Purple Mountains "All My Happiness is Gone" (Official Music Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 10 янв 2025

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  • @SandraWade666
    @SandraWade666 5 лет назад +2181

    I went to college with Dave. Me and another friend from those days were planning on going to his show on Monday. She had emailed him and asked if we could see him, to say hi. He said he would wait after the show for us, and he said he never does that, but that he would do it for us. I am crushed. I never met anyone like Dave. I will never forget when he was offering haircuts to make extra money, and he shaved my head. I dyed the rest black :) He had a great radio show on WTJU with his friend Rob called "The Black Hair Show." He wrote amazing poetry even then..much of it was written in the UVa morgue where he worked. He was so funny. Super witty and smart. Too much talent, gone too soon. This song is haunting me "some of them were once people I was happy to know".. I was happy to know you, Dave. RIP.

    • @alonsotigerheart5379
      @alonsotigerheart5379 5 лет назад +58

      Thank you for sharing your memories of David. I'm so sorry to hear of this loss, RIP.

    • @sararodriguez5556
      @sararodriguez5556 5 лет назад +24

      So sorry for the lost. And thank you. RIP

    • @bugpwdrdust
      @bugpwdrdust 5 лет назад +20

      yes! thank you for sharing Sandra.

    • @lucy3393
      @lucy3393 5 лет назад +24

      Thank you for sharing your memories. I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend. He was a really special person.

    • @SuperRobertoClemente
      @SuperRobertoClemente 5 лет назад +17

      Heartbreaking. Sending

  • @Exurb1a
    @Exurb1a 5 лет назад +1627

    Just in case you see this David, I've been listening to your music for over ten years now, read all the poetry of yours I could find, never got bored. You've been an enormous inspiration and your work has helped me through several hard times. Much love.

    • @sswanson12
      @sswanson12 5 лет назад +68

      Hey exurb1a! You make wonderful content; I'm glad to see your taste in music is just as refined.

    • @strummersheroes
      @strummersheroes 5 лет назад +40

      😪

    • @Taqhes
      @Taqhes 5 лет назад +44

      came here after watching your video. Really sad, really nice music.

    • @lityerambidextrous3668
      @lityerambidextrous3668 5 лет назад +51

      Hey exurb1a, thank you for turning me onto this band. The video you made about Nashville was something I really needed to hear as I’ve been dealing with a suicide in the family recently. Now that’s a lot to put on a stranger, but something about you putting your grief into words coupled with this music has made me feel a little better tonight. And that, as you might say, is grand.
      So Thank you.
      Hope all is well and that your next pint doesn’t have too much foam in it.

    • @provokingtruth7117
      @provokingtruth7117 5 лет назад +27

      I doubt he will

  • @deadmanj9279
    @deadmanj9279 Год назад +100

    As someone battling with a depression that doesn’t seem to end, it saddens me that David took his life. I feel both ingrained in the melancholia and removed from it when I listen to him. Stay safe everyone.

    • @evanp042
      @evanp042 11 месяцев назад +5

      Thinking of you, friend.

    • @christopherwelch136
      @christopherwelch136 11 месяцев назад +6

      I’ve been on the edge for years. But I’ll have to learn to love myself. Most powerful video ever.

    • @StrongBad-r5c
      @StrongBad-r5c 7 месяцев назад +2

      you are still here. Andthat says something. go back to early silver jews. It's saved me so many times

    • @duffharris9295
      @duffharris9295 7 месяцев назад

      Why? Obviously, it was quite intentional. The guy put out an album as a suicide note and killed himself literally the day before the first show of the tour.

    • @deadmanj9279
      @deadmanj9279 7 месяцев назад +6

      @@duffharris9295 what is the point of this comment? I can’t tell what you’re trying to say or responding to

  • @ogravesnesm1270
    @ogravesnesm1270 2 года назад +208

    We’re all still healing.
    Thank you David.

  • @olseaweedbeardye8622
    @olseaweedbeardye8622 9 месяцев назад +8

    Just listened to this album on a late night drive back from a live show with my brother. I was going to fall asleep on the ride but every song just kept grabbing my attention. David’s lyrics are just so damn profound , and the rest of the band is damn good at having catchy production. At the end I could barely even say anything. Knowing these were the final words of a man that was staring into the face of death for so much of his life, it’s so intensely depressing and cold, but it sounds so hopeful that it’s hard to let it get to you so much and want to turn it off. I’m so glad to have heard this. Thanks brother for showing me this. Rip David

  • @smayplacebo2435
    @smayplacebo2435 3 года назад +63

    'Way deep down in some substratum, feels like something really wrong has happened' That is one of the most touching and sad lines I have ever heard.

  • @UncleAnaesthesia
    @UncleAnaesthesia 4 года назад +60

    This album is a warm jacket you put on before walking into the bush and never come back.

  • @DealerTags
    @DealerTags 5 лет назад +725

    "The dead know what they're doing when they leave this world behind."
    You will be missed.

    • @nourchame019
      @nourchame019 5 лет назад +2

      You saw the news, too?

    • @yearnpill
      @yearnpill 5 лет назад +2

      DealerTags Any confirmation on cause of death yet?

    • @spencermckay5662
      @spencermckay5662 5 лет назад

      Club Astro Transcendental Motor Where was this confirmed?

    • @vadimfilatov7996
      @vadimfilatov7996 5 лет назад +2

      Spencer McKay I heard it was suicide

    • @yearnpill
      @yearnpill 5 лет назад +6

      Vadim Filatov If it is, that fucking sucks man

  • @eliasmsv3156
    @eliasmsv3156 2 месяца назад +6

    What's fucked up is how unbelievably catchy the chorus is. I'm dancing with tears in my eyes, rest in peace.

  • @neil676
    @neil676 5 лет назад +486

    'I confess I'm barely hanging on' sends shivers through my spine.

    • @chordorchard7213
      @chordorchard7213 5 лет назад +28

      So fucking sad.

    • @scottfredette2146
      @scottfredette2146 5 лет назад +2

      me too.

    • @drumgold23
      @drumgold23 4 года назад +4

      Know the feeling

    • @ChristopherCerda42
      @ChristopherCerda42 4 года назад +16

      It's terrible how he looks at the camera when he says it...

    • @OwneyMadden430
      @OwneyMadden430 4 года назад +6

      Ive been thinking of ending my time in my meat vessel . I can relate so much , I have just been sooo sad for so long I’m just so tired , and I think that’s the point you don’t have the energy to continue . When the tangible sorrow is gone & your just so tired of being sad . I just don’t have the guts to do it , I figure I’ll just relapse on that Kensington Philadelphia fentanyl and that should do the job... die on a dirty sidewalk in north Philly . Who knows maybe I’ll just keep trudging threw this for another decade , idk . But all my happiness is gone also David

  • @joed7185
    @joed7185 4 года назад +273

    Today marks 1 year since Davids passing. The first time I was introduced to his music was when I was working at Yellowstone last summer '19. This was the first song I heard and couldn't comprehend how much this song said to what I was and at sometimes am feeling. I worked at night at the hotel and would blare this album loud because no one was there, just myself. My best friend would come to visit me and we went hiking. One day my knee was bothering me and I told my friend I'm going to sit down for a bit to rest up. While I waited for him to come back from a short hike, I checked my phone and saw that David had passed. It hit me even though I was fairly new to his music. Hope you found that peace.

    • @nickfromCO
      @nickfromCO 4 года назад +1

      I was fairly new to his music as well and you summed up the way i felt quite nicely.

    • @tappytibbon927
      @tappytibbon927 4 года назад

      I'm sorry to ask, I just discovered this and really like it and believe to need it right now in my passing through this world. I'm very curious without having to look it up, how did this person pass??

    • @joed7185
      @joed7185 4 года назад

      @@tappytibbon927 He took his own life. Check out this interview a few months before his passing...ruclips.net/video/K7jYMwoqX_o/видео.html

    • @sprinkledhotdog7580
      @sprinkledhotdog7580 3 года назад

      yo wyoming is the perfect setting for this song, i live in lander so i can relate.

    • @joed7185
      @joed7185 3 года назад +2

      Ally. This makes me want to marry you because you knew where to find me. I’ll be back in Austin in a few weeks. I think you have an Instagram? If you do, my IG is jeauxdiego.
      Let me know if you want another contact method. Love you long teem

  • @superneko99
    @superneko99 5 лет назад +50

    "It's not the purple hills
    It's not the silver lakes
    It's not the snowcloud shadowed interstates
    It's not the icy bike chain rain of Portland, Oregon"
    I love David's words, always will. Rest in peace.

    • @roberthale6572
      @roberthale6572 17 дней назад

      Isn't this really a cure song? A goth reverie,,a celebration,,you robbed a lot of people of an innocent happiness,,,you are still here

  • @karlmanchur9906
    @karlmanchur9906 5 лет назад +156

    You know it says a lot about the Grammys when they don't even include the modern day Bob Dylan in their tribute.... I knew they were always a joke but hearing about them not including David was a big error since he's one of the most inspirational and honest songwriters within the past 30 years.

  • @land930
    @land930 2 года назад +49

    god damn this song never fails to make me cry for a variety of reasons. My parents raised me on pavement and silver jews and so theres this childhood connection I have to this music but theres also my coming of age connection becoming addicted to drugs and escapism due to the trauma and anxiety from childhood and puberty. I got into harder drugs and remember listening to this song soon after it came out when my best friend and I were having trouble scoring some opioids. Having finally got some we drove out to the absolutely beautiful illinois countryside and got high in my car on some abandoned country road and I remember hearing this song kick in as soon as my high did and holding in tears realizing what my life had come to and how I already felt this songs sentiment deeply being so young. Im doing a bit better now but I can't listen to this without becoming emotional. RIP and thank you dave for giving us the words to describe what we all feel.

  • @MajorMajorx2
    @MajorMajorx2 5 лет назад +446

    This has to be one of the saddest songs of all time.

    • @switch-no-comply778
      @switch-no-comply778 5 лет назад +2

      m.ruclips.net/video/lWfR00O_TZ8/видео.html

    • @Spiritualfamilyreunion
      @Spiritualfamilyreunion 4 года назад +5

      No. There were sadder ones... Unfortunately.

    • @garypeterson1342
      @garypeterson1342 4 года назад +5

      But for me I can’t sing along any louder and cry and exclaim more than I do with this song. It’s magical and true and sad and beautiful. We all will experience this feeling and no one put it to music more beautifully.

    • @pyramidpusher3388
      @pyramidpusher3388 4 года назад +2

      @@switch-no-comply778 no

    • @switch-no-comply778
      @switch-no-comply778 4 года назад

      @@pyramidpusher3388 no too sad? Or no not sad at all? Boerd - m.ruclips.net/video/com0PU4cYFE/видео.html

  • @Maggie5846
    @Maggie5846 5 лет назад +169

    My youngest son (28) and my daughter (38) are devastated about the loss of this incredible poet, singer/songwriter. They were going to go see him at Mercy Lounge in Nashville in a few weeks. I am so sorry to hear of his loss, and my heart goes out to all who knew and loved him.

  • @deanfaragher9288
    @deanfaragher9288 5 лет назад +267

    We cannot tear out a single page of our life, but we can throw the whole book in the fire - Rip, dude. You'll be missed.

  • @BobbyCovert13
    @BobbyCovert13 5 лет назад +325

    Goodbye to one of the truely genius songwriters of our time. Hope what's next is a better trip.

    • @nebod1556
      @nebod1556 5 лет назад +2

      He is part of glorious Biomass now supporting nature to grow ....poetic fertiliser...all that awaits us sooner or later. ...

  • @dopesmoke1683
    @dopesmoke1683 5 лет назад +332

    often thought to myself “i hope david berman is doing ok out there”. usually while listening to silver jews late at night with a beer on the back porch. i never met him but i loved him like a brother. his songs always had the words for the little moments and pervasive feelings we all experience but don’t know how to describe; he was like the soundtrack to my clinical depression but also my hope for things to get better. i was going to go to one of his shows for my birthday, and was excited to crash-deal with my own social anxiety by trying to talk with him. that’ll never happen, and i’ll never hear another new song of his, and instead of wondering if david berman is ok, i will only hope he’s with his mom in heaven. i wish we’d all recognized a suicide letter for what it was a month ago.
    may You who are the source of mercy shelter him beneath Your wings eternally, and bind his soul among the living, that he may rest in peace. and let us say: Amen.

    • @bugpwdrdust
      @bugpwdrdust 5 лет назад +28

      i hope you're doing ok. if not great, ok will suffice. you can still crack a beer on your porch and listen to SJ on your birthday, that's the good thing. take care and hang on. it does get better, eventually.

    • @nebod1556
      @nebod1556 5 лет назад +2

      No man this does not exist ...He is part of a glorious Biomass now supporting nature to blossom...This waiting all of us sooner or later....

    • @christiangasior4244
      @christiangasior4244 5 лет назад +4

      You might like Sparklehorse as well.

    • @prostakuk
      @prostakuk 4 года назад +3

      Closest I got was a smile and thank-you with Cassie. DM me if you ever need to talk, from someone who's been where you need to get out of.

    • @dustybozak5889
      @dustybozak5889 4 года назад +2

      Well said

  • @benjaminlatta5784
    @benjaminlatta5784 3 года назад +121

    It doesn't seem like a coincidence that this is the last thing David put out to the world. It was an explanation. Hard to listen to, but beautiful regardless. Thank you.

    • @騎士_明
      @騎士_明 2 года назад +2

      Who needs "13 reasons why" when we have a song that's 6:54 minutes long that explains it better?

    • @ClayAsbury122
      @ClayAsbury122 2 года назад +1

      well said

  • @rjpaws
    @rjpaws 5 лет назад +93

    Having been a Dave Berman fan for 25 years, I am genuinely upset by his passing. One of the greatest songwriters of my generation. Good bye Dave. We Are Real.

  • @delsol6573
    @delsol6573 6 месяцев назад +10

    This was immediately one of the best albums I’d ever heard, shortly before David left. Understood what it was immediately. Thank you David. Wish we could have been friends. Hope you’re somewhere/something happier now

  • @joakimn3643
    @joakimn3643 Месяц назад +4

    Thank you David im 51 turning 52 soon and my Happiness is gone too.

  • @adventureface666
    @adventureface666 Год назад +36

    This song breaks my heart every time. I almost took my life last week and understanding how hard it is to be pulled so close to the void without succumbing just makes me feel for poor Dave.

    • @dereksmith4921
      @dereksmith4921 Год назад +4

      Hang in there @adventureface666

    • @erenanthony
      @erenanthony Год назад +3

      please stay with us, friend.

    • @morrissey2828
      @morrissey2828 Год назад +1

      Stay

    • @steve-0493
      @steve-0493 Год назад

      Hey!!listen to me and us.. don't cha go nowhere stranger!! Trust me when I say yes I know things are bad,for my thread at least,and Idk how bad it is for you...but..I been telling myself 2 main things-1)no matter how it gets,ALWAYS REMEMBER, that there is someone out there who has it BETTER than you,and someone out there has it WORSE than you!
      2)if there is still any REAL emotion flowing thru you(non-negative meaning), think about the suffering and sadness that ur friends and family will go thru, reeling from ur loss!!yes that will happen,you will make others crushed by this harm u will cause on urself and them...
      I get upset and depressed at myself when I think about how it could end,then I think about those 2 things,makes me just ughh..don't wanna do that to ppl in my life...And I already have a strong sense OF WANTING TO SURVIVE!!!YOU SHOULD TOO!!STAY ALIVE &SURVIVE...
      you need a friend,get ahold of some of us lol!!😁✌️🍻🤟🍻😌

    • @peternewman1609
      @peternewman1609 Год назад +1

      You matter! And there IS beauty in the world, and much/many worth fighting for. Compassion is the way. We're rooting for you

  • @GremlinManDan
    @GremlinManDan 3 года назад +46

    I'm devastated to say that I just found out about Silver Jews, Purple Mountains, and David Berman tonight. These groups, and their front man are some of the most talented artists that I've heard in a while, and I love their music for so many reasons already.
    But, just finding about David Berman and the music of Purple Mountains and Silver Jews just tonight is heartbreaking for a whole other reason. And it's that the world is a lesser place for the loss of such a brilliant mind as David Berman.

  • @chrisrutledge2238
    @chrisrutledge2238 5 лет назад +169

    "It's not the purple hills, it's not the silver lakes
    it's not the snow cloud shadowed interstates
    it's not the icy, bike chain rain of Portland, Oregon.
    Nothing's wrong and no one's asking
    but the fears so strong it leaves you gasping.
    No way to last out here like this for long.
    Cause everywhere I go I know
    all my happiness is gone."
    Damn David Berman.
    RIP Silver Jews
    Can't wait to see what's next.

    • @jacobburckhardt513
      @jacobburckhardt513 5 лет назад +9

      Death...

    • @chrisrutledge2238
      @chrisrutledge2238 5 лет назад +23

      Yes, it's pretty fucking awful. He was my hero and my friend.

    • @chrisrutledge2238
      @chrisrutledge2238 5 лет назад +32

      @GrilledCheezeSammich It's really sad to me that you think that's funny. I hope you learn empathy at some point.

    • @jackbob983
      @jackbob983 5 лет назад +19

      Chris Rutledge hey man he is just a troll ignore him

    • @TR-yi8up
      @TR-yi8up 5 лет назад +18

      Chris Rutledge I’m sorry about your friend. I ran in to him once in Nashville, but he wasn’t my friend, but that hasn’t kept me from catching myself feeling sad many times over the last month. David was just that kind of guy to make you feel like you knew him intimately. I’m sorry about the loss of your friend. May his memory be a blessing

  • @OloffMusic
    @OloffMusic 3 года назад +71

    best album of 2019, best song of 2019, one of the best pieces of writing ever

    • @SneedyKetler
      @SneedyKetler 3 года назад +8

      I agree, but coming back to this fucking kills. It hurts, man. It really did feel like someone was wrong for a few years, things are just settling now with the ship righting itself. But David didn’t make it through that, and we’ve lost others. It’s time to heal.

    • @shacka95
      @shacka95 2 года назад +2

      @@SneedyKetler things are still wrong

  • @PokeySoggybottom
    @PokeySoggybottom 4 года назад +21

    The chorus is so dang catchy that lately I've been finding myself cheerily singing it as I go through my day. It's a funny old world.

  • @seanbills2032
    @seanbills2032 2 года назад +9

    Rest in peace. Random Rules played at my wedding 6 months ago and I often find myself thinking about you. Sending you love from this realm my friend.

  • @lynnecarr9697
    @lynnecarr9697 Год назад +8

    So crushing when you don’t appreciate genius until it’s gone.

  • @marhobane3040
    @marhobane3040 4 года назад +3

    Sometimes it's just nice to have someone sharing the same bus.

  • @cornholestevenson9318
    @cornholestevenson9318 5 лет назад +24

    "That was life at first and goal to go"
    DCB the great lyricist of our time. Rest in peace

  • @camieleldering5206
    @camieleldering5206 3 года назад +20

    This could be the best album ever made, if it wasn't so incredibly saddening. Dave hit exactly the right spots in letting you feel how depression feels. Thank you Dave, for all the good music. Still miss you.

  • @intothemystic5223
    @intothemystic5223 5 лет назад +125

    He was one of my brother's best friends. He was going to be opening for David on his tour. I am heartbroken for my brother and Cassie and all of David's loved ones. Rest easy 😢

  • @leclaireiswin7069
    @leclaireiswin7069 2 года назад +20

    what a heartbreaking, gorgeous album. Little moments bring tears to my eyes... RIP David.

  • @AnthonyWhite2014
    @AnthonyWhite2014 3 года назад +8

    Life is too short to be happy!

  • @dugg6476
    @dugg6476 5 лет назад +25

    Rest easy, David. Shine out in the wild silence.

  • @tentringer4065
    @tentringer4065 5 лет назад +40

    David Berman's lyrics could always stop me in my tracks. Such a unique perspective. Such a loss.

  • @jyotinarshi903
    @jyotinarshi903 5 лет назад +364

    Hurts like a David Berman song should

  • @cactaceous
    @cactaceous 5 лет назад +103

    RIP DAVID. So sad you were in so much pain and couldn't find hope after giving us such a great last piece of work. I will cherish your work. Many will too.

    • @ianloeb1672
      @ianloeb1672 5 лет назад +3

      Club Astro Transcendental Motor His asshole of a father certainly didn’t help matters

    • @harveymorgan1749
      @harveymorgan1749 5 лет назад +1

      @@ianloeb1672 thought he worked thru it many years ago

  • @treebendsinthewind
    @treebendsinthewind 5 лет назад +21

    That first part is gorgeous.

    • @alex_angri
      @alex_angri 5 лет назад

      The synth strings bit?

    • @treebendsinthewind
      @treebendsinthewind 5 лет назад +1

      @@alex_angri No the Lofi bit

    • @alex_angri
      @alex_angri 5 лет назад +3

      @@treebendsinthewind oh right yeah i wish it was on the album i love the lo-fi bit too. fuck i miss him so much already. Havent stopped listening to him since he passed.

  • @dansoderburg1854
    @dansoderburg1854 2 года назад +9

    He left us with this incredible album. Like suicide notes are dumb and boring. David gave us this. Love this man forever for this

  • @MatiShemoeloff
    @MatiShemoeloff 3 года назад +9

    Two years have passed since he left us. What a special and unique voice of a genius. Thanks David.

  • @michaeldixon3129
    @michaeldixon3129 3 года назад +9

    What a blow to the heart. We miss you David, you’ll be forever loved.

  • @eruditefello
    @eruditefello 5 лет назад +13

    I get exactly what he is saying... same age, same feelings, similiar experiences. RIP.

    • @14219austin
      @14219austin 3 года назад +1

      Hope alls goin well, great music

  • @clubemec
    @clubemec 5 лет назад +76

    For the past two decades your music has been a close companion - it gave me strength and helped me make sense of moments when I was lost and barely hanging on.
    We are overjoyed to have you back. But know that your music has never left. And how could it? Your music is timeless - it doesn't fucking age.
    Thank you and thank you and thank you, DCB.

    • @josephkyle1557
      @josephkyle1557 5 лет назад +3

      well he's fucking gone for good now :(

  • @sylphin6857
    @sylphin6857 2 года назад +8

    no musician has ever touched me so deeply. i’m sad i found him after he passed, but i’m so eternally grateful to have his music.

  • @MehAwake
    @MehAwake 7 месяцев назад +5

    The world misses you, David.

  • @lukekastelic
    @lukekastelic 5 лет назад +60

    Not much cracks through the shell these days, but I was surprised to shed a couple tears when I heard this singular man was gone. Been listening to Silver Jews and Purple Mountains all week. Grateful for your music David, sad to see you go. RIP

    • @Golemtx
      @Golemtx 5 лет назад +7

      I've never been so sad for learning about the passing of someone I never knew personally. Such a great man. RIP.

  • @DumbowiddaDream
    @DumbowiddaDream 5 лет назад +15

    David Berman was a poet. In the truest sense of the word. It's a shame his personal life was such a struggle... Rest in Peace, Dave, you'll be missed. Your words will continue to inspire and be cherished by the people that care. God bless you - Louis

  • @PavementIztRad
    @PavementIztRad 5 лет назад +38

    Say it isn't true, David. Natural Bridge meant more to me than most albums in my life time and I can't believe that your light has dimmed out. I hope you at least have finally found some peace. RIP to the lyrical genius of my lifetime.

  • @ur-mom-gay
    @ur-mom-gay 3 года назад +14

    this song is permanently linked with few of the best memories I've made when i was at my worst

    • @bugpwdrdust
      @bugpwdrdust 3 года назад +6

      that's what a good artist is for, i guess. hope you're feeling better. today is one of the hard ones, tomorrow will be a bit brighter. or so i hope.

  • @TR-yi8up
    @TR-yi8up 5 лет назад +62

    Hope u found what you needed. Thanks for telling us about it along the way.

  • @sophiestefens8670
    @sophiestefens8670 5 лет назад +50

    Damn David... All your happiness was truly gone I guess.. You were a very special, fragile soul in this harsh world and yet you managed to let us see the poetry through it all.. Thank you so much for giving me the perfect soundtrack to my life.... Shine bright, wherever you are.. I hope it's like Christmas in a submarine.. Your music, your words, your presence will be with me, always. Thank you, I love you

  • @noicemcnoiceface4006
    @noicemcnoiceface4006 4 года назад +33

    Man, it's already been more than a year and I still keep crying over the fact that David left us. I barely even knew who he was when this released, if Spotify didn't randomly recommend me Purple Mountains when it was out and didn't have the cover art it has, I would probably never become aware of David's existence, but I'm so glad I got around to listening to it.
    I'll be first to admit that I didn't really "get it" at first, but after repeated listening I realized how much of a genius he was and the more I listened to it, the more I feel in love with it and just as I was yearning for them to make more music *BAM* I suddenly discover David used to be the front-man to another group prior to Purple Mountains (The Silver Jews). After further reading I saw that Stephen Malkmus of Pavement which further spiked my interest.
    I was totally in love with this guy's music, not even a month into discovering this man's art and then suddenly I saw in my FB feed "Silver Jews' David Berman Dies At 52"..... he had taken his own life.
    I don't remember crying about a celebrity's death since Steve Irwin's back when I was 5.
    I felt as if had lost a life-long friend, I was just as unaware of his existence just as he was as mine less than a month ago, but there I was bawling my eyes out.
    Now that we're going through a global pandemic with the world seemingly just at the edge of total collapse and my personal life taking a quick turn for the worse these past few weeks, I've found shelter in not only David's music, but his poetry, and the few interviews and interactions with other's I've happen to come across.
    I'll forever be grateful for that, but this only makes me miss him even more and the fact that he took his own life just makes dealing with the pain a thousand times worse. He was probably feeling worse than how I'm feeling right now. I just wish he was able to find some solace during the last moments of his life. Nobody should ever go through that sort of pain, especially such a kind hearted person as him.
    I'm rolling in tears as I write this. I'm so sorry if I made anyone sad because of reading this, I needed to vent out somewhere, I just didn't know where else I could.
    Bless your soul, David Berman, wherever you may be.

    • @nickfromCO
      @nickfromCO 4 года назад +6

      sums up exactly how I felt, my friend. I've never grieved so hard over someone I didn't know personally. Can't come back here without crying.

    • @Unknown-gf6mk
      @Unknown-gf6mk 4 года назад +2

      Beautifully said

    • @bobsbrain397
      @bobsbrain397 3 года назад

      Thank you for sharing, friend

    • @ianisles2537
      @ianisles2537 Год назад

      Yeah that's what he's here for. He's stronger and weaker at the same time. I love him.

    • @ianisles2537
      @ianisles2537 Год назад

      He was cursed with too much bandwidth, as the kids say.

  • @devilaintsmart76
    @devilaintsmart76 Месяц назад +1

    I still can even listen to this album. I don’t know if there will ever be a good time.

  • @jennylynn3758
    @jennylynn3758 5 лет назад +19

    Pain is released. Rest in Peace. Thanks for all you have given us.

  • @stevenwhite8936
    @stevenwhite8936 3 года назад +2

    the way he looks up when he says beyond like he's gazing at something outta that room

  • @isaacclarke7239
    @isaacclarke7239 2 года назад +4

    Silver Jews helped me through the hardest part of my life so far. The humor really cuts through the sadness sometimes

  • @YesoMs
    @YesoMs 4 года назад +4

    A pioneer of lockdown music videos, almost a year early... RIP

  • @mastersoftoday
    @mastersoftoday 3 года назад +112

    same chords/tempo as Trains Across the Sea, which DCB said was the first song he ever wrote... even the lyrics: compare "10,000 afternoons ago" to "in 27 years I've drunk 50,000 beers" - 10,000 days is roughly 27 years. i wonder how many other hints he hid in this last record - I'm sure his mind was made up. love you David, and miss you

    • @joeydanielski962
      @joeydanielski962 3 года назад +5

      you blew my mind a little.

    • @jordanwebb989
      @jordanwebb989 3 года назад +1

      You blew mine too.

    • @TummyRubz
      @TummyRubz 3 года назад +12

      Yep, and the first words "No, I" are the exact first words of first track on Natural bridge

    • @chawsae
      @chawsae 3 года назад +1

      New to David’s stuff, started with this album a week ago, now I’m listening to the first album. Picked up on this as well, such a great artist RIP. Can’t wait to go through the rest one album at a time

    • @joeydanielski962
      @joeydanielski962 3 года назад +4

      @@chawsae enjoy your journey, some of those albums ended up being really important to me.

  • @lynnecarr9697
    @lynnecarr9697 2 года назад +8

    Every time I see this video/song, I realize it is even more extraordinary than the last time.

  • @ryanplantz
    @ryanplantz 5 лет назад +100

    "Silence is the artist's ultimate other-world gesture; by silence, he frees himself from servile bondage to the world, which appears as patron, client, audience, antagonist, arbiter, and distorter of his work."
    Susan Sontag, "The Aesthetics of Silence" (1967)

    • @yannickvaliquette1584
      @yannickvaliquette1584 5 лет назад +9

      He actually required that some journalist read The Aesthetics of Silence before they met in Chicago for an interview. I can't remember which media it was, sorry. I've read so much about him in the last few days.

    • @matteframe
      @matteframe 5 лет назад +2

      wow. Well now he's really free from the bondage of the world. The ultimate silence.

  • @drumgold23
    @drumgold23 5 лет назад +13

    The way I'm relating to this and the rest of the album is both frightening and comforting at the same time. He knew. Boy did he know.

    • @drumgold23
      @drumgold23 5 лет назад +4

      @@senoritamandita it is. Sad and beautiful. I keep being drawn back to this like a moth to a flame.

  • @davidburke4041
    @davidburke4041 4 года назад +6

    Tripping balls last night and my friend showed me this song/band. This is the saddest most hauntingly beautiful song I've heard in years. Bitter I'm "late to the party" and will never get a chance to see Berman live. Rest in piece man, you earned it.

  • @orbitus9746
    @orbitus9746 5 лет назад +23

    Unfortunately, I only started listening to David's music after he passed. I relate to this album so much.. He really knew how to pierce your soul with such simple, yet poignant lyrics. If any family or friends of his are readings this.. judging by the comments, David's words and music touched so many lives. Such a sad loss. We really do need a new word from such a subtle G-d soon. Rest in peace David. Shalom.

    • @CesarSandoval024
      @CesarSandoval024 5 лет назад +1

      I dont really like his indie band so much. But lyrically hes fucken good

  • @Slevin1993
    @Slevin1993 5 лет назад +16

    His momma named him after a king. So good to have you back king david. Youre music means so much to me

  • @wasy35
    @wasy35 10 месяцев назад +4

    This album is such a jam yet pensive and thank you David for all your thoughtful music. R.I.P from a Pakistani. American Water will always be one of my fave albums, in this dimension.

  • @TheIkaraCult
    @TheIkaraCult 5 лет назад +8

    I hope David's family knows how much he meant to us, and how he made our lives better. He was a wonderful artist.

  • @barbasour
    @barbasour 5 лет назад +50

    Friends are warmer than gold when you're old
    And keeping them is harder than you might suppose
    Lately, I tend to make strangers wherever I go
    Some of them were once people I was happy to know
    Mounting mileage on the dash
    Double darkness falling fast
    I keep stressing, pressing on
    Way deep down at some substratum
    Feels like something really wrong has happened
    And I confess I'm barely hanging on
    All my happiness is gone
    All my happiness is gone
    It's all gone somewhere beyond
    All my happiness is gone
    Ten thousand afternoons ago
    All my happiness just overflowed
    That was life at first and goal to go
    Me and you, and us and them
    And all those people way back when
    All our hardships were just yardsticks then, you know
    You know
    It's not the purple hills
    It's not the silver lakes
    It's not the snowcloud shadowed interstates
    It's not the icy bike chain rain of Portland, Oregon
    Where nothing's wrong and no one's asking
    But the fear's so strong it leaves you gasping
    No way to last out here like this for long
    'Cause everywhere I go, I know
    Everywhere I go, I know
    All my happiness is gone
    All my happiness is gone
    It's all gone somewhere beyond
    All my happiness is gone

  • @chloeclay
    @chloeclay 5 лет назад +10

    What an achingly beautiful song by one of our best poet/songwriters.

  • @michaeldixon3129
    @michaeldixon3129 3 года назад +5

    You are forever missed, you will be forever loved.

  • @noahhall9093
    @noahhall9093 3 года назад +5

    Ghosts don’t die. Ache doesn’t die. Love don’t. Long love the rolling purple mtns

  • @jaredneff
    @jaredneff 5 лет назад +13

    I only recently discovered his amazing music after hearing a song from Purple Mountains.
    There's a certain joy with not learning about an artist until after they've been around for many years, you get to just totally binge on everything for the first time all at once.
    Such an amazing person. Wow. So sad.

  • @swampface
    @swampface 2 года назад +5

    I'm back to this medicine.. love u big man.. wherever u are x x x

  • @andrewmcdonnell826
    @andrewmcdonnell826 5 лет назад +14

    It's a better world with David Berman songs to lift us up.

  • @ChrisSheridan295
    @ChrisSheridan295 2 года назад +5

    This hurts. I've listened to this countless times before and after it happened but it hurts man, as brilliant as it is. I wish I could be mad at him but he's so honest and brilliant here, like he always has been and that's the hard part. Godspeed David.

  • @davidsanchezsanchez2884
    @davidsanchezsanchez2884 10 месяцев назад +2

    One of the greatest albums of the decade and probably of all time. So true it hurts. You will remain, Dave ❤

  • @wolf-marcushaupt8300
    @wolf-marcushaupt8300 Год назад +8

    David we miss you so

  • @bpwn3r
    @bpwn3r 3 года назад +3

    First law of thermodynamics. Parties never end. Just changed in shape and form. If you shall seek you shall find.

  • @ecgolds
    @ecgolds 5 лет назад +19

    Damn. This is definitely his sweet sweet farewell song. :(

    • @nayr497
      @nayr497 5 лет назад

      It sure is. And damn is right.

  • @JukeBlue
    @JukeBlue 3 года назад +11

    He's been a great influence to many musicians who admire fine lyricism. This particular song has some beautiful imagery and associations. Icy bikechain rain of Portland Oregon. I think he would have been pleased with that, the good man.

  • @aledepalma1562
    @aledepalma1562 4 года назад +10

    I love this album, David. It gets me through hard times, though it's filled with your desperation. Thank you for this last gem. Wherever you are, thank you.

  • @RunningWithComics
    @RunningWithComics 5 лет назад +24

    RIP David, such crushing news.

  • @yournameislimitless
    @yournameislimitless 5 лет назад +8

    I'll be listening to his songs all day and night. Rip David

  • @pedroadpb
    @pedroadpb 11 месяцев назад +3

    that intro is so hauntingly beautiful

  • @ericzumbach1623
    @ericzumbach1623 5 лет назад +8

    So happy to see other Berman fans. I never understood the desire to wall off our idols, the way we did in the 90s with Sebadoh and Palace Music. Every car should have a Starlight Walker sticker and every kid should sing "Albemarle Station" at kindergarten.

  • @tempythethird
    @tempythethird 5 лет назад +6

    Of all of the people I knew
    I always looked up to you
    And after millions of years of cryin'
    The sun still shines and shines
    ❤ RIP

  • @smayplacebo2435
    @smayplacebo2435 3 года назад +15

    To write such honest, raw, deep feelings down in such a clear and insightful way, whilst suffering through such hell.... takes a remarkable person. There are too few of those, and sadly you're no longer amongst us, I can only be grateful that you have left us with this amazing album that soothes my hurts 💜

  • @jayham____fromgeorgia
    @jayham____fromgeorgia 2 года назад +4

    I'll stop the world and melt with you.. obviously an inspiration for this.. dave loved that tune I'm sure..

  • @CheekClappersPodcast
    @CheekClappersPodcast 3 года назад +8

    It really doesn't get better than this. Perfect song, incredible.

  • @saintsatyr4444
    @saintsatyr4444 2 года назад +5

    This song gets me in a way no other song has

  • @noahtavlin
    @noahtavlin 4 года назад +3

    love you and miss you david, thank you for everything

  • @guilhermebuchner9140
    @guilhermebuchner9140 5 лет назад +8

    Everything is gone, even the bad feelings, rest in poetry my friend

  • @albatrash
    @albatrash 5 лет назад +3

    "Lately I tend to make strangers wherever I go" Genius!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @TCM1231
    @TCM1231 8 месяцев назад +2

    I can only pray you met with that infinite goodness that we so oft little know here on this wretched world.... God Bless you David

  • @oddmengaming2513
    @oddmengaming2513 5 лет назад +16

    Some of my happiness is back.

  • @toothasaur
    @toothasaur 5 лет назад +3

    When you feel something so entirely, sometimes the truest way to get the point across is with the simplest words you can find. This song's plain words hurt so much because we're hearing his unobfuscated truth. His happiness was gone but our love and respect for him will go on... we miss you, David Berman. I hope it doesn't hurt anymore.

  • @justinc.536
    @justinc.536 5 лет назад +9

    So sad. Been a Silver Jews fan a long time. I heard a Purple Mountains song on the radio last week. Looked them up right away and went from so excited for new music to incredibly sad in a few minutes.

  • @eyeintheskytabs
    @eyeintheskytabs 5 лет назад +7

    Whether we look to the past, the now, or the future, I sense your songs as a shining light and a voice for those who have been, are, or will be suffering. Eternity can be glimpsed in your deep creations. Thank you for this, David.