Rip x You were on the road to recovery with a positive mindset Smoking blunts to get my mind off of this negative outlet You did your time and got better but couple months later you took the hit Ever since a kid you were going through so much shit A flower blooming from the concrete is where you sit Now you sit at the gates of heaven as a beautiful misfit Or you could be at the gates of hell with your wrist slit Either way I love you forever no matter how the story sits
Underneath the star light // nothings all right Left to the pain // sunny when it rains One word // changes Scent of auxiliary pursues you // lifes maze is Dreams 3 ft up on stages // materialistic cages
@@larrysmith4619 Got no tears left to cry// when you left i swaer my heart just died// cant love no one cause then i overthink out through the night// these cages keep us locked in// even good people have sinned.
@@GreenDotDevo what's a win //to kno to belive is 2 too sin So many lost to the count//so many lost to the ounce Of blood dripped to the ground // do you hear the sound // hearts only break when no one is around Open up the gift // dont get lost in the drift Rember to always pay your tithe // ultimately respect is all of our final wish
ripX💔💔💔forever my favorite rapper dawg!! spoke the truth, went through hell and helped out so many people when you were hurting, you put everyone before you.. but now your gone.💔🤦🏽♀️
I can’t lie, I got nothing going for me Smoking blunts to clear the negative energy All this bad behaviour getting ahead of me Made my mistakes thought I could live so blissfully Wrong Prolly going to hell, misfit cut wrist Been there Done that That’s it for real The deal My meal Old scraps From yesterday’s meal The way I feel It don’t feel real Been there done that that’s it
i have never forgot what you have done to me. you left me to bleed, you said i need to breath. ' like im ok, i need savin. i though you where there when i was cavin. i would cry on your shoulder, now you left, youre a bit colder, you where my heart holder. its like you left me here to die, you would always put me out there, you wanted me shine. I though you were kind i thought you were the guy. its youre time. i never forgot why you left me, you said you where to busy. never had time for me. i thought we where meant to be, you said you even wanted to marry me. i though you chrished me. but never mind, i was so blind, i really fuckin tried, to make it all alright. but no, i thought you were my sunlight, to the darkest day, but no you wanted me to pay for the damage you made. i will never forget, no no never, forget, should have treated me right. you left me, remember, you where to busy. for me. i wish i could go back to you and say somethings, i just kinda hope youre ok, i hope you are missin me. wishing i would come back to you, but no you said we're through. i want you to see what i went through, with you youll never understand the pain i felt. im like a board, i welt, never to be the same. im on fire, like a flame, youll never understand the pain. you put me to shame, you were aimmin i was the target. you were the worst i ever had. you pulled me back, i shouldve just left ill never forget. you caused my pain, you took away my flame. not im all away. never to be the same, help , lost, sad, hot, god, jesus, now, help, im bleedin, im gone its all youre fault ,im sorry that im lost. help, leave, me , to bleed, u were the key, im the lock, youre lost, cant be unlocked. i hope one day, youll be found. just to be broken, opps another one, im done ill never forget ill never forget
Let me see/ Let me be/ Let me breathe/ Let me keep/ What nobody ever fucking saw in me/ Let me rewrite/ Just let me fight/ Godamm it just let me see some light/ I just want change/ I don't want fame/ I just want somebody to call a friend/ But please just don't be another fake/ Cause I don't wanna be in the same situation/ I've been making mistakes/ And if I continue Then amma break/ Understand what you want won't be found in me/ Key word being me that's all I am/ Don't try to hand me a personality/ As if I'm your slave/ Cause inside I've been in a cage/ War constant wars waged/ And man died for the sake/ Of my well being/ Well with that being my state of mind/ I cried sleeping/ If I'm dying then who's leaving/ Who's fine scheming and lieing as long as I'm breathing/ And still outside deceiving/ Wether you find the demons/ And try to define what I leaving/ With each rhyme I'm dealing/ Cause confined I still bind the emotions with each rap kept glued to the soul/ Inside I still keep it in hold in my mind a kind time will Keeps hold as we mold lives into images as perfect From examples of people rich and famous who are clearly just as clueless One day I hope to understand why we do this Its like we've lost movement And now why invision ourselves in the truest forms But we lost motivation to become the demenstration of what sociotys should be/ we talk allot about it but hardly do shit/ We degrade woman and put men on top/ But even then we disgrinamte against a culture or group of people/ Like voltres seeking the courpses of all our peers/ Yet we don't see the end is near When did it become one man for himself/ A vision of perfection we let our youth be separated by selfish leaders who wear masks underneath/ And kept in cages for ages/ Thinking we're half of the earths voice/ with our choice as people Without us they couldn't keep us in a order they so seek/ And in some parts of the world we got people who wont speak cause they know deep inside they will know not to open up deep/ cause their voices are drowned in the noise/ They are only allowed to appreciate and here we debate over stupid shit People still trying to dig up the past/ And trying to make a come back equals is what I will always be wether you move past it And If you don't wanna deal with it then just pass from this world I refuse to treat someone different because of my views or the color of the skin they were born with
Buried inside of my grave I know I wasn’t brave You were there for me mainly because I wasn’t for myself. I left my heart back on that old dusty shelf My heart sunk in darkness Wondered if life is worthless I think that no one deserves inside insanity All I’m tryna do is rap to this beat Speaking emotions straight from the heart Never thought we were gonna split apart You were amazing Them pretty ass blue eyes glazing Your presence is so intense it has me shaking No matter what I’ll always be waiting My mind and my heart fainting Girl come back You were my love I need you back
Everyday I'm stuck with this sensational pain Never thought my life without you would end this way Take a bullet, shoot it straight through my brain. I don't want to live no more I'm tired of feeling so broken & sore. God I'm coming your way please open the doors. You haunt me with a curse I thought you were my antidote Stuck thinking you will come back, fuck I'm losing hope. Should I rather die? or rather live? When I die, I hope people will remember me I just want too be happy, and set my soul free You where my drug, you where addicting Never thought that you where cheating. Just take a rope, hang me up from the sky? No questions, only god will tell you why Give me 2 seconds, Because I'm alone, and I'mma die. 💔💔Goodbye💔💔
R.I.P X #LLJ 🕊 There’s no way to escape this pain, i’m forever imbedded to it. i’ll hide from reality in the plainest way, nobody would ever catch on, even on the brightest days, on the flatest plains. There was times i’ll pray for it to rain but it didn’t, my soul would burn with the sunlight. Darkness is my bestfriend, we share a lot in common; our secrets would never come to light.
And I know I need to pray coz there ain’t no other option This devil on my shoulder he’s filing with my conscious Got so much I can’t say but theee feelings been erupting I try to hold them down but these tears they just ain’t stopping
Sigo down down cuando pequeño siempre soñaba con crecer siempre en mis sueños lo podía veía mi mundo desde otro punto de vista lejos de esta realidad la cual hoy vivimos Nacemos crecemos nos reproducimos , nacer fácil es crecer no todos tienen el priviligio de crecer Era niñito y soñaba con crecer pero no sabía que tanto iba doler esta vida la cual no viene con guia la cual día día tanto nos desafía
man I cant take it, im feeling this way and I just cant shake it, when you give your heart to someone you love and they drop it and break it, no mistaking, this situation got my heart aching, everything that I had to give and they just kept on taking, leave me wasted, drugs dripping from my nose, I taste it, I'm all alone in this world with nobody else that cares and I cannot face it.
I love his lo fi muaic so much.. it helped me whe ever i went through a depressive episode... Sad that he had too die honestly even though i waa never a fan really
Look check it look listen yuh people always told me stay in school get your education stay off these streets they aint good for you and i said ok so i stayed in school graduated high school and now its off to college damn why shit always gotta be so fucking complicated my life isn't all that amazing grew up without a father figure i lost my granda she nun passed away rip grandma then a few days later lost my cousin rip my cousin cj damn rip i love y'all i know y'all watching over me 😭😭 💯 i do this for y'all
So many things left unsaid So many things left undid When I heard the news... I hid And I wept I don't do it that often In the car, you finally slept It made me wrecked I just seen a 20 year old With so much potential violently unfold I hope you find peace below And that people heard the good massages you've told, they will never grow old You've inspired so many, Inspired me plenty To get it off the chest. You'll be missed X. R.I.P.
heres some of the lyrics I wrote to this beat. I can’t take it, much longer. My whole life, I’ve suffered. Every day, I hunger. I feel like, a loner. Don’t lie, we are over. You made it seem, like a friendly takeover. Tho you know, time exposures. It’s October, you said be sober. She said when were older, we will be walking with a stroller. Now that you’re gone, I get all walked on. You were the one, to keep me carry on. You’re the one I depended on, now I have no one. I miss, your soft lips. I miss, your kiss. I even, miss your abyss. I wish, I could give back our first kiss. Excuse me miss, please don’t hiss. Can we please, please just talk. I had you, than I hit a rock.
They said when you die you fly its all in due time , new grind got me feeling like a sky scrapper in dubai , you shine amongst darkness break the chains that got you tied silver linings in the clouds keep me hopeful looking for blue skys but reality has captured me from a place where you ride and never ask questions. Even tho you know every story has two sides so no matter where your from your worth depends on how you grind like your related to the sun everybody gotta watch you shine.
Stories of a place beyonds clouds Stuff that We can only dream about Smiles I haven’t in awhile digging so deep While I Watch the baggage pile I think I’m disconnected Since what’s happened as child It’s crazy Is everything that happens supposed to happen ..maybe Lately I’ve questioned a lot Like why am I here I feel so lost so crippled with fear Fuck a peer Fuck a friend Nobodies actually with you until the very end Here a glass to the forget The ones who death snuck up on The ones without an option The ones with one day left who dunno what today will cost em
In the eyes of a son, kid sees his mom she’s really depressed, she’s tells the kid the she just wants the world to be suppressed, son tries to help her move past her feelings but the step dad finds hurting her appealing, her son knows she’s thinking about letting go, she’s living in a world where’s shes trapped down deep in the snow, her pain is really starting to show, son really wants to help but daddy keeps on pushing her slow, the words are putting her mind before her heart, she’s at the point where she’s really falling apart, she walks to her room and gets the pills, she knows what she’s about to do, it’s giving her chills, her time is up she’s truly given up, she walks to the bathroom lays in the tub, deep down words kill, now she’s laying in the tub with a mouth full of blood and a hand full of pills, Rest In Peace
Yeah Feel like it can't only be me Hopeless thoughts Thinking endlessly Living every moment like I don't deserve it Am I worth it? Life is living so painfully Running through the pain you see Brighter days ahead only see em vaguely Drugs to keep the thoughts at bay for me Endlessly using my energy I gotta headache from all the drugs in me I feel great but i'm also dying painfully Endless cycle someone's saving me? I owe it to myself to be my own savery
Heavy thoughts drip as the rain drops red and blue flash no cops pills stay trippy yo mills get away from me filthy ya negative vibes itching to kill me what grudge you got against me meanwhile I'm tipsy willing to lift you ten feet c'mon and tempt me Bully try and fail I can't take so I'm a drag ya to hell.
i love less and regret more cant move past what im upset for ....i told her everything she dont listen but see a wedding ring its fucked when a red herring end up being what you expecting she played the game and i played my part it was picture perfect but far from art the lies we paint had no truth in the colour
Living that fast life I lost myself, probably wouldn't recognize me if I crossed myself, a product of this poverty that wasn't sold off a shelf, molded and tuned by a belt, isolated thoughts nowhere to turn nobody 2 help, heart turned cold Plus thawed out and started to melt had 2 live my life 2 understand how I felt...
( 0:28 ) Life isn't always simple. Let me give you an example. At the age of 8, I felt like a fool. Made sure my name tried to end very soon. Mama had the need to make me an excuse. I made an excuse for all this abuse. At the age of 10, the anxiety came through. My mind then decided to go far against me. I went from normal to
Imagine these rappers were tight Mumble rap was just a gag at the mic Back in the the lab they were actually tight Countin' stacks while gettin' a laugh at the hype And these pill poppin rappers never dabble in vice Sober and clean never sold crack in the night Nice guys who rap tough but get dragged in fight The type who won't stab but keep on grabbin' a knife I'm just babbling facts, hope you handle advice Don't diss me, you don't wanna gamble your life Yeah I'm rambling but you can tell I'm actually tight Damn it I just might hit a dab to the right Like I'm coming from the dance of the night These things happen, cause I happen to write I'm still standing, bitch I stand at a height That you can't fathom, so just pass on the mic No ones gunna get in my way cause I won't let you Yeah you're sick but I am on another level I don't like you and I'm not gunna pretend to I gotta great life that I need to attend to It's "fuck you" and the people rollin' with you I'm actually fine, you're the one with the issue First time I do a show, I rage at the venue And flex on my ex like the way I was meant to I need Jennette McCurdy to fuck me I wanted dirty sex with her since iCarly We met at a meet and greet and it was lovely She recognized me and I begged her to love me You say I rap sad, I got one side that's ugly Think I'm not savage, you must be a dummy Got girls in different states there calling me hubby Girl you'll get replaced if you start to get funny It's about time I flex, I think that I deserve it Been rapping for years barely scratching the surface Been underground to long and now I'm emerging Not stoppin' my music till Slim Shady heard it I been crazy workin' on my daily urges To give you nothing less than amazing verses Get turnt at the club with the bottles you purchased While I manifest every dream you been curvin' That's real I got mental issues, I cannot ignore this Okay I could get help but I can't afford it Shoutout to my mom for skippin' the abortion Your son will be enormous Everybody from Higley High please listen up Thank you for telling me I should give up You partied I worked and finessed a buzz How does it feel to get left in the dust Funny how you girls keep hittin' me up Up in my DM's, like "when we gon' fuck" Imma need you to get off of my nuts The girls who curved me they turned into sluts Don't say we're friends and don't wish me luck (aye) I got my fans right here backin' me up (uh) I turned to music and you turned to drugs Get a look, this is what sacrifice does Tried to be nice but it wasn't enough I think I like the person I've become Fuck your advice, I listen to my gut And it's telling me keep fuckin shit up I got so much anger that's inside me I just wanna end you Everybody's so quick to judge me, but Don't know what I been through I've been locked all alone inside of my room Showin' the world what my pen do I say whatever I feel I'm unapologetic I give a fuck if I offend you Fans writing me "Sik, I'm so sick of the booing We wanna hear that raw bump in the trunk music" I got this beat by homage and got right to it I've been up all night just so I can write to it Whys it feel like you don't realize that I'm human I have feelings to and I feel Imma lose it Got anger pent up, please don't tell me to cool it I harnessed my emotions and then I use it, like Oh my God, I think I'm, gunna show you more, than you can see All my probs, in my mind, slow me down because they run deep All this time, you thought I, was in my bed, but I can't sleep All my life, I felt like, no one could truly love me... Could truly love me... Yeah...
I did like it at first I did, but then it fell off at the end and I was in the zone and I had to stop for a second cuz I was like that's how they going to do it but it's a badass beat though
I got money on my mind But my pain is showing right though I got words in a line That doesn’t mean they rhyme to you I got heart for the game That doesn’t mean I’m the starting few You say I got dreams But that means different things I’m fucking different queens
It's the ones, you truly love, they'll just leave you in the dust, they don't really give a fuck, that's why drugs are my best friend, lic and weed every night, (I, can't, fight, this, depression, took, over, my, mind,)2x living life, want to die, hope I over dose Tonight, (want to cry)2x wish my dad, could just come back, feeling sad, take, a gun, (blow, my brains,)2x (good, bye,)2x
RIP.
A Tribute to X: ruclips.net/video/7wTlxzR5SH8/видео.html
*rip x*
Its fuckt up man😧 #ripxxx
X we miss you :(
X music changed a generation ... Rest in peace X
me to my heart is melting 😣😔😖😤😢😢😭😭😭
Rip x
You were on the road to recovery with a positive mindset
Smoking blunts to get my mind off of this negative outlet
You did your time and got better but couple months later you took the hit
Ever since a kid you were going through so much shit
A flower blooming from the concrete is where you sit
Now you sit at the gates of heaven as a beautiful misfit
Or you could be at the gates of hell with your wrist slit
Either way I love you forever no matter how the story sits
Night Light is it alright if I use your lyrics to mash it up with mines for a song I'm making
Sulayman Brown sure
Underneath the star light // nothings all right
Left to the pain // sunny when it rains
One word // changes
Scent of auxiliary pursues you // lifes maze is
Dreams 3 ft up on stages // materialistic cages
@@larrysmith4619 Got no tears left to cry// when you left i swaer my heart just died// cant love no one cause then i overthink out through the night// these cages keep us locked in// even good people have sinned.
@@GreenDotDevo
what's a win //to kno to belive is 2 too sin
So many lost to the count//so many lost to the ounce
Of blood dripped to the ground // do you hear the sound // hearts only break when no one is around
Open up the gift // dont get lost in the drift
Rember to always pay your tithe // ultimately respect is all of our final wish
ripX💔💔💔forever my favorite rapper dawg!! spoke the truth, went through hell and helped out so many people when you were hurting, you put everyone before you.. but now your gone.💔🤦🏽♀️
you X fans are some fruitcakes
I can’t lie, I got nothing going for me
Smoking blunts to clear the negative energy
All this bad behaviour getting ahead of me
Made my mistakes thought I could live so blissfully
Wrong
Prolly going to hell, misfit cut wrist
Been there
Done that
That’s it for real
The deal
My meal
Old scraps
From yesterday’s meal
The way I feel
It don’t feel real
Been there done that that’s it
This one right here got so much pain and sadness to it and a lot of pain
i have never forgot what you have done to me.
you left me to bleed, you said i need to breath. '
like im ok, i need savin.
i though you where there when i was cavin.
i would cry on your shoulder, now you left,
youre a bit colder, you where my heart holder.
its like you left me here to die, you would always put me out there,
you wanted me shine. I though you were kind
i thought you were the guy.
its youre time.
i never forgot why you left me,
you said you where to busy.
never had time for me.
i thought we where meant to be, you said you even wanted to marry me.
i though you chrished me.
but never mind, i was so blind,
i really fuckin tried, to make it all alright.
but no, i thought you were my sunlight,
to the darkest day, but no you wanted me to pay
for the damage you made.
i will never forget, no no
never, forget, should have treated me right.
you left me, remember, you where to busy.
for me.
i wish i could go back to you and say somethings,
i just kinda hope youre ok, i hope you are missin me.
wishing i would come back to you, but no you said we're through.
i want you to see what i went through, with you
youll never understand the pain i felt.
im like a board, i welt, never to be the same.
im on fire, like a flame, youll never understand the pain.
you put me to shame, you were aimmin i was the target.
you were the worst i ever had. you pulled me back,
i shouldve just left
ill never forget. you caused my pain, you took away my flame. not im all away.
never to be the same, help , lost, sad, hot, god, jesus, now, help, im bleedin, im gone
its all youre fault ,im sorry that im lost.
help, leave, me , to bleed, u were the key, im the lock, youre lost, cant be unlocked.
i hope one day, youll be found. just to be broken, opps another one, im done
ill never forget
ill never forget
R.I.P X , you will be forever missed
Man cant nobody point out a XXXTENTACION beat that dont go hard i love them all.
Love you, Jahseh
Rest in Paradise
STLMEISTA 🖤💙😭☝🏽R.I.P. Jahseh Dwayne Onfroy
SBD
Let me see/
Let me be/
Let me breathe/
Let me keep/
What nobody ever fucking saw in me/
Let me rewrite/
Just let me fight/
Godamm it just let me see some light/
I just want change/
I don't want fame/
I just want somebody to call a friend/
But please just don't be another fake/
Cause I don't wanna be in the same situation/
I've been making mistakes/
And if I continue
Then amma break/
Understand what you want won't be found in me/
Key word being me that's all I am/
Don't try to hand me a personality/
As if I'm your slave/
Cause inside I've been in a cage/
War constant wars waged/
And man died for the sake/
Of my well being/
Well with that being my state of mind/
I cried sleeping/
If I'm dying then who's leaving/
Who's fine scheming and lieing as long as I'm breathing/
And still outside deceiving/
Wether you find the demons/
And try to define what I leaving/
With each rhyme I'm dealing/
Cause confined I still bind the emotions with each rap kept glued to the soul/
Inside I still keep it in hold in my mind a kind time will
Keeps hold as we mold lives into images as perfect
From examples of people rich and famous who are clearly just as clueless
One day I hope to understand why we do this
Its like we've lost movement
And now why invision ourselves in the truest forms
But we lost motivation to become the demenstration of what sociotys should be/
we talk allot about it but hardly do shit/
We degrade woman and put men on top/
But even then we disgrinamte against a culture or group of people/
Like voltres seeking the courpses of all our peers/
Yet we don't see the end is near
When did it become one man for himself/
A vision of perfection we let our youth be separated by selfish leaders who wear masks underneath/
And kept in cages for ages/
Thinking we're half of the earths voice/
with our choice as people
Without us they couldn't keep us in a order they so seek/
And in some parts of the world we got people who wont speak cause they know deep inside they will know not to open up deep/
cause their voices are drowned in the noise/
They are only allowed to appreciate and here we debate over stupid shit
People still trying to dig up the past/
And trying to make a come back equals is what I will always be wether you move past it
And If you don't wanna deal with it then just pass from this world
I refuse to treat someone different because of my views or the color of the skin they were born with
Come back X we all miss your love and affection.
Dam bro , deep.
Soul deep
RIP X....You helped so many people, you werent just a rapper...you were an angel
Deep bro RIP XXX, u will be missed
Literally felt the emotion in this one bro! Crazy work!!
Appreciate that 🙏
Even being a deep emotional song, it kinda chills me
R.I.P. XXX
x is everything
Rip xxx we gone turn up for you brotha long live the youngin
Buried inside of my grave
I know I wasn’t brave
You were there for me mainly because
I wasn’t for myself.
I left my heart back on that old dusty shelf
My heart sunk in darkness
Wondered if life is worthless
I think that no one deserves inside insanity
All I’m tryna do is rap to this beat
Speaking emotions straight from the heart
Never thought we were gonna split apart
You were amazing
Them pretty ass blue eyes glazing
Your presence is so intense it has me shaking
No matter what I’ll always be waiting
My mind and my heart fainting
Girl come back
You were my love I need you back
MusicHub sacue
Hey how about you do this verse and I write a hook for this beat?
Good work bro
BEAUTIFUL.
This is soo good 😭
Rip X
so deep
🙏🙏
This beat is under rated like, this shit is actually really good. Idk how this didn't go viral.
Appreciate that man
probably cause his beat tag plays every fifteen seconds lmao if that wasnt there id like the beat but shit gets annoying frfr
Everyday I'm stuck with this sensational pain
Never thought my life without you would end this way
Take a bullet, shoot it straight through my brain.
I don't want to live no more
I'm tired of feeling so broken & sore.
God I'm coming your way please open the doors.
You haunt me with a curse
I thought you were my antidote
Stuck thinking you will come back, fuck I'm losing hope.
Should I rather die? or rather live?
When I die, I hope people will remember me
I just want too be happy, and set my soul free
You where my drug, you where addicting
Never thought that you where cheating.
Just take a rope, hang me up from the sky?
No questions, only god will tell you why
Give me 2 seconds, Because I'm alone, and I'mma die.
💔💔Goodbye💔💔
R.I.P X #LLJ 🕊
There’s no way to escape this pain, i’m forever imbedded to it.
i’ll hide from reality in the plainest way, nobody would ever catch on, even on the brightest days, on the flatest plains.
There was times i’ll pray for it to rain but it didn’t, my soul would burn with the sunlight.
Darkness is my bestfriend, we share a lot in common; our secrets would never come to light.
X we miss you :(
The story that the beat is expressing is powerfull.. kept me inside your mind for 4:12min.. Thank you
Deis Off Thank you for watching
Okay I see you! Rip to the big homie. Well made fam!
Too sick!
And I know I need to pray coz there ain’t no other option
This devil on my shoulder he’s filing with my conscious
Got so much I can’t say but theee feelings been erupting
I try to hold them down but these tears they just ain’t stopping
I love the beat 🔥
I see myself in s better life than i really amaby this deppresion really
Love it
Sigo down down cuando pequeño siempre soñaba con crecer siempre en mis sueños lo podía veía mi mundo desde otro punto de vista lejos de esta realidad la cual hoy vivimos
Nacemos crecemos nos reproducimos , nacer fácil es crecer no todos tienen el priviligio de crecer
Era niñito y soñaba con crecer pero no sabía que tanto iba doler esta vida la cual no viene con guia la cual día día tanto nos desafía
Feeling like im lossing control
Feeling like I'm lossing my hope
Feel like im just not me no more
Feeling like i just closed all of the doors
R.I.P X
RIP xxxtentacion
R.I.P love u bro
X was like a far distant brother to me
R.I.P LEGEND
RIP x u help me through a lot of hard time this one for u 💗💛💚💜👇💟
Dope shit
R.I.P xxx
man I cant take it, im feeling this way and I just cant shake it, when you give your heart to someone you love and they drop it and break it, no mistaking, this situation got my heart aching, everything that I had to give and they just kept on taking, leave me wasted, drugs dripping from my nose, I taste it,
I'm all alone in this world with nobody else that cares and I cannot face it.
how can someone possibly dislike this beat though??
I love his lo fi muaic so much.. it helped me whe ever i went through a depressive episode... Sad that he had too die honestly even though i waa never a fan really
great beat brother
def gotta use this one bro, non profit tho creds to you def
This beat isn't available to use for non-profit. Lease here: bsta.rs/mq951
Why'd you leave me so broken?
All these text but not a single one spoken,
Watch out everyone the beast has awoken.
Hood Games can I use this ? This is deep af
yes
Hood Games stfu
Hood Games kk
gonna purchase and put some shit behind this, i’ll keep you posted
Love the beat but man how many times do you gotta plug yourself?
Fire
i love this, there is so many ways to react to this beats. kinda similar to what PHVNTXM said, it literally bring out the emotion you.
chill
if i give you creds can i put something on this and post it to youtube? maybe send it to you first to see if you like it?
R i p xxx
Rip x
RIP
I cant be the only one...crying
this is sick man!!
Thank you man
Look check it look listen yuh people always told me stay in school get your education stay off these streets they aint good for you and i said ok so i stayed in school graduated high school and now its off to college damn why shit always gotta be so fucking complicated my life isn't all that amazing grew up without a father figure i lost my granda she nun passed away rip grandma then a few days later lost my cousin rip my cousin cj damn rip i love y'all i know y'all watching over me 😭😭 💯 i do this for y'all
RIP 😨😭😷
smooth🔥🔥🔥
💯💯
Rip Broo X :(
Fire 🔥🔥🔥
Rip X 💔
So many things left unsaid
So many things left undid
When I heard the news... I hid
And I wept
I don't do it that often
In the car, you finally slept
It made me wrecked
I just seen a 20 year old
With so much potential violently unfold
I hope you find peace below
And that people heard the good massages you've told,
they will never grow old
You've inspired so many,
Inspired me plenty
To get it off the chest.
You'll be missed X.
R.I.P.
#LLJ
#RIPMAC
#RIPLILPEEP##LEGENDSNEVERDIE
2018 has been a though yr so far
Can i use it in the future??? This is dope and i got an idea for this
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heres some of the lyrics I wrote to this beat.
I can’t take it, much longer.
My whole life, I’ve suffered.
Every day, I hunger.
I feel like, a loner.
Don’t lie, we are over.
You made it seem, like a friendly takeover.
Tho you know, time exposures.
It’s October, you said be sober.
She said when were older, we will be walking with a stroller.
Now that you’re gone, I get all walked on.
You were the one, to keep me carry on.
You’re the one I depended on, now I have no one.
I miss, your soft lips.
I miss, your kiss.
I even, miss your abyss.
I wish, I could give back our first kiss.
Excuse me miss, please don’t hiss.
Can we please, please just talk.
I had you, than I hit a rock.
R.i.p😩
They said when you die you fly its all in due time , new grind got me feeling like a sky scrapper in dubai , you shine amongst darkness break the chains that got you tied silver linings in the clouds keep me hopeful looking for blue skys but reality has captured me from a place where you ride and never ask questions. Even tho you know every story has two sides so no matter where your from your worth depends on how you grind like your related to the sun everybody gotta watch you shine.
I miss you x my entire album will be dedicated to you i promise. the world is hurting now that you're gone cause im still hurting.
R.i.p x
Yoooooda
Stories of a place beyonds clouds
Stuff that We can only dream about
Smiles
I haven’t in awhile
digging so deep
While I Watch the baggage pile
I think I’m disconnected
Since what’s happened as child
It’s crazy
Is everything that happens supposed to happen ..maybe
Lately
I’ve questioned a lot
Like why am I here
I feel so lost
so crippled with fear
Fuck a peer
Fuck a friend
Nobodies actually with you until the very end
Here a glass to the forget
The ones who death snuck up on
The ones without an option
The ones with one day left who dunno what today will cost em
In the eyes of a son, kid sees his mom she’s really depressed, she’s tells the kid the she just wants the world to be suppressed, son tries to help her move past her feelings but the step dad finds hurting her appealing, her son knows she’s thinking about letting go, she’s living in a world where’s shes trapped down deep in the snow, her pain is really starting to show, son really wants to help but daddy keeps on pushing her slow, the words are putting her mind before her heart, she’s at the point where she’s really falling apart, she walks to her room and gets the pills, she knows what she’s about to do, it’s giving her chills, her time is up she’s truly given up, she walks to the bathroom lays in the tub, deep down words kill, now she’s laying in the tub with a mouth full of blood and a hand full of pills, Rest In Peace
Yeah
Feel like it can't only be me
Hopeless thoughts
Thinking endlessly
Living every moment like I don't deserve it
Am I worth it?
Life is living so painfully
Running through the pain you see
Brighter days ahead only see em vaguely
Drugs to keep the thoughts at bay for me
Endlessly using my energy
I gotta headache from all the drugs in me
I feel great but i'm also dying painfully
Endless cycle someone's saving me?
I owe it to myself to be my own savery
Josh I like this 🔥& I feel ya😕
Heavy thoughts drip as the rain drops red and blue flash no cops
pills stay trippy yo mills get away from me filthy ya negative vibes
itching to kill me what grudge
you got against me meanwhile
I'm tipsy willing to lift you
ten feet c'mon and tempt me
Bully try and fail I can't take so I'm a drag ya to hell.
rip
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hey bud how much do you want for this beat
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i love less and regret more
cant move past what im upset for
....i told her everything
she dont listen but see a wedding ring
its fucked when a red herring
end up being what you expecting
she played the game and i played my part
it was picture perfect but far from art
the lies we paint had no truth in the colour
How do I go about purchasing this?
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What is the bpm on this?
Living that fast life I lost myself, probably wouldn't recognize me if I crossed myself, a product of this poverty that wasn't sold off a shelf, molded and tuned by a belt, isolated thoughts nowhere to turn nobody 2 help, heart turned cold
Plus thawed out and started to melt had 2 live my life 2 understand how I felt...
Te busco en cada persona que encuentro,
A veces creo que te olvido pero siempre vuelvo
Ya no soy yo, soy otro yo
Alguien que sabe valorar,
aye bro imma use this vid wont be monetized and ill give cred:)
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dope song to this beat "camp yola" - "Pittsburgh"
( 0:28 )
Life isn't always simple.
Let me give you an example.
At the age of 8, I felt like a fool.
Made sure my name tried to end very soon.
Mama had the need to make me an excuse.
I made an excuse for all this abuse.
At the age of 10, the anxiety came through.
My mind then decided to go far against me.
I went from normal to
Imagine these rappers were tight
Mumble rap was just a gag at the mic
Back in the the lab they were actually tight
Countin' stacks while gettin' a laugh at the hype
And these pill poppin rappers never dabble in vice
Sober and clean never sold crack in the night
Nice guys who rap tough but get dragged in fight
The type who won't stab but keep on grabbin' a knife
I'm just babbling facts, hope you handle advice
Don't diss me, you don't wanna gamble your life
Yeah I'm rambling but you can tell I'm actually tight
Damn it I just might hit a dab to the right
Like I'm coming from the dance of the night
These things happen, cause I happen to write
I'm still standing, bitch I stand at a height
That you can't fathom, so just pass on the mic
No ones gunna get in my way cause I won't let you
Yeah you're sick but I am on another level
I don't like you and I'm not gunna pretend to
I gotta great life that I need to attend to
It's "fuck you" and the people rollin' with you
I'm actually fine, you're the one with the issue
First time I do a show, I rage at the venue
And flex on my ex like the way I was meant to
I need Jennette McCurdy to fuck me
I wanted dirty sex with her since iCarly
We met at a meet and greet and it was lovely
She recognized me and I begged her to love me
You say I rap sad, I got one side that's ugly
Think I'm not savage, you must be a dummy
Got girls in different states there calling me hubby
Girl you'll get replaced if you start to get funny
It's about time I flex, I think that I deserve it
Been rapping for years barely scratching the surface
Been underground to long and now I'm emerging
Not stoppin' my music till Slim Shady heard it
I been crazy workin' on my daily urges
To give you nothing less than amazing verses
Get turnt at the club with the bottles you purchased
While I manifest every dream you been curvin'
That's real
I got mental issues, I cannot ignore this
Okay I could get help but I can't afford it
Shoutout to my mom for skippin' the abortion
Your son will be enormous
Everybody from Higley High please listen up
Thank you for telling me I should give up
You partied I worked and finessed a buzz
How does it feel to get left in the dust
Funny how you girls keep hittin' me up
Up in my DM's, like "when we gon' fuck"
Imma need you to get off of my nuts
The girls who curved me they turned into sluts
Don't say we're friends and don't wish me luck (aye)
I got my fans right here backin' me up (uh)
I turned to music and you turned to drugs
Get a look, this is what sacrifice does
Tried to be nice but it wasn't enough
I think I like the person I've become
Fuck your advice, I listen to my gut
And it's telling me keep fuckin shit up
I got so much anger that's inside me
I just wanna end you
Everybody's so quick to judge me, but
Don't know what I been through
I've been locked all alone inside of my room
Showin' the world what my pen do
I say whatever I feel I'm unapologetic
I give a fuck if I offend you
Fans writing me "Sik, I'm so sick of the booing
We wanna hear that raw bump in the trunk music"
I got this beat by homage and got right to it
I've been up all night just so I can write to it
Whys it feel like you don't realize that I'm human
I have feelings to and I feel Imma lose it
Got anger pent up, please don't tell me to cool it
I harnessed my emotions and then I use it, like
Oh my God, I think I'm, gunna show you more, than you can see
All my probs, in my mind, slow me down because they run deep
All this time, you thought I, was in my bed, but I can't sleep
All my life, I felt like, no one could truly love me...
Could truly love me...
Yeah...
I did like it at first I did, but then it fell off at the end and I was in the zone and I had to stop for a second cuz I was like that's how they going to do it but it's a badass beat though
ripx
my fav rapper have gone to sky
그저 울리는 내 목소리
넌 몰라 이 가칠
수 많은 끄적임이
겨우 한 단얼 뱉지
I got money on my mind
But my pain is showing right though
I got words in a line
That doesn’t mean they rhyme to you
I got heart for the game
That doesn’t mean I’m the starting few
You say I got dreams
But that means different things
I’m fucking different queens
It's the ones, you truly love, they'll just leave you in the dust, they don't really give a fuck, that's why drugs are my best friend, lic and weed every night, (I, can't, fight, this, depression, took, over, my, mind,)2x living life, want to die, hope I over dose Tonight, (want to cry)2x wish my dad, could just come back, feeling sad, take, a gun, (blow, my brains,)2x (good, bye,)2x