You may not know many of us personally, Beulah, but I hope you can feel all the love and support from the friends you have made as we shared your journey. When the time is right, I hope you will reach back out to us and let us know how you are, what you’re doing, etc. Just like the AT, life has its extreme ups and downs. Just remember how you persevered. I wish you health, peace, and joy. Hugs.
Hope things get better. I followed your hike. At first I thought you were annoying but you grew on me. I want to say congratulations on your voyage. Be well.
Keep the faith, Beulah. 🥰 Loved your humor on your hike & so looked forward to your daily videos. You have such a good heart. Best of luck in your future endeavors, whatever they may be! 😍
I, for one, will not unscribe that's for sure. I started with you in GA and have remained a loyal fan. Take the time you need. Come back if you want. You need to heal your heart and soul, but you are a strong determined women. Always remember that YOU hiked the AT in some of the absolute worst weather, and climb to Katahdin. With a heavy heart, and conquered it all. You will come out of this stronger and your amazing self will shine bright. Never EVER let anyone dim your light. You are gifted, smart, strong and beloved by many an AT supporter. Be kind to yourself, give yourself grace, and be well. Still cheering you on, maybe not to Katahdin but in life. ❤😊
Well that's sad. We'll miss you Beulah. Hope you find peace and happiness in whatever you decide to do. Do an update now and then so we know you're ok.
I’m so sorry! You will always be my favorite. Please, please keep us updated on your life and what you’re doing. Doesn’t have to be hike related. We love YOU! ❤️
Beulah, it's difficult for us who have gotten such joy from your videos to see the difficult time you are having and I'm sure many would like to help you in whatever way we can even if it's just to send a prayer or positive energy your way. Thank you for posting this short update and letting us know what's going on instead of just disappearing. You're correct that you don't owe the internet anything. It's time for you to take care of you. I hope that you find your happiness soon and wish you every good thing that you deserve. Take care and Happy Trails.
Hang in there Bad Bat. Life really sucks sometimes. I am a bit older than you and life truly does have seasons. I've had a few really bad ones and a few that have been great. Fighting through the hard ones has been difficult at times; one dark period lasted nearly 10 years. I've tried to embrace the idea (big picture) that we have to try to accept that all feelings, emotions, etc. are temporary and that in time we will be happy again, and then one day something hard will occur and we will go through a sad period. We can't change that and acceptance hard but necessary. I've kept gratitude journals, which helped. But, the most important thing has been to try and surround myself with people that care about me and are encouraging. That seems to be more difficult than in past generations; it seems most people don't have real friends anymore. Anyway, good luck and I hope you get through this tough time. You are a tough young lady; you proved that on your through hike.
Current statistics show that only 25% of all hikers who start the AT actually finish. You, Bad Bat are one of those elite few. This speaks to the strength, determination, and grit you possess. This is undeniable proof that you can face anything that stands in front of you. I have full faith that you’ll make it out stronger and badder than ever. Much love and good thoughts. We’ll be here waiting whenever you’re ready.
I hope you know how much your videos and your AT journey meant to me. I was in a sad place before I started watching your videos. And I would watch them every day and find happiness in your happiness. Over time, I started to feel better and inspired by how much strength and determination it took you to hike the AT. It is an incredible thing you have done. We all love you and want the best for you. The sadness you are feeling will only sting for a while. You will be happy again, in an even more beautiful way than you can imagine. Please come back and see us again soon. We will all be here, excited to see you ❤. So much love and positive thoughts for you Bad Bat!!!
You truly are the Anne of green gables of the trails and have reached people from all around the world (I’m in Australia). Over the past few months I have had trouble sleeping and if I woke up in the middle of the night I would pop your playlist on and listen to you happily twitter away in my ear holes. I was really mad with N’s timing of the delivery of his news. He stole what should have been your moment of glory. Anyhoo, we love you and I do hope we see you back here soon. Sending you some positive life force…❤❤❤
You made me cry ! Sorry you are going through a difficult time! Hope things get better for you! You were my favorite hiker! I loved your videos and your enthusiasm! Plans are for my daughter and I to start the AT April 16 ! Hang in there!
You are an incredibly inspirational person, Badbat. Very few people touch 5000+ lives as you have. I'm glad you are taking time for yourself. You have already shown your strength and fortitude and resilience though your AT journey. Those characteristics will get you through this too. When you are ready, most of us would love to hear from you again in the future. Be kind to yourself!
Starting my NOBO in a few weeks and find myself thinking of you. I watched your entire AT journey and know you have been in a sad place recently. You are young and I am old so I can offer some simple and hard to believe advice…this too shall pass. Happiness will again be possible. Hang in there, kiddo.
Oh honey, it breaks this grandma’s heart to know you are struggling, and I hope you are not isolating yourself too much through this period. May we each keep you on our prayer lists, and we will be here when you are up to rejoining your online circle🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Ozoner here. We met breifly on the AT in Boiling Springs PA, at Cafe 101, while you were having breakfast with your tramily and I came over to introduce myself to the group. Glad that you summited, sad about the circumstances. You brought many people a lot of joy by sharing your journey on here. Hang tough, life has its ups and downs. The journey is never ending. I often repeated the saying below over and over again inside my head while hiking the trail during bad days: Keep going. Keep walking. The storm will pass. Brighter days are awaiting for you just around the bend. -- Author unknown
Oh, I am so saddened to hear your situation, but I soooo understand. Your community is still here. We patiently wait for when you’re ready to reach out to us again. Blessings.
This is very sad news indeed. 😢 I'm so sorry for your pain & loss, Beulah. We will miss you terribly. I so looked forward to your dailies (AT-Thru), then weeklies (Post-AT). You are an amazing human being whose AT videos quite literally got me through one of the worst bouts of depression in my life. As you finished the trail, I emerged from my darkness with the help of Therapy, Medication, and You. Never doubt that you've changed lives because you have. But, now YOU are hurting and in deep pain. It's heartbreaking to your followers. As a fellow Musical Theatre actor, I want to remind you to listen to all of your beloved og cast soundtracks! There's a musical for every condition in life. But then, you knew that. Please let us know if there is anything WE can do to help YOU. I did buy a BadBat teeshirt a while back and I love it! (Blue tie-dyed.) If your online shop is still available, I encourage others to check it out and buy your merch! 🙏 You are always in our hearts & prayers. Remember... you're grieving so be extra special kind to yourself in thought, word, & deed. Thank you for allowing us to tag along on your amazing journey. Ain't No Bat Like the BadBat! We love you! ❤🥾❤ "Into the woods I have to go, I hate to leave, I have to though..." 😢👋🦇 DOUBLE-B!
My wife and I really looked forward to every one of your BadBat videos. You will always be our favorite RUclips trail hiker. You really appreciated nature and saw the joy of life around you in a way that most could not. That is truly a gift. It's not the finish that truly matters, it's the journey & the people you meet along the way. East Tennessee is a great place to live- we love it. We hope you will find peace and happiness soon. We're hoping that you come back soon to this huge RUclips "Tramily" when you feel "fantastical" again!
My husband and I followed your AT journey and you became one of our favorites. I miss you and think of you often. Please, please keep us updated. Meanwhile, we are praying you find peace and happiness
Oh girl, we will all be here should you ever decide to return to your channel. You selflessly shared your gifts and talents throughout your hiking adventures and that is just one of the things we love about you. Stay strong … Sending big hugs and healing love ❤️
Just keep in mind that “this too shall pass…” Please don’t isolate yourself and seek help if you feel you need it. It’s ok not to be ok. Sending love ❤
You sound so sad and lost. Life like the trail has its highs and lows. You just keep pushing through it all, like you did on trail, one foot in front of the other, and remember… the only way out is through! Much love to you badbat!
Badbat life can be sad, and just plain crap sometimes! You have uplifted, inspired and entertained so many people during your journey. We are now all here to help uplift and inspire you! We are all sending positive vibes your way. You will get through this crappy section of life!! It may take time, but you will make it through!! A happiness rainbow awaits you. You got this!! You have a lot of people who will be here when you decide to come back.
Bad Bat, you are awesome and are of great value to the world. May you heal and grow. You are destined for great things. Know that you are loved by many and supported from afar. Take care of you!
Watching this makes me want to give a certain someone a piece of my mind. Good men do exist I’m sorry he’s not one but you will find peAce, joy and thrive in whatever you choose for your future.
You do you honey, whatever it takes. We enjoyed you so much, and think about you when we are on the AT. Do what it takes to find yourself again - confident that you will do so. Hugs.
Dearest bad bat, just as your AT class of 2023 scooped you and became your close knit tramily/family the same has happened with this, your RUclips batbat hikes family. We have supported you and will continue to do so as you travel this path of despair and uncertainty. We have laughed with you. We have cried with you. We have sung along with you. We have suffered with you from our sofas as you have trudged through the unending rain and muck, we have teared up when seeing you lonely and needing travel buddies, we’ve drooled at some of your trail magic gifts and in town feasts. We were very concerned when you got deathly sick but cheered when the right people were there for you. We whooped and hollered as you summitted Lady K knowing the cost and toil. Ans now dear friend we hurt with you. Deeply. As for me I will continue to pray for you and hope that we will see your presence once again here on the tube of you. You are going to be missed. Take good care of yourself. You will heal and mend. You have a wonderful life ahead. You have what it takes. Much love BB. God bless.
i hope tomorrow and everyday after that finds you smiling, laughing and happy. you are amazing, & someone that we all fell in love with. your personality, your humor, your laugh is so contagious. You deserve to be happy and when you find yourself again, as you will, you will see how Beautiful inside & out you are like the rest of us already know. Merry Christmas BB
Take care of yourself. I'm so sorry for your pain!!! I pray that you're able to heal swiftly and find happiness in the near future. Thank you for the great content. You will certainly be missed!❤
I'm rooting for you BadBat/Beulah. I will remain Subscribed to your channel in hopes you crank it up again . If you don't, I understand and I respect that. I'm sending you positive energy and hugs. 💗
Wishing you well. I haven’t commented prior to this message but I have enjoyed your videos and watching you on your AT journey. I am a future ‘24 AT thru hiker and have been inspired by your journey. Best wishes to you.
Hi Beulah, I started following you from the very beginning. When you had barely posted your intro and one other video or so. I have not directly ever written to you but just watching you through your journey all these months and all your videos you should be very proud of your accomplishments and all the hard work you’ve put in your channel. I am even though I don’t personally know you….Totally understandable that you need time and I hope that what you’re going through will pass and pass soon. Will be here in case you ever return. thank you for all of what you’ve shared. Thought it only fair to finally share my thoughts here with you for once. Keep your head up, you’re amazing and sending all good vibes your way from Cali! ❤ 🌊
I saw an a job posting at the Great Smoky Mountain Institute at Tremont for a Manager of Science Literacy and Research and I thought about you. Have you ever considered relocating to the Smokys? It’s beautiful here! And you definitely have the degree and background for this role! Just something to consider. Much love to you
Oh my sweet baby girl, I loved watching your journey and I thank you so much for allowing us to delve so deep into your life I feel like you are a friend. I certainly hope you seek peace and happiness. You will be missed. Take care of yourself.
I hope had a nice Christmas. And I hope the new year brings you much happiness. Just remember that this is just a small blip in that long thing called life. Take care.
You were my absolute favorite 2023 NOBO. I wish you peace and healing as you continue to process life. I will always think of you when I see my rad Bad Bat Hikes sticker. Rock on girlfriend…you are the best!
Still checking in. I hope you can give us an update to let us know you are doing alright. We have got to know you thru your hike and care for you. You brought amazing fun watching you do the AT.
Bad Bat, as we go into the Holiday season, may you be blessed. Be proud of your accomplishments in 2023. May 2024 bring you great joy and adventure. Know that following your journey brought me joy, laughter, tears, and inspiration.
I know it’s hard to know how very special you are right now while feeling so rejected. But please know you are. I know how that feels personally. God is with you all the time! You’re not alone and He loves you so much. Hide under the shadows of His wings and allow Him to love, comfort and protect you. He so wants to! My heart breaks for you right now. I’m hurting with you and crying with you. It hurts! It hurts! I know it hurts! And will for a while, but it will pass. Just don’t let it pass for nothing. Use this time to learn about yourself, the good and the bad. Your so much more and allow God to open your heart to show you who you really are in Him!!! Cry out to Him, He’s waiting for you My prays are with you❤
Healing takes time and that’s ok. We all go through stuff that may not be visible to others, and it’s brave of you to share this with your viewers. You might have helped someone today just by being authentic and transparent. One day at a time and one foot in front of the other, just like on trail. Never give up. I will pray for you.
Hi Bad Bat, thinking about you in this holiday time. Please know that someone is thinking about you and wishing you the best now and in the new year. Take care.
Beulah, you’re not alone. We all are or have had to deal with life’s challenges let’s call them. You are incredible and we all know how strong you are. Conquer! This too will pass. 😊👍
Beulah you have inspired over 5K people. You are an amazing, beautiful person and NO ONE can take that away from you. I have followed you from the start. You have inspired me, gave me hope and confidence that I can do anything as long as my heart is in it and I believe in myself. I hope you find everyone's love and support a comfort during these difficult times. You will get through it and we will all be here now and in the future cheering you on. I hope someday to meet you and would even love to hike with you. Be well my friend and please remember.. YOU are a wonderful person and deserve the best. If you ever need a pep talk , inspiration or just a hug..we all have you back! Be well and take care of yourself Bad bat! Love, Likes2playinmud 🥾
Hey Bad Bat, I hiked in 2022 and enjoyed your videos this year. Post-trail life is tough, I'm going through some things myself. Just wanted to say that I'm pulling for you. Good luck and take care.
I sure enjoyed your AT videos this past summer. There are so many people out there videoing their adventures, but only a very few capture my attention and heart. You are one that did. You are a special soul and bring sparkle to whatever you do so keep on believing in yourself and I am wishing you all the best, happiness and contentment in your life. Happy trails and thank you for sharing your grand adventure. It was a joy to hike along online with you! 💕
I’m so sorry your heart is broken right now. You have been a spot of joy this past year and I will miss seeing your videos! Prayers and hugs to you, you are a wonderful, resilient soul, and you will come through. Thank you for sharing your journey with us!
I hope you'll be back. You obviously have a lot of support but I get that life challenges can be overwhelming. I hope you know how amazing you are and that you are proud of your accomplishments! *HUGS*
I just found you not long ago, and had been catching up on your journey. I don't know the specific events that have happened, nor do I need to know. I can, however, hear the pain in your voice. Please protect your peace, make sure you don't self isolate, and always believe that there are better things ahead. Until we "see" you again...my best to you.
I’ve been thinking about you during this holiday season. I know what it is to mourn a great loss. I hope you find your equilibrium soon. I wore my Bad Bat shirt today, coincidentally; you will continue to be in my thoughts. Please let us know you are ok from time to time. ❤
I feel like you are a friend even though we have never met and I rarely comment. I'm sad that you're having a difficult time right now. I know that you will find great happiness because you deserve it, and you have brought that to other people. Your dude was a huge dick!! I still can't believe what he did to you right before you made it to Katahdin. I just know that you are special and I hope you get everything you want in life!!
Love your videos and your accomplishment related to the Appalachian Trail. Stay positive and great things are coming your way. Very refreshing to watch your videos.
Beulah, you will be sooooo missed!! But we will be here if you decide to come back. I know you are going through a very difficult time - remember, lean on loved ones around you (and know that we include ourselves in that group). You will be in our thoughts and prayers. ❤❤❤❤❤❤
It is a grey & snowy day here in PA as I just watched Day 9-Snow. Your cheerfulness & optimism brought a smile to my face on a gloomy day. Thank you for bringing joy to so many! We will miss you but know that taking time to heal is more important. I wish you the best & many prayers 😊🙏
I know your world has been rocked and I empathize with your situation. I went through it at your age as well and it destroyed me for a few years. Then I met someone who changed my perspective completely! We have been married now for 26 years and together for 30 years with two awesome kids. The one thing you have that I didn’t is 5,250 dedicated and devoted supporters who are with you and are pulling for you. I for one am not going anywhere and I will be here through this and will still be here when you get to the other side. If you need help just ask, we’ll be here. Not to worry. It’s a rough road but it is still easier than the AT. Be well!
I’m so sorry to see you so sad and in pain. . You’ve been a joy to follow and watch. Please pop on if you can once in a while to just let us know how you are. I hope you’ll be back one day doing more hiking and videos. ❤
We truly loved watching your hike. Of all the class of 23 that we watched YOU were the only one who made it. Although we don’t know you we are so proud of you. We will pray for healing and joy in your life and know you will land on your feet. Happy Happy Happy Trails!!!! ❤ Gruncle Mike and Eunice
Thank you for sharing your amazing hike through the AT. I'm sorry things are so hard now. You're are such a fun, amazing and genuine person. That can be hard to come by these days. Just keep in the back of your mind that there will be more adventures and once you are ready you can start planning them whatever they are. Take care of yourself and until then Happy Trails to you as well. Anne
Sad ending but think of it as a tough section of the AT, it will end soon and you now know you can do it! You are tough and a survivor! Don’t let being depressed over life giving you lemons right now get you down for long! Take care of yourself, come back stronger than ever! If you ever need help just ask your YT family. Happy Trails and Via Con Dios Beulah.
take care of yourself. thanks for a great journey, you are an inspiration! my favorite moment from your AT hike will be how happy you were seeing the yarn bombed Erwin TN, and the visiting the library.
Bad Bat / Beulah , your sadness pierces my heart, or you are such a lovely person a wonderful storyteller and a kind soul. As a suggestion check back with us every once in a while just so we know you’re doing OK and if not, just check back to see if we may post to you on the effort that we will be trying in 2024. I don’t know where you are in faith in relationship with God but God loves you and cares for you and wants only the best. Know that you brought me joy and help me through a stressful time in my life to give me a chance to look forward to hiking some trails outside and are trying to find that community that you enjoyed. Be with good friends and family this holiday season and especially over Christmas know that you were loved by many people and that you have brought joy into their life. Like through Hikeing, the AT it is a simple lifestyle by no means is it easy or is it meant to be easy. And so is life it’s not meant to be easy it is meant to be shared with others keep through hiking through life and know that every day is a new day. Love you and care for you and look to speak with you soon.❤😊
I really can’t add to all the supportive comments already posted… but I am praying that you have a strong support system of family and friends to walk with you during this difficult time.
You will be missed. If you come back and want to twiddle ur thumbs we look forward to that asmr. Best of luck to you. Hope happiness gets shined on u soon.
Hi Bad Bat just want to let you know that you are loved from many of us that appreciate you for sharing your AT journey with us! Sending you positive energy and strength🌺🍀May God Bless your life with a new beginnings. Be well and safe💞💞
Missing your updates about what you are doing on and off the trail. Hope you’re feeling better. You are a very talented person …let it shine…when you feel it’s time 🙂🙏
Hi , I just am concerned and really hope you are working through your grief and hardship. I've been through divorce and job loss at the same time also. I set my sights on Jesus and turned my life over to him and the truth set me free . My grieving process was in his hands. 🙏
Oh sweetie, I sure hope your pain eases soon! If there was a way to carry some of it for you, I would. And so would many more of us out here. Please take good care of yourself. You deserve it! ❤
May you be blessed with hope love and peace. At 67 and wanting to hike the A.T. i found your channel for inspiration, and that you did. You gave us a sneak peak of who you are for the past 11 months and feel you are bright, intelligent, loving, beautiful (inside and out) and a very caring person. Stay true to who you are. And thank you for sharing your journey.
Very important, please seek help if you need it. Yes, it may require being put in a "waitlist," which I'm going through right now. But it's a step forward. From one human to another. We're sorry you're going through all this and we know it's hard to see the light on the other end. But you can and will overcome this. God bless you and keep you safe. Take care and thank you for your videos and sharing your journey.
So sorry that life is so rough right now. It will get better with time. I hope you have a good network of friends, and that you find new theater adventures at your new place. Thank you so much for sharing your journey for us, you brightened the day of so many people. Just take the time you need and happy trails to you.
You are loved. By Jesus. By all of us here. We’re here for you any time. Pls know that. I will be praying for you in the days and weeks ahead. You are one special girl! ❤️
You may not know many of us personally, Beulah, but I hope you can feel all the love and support from the friends you have made as we shared your journey. When the time is right, I hope you will reach back out to us and let us know how you are, what you’re doing, etc. Just like the AT, life has its extreme ups and downs. Just remember how you persevered. I wish you health, peace, and joy. Hugs.
My thoughts exactly
Beautifully said.
Hope things get better. I followed your hike. At first I thought you were annoying but you grew on me. I want to say congratulations on your voyage. Be well.
Keep the faith, Beulah. 🥰 Loved your humor on your hike & so looked forward to your daily videos. You have such a good heart. Best of luck in your future endeavors, whatever they may be! 😍
I, for one, will not unscribe that's for sure. I started with you in GA and have remained a loyal fan. Take the time you need. Come back if you want. You need to heal your heart and soul, but you are a strong determined women. Always remember that YOU hiked the AT in some of the absolute worst weather, and climb to Katahdin. With a heavy heart, and conquered it all. You will come out of this stronger and your amazing self will shine bright. Never EVER let anyone dim your light. You are gifted, smart, strong and beloved by many an AT supporter. Be kind to yourself, give yourself grace, and be well. Still cheering you on, maybe not to Katahdin but in life. ❤😊
Well that's sad. We'll miss you Beulah. Hope you find peace and happiness in whatever you decide to do. Do an update now and then so we know you're ok.
I’m sorry that you are going through a difficult time. This chapter will pass. Keep your head up, you’re fantastic!
Happy trails as you hike the path of healing. It may be torturous, but I hope it’s rewarding in time. Rooting for you always, badbat.
I’m so sorry! You will always be my favorite. Please, please keep us updated on your life and what you’re doing. Doesn’t have to be hike related. We love YOU! ❤️
Beulah, it's difficult for us who have gotten such joy from your videos to see the difficult time you are having and I'm sure many would like to help you in whatever way we can even if it's just to send a prayer or positive energy your way. Thank you for posting this short update and letting us know what's going on instead of just disappearing. You're correct that you don't owe the internet anything. It's time for you to take care of you. I hope that you find your happiness soon and wish you every good thing that you deserve. Take care and Happy Trails.
Hang in there Bad Bat. Life really sucks sometimes. I am a bit older than you and life truly does have seasons. I've had a few really bad ones and a few that have been great.
Fighting through the hard ones has been difficult at times; one dark period lasted nearly 10 years. I've tried to embrace the idea (big picture) that we have to try to accept that all feelings, emotions, etc. are temporary and that in time we will be happy again, and then one day something hard will occur and we will go through a sad period. We can't change that and acceptance hard but necessary. I've kept gratitude journals, which helped. But, the most important thing has been to try and surround myself with people that care about me and are encouraging. That seems to be more difficult than in past generations; it seems most people don't have real friends anymore. Anyway, good luck and I hope you get through this tough time. You are a tough young lady; you proved that on your through hike.
Current statistics show that only 25% of all hikers who start the AT actually finish. You, Bad Bat are one of those elite few. This speaks to the strength, determination, and grit you possess. This is undeniable proof that you can face anything that stands in front of you. I have full faith that you’ll make it out stronger and badder than ever. Much love and good thoughts. We’ll be here waiting whenever you’re ready.
I hope you know how much your videos and your AT journey meant to me. I was in a sad place before I started watching your videos. And I would watch them every day and find happiness in your happiness. Over time, I started to feel better and inspired by how much strength and determination it took you to hike the AT. It is an incredible thing you have done. We all love you and want the best for you. The sadness you are feeling will only sting for a while. You will be happy again, in an even more beautiful way than you can imagine. Please come back and see us again soon. We will all be here, excited to see you ❤. So much love and positive thoughts for you Bad Bat!!!
You truly are the Anne of green gables of the trails and have reached people from all around the world (I’m in Australia). Over the past few months I have had trouble sleeping and if I woke up in the middle of the night I would pop your playlist on and listen to you happily twitter away in my ear holes. I was really mad with N’s timing of the delivery of his news. He stole what should have been your moment of glory. Anyhoo, we love you and I do hope we see you back here soon. Sending you some positive life force…❤❤❤
You made me cry ! Sorry you are going through a difficult time! Hope things get better for you! You were my favorite hiker! I loved your videos and your enthusiasm! Plans are for my daughter and I to start the AT April 16 ! Hang in there!
You are an incredibly inspirational person, Badbat. Very few people touch 5000+ lives as you have. I'm glad you are taking time for yourself. You have already shown your strength and fortitude and resilience though your AT journey. Those characteristics will get you through this too. When you are ready, most of us would love to hear from you again in the future. Be kind to yourself!
Starting my NOBO in a few weeks and find myself thinking of you. I watched your entire AT journey and know you have been in a sad place recently. You are young and I am old so I can offer some simple and hard to believe advice…this too shall pass. Happiness will again be possible. Hang in there, kiddo.
Oh honey, it breaks this grandma’s heart to know you are struggling, and I hope you are not isolating yourself too much through this period. May we each keep you on our prayer lists, and we will be here when you are up to rejoining your online circle🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I feel the same way about her.
Ozoner here. We met breifly on the AT in Boiling Springs PA, at Cafe 101, while you were having breakfast with your tramily and I came over to introduce myself to the group. Glad that you summited, sad about the circumstances. You brought many people a lot of joy by sharing your journey on here. Hang tough, life has its ups and downs. The journey is never ending.
I often repeated the saying below over and over again inside my head while hiking the trail during bad days:
Keep going.
Keep walking.
The storm will pass.
Brighter days are awaiting for you just around the bend. -- Author unknown
Oh, I am so saddened to hear your situation, but I soooo understand. Your community is still here. We patiently wait for when you’re ready to reach out to us again. Blessings.
I think I speak for all of us: We completely understand! When the time is right (you will know when) c’mon back and we will be here for you. ❤️
This is very sad news indeed. 😢 I'm so sorry for your pain & loss, Beulah. We will miss you terribly. I so looked forward to your dailies (AT-Thru), then weeklies (Post-AT). You are an amazing human being whose AT videos quite literally got me through one of the worst bouts of depression in my life. As you finished the trail, I emerged from my darkness with the help of Therapy, Medication, and You. Never doubt that you've changed lives because you have. But, now YOU are hurting and in deep pain. It's heartbreaking to your followers. As a fellow Musical Theatre actor, I want to remind you to listen to all of your beloved og cast soundtracks! There's a musical for every condition in life. But then, you knew that. Please let us know if there is anything WE can do to help YOU. I did buy a BadBat teeshirt a while back and I love it! (Blue tie-dyed.) If your online shop is still available, I encourage others to check it out and buy your merch! 🙏 You are always in our hearts & prayers. Remember... you're grieving so be extra special kind to yourself in thought, word, & deed. Thank you for allowing us to tag along on your amazing journey. Ain't No Bat Like the BadBat! We love you! ❤🥾❤ "Into the woods I have to go, I hate to leave, I have to though..." 😢👋🦇 DOUBLE-B!
Sending you warm fuzzy hugs. I hope this sadness passes..you ARE (ditto that while on trail) WORTHY. Never think otherwise! You are loved by many.
Praying you find peace and joy again soon.
My wife and I really looked forward to every one of your BadBat videos. You will always be our favorite RUclips trail hiker. You really appreciated nature and saw the joy of life around you in a way that most could not. That is truly a gift. It's not the finish that truly matters, it's the journey & the people you meet along the way. East Tennessee is a great place to live- we love it. We hope you will find peace and happiness soon. We're hoping that you come back soon to this huge RUclips "Tramily" when you feel "fantastical" again!
My husband and I followed your AT journey and you became one of our favorites. I miss you and think of you often. Please, please keep us updated. Meanwhile, we are praying you find peace and happiness
Oh girl, we will all be here should you ever decide to return to your channel. You selflessly shared your gifts and talents throughout your hiking adventures and that is just one of the things we love about you. Stay strong … Sending big hugs and healing love ❤️
Good luck with everything Badbat! You seem like such a wonderful, positive, kind person. Good days are ahead for you, I just know it.
Just keep in mind that “this too shall pass…”
Please don’t isolate yourself and seek help if you feel you need it. It’s ok not to be ok.
Sending love ❤
You sound so sad and lost. Life like the trail has its highs and lows. You just keep pushing through it all, like you did on trail, one foot in front of the other, and remember… the only way out is through!
Much love to you badbat!
Badbat life can be sad, and just plain crap sometimes! You have uplifted, inspired and entertained so many people during your journey. We are now all here to help uplift and inspire you! We are all sending positive vibes your way. You will get through this crappy section of life!! It may take time, but you will make it through!! A happiness rainbow awaits you. You got this!! You have a lot of people who will be here when you decide to come back.
Bad Bat, you are awesome and are of great value to the world. May you heal and grow. You are destined for great things. Know that you are loved by many and supported from afar. Take care of you!
Peace and blessings to you Bad Bat. You have more friends than you know. We are rooting for you ❤
Watching this makes me want to give a certain someone a piece of my mind. Good men do exist I’m sorry he’s not one but you will find peAce, joy and thrive in whatever you choose for your future.
You do you honey, whatever it takes. We enjoyed you so much, and think about you when we are on the AT. Do what it takes to find yourself again - confident that you will do so. Hugs.
Dearest bad bat, just as your AT class of 2023 scooped you and became your close knit tramily/family the same has happened with this, your RUclips batbat hikes family. We have supported you and will continue to do so as you travel this path of despair and uncertainty. We have laughed with you. We have cried with you. We have sung along with you. We have suffered with you from our sofas as you have trudged through the unending rain and muck, we have teared up when seeing you lonely and needing travel buddies, we’ve drooled at some of your trail magic gifts and in town feasts. We were very concerned when you got deathly sick but cheered when the right people were there for you. We whooped and hollered as you summitted Lady K knowing the cost and toil. Ans now dear friend we hurt with you. Deeply. As for me I will continue to pray for you and hope that we will see your presence once again here on the tube of you. You are going to be missed. Take good care of yourself. You will heal and mend. You have a wonderful life ahead. You have what it takes. Much love BB. God bless.
i hope tomorrow and everyday after that finds you smiling, laughing and happy. you are amazing, & someone that we all fell in love with. your personality, your humor, your laugh is so contagious. You deserve to be happy and when you find yourself again, as you will, you will see how Beautiful inside & out you are like the rest of us already know. Merry Christmas BB
Make a New Years resolution to do another hike. Head over to Trail Days in Damascus, VA and interview your fellow hikers.
Take care of yourself. I'm so sorry for your pain!!! I pray that you're able to heal swiftly and find happiness in the near future. Thank you for the great content. You will certainly be missed!❤
Aw Badbat. So sad to see you hurting. Take time for you. Don’t try to change who you are or ever doubt yourself. Big hugs and much love.❤🙏
I'm rooting for you BadBat/Beulah. I will remain Subscribed to your channel in hopes you crank it up again . If you don't, I understand and I respect that. I'm sending you positive energy and hugs. 💗
Wishing you well. I haven’t commented prior to this message but I have enjoyed your videos and watching you on your AT journey. I am a future ‘24 AT thru hiker and have been inspired by your journey. Best wishes to you.
This, too, shall pass. Sending love and light.
Hi Beulah, I started following you from the very beginning. When you had barely posted your intro and one other video or so.
I have not directly ever written to you but just watching you through your journey all these months and all your videos you should be very proud of your accomplishments and all the hard work you’ve put in your channel. I am even though I don’t personally know you….Totally understandable that you need time and I hope that what you’re going through will pass and pass soon. Will be here in case you ever return. thank you for all of what you’ve shared. Thought it only fair to finally share my thoughts here with you for once. Keep your head up, you’re amazing and sending all good vibes your way from Cali! ❤ 🌊
I saw an a job posting at the Great Smoky Mountain Institute at Tremont for a Manager of Science Literacy and Research and I thought about you. Have you ever considered relocating to the Smokys? It’s beautiful here! And you definitely have the degree and background for this role! Just something to consider. Much love to you
Thinking of you and hoping you are well and safe.
The AT community and post trail support system will ALWAYS be here ♣️♥️♦️♠️🎰
Oh my sweet baby girl, I loved watching your journey and I thank you so much for allowing us to delve so deep into your life I feel like you are a friend. I certainly hope you seek peace and happiness. You will be missed. Take care of yourself.
You should be VERY proud of all you accomplished! We love the t-Shirts we bought.
I hope had a nice Christmas. And I hope the new year brings you much happiness. Just remember that this is just a small blip in that long thing called life. Take care.
That was nice of you to say "goodbye", as you said, you did not have to. I learned and enjoyed watching your show. Happy trails
You were my absolute favorite 2023 NOBO. I wish you peace and healing as you continue to process life. I will always think of you when I see my rad Bad Bat Hikes sticker. Rock on girlfriend…you are the best!
Still checking in. I hope you can give us an update to let us know you are doing alright. We have got to know you thru your hike and care for you. You brought amazing fun watching you do the AT.
Bad Bat, as we go into the Holiday season, may you be blessed. Be proud of your accomplishments in 2023. May 2024 bring you great joy and adventure. Know that following your journey brought me joy, laughter, tears, and inspiration.
Hang in there Bad Bat. This too shall pass. Much love to you 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
I know it’s hard to know how very special you are right now while feeling so rejected. But please know you are. I know how that feels personally. God is with you all the time! You’re not alone and He loves you so much. Hide under the shadows of His wings and allow Him to love, comfort and protect you. He so wants to! My heart breaks for you right now. I’m hurting with you and crying with you. It hurts! It hurts! I know it hurts! And will for a while, but it will pass. Just don’t let it pass for nothing. Use this time to learn about yourself, the good and the bad. Your so much more and allow God to open your heart to show you who you really are in Him!!! Cry out to Him, He’s waiting for you
My prays are with you❤
God bless on your healing journey. You will be missed but your return will be celebrated.❤️
Healing takes time and that’s ok. We all go through stuff that may not be visible to others, and it’s brave of you to share this with your viewers. You might have helped someone today just by being authentic and transparent. One day at a time and one foot in front of the other, just like on trail. Never give up. I will pray for you.
Hi Bad Bat, thinking about you in this holiday time. Please know that someone is thinking about you and wishing you the best now and in the new year. Take care.
P.S. You’re braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think.”- Christopher Robin
I’m sorry you are struggling. You have been such an amazing friend to all of us watching you. Hope to see you again. Much love.
Beulah, you’re not alone. We all are or have had to deal with life’s challenges let’s call them. You are incredible and we all know how strong you are. Conquer! This too will pass. 😊👍
Hey there Beulah! Be strong grieve at your own pace, and get stronger every day! You are a magnificent hiker and a very fine young woman!
You are truly one of my favorite people. Just wanted you to know that.
Beulah you have inspired over 5K people. You are an amazing, beautiful person and NO ONE can take that away from you. I have followed you from the start. You have inspired me, gave me hope and confidence that I can do anything as long as my heart is in it and I believe in myself. I hope you find everyone's love and support a comfort during these difficult times. You will get through it and we will all be here now and in the future cheering you on. I hope someday to meet you and would even love to hike with you. Be well my friend and please remember.. YOU are a wonderful person and deserve the best. If you ever need a pep talk , inspiration or just a hug..we all have you back! Be well and take care of yourself Bad bat! Love, Likes2playinmud 🥾
Hey Bad Bat, I hiked in 2022 and enjoyed your videos this year. Post-trail life is tough, I'm going through some things myself. Just wanted to say that I'm pulling for you. Good luck and take care.
I sure enjoyed your AT videos this past summer. There are so many people out there videoing their adventures, but only a very few capture my attention and heart. You are one that did. You are a special soul and bring sparkle to whatever you do so keep on believing in yourself and I am wishing you all the best, happiness and contentment in your life. Happy trails and thank you for sharing your grand adventure. It was a joy to hike along online with you! 💕
I’m so sorry your heart is broken right now. You have been a spot of joy this past year and I will miss seeing your videos! Prayers and hugs to you, you are a wonderful, resilient soul, and you will come through. Thank you for sharing your journey with us!
You are an inspiration and you have a strong spirit…take care of yourself and may you find peace, love and joy.
Thank you. I've enjoyed your videos. Find peace. Find happiness. It's out there for you too.
Thank you for being who you are. God bless❤
I hope you'll be back. You obviously have a lot of support but I get that life challenges can be overwhelming.
I hope you know how amazing you are and that you are proud of your accomplishments! *HUGS*
I just found you not long ago, and had been catching up on your journey. I don't know the specific events that have happened, nor do I need to know. I can, however, hear the pain in your voice. Please protect your peace, make sure you don't self isolate, and always believe that there are better things ahead. Until we "see" you again...my best to you.
I’ve been thinking about you during this holiday season. I know what it is to mourn a great loss. I hope you find your equilibrium soon. I wore my Bad Bat shirt today, coincidentally; you will continue to be in my thoughts. Please let us know you are ok from time to time. ❤
Thinking of you today and hoping you are well. Wishing all of the best things for you in 2024 ❤️ Miss seeing you!
I feel like you are a friend even though we have never met and I rarely comment. I'm sad that you're having a difficult time right now. I know that you will find great happiness because you deserve it, and you have brought that to other people. Your dude was a huge dick!! I still can't believe what he did to you right before you made it to Katahdin. I just know that you are special and I hope you get everything you want in life!!
Love you, Badbat! Consider coming back one day or pop in from time to time to let us know you are okay or even if you’re not okay. ❤❤❤
I’m so sorry to see you hurting. Please hang in there. Thank you for all of the great videos. Sending positive thoughts your way.
Love your videos and your accomplishment related to the Appalachian Trail. Stay positive and great things are coming your way. Very refreshing to watch your videos.
Beulah, you will be sooooo missed!! But we will be here if you decide to come back. I know you are going through a very difficult time - remember, lean on loved ones around you (and know that we include ourselves in that group). You will be in our thoughts and prayers. ❤❤❤❤❤❤
It is a grey & snowy day here in PA as I just watched Day 9-Snow. Your cheerfulness & optimism brought a smile to my face on a gloomy day. Thank you for bringing joy to so many! We will miss you but know that taking time to heal is more important. I wish you the best & many prayers 😊🙏
I know your world has been rocked and I empathize with your situation. I went through it at your age as well and it destroyed me for a few years. Then I met someone who changed my perspective completely! We have been married now for 26 years and together for 30 years with two awesome kids. The one thing you have that I didn’t is 5,250 dedicated and devoted supporters who are with you and are pulling for you. I for one am not going anywhere and I will be here through this and will still be here when you get to the other side. If you need help just ask, we’ll be here. Not to worry. It’s a rough road but it is still easier than the AT. Be well!
I’m so sorry to see you so sad and in pain. . You’ve been a joy to follow and watch. Please pop on if you can once in a while to just let us know how you are. I hope you’ll be back one day doing more hiking and videos. ❤
We truly loved watching your hike. Of all the class of 23 that we watched YOU were the only one who made it. Although we don’t know you we are so proud of you. We will pray for healing and joy in your life and know you will land on your feet. Happy Happy Happy Trails!!!! ❤ Gruncle Mike and Eunice
Thank you for sharing your amazing hike through the AT. I'm sorry things are so hard now. You're are such a fun, amazing and genuine person. That can be hard to come by these days. Just keep in the back of your mind that there will be more adventures and once you are ready you can start planning them whatever they are. Take care of yourself and until then Happy Trails to you as well. Anne
Sad ending but think of it as a tough section of the AT, it will end soon and you now know you can do it! You are tough and a survivor! Don’t let being depressed over life giving you lemons right now get you down for long! Take care of yourself, come back stronger than ever! If you ever need help just ask your YT family. Happy Trails and Via Con Dios Beulah.
take care of yourself. thanks for a great journey, you are an inspiration! my favorite moment from your AT hike will be how happy you were seeing the yarn bombed Erwin TN, and the visiting the library.
😢 You will be missed. I’m so sorry you’re going thru tough times. You know you are a tough young lady, you hiked the AT! Stay positive Beulah!
Bad Bat / Beulah , your sadness pierces my heart, or you are such a lovely person a wonderful storyteller and a kind soul. As a suggestion check back with us every once in a while just so we know you’re doing OK and if not, just check back to see if we may post to you on the effort that we will be trying in 2024. I don’t know where you are in faith in relationship with God but God loves you and cares for you and wants only the best. Know that you brought me joy and help me through a stressful time in my life to give me a chance to look forward to hiking some trails outside and are trying to find that community that you enjoyed. Be with good friends and family this holiday season and especially over Christmas know that you were loved by many people and that you have brought joy into their life. Like through Hikeing, the AT it is a simple lifestyle by no means is it easy or is it meant to be easy. And so is life it’s not meant to be easy it is meant to be shared with others keep through hiking through life and know that every day is a new day. Love you and care for you and look to speak with you soon.❤😊
I really can’t add to all the supportive comments already posted… but I am praying that you have a strong support system of family and friends to walk with you during this difficult time.
Wishing you strength. You have such a fine spirit and are a wonderful communicator. Hoping for the best and a return to your joy.
You will be missed.
If you come back and want to twiddle ur thumbs we look forward to that asmr.
Best of luck to you. Hope happiness gets shined on u soon.
Hi Bad Bat just want to let you know that you are loved from many of us that appreciate you for sharing your AT journey with us!
Sending you positive energy and strength🌺🍀May God Bless your life with a new beginnings. Be well and safe💞💞
Missing your updates about what you are doing on and off the trail. Hope you’re feeling better. You are a very talented person …let it shine…when you feel it’s time 🙂🙏
Saturday, January 27th: Best of luck to you. Here's wishing you continued success in your future! Happy Trails!
Hi , I just am concerned and really hope you are working through your grief and hardship. I've been through divorce and job loss at the same time also. I set my sights on Jesus and turned my life over to him and the truth set me free . My grieving process was in his hands. 🙏
Bad Bat, Thank you for sharing your AT Journey!! You are more than Bad Bat, I consider you a Bad @$$!! Stay positive.
Thank you for all the great videos, all the entertainment and a great story. Miss you already!
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Oh sweetie, I sure hope your pain eases soon! If there was a way to carry some of it for you, I would. And so would many more of us out here.
Please take good care of yourself. You deserve it! ❤
Thank you for letting us follow you. Hope you come back. Happy Trails
May you be blessed with hope love and peace. At 67 and wanting to hike the A.T. i found your channel for inspiration, and that you did. You gave us a sneak peak of who you are for the past 11 months and feel you are bright, intelligent, loving, beautiful (inside and out) and a very caring person. Stay true to who you are. And thank you for sharing your journey.
Very important, please seek help if you need it. Yes, it may require being put in a "waitlist," which I'm going through right now. But it's a step forward. From one human to another.
We're sorry you're going through all this and we know it's hard to see the light on the other end. But you can and will overcome this. God bless you and keep you safe. Take care and thank you for your videos and sharing your journey.
So sorry that life is so rough right now. It will get better with time. I hope you have a good network of friends, and that you find new theater adventures at your new place. Thank you so much for sharing your journey for us, you brightened the day of so many people. Just take the time you need and happy trails to you.
You are loved. By Jesus. By all of us here. We’re here for you any time. Pls know that. I will be praying for you in the days and weeks ahead. You are one special girl! ❤️