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  • Опубликовано: 25 окт 2024

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  • @kristinabraly
    @kristinabraly 8 лет назад +132

    My heart breaks for you Becky. Take this time to be with loved ones. Take all the time you need. We'll be here when you get back. xx ♡

    • @nanoucg5209
      @nanoucg5209 8 лет назад +3

      Nice of you to be there for your fellow youtuber. Love you Kristina

  • @JessicaBeautician
    @JessicaBeautician 8 лет назад +13

    I'm so sorry for your loss Becky - sending all of the positive vibes your way. Take all the time you need to be with your family, that's the most important thing right now. Stay strong and lots of love X

  • @wilde_ginger
    @wilde_ginger 8 лет назад +85

    Sorry to hear of your sad loss 😢. Sending virtual hugs x

  • @manon.tilstra
    @manon.tilstra 8 лет назад +5

    I seriously never cry when i see another person cry on RUclips, but now it happened. It's so brave that you just let us know in a video how you feel and what happened. I'm so sorry for your los and i want you to say to be strong! ❤️❤️

  • @buzzi2k
    @buzzi2k 8 лет назад +4

    I'm so sorry to hear of your loss Becky. You are very generous to share your experiences with your viewers. Absolutely upload the video of your dear grandma and we can all remember her fondly with you xxxx

  • @dennissems
    @dennissems 8 лет назад +2

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I completely understand when I lost my grandpa it was very hard. I still miss him and it's been about eleven years.

  • @LecheVitrineUK
    @LecheVitrineUK 8 лет назад +4

    you look really broken right now, please take the time you need to heal. don't skip the grieving process. I have a tiny family too when my dad died it felt so small, makes me panic,I need to find some good friends xx

  • @thewadsquad
    @thewadsquad 8 лет назад +1

    So sorry for your loss Becky. Hugs to you, prayers of comfort and peace to you and your family.

  • @jgheart3018
    @jgheart3018 8 лет назад +4

    How fortunate you are to have made that video with your grandma before she passed on! I so wish I had footage of me with my mom before she died. Please take what ever time you need to get your strength back and yes, I would love for you to share that video with us because she wanted us to meet her! We love you Becky...the joy will come back - just relax and let it back in to your life as that would make your grandma very proud, I'm sure of it.

  • @MsAimee86
    @MsAimee86 8 лет назад +2

    Oh Becky x
    I'm so so sorry for your loss. There's no one quite like a grandma. You take all the time you need and grieve.
    Sending lots of love & hugs xx

  • @VideoPrettyBrilliant
    @VideoPrettyBrilliant 8 лет назад +3

    Take all the time you need dear Becky! Don't feel sorry for not posting videos. No one expects you too and you've been through a lot lately. This is the time for grieving and being with the people you love. ❤️ My sincere condolences to you and your family. We will still be here whenever you're ready. Lots of love, hugs and strength!

  • @hellenb7680
    @hellenb7680 8 лет назад +2

    I lost my grandpa a few years ago, very very suddenly. He was my biggest supporter, my father figure, my safe place. I miss him every day, I miss his big hug, his words of wisdom, his old stories even when I've heard them a million times. I will always miss him, but I always will have him in my heart. I try to make him proud, study hard and I know he is proud of me. I feel your pain, I really do...my thoughts are with you. Maybe your gradmma is with my grandpa talking about old times and being proud of us in a much, much better place. Love from Greece.

  • @12pinkbubblez
    @12pinkbubblez 8 лет назад +6

    I'm so sorry for loss sending lots of love you're a wonderful person stay strong xx

  • @FrugieBlog
    @FrugieBlog 8 лет назад +2

    I am so sorry for your heartbreak. Please post the video with your grandma, I know we would love to see it and honor her memory. xx

  • @gabrielaochoa534
    @gabrielaochoa534 8 лет назад +3

    You are strong, you are awesome... and that's de result of having a great family. A huge part of her will stay always with you. I am so sorry for your loss. Time will bring you back the warmness in your heart and you will remember her with a smile on your face.
    And we will be here waiting you feel better soon :)
    Huge Hugs!

  • @helenanderz
    @helenanderz 8 лет назад +2

    Oh Becky. Sending all my love. xxxxxxxxx

  • @misskel8146
    @misskel8146 8 лет назад +3

    Thinking of you! You should definitely post the video with your Grandma when you are ready, it would be a lovely memory for you :) Take care!

  • @clair217
    @clair217 8 лет назад +2

    Oh sweet Becky, I'm so very sorry for the loss of your Grandma - my thoughts and prayers are with you and the rest of your family during this difficult time. I can only imagine how proud your Grandma was of you and your sister as well. Take your time, rest, get your bearings, and please know that you are loved. I look forward to the video you filmed with your Grandma, but only when YOU are ready to publish it. xoxo

  • @LisaNYC70
    @LisaNYC70 8 лет назад +25

    Your dad needed his mum, so he called her home. Be consoled with the fact that they are together. In my family whenever a member passes on we say, "They went to the cabin." It is a very long story so i will try make it short, but it started in 1972 when a great aunt who lived in New Jersey died (far too young), a cousin in California claims to had a dream that very morning when she passed and she told him that she was going to heaven to build a cabin and when the cabin was done, someone from across the river (in NY) would come to join her. 8 years later the next person to pass away was my grandfather (he lived across the river in NY), and when my cousin called to say, "He's gone to the cabin to be with Aunt Francis."....It consoled me to believe that they were together. Through the years as we lost more of our elder generation we would say, "There is a huge party at the cabin!" and when my grandmother passed we joked that those who where already in the cabin better hide the booze because, "here comes the General!" I won't go into how another great aunt (Dorothy) spent 20 minutes talking to a fly on the day of my grandfathers funeral and when asked, she said, "I'm talking to Peter!" Peter was my grandfathers name. She was always...ummmm...unique, but lets just say, since we were kids at the time...we don't kill any flies and shoo them away and out of the house!!! :) (sorry for the lengthy post..I am, after all, a long winded Greek from NY.)

    • @jessicalau3152
      @jessicalau3152 8 лет назад +1

      lovely story

    • @LisaNYC70
      @LisaNYC70 8 лет назад +1

      Thank you.

    • @cindywebb7718
      @cindywebb7718 8 лет назад

      I love this story! How comforting! What a fabulous cabin that sounds Lisa! And such a beautiful way to look at it all, one day we will all be reunited with our loved ones and hey it'll be one heck of a party huh xxx

    • @LisaNYC70
      @LisaNYC70 8 лет назад

      The "Cabin" gives me a great deal of comfort and has given us a lot of laughs during our moments of grief. Each person who is now at the "cabin" had a very distinct personality and that they are all together now....oh boy! :)

    • @cindywebb7718
      @cindywebb7718 8 лет назад

      +LisaNYC70 It's a beautiful story and actually helped me to imagine all of my family who have passed, all living together. Thank you so much for sharing your story - I bet this will really help Becky as well as anyone reading these comments xxx

  • @yeminahone4584
    @yeminahone4584 8 лет назад +2

    I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my grandmother suddenly Christmas Eve just 6 weeks ago, it wasn't expected at all. She was only 69 and I just got a call midday Christmas Eve to say she has passed away. I feel your pain completely. My thoughts are with you.

  • @rvicky84
    @rvicky84 8 лет назад +6

    sorry for your loss xxx

  • @megstarbright
    @megstarbright 8 лет назад +2

    I'm so so very sorry Becky. You've gone through an unspeakable amount of hard times in the last few years and I can't imagine how it feels to lose your connection to your dad. I am sure they are both so proud of you and you are incredibly brave to make a video about what you are going through. I think your ideas for remembering your grandmother are lovely and we would all love to see her in the video when you are ready to share it. Praying for and thinking of you and your family. Take the time you need to grieve and be with the people you love. 😌

  • @LilyHeartsCosmetics
    @LilyHeartsCosmetics 8 лет назад +4

    Love and hugs becky ❤️

    • @TalkBeckyTalk
      @TalkBeckyTalk  8 лет назад +2

      +LilyHeartsCosmetics thank you x

    • @LilyHeartsCosmetics
      @LilyHeartsCosmetics 8 лет назад +2

      +TalkBeckyTalk grief is so mentally and physically stripping, i know when i lost my grandad or 'pops' as we used to call him, it was such a massive chunk out of our lives and nothing prepares you for it, so i totally understand that you need time so please please look after yourself and take as long as you need ❤️

  • @kiwiftw1
    @kiwiftw1 8 лет назад +2

    Your grandmother sounds very similar to my gorgeous nana that passed away in 2011 when I was 15. I miss her all the time she was the most selfless and kind little lady ever and my mum had a dream where she came to her and said heaven is beautiful and that she takes walks along the beach with her own mum and walks through the colourful gardens. I'm sure your lovely grandmother will be doing the same. sending love xox

  • @reallyree
    @reallyree 8 лет назад +4

    Lots of love to you Becky darling xxxx

  • @KellyMcKelly
    @KellyMcKelly 8 лет назад +2

    Big hug coming to you from Canada. Such a terrible loss for you. I'm happy to know she was like a best friend to you and contributed to your life in such a massive way. THAT makes me smile. :)

  • @nikki3879
    @nikki3879 8 лет назад +2

    Oh Becky I'm so sorry for your loss. Don't feel any pressure to rush back. Take all the time you need. Thinking of you and your family. xx

  • @sandrasticmeasures
    @sandrasticmeasures 8 лет назад +2

    I'm so sorry Becky. I have recently experienced a loss as well... it's so incredibly draining, imho. Sending lots of positive thoughts your way ❤️

  • @shalula85
    @shalula85 8 лет назад +2

    Becky, please don't ever apologise for grieving. I'm so so sorry for your loss, nothing anyone can say will ease that feeling, but please know that you are in our thoughts. Big hugs to you all, and when you are ready, we will be here to watch and support you xxxx

  • @Noisydavis
    @Noisydavis 8 лет назад

    I'm so sorry for your loss!! I lost my mom a little over a year ago and we were very close. It doesn't get easier, but it gets easier to smile when you think of your loved one. Grieve how you need to grieve. Take as much time as you need. Hugs to you and your family!

  • @karissakai
    @karissakai 8 лет назад +2

    I'm so sorry. I wish you didn't have to feel this way. You're so strong and beautiful. I hope you keep the light burning inside of you as I'm sure your Grandma would want you to. Lots of love

  • @christinelynn4040
    @christinelynn4040 8 лет назад +2

    This broke my heart. I am sending a hug to you from me, here in the U.S. So much of what you said mirrors my relationship with my grandmother and I swear it was almost as if you were speaking of her, except she doesn't text or even know how to operate a cell phone lol. I don't know what I will do when she passes and the thought of it terrifies me to no end. I look forward to getting to "meet" your grandma through the video when you are ready to post it and am grateful that you are sharing her with all of us. When I find myself really missing someone who is no longer with us and wanting to talk to them I write them a letter. I find the process to be very therapeutic for me, so I'm sharing that with you in hopes that maybe it will help you as well. My heart is with you and yours. ❤️

  • @lyss1210
    @lyss1210 8 лет назад +1

    I am so sorry for your loss Becky! I'm sending you all of the positive vibes.

  • @amcluesent
    @amcluesent 8 лет назад +2

    My thoughts are with you and your family at this time. My own father passed on 1st Jan, age 94, so it's been a sad start to 2016.

  • @EmeryShae
    @EmeryShae 8 лет назад +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss, Becky. My Grandma has been in the hospital since just before Christmas. She is dying from cancer. It's so hard to watch her suffering!

  • @AngelaDianneMiller83
    @AngelaDianneMiller83 8 лет назад +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss!! Love, thoughts and prayers sent from Minneapolis, Minnesota!!

  • @supergirl460
    @supergirl460 8 лет назад

    i just so happened to stumble across this video and all i want to say is the love you have for your grandmother is evident in this video!!! God Bless yours you heal from a sad heart! i love you!

  • @acupcakeinlondon
    @acupcakeinlondon 8 лет назад +1

    Oh Becky, I totally get the "I am not really good at carrying on things when things happen in my personal life" I am the same, take a time off everything, concentrate of your family and so sorry for you loss, RUclips might be a big part of your life but it is not your entire life. You made me cry Hun, sending you all my prayers and love.

  • @PeepsMcNutley
    @PeepsMcNutley 8 лет назад

    I am so very sorry for your loss... Special grandmas like that are a treasure. I had one, too, and she meant the absolute world to me. Sending you lots and lots of love and healing. 🌷 you are so lucky to have that footage of her!!! When you're ready, you will be able to watch and be joyful.

  • @maszilvi2951
    @maszilvi2951 8 лет назад +1

    Sorry for your loss, my little hungarian heart is with you in this hard days!!!!! Be strong!!!! ❤️

  • @hayleypflug7384
    @hayleypflug7384 8 лет назад +1

    I understand what you're saying. When my nanny died (my moms mother) I was so torn up and I could feel the world telling me that I couldn't possibly be this sad because she was old. But if someone's a big part of your life, it doesn't matter there age. I'm praying for you and your familys comfort. Do not feel pressured to create in this time of mourning.

  • @itsmemrslee4168
    @itsmemrslee4168 8 лет назад +1

    So sorry about your grandmother. My Prayers go out to you and your family.

  • @nettynoodles3432
    @nettynoodles3432 8 лет назад

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Take time to grieve and let the warm memories of your gran fill the emptiness you feel. Posting the video of her will be a lovely tribute to someone who sounds truly special.

  • @SandraPotisek
    @SandraPotisek 8 лет назад +1

    I'm sorry for your loss, Becky. Sending you all the love!

  • @PoojaGoswamiBarkataky
    @PoojaGoswamiBarkataky 8 лет назад +2

    So very sorry for your loss, Becky. She will be in all our prayers. I hope you and your family will get the strength to pull through. Hugs xoxo

  • @TheElfin24
    @TheElfin24 8 лет назад +1

    Oh Becky, live is so cruel!! I lost my mum just over a year ago, and now my father in law has 2 lots of cancer - life is pretty sh*t at times honey! You still have an amazing, if not small family to give you love and support, and also us subbies!! Thinking of you! xoJoanxo

  • @AnaSilva-gz2qv
    @AnaSilva-gz2qv 8 лет назад +1

    I'm so sorry for your lost becky :( i hope u feel better soon , a lot of hugs xx

  • @littlepixie81
    @littlepixie81 8 лет назад +1

    So sorry for your loss Becky. I can totally relate to that feeling of emptiness. I lost my mum after a long battle with cancer in 2004. I just felt like i had this gaping great hole in my stomach but also in my life. Leaning on your family definitely helps you to cope. Hugs to you and your family xx

  • @mrsemilynorris
    @mrsemilynorris 8 лет назад +1

    So sorry to hear Becky xx

  • @susangabel1435
    @susangabel1435 8 лет назад

    So sorry for your loss Becky. May all of your lovely memories of your grandma give you comfort and strength at this difficult time. Big hugs

  • @SMParry100
    @SMParry100 8 лет назад +1

    So sorry for your loss Becky

  • @NeishaKW22
    @NeishaKW22 8 лет назад

    This was posted on my grans birthday. I went and saw her and after watching this I'm even more grateful that she's still here. Im really sorry for your loss becky but we are all here for you ❤️

  • @Lamejiamexicana
    @Lamejiamexicana 8 лет назад +1

    😢😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭 I'm so very sorry Becky. No matter what age the person is or how their health may be...loosing someone you love is so heartbreaking! You and all your loved ones will be in my prayers! Please accept our love and take all the time you need.

  • @hilararoula
    @hilararoula 8 лет назад

    I'm very close to my grandmother and I can really understand how you're feeling... I really hope that day by day you'll feel better and remember everything that she has done for you!! You should keep in mind how lucky you are to had her as a grandmother and that now she's in a better place!!

  • @sophied4392
    @sophied4392 8 лет назад +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss, stay strong. We love you Becky, and we're always here for you! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @mariasolpikielny
    @mariasolpikielny 8 лет назад

    so sorry for your loss. lots of hugs and love from Argentina. May your grandma remain as beatiful as ever in your memory.

  • @kristinharris3339
    @kristinharris3339 8 лет назад

    Oh Becky 😞 sending you love and prayers of strength. How special that we all got to see her in the Christmas video. We miss you but we understand.

  • @DisneymeetsUniversal
    @DisneymeetsUniversal 8 лет назад +2

    I'm terribly sorry for your loss Becky. We won't be going anywhere so take all the time you need 😘

  • @sarahdelica123
    @sarahdelica123 8 лет назад +1

    So sorry to hear of your loss Becky. She sounded like a wonderful lady. Lots of love xxx

  • @Moeyglitter
    @Moeyglitter 8 лет назад

    So sorry for your loss. Sending deepest sympathy to you at this sad time. All of your Grandma's love will live on through you.

  • @pernillejensen9002
    @pernillejensen9002 8 лет назад

    i'm so sorry for your loss. when I lost my grandparents I was so upset and heart broken. Just take the time that you need, to be with your family.

  • @dijanacamaj
    @dijanacamaj 8 лет назад

    Sorry for your loss. I am also close to my grandma, so I can completely understand your pain. Sending you love. May she rest in peace.

  • @alexaelizabeth6728
    @alexaelizabeth6728 8 лет назад +2

    I'm sorry for your loss, Becky. It does get better in time. Take time for yourself. You will come back to RUclips when you are ready. Love you lots! xxxx

  • @blogfashionpas23
    @blogfashionpas23 8 лет назад

    I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma. A very big hug to you and your family. Your grandma will always be with you. 💕

  • @Abyukina
    @Abyukina 8 лет назад

    I am sorry for your loss! Two weeks ago I lost my granddad so understand what you are feeling. Be strong and carry on making her proud!

  • @marina90
    @marina90 8 лет назад

    Sorry for your loss. I'm glad you can find comfort in her being with your Dad again xx

  • @jemmah4723
    @jemmah4723 8 лет назад

    So sorry for your loss Becky. Definitely post the video with her, when you feel ready. I think it's a lovely way to honour her memory.

  • @christinamurphy657
    @christinamurphy657 8 лет назад +1

    So Sorry to hear that news, I have a Nan of 92 who is like a 2nd mum to me and i would feel the same if anything happened to her. Take as long as you need.xx

  • @chloeroantree9385
    @chloeroantree9385 8 лет назад

    I'm so sorry to hear of your loss, Becky. I can't begin to imagine what you must be feeling. Sending you warm hugs xxxx

  • @MajorMovieStar
    @MajorMovieStar 8 лет назад

    Sorry about your grandmother. I lost mine in 1998 and I miss her everyday. They are the best people that you get to meet on your life's journey. And, it will take time to heal. I'm still healing. Be blessed.

  • @LifeWithFlowers
    @LifeWithFlowers 8 лет назад +1

    God Bless you Becky. May God's peace give you comfort. You are never alone.

  • @craftsbaking
    @craftsbaking 8 лет назад

    sorry for your loss, just know you have my prayers and thoughts and we'll be supporting you no matter what and your grandma sounds like an incredible woman x

  • @beatricenazirufrunza5
    @beatricenazirufrunza5 8 лет назад

    You made me cry so hard, i relived the moments when i lost my grandfather. I hope will see him "again". I'm still missing him after 3 years. Your am amazing person! :)

  • @csylvester5986
    @csylvester5986 8 лет назад

    Oh Becky, I'm so so sorry. All of my prayers and love are headed to you. Please know you have the support and love of all of us.

  • @moon1127
    @moon1127 8 лет назад

    I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  • @deborahgaz839
    @deborahgaz839 8 лет назад

    So sorry to hear about the loss of your grandmother. Sending you much love from a subscriber in Boston, Massachusetts USA.

  • @mfzv87
    @mfzv87 8 лет назад

    so sorry to hear :( I have lost my grandmothers and I know how hard it is. just know she is always alive in you. virtual hug.

  • @dawnrussell6420
    @dawnrussell6420 8 лет назад

    you poor soul. i feel so much for you. im close to you. mine is 92. she is such a fiery soul. please take joy in the fact that she is still with you and shes always will be. be comforted in the fact she's with other souls that she missed and you will be with her again. big smile that she's proud of you and you will be with her again. huge hugs my dear. with a tearfull face, im so sorry.

  • @kathyforgues6994
    @kathyforgues6994 8 лет назад +1

    So sorry for your loss. I will be praying for you and your family. My dad's mom was someone very special to me too. I miss her every day but I have all my memories to look back on. Take care and know that we are here, thinking of you!

  • @KatHorrocks
    @KatHorrocks 8 лет назад +2

    So sorry for your loss Becky, loads of love and please take all the time you need

  • @EEN63
    @EEN63 8 лет назад

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers to you and your family. I hope all your wonderful memories can provide some comfort during this difficult time. Big virtual squeezes!

  • @arzuinreview8115
    @arzuinreview8115 8 лет назад

    I'm so sorry. Keeping you in my prayers. My last grandparent (my grandmother) passed over the holidays. Sending big hugs to you.

  • @Akenzi14
    @Akenzi14 8 лет назад +2

    Sorry for your loss Becky and Holly, sending love xx

  • @rebeccaebner7333
    @rebeccaebner7333 8 лет назад

    I'm so very sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • @KrulikBax7
    @KrulikBax7 8 лет назад

    Please stay strong. I want you to know that there are people out there who watch your videos who know and have felt this type of pain. I am with you. Please stay strong - Ula from New York

  • @lenanavne3960
    @lenanavne3960 8 лет назад

    I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you lots of love and hugs and just take all the time you need. I am sure we will all be here when you come back. xx

  • @glitterspink88
    @glitterspink88 8 лет назад

    Lots of love Becky. So sorry for your loss. I think it would be so lovely to post your video with your grandma. Such a nice memory to have with her doing something with you you enjoy so much. Xxxx

  • @aprilheise397
    @aprilheise397 8 лет назад +1

    So sorry for loss! Look forward to the video though; that sounds like a wonderful idea!

  • @JennyCole1988
    @JennyCole1988 8 лет назад

    Sending you so much love Becky. I really am so sorry for your loss. My lovely Granny passed away just before Christmas and I can really relate to that feeling of emptiness as she was so important in my life. Take comfort in what you can and just take as much time away from social media as you need to be with your family. We will all be here waiting for you whenever you feel up to coming back xx

  • @pjreisa5050
    @pjreisa5050 8 лет назад

    Oh...my heart cries with yours. I am so sorry for your loss. Gentle hugs coming your way! Patty

  • @zeagrantham_feathermynest
    @zeagrantham_feathermynest 8 лет назад +1

    I'm so sorry I wish I could hug you, wrap you up in a blanket and make you a cup of tea and just be there for you. Your video was very honest.You are such a strong lady and so very humble and honest your two special stars in the sky I imagine are very proud of you. Take your time grief is tough look after yourself

  • @christianbernard2351
    @christianbernard2351 8 лет назад

    So sorry for your loss Becky. I'm sending lots of love, prayer, and warm thoughts to you and your family.

  • @korolbeauty
    @korolbeauty 8 лет назад

    I cried with you. I am so deeply sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family. xx

  • @pollzieboo
    @pollzieboo 8 лет назад

    Oh Becky I'm so sorry, thoughts are with you all. Your videos about your dad got me through and helped me when I lost my dad last March. Sending you love xx

  • @paowilliams9203
    @paowilliams9203 8 лет назад

    So sorry for your loss, may she rest in peace .... I can't imagine how you feel, And please post your video with her, she deserves it and we will all like it!! Stay strong my prayers to you!

  • @jesspreston3845
    @jesspreston3845 8 лет назад

    I'm sorry for your loss. You're a brilliant beautiful girl that your grandma must be so proud of. Stay strong. ❤️

  • @QueenLizzyBee1
    @QueenLizzyBee1 8 лет назад

    Sorry about your loss. Virtual hugs to you from across the pond. For however long it is you are gone I am sure we will all still be waiting patiently & gently for your next video arrival.

  • @beckywatts502
    @beckywatts502 8 лет назад

    Aww Becky. I am truly sorry about your Grams. Seriously sending you big hugs and truly praying for your comfort. (and your family.) :(

  • @Mmmmartie
    @Mmmmartie 8 лет назад +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending you lots of love. ❤️

  • @MichalGlazerEytan
    @MichalGlazerEytan 8 лет назад

    Becy I am so sorry about your grandma. I lost both of my grandmas in the past two years and it was really hard. One of them I lost recently and she was my favourite person in the whole world! I miss her all the time but I believe she is always with me and watches over me. I wish that you will pass this hard times with your family soon and that you will be strong and happy when you are ready to be. Sending you lots of love and support and take your time!