[old] IDOLiZER | vent animation meme

TW: Flash warning, mentions of abusive friendship and grooming.
so, we already know who we talking about right?
this video actually has a really deep meaning to me, i even thought about not posting this, but i'll post because i need to let my emotions go.
yeah... the green person its not an oc, it actually represents someone who made my life a living hell. due to friendship abuses, guilttripping, grooming, and even abandonment made me severe sick and gave me severe traumas. this person abandoned me SO MUCH, that it made me completely sick and obsessed with them, they abandoned me so much that it grew a nasty obsession over them, always making them look like a fucking god because they meant the world to me, they were the only artist at that time that i had so much inspiration going on and they even said that i was fucking copying their artsyle and gave me another fucking trauma, i was only a child discovering my artstyle yet.
i dont like how the animation turned out due to meaning so many bad things to me, but letting this emotion only inside me is not a good thing. i need to let it go.
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oc: Tom - any pronouns - Tom is a Cychien, an open species from Abberd00dle!
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original: • IDOLiZER (scp au) orig...
inspired: • IDOLiZER // animation ...
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[@Abberddle_]

OMG YES I LOVE ANIMATION MEMZ WITH CYCHIENS LETS GOOO (hope ur good!)

[@milkasdemon]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@PeriluneStar]

It's good to let your emotions out! I'm glad that person is gone from your life, that sounds like torture and it's terrible that that happened to you. I think you're a really good animator and artist and you deserve lots of love and support

[@hxlluk]

eu consigo ver o esforço q foi botado nessa animação, ficou mt foda
enfim, eu passei por coisas mt parecidas, ent eu tenho uma ideia de como vc ta se sentindo, sinto mt q tudo isso tenha acontecido e eu espero q ter feito esse vídeo tenha te ajudado ;;; qualquer coisa eu to aqui ok? melhoras

[@Spring_GENOOO]

Mano dscp por tudo
Espero q vc esteja bem

[@Glitchhusky9304]

I'm so sorry that happened to you

[@TH4TCH3RRAV3]

i hope u r ok :

[@tikimillie]

*add to my sans playlist*
You’re now an honerary sans