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Who else is here watching this video after episode 2 of her infertility journey??? Uuuuugh my heart 💔 praying for her 🙏🏼🙏🏼♥️
Alexis Arlene Perez ya lo había visto antes y volví otra vez 😣
omg doing the same atm! My heart is kinda breaking rn
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Me
My sister tried to get pregnant for 10 years and the day she went in for her first ivf consultation the dr told her she didn’t need it because she was pregnant. My niece is 6yrs old now
wow.. what a blessing. God is real
Wow God bless
God is so real and the fact that she did not give up exudes her faith. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Yes, you are a warrior! You got this girl! One day you'll be holding and showing us your baby! It will def be worth it :)
One day you'll be sitting there with your baby in your arms and it'll be worth all the pain you had to go through! I just know 💛👼💛
desiiiiiiuuu we need the videooo😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Same thing happened to me when I was trying to get pregnant. I cried at work in front of a mean boss. I was so embarrassed. Tears just come I felt like weakling. Sometimes I'd sit alone and just cry .Worth it because I now have boy/girl twins!!
You can literally see the sadness in her eyes the entire time before she even starts crying... hope everything works out for you Desi ❤️
I seriously cannot wait for the day when Desi announces she’s pregnant. She’s so deserving of it and you can just tell she will be an absolute amazing mother
But also, if she doesnt. And she cant. I am so here for you Desi. We love you. And I am starting the same pregnancy journey as you Desi. They're sending me to a fertility specialist. Your videos about your struggles are really REALLY giving me the feels and really helping me. And i dont say that lightly. I've never had a reaction to a youtube video like your fertility videos. I had to pull over I was crying. I was listening to them on the way to work. Thank you Desi. I know it's hard to make those videos. But. Know that they are really helping some of us.
It happened!!!!!
MattieSays and I SOBBED when I saw her post!!!!!
Came back to this video after Ep 2 of your fertility journey..... I'm cryin!!
Sidney Pollman I did too 🥺
What happened
Desi you’re so raw and genuine. I swear this is what makes me love you. Yes you have millions of followers and are popular lol but i still feel like i can connect with you.. take your time to process girl! Take more tech free days! We still gonna be here❤️ Best of luck during this process girl! Anything the has to do with Hormones is a bihhh🖤🖤 you got this!!
makeupbylulz Bless you girl 😭😭😭❤️ Thank you for being so amazing to me.
Literally froze and was like cmon girl you got this you can do it (as I was crying) and I’m so glad you didn’t edit that part out. It just shows that while you may be a gorgeous influencer with flawless skin, you’re still a real ass vulnerable human being that struggles and needs uplifting sometimes. That’s what makes your subscribers connect.
I believe in my heart you will receive the blessing that you so deserve and I am always rooting for your success. Love you Desi ❤️
Desi... Desi.. Desi... you are truly a phenomenal human being. I love you more and more every time i see a video or IG story. Continue to stay positive through your journey and God bless you!
Girl, don’t be ashamed of what you’re going through. You’re doing an amazing job by getting on camera and showing it’s okay to be going through all of this, but being able to continue your normal routine. It’ll all be worth it, keep your head up beautiful! ❤️
I’m praying for you and Stephen, my husband and I just started medicated timed cycles with trigger shot, I am so happy you are open about your journey. It gives us hope and you are stronger than you know ❤️
Hope Summer Official Awh thank you so much and so much baby dust and luck to you and your hubby!!!
I know how those emotional moments feel. I have a nervous system disorder that can just overwhelm me with emotion out of nowhere. One of the things I have found to help me a lot has been just owning it. Don't fight it, just let yourself feel. At the end when you didn't apologize for it, that connected with me. Your channel has been my favorite for a long time and you matter to me, all the way in little ole Alabama.
I'm an IVF baby and my mom gets emotional about it, still! I'm praying and am so hopeful for you and your family, it will be so worth it!!
id just like to say i was someone who kept saying i missed the make up tutorials and stuff, and i wanna apologize for that. had no idea u were going through ivf and so u do what u gotta do! i've been ride or die for u for years now n that won't change! u r one strong ass chica and always so honest and raw with us! u go girl, it'll all work out in the end and all that hard work will pay off! if u've shown us anything, it's that! love u Desi!!! 🐔🐔🐔🖤🖤🖤
I was yelling at the screen “Push through girl”! So proud of you for continuing. Beautiful look. 😍
Who is here after they announced their pregnancy? Praying for her and baby's health ❤️
this video was so raw, and that’s what we’ve loved about you from the beginning, Desi! the look is so romantic & girly, i might recreate it! 💘💘
It's very refreshing. We're finally at a time where we can take these "happy" masks off. We're feeling our feelings in 2020 girl!
You are so strong girlfriend. Don’t be sorry for being human, especially during rough time. We love you ! Praying that 2020 will be your and Stevens year ♥️
The fact that She shows us this side of her and still manage to be a boss everyday, We stan
I just want you to know that I pray for you all the time. You remind me of my daughter... I know I’m an old hen but I have young heart. Alway thinking and praying for you and Steven.
I think this is why so many of us love you. You could've easily edited your breakdown out and not told us but instead chose to show us. It's okay to not be okay and you're such an inspiration to all of us. We're all rooting for you and Steven! Thanks for always being so real with us.
Desi we are all praying for you in this beautiful journey. We love your honesty and support you so deeply ❤️
How so so so perfect your real skin!!!! I get mesmerized every single time.... Super glowy itself your skin is ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I cannot wait to see the light for you at the end of this journey you’ve been on, I’m excited for you & sending you tons of love desi! ❤️❤️❤️ you’re a strong woman, we all believe ❤️
Omg I fucking love this woman, I love that she's not only showing us the "perfect" side of her life but also the struggle and all the emotions that come with every step of the way. 🥰
You got this Desi. You and Steven got this. Thank you for bringing us along because we are rooting for you guys. We love you!!! 🐥
You are going to get through this and you WILL have a healthy baby at the end of this journey! Stay positive
I love you Desi! I'm crying with you. I am praying for you to get thru this. You can do it you're so strong. Thanks for continuing with the video!
Desi, I know if you watch this video today you know it was all so worth it. you’re a little baby boy Ocean, oh my god he’s the cutest thing in the world and I know you had no idea he was coming right than maybe a month after this. But Ocean baby it was so worth it! he’s beautiful healthy and brings you so much joy and I could see how good of a mom you really are and we love you XOXO
Desi, thank you for being transparent when you don’t have to about this situation. I am so hopeful for you and Steven. I’ve been praying for you guys since you told us about your journey. You are so deserving! Sending you lots of loved and hugs, you got this mama 🤍✨
I can’t explain how much I needed this video. I got pregnant for the first time, so excited, started picturing how much better my life would become soon with our little one. And just last Monday my miscarriage started. I feel so emotional and talking about it makes more real, seeing the few things we bought is too much. Thank you for sharing and making me feel not alone
You’re “ra ta ta taaaa” priceless!!! Lol...I feel like I was crying for you during this video. You’re so strong for putting yourself through IVF & I wish you the best in this journey!
Desi you can do this! Push through you are such a strong woman and you are stronger than this! Have faith ❤️
Somebody ones told me “Lo que con lagrimas ahora llora luego cuando todo pase con alegria que Dios estuvo contigo lo recordarás “ 🙏💜 Sending prayers you’re way Desi!
Girl your a warrior 💪 don't worry that you haven't been doing a bunch of tutorials. We're here for you always sending love and prayers on your journey 🙏❤️ if anyone deserves a little loving family it's you girl. It's a process and I've known people to do ivf and doing the opposite with having a surrogate to carry. Do whatever you need to do girl. Love youuu
Don’t ever be sorry, this is your journey. Thank you for allowing us into your lives, wishing you & Steven all the best!!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍
The fact that you keep it 100% and still continue to record is a breath of fresh air. You help everyone see that it’s ok to not be ok and you can still push through. Forever praying for you hun. 💛
Awe I love you and Steve! I really hope you conceive and y’all have a cute ass baby!
YES SISTER! You ARE a warrior. It is inspiring that you are still filming and sharing your heart through it-not just pretending like something isn’t going on. 💕🥺 I am touting for you, Desi!
Watching this again on May 10th after watching episode 4 I wanna hug you and tell you everything will be alright😭😭😭 expect to expect❤❤
I cried watching this. Seeing your strength to pull through and not let it take over your day was very inspiring.♥️
I love marky!! He’s hilarious, “I’m going to object to the red lip!” Classic 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
Thank you for being so vulnerable on camera. This is your real life, we can't expect you to pretend like everything is okay. People always try to hide when they are going through something difficult or are just barely keeping it together, but the fact is, we are all hurting in some way or another and it's okay to be honest about that. Wishing the best for you!!
Your skin is flawless with & without makeup! 😩😭 Can’t relate.
Loved this look so pretty 💕 loving the pink backdrop.
I've been a subscriber for about 6 or 7 years now and I just want you to know that you are brave, beyond beautiful, so freaking strong and that you are going to be the most amazing mother. I feel it in my gut. Thank you for being raw and vulnerable during this time, I know how hard it is to do so (especially about this subject). Take your time with posting or if you're having a rough day but still want to film, we're gunna love you through this and root for you and support you. We love you. 💖
Omg I love you Desi...I’m sorry you are struggling with up and down moods and just hormones. It’s really helpful to people like me who struggle with the same thing. I love your real ness! You are beautifully authentic and such a happy uplifting person to watch! And anyone who truly loves you Desi understands that you are 1000% allowed to have your moments hours DAYS! Whatever you need to take care of YOU! Sending you lots of love and happy energy ✨
What a powerful moment...this whole video. I’m sure it did not feel that way to you. Thank you for showing us it’s okay to be vulnerable, to have hard moments, to have HORMONES. You are so strong, Desi. A true gift to this community.
I’m glad you still filmed and posted this. It shows people that everyone has struggles, even the people who seem “perfect” on RUclips.
“This too shall pass”❤️
that is a strong quote, I love it ❤️
Thank you for sharing this and not deciding to stop filming. You're so strong, Desi! This was so representative of women putting on a face while we deal with so much. Thanks for being real. We're all so proud of you sis
Hey Desi!! Could you do an updated bridal makeup tutorial? I’m getting married in October and want to do my own makeup and you are my inspiration for all things makeup🙌🏻
I never comment on RUclips videos but you are the exception today! YOU ARE A WARRIOR!!!!! I am so excited for you, it will be all worth it at the end! You are such a powerful woman and YOU’VE GOT THIS BABY!!!!💗💗💗💗
Here after watching the 2nd episode of your fertility journey. Praying for you! And sending you lots of love and kisses 🧡
LOVE that you're talking about your hormonal IVF journey. Super brave. Thank you so much for sharing!! This makeup look is gorgeous, but real beauty is sharing your soul. Beautiful inside and out doesn't even cover it.
I teared up watching your raw emotions, you’re a strong woman and it’s so amazing to see honesty on social media. Life is sometimes hard and it should be more acceptable to show that too. Always love your channel! You’re my fav influencer, you can do no wrong in my opinion! 💕💕 keep doing you and stay strong xx
I’ve never been disappointed by you and love all your videos/products/collabs everything. I support you any time I can and never miss a video of yours. I love seeing you open up and being vulnerable even if I do wish you didn’t have to go through this trying time. I truly feel it will happen for you.
I never comment.
But, THIS is so raw and real that you deserve lots of love in these comments for putting yourself out there. Stay strong! 💗
Desi thank you so much for editing the video the way you did and including all your raw emotions in it. I can't begin to imagine the rollercoaster that you're feeling but you're so strong, and absolutely don't be sorry for being emotional. You are beautiful inside and out, stay strong, and know that we are all here for you.
This will happen for you and Sven. 1millionpercent. You two are destined to be such loving parents. ✨💕✨💕
Listen. We want you at your highest of highs, and your lowest of lows Desi. Raw and real always and we love you for it! I felt moved to pray for you and that precious bundle that I feel in my core, is coming!! Keep the faith and don't lose hope. I know it will happen for you!! 💗
When you started crying, my heart was breaking. Im sure this journey is gonna be over soon and you guys gonna be so happy, I hope from all of my heart. I love you and you such a cutie with this makeup and hair. I was in a bad mood before this video, and you are such a inspiration
you are the realest. your time is coming. you’re already a mother, and an amazing one at that. when the time comes your baby will be so lucky to have you. im cheering you on and sending lots of ❤️
This just made me tear along with you.. prayers for you and Steven. 🥺❤️
I love that you kept these real and raw moments in the video. One way or another you will become a mom and you'll be the best!!!
I’m going to need a full size highlighter size “Just a kiss” eyeshadow. I am obsessed with this shadow and I am so close to hitting pan!! Please bless us 🙏
You got this girl! The mood swings must be so tough, just take it day by day. Acknowledge the emotions and let them pass. I admire you so much for trying so hard to make those moments not take over your whole day. I’m sure at times it can, but you are making the effort not to and sometimes that’s enough. You are a strong ass woman and will conquer all of this! Positive vibes that this is the year. We are all pulling for you!
You’re so beautiful inside & out. I love how real you are and sharing your hardships💖 thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers
You are so stunning. Seeing you in such a vulnerable and emotional state just shows how strong and determined you are to become a mom! You are beautiful person inside and out and this, this right here makes me love you so so much more!
You are the image of a strong and empowered woman! Keep doing this, showing us these emotional, vulnerable and REAL moments. It’s so rare now a days.
You are so so loved. Xoxo
Sending blessings your way, Desi! ❤️
Btw, thank you so much to just being you on your videos, and not trying to cut it out to make it “perfect” because what makes something perfect it’s being REAL! ❤️ love you!
I was literally just about to start on my essay and got the notification to this and just thought "ok break time " 😂
Love you !
Janelly nah same 😂😂😂
Yes to having tia do her makeup with you. ❤️
Desi it’s okay don’t apologize for being emotional... I cannot imagine the rollercoaster that is IVF... I feel for all you women that are dealing with this. Sending all the love to all you beautiful souls. If that rollercoaster is anything like the one I’m on with grieving the loss of my mother I feel you... I just cried watching fatheringautisms video of Abbie (their autistic daughter) dress shopping... reminded me of my mom taking me dress shopping for junior prom... August will be 3 years since she passed away... ❤️
I feel you girl. I just finished a round of IVF in December. It's a roller coaster. Best of luck to you! Hugs
G Maes fingers crossed for you!!
sitting here crying with you. though it may not feel like it, you display so much strength. I cried as you said you want to have control because I fight to do this every day, but you said it with so much power. you are absolutely amazing! may God bless you with a beautiful outcome. this look is absolutely gorgeous as well! 💗💗
Omg I loved Thalia and wanted to be her back in the day too. The moment you said Mari Mar I could here her song in my head. I use to watch Mari Mar, Maria del bario and Rosalinda back in the day with my grams. 🙂❤
You are so courageous and strong and beautiful!! So amazed by you and inspired by you!
"He's not respecting women is what im trying to say" I'm dead hahhahaah you tell em
You’re a warrior! Shout out to all the beautiful moms who are already moms, trying to be moms, adoptive moms you guys matter. Desi I’m praying for you and Steve. You’re already a mom❤️ God bless you all
omg i remember my nana and i used to watch marimar everyday when i got home from school!! it used to be get home from school, watch marimar while drinking coffee and then lizzy mcguire while doing homework
I never leave a comment on videos good or bad, but omg!!! This was so real!! The emotion was all over your face and I know this had to have been hard to rewatch and upload and I RESPECT you for that. What you are going through will have it’s reward! I believe that. (I AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR!!!)
This look is fire 🔥
I swear I wanted to jump through the screen and give you a hug!
You got this. When you finally get the positive result, it will have been worth EVERYYTHING. All the pain, all your tears, all the disappointments - everything. You got this. Xxx
Yasss💓🔥💓
I’ve needed this!!!
Never enough Desi!💓
You my dear are my goals!
Chloë Nicole same!! Small youtuber here ❤️
@@oh.itsangelica1573 She's the best!! same here, let's support each other!!
She's so GORGEOUS without makeup
First thought, “Did Desi use a rug as her background?” 😂 Love You Desi!
Also, how do you clean your extensions when taking off eyeshadow?! 😭
Bianey P I’m not Desi, but I’m a cosmetologist who is certified in lash extensions! I tell my clients to use Borboleta makeup remover/cleanser for lashes. It’s safe for them and super effective! Or you can try Bella Lash cleanser as well. Just swirl a fluffy brush in it and swirl on your lashes/lid until clean!
LMAO for real, all I could think of was my asthma acting up with that fuzz everywhere!
I use aveno baby wash to clean my eyelash extensions it works
Such a beautiful look! Never be sorry for your emotions. Your strength and vulnerability inspires so many people. Praying for you ❤️
“Lets talk about positive things, like 2020” 🥴
I had to laugh im sorry
I am sobbing for you. We are on year 5 of our conception journey and I can literally feel your pain. We are right there with you girl! Just know that God created our bodies to be able to handle all of this. It might be an atypical journey, but we are built for this. Stay strong and know you are not alone! ✌🏼🖤💋
I’m loving this look 😍 you remind me so much of JLO 💗
Thank you for not being sorry, because you don’t have to be sorry girl. You’re beautiful &’ I love you!!!!
Omg she posted this 2 days before she found out she was pregnant!
Your one hella of strong woman! And I have this feeling that this time is your time and you are going to have your blessing! That bundle of joy, I truly feel this is your year for you and Steven. ❤️Dios está contigo!
You’re going to look back at this one day, it’ll just be a day in the journey 😘
I just can feel her struggle during this video. But seeing her fight through all of these difficulties is such a nice thing to witness. I hope and pray that someday she and steven can finally be blessed with what they’re praying for. One day I know for sure that it will all be worth it. Both of them are sooo deserving to have a child. But in God’s perfect timing it will all happen. We Love You Desi!!! ❤️❤️❤️
That skin tho!!!!!! Ughhh I cant get it mines to blend that way!!!! 🥰🥰🥰
Your time will come Desi! You are strong and deserving 💕
Desi this is my favorite video you have ever done. I loved how authentic and raw it was. I am not going through IVF but I have anxiety and depression and can relate to the immediate and unexpected emotional turns. Aside from your emotions changing, it is so hard to not feel like you have any control over them and then getting frustrated for not feeling like yourself! It is too much for anyone to handle!! I understand the feeling and appreciate you being so brave to let us see it. Thank you warrior.
I never even thought about that. Why are side effects always negative. Why can't we have positive side effects.
Must be so hard for the family to watch her go through this. I mean, I cried, I can't imagine how it must have been for Markie (?) to sit there and watch her have a meltdown. She's such a kind, positive soul, I love her.