Fully understood. I drive in silence. Walk in silence. Eat in silence. Alone and silent. Wide berth. Lots of tea, chocolate, time in nature, & vids like this to remind me I am not alone. Winter is hardest, and the holidays slayed me. Be gentle with yourself in your season of healing. And keep going.
Me too, my friend. My own family members would be inwardly laughing with glee as they watch me die a slow and painful death. Of course, they would shed some fake tears on the outside, but would be inwardly celebrating.
I can't keep my mouth shut and I'm cussing a LOT now, every time they try to push me around. And then they act shocked and start telling others how "mean" I am with the potty mouth, so now they never try it twice. I get a new batch every time I leave the house and drive to town. These are literal demons.
@@mr.r2362 I think there is a certain group of people who are brianwasd what i call engrammatic disassociation. and also allot of enablers. this world is a mix and god is a dj.
They want their foot on our necks and then say we deserve it, we put it there. We looked out for them, prayed for them, helped them get jobs,made them look legit and they didn't do the same with us. They lied about us. Only Jesus had our backs.
Have people in your life and get drug into their dramatic BS. OR live a life of solitude and be bored.... Guess which one i picked? Which is why im always on YT watching stuff like this!
Sometimes you need to become cold because it might be part of Gods plan. I used to be very caring but at every turn I got mistreated and disrespected. After I said enough things got better. Some of those who hanged up on me got theirs and maybe it was all part of them reaping what they sow.
The timing of the topics of your videos is crazy to me. I currently am also in a phase where all the trauma from my entire life is suddenly coming back to me after recently having experienced abusive situation after abusive situation and it honestly feels like not only did it rip out my heart but also a part of my soul. I don’t know if I will ever fully heal because there will always come along a new donkey that bites on the new grown "healed" grass and triggers that trauma response in me. I‘m glad I found your channel, it’s honestly like therapy to me. It gives me some relief to know that I‘m not the only one who‘s been through abuse and suffering. Keep up the great work.
Hang in there. Clean house and the people that are meant to be in your life, Jesus Christ will supply. I’ve experienced it myself for years & now I have ONE friend but I can say is definitely a friend.
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” (Psalm 34:18) “The Lord works righteousness and justice for all the oppressed.” (Psalm 103:6) “Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone.” (Romans 12:17) “Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: ‘It is mine to avenge; I will repay,’ says the Lord.” (Romans 12:19) “Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.” (Ephesians 4:32) “Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse.” (Romans 12:14) “Do not be misled: ‘Bad company corrupts good character.’” (1 Corinthians 15:33) “Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.” (Proverbs 4:23)
I just watched that dog movie, where the dog meets a kind and gentle man at a train station, and slowly the man becomes the dog's entire world, so much so that the man passed away at work, and the dog spent the rest of his life at the train station waiting for him. It's based on a true story. I watched it and wept the whole time. I feel like we genuine ppl are much like the dog, we devote our existence for this thing we call life, whatever that means, and sure the sun will eventually shine again and there will be some good days in between, but the love and happiness are gone, and we wait in delusion till that day comes when we can leave this sick and cold world.
I'm only taking accountability for MY actions, not the actions of others. That being said, they never do. They blame you instead. I'm tired of hearing how nice people should blame themselves for not setting boundaries as if we are living in an elementary school and people don't know how to treat others the way they want to be treated. Super lame.
Well said. People are so evil these days. Everybody uses narcissistic tactics to get WHATEVER they want. To feel HOWEVER they want. Everybody is a psychotic freak show now.
@@1YzeWhoaman6821 it's always blaming the victim. Never the abuser. It's prevalent in our society. I'm doing my best not to blame myself anymore. It's not my fault people are self obsessed, envious and stupid. 😂
We have this feeling on the narcissistic destroys our soul it’s because they had no souls to begin with. And they look at you and us and they say he’s a free thinker. He can’t have any independence. He must be like me cold and empty. But the narcissist is a work of the devil, and the devil never succeed in ripping out the heart of a true believer . I think that deep down the narcissist wishes they could feel and love, but they don’t know what that is, so they always turn away from the truth. I know that you never get into depth about your personal experiences with these people and your family, but getting it out as a part of the healing process and I think that we could heal from listening you heal.
Yeah, but I get why he doesn't. It's like ripping open old wounds to even talk about some things. You have to relive it every time you retell it. Sometimes, it's best to just leave it.
I feel you, my heart used to be so full now it feels like baren wasteland - granted I'm isolated without any meaningful relationship rn that probs adds to it
TT, You’re a young guy knee deep in this cold dystopian social media drivin timeline. Empathy is a sign of weakness rather than the attribute that it truly is. I remember a different dynamic. Simple face to face interactions. Quality friends and quality friendships. It’s difficult to articulate in a few sentences but things are so different.
We all go through the same trials and tribulations in life when it comes to someone ripping your heart out your chest. Nothing hurts worse when the heart is hurt by betrayal. The good side of it is once we make it through the storm. It’s one of the hardest life lesson that we endure. Once we recover from the pain; our senses are able to recognize the narcissistic behaviors of others. I’ve learned to stay my distance from people but I still offer the goodness of my heart to those that come across my path. ❤
Keep eating on that fruit of the Holy Spirit..those 9 essentials fill you back up again. As impossible as it may seem.. with God, all things are possible. Take your time, no rush, but keep eating it, digesting it, and you will grow the most joyful muscles for a most purposeful experience, it will be natural, and you will praise the Lord because of it!
Thank you for your transparency. Appreciate you sharing your message. Comfort, healing, appropriate renovation, and rejuvenation from the Lord be upon you. In his name.
One of the most important lessons in lfe one can learn, if you know for sure and more so if you know deeply for sure that you're a "good" individual: The rest of the world will always disappoint if you expect it to be 1/100th as good as your normal sense. This is so important, that it needs to be considered in all you do, if you wish to do things with a wise aura about it. I encourage everyone to double down on learning this truth. You will be far, far better off for it. If you are a younger individual, say in teens or early adult - if you keep this in mind, a whole lot of heartbreak will be avoiding. People are not as good as your vision in their mind of them is. They never are. If you find the outlier, don't let him or her go regardless of capacity: Friend, lover, coworker (if you quit or get fired, keep the coworker in your life), etc... so on and so on. This is not a pessimist viewpoint. It is an intelligent viewpoint on how to navigate life in way that most "good" people would consider "successful" and rightfully so.
@KP4tt I'm sure by now, all of us have been counseled about "radical acceptance". That's what they finally tell ya after all else fails. And eventually, you figure out, they never had the answer to begin with.
I know what you mean, it feels like you don't know how to feel anymore. An emptiness. Know that an empty room just means new things to furnish your life with. New loves, New hobbies, New ways of living your life. God is a restorer and when an old house needs renovations the old has to be removed. Healing is a journey.
The absolute worst day of my life was in 2005 when I realized that there wasn't a person or thing on this earth that could fill the void in my soul. I realized that God is the only One who is capable of touching my soul to the point of healing. I didn't know it at the time but it actually set me free to the point that I don't expect anything from human beings except ego driven games to extract what they can out of me. Now my focus is to do what I can to make this world a better place rather than "do" to get my needs met and I'll do this until I have no more days on this earth and hope that when my time comes to leave this earth I'll be able to walk and talk with the One who was with me every step of the way while I was here. And even if not, this isn't a bad way to live as I have more peace and serenity now than I did when I was tangled up in other people's hell and wrestling with them to get what I needed and vice versa.
Break away, grieve & heal. You'll find Murican society is too far up its own arse to even have noticed another casualty amongst its narcissistic fog. But, you'll find an unexplored color out of space, so to speak, where your creativity and happiness can not only exist; but finally SPREAD ITS WINGS.
The chemicals in your body are changing, and your brain is being rewired. It's tempting to go back to the chaos because you are used to being in trauma bonds.
Well, your testimony and others in the comments remind me that I am not alone. And I'm certain there are other people all over the world struggling with similar things, and even, much, much worse.
I was listening to a sermon on “taking offense “ and how it robs you of your blessings. I thought, how can I not take offense to the narcissist when they are so mean and rude? But, I am trying it, not taking their egregious and hypocritical behavior personally and having a good time by doing something else. Praising every day that I don’t hear from them 😅
Yes you can rebuild your heart and strength over time. Personally i went on to watch most of my aggressors ' lives destroyed by God, fate, karma etc again after some time.
Hang in there. I know how it feels. I trust my Father and his word. I’m jus tired of the “good” people being taken advantage of. How we are singled out.
1:29 I know that exact feeling when something reminds me of what people have done to me in the past. I feel cold across my back, shoulders and chest and I feel weak.
Hi, I used to get the same. If you can, do some jigsaw puzzles. I did that for a month and it healed me. What you are getting is a form of brain dysregulation and jigsaw puzzles help heal that imo. At least it helped me.
Come to the Philippines, not consciously looking for romantic love. You will find warmth (both climate and people). You'll find cheer. Your heart will thaw. Then You'll find your humanity again. Then you discover you are smiling most of the time, very much like the people here.
Brother, this hits home! When you mentioned tv, mind wide blown! Your sentiment felt…prob best walk alone! Speaking reality, speakers wall phone! Speakers are pickin up the resonance. Appreciate you brother, God Bless
Great points. It's the Dark Night of the Soul. It's a spiritual growth phase. How long it lasts is however long it takes to grow. You might have several in your life. You'll emerge from the aridity and darkness. You'll be stronger after wrestling with the angel...more mature.
49:00 My Mom was like that I never understood, but thinking about life sometimes I am shocked I am even still here, so I understand now how people cannot move forward. Or its like no one wants to boast of plans because life is so uncertain. I think everyone is starting to feel like they cannot make plans or get hyped up about the future anymore.
Allot of what you see feel i discovered 2 and im learning from you and feel less allone in such kind of thing like this life and with people and about my soul heart spirit... this year i become 39 pff... i believe in God since 13 because of a bde... Just found your channel since yesterday thanks. . greetings from the Netherlands
I hope you're feeling better now the same happens to a lot of us life is cruel sometimes but don't worry you'll be fine you look like a good guy don't pay to much attention to people by now you know how they are hope you feel better tomorrow !🤗🎊💥🎇🌟🎉💫✨
I feel like you’re going through a spiritual awakening. Look it up. Some people go through it and don’t end up changing or resolving it and they say that’s where depression can come from. I think every chosen one has to go through at least one
Jewish pride 🇮🇱🤝🌈 Gay pride. Because pride is only one thing. Humility is the root of all virtue; it contains all virtue within it. Pride is the root of all sin; it contains all vice within it. Learn of me, because I am meek and humble of heart, and your soul will find rest in me. Praised be Jesus Christ ✝️
Watched the whole video. There is another take on this on the spiritual sense, but I am not sure if you are or even want to open yourself to that thought. And that is the concept of Loosh, which is what we are here to generate. If you are open to it, but please don't if you are not mentally open to the spiritual idea of this, you can check out my 6 part podcast named Soul Trap Prison Planet, especially episode 4 where I talk about Loosh.
@@wildanimus2559 so true.. it's like a movie with no villains.. we would leave the theatre ...lol.. PS i knew i was in for a wild ride when the moment i came out of the womb the doc slapped me [ i was born when they did that
Fully understood. I drive in silence. Walk in silence. Eat in silence. Alone and silent. Wide berth. Lots of tea, chocolate, time in nature, & vids like this to remind me I am not alone. Winter is hardest, and the holidays slayed me. Be gentle with yourself in your season of healing. And keep going.
Silence is golden
Poetry, you have nailed it my friend.
Same here. Even family did it. Friends, relationships. 100% Truth Tiger. You are right.
fam is in church too
it hurts the most when family does it. just awful.
In my case, some people wanted me unalived. But I'm still here, and I will be here until God says otherwise.
Amen me too
Glad you're still here. It's kinda fun to exist out of spite. 👍😂❤
Eff em. What was it about you?
Same here, bro. They succeeded at unavailing my step brother. They tried the same with me; they have not won. Keep up the good fight
@@dennisrobinson8008 for me its simple. I did my job rather than kiss ar$e. Simple as that.
There’s only so much someone can take.
People are mostly mean.
Good people have had enough!
Me too, my friend. My own family members would be inwardly laughing with glee as they watch me die a slow and painful death. Of course, they would shed some fake tears on the outside, but would be inwardly celebrating.
I can't keep my mouth shut and I'm cussing a LOT now, every time they try to push me around.
And then they act shocked and start telling others how "mean" I am with the potty mouth, so now they never try it twice. I get a new batch every time I leave the house and drive to town.
These are literal demons.
Now only feel empathy for animals and nature, not for humanity
thats exactly how i feel
You don't mean that, there are also good people out there.
Relatable. If all you see are the rotten ones it's hard to see it any other way.
@@mr.r2362 I think there is a certain group of people who are brianwasd what i call engrammatic disassociation. and also allot of enablers. this world is a mix and god is a dj.
People that are being theyre true genuine self are the ones that are being attacked big time .
Yes, we absolutely are.
They want their foot on our necks and then say we deserve it, we put it there. We looked out for them, prayed for them, helped them get jobs,made them look legit and they didn't do the same with us. They lied about us. Only Jesus had our backs.
They are in their truth too.
Have people in your life and get drug into their dramatic BS.
OR live a life of solitude and be bored....
Guess which one i picked?
Which is why im always on YT watching stuff like this!
Same here
I've had to learn to prefer my own company and I prefer it as everyone else I know is 2 faced toxic and are users
When good people do nothing ,evil prevails.
Exactly.
Yup. Good one
Big time!
Sometimes you need to become cold because it might be part of Gods plan. I used to be very caring but at every turn I got mistreated and disrespected. After I said enough things got better. Some of those who hanged up on me got theirs and maybe it was all part of them reaping what they sow.
The bigger the heart, the bigger the target. So be real smart and make sure you guard it
It is so bad so horrific it is literally not even human
I agree. There is something seriously evil going on.
@@michaeltaylor-xf6yo This is the only explanation that makes sense.
The timing of the topics of your videos is crazy to me. I currently am also in a phase where all the trauma from my entire life is suddenly coming back to me after recently having experienced abusive situation after abusive situation and it honestly feels like not only did it rip out my heart but also a part of my soul. I don’t know if I will ever fully heal because there will always come along a new donkey that bites on the new grown "healed" grass and triggers that trauma response in me. I‘m glad I found your channel, it’s honestly like therapy to me. It gives me some relief to know that I‘m not the only one who‘s been through abuse and suffering. Keep up the great work.
Me too. I feel like I can never heal, cause I just get keep getting knocked back, in some way or the other. Love to us both ❤❤
Hang in there. Clean house and the people that are meant to be in your life, Jesus Christ will supply. I’ve experienced it myself for years & now I have ONE friend but I can say is definitely a friend.
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” (Psalm 34:18)
“The Lord works righteousness and justice for all the oppressed.” (Psalm 103:6)
“Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone.” (Romans 12:17)
“Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: ‘It is mine to avenge; I will repay,’ says the Lord.” (Romans 12:19)
“Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.” (Ephesians 4:32)
“Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse.” (Romans 12:14)
“Do not be misled: ‘Bad company corrupts good character.’” (1 Corinthians 15:33)
“Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.” (Proverbs 4:23)
I just watched that dog movie, where the dog meets a kind and gentle man at a train station, and slowly the man becomes the dog's entire world, so much so that the man passed away at work, and the dog spent the rest of his life at the train station waiting for him. It's based on a true story. I watched it and wept the whole time. I feel like we genuine ppl are much like the dog, we devote our existence for this thing we call life, whatever that means, and sure the sun will eventually shine again and there will be some good days in between, but the love and happiness are gone, and we wait in delusion till that day comes when we can leave this sick and cold world.
I'm only taking accountability for MY actions, not the actions of others. That being said, they never do. They blame you instead. I'm tired of hearing how nice people should blame themselves for not setting boundaries as if we are living in an elementary school and people don't know how to treat others the way they want to be treated. Super lame.
Oh, I LOVE YOUR COMMENT. 👍💯❤
@kristenmarie9248
Thank you sweetie. Happy New Years to you.
@@1YzeWhoaman6821 You're so welcome. Happy New Year, and blessings to you.
Well said. People are so evil these days. Everybody uses narcissistic tactics to get WHATEVER they want. To feel HOWEVER they want. Everybody is a psychotic freak show now.
@@1YzeWhoaman6821 it's always blaming the victim. Never the abuser. It's prevalent in our society. I'm doing my best not to blame myself anymore. It's not my fault people are self obsessed, envious and stupid. 😂
This describes very many people who were in my social circle. I was nothing but a convenence for so many.
We have this feeling on the narcissistic destroys our soul it’s because they had no souls to begin with. And they look at you and us and they say he’s a free thinker. He can’t have any independence. He must be like me cold and empty.
But the narcissist is a work of the devil, and the devil never succeed in ripping out the heart of a true believer .
I think that deep down the narcissist wishes they could feel and love, but they don’t know what that is, so they always turn away from the truth.
I know that you never get into depth about your personal experiences with these people and your family, but getting it out as a part of the healing process and I think that we could heal from listening you heal.
Yeah, but I get why he doesn't. It's like ripping open old wounds to even talk about some things. You have to relive it every time you retell it. Sometimes, it's best to just leave it.
I feel you, my heart used to be so full now it feels like baren wasteland - granted I'm isolated without any meaningful relationship rn that probs adds to it
TT,
You’re a young guy knee deep in this cold dystopian social media drivin timeline. Empathy is a sign of weakness rather than the attribute that it truly is.
I remember a different dynamic.
Simple face to face interactions.
Quality friends and quality friendships.
It’s difficult to articulate in a few sentences but things are so different.
We all go through the same trials and tribulations in life when it comes to someone ripping your heart out your chest.
Nothing hurts worse when the heart is hurt by betrayal.
The good side of it is once we make it through the storm.
It’s one of the hardest life lesson that we endure.
Once we recover from the pain; our senses are able to recognize the narcissistic behaviors of others.
I’ve learned to stay my distance from people but I still offer the goodness of my heart to those that come across my path.
❤
I feel the exact same way...all of this..
Thank you Brother...this last week ive had intense bad feelings about the past.
Love thy neighbor 2nd greatest commandment. Love ❤
Keep eating on that fruit of the Holy Spirit..those 9 essentials fill you back up again. As impossible as it may seem.. with God, all things are possible. Take your time, no rush, but keep eating it, digesting it, and you will grow the most joyful muscles for a most purposeful experience, it will be natural, and you will praise the Lord because of it!
Ik the feeling bud u are not alone ❤
Your analogies for the heart are exactly how I feel.
Thank you for your transparency. Appreciate you sharing your message. Comfort, healing, appropriate renovation, and rejuvenation from the Lord be upon you. In his name.
"prison of obligations" exactly dude
One of the most important lessons in lfe one can learn, if you know for sure and more so if you know deeply for sure that you're a "good" individual: The rest of the world will always disappoint if you expect it to be 1/100th as good as your normal sense. This is so important, that it needs to be considered in all you do, if you wish to do things with a wise aura about it. I encourage everyone to double down on learning this truth. You will be far, far better off for it. If you are a younger individual, say in teens or early adult - if you keep this in mind, a whole lot of heartbreak will be avoiding. People are not as good as your vision in their mind of them is. They never are. If you find the outlier, don't let him or her go regardless of capacity: Friend, lover, coworker (if you quit or get fired, keep the coworker in your life), etc... so on and so on. This is not a pessimist viewpoint. It is an intelligent viewpoint on how to navigate life in way that most "good" people would consider "successful" and rightfully so.
I want nothing to do with their emptiness and discontentness
You are not alone friend.
That's why there's nothing like staring at a relaxing live cam and having a fresh homemade coffee and sitting in your chair alone.
The problem is that it shouldn't be that way.
@KP4tt I'm sure by now, all of us have been counseled about "radical acceptance". That's what they finally tell ya after all else fails. And eventually, you figure out, they never had the answer to begin with.
I know what you mean, it feels like you don't know how to feel anymore. An emptiness. Know that an empty room just means new things to furnish your life with. New loves, New hobbies, New ways of living your life. God is a restorer and when an old house needs renovations the old has to be removed. Healing is a journey.
the squeezed the caring out and destroy trust and faith in humanity
The absolute worst day of my life was in 2005 when I realized that there wasn't a person or thing on this earth that could fill the void in my soul. I realized that God is the only One who is capable of touching my soul to the point of healing. I didn't know it at the time but it actually set me free to the point that I don't expect anything from human beings except ego driven games to extract what they can out of me. Now my focus is to do what I can to make this world a better place rather than "do" to get my needs met and I'll do this until I have no more days on this earth and hope that when my time comes to leave this earth I'll be able to walk and talk with the One who was with me every step of the way while I was here. And even if not, this isn't a bad way to live as I have more peace and serenity now than I did when I was tangled up in other people's hell and wrestling with them to get what I needed and vice versa.
This is where I’m at now. I have literally nothing left in my life but my bond with the Holy Spirit.
Break away, grieve & heal.
You'll find Murican society is too far up its own arse to even have noticed another casualty amongst its narcissistic fog.
But, you'll find an unexplored color out of space, so to speak, where your creativity and happiness can not only exist; but finally SPREAD ITS WINGS.
The chemicals in your body are changing, and your brain is being rewired. It's tempting to go back to the chaos because you are used to being in trauma bonds.
Oh snap! Facts
Well, your testimony and others in the comments remind me that I am not alone. And I'm certain there are other people all over the world struggling with similar things, and even, much, much worse.
The world is a vampire
The first lyrics of a great song😂!
I was listening to a sermon on “taking offense “ and how it robs you of your blessings. I thought, how can I not take offense to the narcissist when they are so mean and rude? But, I am trying it, not taking their egregious and hypocritical behavior personally and having a good time by doing something else. Praising every day that I don’t hear from them 😅
The best advice I ever got to heal from the past was someone told me to Return To Sender. All the shame and guilt belongs to them.
Yes you can rebuild your heart and strength over time. Personally i went on to watch most of my aggressors ' lives destroyed by God, fate, karma etc again after some time.
I've really started to appreciate your videos thank you for uploading
Thanks so much, I appreciate you
Life sucks after you take the blinders off. You are forced to deal with the truth. But it gets better, just totally different
I love you, bro. I mean that.
Macus said either become a hermit or be stoic to the 🎪 of 🤡 s.
Hang in there.
I know how it feels. I trust my Father and his word. I’m jus tired of the “good” people being taken advantage of. How we are singled out.
1:29 I know that exact feeling when something reminds me of what people have done to me in the past. I feel cold across my back, shoulders and chest and I feel weak.
Hi, I used to get the same. If you can, do some jigsaw puzzles. I did that for a month and it healed me. What you are getting is a form of brain dysregulation and jigsaw puzzles help heal that imo. At least it helped me.
@Blessed1283 I really appreciate that recommendation - thank you.
@@Algernon451 you are welcome:)
Come to the Philippines, not consciously looking for romantic love. You will find warmth (both climate and people). You'll find cheer. Your heart will thaw. Then You'll find your humanity again. Then you discover you are smiling most of the time, very much like the people here.
Can I come
@ yes, even just once. You'll not regret it.
Brother, this hits home!
When you mentioned tv, mind wide blown!
Your sentiment felt…prob best walk alone!
Speaking reality, speakers wall phone!
Speakers are pickin up the resonance. Appreciate you brother, God Bless
Say the Joy of the Lord is my strength, he maketh me to overcome..sorrow will flee away..taste and see that the Lord is gracious..
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby. - janis joplin (1968)
Great points.
It's the Dark Night of the Soul. It's a spiritual growth phase. How long it lasts is however long it takes to grow. You might have several in your life. You'll emerge from the aridity and darkness.
You'll be stronger after wrestling with the angel...more mature.
☄️ thanks for sharing this all with us
This is super valuable perspective stuff. Keep marching 🤘
✌️
i can relate to this after been subjected to mental abused by the probation service in uk
A great grief of your former life and the reality of people come to light
Totally relatable. Thank you for the lovely video.
49:00
My Mom was like that I never understood, but thinking about life sometimes I am shocked I am even still here, so I understand now how people cannot move forward. Or its like no one wants to boast of plans because life is so uncertain. I think everyone is starting to feel like they cannot make plans or get hyped up about the future anymore.
I feel you Sweetie 🤍
SAME I’M NUMB.
Living a simple life.
_ keep faith _
059 lol I watched a whole series with the TV off.😂❤
Allot of what you see feel i discovered 2 and im learning from you and feel less allone in such kind of thing like this life and with people and about my soul heart spirit... this year i become 39 pff... i believe in God since 13 because of a bde... Just found your channel since yesterday thanks. . greetings from the Netherlands
I hope you're feeling better now the same happens to a lot of us life is cruel sometimes but don't worry you'll be fine you look like a good guy don't pay to much attention to people by now you know how they are hope you feel better tomorrow !🤗🎊💥🎇🌟🎉💫✨
Real.
I feel like you’re going through a spiritual awakening. Look it up. Some people go through it and don’t end up changing or resolving it and they say that’s where depression can come from. I think every chosen one has to go through at least one
Hope you are doing well G.
im my head i wish em good luck on the rat race
READ PROVERBS AND PALMS...🤔😏🤗
"Psalms" We really don't want him reading palms. 😅
@sunnyd4734 wth???
Nice channel Tiger👍🏻
Dang mang, actually made a video on this about a week ago. Feel you man. Enjoy the videos.
Can't let them do it 🤍
Jewish pride 🇮🇱🤝🌈 Gay pride.
Because pride is only one thing.
Humility is the root of all virtue; it contains all virtue within it.
Pride is the root of all sin; it contains all vice within it.
Learn of me, because I am meek and humble of heart, and your soul will find rest in me.
Praised be Jesus Christ ✝️
Infragurd watch list. Anything for money right.
I feel the same way, but I do feel a lot of pain. What is Devin’s channel called?
What is it you do. ? 😮
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id leave a comment but im stalked
🫂I hear ya
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10:26 yea selfish
Early 💚
Watched the whole video.
There is another take on this on the spiritual sense, but I am not sure if you are or even want to open yourself to that thought. And that is the concept of Loosh, which is what we are here to generate.
If you are open to it, but please don't if you are not mentally open to the spiritual idea of this, you can check out my 6 part podcast named Soul Trap Prison Planet, especially episode 4 where I talk about Loosh.
No, turn to Jesus Christ not Alchemy
without drama life would be boring.. embrace the suck my lovely ☕😀
Lol, at least, it seems we experience more personal growth after these harrowing valleys we go through. You just can't see it while you're in it.
@@wildanimus2559 so true.. it's like a movie with no villains.. we would leave the theatre ...lol.. PS i knew i was in for a wild ride when the moment i came out of the womb the doc slapped me [ i was born when they did that
999 it g, its wut I did
Tt yet again playing victim