A lighter for the ones like me that fall & never see the light, People leave your life, they never call & give no reasons why. At times you wanna end it, out here underneath a peaceful sky. been staring up for years into its eye, still haven’t seen the shine Maybe I’m the problem, Always knew I was a burden, I fell off and had nobody Then I knew that shit for certain Have you walked inside a storm, And realized that it was home, Maybe it’s these drugs I take That fuck me up and rip my soul Even when I got it all, I noticed there’s a little hole, That takes my breath away I need a crash cart, someone check his pulse And you could have my heart, Cause it’s the only part that isn’t sold, It’s like I’m from Antarctica, Time’s frozen but it isn’t cold You could be my rock, My solid ground, if you wanted to, Hold me back from falling off the ledge Just like you always do The villain of my story, I’m my own worst enemy My past mistakes still poison me Why can’t I find the remedy? I’m going off to rehab for the fifth or 7th fucking time, I look for any reason I should just give life another try. Most days I wake up so disappointed that I didn’t die. Without you, is my cell, you never visit me in prison - why? Could we resuscitate this love, or is this shit for real this time? Your eyes they keep me shackled, like two cuffs, they grip me really tight It’s 5:03 AM I guess that I should probably shut my eyes. The storm is almost over, hear the last roar from the thunder whine You could bet it all on me, My name’s one you should underline, Nothing would go wrong this time If both of us just saw the light
I pray the pain away my feelings fade away Can’t talk I won’t complain Bad thoughts inside my brain They’re driving me insane Late night I tried to pray I guess somethings won’t change Why’d she just walk away ? I keep on losing faith
momma, im on my way but i cant feel a damn thing momma, i know that you pray i just seem to think striaght i know that you pray that i wake. up from this dream that i am in before it too late my life just begin 20 year young it feel like the end now we all can sit in pretend that everything will blow in the wind but i be damn too let it blow in the wind and let the pain i been feeling, win
Feelin like a monster Rip to the best now he’s gone Broke my heart that shit is tragic Let me hear his voice to fix my wounds I’ll be honest, the pain is unbearable lucid dreams in my room Stuck down in the abyss I growl but to deep in the abyss Like damn shits rough like r kelly taking a piss What I miss can’t see John cena in this mist Told my hoe to go away yeah she’s dismissed Love started to break me getting really distant (yeah)
got this thought in my head got this hope in my heart i wanna be a rockstar pop out in a cop car party way too hard take this shit too far all i think abt is tht night. first time i was in your car we were laughing so hard i was falling damn far when i looked to ya eyes all i saw was the stars told you what i felt in my heart did i take it too far are you scared of me? or are you just scared of the dark promise tht ill never leave you with no scars
yeah i'm on my way to bigger and better the promise i made girl last long forever always in my head tryna looking for some answers yeah im taking drugs but i ain't lookin for cancer
If you wonder what I do you can find me on the comment section of RUclips Stranger using virtual pen and paper Expressing myself Dont you know that I care less And the more that I do I stress less But the pain is getting worse Ive been bleeding out of my wounds lately Late at night when I should be sleeping Im awake high staring at the wall thinking Thinking did I really do you so wrong Or Im wrong was I used and now im heartbroken and burnt is this how it feels to be choking for so long i cant take it anymore Im combining prescriptiom with beer and smoke I passout I wake I thought its a New day but no it was just two Hours and I still feel pain, rinse and repeat, roll a J take a Pill until it hits sleep deep until better days appear These goblins these souless souls bodies under control of evil Powers destroying each good person and another sending us slowly six feet under Thinking of life as its gonna last forever Their materialism and fake plastic happiness Will fade just as I and you fade away A second passess and we in our grave So thanks for reaching happiness using our lives Being careless towards us Using our bones as tools feeding us lies hiding the truth
And I'm on my way not to you but to heavens gates dont know when itll be my last day but I made it and now just to wait till he shows up lets me in Or throws me away oh well guess we wont know till we get to that page 2x
Like will my wrongs beat my rights up or will my rights show him the light huh if it was wrong was it for the right cause and if its right how were you wrong
Seen to much feel like I know it all everyday i watch our civilization fall some of yall so blind dont see at all while the rest of us sit in shock and awe
And that's just how it is I cant get over this you got me in a situation I'm running out of patience I write you letters the pages run out of space yeah to much on my mind feel like the size of space yeah
And by my mother's grace cant wait till the day I see your face and with how it is they wanna see me in a cage they tryna put me out of place but I got no time to waste and I cant hold back yeah not today
Fire asf 🔥😤 2023 our year bro
You know it 🚀
Prove it bro
A lighter for the ones like me that fall & never see the light,
People leave your life, they never call & give no reasons why.
At times you wanna end it, out here underneath a peaceful sky.
been staring up for years into its eye, still haven’t seen the shine
Maybe I’m the problem,
Always knew I was a burden,
I fell off and had nobody
Then I knew that shit for certain
Have you walked inside a storm,
And realized that it was home,
Maybe it’s these drugs I take
That fuck me up and rip my soul
Even when I got it all,
I noticed there’s a little hole,
That takes my breath away
I need a crash cart, someone check his pulse
And you could have my heart,
Cause it’s the only part that isn’t sold,
It’s like I’m from Antarctica,
Time’s frozen but it isn’t cold
You could be my rock,
My solid ground,
if you wanted to,
Hold me back from falling off the ledge
Just like you always do
The villain of my story,
I’m my own worst enemy
My past mistakes still poison me
Why can’t I find the remedy?
I’m going off to rehab for the fifth or 7th fucking time,
I look for any reason I should just give life another try.
Most days I wake up so disappointed that I didn’t die.
Without you, is my cell, you never visit me in prison - why?
Could we resuscitate this love, or is this shit for real this time?
Your eyes they keep me shackled, like two cuffs, they grip me really tight
It’s 5:03 AM I guess that I should probably shut my eyes.
The storm is almost over, hear the last roar from the thunder whine
You could bet it all on me,
My name’s one you should underline,
Nothing would go wrong this time
If both of us just saw the light
you finna use this ina somg ??
Beat - "On my way"
i wrote a banger to this bro is there anyway i can still use the beat after it’s sold… i need this beat the song doesn’t match any other sound..
good melody🔥
I pray the pain away my feelings fade away
Can’t talk I won’t complain
Bad thoughts inside my brain
They’re driving me insane
Late night I tried to pray
I guess somethings won’t change
Why’d she just walk away ?
I keep on losing faith
momma, im on my way
but i cant feel a damn thing
momma, i know that you pray
i just seem to think striaght
i know that you pray that i wake. up
from this dream that i am in
before it too late my life just begin
20 year young it feel like the end
now we all can sit in pretend
that everything will blow in the wind
but i be damn too let it blow in the wind
and let the pain i been feeling, win
yeahhh
Feelin like a monster
Rip to the best now he’s gone
Broke my heart that shit is tragic
Let me hear his voice to fix my wounds
I’ll be honest, the pain is unbearable
lucid dreams in my room
Stuck down in the abyss
I growl but to deep in the abyss
Like damn shits rough like r kelly taking a piss
What I miss can’t see John cena in this mist
Told my hoe to go away yeah she’s dismissed
Love started to break me getting really distant
(yeah)
got this thought in my head
got this hope in my heart
i wanna be a rockstar
pop out in a cop car
party way too hard
take this shit too far
all i think abt is tht night.
first time i was in your car
we were laughing so hard
i was falling damn far
when i looked to ya eyes all i saw was the stars
told you what i felt in my heart
did i take it too far
are you scared of me?
or are you just scared of the dark
promise tht ill never leave you with no scars
yeah i'm on my way to bigger and better
the promise i made girl last long forever
always in my head tryna looking for some answers
yeah im taking drugs but i ain't lookin for cancer
i could show you what i got going on, you’ll feel it
❤😊
Anyone know the key?
KEY: A# Major BPM : 86
If you wonder what I do you can find me on the comment section of RUclips
Stranger using virtual pen and paper
Expressing myself
Dont you know that I care less
And the more that I do I stress less
But the pain is getting worse
Ive been bleeding out of my wounds lately
Late at night when I should be sleeping
Im awake high staring at the wall thinking
Thinking did I really do you so wrong
Or Im wrong was I used and now im heartbroken and burnt is this how it feels to be choking for so long i cant take it anymore
Im combining prescriptiom with beer and smoke I passout I wake I thought its a New day but no it was just two Hours and I still feel pain, rinse and repeat, roll a J take a Pill until it hits sleep deep until better days appear
These goblins these souless souls bodies under control of evil Powers destroying each good person and another sending us slowly six feet under
Thinking of life as its gonna last forever
Their materialism and fake plastic happiness
Will fade just as I and you fade away
A second passess and we in our grave
So thanks for reaching happiness using our lives Being careless towards us
Using our bones as tools feeding us lies hiding the truth
And I'm on my way not to you but to heavens gates dont know when itll be my last day but I made it and now just to wait till he shows up lets me in Or throws me away oh well guess we wont know till we get to that page 2x
Like will my wrongs beat my rights up or will my rights show him the light huh if it was wrong was it for the right cause and if its right how were you wrong
Seen to much feel like I know it all everyday i watch our civilization fall some of yall so blind dont see at all while the rest of us sit in shock and awe
Like oh my god will I be accepted or not if i am I'll see better days but if not then im on my way to the next page showing my love to my next yeah
And that's just how it is I cant get over this you got me in a situation I'm running out of patience I write you letters the pages run out of space yeah to much on my mind feel like the size of space yeah
And by my mother's grace cant wait till the day I see your face and with how it is they wanna see me in a cage they tryna put me out of place but I got no time to waste and I cant hold back yeah not today