no matter what you think, you are an artist. this song music describes feelings i forgot about. you have emotionally affected me. no matter how popular you get after this, know you are already an artist and you have already achieved the point of art.
you are the reason i make audio pieces. i wish for people to relate to what i experience. my purpose as an artist has already been fulfilled, and i am so thankful for you. 💙
dont know how this popped up in recomendations but this has got some seriosly interesting instrumentation, really pretty cool, love how the strings keep it goin steady. Nice work here
It's 10:45 feels like 11:00 Crippling side effects of my mindset Keep me paralyzed Cigarette smoke is burning my eye lids Misery, isn't pain sedative? How to realize? I'm so sorry Endless pain. Running through the dark I might stand cold No sense of what home is
@@Everinnsian I disagree with how they went about that but im pretty sure it says "I'm suffering In endless pain" I don't know about any other lyrics, its hard to hear clearly
You can really feel the heart in this music, I think you hit the mood you wanted dead-on. It's very bittersweet and nostalgic, can't wait to listen to more from you :)
Whenever I first found you, i went to your most popular song on youtube and found this. I don’t know why I never gave it a full listen. I’m glad I did because this is like top 3 from you. I now know to always listen all the way through your songs no matter what I think off the start.
Cheated on me, raised a baby for 10 months i thought was mine, i loved both of them so much, i still do, her first words were dada. I had to get that off my chest
This hits hard bc my “home” life has always been just fighting and yelling watching my mom and now ex stepdad throw things across the room and hit each other, my grandma and mom get in fights everyday and my family nvr was together except for those holidays just to look good for the rest of the family, mom wasn’t even part of my life much bc she hung out with her abusive ex husband and abusive druggy boyfriend and so this song does hit hard for me fuck I wish I knew what it was like to have a family they don’t even feel like my family they just feel like the ppl in forced to live with just bc I came out of this random woman
@@hAYch.SL.KC.R I couldnt find them on spotify, but on one of their newer videos they responded to someones comment saying theyll be posting their debut album on Spotify on December 23 so im waiting till then !!
As the sun rose he felt a certain comfort in all the uncertainty, it wasn't the "not knowing" that gave him peace but knowing that the sunrise was there for him to see. Knowing that it wasn't going to leave, that it'd be there a little higher in the sky an hour later.
This just came up randomly on my recommendations this morning. I love the crackling/static over the top. I don't usually listen to this sort of music but I played the whole thing! Keep producing!
really reminds me of Phil Elverum, it's beautiful. It really makes me feel accepted in the sense of understanding it's ok to feel the wan one is supposed to feel. It makes me feel connected to someone or something. it's amazing.
It's 10:45, it feels like 11:00 Crippling side effects of my mindset Keep me paralyzed Cigarette smoke is burning my eyelids Misery is a painful sedative Oh to be alive I'm suffering an endless pain Running through the dark I'm lost and cold No sense of what home is
It's 10:45 it feels like 11:00 十點四十五感覺像十一點 Crippling side effects of my mindset 我的慣性思維帶來的致殘的副作用 Keep me paralyzed 讓我無法動彈 Cigarette smoke is burning my eyelids 香菸熏灼著我的眼皮 Misery is a painful sedative 慘劇是令人痛苦的鎮靜劑 Oh to be alive 喔 活著 I'm suffering 我在受苦 An endless pain 無盡的折磨 Running through the dark 奔跑著穿過黑暗 I'm lost and cold 我很迷失 很冷 No sense of what home is 不知道家是什麼感覺
To anyone who truly feels like this, I just wanna say god loves you and has home for you. He wants to be your friend and help you. Call on him, turn to him today. Ask Jesus to forgive you and come into your life. And he will. God bless you guys
Gözyaşların akan yağmur Sellerin götürdüğü yıkım Yalnızlığa açılan kapı Biraz düşünmek için Sakince duruşunu düzelt Biraz nefes almak için Bütün herşeyin üstünü ört Yeşilimsi bir akşam Sevgisiz bir yaşam
Bir dostum vardı Yüreği pamuktan bir kale Bir sıcaklığı vardı Hiç üşütmeyen Bir derdi vardı ben Bir dostum vardı Başı benim gölgemde Göğsünü bana yaslayıp dinleyen Onu kurtarabilseydim O ve ben değişebilirdik Onu yakalayabilseydim Umutlarımız daim olurdu Ona ulaşabilseydim Bu acısına son verebilirdim Bir dostum vardı Hiç unutmadığım Ve onunda beni unutmadığı Huzurla uyuyor Beni izliyordur umarım Bazen sadece aklıma geliyor Onun bakışı
Could anybody comment the lyrics, please? I'm a non native speaker and it's hard for me to completely understand what this song is about, yet I' feel like I fell in love with it already((
it's 10:45 it feels like 11:00 crippling side effects of my mindset keep me paralyzed cigarette smoke is burning my eyelids misery is a painful sedative oh to be alive i'm suffering an endless pain running through the dark I'm lost and cold no sense of what home is. thank you for listening 💙
@@ativansocial absolutely no hate toward your vocals, reminds me a lot of duster/valium aggelein, it's good stuff! the instrumental is so striking as well, id love to have that too
im so thankful for all of your comments and every single one of your views. you guys are the best.
I thank you for this masterpiece
thank you so much
This gives me the same feeling as being guilty you stayed up too late but also being happy to watch the sun rise.
That’s all I live on. Regrets with positive memories
@@nikolasspringisnt that life?
Ugh I hate the sun rise
Used to feel this with her, now it’s just me
@@shmeagol only when u remember mornings wit bad memories
no matter what you think, you are an artist. this song music describes feelings i forgot about. you have emotionally affected me. no matter how popular you get after this, know you are already an artist and you have already achieved the point of art.
you are the reason i make audio pieces. i wish for people to relate to what i experience. my purpose as an artist has already been fulfilled, and i am so thankful for you. 💙
dont know how this popped up in recomendations but this has got some seriosly interesting instrumentation, really pretty cool, love how the strings keep it goin steady. Nice work here
“my body burns with the shame of not belonging.” beautiful song, good job.
It's 10:45 feels like 11:00
Crippling side effects of my mindset
Keep me paralyzed
Cigarette smoke is burning my eye lids
Misery, isn't pain sedative?
How to realize?
I'm so sorry
Endless pain.
Running through the dark
I might stand cold
No sense of what home is
They're wrong
Edit: ty for trying tho
@@aVRy_ What are the correct lyrics then?
@@Everinnsian I disagree with how they went about that but im pretty sure it says
"I'm suffering
In endless pain"
I don't know about any other lyrics, its hard to hear clearly
You can really feel the heart in this music, I think you hit the mood you wanted dead-on. It's very bittersweet and nostalgic, can't wait to listen to more from you :)
thank you so much. 💙
Whenever I first found you, i went to your most popular song on youtube and found this. I don’t know why I never gave it a full listen. I’m glad I did because this is like top 3 from you. I now know to always listen all the way through your songs no matter what I think off the start.
i'm thankful you decided to listen all the way through, your kind words and support mean everything to me
Perfect song to listen to while sitting under an overpass in the middle of the night.
i couldn't relate to something more
Cheated on me, raised a baby for 10 months i thought was mine, i loved both of them so much, i still do, her first words were dada. I had to get that off my chest
Getting major "Life is Strange" vibes. Love it
Same to you and this is my favourite game too 🦋
This hits hard bc my “home” life has always been just fighting and yelling watching my mom and now ex stepdad throw things across the room and hit each other, my grandma and mom get in fights everyday and my family nvr was together except for those holidays just to look good for the rest of the family, mom wasn’t even part of my life much bc she hung out with her abusive ex husband and abusive druggy boyfriend and so this song does hit hard for me fuck I wish I knew what it was like to have a family they don’t even feel like my family they just feel like the ppl in forced to live with just bc I came out of this random woman
God pls tell me this stays on the album when its out on spotify, absolutely absolutely absolutely crazy thank you for making this
do you have any idea who this is, i tried finding the spotify account but couldn’t
@@hAYch.SL.KC.R I couldnt find them on spotify, but on one of their newer videos they responded to someones comment saying theyll be posting their debut album on Spotify on December 23 so im waiting till then !!
im so thankful for your kind words. this is one of eight pieces on the album 💙
@@ativansocial whats the name of your spotify so I can follow it so I get notified when the album comes out?
@@Zackh339 i have the same name on every platform, 'ativansocial'. thank you for enjoying :)
Hello, this was on my feed. I needed it. You make good music, keep doing so.
adding this to my playlist, your voice is beautiful man, keep going.
Major flatsound vibes, I actually love this so much.
flatsound is peak music and i could say the same about ativansocial for sure
As the sun rose he felt a certain comfort in all the uncertainty, it wasn't the "not knowing" that gave him peace but knowing that the sunrise was there for him to see. Knowing that it wasn't going to leave, that it'd be there a little higher in the sky an hour later.
you're so goddamn talented, can't wait to see you make it one day
didn't know quite how to respond to this. thank you for giving me some hope. 💙
You tube recommending me gem; I liked it so much.
reminds me a little of wishing, it's very lovely
i love when youtube recommends some super underground music
Bless you for sharing your art with the world Ativan. May the algorithms bless you
i am incredibly thankful to even have reached you. 💙
beautiful, simply beautiful.
This just came up randomly on my recommendations this morning. I love the crackling/static over the top. I don't usually listen to this sort of music but I played the whole thing! Keep producing!
02/05/1993 - 03/16/2022
I miss you Leeanna.🖤💜🌹
really reminds me of Phil Elverum, it's beautiful. It really makes me feel accepted in the sense of understanding it's ok to feel the wan one is supposed to feel. It makes me feel connected to someone or something. it's amazing.
absolutely beautiful. this is bittersweet and i love it
finding the pieces, and picking them up. finding the pieces, and picking them up.
Amazing music, truly incredible.
I'm nostalgic for the days i was homeless. I was starving, hanging on by a thread, below me was a bottomless black pit. But I was so, so free.
I have a feeling this is gunna blow up, seems to be popping up in a lot of people's recommendations this morning. I was here at 510 views 😎
god damn this is amazing; sobbing at 2 am.
I need this to be 30 minutes long at least. It makes me feel sad happy.
too real. thank you for making this. continue to make dope content and the money will follow.
same vibe as the guy playing royals on trombone to attract cows over the horizon, except we are the cows
I like it! Probably low roar took me here.
blessed by the algorithm again! this brings me comfort
this is Music. i feel cozy and lonely and guilty and bittersweet. i am in love and ripped apart.
very slowcore, very evocative, very soulful, awesome work!
I wanna listen the song to while smoking in the middle of the night.
What I want to say is that this song is so amazing!!!
No sense of my home. Profound.
when a song hits harder than your father-
Now you popped out, been looking for you
I definitely know what it feels like to not feel like your at home. I want to feel home
this made me feel. Thank you.
This artist has alot to say, and music is their canvas ❤ amazing music. At the moment, this is my favorite song ❤❤❤
i love this song bro
I don’t want this ending
I love it
❤❤ Sending love
It's 10:45, it feels like 11:00
Crippling side effects of my mindset
Keep me paralyzed
Cigarette smoke is burning my eyelids
Misery is a painful sedative
Oh to be alive
I'm suffering an endless pain
Running through the dark
I'm lost and cold
No sense of what home is
this is beautiful
I have too many problems, and the only person I have left gave up on me. What now....
And he was right all along.
I love your music so much
This song found me or was that the other way around 🙉🙈🙊.
Wow, love the vibe of this one! Is it true you are putting an album out? I would definitely support it. Good luck man 👍
i am planning to release a small album of audio pieces just like this on december 23. thank you so much for listening and good luck to you! 💙
here before this blows up so i can ask to sample it
you have all rights to sample any of my audio pieces 💙
It's 10:45 it feels like 11:00
十點四十五感覺像十一點
Crippling side effects of my mindset
我的慣性思維帶來的致殘的副作用
Keep me paralyzed
讓我無法動彈
Cigarette smoke is burning my eyelids
香菸熏灼著我的眼皮
Misery is a painful sedative
慘劇是令人痛苦的鎮靜劑
Oh to be alive
喔 活著
I'm suffering
我在受苦
An endless pain
無盡的折磨
Running through the dark
奔跑著穿過黑暗
I'm lost and cold
我很迷失 很冷
No sense of what home is
不知道家是什麼感覺
To anyone who truly feels like this, I just wanna say god loves you and has home for you. He wants to be your friend and help you. Call on him, turn to him today. Ask Jesus to forgive you and come into your life. And he will. God bless you guys
rlly pretty sounding
sounds like johnny goth
rough month, this song struck a cord
I like your stuff bro
this guy is gonna be big
Amazing, I need to show my friend this
is it possible for the instrumental version?
Idk how I got here but I like it
This is truly lovely
Gözyaşların akan yağmur
Sellerin götürdüğü yıkım
Yalnızlığa açılan kapı
Biraz düşünmek için
Sakince duruşunu düzelt
Biraz nefes almak için
Bütün herşeyin üstünü ört
Yeşilimsi bir akşam
Sevgisiz bir yaşam
turk var mi?? ?!??!?!?!?
this is pretty great
I don’t even have one haha
life
Kapaktaki resmin ses bulmuş hali.
Bir dostum vardı
Yüreği pamuktan bir kale
Bir sıcaklığı vardı
Hiç üşütmeyen
Bir derdi vardı ben
Bir dostum vardı
Başı benim gölgemde
Göğsünü bana yaslayıp dinleyen
Onu kurtarabilseydim
O ve ben değişebilirdik
Onu yakalayabilseydim
Umutlarımız daim olurdu
Ona ulaşabilseydim
Bu acısına son verebilirdim
Bir dostum vardı
Hiç unutmadığım
Ve onunda beni unutmadığı
Huzurla uyuyor
Beni izliyordur umarım
Bazen sadece aklıma geliyor
Onun bakışı
turk var mi?? ?!??!?!?!?
achingly beautiful
This is really good
Could anybody comment the lyrics, please? I'm a non native speaker and it's hard for me to completely understand what this song is about, yet I' feel like I fell in love with it already((
it's 10:45
it feels like 11:00
crippling side effects of my mindset
keep me paralyzed
cigarette smoke is burning my eyelids
misery is a painful sedative
oh to be alive
i'm suffering
an endless pain
running through the dark
I'm lost and cold
no sense of what home is.
thank you for listening 💙
@@ativansocial tyyy and tysm for creating this masterpiece 💓
Keep grinding 🔥
Wherever you sleep is home atm
wow this is amazing
Great
beautiful
Anyone know of an instrumental upload anywhere?
i thought about making an instrumental version (i don't like vocals). i'll release it as soon as I can 💙
@@ativansocial absolutely no hate toward your vocals, reminds me a lot of duster/valium aggelein, it's good stuff! the instrumental is so striking as well, id love to have that too
@@imcarsick i just now uploaded the instrumental. i had no idea i had the original audio still and im sorry it took so long :(
@@ativansocial No worries, I really appreciate you going through that effort :D
pretty
thank you for this
so real.
Wow i found a new treasure
Nice
thank you
needs some 909s otherwise this is sick
here before it goes viral 🤝
hii do u have a spotify??
i am dropping my debut album on spotify december 23!
@@ativansocial yayy
Man life is hard. I don’t know what to do but end it. Shits so ughhh lol
life is so difficult. i may not know you, but i love you and i will pray peace for you and a way out of what you're experiencing. 💙
lets work.
Damn
Emo Charlie over here
pretty sure someday it'll blow up...
♥