I'm stuck in a cycle rn: be sad -> listen to a comfort asmr -> still sad but it's better -> realized that no-one would actually tell you this -> sad again (and repeat)
That’s because other people don’t understand. So those of us who to have to be happy the other success. We have to offer support wherever we can, so that we can still have support ourselves. I’m grateful and glad for every person who understands where I’m coming from and I hope so continue to be there for me so that we can get through life together.
It hurts to listen to this. I hate that I’ve come to this point where I have to listen to a pretty voice tell me things I need to hear. I get to forget that there isn’t anyone like this for me And then the video ends, and the silence of reality returns. And the comfort is gone. And there’s no longer a voice telling me how happy they are that I exist Because in the quiet reality, that person isn’t there
Your depression kills who you are your body is here but you’re long gone that girl dosent exist for some of us and the guys who think they found them lose it all too fast
It hurts. This is comfort but also pain. It helps to hear these words said to me, but it hurts that no one would say them to me. I’m glad you have made this, but I hate that this is the only way for me to hear these things. Thank you for this. I appreciate it very much. I just wish I knew how to find this for myself
Thank you for the heart, senior Bumbledee. Being noticed feels good and doesn't happen often. I won't give up my search yet. I'm sure good fortune will find us all eventually. Maybe someday everyone can have someone like you to say these kind words to them.
Sorta like the fact u shouldn't have to watch a video to feel better sort of thing? Same with me, I shouldn't have to watch a video to feel better about life etc🤷
@@justyourrandomcommenter1360 I appreciate the kind words. Kind internet strangers like you are truly the best people. I honestly don’t know if this is a viable substitute for the warm embrace of a loved one because I’ve never experienced that. Maybe one day I will, but it seems unlikely. Either way, thank you very much. You have brightened my day
@@justyourrandomcommenter1360 I’d certainly hope that isn’t the case. You seem like a very kind individual, and I’m sure someone will see that eventually. Until then, I wish you the best of luck in your search
"Take me out, tonight Because I want to see people and I want to see light Driving in your car, I never, ever want to go home Because I haven't got one, anymore."
This may not be as strong but to all of you who don't hear these words enough or at all, I'm glad you exist, and just know that you are great, in your own way, and the fact that you made it this far in this world is amazing, I'm proud of you
Jesus I wanna hug everyone who had felt the need to watch this video. The hurt will pass just soldier on. I too feel terribly lonely but my pride is still hanging on. Hopefully I won't see myself returning here anytime soon
Cause some incel doesn't have a gf? Really? There are people who don't have homes, who are beaten, who are dying from disease. Why should anyone worry whether some autistic guy doesn't have a gf?
Great video, very comforting, 10/10 Until it ends, in an instant you're snapped back to reality There is no rain, there is no girl, only silence and that silence, is deafening
I might not know, and I might not know your struggle. But I want you to know, that in our loneliness and in our pain, we are united. You are loved, if not by the people in your life then by the thousands of others who find solace in the knowledge they are not alone in this cruel world. So from one stranger who struggles, to another, I wish you the best.
Fuck, man. I've never cried this hard. I've never been told that someone's glad I exist, that someone loves me, hell i can't even remember the last time I got a hug. It's getting harder to keep going every day, but im still here somehow. I'm not living for me, I'm living for the hope that one day I'll feel love like this.
"Who cares if one more light goes out in a sky of a million stars? It flickers, flickers. Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do." In case no one still hasn't told you, I am glad you're here. I'm glad.
Yk people like these are the reason I can keep going. To think that a stranger on the internet cares about all of us is very motivating. I just wish I could return the favor. Either way thanks a lot, I appreciate what you do more than you think.❤️
@@timothyshaw5592 sometimes, a stranger can have more of an emotional effect on you, simply because you know that they weren't obligated to do anything for you and yet they did.
@@ragingsalamanderstudios7278 or that my family needs me to do nearly everything. Yet if something were to happen they wouldn't notice till they realized nothing was done.
@@ragingsalamanderstudios7278 nobody is obligated... which is why it hurts when there is noone by your side and why you feel joy and happiness when there is... and this is also why you must'nt take it for granted. If anyone takes it for granted, then you have to not.
This hits me different. A few years ago i found out my brother tried to overdose and kill himself but failed multiple times while we were living in the same house just a few rooms away. Then about 6 months ago, i almost killed myself by jumping off a bridge after having my emotions manipulated by 3 girls in a row. My first 3 relationships were just them using ne to make their ego bigger or to make themselves feel better by putting me down. For over 2 years that was my life. Constantly being put down then lifted back up by the same person. I told her just a little bit of how i felt and the only thing she could say was "dont kill yourself" and she started crying so i had comfort her while i was trying to open more. Me opening up just made her more sad, so i stopped opening up and she complained that i never opened up to her anymore. Then, during arguments she would remember what i told her i was insecure about or what i was sad about and used them against me. Turned me opening up into something she could use to hurt me. The same person that said they loved me for a year straight did this to me. I trusted her and she betrayed it. Then so did the next one, and the next. By the time the 3rd one was over i was drained, not just mentally physically. Overall i was just done with life. So i was gonna kill myself. I drove tona bridge that goes over a highway late at night and stood there for 15 minutes watching cars drive right past me. Multiple cars drove past and not a single person stopped. Nobody cared. Nobody cares now, nor will they ever. Ive questioned so many times if i deserve to be loved and cared for and time after time ive been proved right, i dont deserve to be loved. Everything bad in my life and the people around me's lives is all my fault. My parents divorce was my fault because im the last kid they had, it was going good until i was born. Then for my first birthday, my present was my parents divorce. I dont remember my parents ever being together. I have no memories of my family being whole. After my parents divorced my mom starting dating this guy and they dated for like 11 years. They got married and it turned out he was an alcoholic and one night i cane out of my room to see him backing my mom into a corner so i grabbed my older brother and he blocked him. While he was drunk he grabbed a knife and threatened to stab my brother with it. My brother challenged him and he backed down because hes nothing but a coward hiding behind alcohol. My mom divorced him. And to think if i wasnt born then my parents would still be together and none of this would've happened. Its all my fault. Everything is always my fault, as long as its bad. Ive only ever had 1 person in my life tell.me theyre proud of me and it was my dad. Hes missed more of my birthdays than i can count but he was always able to show up for my brother's birthdays. My mom, the one person ive seen almost everyday of my life has not once told me shes proud of me but she loves to remind me that im a disappointment. No matter how many good things i try to do, its always one bad thing and she tells me im disappointing. The most i get is a good job. I passed 2 finals for college that were really hard and i passed with an 85 both times and not onve was the word proud even brought up. But my brother drops out of high school and when he gets his GED, my mom is so proud of him. Im really starting to feel more alone then ever. Even when im around people i feel alone. Like nonody really sees me for who i am. Around my friends i laugh and joke but then on the drive home i almost cry. Tonight is the first time ive cried in 8 months, not because i wasnt sad but because my body was tired of crying. I wished i couldve cried but nothing i tried worked. As much as i want to be loved, i know ill never be loved. Im too caring and trusting to be loved, i just get used. Even after evrrything ive been through i still want to see the good in people, but over and over people keep showing thats a mistake. Im so tired of getting hurt that i dont even want to try to find love. Its not worth it. I wish i had someone i could hold and hug and tell my problems and they would actually listen and try to help me rather than try to use my emotions against me. But every single time i get shown that im not worth anything, i dont deserve love. The way i imagine it is, some people are meant to be loved, some people are meant to love and it works in balance, but im the one person that throws that balance off and everyone hates me for it so nobody acknowledges my problems and they just disregard the fact that im a person too. They all just use me for their benefit, then when they get tired of me, they throw me away and it just keeps repeating over and over. My life is a circle of pain and hurt and betrayal right from the start. Im not supposed to be anything, not loved, not cared for, nothing. I dont deserve anything but pain because thats my destiny. Thats what i got the moment i came in this world and thats what ill get the whole time im here. Ill always just be a disappointment to everyone around me. Im not gonna kill myself but i know that if i die nobody will cry about it. In case anyone is wondering im 18 years old.
I sincerely hope things get better with you in the end. I read the message and it was definitely a long one. However, people should be treating you with the most respect. It’s very unfortunate that many people just passed by you. Very unfortunate. However, I know you can get through this. I hope that you will find the right one. The right person who is just going to really love you. You definitely deserve it.
Man.... your only 18, im 16, you Will find someone eventually, you are still too young, its Hard to be a "dissapoinment" and "ruin" your family, but you should mayve think "it was really my fault?" For example, im result of a cheating, my dad just left when i was 3, he still responds with money, but its not the same to not have him there, my mom cries, she was hopeful on we to be a family and sudenly my dad has another two sond and a wife, he just dont do divorce because his greedy ass doesn want to deplete money. I dont know if they want me or not, but i have to live with it, what i hate about my life is how people just see me as a fat nerd (im not even fat my genetics are Wide boned its just the standard of my country is to be skinny af), while man im not even talking my native language, i talk spanish, im not using a traductor im talking all by myself, i have already done some games and another programing shit, im the best in my class and all i get is a "shut up nerd" or a "im to busy rn"or a "idc", while thay just talk shit about how they got drunk in a party. I have been manipullated 5 times, three times by Girls (none of them were my girlfriend just "friends"), a guy that was my "friend", and almost all around me, they just see me as a tool, as a magic homework chore maker, a a trophy of proud, but not as a person, everyone jus use me and when im not from anybuse leave me behind, with the exception of my 2 friends, they are the only people with my mom(she is just... too busy) that confort me almost everyday, and by confort i mean to talk and make jokes, but i have never gotten a Kiss, a Hug from someone outside my family, never been in a relationship, never had someone to talk about this dark feelings around me, i just broke yesterday, find confort in this video, fell asleep and today before school finally tell someone about this, idk if you Will read this, but its gonna be ok, i know it sounds cliché but, keep struggling you Will find that person, or that hobbie or that group that Will make you feel alive again, lr to live to the first time, "be careful, neither of us wanna se you go hollow" andre of astora-dark souls
Hope you're alright. If you have a friend who you trust maybe you should tell him how you feel and if you don't I don't blame you you're in a fucked up situation and prob don't trust anyone that much. I just wanted to tell you this because it worked for me.
Hey, I'm really sorry for what you've been through, I hope things are going better now. Please if you read this, all human beings deserve love for their mere existence, what you've gone through and the fact that you are still here is something to admire, you are deeplyloved and you will find the light and comfort of love. Please don't leave us, the world would feel more empty
Jeez, at 18 and to have gone through all that? I feel bad for ya. And I thought me being driven to needing therapy by both of my parents and not being able to get it because my mum’s a nurse at 16 was bad.
Ah yes it's that moment of the night where i go from joking around and smiling to curled up in my bed crying while trying to sleep cuz i gotta wake up early for school the next mornig ...but it's already next morning
You guys will be fine! You just need to go up to a girl you love and ask her out, if she says “No” that’s when you throw your dignity out the window and start begging her, exactly what I did, still got rejected, but I tried, and I was only rejected because she actually was more interested in girls. I respect her choice, boys are… boys
I don't have depression (most likely), but this video is so powerful that I was actively trying to keep it together as I listened. Though, that "I love you" at 9:40 absolutely broke me. I couldn't stop crying after that, to the point that I got a super painful lump in my throat. Even if the words in this video aren't directed at one specific person and are just spoken for everyone to hear, hearing them said with such tenderness and love and _emotion_ makes it feel like they're being spoken directly to the listener. It's a wonderful feeling to know that people like you exist, people that genuinely care about others on the internet - a ray of light in all the darkness. And to everyone who's struggled mentally like this... I wish I could just give each and every one of you a hug and take away all your pain. Please know that you're not alone with how you feel, and there are people who really love and care about you, even if you might not think so. Never give up, ever.
Love this so much. I'm struggling with living life myself. Been suffering depression since I was a senior in high school. Still dealing with the same pain and not to mention I'm high functioning autistic.
If Dee sees this, I have to say thank you because this video basically saved my life. Things were horrible for me in 2020 and they really didn’t get better in 2021, so I was very much ready to just end it. But I saw this video and I didn’t. I listened to more of your audios and started seeing other people talking about this stuff. I’m 15 (16 in March) and I’m still here because this one video started a chain reaction that changed my life. Thank you Dee, I wouldn’t still be here if it wasn’t for you. You saved my life.
THERE'S A GOD WHO LOVES YOU BRO! FATHER GOD LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE!!!!!! HE LOVES YOU!!!! JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU!!! HOLY SPIRIT LOVES YOU!!!! PLEASE SEEK GOD OUT WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART AND YOU WILL FIND HIM AND HE WILL SHOW AND REVEAL HIMSELF TO YOU!!!!! JUST ASK HIM!!!! PRAY AND ASK JESUS INTO YOUR HEART BRO!!!!!! HE CAN HEAL YOU OF ALL YOUR ANXIETY AND PAIN AND ILLNESS AND MAKE YOU WHOLE AGAIN IN JESUS!!!! HE LOVES YOU BRO!!!! DO IT QUICKLY BROTHER PRAY AND ASK JESUS INTO YOUR HEART!!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE JESUS MADE THE WAY THROUGH HIM IN HIS PERFECT LIFE ON EARTH TO FULFILL THE LAW AND COMMANDMENTS OF GOD THE FATHER AND HIS SHEDDING OF HIS BLOOD AND DEATH UPON THE CROSS TO ATONE FOR ALL OUR SINS AND FOR ALL OUR PERFECT COMPLETE HEALING IN SPIRIT, SOUL, MIND, AND BODY OF US ALL INCLUDING YOU BROTHER; AND BY CHRIST JESUS RESURRECTION FROM THE DEAD BY THE POWER OF GOD'S HOLY SPIRIT TO DEFEAT THE DEVIL'S POWER OVER DEATH SO THAT WE MAY ALL HAVE NO LONGER NEED TO FEAR DEATH AND GOING TO HELL FOR IN CHRIST JESUS WE HAVE ETERNAL LIFE IN HIM CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD AND SAVIOR OF NOT JUST US BUT THE WHOLE WORLD ALL MANKIND!!!! SO DON'T BE AFRAID DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE EXACT WORDS YOU SHOULD SAY BUT JUST PRAY AND ASK GOD CHRIST JESUS INTO YOUR HEART!!!! JUST SAY IT AND MEAN IT FROM THE HEART WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART "GOD JESUS IF YOU ARE REAL REVEAL YOURSELF TO ME SO THAT I MAY KNOW IN MY HEART OF HEARTS THAT YOU EXIST AND THAT YOU ARE REAL AND LOVE IN THE NAME OF JESUS I ASKED AND PRAY AND DECLARE AND DECREE THIS LORD GOD! AMEN AMEN!!! HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!! IN JESUS'S NAME!!!!!!!"😇✝️❤️🙌👏🙏👍🙂😊👍🙌❤️✝️😇
@@nitrolazerx5591hey, as a christian who is saying this in fully good faith, this is not the way to help people convert. this would turn people away from christianity, not for it. because frankly all caps yelling is quite frightening and aggressive and not something that is persuasive
prefacing this; i struggle with ideation and depressive episodes/depression. these audios really pull me out when i’m curled up on the bathroom floor crying; shaking and wanting to disappear forever. thank you for this. you are truly a beautiful heart. even just through this video i can feel you radiate such a unique and comely aura from deep within your soul. i express deep gratitude. i send the utmost respect your way and the best energies.
Seeing the image without knowing who they are, I automatically project myself onto it. It hurts, looking at the image. She's hugging him, as if she truely loved him with all her heart. Does such love really exist? This is how people live their lives, it's beautiful. I'm envious... If I vanished now, could I start over in a new life? Could I accept real love? I might be able to vanish, but not to be reborn... but even if it worked, then what does it mean?? That wouldn't be the life I have anymore. It would be someone else's life... everyone only gets to live life one time and it's right in your heart. I only get it once, this is my life. I can't entrust it to someone, I can't steal a new one, I can't force it on others, I can't forget it or erase it, I can't stomp over it, laugh it off or beautify it, I can't do anything. I have to.. I have to accept my one shot at life, no matter how cruel or merciless or unfair i thought it was... Don't you understand? That is why I must fight, I must keep on fighting.. Because... Because I can never.. ACCEPT THAT KIND OF A LIFE.
Wow, I didn't realize how much I needed this, I clicked thinking to myself "ha I'm fine" "I don't need this" then the next thing I know I'm hugging my pillow happy to be alive
I just want to say thank you so much for this. It brought me to tears because when I heard this I imagined it was my real girlfriend saying those things and it just meant so much to me. I struggle with suicidal thoughts and attempts as well as depression, Anxiety, PTSD, and ADHD, and this video just reminds me that there is some hope and I know it’s stupid to have this kind of reaction to just some video on RUclips but if you have been through the kind of shit I have and people have treated you in the way that you have been treated and you have tried so many times to escape this life for the world to stop you, hope is really hard to come by especially at my age and especially in this day and time. I hope you continue to make videos like this because it leaves a huge impact on people like me. I don’t know what you believe, but I will be praying for you, and all of you who relate to this.
ive always been insecure about making my parents not proud of me, people hating me, all that, and im not even suicidal, but closing my eyes and listening to this makes me feel warm and feel the weight of my insecurities fall of my shoulders for a bit. thank you.
There is something seriously wrong with me when I use audios like this to try and remove that empty feeling. It’s like procrastinating actual help where I for a brief moment can ignore my own problems. Not only that but like even commenting like this is just a way to dump some of my problems on internet strangers which is unhealthy both for me and those that see this. Like actually it’s kinda if not really fudged up. Anyways the audio was great and you are a prime VC and I hope you can continue doing this, if you want to of course. Like obviously no one should feel like they have to do something they aren’t interested in.
@@siavashrahimianchaleshtori207 just have faith there would you? im sick of tired of people who thinks love dont exist i was augre with this guy on qoura who pretend to be a ss nazi with xenophobic cult attitude its so stupid and nonesense i say again love is real
I don't think I'll ever find love or anyone as caring as this... fuck it kills me. Thank you so much for this video. It at least numbs my loneliness and depression.
Life is not worth living when you'll never have anyone. When you are lonely and depressed your whole life even the good things in life become empty. Going to sleep listening to audio's like this one is the only thing I've had to look forward to for 10 years. At least I can go soon.
Mate tbh this is pretty shit compared too just being outside in a forest and breathing air just being kinda out their not planning anything just going too the nearest forest and sitting down for a minute really helps
We can't just convince a suicidal person out of their shells that easily. Since everyone is individualistic in the digital age I doubt my ass someone will actually do this in real life. Best to do now is change how you play the game. Even quitting the internet is enough. I have no motivators but, happiness is from overcoming your problems imagine sisypus happy I guess.
Why is it that in the 17 years I've been alive this is the first time hearing words like this directed to me and why is it that it's not even to me like it's an amazing vid but of all the people in my life I've never been comforted like this by ANYONE it's no wonder all I have left right now is anger and emptiness the only thing stopping me from death is my pride
The one thing we need is the one think we struggle to get... this is so relatable. I got a stabil job I got money I work-out etc... I see people in relationships still searching for something more... but I would give up everything I have to get someone to actually care or even cheere for me or be happy to see me... rn I have no one, I honestly struggle to see a future where someone care. but I live with this hope that someone will say those words to me one day, I refuse to die before that
14 I'm feeling the same shit tried to commit suicide 6 times in my life and bottled up my emotions for years and had depression at the age of 5 it ain't leaving is it
The amount of loneliness I’m feeling currently is crazy. I deserve it too fr. I’m an asshole, I’m ugly, fat, and just overall unfit. Nobody loves me. Nobody should.
you shouldn't think those things of yourself, i'm sure you're a great guy and people are more than lucky to know you. its normal to feel bad about yourself, but please don't let it cloud your thinking.
@@kittyselfit’s not easy in any way, personally if it’s not my mom… I haven’t talked in a woman in almost years in a “conversation type of thing” I don’t know how’s to be with a woman and you just feel so bad so like immature in everything you feel pitiful at seeing your friends being happy talking to people and you just… had no one never you feel lonely and it’s just so easy to feel like bad, in reality this comment I just wrote it because I have never told anyone how I have ever felt in years and just wanted to say it
Hey bro remember it isn’t over. You can change today if you want. If you can get a gym membership. It has personally changed my mood and feel a lot better!!! God Bless bro
Oh my god. I've only listened for a few seconds and I'm getting incredibly funny emotional tingles all over. I need to save this video. This wonderful reassurance kind of stuff is precisely what I keep looking for.
*Ayo the pizza here* and I might feel like another comment, but you matter, to me to everyone. You make this world a better place, without you things wouldn't be the same. It can be a bad day, month or even year. But you can still live through it. If you are genuinely feeling like ending it, ask for help. It doesn't make you weak, to ask for help means you are strong. Please do not think about ending it. Fight on Friend!
@@pogfish4701 for the many yes, but the idea is control. If pizza hut outlaws pizzaing the hut then it cannot be challenged. I shall have to break through this and eventually rise up and be better than the hut essentially out pizzaing it one day.
I didn't think i actually needed this until i started sobbing into my pillow hearing "you aren't a burden" in the first 30 seconds All i feel like to people i love is like a burden, like i don't matter, like im annoying. Hearing you say the opposite really hit me hard. Thank you for this video even though im years late at this point.
Thank you for making me feel comforted, this is as close as I'll ever get to someone telling me these things. I pray that one day I as well as everyone else here will find someone like this who genuinely loves and cares for them.
Ah... I don't know if I'm crying of happiness because no one has ever talk to me like this, or I'm crying because on one will ever talk like this to me in my life
I just got into ASMR's this week. It astounds me in a terrible way, just how many people out there really need this. It's one thing to know there's so much loneliness right now, but it's completely different seeing it. It's a bit comforting too, in a weird way. I'm nowhere near alone in my experiences or feelings as I feel, because so many others feel it too. And on top of that, there are people who understand this, and are writing/performing these just for them.
I've seen so many comments on this video that I relate to. I've come to a bad place in life - yet again - and have nobody to legitimately go to, so I need to search RUclips for a comforting voice. I just want to thank you for being the voice that made me cry at 2 am for a GOOD REASON for once. Youre truely a blessing to the world, please never stop being such a wonderful person ❤️
I'm a very lonely man. I'm 25 years old and still haven't gotten my first kiss, holding hands, or even a date. I have my whole family with me but even with that I feel alone. My brothers have their wife's/girlfriend. Even my mom. When my father left us she stood up and was able to find the true love of her life with my step dad. I just wish I could feel that. Sometimes I just see my younger brother and his girlfriend, and in some cases my mom and stepdad, cuddling in our living room and I get so jealous. When I see them I just hide my pain, sadness, and loneliness with a smile as a have a quick chat with them. But when I get to my room I silently cry my loneliness out while hugging a pillow and listening to some ASMR. Don't feel ashamed for coming here. Even if it's just for a couple of minutes I imagine myself hugging someone while listening to this.
I dont think ive ever been loved or comforted like this. By nobody. Not by my parents, my closest friends, nobody. I feel completely alone. I needed somebody like this for the last 5 years. Its been so long since ive gotten a hug, or a compliment that feels genuine. I hardly even understand why i feel this way. I want to love someone so fucking badly. I want to watch the sunset and look at the stars through someone else's eyes. I want to feel completely powerless to my urge to stare at someone with complete adoration. I want to think of someone and instantly beam. I wish there was someone like that, but i dont think those people exist. In the end, im stuck lying in my bed, resigned to my future of slightly above minimum wage torture. Im hopeless. I can only pray that in some distant future i will be able to love. I wish i could be anything somebody ever wanted, but i wasnt born with the genetics for it. I cant do much about that. I miss when i enjoyed living. That reality was ripped away from me when i was far too young. I wish i knew someone who genuinely cared. I keep getting used and mistreated and it has left me exhausted. The only thing i have to keep me going is my dream of eventually experimenting with all kinds of drugs to escape my reality. Maybe have an ego death while on hallucinogenics. I never wanted to be anything when i grew up. I never really wanted anything either. Ive always either been told what i want, or just stumbled upon something im ok with. Im tired of the apathy. The last time i remember i really wanted something was when i was 7 or 8. Now everything is so fucking empty and vapid. I cant live like this. Im gonna stop ranting now.
Don’t stop ranting we all care to hear each others problems here I’m sorry you have to go though what you do. This may sound cringe, but you matter even though it doesn’t feel like it
This is where it all started. I am so thankful that you made this. I was at my lowest when I stumbled to this, I dont have any regrets. Made me think that if you helped me, then why not return the favor by helping others the way you are. Thank you so much, I mean it.
Comfort asmr. Overwhelmed senses from everything else that isn't the voices, finding more trying to find one that's just a voice. Winding up on a one that I always repeat to others-
In all honesty, I'm so close to playing with my razor blade for the last time. I don't want to think about what would happen if you weren't here to listen to. Your voice brings me more comfort than I know how to explain. Most nights I end up crying myself to sleep. Honestly, I suffer so badly from severe depression, and you somehow help me to get through it. Thank you so much saving my life.
the literal only thing keeping me steady is my online friends and me hugging my pillow pretending my pillow is my comfort person and having the hope of meeting them one day.
“Life is full of pain, bliss, joy, and healing. You get to see so many friendly smiles, and that itself is a blessing that death cannot give.” That quote is ingrained into my brain
I'm stuck in a cycle rn: be sad -> listen to a comfort asmr -> still sad but it's better -> realized that no-one would actually tell you this -> sad again (and repeat)
Yep
That’s because other people don’t understand. So those of us who to have to be happy the other success. We have to offer support wherever we can, so that we can still have support ourselves.
I’m grateful and glad for every person who understands where I’m coming from and I hope so continue to be there for me so that we can get through life together.
Fr
Yeah pretty spot on
Jesus Christ died on the CROSS FOR YOUR SINS REPENT OF YOUR SINS AND PRAY TO GOD FOR FORGIVENESS GOD AND JESUS CHRIST LOVE YOU NEVER FORGET THIS
"I'm glad you exist."
That makes one of us.
For me, that's a score of 50 dont to 1 do
im glad you exist:D
@@bethany6482
Lies.
@@jocosesonata nope, im not lying. and tell me if you ever want to talk
@@bethany6482
Then let's get to know each other. And after you learn more about me, you'll be quick to share my sentiment.
It hurts to listen to this. I hate that I’ve come to this point where I have to listen to a pretty voice tell me things I need to hear. I get to forget that there isn’t anyone like this for me
And then the video ends, and the silence of reality returns. And the comfort is gone. And there’s no longer a voice telling me how happy they are that I exist
Because in the quiet reality, that person isn’t there
I give this a yeah
@nour6961 in my experience, it's usually the depression first
I feel ya
Will we ever find our perfect girl or are we destined to be lonely sheeps in a forsaken barn
Your depression kills who you are your body is here but you’re long gone that girl dosent exist for some of us and the guys who think they found them lose it all too fast
It hurts. This is comfort but also pain. It helps to hear these words said to me, but it hurts that no one would say them to me. I’m glad you have made this, but I hate that this is the only way for me to hear these things. Thank you for this. I appreciate it very much. I just wish I knew how to find this for myself
Thank you for the heart, senior Bumbledee. Being noticed feels good and doesn't happen often. I won't give up my search yet. I'm sure good fortune will find us all eventually. Maybe someday everyone can have someone like you to say these kind words to them.
Sorta like the fact u shouldn't have to watch a video to feel better sort of thing? Same with me, I shouldn't have to watch a video to feel better about life etc🤷
@@justyourrandomcommenter1360 I appreciate the kind words. Kind internet strangers like you are truly the best people. I honestly don’t know if this is a viable substitute for the warm embrace of a loved one because I’ve never experienced that. Maybe one day I will, but it seems unlikely. Either way, thank you very much. You have brightened my day
@@justyourrandomcommenter1360 I’d certainly hope that isn’t the case. You seem like a very kind individual, and I’m sure someone will see that eventually. Until then, I wish you the best of luck in your search
This comment hit me so hard :(
⚠️Trade offer⚠️
I receive: You receive:
Suicide comfort Knowledge of my existence
Suicide comfort your existance?
The fuck is that profile pic?
@@t-poseanteaterthefirst8962 the best profile pic in history
So, I'm confused on what this means, the comment got a little ling and moved some words around I have no idea how to read it lol
@@Nightmare-wo2gd thats why i read it as ”suicide comfort my existance”
❌️ hugging my mom
❌️ hugging my gf
✅️ hugging a light post with my car at 124 mph
Bro
Hugging the ground as I fall from the roof
Imagining a bullet in my head into existence
No.
The real Happy Pills taste like lead and going at 853 mph.
"I know things hurt, but we're still gonna wake up tomorrow"
*Don't remind me*
Don't do that....don't give me hope...
"Take me out, tonight
Because I want to see people and I want to see light
Driving in your car, I never, ever want to go home
Because I haven't got one, anymore."
You can't if you have a coma.
I’m going to do a flip
Lmao I hope this was a joke man cuz this shit was funny
When did my life go so long to the point where I need to listen to this audio.
I got a gf im trippin
Same...
*Existential crisis ensues.
You're here, because someone wants things to get better for you. Don't worry.
I just Asked myself why im watching this how low can I fall
I don't man, I don't know. I'm in the same thought process sadly.
I just asked myself the same thing.
That backflip off a bridge might be the craziest thing I ever do tbh.
Ill be goin with ya
Same here. Sign me up. Cause damn is life cruel
Hell yeah bro, I'll join you
This chain of replies is just sad, man
@@nanuquegd1083 life is sad
To everyone who has been feeling like this
I hope your doing alright
Hope your doing alright as well
thanks hope ur doing fine too ☺️
Thank you
Thanks, unfortunately hopes don't get you far.... hope your doing better than I am!
thank you president valentine
This may not mean much coming from a random stranger on the internet but, thank you for making this audio
You know you’re in deep sadness when it hurts physically
is it not supposed to hurt physically? lmao
@@EverydayToothbrushfor me it hurts in my chest
@8ballzillaawesomeness824
Omg same i always feel a huge pressure in my chest
Heart attack?
@@davidwhite8921 no, just like a pain
“Goodbye then.
Be safe, friend.
Don’t you dare go hollow.” - Laurentius of the Great Swamp
"The world is against me, it wouldn't be fair otherwise!" - Siegmeyer of Catarina
Didn't Laurentius go hollow tho?
@@hharlington7156 It depends if you know or not what are you doing.
Long may the sun shine! - siegmeyer of catarina
Don’t give up, skeleton
This audio just makes me more sad... Not because of the content, but because I never hear enough of this in real life... Life is tough man
Agree, is pretty tough, and things like this video is too good to be true on IRL.
Crying not because of the video, crying because I am here listening to it
I never heard something similar in my entire life
Real.
This may not be as strong but to all of you who don't hear these words enough or at all, I'm glad you exist, and just know that you are great, in your own way, and the fact that you made it this far in this world is amazing, I'm proud of you
Thank you from the heart
Jesus I wanna hug everyone who had felt the need to watch this video. The hurt will pass just soldier on. I too feel terribly lonely but my pride is still hanging on. Hopefully I won't see myself returning here anytime soon
Aw, thanks
Thanks yo thanks
Cause some incel doesn't have a gf? Really? There are people who don't have homes, who are beaten, who are dying from disease. Why should anyone worry whether some autistic guy doesn't have a gf?
Thanks
@@Arbysroastbeefjuice please say you’re joking.
Great video, very comforting, 10/10
Until it ends, in an instant you're snapped back to reality
There is no rain, there is no girl, only silence
and that silence, is deafening
Oof
This comment is to loud for me man..
This hit me on a very real level
Damn hit me harder that anti-aircraft misdle
Mmm deafening silence of sad 3 am feels
0:02 "Hey are you okay? What's going on?" *Begins venting* "SHHHH SHHH SHHHHH SHHH"
At that point just: *starts venting* SHUT THE FUCK UP
I’m dead😂
Bro I'm in the middle of a mental breakdown at least let me have a steady stream LMFAOOOOO
@@illuminati9751 Nice profile 😂
That fact that an audio file made me feel the most loved I have ever felt in my 18 years of living is both really sad and amazing
WE may not know each other but i Hope for you thé best .asmr IS thé best addiction lol
I might not know, and I might not know your struggle. But I want you to know, that in our loneliness and in our pain, we are united.
You are loved, if not by the people in your life then by the thousands of others who find solace in the knowledge they are not alone in this cruel world. So from one stranger who struggles, to another, I wish you the best.
@@iliesseelhaouari2731definitively not listening to this makes me want to game over myself
Having her by my side made me realize that it's worth staying here.
Spam is tone deaf
hello there, Captain Falcon
AND ATLANTIS we all must find it
She doesn’t actually exist
For now.... Perhaps.... I guess?
Fuck, man. I've never cried this hard. I've never been told that someone's glad I exist, that someone loves me, hell i can't even remember the last time I got a hug. It's getting harder to keep going every day, but im still here somehow. I'm not living for me, I'm living for the hope that one day I'll feel love like this.
"Who cares if one more light goes out in a sky of a million stars? It flickers, flickers. Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do." In case no one still hasn't told you, I am glad you're here. I'm glad.
I'm glad you exist man
We all can have a happy ending at some point bro you just gotta work for it and wait it'll come I'm sure
I’m glad man
Virtual hug from 11 months in the future
I just wanted to find peace with myself because I’m tired:
- Of being tired
- Of faking a smile every time I’m out in public
- Of lying to myself
Felt that
just be happy lolol
@@rtx6439 you're so funny i forgot to laugh
@@-someonerandom-8703 Real men don’t experience emotions
@@rtx6439 well then no one is a "real man"
Yk people like these are the reason I can keep going. To think that a stranger on the internet cares about all of us is very motivating. I just wish I could return the favor. Either way thanks a lot, I appreciate what you do more than you think.❤️
Same, but I find it amazi g a stranger I'll never meet helps more than my family even when they try.
@@timothyshaw5592 yeah same here
@@timothyshaw5592 sometimes, a stranger can have more of an emotional effect on you, simply because you know that they weren't obligated to do anything for you and yet they did.
@@ragingsalamanderstudios7278 or that my family needs me to do nearly everything. Yet if something were to happen they wouldn't notice till they realized nothing was done.
@@ragingsalamanderstudios7278 nobody is obligated... which is why it hurts when there is noone by your side and why you feel joy and happiness when there is... and this is also why you must'nt take it for granted. If anyone takes it for granted, then you have to not.
This hits me different. A few years ago i found out my brother tried to overdose and kill himself but failed multiple times while we were living in the same house just a few rooms away. Then about 6 months ago, i almost killed myself by jumping off a bridge after having my emotions manipulated by 3 girls in a row. My first 3 relationships were just them using ne to make their ego bigger or to make themselves feel better by putting me down. For over 2 years that was my life. Constantly being put down then lifted back up by the same person. I told her just a little bit of how i felt and the only thing she could say was "dont kill yourself" and she started crying so i had comfort her while i was trying to open more. Me opening up just made her more sad, so i stopped opening up and she complained that i never opened up to her anymore. Then, during arguments she would remember what i told her i was insecure about or what i was sad about and used them against me. Turned me opening up into something she could use to hurt me. The same person that said they loved me for a year straight did this to me. I trusted her and she betrayed it. Then so did the next one, and the next. By the time the 3rd one was over i was drained, not just mentally physically. Overall i was just done with life. So i was gonna kill myself. I drove tona bridge that goes over a highway late at night and stood there for 15 minutes watching cars drive right past me. Multiple cars drove past and not a single person stopped. Nobody cared. Nobody cares now, nor will they ever. Ive questioned so many times if i deserve to be loved and cared for and time after time ive been proved right, i dont deserve to be loved. Everything bad in my life and the people around me's lives is all my fault. My parents divorce was my fault because im the last kid they had, it was going good until i was born. Then for my first birthday, my present was my parents divorce. I dont remember my parents ever being together. I have no memories of my family being whole. After my parents divorced my mom starting dating this guy and they dated for like 11 years. They got married and it turned out he was an alcoholic and one night i cane out of my room to see him backing my mom into a corner so i grabbed my older brother and he blocked him. While he was drunk he grabbed a knife and threatened to stab my brother with it. My brother challenged him and he backed down because hes nothing but a coward hiding behind alcohol. My mom divorced him. And to think if i wasnt born then my parents would still be together and none of this would've happened. Its all my fault. Everything is always my fault, as long as its bad. Ive only ever had 1 person in my life tell.me theyre proud of me and it was my dad. Hes missed more of my birthdays than i can count but he was always able to show up for my brother's birthdays. My mom, the one person ive seen almost everyday of my life has not once told me shes proud of me but she loves to remind me that im a disappointment. No matter how many good things i try to do, its always one bad thing and she tells me im disappointing. The most i get is a good job. I passed 2 finals for college that were really hard and i passed with an 85 both times and not onve was the word proud even brought up. But my brother drops out of high school and when he gets his GED, my mom is so proud of him. Im really starting to feel more alone then ever. Even when im around people i feel alone. Like nonody really sees me for who i am. Around my friends i laugh and joke but then on the drive home i almost cry. Tonight is the first time ive cried in 8 months, not because i wasnt sad but because my body was tired of crying. I wished i couldve cried but nothing i tried worked. As much as i want to be loved, i know ill never be loved. Im too caring and trusting to be loved, i just get used. Even after evrrything ive been through i still want to see the good in people, but over and over people keep showing thats a mistake. Im so tired of getting hurt that i dont even want to try to find love. Its not worth it. I wish i had someone i could hold and hug and tell my problems and they would actually listen and try to help me rather than try to use my emotions against me. But every single time i get shown that im not worth anything, i dont deserve love. The way i imagine it is, some people are meant to be loved, some people are meant to love and it works in balance, but im the one person that throws that balance off and everyone hates me for it so nobody acknowledges my problems and they just disregard the fact that im a person too. They all just use me for their benefit, then when they get tired of me, they throw me away and it just keeps repeating over and over. My life is a circle of pain and hurt and betrayal right from the start. Im not supposed to be anything, not loved, not cared for, nothing. I dont deserve anything but pain because thats my destiny. Thats what i got the moment i came in this world and thats what ill get the whole time im here. Ill always just be a disappointment to everyone around me. Im not gonna kill myself but i know that if i die nobody will cry about it. In case anyone is wondering im 18 years old.
I sincerely hope things get better with you in the end. I read the message and it was definitely a long one. However, people should be treating you with the most respect. It’s very unfortunate that many people just passed by you. Very unfortunate. However, I know you can get through this. I hope that you will find the right one. The right person who is just going to really love you. You definitely deserve it.
Man.... your only 18, im 16, you Will find someone eventually, you are still too young, its Hard to be a "dissapoinment" and "ruin" your family, but you should mayve think "it was really my fault?" For example, im result of a cheating, my dad just left when i was 3, he still responds with money, but its not the same to not have him there, my mom cries, she was hopeful on we to be a family and sudenly my dad has another two sond and a wife, he just dont do divorce because his greedy ass doesn want to deplete money. I dont know if they want me or not, but i have to live with it, what i hate about my life is how people just see me as a fat nerd (im not even fat my genetics are Wide boned its just the standard of my country is to be skinny af), while man im not even talking my native language, i talk spanish, im not using a traductor im talking all by myself, i have already done some games and another programing shit, im the best in my class and all i get is a "shut up nerd" or a "im to busy rn"or a "idc", while thay just talk shit about how they got drunk in a party. I have been manipullated 5 times, three times by Girls (none of them were my girlfriend just "friends"), a guy that was my "friend", and almost all around me, they just see me as a tool, as a magic homework chore maker, a a trophy of proud, but not as a person, everyone jus use me and when im not from anybuse leave me behind, with the exception of my 2 friends, they are the only people with my mom(she is just... too busy) that confort me almost everyday, and by confort i mean to talk and make jokes, but i have never gotten a Kiss, a Hug from someone outside my family, never been in a relationship, never had someone to talk about this dark feelings around me, i just broke yesterday, find confort in this video, fell asleep and today before school finally tell someone about this, idk if you Will read this, but its gonna be ok, i know it sounds cliché but, keep struggling you Will find that person, or that hobbie or that group that Will make you feel alive again, lr to live to the first time, "be careful, neither of us wanna se you go hollow" andre of astora-dark souls
Hope you're alright. If you have a friend who you trust maybe you should tell him how you feel and if you don't I don't blame you you're in a fucked up situation and prob don't trust anyone that much. I just wanted to tell you this because it worked for me.
Hey, I'm really sorry for what you've been through, I hope things are going better now. Please if you read this, all human beings deserve love for their mere existence, what you've gone through and the fact that you are still here is something to admire, you are deeplyloved and you will find the light and comfort of love. Please don't leave us, the world would feel more empty
Jeez, at 18 and to have gone through all that? I feel bad for ya. And I thought me being driven to needing therapy by both of my parents and not being able to get it because my mum’s a nurse at 16 was bad.
Everyone else: ASMR is so weird and stimulating
Me: AMSR makes me feel like im not alone even though I am
Depends on what exactly your watching l😅
Never alone
@@lonestar2495hope so...
Fax
Ah yes
it's that moment of the night where i go from joking around and smiling to curled up in my bed crying while trying to sleep cuz i gotta wake up early for school the next mornig ...but it's already next morning
Been there m8 somehow I survived
You guys will be fine! You just need to go up to a girl you love and ask her out, if she says “No” that’s when you throw your dignity out the window and start begging her, exactly what I did, still got rejected, but I tried, and I was only rejected because she actually was more interested in girls. I respect her choice, boys are… boys
@@ComfyDonut damn that's a vibe
I feelt it and i don‘t know why i‘m even doing this
I've be craving a hug since I was 11....
I'm 23...
I don't have depression (most likely), but this video is so powerful that I was actively trying to keep it together as I listened. Though, that "I love you" at 9:40 absolutely broke me. I couldn't stop crying after that, to the point that I got a super painful lump in my throat. Even if the words in this video aren't directed at one specific person and are just spoken for everyone to hear, hearing them said with such tenderness and love and _emotion_ makes it feel like they're being spoken directly to the listener. It's a wonderful feeling to know that people like you exist, people that genuinely care about others on the internet - a ray of light in all the darkness.
And to everyone who's struggled mentally like this... I wish I could just give each and every one of you a hug and take away all your pain. Please know that you're not alone with how you feel, and there are people who really love and care about you, even if you might not think so. Never give up, ever.
Love this so much. I'm struggling with living life myself. Been suffering depression since I was a senior in high school. Still dealing with the same pain and not to mention I'm high functioning autistic.
hope you get well
from a fellow autistic bloke
Me too
I hope things get better for you. From a fellow high functioning
From one depressed high functioning to another, it will get better, it always does.
Hope things get better soon
If Dee sees this, I have to say thank you because this video basically saved my life. Things were horrible for me in 2020 and they really didn’t get better in 2021, so I was very much ready to just end it. But I saw this video and I didn’t. I listened to more of your audios and started seeing other people talking about this stuff. I’m 15 (16 in March) and I’m still here because this one video started a chain reaction that changed my life. Thank you Dee, I wouldn’t still be here if it wasn’t for you. You saved my life.
suicide is never the solution. Be strong brother, we're here for you
I’m not reading allat
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@@nitrolazerx5591hey, as a christian who is saying this in fully good faith, this is not the way to help people convert. this would turn people away from christianity, not for it. because frankly all caps yelling is quite frightening and aggressive and not something that is persuasive
@@nitrolazerx5591kinda confusing as you have a heart pentagram as your pfp
I can't be caught liking this man, some people don't understand what i need, and im too coward to ask for a hug...
I know it scary their are people out their you can call
on some real ass shit man
No girl or even guy would want a hug from me. People are so insensitive and independent these days. It makes me sick
I'm so glad that someone like you exists too 🥺
This makes me feel that i'm not alone and that i matter 🥺
Thank you 🥺❤
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prefacing this; i struggle with ideation and depressive episodes/depression.
these audios really pull me out when i’m curled up on the bathroom floor crying; shaking and wanting to disappear forever. thank you for this. you are truly a beautiful heart. even just through this video i can feel you radiate such a unique and comely aura from deep within your soul. i express deep gratitude. i send the utmost respect your way and the best energies.
Hearing this i honestly almost started crying.
i did
I cried
I definitely did... I honestly wish somebody would say this to me... but like that will ever happen...
Yeah it’s weird, no gf 18 years going strong, this Valentine’s Day will be fun 😐
@@tamiwu0346 I feel ya brother
Seeing the image without knowing who they are, I automatically project myself onto it.
It hurts, looking at the image. She's hugging him, as if she truely loved him with all her heart. Does such love really exist?
This is how people live their lives, it's beautiful. I'm envious... If I vanished now, could I start over in a new life? Could I accept real love?
I might be able to vanish, but not to be reborn... but even if it worked, then what does it mean?? That wouldn't be the life I have anymore. It would be someone else's life... everyone only gets to live life one time and it's right in your heart. I only get it once, this is my life. I can't entrust it to someone, I can't steal a new one, I can't force it on others, I can't forget it or erase it, I can't stomp over it, laugh it off or beautify it, I can't do anything. I have to.. I have to accept my one shot at life, no matter how cruel or merciless or unfair i thought it was...
Don't you understand?
That is why I must fight, I must keep on fighting.. Because... Because I can never.. ACCEPT THAT KIND OF A LIFE.
Cringe
@@Habib_Xon K
@@Habib_Xon Damn you got the whole reply section in awe 😐
@@alextheconfuddled8983 damn 😶
@@Habib_Xon saying cringe is cringe
Congratulations soldier, you've officially hit rock bottom
Sergeant, am i a dissapointment...?
@@Idklmao1502I may not be the sergeant, but I can say for certain that you are not a disappointment.
Sir, permission to cry, sir.
When your at rock bottom you can only go up
I just want a hug man. I want to have a purpose, but I feel so worthless and unwanted
Wow, I didn't realize how much I needed this, I clicked thinking to myself "ha I'm fine" "I don't need this" then the next thing I know I'm hugging my pillow happy to be alive
what your hugging is real keep your imagination alive its helps plus asmr makes things real
You've done more for helping suicidal men than the whole mra movement, you're amazing and my respect for you is infinite
Mra movement?
Men’s Rights Association
…At least, I think that’s it
Wtf is a MRA
@@acedelta12 thanks for answering, you correct.
Hey wait a fucking second earl Silverman tried his hardest. Erin prizzy as well. Karen straughn and others too.
You know the videos gonna be goated when you get a warning before listening
How the fuck can someone dislike this, she's literally talking ppl out of killing themselves...
pretty sure it is disliked by a harsh judgemental beings
I just want to say thank you so much for this. It brought me to tears because when I heard this I imagined it was my real girlfriend saying those things and it just meant so much to me. I struggle with suicidal thoughts and attempts as well as depression, Anxiety, PTSD, and ADHD, and this video just reminds me that there is some hope and I know it’s stupid to have this kind of reaction to just some video on RUclips but if you have been through the kind of shit I have and people have treated you in the way that you have been treated and you have tried so many times to escape this life for the world to stop you, hope is really hard to come by especially at my age and especially in this day and time. I hope you continue to make videos like this because it leaves a huge impact on people like me. I don’t know what you believe, but I will be praying for you, and all of you who relate to this.
It would also be amazing if you were to make more videos like this
:(
ive always been insecure about making my parents not proud of me, people hating me, all that, and im not even suicidal, but closing my eyes and listening to this makes me feel warm and feel the weight of my insecurities fall of my shoulders for a bit. thank you.
I listen to this and I just realize how freaking lonely I feel
yep, same here
Late reply, but yeah... Me too.
Same here I’m used being alone
Same here
Why do I feel like this was made for me, when you don't know of my existence.
I know you exist bro, I’m glad you’re here with us, I’m glad you’re alive, man.
Same I really needed this today and this feels like my situation I really need it rn too I'm happy this is here
I wish I didn't exist
I know for a fact you exist
Women: "Men are leaning on AI girlfriends instead of looking for a real one. That's dangerous! We gotta supress them!"
AI girlfriend:
The my can’t suppress them, it’s too late now.
There’s no way spoon is going away! I mean where would people be without spoons!!!
Spoon you truly are a gift. Thank you for the joy you bring.
without you Spork would be a replacement and Spork is not good with being in the spotlight
@@justyourrandomcommenter1360 what did he do with fork?
Spoon
Spoons are 100% superior to forks
There is something seriously wrong with me when I use audios like this to try and remove that empty feeling. It’s like procrastinating actual help where I for a brief moment can ignore my own problems.
Not only that but like even commenting like this is just a way to dump some of my problems on internet strangers which is unhealthy both for me and those that see this. Like actually it’s kinda if not really fudged up.
Anyways the audio was great and you are a prime VC and I hope you can continue doing this, if you want to of course. Like obviously no one should feel like they have to do something they aren’t interested in.
there alot of asmrist channel who are welling to help lonely people including asmr girlfriends
Guess we're broken pieces brought together
@@siavashrahimianchaleshtori207 no your not
@@rudeegruenberg9184 appreciate your support but you gotta walk in my shoes to know what I'm saying
@@siavashrahimianchaleshtori207 just have faith there would you? im sick of tired of people who thinks love dont exist i was augre with this guy on qoura who pretend to be a ss nazi with xenophobic cult attitude its so stupid and nonesense i say again love is real
man i just want a genuine hug.
I want to be loved and make me feel like I exist
When a suicidal person says "I'm sorry" it's just OMG 😭😭😭😭
We’re sorry for making your life harder usually. There are many reasons
I’m sorry
Mb :P
I’m tired of being alone in my thoughts at night, this is y I’m glad I can just pull up these audios on my phone and just listen
listening to this at night alone made me feel sad but also happy. The comfort, the sincerity and the warmth of your voice is touching and sweet. Ty
I don't think I'll ever find love or anyone as caring as this... fuck it kills me.
Thank you so much for this video. It at least numbs my loneliness and depression.
You don’t have to like people. You could just go to a nearby park and spend time with the wildlife there, make it a routine visit with friends
Life is not worth living when you'll never have anyone. When you are lonely and depressed your whole life even the good things in life become empty. Going to sleep listening to audio's like this one is the only thing I've had to look forward to for 10 years. At least I can go soon.
Mate tbh this is pretty shit compared too just being outside in a forest and breathing air just being kinda out their not planning anything just going too the nearest forest and sitting down for a minute really helps
@@aubrey5577 or a river. The sound of it, the feeling of the mist, the scent of life.
Yep. Been traversing life's ocean alone 14 years now. I know it won't end anytime soon either.
@@angelus_solus so your a fish 🐟
We can't just convince a suicidal person out of their shells that easily.
Since everyone is individualistic in the digital age I doubt my ass someone will actually do this in real life.
Best to do now is change how you play the game. Even quitting the internet is enough.
I have no motivators but, happiness is from overcoming your problems imagine sisypus happy I guess.
Am I cooked?
I’m cooked
You and me both Brother
I'm cooked fr
we are cooked bruh
I am deffo cooked
Why is it that in the 17 years I've been alive this is the first time hearing words like this directed to me and why is it that it's not even to me like it's an amazing vid but of all the people in my life I've never been comforted like this by ANYONE it's no wonder all I have left right now is anger and emptiness the only thing stopping me from death is my pride
Same
The one thing we need is the one think we struggle to get... this is so relatable. I got a stabil job I got money I work-out etc... I see people in relationships still searching for something more... but I would give up everything I have to get someone to actually care or even cheere for me or be happy to see me... rn I have no one, I honestly struggle to see a future where someone care.
but I live with this hope that someone will say those words to me one day, I refuse to die before that
Yeah, 16 here. I even had a gf for a couple months but I never heard anything like this.
14 I'm feeling the same shit tried to commit suicide 6 times in my life and bottled up my emotions for years and had depression at the age of 5 it ain't leaving is it
I'm not crying, you are.
indeed
no you ezzz
Damn right I’m crying
thanks! needed this
RG33!!!!!
Ooh a verified person
I think most people who feel this way don't have a partner to help them through this "phase"...
Thanks that means a lot.
I’m glad you exist.💕
We all are
The amount of loneliness I’m feeling currently is crazy. I deserve it too fr. I’m an asshole, I’m ugly, fat, and just overall unfit. Nobody loves me. Nobody should.
you shouldn't think those things of yourself, i'm sure you're a great guy and people are more than lucky to know you. its normal to feel bad about yourself, but please don't let it cloud your thinking.
Change it.
@@kittyselfit’s not easy in any way, personally if it’s not my mom… I haven’t talked in a woman in almost years in a “conversation type of thing” I don’t know how’s to be with a woman and you just feel so bad so like immature in everything you feel pitiful at seeing your friends being happy talking to people and you just… had no one never you feel lonely and it’s just so easy to feel like bad, in reality this comment I just wrote it because I have never told anyone how I have ever felt in years and just wanted to say it
I think im a person who doesnt deserve love aswell. Just aint made for everyone
Hey bro remember it isn’t over. You can change today if you want. If you can get a gym membership. It has personally changed my mood and feel a lot better!!! God Bless bro
Oh my god. I've only listened for a few seconds and I'm getting incredibly funny emotional tingles all over. I need to save this video. This wonderful reassurance kind of stuff is precisely what I keep looking for.
*Ayo the pizza here* and I might feel like another comment, but you matter, to me to everyone. You make this world a better place, without you things wouldn't be the same. It can be a bad day, month or even year. But you can still live through it. If you are genuinely feeling like ending it, ask for help. It doesn't make you weak, to ask for help means you are strong. Please do not think about ending it. Fight on Friend!
man that's as deep as a deep dish pizza
@@pizzam4nn its a warcrime to outpizza the hut
@@pogfish4701 for the many yes, but the idea is control. If pizza hut outlaws pizzaing the hut then it cannot be challenged.
I shall have to break through this and eventually rise up and be better than the hut essentially out pizzaing it one day.
@@pizzam4nn we can use an a-10 warthog for that
@@pogfish4701 tru, but theyll see it coming.
i think just maybe i'm at the lowest point of my life
Not low enough, gotta dig deeper
RealReal
@@kin2skyrim digged upwards, i'd say my life now is like having an above average kd
After winter comes the spring.
The fact so many comments have hearts is proof she actually cares, and that makes the entire audio hit different.
Edit: that’s ironic
This just helped me so much. These asmr are great. This made me cry.
Hope you have a nice day.
I didn't think i actually needed this until i started sobbing into my pillow hearing "you aren't a burden" in the first 30 seconds
All i feel like to people i love is like a burden, like i don't matter, like im annoying.
Hearing you say the opposite really hit me hard.
Thank you for this video even though im years late at this point.
THIS IS THE MOST WHOLESOME THING I'VE EVER SEEN
Thank you for making me feel comforted, this is as close as I'll ever get to someone telling me these things. I pray that one day I as well as everyone else here will find someone like this who genuinely loves and cares for them.
Thank you 😭
Ah... I don't know if I'm crying of happiness because no one has ever talk to me like this, or I'm crying because on one will ever talk like this to me in my life
I want you to have someone like this in your life💜
You're 100% deserving of it.
More and more jojo's characters are showing up, and I just have one question for them:
*Y'ALL HYPED FOR PART 6 FINALLY GETTING ANIMATED*
This just means there will be more distribution of inappropriate photos of my daughter, so no, I’m not excited
@@StygianDemise. did i hear daughter?
Yeah boi
yes!!!
@Brady HASH his old pfp was jotaro, he's talking about jolyne
I looked at the thumbnail and i started crying... Noone will ever hug me like that...
I just got into ASMR's this week. It astounds me in a terrible way, just how many people out there really need this. It's one thing to know there's so much loneliness right now, but it's completely different seeing it. It's a bit comforting too, in a weird way. I'm nowhere near alone in my experiences or feelings as I feel, because so many others feel it too. And on top of that, there are people who understand this, and are writing/performing these just for them.
When the things that give you joy doesnt feel like it anymore you've crossed a line
I am currently hugging a pillow and crying my eyes out😔
This is great, your voice is just so calming.
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oh my goshhhhhh you are so wonderful Bumbledee! Thank youuuu for everything you have made!
I've seen so many comments on this video that I relate to. I've come to a bad place in life - yet again - and have nobody to legitimately go to, so I need to search RUclips for a comforting voice. I just want to thank you for being the voice that made me cry at 2 am for a GOOD REASON for once. Youre truely a blessing to the world, please never stop being such a wonderful person ❤️
I'm a very lonely man. I'm 25 years old and still haven't gotten my first kiss, holding hands, or even a date. I have my whole family with me but even with that I feel alone. My brothers have their wife's/girlfriend. Even my mom. When my father left us she stood up and was able to find the true love of her life with my step dad.
I just wish I could feel that. Sometimes I just see my younger brother and his girlfriend, and in some cases my mom and stepdad, cuddling in our living room and I get so jealous. When I see them I just hide my pain, sadness, and loneliness with a smile as a have a quick chat with them. But when I get to my room I silently cry my loneliness out while hugging a pillow and listening to some ASMR. Don't feel ashamed for coming here. Even if it's just for a couple of minutes I imagine myself hugging someone while listening to this.
@@liaasage thank you so much for your kind words
Not even a kiss at 25 years?
Man,you should have kids already at your age...
@@kocsismihaidaniel don’t say such things
I agree. There’s still time left. I know you will find somebody but it’s very hard to find these days.
i didn't know i needed this until now, and finding this makes me feel like everything will be okay.
its so strange when you are "normal" and then you relieve yourself with this kinda of audio, it feels soo good
Can't believe I had to search for this, shows how deep I've gotten in this rabbit hole.
You are not alone my friend.
It's nice to come here a listen to something I'll never get to experience the comfort and love of a another person but its a reminder
Same
Life is tough.
"I'm glad you exist"
Bold assumption that there's anyone that cares about me.
Jesus,god,mom
It's sad knowing I have to resort to ASMRs like this for comfort... I don't have many friends or people I can genuinely go to.
(ASMR Is great😔)
I dont think ive ever been loved or comforted like this. By nobody. Not by my parents, my closest friends, nobody. I feel completely alone. I needed somebody like this for the last 5 years. Its been so long since ive gotten a hug, or a compliment that feels genuine. I hardly even understand why i feel this way. I want to love someone so fucking badly. I want to watch the sunset and look at the stars through someone else's eyes. I want to feel completely powerless to my urge to stare at someone with complete adoration. I want to think of someone and instantly beam. I wish there was someone like that, but i dont think those people exist. In the end, im stuck lying in my bed, resigned to my future of slightly above minimum wage torture. Im hopeless. I can only pray that in some distant future i will be able to love. I wish i could be anything somebody ever wanted, but i wasnt born with the genetics for it. I cant do much about that. I miss when i enjoyed living. That reality was ripped away from me when i was far too young. I wish i knew someone who genuinely cared. I keep getting used and mistreated and it has left me exhausted. The only thing i have to keep me going is my dream of eventually experimenting with all kinds of drugs to escape my reality. Maybe have an ego death while on hallucinogenics. I never wanted to be anything when i grew up. I never really wanted anything either. Ive always either been told what i want, or just stumbled upon something im ok with. Im tired of the apathy. The last time i remember i really wanted something was when i was 7 or 8. Now everything is so fucking empty and vapid. I cant live like this. Im gonna stop ranting now.
Continue ranting please
Don’t stop ranting we all care to hear each others problems here I’m sorry you have to go though what you do. This may sound cringe, but you matter even though it doesn’t feel like it
HOORAH!
See. Every thing is possible if you wish for it strongly.😉
Even though it doesn’t feel like it right now, you matter. Your loved you just have not found the right people yet. You’re a beautiful person.
This is where it all started. I am so thankful that you made this. I was at my lowest when I stumbled to this, I dont have any regrets. Made me think that if you helped me, then why not return the favor by helping others the way you are. Thank you so much, I mean it.
Going through deep depression right now. Might sound a little weird but I use your videos to help me sleep late at night.
Well, it is ASMR, its meant to help you sleep, so dont ever think your weird for doing that, I'm here cuz of the same reasons you are so
Nightmare Dredd agreed
I appreciate that
Comfort asmr.
Overwhelmed senses from everything else that isn't the voices, finding more trying to find one that's just a voice.
Winding up on a one that I always repeat to others-
WE FIXING OUR LIVES WITH THIS ONE Y'ALL🗣️🔥🔥🔥
In all honesty, I'm so close to playing with my razor blade for the last time. I don't want to think about what would happen if you weren't here to listen to. Your voice brings me more comfort than I know how to explain. Most nights I end up crying myself to sleep. Honestly, I suffer so badly from severe depression, and you somehow help me to get through it. Thank you so much saving my life.
hey man i’m so proud of you, you got this you are so strong
you can always do this even when you feel you cant ...
Plot twist: the rain in the background is actually me crying
The fact that I have to listen to an asmr audio on RUclips to hear these words says everything
so real.
Yet these words dont even feel earned. But still comforting
the literal only thing keeping me steady is my online friends and me hugging my pillow pretending my pillow is my comfort person and having the hope of meeting them one day.
Who else feels worthless and hates them self the more they remember that this will never be real and would more then likely never happen
Me
Me
Me
Me
Me
This hurts even more knowing i don't have someone like her in my life
Thanks. It’s scary being alone with my thoughts sometimes
"They are in no way meant to be sexualised or taken too seriously"
noooooo who would do that!?!! this is too wholesome.
“Life is full of pain, bliss, joy, and healing. You get to see so many friendly smiles, and that itself is a blessing that death cannot give.”
That quote is ingrained into my brain
These types of asmr videos are the reason why I have mental breakdowns