“Do you want me to hold you?” Me, squeaking: “yes please” In all seriousness, this is very sweet and very reassuring. I’ve been working on pulling myself up from the abyss and I’m in a better place than I used to be, but I still need a hand here and there. It’s rare that I get to hear such kindly and supportive words, even in circumstances such as these. It would be beautiful if we were to say these sorts of things to one another more often. Comfort can come from the most unlikely of places. It can even come from demons, killers, hell, or just the odd stranger. Take care of yourselves, fellow souls! One day at a time, or even an hour, a minute, a second. You’ll get through it.
@@Ambaixi I’m still not anywhere near where I’d like to be mentally, but baby steps, friend! It’s the little things, honestly. Your comment (and other kind strangers) and this wonderful video are genuinely such helpful tools when I need a boost.
It seems like you said the perfect thing to everything I said. It was like a perfect conversation. Never take this down….reupload if it gets taken down…make sure it’s forever preserved…it helped way too much.
I literally started crying, this was so so nice to hear after everything that is happening to me.. :(( ❤️ You are all loved, to anyone who is reading this, you are loved. ❤️ And you matter. Sending you all lots of love and warm hugs. 🫂
Sir how dare you! Step into my/ our lives and become a pillar of comfort! I came here for madness and cannibalism, not to have my self worth aggressively boosted. But seriously a great audio, thank you. I hope many will find comfort in it.
Omg I needed something like this so bad last night for I was crying because of my endometriosis pain. 14 hours or unbearable pain and this finally calmed me down enough to fall asleep. Thank you so much ❤.
I promised I'd comment on your audios here. Considering how much listening to this has helped and the impact this has had on me, a review is long overdue. To preface this - without divulging details - I am an abuse survivor with a long history of sustained trauma and a diagnosis of Complex PTSD. ASMR has been one of the many coping strategies in my ever-expanding toolkit. As such, there are a fair number of comfort audios I've listened to, including ones that are specifically aimed at PTSD and trauma. However, yours is one of the few that truly struck a chord with me and I find myself coming back to it. I'd like to elaborate on why - why precisely *this* audio stood out and touched me so deeply. Your performance here is outstanding as always - poignant, captivating and utterly true to Alastor's character. The quality of your work is exceptionally high, but you already know this. Your uploads always have a polished, professional feel. It takes you merely a minute to flip the usual script on its head - by interrupting the listener's negative self-talk and telling them to stop. I wouldn't call it "tough love" - it lacks the harshness I typically associate with it - but it is forthright. Perhaps a more appropriate term would be "affectionate assertiveness"? It's an approach I don't typically observe in comfort audios of this nature. Understandably so, because it can be difficult to get it right. You do, though - you succeed in striking a delicate balance between firm and gentle. Speaking personally, there are times I really need that. I need someone who can challenge my spiralling thoughts and warped perception of myself. Abuse can leave many of us deeply self-critical. Whether we regurgitate the harsh words we have been told before or internalise beliefs ingrained in us through harmful actions, the things we think about ourselves can be insidious. You address it in a manner that acknowledges this struggle and experience, while also challenging the self-deprecating inner monologue and stopping it in its tracks. "Things like that have a way of branding themselves into one's mind" is a particularly powerful line here. See, as much as there is comfort to be found in kind words, there is something hard-hitting about being reminded that "what's done is done" and "subjective opinions can be inaccurate" too. Lines like this are sprinkled in so skilfully, and just feel right coming from Alastor. Now, onto another line I absolutely loved: *"Even if you are broken, you're still you and nothing can change that."* Brokenness is a theme I don't see explored in comfort audios much - if at all - unless we're being told that our hardships *didn't* break us. Instead, you validate the listener *through* that brokenness, not in spite of it. Not in denial of it. You know what? My past did break me, many times. Over and over. And I put myself back together again, every single time. I'll always be broken and some of those pieces will forever not quite fit together again. And that's okay. The fact you can weave in lines like that while also holding the listener, telling them they're special and that you believe in them, somehow making this entire scene deeply touching yet not too sappy...It's a damn fine skill. You tackled a sensitive subject with compassion, understanding and that unmistakable Alastor charm, while showcasing his softer side in a believable way. Excellent writing and performance. For me, this will always be a firm favourite. Thank you. ❤️ (Edited for spelling/grammar/formatting issues.)
Thank you so much for your kind words. I wanted this to be a very special, very sincere video. I know people can feel invisible or swept aside when others tell them that they're not broken, when in reality they are. It is VERY possible to harm others beyond repair, and I didn't want to sugarcoat it by telling the listener that "no, you're just fine despite the trauma". I did not want to invalidate anyone who listened to this. When people experience things like that it DOES change things; how they view themselves, others, their outlook... everything. I realize this, and felt it best to emphasize that through these chosen words. It took me a while, with many re-writes, before I felt satisfied with the product. It needed to be tender yet blunt, because that's what life is. I hope all is well for you.
@@radiowavesasmr100% and I appreciate you explicitly acknowledging that it's possible to be broken, in some cases irreparably, that certain things can't simply be bounced back from. It was such a powerfully written and delivered line, and the raw honesty in your words is the biggest thing that made this a favourite comfort audio for me. I'm so glad you didn't flinch away from being candid (and again, it's very on brand for Alastor I feel). "Tender but blunt" describes it very perfectly, and I appreciate the work you put into writing this. The sincerity, thought and effort shines through for sure. And...It's difficult. It's always difficult. But honestly, I'm managing as well as I possibly can. Still pushing on, after all. Thank you. It's like you said in the audio - doing the best with the hand I've been dealt. That's all I can do. Thank you (and I hope you're continuing to feel better!) :)
Thank you so much for this, I think a lot of people needed to hear that, including me. Despite you playing a character I could hear the sincerity in your voice. You are wonderful, thank you again 💛
Thank you for this. I've been struggling lately and to hear my favorite character give comfort warmed my heart. You said all the right things to make the listener feel better. To anyone going through a hard time I want you to know how strong you are and hope whatever hardship you are going through passes and you feel better! Thank you again.
Alastor: "We don't always have the same mindset in that present, as we do when we've had time to mull it over. What's important, is that you're here now" Me: "...in Hell?.." Alastor: 🗿"..... darling...omg...(Crying and laughing) Why??.."
Today was a really bad day for me, and then this video came out, and you... just said the words i needed to hear??? and made me happier??? made me even smile?? Thank you so much, darling! 🤍🤍🤍 Think, I will listen to this video every time I'll have some bad thoughts, this was very supporting 🩷🩷🩷
Thank you for this. I feel like sometimes I don't even realize how much I just want someone to tell me it's okay. I'm going to be listening to this a lot. ❤
I wanted to say that this was beautifully performed and really touching and wholesome. It means a lot to hear the things Alastor had to say. To be told the negative things that I say about myself all the time because of my mental health aren't true, that it's not my fault... I cried. I hope you know how positively your videos affect people. You're doing good things. Thank you for that. ❤
This ASMR is honestly quite comforting and I do feel a bit down lately (because I’m sick and it’s not fun-🥲) and this the audio that I truly needed..Thank you, dear Alastor for comforting us all
This is my second time listening to this video and I'm on the verge of just breaking down.... I'm already in tears because of your beautiful words and I feel so much comfort and warmth because of this masterpiece. I swear your voice acting has become a guilty pleasure and source of comfort for me. I've gotten better, but I still struggle with past traumas and anxiety....alongside some medical issues that are out of my control....Oh the occasion....I'll even have some bad mental or emotional breakdown too...I've always in some way or form felt like I'm not good enough or even worthy of love and kindness....I tend to be too hard on myself, as well as being too trusting and wear my heart on my sleeve, so I've been taken advantage of or hurt too many times to count.... I've always felt like I'm causing problems or I'm just too much of a emotional mess to handle, and feel guilty if I think I've upset or made someone feel uncomfortable or if I'm being a burden....but... the softness and gentleness that Alastor shows....and in your voice Radiowaves....It felt like a big warm embrace and I can't help myself, but too just let everything out....and for that I sincerely want to thank you for the bottom of my heart. This is such a sweet video and I adore you even more for making this. You brought me peace and reassurance in a way that really helped me when I didn't even know I needed it. I really wish I could hug you and Alastor both right now. You both truly are sweet darling deers! Thank you again so so much for this. ^ω^ 😂🦌❤
@@radiowavesasmr You're very welcome sweetheart. ^ω^ I meant every word and I know they will... I've made it this far and I've gotten better over the years.
I was so heartfelt and comforted by this♥️ and I am happy with all the progress you have made in making these ASMR commission 👏👏👏👍👍👍💗 and I think that Alastor would be a good father figure ❤🦌
Thank you for making this video I was sitting here crying think about my trauma from my narcissistic ex best friend and I was always wondering why it was my fault but you helped me realize after all this time that it was never my fault that I had to deal with this pain in the first place
I always smile when I see a new video ❤ I love hearing soft Alastor. Hope one day a video is made where the listener is comforting Alastor when he has a breaking point; a moment of weakness ❤❤ keep up the good work!!!
Just had a really long day of work. I always try to do my best, and I'm trying to get better at acknowledging my hard work, to be less harsh on myself. This was very calming, and when he said "You're a true joy to behold- Yes, even when you're crying", that brought a smile to my face and I laughed a bit cause I was crying skksksksks. Wonderful video ♥️
I just finished a chapter of my story, where my OC Gaia vented to Alastor after a nightmare due to her fathers death, and this is just how the conversation went. Great vid btw. 😊
😭😭😭😭😭 crying... I was just crying yesterday because a song came on that reminded me of being a helpless kid to my cousin and this reminded me how proud I should be of just how much I've grown... And how proud I should be of myself for being a mother who doesn't let the skeezy family near her daughters just because it'll make family mad if I shun them. My six year old told me she had been having nightmares about my mother in laws (her grandma) bf touching her and she didn't understand why she was having the nightmares and was scared. We had suspicions when she was younger never had her go anywhere or be anywhere alone with my mother in law again because of it so it not only confirmed my worst fears but it felt like reliving my childhood trauma watching her. But I felt happy that it was only one time and not four years. My parents never paid enough attention to recognize the signs and let it happen for four years then everyone said you were just kids... They tried telling me she's six, why are you even listening to her? Oh because a six year old just randomly comes up with a memory of being molested by a man she met ONE time when she was a toddler? I believed my daughter and now, we are past the nightmares (for the most part) and she's back to her bubbly, friendly, talk to everyone and trust everyone self 😍😍😍
My OC actually has a very traumatic past, that I’ve been working on for a while. So Alastor saying all this, would probably make her cry happy tears. You did a fantastic job like always! 🥰
I have to ask, are you subscribed to his patreon? (There’s a very naughty cursed cat Alastor there causing all sorts of chaos and mayhem, so you mentioning that made me giggle and wonder…) If you are subscribed you could totally ask for this as a commission. And if you aren’t, I might ask myself if that’s alright with you, because I adore that idea haha :D
This video was so beautiful... Thank you. Like Really thank you... I didn't know I needed this comfort until I heard it. The words and just... Thank you... Now just want really bad a Bear hug hahahaha Thank you
1:39 It does infect one, for me i can be casual with my trauma, wile when some of my family found out they puked non-stop for three days. How trauma makes one think is awful, i find myself thinking things like “i must’ve done something to deserve it”. No i didn’t. I was 6. (Sorry if i triggered someone)
I’m not sure if you can do this buuutttt… maybeee if you want, the next video having to do with us running away from stress? I just think it would be interesting😃 but you don’t have to, just a idea i thought of😅😅
I have a request Al has a rough day and is upset we try to comfort him but he snaps and slaps us then regrets it This is completely optional love your work btw😁
cuza my experience with my dad "being close" with me (u probably get wat i mean...) hearing alastor say all those beautiful things was a real pick-me-up since after my dad did...."that" i was able to get him arrested on my own with noones help might i add, though to my horror, he did eventually get out from my mom/his wife bailing him out (yes he's married to my mom :'( ) horrible life aside, this video did boost my self-confidence ALOT to a point were after it i just sat at my laptop crying, muttering to myself "thanks Al, u have no idea how much this helped me...." ❤❤🩹
I was just crying earlier from them not acknowledging my mental health. Thank you.
If you allow me, let me send you all the virtual huggs🫂
@@Cat_s_Eve thank you…
Virtual hug
@@RebekahAllen-u2t thank you
And by them it’s my evil family.
And this is exactly why Alastor is my father figure. ❤🦌❤🦌
Real!
EXACTLY!!!!!
For me too
“Do you want me to hold you?”
Me, squeaking: “yes please”
In all seriousness, this is very sweet and very reassuring. I’ve been working on pulling myself up from the abyss and I’m in a better place than I used to be, but I still need a hand here and there. It’s rare that I get to hear such kindly and supportive words, even in circumstances such as these.
It would be beautiful if we were to say these sorts of things to one another more often.
Comfort can come from the most unlikely of places. It can even come from demons, killers, hell, or just the odd stranger.
Take care of yourselves, fellow souls! One day at a time, or even an hour, a minute, a second. You’ll get through it.
I’m glad you are in a better place now :3 someone will give you a hand 🫂
@@Ambaixi I’m still not anywhere near where I’d like to be mentally, but baby steps, friend!
It’s the little things, honestly. Your comment (and other kind strangers) and this wonderful video are genuinely such helpful tools when I need a boost.
As someone with PTSD, it felt good hearing Alastor say these things. Thank you.
I actually started to tear up over this; we need these words more and more. Thank you my deer ❤
I just vented to Alastor❤ Thank you Radiowaves❤ I send hugs and love to everyone who needed this.
It seems like you said the perfect thing to everything I said. It was like a perfect conversation. Never take this down….reupload if it gets taken down…make sure it’s forever preserved…it helped way too much.
This is so sweet, and Alastor is saying all the right things ❤ really lovely to have this comfort ❤
My heart felt so warm and fuzzy, thank you so much for this. Your script writing is so beautifully made ;w;
I REALLY NEEDED THIS-
I literally started crying, this was so so nice to hear after everything that is happening to me.. :(( ❤️
You are all loved, to anyone who is reading this, you are loved. ❤️
And you matter.
Sending you all lots of love and warm hugs. 🫂
thank you for the love and hugs :)
@@Ambaixi awwww, of course. ❤️
You deserve it. :"))
Sir how dare you! Step into my/ our lives and become a pillar of comfort! I came here for madness and cannibalism, not to have my self worth aggressively boosted. But seriously a great audio, thank you. I hope many will find comfort in it.
@@Cat_s_Eve Well I see some people and I also see comfort
Omg I needed something like this so bad last night for I was crying because of my endometriosis pain. 14 hours or unbearable pain and this finally calmed me down enough to fall asleep. Thank you so much ❤.
I'm going through a complicated time in my life and those words were so much what I wanted to hear that I cried. Thank you.
I promised I'd comment on your audios here. Considering how much listening to this has helped and the impact this has had on me, a review is long overdue.
To preface this - without divulging details - I am an abuse survivor with a long history of sustained trauma and a diagnosis of Complex PTSD. ASMR has been one of the many coping strategies in my ever-expanding toolkit.
As such, there are a fair number of comfort audios I've listened to, including ones that are specifically aimed at PTSD and trauma. However, yours is one of the few that truly struck a chord with me and I find myself coming back to it. I'd like to elaborate on why - why precisely *this* audio stood out and touched me so deeply.
Your performance here is outstanding as always - poignant, captivating and utterly true to Alastor's character. The quality of your work is exceptionally high, but you already know this. Your uploads always have a polished, professional feel.
It takes you merely a minute to flip the usual script on its head - by interrupting the listener's negative self-talk and telling them to stop. I wouldn't call it "tough love" - it lacks the harshness I typically associate with it - but it is forthright. Perhaps a more appropriate term would be "affectionate assertiveness"?
It's an approach I don't typically observe in comfort audios of this nature. Understandably so, because it can be difficult to get it right. You do, though - you succeed in striking a delicate balance between firm and gentle.
Speaking personally, there are times I really need that. I need someone who can challenge my spiralling thoughts and warped perception of myself. Abuse can leave many of us deeply self-critical. Whether we regurgitate the harsh words we have been told before or internalise beliefs ingrained in us through harmful actions, the things we think about ourselves can be insidious.
You address it in a manner that acknowledges this struggle and experience, while also challenging the self-deprecating inner monologue and stopping it in its tracks. "Things like that have a way of branding themselves into one's mind" is a particularly powerful line here.
See, as much as there is comfort to be found in kind words, there is something hard-hitting about being reminded that "what's done is done" and "subjective opinions can be inaccurate" too. Lines like this are sprinkled in so skilfully, and just feel right coming from Alastor.
Now, onto another line I absolutely loved: *"Even if you are broken, you're still you and nothing can change that."*
Brokenness is a theme I don't see explored in comfort audios much - if at all - unless we're being told that our hardships *didn't* break us. Instead, you validate the listener *through* that brokenness, not in spite of it. Not in denial of it.
You know what? My past did break me, many times. Over and over. And I put myself back together again, every single time. I'll always be broken and some of those pieces will forever not quite fit together again.
And that's okay.
The fact you can weave in lines like that while also holding the listener, telling them they're special and that you believe in them, somehow making this entire scene deeply touching yet not too sappy...It's a damn fine skill.
You tackled a sensitive subject with compassion, understanding and that unmistakable Alastor charm, while showcasing his softer side in a believable way. Excellent writing and performance. For me, this will always be a firm favourite. Thank you. ❤️
(Edited for spelling/grammar/formatting issues.)
Thank you so much for your kind words. I wanted this to be a very special, very sincere video. I know people can feel invisible or swept aside when others tell them that they're not broken, when in reality they are. It is VERY possible to harm others beyond repair, and I didn't want to sugarcoat it by telling the listener that "no, you're just fine despite the trauma". I did not want to invalidate anyone who listened to this.
When people experience things like that it DOES change things; how they view themselves, others, their outlook... everything. I realize this, and felt it best to emphasize that through these chosen words.
It took me a while, with many re-writes, before I felt satisfied with the product. It needed to be tender yet blunt, because that's what life is.
I hope all is well for you.
@@radiowavesasmr100% and I appreciate you explicitly acknowledging that it's possible to be broken, in some cases irreparably, that certain things can't simply be bounced back from. It was such a powerfully written and delivered line, and the raw honesty in your words is the biggest thing that made this a favourite comfort audio for me. I'm so glad you didn't flinch away from being candid (and again, it's very on brand for Alastor I feel).
"Tender but blunt" describes it very perfectly, and I appreciate the work you put into writing this. The sincerity, thought and effort shines through for sure.
And...It's difficult. It's always difficult. But honestly, I'm managing as well as I possibly can. Still pushing on, after all. Thank you. It's like you said in the audio - doing the best with the hand I've been dealt. That's all I can do.
Thank you (and I hope you're continuing to feel better!) :)
YES I NEEDED THIS PLS THANK YOU SO MUCH HAVE MY LIFE
I swear I couldn't stop tearing up over and over...I really needed that...thank you for your hard work and all that nice words ❤
Thank you so much for this, I think a lot of people needed to hear that, including me.
Despite you playing a character I could hear the sincerity in your voice.
You are wonderful, thank you again 💛
Thank you very much for posting this, it made me feel better from my past trauma. ❤
giving hugs! 🫂 I’m sorry about that
Thank you I really needed this. Woke up crying from a nightmare rooted in religious trauma.
Thank you for this. I've been struggling lately and to hear my favorite character give comfort warmed my heart. You said all the right things to make the listener feel better. To anyone going through a hard time I want you to know how strong you are and hope whatever hardship you are going through passes and you feel better! Thank you again.
Alastor: "We don't always have the same mindset in that present, as we do when we've had time to mull it over. What's important, is that you're here now"
Me: "...in Hell?.."
Alastor: 🗿"..... darling...omg...(Crying and laughing) Why??.."
i needed this...thank you.
Today was a really bad day for me, and then this video came out, and you... just said the words i needed to hear??? and made me happier??? made me even smile??
Thank you so much, darling! 🤍🤍🤍 Think, I will listen to this video every time I'll have some bad thoughts, this was very supporting 🩷🩷🩷
@@pearlsinbrain sending virtual hugs :>
@@Ambaixi
thanks
Thank you so muchhh❤
Thank you for this. I feel like sometimes I don't even realize how much I just want someone to tell me it's okay. I'm going to be listening to this a lot. ❤
I wanted to say that this was beautifully performed and really touching and wholesome. It means a lot to hear the things Alastor had to say. To be told the negative things that I say about myself all the time because of my mental health aren't true, that it's not my fault... I cried. I hope you know how positively your videos affect people. You're doing good things. Thank you for that. ❤
This ASMR is honestly quite comforting and I do feel a bit down lately (because I’m sick and it’s not fun-🥲) and this the audio that I truly needed..Thank you, dear Alastor for comforting us all
@@nerdywolfy feel better soon :D
@@AmbaixiAwww, thanks for the reply, I’m trying to recover as much as possible! :D
This warmed my heart! I really needed to hear this. Thank you so much! 💙
Bravo on this one! There are some nights I badly need this one. Especially nights when I feel particularly neglected
This is my second time listening to this video and I'm on the verge of just breaking down.... I'm already in tears because of your beautiful words and I feel so much comfort and warmth because of this masterpiece. I swear your voice acting has become a guilty pleasure and source of comfort for me.
I've gotten better, but I still struggle with past traumas and anxiety....alongside some medical issues that are out of my control....Oh the occasion....I'll even have some bad mental or emotional breakdown too...I've always in some way or form felt like I'm not good enough or even worthy of love and kindness....I tend to be too hard on myself, as well as being too trusting and wear my heart on my sleeve, so I've been taken advantage of or hurt too many times to count.... I've always felt like I'm causing problems or I'm just too much of a emotional mess to handle, and feel guilty if I think I've upset or made someone feel uncomfortable or if I'm being a burden....but... the softness and gentleness that Alastor shows....and in your voice Radiowaves....It felt like a big warm embrace and I can't help myself, but too just let everything out....and for that I sincerely want to thank you for the bottom of my heart. This is such a sweet video and I adore you even more for making this. You brought me peace and reassurance in a way that really helped me when I didn't even know I needed it. I really wish I could hug you and Alastor both right now. You both truly are sweet darling deers! Thank you again so so much for this. ^ω^ 😂🦌❤
Thank you. You stay strong, because things will get better!
@@radiowavesasmr
You're very welcome sweetheart. ^ω^ I meant every word and I know they will... I've made it this far and I've gotten better over the years.
Me through the whole video telling myself NOT to cry,I needed this holy sh!t
Thank you!
Im dealing with past trauma by myself and idk this somehow helped me..😅
I hope you can deal with it soon :( 🫂
@@Ambaixi thank you
Yes i have past trauma and this is the video i look for❤ thank you so much
This is what I needed to calm down 🥹
I like listening to this video when I'm having a bad time it makes me feel a lot better
Why are all of my comfort characters psychotic killers? 😂
Hahaha……..
Why am I the same
This got me crying thank you for this video radiowaves, please do make more in the future
I was so heartfelt and comforted by this♥️ and I am happy with all the progress you have made in making these ASMR commission 👏👏👏👍👍👍💗 and I think that Alastor would be a good father figure ❤🦌
Alastor is my true spirit animal. ❤
Thank you for making this video I was sitting here crying think about my trauma from my narcissistic ex best friend and I was always wondering why it was my fault but you helped me realize after all this time that it was never my fault that I had to deal with this pain in the first place
@@CrescentMoonSFX oh :C do you want a hug?
@@Ambaixi no I’m ok
I always smile when I see a new video ❤ I love hearing soft Alastor. Hope one day a video is made where the listener is comforting Alastor when he has a breaking point; a moment of weakness ❤❤ keep up the good work!!!
I actually have been going through some rather hard times, Thank you.
I really need this❤
EVERYONE WAKE UP RADIOWAVES POSTED!!!!! 🦌💥‼
Wow, nicely done my dude^^
Alastor you know very well of how to make my heart cry and heal, love ya my dear friend
@@IHatePlayingStarlightOnRadioalright but secretly I do actually love him (as a lover)😉😉
This is so sweet 😭😭thank you do much for this video.
Just had a really long day of work. I always try to do my best, and I'm trying to get better at acknowledging my hard work, to be less harsh on myself. This was very calming, and when he said "You're a true joy to behold- Yes, even when you're crying", that brought a smile to my face and I laughed a bit cause I was crying skksksksks. Wonderful video ♥️
Thank you
for someone with suicidal thoughts because of my mental health this may have saved me
I live because of you
I am glad to see your new video!
I just finished a chapter of my story, where my OC Gaia vented to Alastor after a nightmare due to her fathers death, and this is just how the conversation went. Great vid btw. 😊
Where is this story? And can I please read it?
Definitely keeping this one when I'm not feeling good about myself.
You don't even understand how badly I've wanted to here these words😖
We need a sleep one from you soooooooo bad ❤❤❤❤
😭😭😭😭😭 crying... I was just crying yesterday because a song came on that reminded me of being a helpless kid to my cousin and this reminded me how proud I should be of just how much I've grown... And how proud I should be of myself for being a mother who doesn't let the skeezy family near her daughters just because it'll make family mad if I shun them. My six year old told me she had been having nightmares about my mother in laws (her grandma) bf touching her and she didn't understand why she was having the nightmares and was scared. We had suspicions when she was younger never had her go anywhere or be anywhere alone with my mother in law again because of it so it not only confirmed my worst fears but it felt like reliving my childhood trauma watching her. But I felt happy that it was only one time and not four years. My parents never paid enough attention to recognize the signs and let it happen for four years then everyone said you were just kids... They tried telling me she's six, why are you even listening to her? Oh because a six year old just randomly comes up with a memory of being molested by a man she met ONE time when she was a toddler? I believed my daughter and now, we are past the nightmares (for the most part) and she's back to her bubbly, friendly, talk to everyone and trust everyone self 😍😍😍
My OC actually has a very traumatic past, that I’ve been working on for a while. So Alastor saying all this, would probably make her cry happy tears.
You did a fantastic job like always! 🥰
Same my characters past trauma is that my OC's sister died in a war and my character thinks it's her fault because she wasn't there to help
I'm crying over the fact that I stubbed mah toe on de door TnT
(Not forsing)
You could make, where Listener found a cursed cat Alastor and brought it to him. Omg that would be hilarious or cute.
I have to ask, are you subscribed to his patreon? (There’s a very naughty cursed cat Alastor there causing all sorts of chaos and mayhem, so you mentioning that made me giggle and wonder…)
If you are subscribed you could totally ask for this as a commission. And if you aren’t, I might ask myself if that’s alright with you, because I adore that idea haha :D
This was amazing❤❤❤❤❤
I have an addiction to these-
Yay ❤
This video was so beautiful...
Thank you.
Like
Really thank you...
I didn't know I needed this comfort until I heard it. The words and just...
Thank you...
Now just want really bad a Bear hug hahahaha
Thank you
Estaba deprimida y me animó, gracias mi amado Alastor❤
I caved. I joined your Patreon. I told myself no more subscriptions but you made me do it 😭 Im blaming you for my financial state, I hope you know!
AAAaaaAAaaaAAay!!‼❤💯🌟✨🏌🏽♂️🤧👑
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It does infect one, for me i can be casual with my trauma, wile when some of my family found out they puked non-stop for three days. How trauma makes one think is awful, i find myself thinking things like “i must’ve done something to deserve it”. No i didn’t. I was 6.
(Sorry if i triggered someone)
I nealy crying after this as suffering mentel health and this helped ❤❤
@@rubybean6950 I hope you can get better soon
@Ambaixi thank you I'm getting there one day at time ☺️
Me: *cuddles comfort stuffy closer* thanks Al this means a lot to me
I missed it I’m late!!!❤❤❤T-T
Торжественно заявляю что это самые лучшие асмр причем с лучшими русскими субтитрами ❤
I’m not sure if you can do this buuutttt… maybeee if you want, the next video having to do with us running away from stress? I just think it would be interesting😃 but you don’t have to, just a idea i thought of😅😅
This is why i stayed subbed to ur channel from the start❤
Anyone who was here from the start?
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I had trauma when this teacher aid said that I would never make it out in life or get a man.
Oh.. that teacher was being rude.. you will make it in life ❤🫂
Thank you. Permission to hug?
@@AnimeGirl4891 sure! 🫂
Thank you, again *hugs*
AAAAAAAAAAA NEW VID
Omg I love your pfp lol
@@AlMonke thank you, I made it 😂
@@Rozarinne OFC!!! You did a great job on it 😂
@@AlMonke A true masterpiece 🤭
@@Rozarinne ONG!!! :D 🤭💖
I wanna say something funny but I cant think of anything. You win😔
I have a request
Al has a rough day and is upset we try to comfort him but he snaps and slaps us then regrets it
This is completely optional love your work btw😁
😍❤🥰💕🔥🔥😅
Yo no entiendo inglés 😭😭
Hola!
cuza my experience with my dad "being close" with me (u probably get wat i mean...) hearing alastor say all those beautiful things was a real pick-me-up since after my dad did...."that" i was able to get him arrested on my own with noones help might i add, though to my horror, he did eventually get out from my mom/his wife bailing him out (yes he's married to my mom :'( ) horrible life aside, this video did boost my self-confidence ALOT to a point were after it i just sat at my laptop crying, muttering to myself "thanks Al, u have no idea how much this helped me...." ❤❤🩹
I’ve been struggling with The Thoughts a lot, lately. Like, a _ton,_ actually. Thank you so much for the help, Radiowaves ASMR. 🤍
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@@Ambaixi 🥹🫶🏽✨