I am jewish and a 39 year old single mother and a heroin addict going on 10 years now. I started smoking crack cocaine at 14 and shrooms and ecstasy in my early 20's, started drinking and smoking cigarettes and weed at 12. I grew up in cps after being taken from my severely abusive mother and step dad and grew up in groups homes and shelters. I hate the addition but I need the energy as I was born with lung issues and am slowly and painfully dying from a lung disease similar to cystic fibrosis and always in chronic pain and have been through well over 25 surgeries in. i hate the cycle of bondage and pain and regrets. it is really hard for me to hear this video - maybe i will remember the video when i pick up my hearing aids.
I hope you're doing okay at the moment, Thelma. Trust me when I say that I understand your predicament. I was also born with a very painful condition and I was prescribed oxycodone at the age of 16. I had massive doses prescribed over the years, along with fentanyl patches and morphine sulphate (not together), until I finally opted for bilateral below-knee amputations. Now I can walk normally without pain, but the addiction to opioids is worse than ever. The cravings are the worst part of addiction for me. Anyway, I hope you're doing well. 👍
I wish you had the rest of this session available. It was really good!
Thanks for all your videos! ❤️
I am jewish and a 39 year old single mother and a heroin addict going on 10 years now. I started smoking crack cocaine at 14 and shrooms and ecstasy in my early 20's, started drinking and smoking cigarettes and weed at 12. I grew up in cps after being taken from my severely abusive mother and step dad and grew up in groups homes and shelters. I hate the addition but I need the energy as I was born with lung issues and am slowly and painfully dying from a lung disease similar to cystic fibrosis and always in chronic pain and have been through well over 25 surgeries in. i hate the cycle of bondage and pain and regrets. it is really hard for me to hear this video - maybe i will remember the video when i pick up my hearing aids.
hey i hope you're doing better now. peace
I hope you're doing okay at the moment, Thelma. Trust me when I say that I understand your predicament. I was also born with a very painful condition and I was prescribed oxycodone at the age of 16. I had massive doses prescribed over the years, along with fentanyl patches and morphine sulphate (not together), until I finally opted for bilateral below-knee amputations. Now I can walk normally without pain, but the addiction to opioids is worse than ever. The cravings are the worst part of addiction for me. Anyway, I hope you're doing well. 👍