@@red_nullhugo4045Don't laugh at yourself...self-inflicted trauma is just as severe as any, and you deserve the same healing and support. Rooting for you! Have a good life, friend.
I am broken, managed to hold myself together so far. 31, abandoned at 6 by mother, father went to prison 2 months later for 10 years. Don't give up guys, and don't be a people pleaser like me. When you make someone your everything, when they leave you, you will have nothing. Prayers for all those left behind. Thank you so much for the videos, it's fortifying my inner child
thank you so much for this. no matter how fudged up my brain is at these late hours the wholesome lovely comforting asmr like this always makes me feel a lot better. I'm so grateful for this. thank you! 💚
I have had bad PTSD episodes at night with bad dreams and this made me cry so happily. Feeling safe was the hardest things for a long time and this helped so much thank you, you have made my night so much easier with sleep
I was having a really god awful day, and I remembered this video, and it made my day a bit better and reminded me that I do matter and I am special and I am valued. Thank you my comrade.
Trauma....isn't easy. It can be hard to live with and even harder to beat. It's something that is always present at the back of your mind eating away at your self-esteem and general well being. I wish it wasn't there, but it is, all the same. But I'm thankful that there are things like this to help us through it. Thank You 😊.
Tw// venting but with a positive ending early this morning i was having the horrible urge to do the unspeakable to myself, I was alone but i found this audio and couldn’t help but break down and cry it’s been a very difficult two years and i’ve developed even worse PTSD that contributes to my feelings of not feeling real or disassociating thank you for this audio it really helped me feel a sense of comfort when i was so alone I wish the best for your life, because you genuinely seem like a kind and caring person and I look up to that 💜 take care of yourself edit 9/3/22: thank you all for the lovely comments, I’ve never really been notified of them till now and I really appreciate the words I’ve received. I wish you all a very good day and the best wishes in your life ❤️
Never do the unspeakable. You have people that love you. You can always talk to people. Even strangers on the internet will care, even when it seems like no one else will. I'm glad you're still with us
when shit gets tough dude don't give up, the unspeakable doesn't end your problems it just passes them on to your loved ones , peers and many others . idk what you had to deal with but my father who served in Vietnam War had bad mental health and ptsd so bad he did the unspeakable himself . don't give up and drop your bags calling it quits . sort out your stuff at a good pace and you'll be back in no time
Thank you, BumbleDee. I haven't been able to sleep for about 2 days. This, put me to sleep within 5 minutes (not even joking) and while, I only slept about 4 hours, I still feel as refreshed as I've ever been. So, again, thank you.
I was lying I bed listening to this and it just made me feel so loved I've never had anyone care for me like how you act in this video it just made me feel warm and happy thank you for making this it helped a lot thx
I went through some really bad trauma several years ago and it’s really hard carrying the baggage from it day in and day out. This audio helps me a lot and helps me feel comforted.
Damn, I always thought these stuff were cringe and all but I said "fuck it" and put on your video. I was very pleasantly surprised and it even got a few tears off me. Good job!
Aahhh man, dee how do you do to make all ur audios perfect? When i listen to them again and again, i have the same sensation like when i listened for first time ur channel, take care love ya :3
I have quite a bit of past. Relationships, abusive parent that kind of thing, your videos really help me get through a lot more than I thought they would. Thank you 💙
Thanks a lot for comforting me in my dark times and for making me feel loved and for helping me smile a real smile after a long time. I might still be depressed but hey its a bit less sad and I am a little less lonely. Love you and I wish I could give you a biiiiiig hug ❤.
Honestly, I might have had a really terrible childhood, but somehow I was emotionally unfazed by it, and the only side effect seems to be that I’m terrified of hurting the people I love. Seeing as it’s sort of a guarantee I won’t, that’s pretty much a win in my book.
Then your childhood must’ve not been that bad, cause if it was in fact “terrible” it would impact your current life greatly, as a person is a product of their surroundings and growing up in a “terrible” childhood would definitely impact you emotionally for the rest of your life. Likely would need therapy of some form as well. This is not a cool thing to try and go around and be like “look yeah ive been through the rough!” some people actually have very traumatic life experiences that they have no control over so if you are just using that as a buzz word or to exaggerate a bad time you might’ve had once in an otherwise decent time to look “cool” then you’re doing a disservice to everybody who is actually going through major issues due to their past. I know GenZ is weird and like to fake disorders as a hobby for pity points, possibly because they didn’t get enough attention from their parents, which is unfortunate but definitely not traumatic to the form of what other people go through where it hinders their ability to live a normal life.
@@gioxvix ah yes, every person that has experienced trauma must have had there Life ruined. I guess if they aren't disabled by trauma then it isn't real, and they are just looking for attention. Grow up man.
@@justacanofbeans8217 I see you struggle greatly to process information properly, it’s ok buddy I recommend rereading what I wrote a couple more times until you see how you didn’t understand the point.
Two weeks ago, i got crash when riding motorcycle. And when i'm sleep, that accident always come to my dream, that cause me can't go sleep and sweaty thinking about it. I found your video, and i don't know why your voice give me a calm feeling, and it help me to sleep. All can i say is, THANK YOU ❤️
idk what you are doing to make all of your vidoes so great, but for some reason I could not listen to any other asmr roleplays after I discovered your channel. You are just that great haha
Thank you. I needed this. I hope you get this kind of care and comfort when you need it too. It’s rough out here and we’re all kinda just doing what we can to make it through
This was posted about a year ago, recently I’ve had really bad night terrors due to past trauma and overthinking. It sorta developed into sleep paranoia so I really liked how this helped me fall asleep. I know this is really late but I’d still like to say thank you! ^^
Im crying. Thank you so much for letting me feel human again. You are saving lives. Thank you so much. I wish there was a person in my life who was this comforting. Its all i could ever ask for. If i had a single experience like this with an actual person then i could die happy. Just unconditional love, and comfort, and peace. I would give anything for this. Im crying. Thank you so much for making this.
I've had a deep emotional pain in my heart since my last relationship. She cheated on me in the most disrespectful way possible. She was using me as her messenger pigeon to take messeges to another guy. At the time I thought she was keeping it strictly platonic with this guy. So I thought nothing of it. Come to find out 3 months into our relationship that she was taking advantage of my autism and my sweet naturedness to get what she wants. I wasn't having any of that so I broke up with her. It's left an empty void in my heart ever since. A deep emotional throbbing pain in my heart that won't go away. Luckily I discovered the magic of ASMR shortly after I broke up with my first relationship. It's been helping me fill the void in my heart ever since. So all of you ASMRist's have my deepest gratitude👍
whenever i watch any asmr script or no script roleplays that are just wholesome and caring. i think to myself. I wonder if there are any people who are genunenly this kind and deep into how much one cares for the other.
It is powerful to feel so deeply in real life. You can act and improvise and script, yes… But when it comes down to it, when you reach that real spot… Well…
Wow... the comment sections on bf asmr are always so sappy and silly. I feel like this place is almost a confessional where you guys finally let yourselves let loose. Hope you're all ok and sending love to you!
My english is shit but I hope someone understand wath I tried to write. I'm a girl and today I cuted my hair reaaaaaaly short. My mom told me that if I want to look like a guy, why I just talk with her and appoint a surgery to change my gender. It was like... bro I just cuted my hair, is not the end of the world. Now, listening to this audio I just can't stop to cry. You don't know how much it helped me, ty so much for make me feel better.
I'm sorry you're mom said that :( I'm sure your hair looks really cool! It's just hair, it'll grow back and it is your hair after all. Also you're English isn't that bad I don't think, but instead of cuted it's just cut
I was so sad and scared and this made me feel better, my friend recommended it to me so that I could listen to it while trying to fall asleep bc it’s hard bc mood swings and stuff Tysm
Really thx During my childhood i was passing through too much bullying and I was very sensible and I always end up crying as a way to express myself and liberate some of my stress. And my parents had good intentions of help me... But their methods weren't the best, for saying it in some way. And I start to avoid people (just like not trust anybody, not like a hikikomori) since 10th grade, and i wasn't seeing the damage i was doing to myself during the pandemic, until now in college where the pressure of be the best and my perfercionist mind was slowly making me feeling bad physically and emotionally, I love the career I have chosen, but i want to find a balance between myself and my studies, without stoping being the best. Audios like this really help me to go foward and take off a weight that I carry everyday, thx you very much girl. (Sorry for my bad english)
I've never cried as much as I did listening to this, and I don't cry often (cried maybe, once or twice in the last 2 years). I've been painfully single after being out of a toxic relationship and being played, thanks for this, it helps a lot -A depressed male
I don't know why, but i feel like i shouldn't be hearing this audio. Probably because I don't have any past trauma or anything like that. This is the only ASMR that made me feel relaxed, anxious and sad at the same time.
I’m ashamed to go to stuff like this. I only remember I time like this when I was in extreme turmoil in my life. It’s my birthday today, things are okay. But I feel like I need it. My girlfriend can’t give comfort to me, she is always too sad. She’s always too tired. And she’s so busy. I wish she could be there. It’s to the point where I can’t even feel her care, but I know she does. Every day I’m worried. Something is going to happen, like she’s going to hate me. I’ll do something wrong, or she’ll be hurt. I’ve been bad before and I don’t want to again. So has she and I don’t want her to again. She hasn’t snapped at me even though she’s frustrated. She just lives a tough life. Everything frustrates her though. I wish I didn’t. I just want to love her but she rejects it harshly now. We’re not close anymore. The sad part is this is the closest we’ve been in a year. After a year of not even receiving a photo from her, and barely ever a word, we talk when we can now. But she never lets me see her. And it makes me feel pathetic to want her so bad. I wish she could just give that to me. I feel pathetic asking her when I know it’s just going to upset her. And I worry she will judge me and insult me about it. And she keeps saying she doesn’t like me with short hair, or gaining muscle. I tell her finally that I just want her to love me as I am. Not one response reassured that. She never said I do love you as you are. She just said it was true and she’ll try to be better. She always says that. She can’t hide she wants me less when I’m not what she wants. Sometimes I even feel she despises me. I’m sorry for venting here. Just need it, I have no one. I don’t want to feel pathetic. I have always fought. She has taught me to be strong and fight if anything. Love doesn’t teach nothing. I can’t lay down. In the past I died while living, for multiple years. I was in a comatose state emotionally. I’m better now. I’m better than I was. But even now I can’t just never break apart. I just want her to love me. I just wish I could feel it from her. Sorry for adding more to this.
Im not too big on opening up to my friend's or family about some of my problems so I used to come to these type of vids for any type of help but now they're even starting to offer less and I all I really want is just a hug from anyone at this point
I know this is late and this isn't particularly a hug but you are loved by the people around you and I know this doesn't mean much coming from a random person on the internet but I care too. Its gonna be ok Cosmic boi
Been a year already and i always cry myself asleep shaking thinking why did i have to be the one to find her like that. every single word from this audio genuinely calms my tortured soul thank you
I'm struggling really bad with life rn because of my family it feels like i have no escape and but your video's and voice comfort me every time i feel like that thank you sm❤
How can I feel fine when all that happens is you get in a relationship they “love” you and just leave for no damn reason love makes no sense anymore and guess what I even tried to be bi AND IM STILL FUCKING LOSING
These kinds of videos give me a mix of feelings. On one hand it hurts because it's only a recording, but moreso: It gives me hope that I'll find someone who actually cares this much, because I care a lot about the people in my circle. It seems inpossible a lot of the time so this is a reminder video almost..
My life isn't hard or anything. I have a good home, food, actually I should be happy. But when I look at the people I know, they have goals, reasons, people to work for and care for. I even got adopted. But... Everyone I know is leaving me, or at least slowly. My best bro got a girlfriend, became a father. I wish I could see him more. He's the one who stayed after everyone lost interest. My mother is going to leave my dad. I should be sad but, it's not the first time I was Left behind. I was raised by my grandma. Until mom came back... Everything then was weird. Everything what happened after mom came back was on me. If it was my fault or not, it didn't matter. I have no one, no person I can retreat to. The ones that are there offer me therapy. Therapy. Therapy doesn't cure loneliness. I'm frequently getting scared by my thoughts. That... If I suddenly disappeared, who would care? All my days are the same. I'm getting more and more drawn to fantasy worlds and stories where the MC has at least someone. Because it's a nice feeling. One person can change a lot. If the person would actually be there. My breakdowns got more frequently and I see myself crying at night. Wondering. If it's all worth it. For who am I doing this. I stopped caring after I turned 20. I'm 25 now. I barely react to anyone. If I mess up stuff or miss appointments. school and work aren't doing so well anymore. Should I stop trying? Should I give up? I don't want to be alone anymore. I'm constantly seeking methods to comfort myself in order to draw it out. I don't know how long I can go. We are our own bridge builders and we work for the materials to build it. But I, I don't think that can build any longer. Your voice is nice. When I closed my eyes, I really thought there was someone talking to me. Thank you for reminding me, how it feels like. Thank you.
You would play with my hair? Be here all night for me? Help me get rest? Thank you so much. This is some of the kindest stuff I’ve seen on here. You are very kind even if it’s just role-play. Thank you.
Tw: addiction, neet Tl;Dr: I suddenly have very few friends, online or irl, and I don't really have a way to start again. "is it what I think it is?" If I spontaneously had a girlfriend, if you had the slightest idea what it was, you wouldn't be saying it like that. And I know that sounds like I murdered someone. That's (hopefully obviously) not the case. I lost contact with about 20 friends in one fell swoop. Apparently some of my female friends think I'm some perverted creep. (That's not the case. Or if it is, it was never my intention. I don't want to hurt anyone, especially like that.) So I was kicked out of the discord server we're all in, and there's a ton of them who I don't have dms started with. If it was as easy as falling back to irl friends, I would. But I never got any of my friends' contact info before we graduated high school. And I'm in too remote of an area to find a new friend group of people my age. I don't know what to do. My first instinct is to fall back on a hobby or something else solid in my life. Unfortunately, that means either gaming a severely unhealthy amount, or an almost crippling pr0n addiction, which I'm slowly recovering from. So yeah, this audio helps a ton
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Scarred for life after the Clone Wars and the rise of the Dark Side, I am. Helps a lot, this does.
How is it on Dagobah?
@@darkrider189 Lonely and boring, it is here.
Mind if I visit sometime General
Hows it going yoda
@@tylertodd6413 Visit anytime, you can. Great for camping, Dagobah is.
I don't really have any past trauma that was really bad but, still being told you're safe like this still feels really nice 🤧
faxx dude
ngl i dont feel safe cus my trauma was that I was the tormentor hahahaha
@@red_nullhugo4045Don't laugh at yourself...self-inflicted trauma is just as severe as any, and you deserve the same healing and support. Rooting for you! Have a good life, friend.
I am broken, managed to hold myself together so far. 31, abandoned at 6 by mother, father went to prison 2 months later for 10 years. Don't give up guys, and don't be a people pleaser like me. When you make someone your everything, when they leave you, you will have nothing. Prayers for all those left behind. Thank you so much for the videos, it's fortifying my inner child
HUGS!!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Never give up ❤❤❤
I feel this, but I feel to young to understand.
Real life punpun😢
Thank you so much. Respect.
water cup approved.
water cup thinks that this is my favorite audio he's heard!
take care Dee
~water cup
Cardboard Box loves seeing other intimate objects in the comment section. Cardboard Box hopes that Water Cup is doing well!
@@cardboardbox1032 water cup wishes all the best to you cardboard box!
Hello water cup
@@billcipher14 why hello there Bill Cipher.
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(Look at pfp)
She is my angel, my medicine, my light and my everything that i always needed.
its a new kind of hurt when you realize you've never been told "im here for you" but you say it everyday
Worse if someone was saying theese things but now that person is gone :)
@@unoriginalname7619 indeed. and dates someone else, laughs at you for being mentally ill or too caring for them
@@v0lddr3amz666 didnt happen to me my ex was pretty caring and we ended shyt in a good term real spill
@@unoriginalname7619 good 4 you
shit hurts hella bad when they sleep w the whole group and get pregnant
we never fucked. we are TEENS
thank you so much for this. no matter how fudged up my brain is at these late hours the wholesome lovely comforting asmr like this always makes me feel a lot better.
I'm so grateful for this. thank you! 💚
I have had bad PTSD episodes at night with bad dreams and this made me cry so happily. Feeling safe was the hardest things for a long time and this helped so much thank you, you have made my night so much easier with sleep
I was having a really god awful day, and I remembered this video, and it made my day a bit better and reminded me that I do matter and I am special and I am valued. Thank you my comrade.
My sleep has been restored, me and my comrades await the next one
Where is the fleet, you twat?
Greetings, pespsi max
Boss we dropped Pepsi minius in the Ocean can we have the day off
What did you do with coke WHERE DID YOU PUT HIM
@@Angelo_Lastname don’t tell anyone but, I put some mentos in him!
Trauma....isn't easy. It can be hard to live with and even harder to beat. It's something that is always present at the back of your mind eating away at your self-esteem and general well being. I wish it wasn't there, but it is, all the same. But I'm thankful that there are things like this to help us through it. Thank You 😊.
Its 5 am and i haven't been able to sleep so i hope this helps!
So did it help
@@hah66-i6d it actually did and here i am again almost 24 hours later
Your audios gives me strength and reminds me that I matter,
Thank you 🥺
Tw// venting but with a positive ending
early this morning i was having the horrible urge to do the unspeakable to myself, I was alone
but i found this audio and couldn’t help but break down and cry
it’s been a very difficult two years and i’ve developed even worse PTSD that contributes to my feelings of not feeling real or disassociating
thank you for this audio
it really helped me feel a sense of comfort when i was so alone
I wish the best for your life, because you genuinely seem like a kind and caring person and I look up to that 💜 take care of yourself
edit 9/3/22: thank you all for the lovely comments, I’ve never really been notified of them till now and I really appreciate the words I’ve received. I wish you all a very good day and the best wishes in your life ❤️
Never do the unspeakable. You have people that love you. You can always talk to people. Even strangers on the internet will care, even when it seems like no one else will. I'm glad you're still with us
@Bugaboo
Just know that we're glad to have you here
when shit gets tough dude don't give up, the unspeakable doesn't end your problems it just passes them on to your loved ones , peers and many others . idk what you had to deal with but my father who served in Vietnam War had bad mental health and ptsd so bad he did the unspeakable himself . don't give up and drop your bags calling it quits . sort out your stuff at a good pace and you'll be back in no time
LilDaff is right my brother did that and it ruined alot of things :(
The unspeakable should be able to be spoken about.
Thank you, BumbleDee. I haven't been able to sleep for about 2 days. This, put me to sleep within 5 minutes (not even joking) and while, I only slept about 4 hours, I still feel as refreshed as I've ever been. So, again, thank you.
I was lying I bed listening to this and it just made me feel so loved
I've never had anyone care for me like how you act in this video
it just made me feel warm and happy thank you for making this it helped a lot thx
I went through some really bad trauma several years ago and it’s really hard carrying the baggage from it day in and day out. This audio helps me a lot and helps me feel comforted.
Doom, appreciates the comfort. My past was very, troubling indeed. Thank you.
Ngl I needed this rn, with my world falling apart piece by piece and no supporting people near me this will definitely become my go to vid
I hope you’re good now
People are hurting me for disabilities and this helps thank you
that's so terrible...people are so disgusting sometimes but please don't mind them always know that you are beautiful and perfect in your own way love
the fact ive seen yoda in comment sections more than ive been told "im proud of you" or "itll be okay im here for you"
Damn, I always thought these stuff were cringe and all but I said "fuck it" and put on your video. I was very pleasantly surprised and it even got a few tears off me. Good job!
You know who else was pleasantly surprised?
@@deputyhobbs9683 Yes, I do. It's my mother
yeah same, thought they were cringe before, till i actually needed it,l
My brain also said ah shit time to do it time to watch one
Proably most of us thought it was cringe at some point(me included) but we're here now anyway
This the most calming and reassuring one yet. Thanks for this one, my friend
Been having a hard time for a couple of months now and this kind of videos are the only thing able to give me comfort, thank you for doing this
I’m a female…and I still listened to this, I really needed it, it helped a lot. Thank you for that..
had a trauma related nightmare just yesterday, happy this came out : ))
Aahhh man, dee how do you do to make all ur audios perfect? When i listen to them again and again, i have the same sensation like when i listened for first time ur channel, take care love ya :3
I have quite a bit of past. Relationships, abusive parent that kind of thing, your videos really help me get through a lot more than I thought they would. Thank you 💙
babe wake up bumbledee audios just uploaded an asmr roleplay
Thanks a lot for comforting me in my dark times and for making me feel loved and for helping me smile a real smile after a long time. I might still be depressed but hey its a bit less sad and I am a little less lonely. Love you and I wish I could give you a biiiiiig hug ❤.
Honestly, I might have had a really terrible childhood, but somehow I was emotionally unfazed by it, and the only side effect seems to be that I’m terrified of hurting the people I love. Seeing as it’s sort of a guarantee I won’t, that’s pretty much a win in my book.
Then your childhood must’ve not been that bad, cause if it was in fact “terrible” it would impact your current life greatly, as a person is a product of their surroundings and growing up in a “terrible” childhood would definitely impact you emotionally for the rest of your life. Likely would need therapy of some form as well. This is not a cool thing to try and go around and be like “look yeah ive been through the rough!” some people actually have very traumatic life experiences that they have no control over so if you are just using that as a buzz word or to exaggerate a bad time you might’ve had once in an otherwise decent time to look “cool” then you’re doing a disservice to everybody who is actually going through major issues due to their past. I know GenZ is weird and like to fake disorders as a hobby for pity points, possibly because they didn’t get enough attention from their parents, which is unfortunate but definitely not traumatic to the form of what other people go through where it hinders their ability to live a normal life.
@@gioxvix bruh
@@gioxvix ah yes, every person that has experienced trauma must have had there Life ruined. I guess if they aren't disabled by trauma then it isn't real, and they are just looking for attention. Grow up man.
@@justacanofbeans8217 I see you struggle greatly to process information properly, it’s ok buddy I recommend rereading what I wrote a couple more times until you see how you didn’t understand the point.
Two weeks ago, i got crash when riding motorcycle. And when i'm sleep, that accident always come to my dream, that cause me can't go sleep and sweaty thinking about it.
I found your video, and i don't know why your voice give me a calm feeling, and it help me to sleep.
All can i say is, THANK YOU ❤️
I just had a really bad panic attack related to trauma and this video has me happy crying, this is helping so much. Thank you
This video really helped me calm down whenever I had a bad day, I 10/10 would show this video to other people if they are going through something
idk what you are doing to make all of your vidoes so great, but for some reason I could not listen to any other asmr roleplays after I discovered your channel. You are just that great haha
Thank you. I needed this. I hope you get this kind of care and comfort when you need it too. It’s rough out here and we’re all kinda just doing what we can to make it through
I still have nightmares about my dad. Im in my 30s and still terrified of my dad. This video really helps when i wake and from nightmares.
this made me smile when i was going through a really rough patch and i felt like i couldnt be happy no matter what, thank you
Thank you for being there
Thank you so much.I feel like I just cried 20 years worth of tears. I will be back in another 20 years
Your voice is so sweet and I feel so much better after listen this, thanks a lot! 🌈
God, that art is so God damn adorable!
As someone with too much past trauma this video is perfect thanks bumbledee 💕😅
I love the art in this video and it’s super comforting as well thank you so much Bumble! 🥹❤️
Found your channel recently. It's safe to say this is one of the best ASMR channels out there.
This was posted about a year ago, recently I’ve had really bad night terrors due to past trauma and overthinking. It sorta developed into sleep paranoia so I really liked how this helped me fall asleep. I know this is really late but I’d still like to say thank you! ^^
Im crying. Thank you so much for letting me feel human again. You are saving lives. Thank you so much. I wish there was a person in my life who was this comforting. Its all i could ever ask for. If i had a single experience like this with an actual person then i could die happy. Just unconditional love, and comfort, and peace. I would give anything for this. Im crying. Thank you so much for making this.
As much as this video is very calming and I love it, reading the comment thread with grand master yoda being an absolute bro is equally calming
I've had a deep emotional pain in my heart since my last relationship. She cheated on me in the most disrespectful way possible. She was using me as her messenger pigeon to take messeges to another guy. At the time I thought she was keeping it strictly platonic with this guy. So I thought nothing of it. Come to find out 3 months into our relationship that she was taking advantage of my autism and my sweet naturedness to get what she wants. I wasn't having any of that so I broke up with her. It's left an empty void in my heart ever since. A deep emotional throbbing pain in my heart that won't go away. Luckily I discovered the magic of ASMR shortly after I broke up with my first relationship. It's been helping me fill the void in my heart ever since. So all of you ASMRist's have my deepest gratitude👍
The has conforted me more than anybody in my life, even my counselor. Tysm you wrote this so well!
whenever i watch any asmr script or no script roleplays that are just wholesome and caring. i think to myself.
I wonder if there are any people who are genunenly this kind and deep into how much one cares for the other.
It is powerful to feel so deeply in real life. You can act and improvise and script, yes… But when it comes down to it, when you reach that real spot… Well…
I don't know where you got the inspiration for this audio but thank you for doing it, like thank you so much
First time I've felt safe in a long time
Came for the shushes, stayed for listener lore.
Wow... the comment sections on bf asmr are always so sappy and silly. I feel like this place is almost a confessional where you guys finally let yourselves let loose. Hope you're all ok and sending love to you!
It is, thanks Sarah, same to you.
My english is shit but I hope someone understand wath I tried to write.
I'm a girl and today I cuted my hair reaaaaaaly short. My mom told me that if I want to look like a guy, why I just talk with her and appoint a surgery to change my gender. It was like... bro I just cuted my hair, is not the end of the world. Now, listening to this audio I just can't stop to cry. You don't know how much it helped me, ty so much for make me feel better.
I'm sorry you're mom said that :( I'm sure your hair looks really cool! It's just hair, it'll grow back and it is your hair after all. Also you're English isn't that bad I don't think, but instead of cuted it's just cut
She's done it again! ❤
I was so sad and scared and this made me feel better, my friend recommended it to me so that I could listen to it while trying to fall asleep bc it’s hard bc mood swings and stuff
Tysm
Really thx
During my childhood i was passing through too much bullying and I was very sensible and I always end up crying as a way to express myself and liberate some of my stress. And my parents had good intentions of help me... But their methods weren't the best, for saying it in some way. And I start to avoid people (just like not trust anybody, not like a hikikomori) since 10th grade, and i wasn't seeing the damage i was doing to myself during the pandemic, until now in college where the pressure of be the best and my perfercionist mind was slowly making me feeling bad physically and emotionally, I love the career I have chosen, but i want to find a balance between myself and my studies, without stoping being the best.
Audios like this really help me to go foward and take off a weight that I carry everyday, thx you very much girl. (Sorry for my bad english)
I read the description and started crying... I'm ten second in 😂😭 thank you so much for this ❤️❤️
My girlfriend comforting me after I'm told I can't take the monkeys from the zoo and let them into the local Kroger to buy bananas
We’ve all had this moment
😀
I've never cried as much as I did listening to this, and I don't cry often (cried maybe, once or twice in the last 2 years). I've been painfully single after being out of a toxic relationship and being played, thanks for this, it helps a lot
-A depressed male
Hey man you wanna talk about it
same
Thank you for helping me gain the ability to sleep again
So...even the leader of the Phantom thieves gets insomnia sometimes?
@@MommyJustice
Everyone can be restless sometimes
@@JokerFromPersona5Royal Yeah,you're right
No words can describe, what great of a person you are BumbleDee ❤️🥺
Saving this for later, bc I’ll know I’ll need it. Thank you
I just miss the person that use to do this for me when I needed it. I think I've moved on from them, but I miss the intimacy and the safeness.
I don't know why, but i feel like i shouldn't be hearing this audio.
Probably because I don't have any past trauma or anything like that.
This is the only ASMR that made me feel relaxed, anxious and sad at the same time.
I’m ashamed to go to stuff like this. I only remember I time like this when I was in extreme turmoil in my life. It’s my birthday today, things are okay. But I feel like I need it. My girlfriend can’t give comfort to me, she is always too sad. She’s always too tired. And she’s so busy. I wish she could be there. It’s to the point where I can’t even feel her care, but I know she does. Every day I’m worried. Something is going to happen, like she’s going to hate me. I’ll do something wrong, or she’ll be hurt. I’ve been bad before and I don’t want to again. So has she and I don’t want her to again. She hasn’t snapped at me even though she’s frustrated. She just lives a tough life. Everything frustrates her though. I wish I didn’t. I just want to love her but she rejects it harshly now. We’re not close anymore. The sad part is this is the closest we’ve been in a year. After a year of not even receiving a photo from her, and barely ever a word, we talk when we can now. But she never lets me see her. And it makes me feel pathetic to want her so bad. I wish she could just give that to me. I feel pathetic asking her when I know it’s just going to upset her. And I worry she will judge me and insult me about it. And she keeps saying she doesn’t like me with short hair, or gaining muscle. I tell her finally that I just want her to love me as I am. Not one response reassured that. She never said I do love you as you are. She just said it was true and she’ll try to be better. She always says that. She can’t hide she wants me less when I’m not what she wants. Sometimes I even feel she despises me. I’m sorry for venting here. Just need it, I have no one. I don’t want to feel pathetic. I have always fought. She has taught me to be strong and fight if anything. Love doesn’t teach nothing. I can’t lay down. In the past I died while living, for multiple years. I was in a comatose state emotionally. I’m better now. I’m better than I was. But even now I can’t just never break apart. I just want her to love me. I just wish I could feel it from her. Sorry for adding more to this.
Try to talk with her and get through this rough patch(I have never been in a relationship)
I don’t know what’s better, the audios or their comments
It's so sad that I have to listen to this to sleep while in a relationship
Bro if it helps it helps. I used to just talk to my ex when we were together cuz it helped me sleep it helps
Im not too big on opening up to my friend's or family about some of my problems so I used to come to these type of vids for any type of help but now they're even starting to offer less and I all I really want is just a hug from anyone at this point
I know this is late and this isn't particularly a hug but you are loved by the people around you and I know this doesn't mean much coming from a random person on the internet but I care too. Its gonna be ok Cosmic boi
Thank you bumbleedee it’s my birthday today
this helped me so much, it's so wonderful, thank you so much
Been a year already and i always cry myself asleep shaking thinking why did i have to be the one to find her like that. every single word from this audio genuinely calms my tortured soul thank you
I've really needed this as of late. Thank you. ❤️
“It does not do to dwell on dreams but forget to live”
-Albus dumbledore
Thanks!
I have a lot of family problems but this makes me feel better to go to sleep to
I legit cried the whole video
Once again, you’ve knocked it out of the park.
I'm struggling really bad with life rn because of my family it feels like i have no escape and but your video's and voice comfort me every time i feel like that thank you sm❤
Damn it... Im crying again
hence my depression and anxiety this helps a lot
How can I feel fine when all that happens is you get in a relationship they “love” you and just leave for no damn reason love makes no sense anymore and guess what I even tried to be bi AND IM STILL FUCKING LOSING
These kinds of videos give me a mix of feelings. On one hand it hurts because it's only a recording, but moreso: It gives me hope that I'll find someone who actually cares this much, because I care a lot about the people in my circle. It seems inpossible a lot of the time so this is a reminder video almost..
My life isn't hard or anything. I have a good home, food, actually I should be happy. But when I look at the people I know, they have goals, reasons, people to work for and care for. I even got adopted. But...
Everyone I know is leaving me, or at least slowly. My best bro got a girlfriend, became a father. I wish I could see him more. He's the one who stayed after everyone lost interest. My mother is going to leave my dad. I should be sad but, it's not the first time I was Left behind. I was raised by my grandma. Until mom came back... Everything then was weird. Everything what happened after mom came back was on me. If it was my fault or not, it didn't matter. I have no one, no person I can retreat to. The ones that are there offer me therapy. Therapy. Therapy doesn't cure loneliness. I'm frequently getting scared by my thoughts. That... If I suddenly disappeared, who would care? All my days are the same. I'm getting more and more drawn to fantasy worlds and stories where the MC has at least someone. Because it's a nice feeling. One person can change a lot. If the person would actually be there. My breakdowns got more frequently and I see myself crying at night. Wondering. If it's all worth it. For who am I doing this. I stopped caring after I turned 20. I'm 25 now. I barely react to anyone. If I mess up stuff or miss appointments. school and work aren't doing so well anymore. Should I stop trying? Should I give up? I don't want to be alone anymore. I'm constantly seeking methods to comfort myself in order to draw it out. I don't know how long I can go. We are our own bridge builders and we work for the materials to build it. But I, I don't think that can build any longer.
Your voice is nice. When I closed my eyes, I really thought there was someone talking to me.
Thank you for reminding me, how it feels like.
Thank you.
I have a physics exam in 8 hours exactly and am about to go to sleep. Didn't study, so here we are.
You would play with my hair? Be here all night for me? Help me get rest? Thank you so much. This is some of the kindest stuff I’ve seen on here. You are very kind even if it’s just role-play. Thank you.
Last night I had a nightmare that my abuser was still in my life, let's hope this helps me not have another one- btw your voice is so calming
This kinda helped me get over the very sad death of ai in Oshi No Ko
I knew I fell off the deep end when I started falling asleep to these it’s been 2 days already
Thank you. My parents were shouting and throwing things. I'm shaking in bed. Thank you.
Tw: addiction, neet
Tl;Dr: I suddenly have very few friends, online or irl, and I don't really have a way to start again.
"is it what I think it is?" If I spontaneously had a girlfriend, if you had the slightest idea what it was, you wouldn't be saying it like that. And I know that sounds like I murdered someone. That's (hopefully obviously) not the case.
I lost contact with about 20 friends in one fell swoop. Apparently some of my female friends think I'm some perverted creep. (That's not the case. Or if it is, it was never my intention. I don't want to hurt anyone, especially like that.) So I was kicked out of the discord server we're all in, and there's a ton of them who I don't have dms started with.
If it was as easy as falling back to irl friends, I would. But I never got any of my friends' contact info before we graduated high school. And I'm in too remote of an area to find a new friend group of people my age. I don't know what to do.
My first instinct is to fall back on a hobby or something else solid in my life. Unfortunately, that means either gaming a severely unhealthy amount, or an almost crippling pr0n addiction, which I'm slowly recovering from.
So yeah, this audio helps a ton
this helped me with my panic attack, thank you so much. it sounds sad but these do like help me :(
I have tons of trauma and I am still going through trauma. This helps a lot. Thank you. ❤️
I've had a painful breakup recently, this is really nice, thanks much.
Yeah, i have a trauma with water. Even now I'm afraid to open my eyes in the water
How do you drink water, doesn't it scare you to drink it or is it when you feel it on your body or something like that
I used to be like that
great audio for panic attacks thanks a lot! 💖 ❤ ❤
idk if 11 years on consent bullying counts as trauma but I'm here anyways
You’re my best asmr this is what i need after tired day ♥️♥️
I know I’m safe and happy, as long as I’m with you. ❤️💜