I need to let it out rn it’s 4am I have no friends rn, we’ll ever do I, but I lost him but that’s the thing idk if I did, I lost him but idk if I lost HIM, yk the first day we EVER TALKED it was a click, I knew this one was gonna hurt, ik we’re not supposed to think like that, but everything comes to an end and that’s the truth, but with him I don’t see an end, we’ll I do actually, I can’t lie to myself anymore, ik he DOESNT like me anymore even tho he says he does you asked him if he still loves you and he said yes Savannah but the way he’s treating you and acting towards you says different, yk u deserve better yk you do, but you don’t wanna admit that to yourself you don’t i have no idea why HE DOES NOT TREAT YOU GOOD WHY ARE SO IN LOVE WITH HIM I DONT GET IT, but I am and I can’t change that, he knows I love him, and he knows I’m wrapped around his finger and I hate it but I just don’t know how to hide how much I truly love this guy it’s very on and off with him some days he’s telling me he loves he’s never gonna leave me, that’s I’m so much to him, that’s he’s never gonna stop loving me, then other days I get a “hi” and that’s it or I get a “stupid bich” or I I get a “you weird ass” I’m so lost with him I try and communicate with him but it’s always “you’re taking it to far” or “it’s not the deep” BUT IT IS TO ME AND YOU DONT REALIZE THAT JESSE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS HOW YOU FEEL, ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS WHAT YOU THINK, Im always aware of your emotions and how you would take certain things I say or do but with you, you can give TWO FUCKS ABOUT HOW YOUR WORDS IMPACT ME BC ITS “not that serious” and ofc me I just let it slide like always, I can’t say “I’m done with you” Bc I’m never gonna be able to be “done with you” I love you, I really do I’ve never EVER felt this way for anyone in my life and well it’s obvious I’m writing ina fuckin comments section ona yt video of a song that describes you or “US” igz idk if their is a “us” but the point in this is to let it out since I can’t to him anymore he doesn’t care what I have to say BUT THE THING IS WHY DO YOU CARE IF I MOVE ON THATS WHATS HOLDING ME BACK, I posted my FRIEND cuz he’s always their for me so I just wanted to show how appreciative I am of him and you got mad at me bc I posted him, but you make it seem like you don’t like me SO IM LOST I need clarity from you either clarity or closer I wanna know if this is something you actually genuinely want or just to stop trying, I need to know jesse plz just text me make it known on how you want us to end up being like.
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I need to let it out rn it’s 4am I have no friends rn, we’ll ever do I, but I lost him but that’s the thing idk if I did, I lost him but idk if I lost HIM, yk the first day we EVER TALKED it was a click, I knew this one was gonna hurt, ik we’re not supposed to think like that, but everything comes to an end and that’s the truth, but with him I don’t see an end, we’ll I do actually, I can’t lie to myself anymore, ik he DOESNT like me anymore even tho he says he does you asked him if he still loves you and he said yes Savannah but the way he’s treating you and acting towards you says different, yk u deserve better yk you do, but you don’t wanna admit that to yourself you don’t i have no idea why HE DOES NOT TREAT YOU GOOD WHY ARE SO IN LOVE WITH HIM I DONT GET IT, but I am and I can’t change that, he knows I love him, and he knows I’m wrapped around his finger and I hate it but I just don’t know how to hide how much I truly love this guy it’s very on and off with him some days he’s telling me he loves he’s never gonna leave me, that’s I’m so much to him, that’s he’s never gonna stop loving me, then other days I get a “hi” and that’s it or I get a “stupid bich” or I I get a “you weird ass” I’m so lost with him I try and communicate with him but it’s always “you’re taking it to far” or “it’s not the deep” BUT IT IS TO ME AND YOU DONT REALIZE THAT JESSE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS HOW YOU FEEL, ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS WHAT YOU THINK, Im always aware of your emotions and how you would take certain things I say or do but with you, you can give TWO FUCKS ABOUT HOW YOUR WORDS IMPACT ME BC ITS “not that serious” and ofc me I just let it slide like always, I can’t say “I’m done with you” Bc I’m never gonna be able to be “done with you” I love you, I really do I’ve never EVER felt this way for anyone in my life and well it’s obvious I’m writing ina fuckin comments section ona yt video of a song that describes you or “US” igz idk if their is a “us” but the point in this is to let it out since I can’t to him anymore he doesn’t care what I have to say BUT THE THING IS WHY DO YOU CARE IF I MOVE ON THATS WHATS HOLDING ME BACK, I posted my FRIEND cuz he’s always their for me so I just wanted to show how appreciative I am of him and you got mad at me bc I posted him, but you make it seem like you don’t like me SO IM LOST I need clarity from you either clarity or closer I wanna know if this is something you actually genuinely want or just to stop trying, I need to know jesse plz just text me make it known on how you want us to end up being like.
All of a sudden you're not into me...
This, it was switch from one day to the next, and the text make it obvious it’s crazy
@@savannahflores1717 bae I hope you are doing better