Crossin off my exes, What ive got is competition, And i often get depression, When the ops be pullin triggers, If i lose another homie ill be caught up in my feelings, Thoughts be drilling overthinking ive been losing lots of patience, Ive been feeling over anxious, I keep takin, this medication, But still it aint making a difference is it? No it, feels kind of twisted, Listen the weed and the nicotine only gets me sickened, i only feel my best when im on an addictive, I get high regret all of my decisions And i get tired of this stress that im always given
@@Vlone_Beam hey ive got thousands of songs if you like my music you down to buy my lyrics from me? Ive been making music for 6 years. Ive got way better shit then this
(chorus) And I'd bandage my black soul If I could go back home, And find the antidote, Our love is a black hole i been looking to the stars that never seem to shine without you and somebody lied the times they told me id be fine without you going off to rehab for the 17th time but what I seek is something that will never be mine I couldn't turn back the time And believe me I've tried And time could never heal a wound like this, Been thinking bout putting this blade through my wrists Write on my headstone, bad father and worse husband Shit cremate all my ashes, dump them on the road like fuck it He chose the drugs and music guess his downfall was his judgement Trapped himself in isolation so it only was him Cause An I fail to fly with broken wings, still. Now I watch you like an open wi If you only knew how I long to go back home Show me the way, and lead me throug You know, you know - that I still believe in you But you’re still my Oxygen & I can hardly breathe. I try to fly, my legs fail me, With broken wings Angels don’t belong with someone lost like me, So leave me behind it’s the story of my life So long, goodbye - bye bye because you’re not with me I would follow you now but I don’t got no wings Angels don’t belong with someone broke like me If you stayed, if you stayed Then I would change it all To create the way It was before The part that hurts the worst Is it’ll never be the same And that’s for sure The thought of you And how I used to think you were the cure Why did I believe you Said you’d ride or die And you would never leave I guess there’s no antidote No easy fix that can just mending this disease When I saw you cry I felt your pain You used to bleed for me I could not ignore The way you no longer seemed to lean on me Losing you, I swear that shit was new to me A different kind of pain The growing distance With us, getting thicker by the day Trying not to notice how we start to fade away My name was written on your heart, but now it drifts away Beneath the stains of darkness somehow it just got away, And on these streets we walk in different lanes And how it only brings me pain Is weird Cause I thought that you’d always be right here And I would wipe your tears If you’d just fight off all my fears From the outside. looking in. She said she wanna be my friend. But how you left when I was broken inching closer to the ledge. The only one I put my hopes in, mistakes I won’t make again. Think of how it used it be, i dance with ghosts now its the end. Everything I felt that’s only spoken in my head. How come they only wanna hold you, casket open, when you’re dead? But I’m right here alive, And still I wait but you don’t say a word, Looking in a broken mirror Convincing me to stay on Earth I’m running out of reasons to, With nothing left for me to do, Convinced I’m just your fool, Just tell me why I still believe in you Said that you was different, But Im seeing through again, The way I didn’t cross their minds While I thought I was losing them You Used to be the cure That healed me, an antidote for me. -
You been walking through the fire, No one holding your hand, It's kind of hard to make believe Lost in the storm with the damned She said "I am not okay" She said "I am not okay" no The same old SOS You send, they don't seem to hear And some nights it got so cold Your only comfort was fear It's time to see the truth, it's that There's nobody here, I wander empty streets You left for me, and hope for a cure
I’m losing my mind By these drugs I’m defined By these thoughts I’m confined Can I get one thing right Cause I’m Losing sanity Songs filled with profanity I don’t wanna die I’m just so tired of reality So if I gotta go I think of death as causality Until that day I’m getting higher than my salary Shawty knows I needed it to cope Shes too busy with herself so I’m turning to the dope Started out with weed but I’m slippin down the slope
I'm here battling my demons and thoughts 💭. Yeah I'm looking for revenge Imma slay my demons I'm plotting to become new Yorks greatest of all time. Yeah roll up the blunt watch me passout dead sleep like my feelings. But meanwhile my heart and soul is dead I'm soulless.
This is an amazing beat.. ive been listening to it all day tryna practice my song writing. I love it
Thanks bro it means a lot
This is super good Juice would’ve loved it
Certified heater 🚀
vibing with this one bro 🔥
Glad you like it 😁
Better days ahead 😢❤❤
Crossin off my exes,
What ive got is competition,
And i often get depression,
When the ops be pullin triggers,
If i lose another homie ill be caught up in my feelings,
Thoughts be drilling overthinking ive been losing lots of patience,
Ive been feeling over anxious,
I keep takin, this medication,
But still it aint making a difference is it? No it, feels kind of twisted,
Listen the weed and the nicotine only gets me sickened, i only feel my best when im on an addictive,
I get high regret all of my decisions
And i get tired of this stress that im always given
hey gang ima rapper i’m tryna use some of your lyrics but add my own what’s your name ima give you some writers credit
@@Vlone_Beam hey ive got thousands of songs if you like my music you down to buy my lyrics from me? Ive been making music for 6 years. Ive got way better shit then this
We miss you jared 999🦇till the end
Yoo bro this beat so good and really hits home, don't let up
Thanks man
@@HermensenBeats no problem 🙏🏾
(chorus)
And I'd bandage my black soul
If I could go back home,
And find the antidote,
Our love is a black hole
i been looking to the stars that never seem to shine without you
and somebody lied the times they told me id be fine without you
going off to rehab for the 17th time
but what I seek is something that will never be mine
I couldn't turn back the time
And believe me I've tried
And time could never heal a wound like this,
Been thinking bout putting this blade through my wrists
Write on my headstone, bad father and worse husband
Shit cremate all my ashes, dump them on the road like fuck it
He chose the drugs and music guess his downfall was his judgement
Trapped himself in isolation so it only was him
Cause An
I fail to fly with broken wings, still.
Now I watch you like an open wi
If you only knew how I long to go back home
Show me the way, and lead me throug
You know, you know - that I still believe in you
But you’re still my Oxygen & I can hardly breathe.
I try to fly, my legs fail me,
With broken wings
Angels don’t belong with someone lost like me,
So leave me behind
it’s the story of my life
So long, goodbye - bye bye
because you’re not with me
I would follow you now but I don’t got no wings
Angels don’t belong with someone broke like me
If you stayed, if you stayed
Then I would change it all
To create the way
It was before
The part that hurts the worst
Is it’ll never be the same
And that’s for sure
The thought of you
And how I used to think you were the cure
Why did I believe you
Said you’d ride or die
And you would never leave
I guess there’s no antidote
No easy fix that can just mending this disease
When I saw you cry
I felt your pain
You used to bleed for me
I could not ignore
The way you no longer seemed to lean on me
Losing you,
I swear that shit was new to me
A different kind of pain
The growing distance
With us, getting thicker by the day
Trying not to notice how we start to fade away
My name was written on your heart, but now it drifts away
Beneath the stains of darkness somehow it just got away,
And on these streets we walk in different lanes
And how it only brings me pain
Is weird
Cause I thought that you’d always be right here
And I would wipe your tears
If you’d just fight off all my fears
From the outside.
looking in.
She said she wanna be my friend.
But how you left when I was broken inching closer to the ledge.
The only one I put my hopes in, mistakes I won’t make again.
Think of how it used it be, i dance with ghosts now its the end.
Everything I felt that’s only spoken in my head.
How come they only wanna hold you, casket open, when you’re dead?
But I’m right here alive,
And still I wait but you don’t say a word,
Looking in a broken mirror
Convincing me to stay on Earth
I’m running out of reasons to,
With nothing left for me to do,
Convinced I’m just your fool,
Just tell me why I still believe in you
Said that you was different,
But Im seeing through again,
The way I didn’t cross their minds
While I thought I was losing them
You Used to be the cure
That healed me, an antidote for me.
-
🔥🔥
0:31
Song: Mood swings
Whyyyyyyyy
Yeah
Whyyyyyyyy
Whyyy
Yeah
Whyyyyyyy
Please tell me why
You decide to lie
You been walking through the fire,
No one holding your hand,
It's kind of hard to make believe
Lost in the storm with the damned
She said "I am not okay"
She said "I am not okay"
no
The same old SOS
You send, they don't seem to hear
And some nights it got so cold
Your only comfort was fear
It's time to see the truth, it's that
There's nobody here,
I wander empty streets
You left for me, and hope for a cure
did u hear the ai song on this
No wtf? Send me
@@HermensenBeats it’s called hard to find by juice wrld / hatewizards
I’m losing my mind
By these drugs I’m defined
By these thoughts I’m confined
Can I get one thing right
Cause I’m
Losing sanity
Songs filled with profanity
I don’t wanna die I’m just so tired of reality
So if I gotta go I think of death as causality
Until that day I’m getting higher than my salary
Shawty knows
I needed it to cope
Shes too busy with herself so I’m turning to the dope
Started out with weed but I’m slippin down the slope
i just made hit (not like others that think they ve done something)
Show me dude
bpm: g minor xD
Haha I was tired as hell when I posted this xD
I'm here battling my demons and thoughts 💭. Yeah I'm looking for revenge Imma slay my demons I'm plotting to become new Yorks greatest of all time. Yeah roll up the blunt watch me passout dead sleep like my feelings. But meanwhile my heart and soul is dead I'm soulless.