DireRedWolf - Hercules

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Lyrics
It all started when I was young, bad influences, caught underneath their thumb
I had a few chances to get my life straight
but of course i was young, i was stupid, I was dumb
Where is all my money going, empty pockets, little income flowing, no social life it's all just mind blowing, so I pray to the all knowing that I get it all together, gather all the pieces to begin sowing
It's hard when I try to quit
Feelings rush, hits like a brick
But I'm going to try to keep a little more fit
going to start doing bit by bit
But everyone's addicted to something, don't judge cause we're all hypocrites
Nothing brings me joy when I know I'm out
Just got to push through the dread, the pain, and the doubt
I believe if I try I will make it somehow
Need to stay focused, need to make a vow
Someone give me strength, like Hercules
a will so strong I could rest in peace
knowing I did right for me
I could feel alive, I could finally feel free
There's the feeling rushing through my body, blurry vision, feeling soggy
Pains all gone but now I feel nothing
sleepless nights, only ever feeling sorry
I never liked to admit it, made me feel so weak i think that's how I got addicted, lonely nights and bad choices is how I did it but
This lifestyles not what I seek, going round and round, still in the same spot like quicksand ground underneath my feet not pushed enough im far from my peek
pushing people away like a review on a movie flop
Cant control myself, should reach out, wish that I could stop
No energy to hang out and about, cause I'm at the bottom
far from the top
Nothing brings me joy when I know I'm out
Just got to push through the dread, the pain, and the doubt
I believe if I try I will make it somehow
Need to stay focused, need to make a vow
Someone give me strength, like Hercules
a will so strong I could rest in peace
knowing I did right for me
I could feel alive, i could finally feel free
Use to be really fit, some say at my pinnacle
On top of the world
Now I'm breathing in chemicals
I wish I could have stopped but i never saw the distress signals maybe its time to get my ass into those academic halls, get academical
Head is sweating, heart is burning, one more hit, its last one promise, mind is aching, gut is turning, I can not think, I need restocking
Nothing brings me joy when I know I'm out
Just got to push through the dread, the pain, and the doubt
I believe if I try I will make it somehow
Need to stay focused, need to make a vow
Someone give me strength, like Hercules
a will so strong I could rest in peace
knowing I did right for me
I could feel alive, i could finally feel free
Someone give me strength, like Hercules
a will so strong I could rest in peace
knowing I did right for me