing. You are incredible. I love you and thank you for everything.
Mine fluctuates. When my anxiety is high, I can’t eat, but when my depression is ramped up I eat too much. I am experiencing both at high levels right now and my body is a wreck! I would not wish anxiety and depression on anybody. Sorry you guys are going through this.
I don’t have a meaningful and profound way to say this but: I really appreciate you sharing your weight issues and I completely understand your considerations. Only support from me! Also: WHAT happened to the missing part of your vagina post birth??? It’s so weird but I have legitimately been wondering
Contact Cristine simplynailogical from RUclips. She gets Roots stuff all the time. Maybe as a creator she will hook ya up. 😁 I cant sit still with either. I can not watch an entire movie. Ever. Even a half hour sit com is hard for me to sit through. Thats why i generally watch everything on my phone so it travels with me. Im not hyper or anything, i just cant sit in one spot for longer than a few minutes without doing something.
COLLEEN!!! I LOVE HOW REAL THIS IS!!! This is what I want to see when people say “my daily routine” because this is what people’s actual routines are like! Not the busy exciting stuff!!! LOVE YOU COLLEEN, stay real! ♥️
I just hit 105 pounds and I've struggled with the constant nausea and trying to eat my whole life, I'm happy for you for gaining 5 pounds back, I'm rooting for you Colleen I'm right along with you! It can be very hard but staying hydrated and at least eating some crackers is what keeps me going lol for anyone going through the process of trying to gain weight you got this! We're in this together
i love that you're sharing about your weight, and I'm glad you're trying to get back to a normal diet. it's really hard to get out of those habits but we all believe in you girl!! and thank you for saying all body genetics are perfect, you're the sweetest ily
I felt like that a few years ago and I was classed as anorexic. Everyone thought it was a choice, but when you're anxious all day and you can't eat it's awful! Especially when you're conscious that you're doing it and know you're already a small person. Try eating little and often, I find that helps :)
Nothing against anything you’re saying, I know you didn’t say this. I just find it so frustrating when people try to say ‘your so skinny, you must be anorexic’. Because that’s not even what anorexia is. It’s all mental, where you make a decision to go on diets and exercise until it starts to control you and you literally can’t stop dieting and exercising because a fear of gaining weight and being overweight. Its has nothing to do with being thin or eating habits changing due to emotions. (Ex. Being too anxious or depressed to eat)
@@laurendevito7501 I was diagnosed with anorexia purely to give me a label, because it was a byproduct of something else I was going through. It’s almost like bleeding out after you’ve broken your arm - it’s not the cause but it’s a major life threatening issue. One of my best friends has the type of anorexia you’re referring to and that’s just awful too :(
@@Sallyisfailingtofunctionx I understand what you’re saying, I’m not denying it can be dangerous regardless of the reason of poor eating habits. I just don’t get how being anxious or depressed about something other than weight can be classified as anorexia.
@@laurendevito7501 on the NHS website (I don’t know if you’re from the UK or not) I had 5 out of the 7 symptoms of anorexia and was diagnosed by a psychiatrist. I’m not a doctor, but I’m just going off my diagnosis
It makes me so sad that people get mad every time you say something about your weight bc to me its just part of life!!! And it makes me so happy to hear you talk about it so that i dont feel alone in my struggles with weight. Even though my struggles are the opposite of yours, i guess it just shows me that no one has it easy and everyone is just trying their best!!!!! Keep doing you!!
I actually love when you talk about your weight because I have a very similar body frame to you and people constantly assume I’m not eating or im not healthy and i find it super annoying and rude so thanks for making me feel like I’m not alone 💕
Makes me think of how I’m trying to shed some pounds and just be a little leaner but then I realize some women would love to have the extra lbs that I do and that I shouldn’t take it for granted and I should focus on being healthy not a smaller size. Thanks love we appreciate you 💕💕💕
Girl, LOVE those extra pounds because I wish, I’m underweight and I cannot for the life of me figure out how to gain weight, I’ve tried high protein diets, excersize to gain muscle, I’ve had my thyroid checked out and nothing is helping, I’m STILL underweight and I’m so weak from it too 😭
A lot of women that I know had a hard time keeping their milk supply up when they weren’t hungry or had loss of appetite or were too anxious/stressed, etc., so they struggled to feed, pump, etc., so you’re lucky you were/are still able to produce well. When you say your body is amazing, it truly is.
I just love your super casual sit down videos because it’s like I’m just hanging out with my best friend and we’re just chatting and catching up on life, I absolutely love it
When my mom passed away, I lost 20 lbs. in a couple of weeks I was just so stressed, sad and depressed; that I didn’t want to eat, I didn’t even think about eating...so I can understand what ur taking about. ❤️
You talking about weight is super brave and ultimately so important! People who are naturally skinny get so much anger towards them when they talk about needing to gain weight, but knowing the other side of things makes both sides easier to understand. Like, I'm someone with a slow metabolism and enough excess weight to where if I ate only unhealthy stuff late at night and nothing all day, I'd actually gain weight not lose it. And educating people on how different bodies can react completely different to the same routine helps normalize the fact that all bodies are imperfectly imperfect and if someone is too skinny, or overweight there could be a bajillion reasons behind it and just saying "eat more" or "eat less" is not how it always works.
I’m actually really grateful that you talked about your weight. I can never eat when I’m anxious and I’m like always anxious lol I’m just glad to know I’m not alone in that!
I relate Colleen! When I'm going through a semester of college I lose weight extremely fast from stress and overworking myself. In the summer I'll get on a better routine and gain some weight back but the cycle starts all over again in the fall. It's ironic because I'm studying veterinary medicine so all I do is learn about the medical side of what my body is going through. Stress has extremely strong effects on your brain!
The roots onesies come out almost every year in the winter so keep an eye out around end of November/December time & you should be able to find them online 😊
When I get anxious, and stressed, I can't eat either. Food just nauseates me and and no one I try to explain this too understands it so it's nice to hear that you go through it too but ugh, it's hard
I get the exact same some tips I found that can help me is going to the gym doing some cardio nothing major, and eating healthy meals. The more I skip meals the worse my anxiety gets x
0:01 Roots! Coming for Simply Nailogical 's brand 😂?! I think it would be interesting to have Cristine collab with Miranda and have them do each other's nails.
Ruby Ruby no neither am i lol but like there’s just so much happening in your face/ eyes overnight idk how she doesn’t want that off. Or maybe it’s just me lol
I wash my face at night. If I wash both morning and night my normal areas get dry and my oily areas get extra greasy! Face wash once a day for this girl.
oh my god thank you for talking about mental health-related weight loss!!!! inability to eat is my number one anxiety symptom and it's frustrating because people who dont understand say "just force yourself to eat" and that is absolutely not how it works. ive lost a bunch of weight from anxiety and i started to buy protein/meal replacement shakes for times when i cant eat actual food and it's expensive, but it's helping so far. this is further proof to industries that thrive on body-shaming that losing weight or being skinny does not inherently mean a person is healthy or that others should strive to be that way. it sucks that pop culture tells us to worship and celebrate all weight loss when some of it is unhealthy, frustrating, and a symptom of a larger mental health issue
I feel like there have been so many "reasons" over the years of why she has lost weight and how she never tries to lose weight but always ends up at a point where she's too thin. And the pattern of losing lots of weight during periods of high stress CAN (not always) be indicative of an eating disorder. I feel like there is a lot more going on with her relationship with her weight behind the scenes that she needs to take care of privately.
Yep, even her skin looks wrinkly and sallow again. She did not look like that during pregnancy or after. She actually looked healthy and she was glowing. Its so sad to see, but unfortunately you can tell be the way she talks that she more than likely has an ED (Ive been there). You could tell by how hard she was on herself even after giving birth, it went way beyond just being frustrated with pregnancy weight gain. She was REALLY obsessive with it.
Just the fact that weight, at different times easons in your life seems to be a source of concern, frustration etc may be indicative of medical &/ or psychological conditions that could be aided with some counseling or other evaluations. Therapy, biofeedback & a host of resources could reduce the “stress”/ anxiety associated with the nausea during those hectic times. Perhaps medication, if needed, as well. Because your line of work includes (if chosen), time periods of extended stressful & physically demanding jobs, some sort of plan needs to be in place to reduce the health compromising effects they result in. Building a team of sorts could greatly improve your quality of life during those times. You are smart & cognizant the situation now. I trust you will pre plan far in advance before the next time.
I actually am so in love with this vlog, you’re actually really similar to me and how I function day to day and I love it. It’s so much more personal and idk it just felt like I was having a conversation with a friend at home :)
I love videos like this when Colleen just talks to us the whole time about the most mundane things (: it honestly comforts me and makes me feel like I’m catching up with a close friend. alsO I jUsT loVe CoLleN bUt uH anYwAys...#justgirliethingz ✌️💕
I'm so sorry that you've been having such a hard time with the anxiety about eating and not being able to with ALL that you've been doing, I honestly did get worried because I've been through losing that much weight for the exact same reason and I really don't want what happened to me (and others) to happen to you. All we care about is that you are healthy and happy, and if you don't have your health, you don't have anything. I promise that it'll get better. We are SO proud of you for working on getting healthier and handling everything that's happened in your life the way that you have. We love you, we support you, we validate you.
Watching this after your twin birth and WOOOW it just feels like I’m watching a completely different person in the video ! So strange lol
I was thinking the same thing!!!
I know she has changed so much, I dont mean that in a bad way at all!! Ithink she's doing great considering 👏
@@charitys.3862 i think she has changed in the best way!! She’s doing amazing not that she wasn’t doing amazing then but she really is thriving now!! Being her own raw self it feels much more genuine now! I love it!
@@janelleeus4534 👍 Agreed
Same!!! She’s changed so much. I love her current videos
This is my favorite vlog of yours ever. The “boring” parts of the day are my favorite to watch too. Thank you for sharing what you’re going through. I’m the same way when I’m stressed. It’s so exhausting because you have no energy to do what you need to do, but you have absolutely no urge to eat to give yourself energy! Hopefully you’ll be feeling better soon! Love you!
Post partum anxiety, depression, and eating disorders are no joke. I understand that you are stressed about maintaining relatability with your young audience while trying to be a good mom but you have got to look out for your mental health. You are more than RUclips and you are more than someone's mom. I truly believe you need a *break*
This needs to be pinned!
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I agree with you. Even while watching this video, all I could think about was how she didn’t give herself a break after having Flynn. She immediately went back on tours. She’s complaining about how she’s stressed and anxious, but yet not doing anything to stop it. Lol I don’t get it
Ally Perez why? Someone’s blanket assumptions. This is exactly why coleen said she rarely posts about this stuff. The assumption is off
I understand that you’re looking out for her and I think that’s so sweet but I think that before she was with Erik working was her favorite thing and she really liked
Can everyone appreciate how hard Colleen works? Full time momma, being an actress, youtube and anything else in her private life! Id honestly crack under that pressure. You’re doing great Colleen!!
edit: omg thanks so much for the likes! i think we can all agree that she is A-MAZ-ING! ❤️
Caoimhe Pettard I agree
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Literally every working mom does that
And she was on Broadway!
Caoimhe Pettard same!!!! Colleen inspires me so much in every single way. Shes just an AMAZING human being!! 💜
Remember when Colleen was being a little dramatic and all "I'll NEVER be able to wear a crop top again", cut to her now, basically only ever wearing crop tops lol
ikr she thought she would have a preggo belly forever
😂I wonder what she thinks now of giving away her older crop tops to fans because she thought that
Remember when Colleen was being a little dramatic and all "I'll NEVER go on tour again, at least not for a very LOOONG while", cut to her already now going on tour again lol
Yep. I commented on three separate videos of her complaining about that and how her body would never be the same and I was like "no.... I've had two kids and I wore crop tops after both." But every first time mom stresses about similar things and there's nothing you can say, even if you've experienced it, to change their mind.
Dude it’s because she was pregnant and now she wants to wear what she wants if Colleen can read this (highly doubt it)
When I’m emotionally stressed then I can’t eat but when I’m stressed/overwhelmed about life then I can’t stop eating 🤷🏻♀️
I’m glad that you’re honest that your weight loss is a result of unhealthy habits. I think that’s really important. And I think it’s also important that you’re saying that you’re trying to gain weight to look more healthy again. It’s a subtle thing that implies that being super thin isn’t what looks super healthy. Thanks girl.
I couldn't agree more! Sometimes people lose weight when they're stressed or sick or depressed etc and telling someone they look great bc they're thin is so damaging!
The goal is to be healthy, whatever that means from person to person.
I agree! ❤️ I also think being healthy is much more of an internal thing than an external thing. Just because someone’s super skinny, doesn’t mean they’re not healthy. For example I’m really thin, but I have a really healthy diet. So it’s definitely important not to judge a book by its cover.
@@thatpiscesgal yep! People can be healthy and unhealthy at all sizes. A lot of times size is genetics and not a true reflection of one's diet and exercise regimen. We have to judge each other less!
Tbh that phrase worried me. Having had an eating disorder for a long time, when I first got into recovery I was trying to "look healthier" (to make doctors satisfied and to stop my family worrying) not to actually BE healthy. When my mindset finally changed from external to internal priorities (caring more about if all my organs are functioning properly, if I'm taking in enough nutrients etc) I actually started recovering properly. I don't think gaining weight to look healthy is a good way to think of it. Gaining weight to BE healthy should be the focus. Maybe she doesnt think about it like this and I'm being too sensitive, but it's something I've gone through and seen other people talk about. I think its worth her taking stock and thinking about what her true intentions and emotions behind food/weight/eating are 💕💕
I'm so happy you're talking about this because I was so worried about you being underweight and extremely stressed I'm happy that you can have this opportunity to get healthy again.
brenda Stephenson but even before she got pregnant she was really thin so it really doesn’t make a difference..
@@brendalove1230 Yeah I was thinking her face during pregnancy made her look youthful
I love this style of the vlog. She is just speaking to us and not editing much of the footage. the raw speaking is really nice. Who else agrees?
Anyone realise how much she’s posting after the broadway? That shows busyness, love u Colleen! Also, I can literally relate to 70% of this stuff Xd, and I would rlly like to see night time routine with Flynn! ❤️
m o o n シ t e a r s just a heads up it’s Colleen not Coleen😊
The cool-ish Kids oh yeh typo sorry it’s bc my friends called Coleen and it’s spelt that way
Yeah because she is money greedy
@@esmith96779 stfu -_-
Erika Smith omg! If u think that, stop watching her videos! Haters back off!
Colleen is spoiling us with all these videos today
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People: How did you lose weight???
Colleen: A lot of diarrhea, stress & anxiety
Oh Colleen, my heart!! I totally feel you with the not being able to eat when you're stressed thing. It's so frustrating to be stressed out and to need food for sustenance but to not be able to eat. We love you so much & I really appreciate your honesty. Thank you for reminding us that even when you are literally living your dream & your best life you can still be stressed & anxious. You never fail to make me smile. Sending you lots of love 💕💕💕
she was diagnosed a while ago with BDD and suspected ED because she said she often ate nothing/a carrot and admitted to taking laxatives/magnesium
maybe colleen could try smoothies when she's nervous, that way she can get some sustenance and not have to eat something.
i get the same as her when i'm anxious and i wouldn't be able to have a smoothie either, but i guess it's different for everyone
@@Hannah-lr1uc I wouldn't be able either. In those situations you just can't swallow anything.
I also have a similar reaction when I'm anxious and just looking at food when i'm anxious can make me feel sick unfortunately :/
Thick liquids make me gag if I don't feel good though
you need to talk to cristine from simplynailogical about getting roots clothes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she LIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEES in them.
bil eyelash OMG i was going to say that too!! love me a good simply fan have you gotten any holo taco?
Omgggggg yesssssss
Angel H yasssss gurl i have scattered holo taco what did you get??? 💕💕💕
omg yeh i love her! i havent gotten any holo taco mainly because my nails are wayyyyyy to short for nail polish because i bite them really bad lmao. i want to support her tho
YES
I’m crying because you’re 10,000,000 relatable in every single way 😭 I love how raw and real ALL of your vlogs are. You don’t seem like bother “mainstream social media influencer.” You are GENUINE and so different from the rest.. I can’t put into words how much I idolize you as a mom. Thank you for existing and sharing your life on the internet.. cause you iz ahh brave hooman. ✨✌🏻💖
Colleen: I cannot function without brushing my teeth
Also Colleen: eats caramel popcorn off the floor
Yup the irony is real🤔
Also also Colleen: licks a toilet
It’s from I dare u
That literally has nothing to do with eachother lmaoo🤣😅
Saniah Bullard she made it sound like it was so gross to not brush your teeth immediately after waking up but eating popcorn off the floor isn’t gross? They’re both related to hygiene/health
I absolutely believe that a morning mouth has more bacteria than the floor
So. The brushing teeth thing. I basically brush my teeth after I eat breakfast, but I never talk to anyone before I eat because it takes forever for me to wake up
sassianne11 same
SAMEEEEEE
if you do that you’re swallowing all of the bacteria from when you slept that night. it builds up the most over night because you don’t rinse at all during your sleep and your saliva production is lower
Hannah E I was gonna say that. Haha. My moms a dental hygienist and I have always found it so gross how some people eat before brushing.
so what? they don`t survive the stomach acids anyway.
So happy she talks about her post pregnancy body. I was pregnant around the same time she was. And when she gave birth, she was going through the same exact experience I was going through. And it honestly felt so comforting knowing that I’m not the only one going through this..
When I’m stressed and nervous I don’t eat either. But I usually gain weight and is hard for me to loose it.
When i was sike i lost like 8 ponds li am weard
Me too!! I gained 20 pounds in 3 months of only eating once a day because I was sooo stressed out!!! I'm trying to eat 3 times a day and a snack to lose the weight. I've lost 10 pounds, but I am yo-yoing a bit because I'm still having a hard time remembering to eat with all the things going on. So frustrating!!!
When I’m depressed I eat more but when I’m anxious I eat less
Same! Story of my life 😕
Chengusoyane Kargbo same don’t eat breakfast, sometimes I eat something at morning tea (like about 10:30am) and then have a early dinner about 5:30/6pm I walk every day and on my feet lots at my job too . Hard for me to loose weight and harder as I’m 38 now and I’m only 5ft so yeh hopefully I will loose a little more 5kg probably would be great
She said “I have a lot of things to do such as packing” but let’s be real she always packs last minute 😂😂😂
Truuueeeee!!!
TRUEEEEE!
very true lol
I thought I commented this. I was so confused because I haven’t watched the video yet 😂😂
I have a twin sister who doesn't care for a skin regime and I do. Her fine lines are definitely more pronounced than mine so I would recommend everybody at least cleanse and moisturize their skin every day if you care at all about your skin.. I wash my face (exfoliate after at night), toner, apply a natural serum, moisturize and mix in an oil blend. Not that anybody asked lmao but I just think it's important to take care of your skin.
I can't eat when I'm nervous either. One of my biggest fears is vomiting, and when I'm nervous I get nauseous so it keeps me from eating. Luckily my anxiety medication helps me now, but I used to be dangerously skinny because I could never bring myself to eat, so I understand where you're coming from Colleen
Kayley S. That happened to me. Then I started anti anxiety medication too and now I weight much too much 😔
Naomi Zarzecki I have emetophobia (fear of vomiting) and I get nauseous when I am anxious too. I never got skinny, but medicine has helped me a lot too.
Same
I have a FEAR of throwing up too and I get anxiety over it EVERYDAY so I know exactly what you feel and I’m glad I’m not the only one.
Kayley S.
Oh my god, me too. And if I do eat...OH LORD IT AINT GOOD!
Colleen: "I dont wash my face in the morning, I dont need to"
Me: *cant relate*
Kelly Kelbe I never wash my face lmao
@@megan592 why your face gets dirty just with a bar of dove soap is good and wash cloth
person: doesn’t brush their teeth immediately
colleen: aRe YoU a SeRIaL KilLEr?!
This is how many relate to Colleen and Love her!
👇🏻
I’m so proud of you for being honest about your struggle with stress and food. ❤️❤️ And I’m so proud that you’re trying to get healthy again; I noticed your weight loss but didn’t want to be the jerk to mention someone’s weight because no one should body shame someone else, and you never know what someone is going through. ❤️❤️
I respekt you
She still makes it sounds like its genetics which clearly isn't
twin cherry she admitted it was unhealthy and is trying to get to a healthy weight from losing weight due to stress and anxiety. She’s trying to get to her healthy natural weight. She’s always been thin. She’s talked about having problems with body image and eating in the past. Give her a break ❤️
twin cherry i mean im genetically skinny too, i have always been thin. And then i got sick with a lot of stomach issues and i can’t really eat without getting really sick, so now i look more sick and skinny than i would if I wasn’t already genetically thin. When i get better i will gain weight back, but I don’t think i will ever not be skinny. You can be skinny without being sick, but what she’s saying is it looks worse on her body because she was already genetically small. I feel her lmao
I randomly found this on my recommended page and Colleen was finding it weird that she showed us the kind of coffee she drinks but now that she has been vlogging everyday that’s so normal of her to do lol
“My moistures”
I read ur comment and she JUST said that like shes reading it!
Now calling all lotions “my moistures” 🤣
She said moisturisers lol
Lydia Cooper xx She didnt
When did she say that in the video?
"There's no secret other than a lot of diarrhea." ME!
I have 100% been where you are... with performance anxiety and not being able to eat. It happened to me when I was doing my first grad degree - I was SO stressed and anxious at school and performing, no food would stay in. I ended up seeing a counsellor for my anxiety, and I was also seeing my family doc about eating healthy and gaining weight. It took me a while to gain back the weight, and get my appetite back, but it came from a place of healing with performing first. I still get nerves when I have a big performance, but I rarely have trouble with food anymore! It's taken a while to get to where I am, and I'm so glad I figured it out. It's good that you're back to your usual routine, and away from the stress of performing life! You're doing awesome and you're the best :) You'll find your healthy weight again!
*Colleen yawns*
“How many of you just yawned and I yawned”
*stops mid yawn in realisation*
me too 🤪 lol
I yawned when I read this
Same! Lmao
i yawned from reading this comment lol
I yawned reading this too haha😅
I love how colleen is always so real and honest with her viewers. Respect.
I just want Colleen to be healthy during her journey of gaining weight
I can relate so much! It’s hard to eat when your body is telling you it’s not hungry and doesn’t want it. Stress can cause so many mental and physical ailments. Even when you want to be better it’s hard to find the energy to try because your body is fighting with you! I know you are happiest when you work but I really wish you could take some time away from work and concentrate on your wellbeing. All of your physical problems are manifesting from the inside out telling you you need a break! Sending you love and understanding xoxo
Girl that was me when I was unmedicated for my anxiety disorder. I'd never eat, I was 86 pounds as a freshman in high school and I lost my period. I've since gained a healthy amount of weight over the course of 6 years.
Liv C That’s great. I’m proud of you!
That's awesome!! Good job!
I'm so proud of you love! ❤😊
Well done, that’s wonderful!! Currently I’m going through the same thing - any tips 💗❤️
@@lilsp8399 yes, the most important thing is learning how to manage your anxiety. Working with a therapist or psychiatrist helps a lot. In my case, even the thought of food made me sick, so my doctor recommended a hunger stimulant and an antianxiety medication. I know that most people don't want to go on medication, but it was necessary for me. The biggest thing though is learning how to manage your anxiety. In the meantime eat small nutrituous foods as many times a day as you can handle. Find something that you don't find totally repulsing, and zone in on that. Hope that helps ❤
i yawned when after she yawned when she said “how many of you just yawned when I yaw-” *yaaaaawwwwn*
Dulce Garcia yawned reading this
and now i yawned lol
@@itsmesarahmarie Same
I yawned because you are talking about yawning omg!
Colleen: likes roots
Is it time for a simplynaillogical and Miranda collab?!
That needs to happen
Hell yes
Hahaha glad I’m not alone LEAPING to that conclusion lol
Can everyone just take a moment to appreciate how much Coleen is posting? That gurl is a BUSINESS QUEEN!
And how supportive she is 😊❤️ love u Coleen!
I too stress don't eat. Some people stress eat. Some do the opposite.
I literally won't eat for literally days because I'm so stressed. So I'm so proud of my wonderful self for being so stressed I can't eat :( :)
Me- “She puts her creamer in first!? Weirdo.”
Colleen explains why
Me- “That’s actually pretty smart.”
My mom has always done that and I called her weird.. now I do it too 😅
My thoughts exactly
I’ve done it for years.. seriously the smartest thing ever.. and if you pour your coffee from a higher point it mixes it better 😂
I have always done this. I didn’t know other people thought this was weird LOL
I do the same.. But i pour the coffee in slow to warm up the creamer, so that it doesn't cool my coffee down. :) If you pour your creamer in your coffee it makes you coffee cold to fast.... hehe!
I relate to that feeling of not being able to eat when you're stressed soooo much!! I was feeling super stressed when I was studying abroad and I just couldn't eat because I felt nauseous. I've also been naturally skinny all my life and I really didn't want to lose any weight because I was so thin already. It actually scared me not being able to eat, and like you I could only manage it in the evenings when I got back from school. In the end I decided to go back home so I could feel happy and healthy again and I'm really glad I did.
Good for you hun! 💜🙌👊
Colleen: I can’t function without brushing my teeth first thing in the morning
Me: I can’t function with your hood strings uneven
Ashley Adams I thought I was the only one 🤣
Yesss!! 😂😂
severely* uneven lol. &’ we love you colleen!! 💛💛
I noticed that you lost a lot of weight when you were doing Waitress and I did not want to say anything because I knew you were stressed. I started getting worried because you looked too thin and unhealthy. I am glad you are getting back on track. I hope you don't get stressed again on tour. I am worried about your health. Your family needs you to be healthy.
What a lovely comment ! 💜💜💜💜
Did u see waitress?
“today I’m gonna use “this guy is an awesome dad” because I am an awesome dad” -Colleen 2019
A hard working honest person. Wow, I seriously appreciate how real you are. Thank you for being you
I love Colleen's bravery when talking about sensitive topics. I admire when people do that because it shows that it's normal to go through shit and to also talk about it and share your experience and insight. Well anyways, much love, Colleen💜 prayers and love to your family as well
I love that you're talking about health and weight loss. I think a lot of people would be envious or starving themselves to get be as skinny as you, without realizing that this is just really natural for you, and that you don't consider your current weight healthy and are trying to gain weight in order to be healthier. Everyone is SO different. I definitely couldn't be as skinny and still eat cupcakes and cookies, but that's just because I have a really different relationship with food, and it would be incredibly hard for me to be super thin. I come from a long line of thick ladies. I'm trying to get healthier myself, which for me means losing weight, and it takes a considerable amount of effort. Thanks for being so transparent.
It’s incredible the different struggles moms can have. I’m still working very hard to lose some weight after having my son a year ago. Struggles are struggles and I’m glad you’re putting weight back on to maintain a healthy weight for you. Good for you Colleen!
I'm happy you're eating. I was worried too. And for the haters: The food is for the inside of the body. Not the outside.
I’ve never heard it put like that before and I freaking love it , lol . thanks 🙏🏻💕
I've been overweight my whole life and nothing has made me lose weight as fast as developing crippling anxiety. Depression made me pack on 60 lbs, Anxiety and being physically unable to eat every day I plan on just leaving the house has made me lose a lot more than diets and exercise ever did. It's not healthy, I feel sick and lethargic most of the time, I do not recommend it to anyone because it sucks but like, it happens. Mental and physical health are sometimes really hard to balance and you should never be ashamed of admitting that you're struggling. Anyone who gives you shit for it is only doing so because they don't understand and you have the opportunity to help them learn about it. Anyone dealing with it does. I wish you all the luck in getting to a place with your body where you feel healthy and happy
Evalynn I feel like I wrote this. It resonated with me very much. :(
How is breastfeeding going? I know that stress can have a huge impact on breastfeeding and then the whole not eating and whatnot can really affect it too. (Sorry if this is too personal....obviously just ignore if it is)
Kimi Smith I would love a video on this!
On a semi-related note, breastfeeding definitely contributes to postpartum weight loss (and nutritional deficiencies) especially if you aren’t consuming enough calories. You generally need 500 calories more than normal.
I've been watching Colleen on all three of her channels religiously for the past year and I'm so overfilled with happiness seeing her grow so rapidly!!! The production level, her acting, singing, her character and her own personality are skyrocketing! Colleen, if you reading this, I'm beyond happy for you, and I'm proud of you!!! Your hard work is seen, it shows and it is amazing. You are incredible. I love you and thank you for everything.
I'm currently dealing with a season of the worst anxiety and depression of my life....and it's no joke. I can't make myself eat at all. I feel ya!
I suffer with the opposite. I binge and binge and binge. Which causes even worse feelings. It's miserable
Mine fluctuates. When my anxiety is high, I can’t eat, but when my depression is ramped up I eat too much. I am experiencing both at high levels right now and my body is a wreck! I would not wish anxiety and depression on anybody. Sorry you guys are going through this.
Joanna Yes, I can relate. When I self-loathe I can't eat. When I'm stressed about life, relationships, etc. I overeat. The mind is a wild thing lmao.
“I like to watch tv while I put my makeup on in the morning”
Exactly what I’m doing right now watching this video🤗.
when she said Roots I immediately thought CRISTINE
coooollab?!
Omg saaaame
Same girl
Roots - canada
Cristine - collleen
Collab - ViRal
HoTEl - TrIvAGo
YESSSSS omg I need that collab
Yeahhh that’s not going to happen 🤣 I’m very sure they don’t like each other 🤣
Cristine has to send you some roots stuff 😂
I shouldn't be the only one that wants a collab 😍😍
Ya
I don’t have a meaningful and profound way to say this but: I really appreciate you sharing your weight issues and I completely understand your considerations. Only support from me!
Also: WHAT happened to the missing part of your vagina post birth??? It’s so weird but I have legitimately been wondering
What??
yeah what
Yeah WHAT?
Part of her uterus was drooping out of her vagina (which can happen). It usually goes away so I assume it looks quite better by now
Same I was waiting for her to mention that
“You all may find this boring”, “I know this is so boring” COLLEEN NO WE LIKE YOUR VIDEOS FOR A REASON no they aren’t boring!
Contact Cristine simplynailogical from RUclips. She gets Roots stuff all the time. Maybe as a creator she will hook ya up.
😁
I cant sit still with either. I can not watch an entire movie. Ever. Even a half hour sit com is hard for me to sit through. Thats why i generally watch everything on my phone so it travels with me.
Im not hyper or anything, i just cant sit in one spot for longer than a few minutes without doing something.
Yesss
Sooooo relatable!!! Just moved from on the trampoline into my bedroom!!😂
Yesssssss
COLLEEN!!! I LOVE HOW REAL THIS IS!!! This is what I want to see when people say “my daily routine” because this is what people’s actual routines are like! Not the busy exciting stuff!!! LOVE YOU COLLEEN, stay real! ♥️
I just hit 105 pounds and I've struggled with the constant nausea and trying to eat my whole life, I'm happy for you for gaining 5 pounds back, I'm rooting for you Colleen I'm right along with you! It can be very hard but staying hydrated and at least eating some crackers is what keeps me going lol for anyone going through the process of trying to gain weight you got this! We're in this together
i love that you're sharing about your weight, and I'm glad you're trying to get back to a normal diet. it's really hard to get out of those habits but we all believe in you girl!! and thank you for saying all body genetics are perfect, you're the sweetest ily
I felt like that a few years ago and I was classed as anorexic. Everyone thought it was a choice, but when you're anxious all day and you can't eat it's awful! Especially when you're conscious that you're doing it and know you're already a small person. Try eating little and often, I find that helps :)
Nothing against anything you’re saying, I know you didn’t say this. I just find it so frustrating when people try to say ‘your so skinny, you must be anorexic’. Because that’s not even what anorexia is. It’s all mental, where you make a decision to go on diets and exercise until it starts to control you and you literally can’t stop dieting and exercising because a fear of gaining weight and being overweight. Its has nothing to do with being thin or eating habits changing due to emotions. (Ex. Being too anxious or depressed to eat)
@@laurendevito7501 I was diagnosed with anorexia purely to give me a label, because it was a byproduct of something else I was going through. It’s almost like bleeding out after you’ve broken your arm - it’s not the cause but it’s a major life threatening issue. One of my best friends has the type of anorexia you’re referring to and that’s just awful too :(
@@Sallyisfailingtofunctionx I understand what you’re saying, I’m not denying it can be dangerous regardless of the reason of poor eating habits. I just don’t get how being anxious or depressed about something other than weight can be classified as anorexia.
@@laurendevito7501 it was just my diagnosis, simple as that :)
@@laurendevito7501 on the NHS website (I don’t know if you’re from the UK or not) I had 5 out of the 7 symptoms of anorexia and was diagnosed by a psychiatrist. I’m not a doctor, but I’m just going off my diagnosis
It makes me so sad that people get mad every time you say something about your weight bc to me its just part of life!!! And it makes me so happy to hear you talk about it so that i dont feel alone in my struggles with weight. Even though my struggles are the opposite of yours, i guess it just shows me that no one has it easy and everyone is just trying their best!!!!! Keep doing you!!
I actually love when you talk about your weight because I have a very similar body frame to you and people constantly assume I’m not eating or im not healthy and i find it super annoying and rude so thanks for making me feel like I’m not alone 💕
Same, no matter how much i eat my body will still be bony and small
I'm the same.
Makes me think of how I’m trying to shed some pounds and just be a little leaner but then I realize some women would love to have the extra lbs that I do and that I shouldn’t take it for granted and I should focus on being healthy not a smaller size. Thanks love we appreciate you 💕💕💕
health is wealth honey!
Want to like this twice
You all are the sweetest! Thanks for spreading the positivity!
I’ve been trying so hard to think like this
Girl, LOVE those extra pounds because I wish, I’m underweight and I cannot for the life of me figure out how to gain weight, I’ve tried high protein diets, excersize to gain muscle, I’ve had my thyroid checked out and nothing is helping, I’m STILL underweight and I’m so weak from it too 😭
No one:
Not a soul:
Colleen: because I’m am an awesome dad
I almost spit out my apple sauce
When
@@penelopeng3252 7:50
A lot of women that I know had a hard time keeping their milk supply up when they weren’t hungry or had loss of appetite or were too anxious/stressed, etc., so they struggled to feed, pump, etc., so you’re lucky you were/are still able to produce well. When you say your body is amazing, it truly is.
I just love your super casual sit down videos because it’s like I’m just hanging out with my best friend and we’re just chatting and catching up on life, I absolutely love it
When my mom passed away, I lost 20 lbs. in a couple of weeks I was just so stressed, sad and depressed; that I didn’t want to eat, I didn’t even think about eating...so I can understand what ur taking about. ❤️
1:16 ask Cristine from Simply Nailogical to hit you up with some Roots
You talking about weight is super brave and ultimately so important! People who are naturally skinny get so much anger towards them when they talk about needing to gain weight, but knowing the other side of things makes both sides easier to understand. Like, I'm someone with a slow metabolism and enough excess weight to where if I ate only unhealthy stuff late at night and nothing all day, I'd actually gain weight not lose it. And educating people on how different bodies can react completely different to the same routine helps normalize the fact that all bodies are imperfectly imperfect and if someone is too skinny, or overweight there could be a bajillion reasons behind it and just saying "eat more" or "eat less" is not how it always works.
I’m actually really grateful that you talked about your weight. I can never eat when I’m anxious and I’m like always anxious lol
I’m just glad to know I’m not alone in that!
Same!!!
Same here yet my body holds on to weight like no one's business 🤦🏻♀️how am I overweight when I litterly eat a meal a day 🤦🏻♀️👎☹️
I'm Canadian YES WE LOVE A ROOTS ONESIE QUEEN
I relate Colleen! When I'm going through a semester of college I lose weight extremely fast from stress and overworking myself. In the summer I'll get on a better routine and gain some weight back but the cycle starts all over again in the fall. It's ironic because I'm studying veterinary medicine so all I do is learn about the medical side of what my body is going through. Stress has extremely strong effects on your brain!
Ok so why is Flynn getting to big so fast!!! I feel like if I blink I’m gonna miss it!
The roots onesies come out almost every year in the winter so keep an eye out around end of November/December time & you should be able to find them online 😊
Roots onesies are only available for the Christmas season!! check in late november
When I get anxious, and stressed, I can't eat either. Food just nauseates me and and no one I try to explain this too understands it so it's nice to hear that you go through it too but ugh, it's hard
Alyssa V same here I’m losing weight and I’m so frustrated that I can’t eat. 😪
I get the exact same some tips I found that can help me is going to the gym doing some cardio nothing major, and eating healthy meals. The more I skip meals the worse my anxiety gets x
0:01 Roots! Coming for Simply Nailogical 's brand 😂?! I think it would be interesting to have Cristine collab with Miranda and have them do each other's nails.
OMG I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH HER ON THE BRUSHING THING AND THE BREAKFAST THING
Colleen: I don’t really eat breakfast food
Me: *eating cereal while watching this at 9 PM*
Will Musics I’m eating cereal too 👀
I'm eating eggos
Colleen: HOW DO YOU NOT BRUSH YOUR TEETH FIRST THING IN THE MORNING??
Me: HOW DO YOU NOT WASH YOUR FACE AT ALL IN THE MORNING??
Jesus calm down.. 😂😂 lol not hating
Me:how do you even do those things.....not that i not brush my teeth but like...
Ruby Ruby no neither am i lol but like there’s just so much happening in your face/ eyes overnight idk how she doesn’t want that off. Or maybe it’s just me lol
I wash my face at night. If I wash both morning and night my normal areas get dry and my oily areas get extra greasy! Face wash once a day for this girl.
Katie Pie I do a deep cleanse at night and then just a basic micellar water in the AM. If I don’t clean my face I just feel gross lol
oh my god thank you for talking about mental health-related weight loss!!!! inability to eat is my number one anxiety symptom and it's frustrating because people who dont understand say "just force yourself to eat" and that is absolutely not how it works. ive lost a bunch of weight from anxiety and i started to buy protein/meal replacement shakes for times when i cant eat actual food and it's expensive, but it's helping so far. this is further proof to industries that thrive on body-shaming that losing weight or being skinny does not inherently mean a person is healthy or that others should strive to be that way. it sucks that pop culture tells us to worship and celebrate all weight loss when some of it is unhealthy, frustrating, and a symptom of a larger mental health issue
Am i the only one who loves when she says “ just girly things” ? 😂❤️
Nahomi Lugo yes and now I always say it lol
Nahomi Lugo omg me 😂
@@jessicajudd6789 me too 😂
no
Yes
Colleen: “how many of y’all yawned?”
Me: *holds back the yawn*
I haven’t even gotten to that part and I yawned reading your comment
I yawned reading your comment haha
Yeah I just read that and yawned
I feel like there have been so many "reasons" over the years of why she has lost weight and how she never tries to lose weight but always ends up at a point where she's too thin. And the pattern of losing lots of weight during periods of high stress CAN (not always) be indicative of an eating disorder. I feel like there is a lot more going on with her relationship with her weight behind the scenes that she needs to take care of privately.
i dont know if shes very self aware about it
someone should warn her cause I don't think she knows....
Yep, even her skin looks wrinkly and sallow again. She did not look like that during pregnancy or after. She actually looked healthy and she was glowing. Its so sad to see, but unfortunately you can tell be the way she talks that she more than likely has an ED (Ive been there). You could tell by how hard she was on herself even after giving birth, it went way beyond just being frustrated with pregnancy weight gain. She was REALLY obsessive with it.
@@Elena-er7zp She did a diet where she only ate applesauce? Why?? And for how long?
Just the fact that weight, at different times
easons in your life seems to be a source of concern, frustration etc may be indicative of medical &/ or psychological conditions that could be aided with some counseling or other evaluations. Therapy, biofeedback & a host of resources could reduce the “stress”/ anxiety associated with the nausea during those hectic times. Perhaps medication, if needed, as well. Because your line of work includes (if chosen), time periods of extended stressful & physically demanding jobs, some sort of plan needs to be in place to reduce the health compromising effects they result in. Building a team of sorts could greatly improve your quality of life during those times. You are smart & cognizant the situation now. I trust you will pre plan far in advance before the next time.
I actually am so in love with this vlog, you’re actually really similar to me and how I function day to day and I love it. It’s so much more personal and idk it just felt like I was having a conversation with a friend at home :)
I love videos like this when Colleen just talks to us the whole time about the most mundane things (: it honestly comforts me and makes me feel like I’m catching up with a close friend. alsO I jUsT loVe CoLleN bUt uH anYwAys...#justgirliethingz ✌️💕
AGREEED
I’m so glad I’m not the only one who HAS to be doing stuff whilst watching TV!!
Tasha Marzie YES I DO TOO! I HAVE TO BE ON MY PHONE, DOING HOMEWORK ETC
When she said “Android tv” she was really in her Miranda roll (: love her soo much
Collen! Befriend simplynailogical and u will have sweatpants/onesies fo dayyys
Simply nailogical lovvvves Roots!
@@roestn YASSSSSSSSSSS
Yes that’s exactly what I thought
Who else thought of simplynailogical cristine when collen was wearing the roots jacket
where did she get her mom jeans they're so cute
trashreen I agree with you!
Right! I’d love to know as well haha Too bad she doesn’t interact with her fans on here 😑
YOU FEEL NAUSEOUS WHEN YOU EAT IN THE MORNING TOO???
FINALLY SOMEONE ELSE
Me too!!!! I felt the same way when she said that !
me: sees roots
me: cristine. cristine. cristine. collab. collab now.
Cristine the science queen
Yes
I'm so sorry that you've been having such a hard time with the anxiety about eating and not being able to with ALL that you've been doing, I honestly did get worried because I've been through losing that much weight for the exact same reason and I really don't want what happened to me (and others) to happen to you. All we care about is that you are healthy and happy, and if you don't have your health, you don't have anything. I promise that it'll get better. We are SO proud of you for working on getting healthier and handling everything that's happened in your life the way that you have. We love you, we support you, we validate you.
Yessssss we would love Flynn’s bedtime routine!!! Also I’m so proud of you for trying to gain weight. You’re so strong babe 💞💓💗💖💕
i LOST IT when she didn’t close the mug cabinet😂😂😂😂
I’m not first,
I’m not last,
But when Colleen posts,
I click fast ❤️
I think it’s I clicked first
@@donnamurray4266I don't think it is... it would be too repetitive
*cough* *cough* looks familiar 👀