strange books for strange people pt. 2

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  • Опубликовано: 9 сен 2024

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  • @quinni241
    @quinni241 Месяц назад +180

    Books Mentioned
    Art & Lies by Jeanette Winterson (2:30)
    The Collector by John Fowles (5:12)
    Prairie, Dresses, Art, Other by Danielle Dutton (7:11)
    The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger (9:15)
    Tender Is the Flesh by Augustina Bazterrica Translated by Sarah Moses (11:03)
    The Sleep Watcher by Rowan Hisayo Buchanan (13:15)
    The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories by Angela Carter (15:09)
    Betty Blue by Philippe Dijan Translated by H. Buten (15:57)
    Pale Fire by Vladimir Nabokov (17:58)
    Lovebug by Daisy Lafarge (19:29)

    • @cuteprograstinator9970
      @cuteprograstinator9970 Месяц назад +1

      Thank you Quinn!

    • @bethysbarn
      @bethysbarn Месяц назад +2

      Thank you sweetie! 🥰❤️❤️ always appreciate that you do this for us ❤❤❤

    • @elluuas
      @elluuas 24 дня назад

      tyyy

  • @beckitbeckit
    @beckitbeckit Месяц назад +210

    everybody say THANK YOU DAKOTA

  • @anchxrheart
    @anchxrheart Месяц назад +84

    i was literally just thinking how i need to read more books that give me this kind of vibe. how ... strange. 👀

  • @krystianpiotrowski3676
    @krystianpiotrowski3676 Месяц назад +43

    Anything by Clarice Lispector (The Passion According to G. H. and her wonderful short stories!) or Hélène Cixous - the way they play with words and ideas is pure mental equilibristics. Highly recommended.

    • @2wicebittten
      @2wicebittten Месяц назад +3

      yes i've always ben surprised to see that dakota has never read or talked about lispector!

    • @drbenway612
      @drbenway612 Месяц назад

      Lispector sucks.

  • @melyibarra809
    @melyibarra809 Месяц назад +43

    Another strange book is Chlorine by Jade Song and also any book by Mariana Enríquez

  • @fnrlrlcs
    @fnrlrlcs Месяц назад +22

    One of my favorite books is the "Novel with Cocaine" by M. Ageyev (I read it in the original language, because I am, unfortunately, from Russia, but I hope there is some good translation). It's like the "Catcher in the rye", but the main character is actually disgusting (unlike Holden, he's just a sad kid), but you love him so much.
    Another book that I think about a lot is "Voyeur" by Francesca Reece. A wonderful strange unpleasant book, it's so dear to my heart.

    • @HerbBrid3
      @HerbBrid3 Месяц назад +2

      You influenced me, I’m adding these to my list

  • @Ink_Spills
    @Ink_Spills Месяц назад +24

    The Bloody Chamber is my new favorite book. It's so good!

    • @yasminmaley2237
      @yasminmaley2237 Месяц назад

    • @whoroborous
      @whoroborous Месяц назад

      I'm almost finished with her book, 'The Infernal Desire Machines of Doctor Hoffman' aaaand - it is WILD.. Angela Carter is the best. Whenever I'm in between books and I just need a rest, I read a story or two of hers and get reinvigorated 🙃 so many books on this list are bangers

  • @nel5559
    @nel5559 Месяц назад +4

    This needs to be a recurring series of videos. I'm begging you!!! These strange books and those to do with feminine rage are my favourite genres!!!

  • @scottwareham6987
    @scottwareham6987 Месяц назад +8

    Great list! Some more strange books:
    The Killjoy - Anne Fine
    The Sheltering Sky - Paul Bowles
    High Rise - JG Ballard
    Ice - Anna Kavan
    The Wind-up Bird Chronicle - Haruki Murakami
    Piercing - Ryū Murakami
    Any short story by Ryūnosuke Akutagawa, but in particular, Spinning Gears. Wow...
    Enjoy, and all the best :)

    • @whoroborous
      @whoroborous Месяц назад +3

      Anna kavan ❤❤❤ I've read almost all of these -- great taste bub ! I'm going to have to grab the ones I haven't, ty for the list

    • @scottwareham6987
      @scottwareham6987 Месяц назад +1

      You're most welcome :)

    • @wakjagner
      @wakjagner 21 день назад +1

      I'm always surprised that Murakami isn't on these weird book lists more, particularly things like Kafka on the Shore or Wild Sheep Chase or Hard-boiled Wonderland.

  • @MB-hc9tk
    @MB-hc9tk 13 дней назад +1

    ❤ love these recommendations thank you Dakota
    weird books I enjoyed : like water for chocolate -Laura esquivel
    Lonely castle in the mirror - mizuki tsujimura
    The glutton - a.k blakemore
    North woods - Daniel mason

  • @dinoxels
    @dinoxels Месяц назад +18

    the collector sounds batshit insane I wanna read that

    • @sezonaupaklu
      @sezonaupaklu Месяц назад +1

      i read it last year and i can confirm its batshit insane and its my favourite book ever

    • @solitarianihilista1454
      @solitarianihilista1454 Месяц назад +1

      I also read it last year and can recommend it though I found it more disturbing than outright batshit (but if I'm in the mood for batshit I usually pick up an early Iain Banks). Suffice to say I don't think a single publisher would touch The Collector today.

    • @a-yam943
      @a-yam943 Месяц назад +1

      It’s really not, but that’s not a bad thing. It’s just two people recounting the same crime but from their perspectives

  • @garysczerbaniewicz5951
    @garysczerbaniewicz5951 24 дня назад +2

    John Fowles.....Yes!!! The Magus is my favorite!!!

  • @ashthepsychic
    @ashthepsychic Месяц назад +3

    I love this list! I'm definitely adding all these books to my tbr because your taste is just immaculate.

  • @arekkrolak6320
    @arekkrolak6320 Месяц назад +4

    I know Catcher in the Rye is such an important book for US readers but I don't know personally even one person who would say he really enjoyed it or connected with it personally

    • @scottboyd3838
      @scottboyd3838 28 дней назад

      Tell that to Mark David Chapman

    • @kaamkic
      @kaamkic 26 дней назад +1

      It was me. I connected with it on such a deep level. I was an angsty teen when I read it though. I should read it again.

  • @lenaheitmann4500
    @lenaheitmann4500 Месяц назад +6

    I would definitely recommend more Angela Carter especially the Magic Toyshop also Bear by Marion Engel is a very weird book

  • @laindarko3591
    @laindarko3591 Месяц назад +5

    If you haven't already seen it, you'll probably really enjoy The Company of Wolves (the film adaptation of Angela Carter's short story of the same name). Carter was actually heavily involved in the movie's creation so it captures the spirit of her work so well

  • @NZAnimeManga
    @NZAnimeManga Месяц назад +2

    Ohh nice, thanks for the strange recs! Added lots of 'em to my TBR

  • @vieb9742
    @vieb9742 Месяц назад +2

    Love the recommendations, thank you! I'm a V. C. Andrews fan and have reread Flowers in the Attic several times over the years. The whole series is dark gothic strange family dynamics. Heaven by the same author is also a must if you do enjoy this author. The strangest book you could ever read by Andrews is My Sweet Audrina.

  • @Angels-3xist
    @Angels-3xist Месяц назад +1

    Normally I feel a certain amount of reticence about being openly weird or being drawn to it, but this honestly filled me with a redundantly and oddly strange pride for both. Alot of people live for that weird feeling and these seem like excellent examples. I also feel a similar way about campy movies, which also deserve much more attention. I would very much like to know what your true feelings are on Catcher in the Rye. If nothing else just to work the feelings out. Glad to find your channel. Love the energy.

  • @ninja_boy
    @ninja_boy Месяц назад +1

    I've watched so many book tube videos over the years, and I think this is the first time I've ever heard John Fowles mentioned. Love The Collector, and The Magus is one of my all-time favorites. I recommend The French Lieutenant's Woman and The Ebony Tower as well!

  • @fairy4734
    @fairy4734 Месяц назад +2

    I highly recommend “Master and Margarita”. It’s an absolutely stunning ( and undoubtedly peculiar) Russian novel.

  • @andreasj647
    @andreasj647 Месяц назад +5

    My bank account despises this video.
    But I love it, so who cares?

  • @jimbabwe6561
    @jimbabwe6561 8 дней назад

    Just found your channel yesterday and have been catching up on your recommendation videos. Nice! I recently got hooked on strange and disturbing literature too and have always felt drawn to art that explores the darker side of identity. Perfume is one of my favourite books. Have you read Lolita by Nabokov? I would also recommend Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahnuik, and Poppy Z. Brite’s short stories, or Exquisite Corpse (goriest thing I’ve ever read). I’m currently reading American Psycho which also fits this strange dark literature genre!

  • @NovelFindsByKassi
    @NovelFindsByKassi Месяц назад +1

    Absolutely love John Fowles. The Collector was the first one by him I've read. Weird and haunting and strange.

  • @Masestro682
    @Masestro682 Месяц назад +2

    Thank you, Dakota 🧸! I’m going to watch part 1 as well. I reckon I might resonate with The Catcher in the Rye and love bug. Excellent recommendations!

  • @gabona0
    @gabona0 Месяц назад +1

    girl, if you liked the collector you will LOVE the magus by the same author!! this is one of the strangest book i’ve ever read and also one of the most captivating and beautiful book, i would recommend it so very much!!

  • @mikaela__
    @mikaela__ Месяц назад +3

    i dont know if you have read it, but i think our share of night by mariana enriquez should qualify to strange books pt. 3 if you ever make that!

    • @mikaela__
      @mikaela__ Месяц назад +1

      okay i just looked at the comments and i'm the third person recommending her 💀sorry i have no original thoughts

  • @vnthe4177
    @vnthe4177 Месяц назад +1

    insert "I'm insane. I'm crazy. asylum" tiktok here

  • @multiverser9585
    @multiverser9585 8 дней назад

    I recommend The Bomb by Frank Harris. A German immigrant arrives in America in the late 1880s to seek adventure, gets taken advantage of in harsh New York conditions such as almost dying from the bends while helping to dig bedrock for the Brooklyn Bridge, goes to Chicago, falls in love with an intriguing woman, becomes a radical activist, handcrafts a bomb, tests the prototype from a boat on the lake with his girlfriend then uses the next one as a terrorist in a riot called The Haymarket Affair. Hitchcock could have made a masterpiece out of this twisted tale.

  • @bananasplit3805
    @bananasplit3805 Месяц назад

    I love that both strange books recommendation videos start with a book that features a pomegranate in its cover.

  • @HappyG1lm0re
    @HappyG1lm0re Месяц назад +2

    Haven't read a bad book from your lists yet. I would give anything to read The Collector or Frankenstein again for the first time.

  • @lenaboerboom8256
    @lenaboerboom8256 Месяц назад +1

    If you like insane novels I’d also recommend Dutch literature. All the books we have to read for school are so depraved and shocking that I never quite liked them, but if you’re into that it’s definitely worth a shot.

  • @hy.a.cinthh
    @hy.a.cinthh Месяц назад +1

    thank you lady dakota 🙏 been in a bit of a reading slump lately, but watching your videos help exponentially.

  • @DanClapp
    @DanClapp День назад

    love how you say icky lol

  • @everettroberts6860
    @everettroberts6860 Месяц назад +2

    The Collector is so good. I also thought the movie was a good adaptation.

  • @jacquelinestauffer5796
    @jacquelinestauffer5796 Месяц назад

    I agree with you about Betty Blue. Excellent. Beautiful and heart breaking movie (and book).

  • @Indie_witch10
    @Indie_witch10 Месяц назад +2

    I found a signed copy of Art and Lies at the Goodwill in perfect condition for like..3 bucks and now I’m so happy I bought it:) thank you!

  • @Asuki3905
    @Asuki3905 19 дней назад

    I am loving your strange books series and I hope you'll be continuing the series! Subbed!
    Also, for a strange read, I highly recommend Cursed Bunny by Bora Chung. A collection of short stories with magical realism, horror, and science fiction. I read it at the beginning of the year, and it is still living rent-free in my head!

  • @elisabethn3913
    @elisabethn3913 Месяц назад +1

    I was just thinking how much I love your shirt, and then you said you were annoyed by it😂 You look great! And thank you for the list🫶🏻

  • @melyibarra809
    @melyibarra809 Месяц назад +6

    I needed this

  • @JamesHopkins-on3mv
    @JamesHopkins-on3mv Месяц назад +1

    Stones Of Summer by Dow Mossman,written in early seventies. Sweeping,poetic epic of postwar America from late forties to late sixties.

  • @Erica-jn1pq
    @Erica-jn1pq Месяц назад

    This channel is such a gem! So many new books now on my tbr list. Thank you!

  • @heyehyemoboy
    @heyehyemoboy Месяц назад

    TENDER IS THE FLESH!!!!! i actually have not shut up about that book since i read it, agustina bazterrica is a phenomenal writer

  • @Stephanie-hl7lo
    @Stephanie-hl7lo Месяц назад

    I had to order Lovebug was[ just delievered the other day, I can't wait to read it!

  • @arantxaarbulu8322
    @arantxaarbulu8322 Месяц назад +1

    I read the collector because you recommended it and it is one of my favorites now ! ❤

  • @Defied_-vw2jz
    @Defied_-vw2jz 3 дня назад

    5:40, 🎶 Tiger Army - I Am The Moth 🎶

  • @daphne4983
    @daphne4983 Месяц назад +1

    I have The Coloured Land by Chesterton. I tjonk first edition but anyways from the 30s. It has all these interesting pictures. Still need to read it.

  • @InNegative1
    @InNegative1 26 дней назад

    Anything by Charlee Jacob. Very much enjoying Season of the Witch right now.

  • @AdamFishkin
    @AdamFishkin Месяц назад

    One of my favorite directors, William Wyler, filmed an adaptation of The Collector in 1965. It was already intriguing, but your description of the plot and mood has convinced me to bump it closer to the top of my shoplist. As far as I know, the only earlier major work to study a psychopath's POV is The Stranger by Albert Camus. (Though the distinctions between psychopath and sociopath need to be sorted out before I say for sure.)
    The Catcher in the Rye is a well-crafted book, but the usual discourse around it annoys me because people place Holden on a pedestal. I cherish any time I find another reader who recognizes Holden for the immature, self-absorbed and messed-up kid he is because that's actually far more interesting. The events of the book take him down a peg, and that's where Salinger's storytelling shines.
    Nabokov writing a long-form poem, while I wasn't aware of it, is not the least bit surprising. Nabokov did many things in his career, but I'm fairly certain that following trends was never one of them. The use of annotations as a storytelling layer reminds me of the postmodern books that appeared during my youth: Jonathan Stroud's Bartimaeus Trilogy (a fantasy series) and Mark Z. Danielewski's House of Leaves (a gothic horror).

  • @lukebeall1
    @lukebeall1 Месяц назад

    Catcher in the Rye is just awful. Its no wonder why Salinger became a recluse

  • @chibha96
    @chibha96 Месяц назад +1

    I like the names of these books as I have never heard/read them. Here's my views on the John Fowles book story, a man kidnaps a girl and there is confusion and disturbing. I'm just thinking in alternate setting - how would it be if a woman kidnaps a boy. I think it will be funny and chaotic. Tender is the flesh is a weird title for a book and I think those who understand animals/meat eating/violence/human nature can relate with book. I think these books will be good inspiration for movies and video games.

    • @chrystianaw8256
      @chrystianaw8256 Месяц назад

      How would a woman kidnapping a boy be funny?

  • @paisley9782
    @paisley9782 Месяц назад

    Betty Blue is one of my all time favourite movies. Beautifully sad.

  • @random.oddities
    @random.oddities 18 дней назад

    The algorithm decided to gift me with Strange Book channels today and I'm wondering why. It's not a bad thing, just strange.

  • @scottboyd3838
    @scottboyd3838 28 дней назад

    City of Bohane by Kevin Barry was an odd one for me, the language used is perplexing but riveting

  • @baharalgun6891
    @baharalgun6891 28 дней назад

    I am in love with catcher in the rye ❤❤❤

  • @veek4788
    @veek4788 Месяц назад

    If you liked Betty Blue you should try Elle by Djian as well! Really fantastic (but I lowkey think the movie is better).

  • @magicalife3
    @magicalife3 26 дней назад

    theres nothing like Pale Fire

  • @joejs7659
    @joejs7659 Месяц назад

    I read Mysteries by Hamsun recently and it quite resonated with me, would say it fits the ‘for strange people’ category. A damn fine book it is tough, especially if one can read it in the native.

  • @SteamyPMcGee
    @SteamyPMcGee Месяц назад

    I enjoy your strange books series. I've read and liked several from both and it is lovely to be reassured that I am strange and likely to have a good time with the rest of the list!

  • @MegDion
    @MegDion Месяц назад

    THANK YOU!!! Love all your videos

  • @melissaaugust7016
    @melissaaugust7016 Месяц назад +6

    Thank you! You are the first person I have heard anyone mention THE COLLECTOR, I love this book

  • @mothvenom
    @mothvenom Месяц назад

    i just read the bloody chamber by angela carter... highly recommend!!!

  • @bhangrafan4480
    @bhangrafan4480 10 дней назад

    If you aspire to be a strange person, it is not enough to read strange books. You need to write one.

  • @blazing_orchids
    @blazing_orchids Месяц назад

    a strange book i would like to recommend is "Innocence" by Jane Mendelsohn. My friend lent it to me in like 8th or 9th grade, the main character is a 14 year old going through the horrors of puberty, emphasis on horror. There may or may not be vampires. But the thing my friend told me that had me sold is there's a tea party where all the teacups have blood in them with tampons in them like teabags.

  • @thundercheeks1989
    @thundercheeks1989 Месяц назад

    The push I needed to take The Collector off the shelf. Thanks!

  • @DelishDiarrhoeaX
    @DelishDiarrhoeaX Месяц назад

    Subscribed this channel.. literally such a vive .. tysm for the recommendation

  • @natashakoli9341
    @natashakoli9341 Месяц назад

    Omg i remember you recommending The collector about a year or two ago which is when I started following your journey. Thats a sign i need to pick it up!! ❤

  • @gabrielmiller4176
    @gabrielmiller4176 Месяц назад

    “But of bliss and glad life there is little to be said, before it ends; as works fair and wonderful, while they still endure for eyes to see, are ever their own record, and only when they are in peril or broken for ever do they pass into song.”

  • @stefan3876
    @stefan3876 Месяц назад

    Thank you so much for the vlog!!!! 🎉🎉
    I am overjoyed seeing you first thing on my notification ☺️☺️💓💓

  • @14suryashi
    @14suryashi Месяц назад

    You are one of my favs on this app, I am so so glad I discovered you ❤

  • @davidhatred7275
    @davidhatred7275 Месяц назад

    read the bloody chamber and the collector this year, the collector made me so sad at the end! ever read the manuscript found in saragossa by jan potocki?

  • @letsichigo
    @letsichigo Месяц назад +2

    i've had a copy of the collector on my shelf that i 'borrowed' from my mom, it's her copy from the 60s, on my bookshelf for years! it feels weird to hear someone mention it because i always assumed it was some out of print obscure book LOL

  • @anamariamolnar11
    @anamariamolnar11 Месяц назад

    Can I just add one more Angela Carter recommendation? I read The Infernal Desire Machines of Dr Hoffman last year and it was so absolutely bizarre and funky and dark yet funny, it would fit so well in this list!

  • @rustyshackleford1875
    @rustyshackleford1875 Месяц назад

    If you ever get chance, there’s a wonderful British 1965 adaptation of The Collector starring Terrence Stamp that’s well worth a watch. Not as good as the book but still a great film.

  • @HakimALIGHT
    @HakimALIGHT Месяц назад

    John Fowles’ The Magus is one of my favorites. I think it’s better than The Collector.

  • @gerilamce9399
    @gerilamce9399 Месяц назад

    Betty Blue is soooooo amazing! I would include "Evil Angels" by Pascal Brückner. The original title in french is "Lunes de Fiel" and there's also a movie by Polanski based upon it called "Bitter Moon". It fits the list for sure and the book is amazingly written.

    • @gerilamce9399
      @gerilamce9399 Месяц назад

      also if anyone is going to read my comment and decides to read the book... thank me later!

  • @raymondfitzgerald-kuhl5976
    @raymondfitzgerald-kuhl5976 22 дня назад

    Thank you Dakota

  • @jimmycryz
    @jimmycryz Месяц назад

    If you want to read a book that feels like a fever dream but in good way, read Untold Night and Day by Bae Suah. The feeling of Deja Vu that this book gives is amazing.

  • @Snailslow69
    @Snailslow69 Месяц назад

    Read piers Anthony's short story In The Barn and see if its tone is the same as Tender is the Flesh, cause your description reminds me of it.

  • @martinhawrylkiewicz2025
    @martinhawrylkiewicz2025 Месяц назад

    Hi there...Just came here to say I really like your channel since I love to read as well. And thank you for producing great content. I am always looking for book recommendations like the classics or gothic, something quirky to lose myself on a rainy day.

  • @saratarnociova
    @saratarnociova Месяц назад +1

    everytime you start talking i have to stop the video and run to my notebook because I am hit by a tornado of inspiration. and everytime it shocks me

  • @Ccthesloth
    @Ccthesloth Месяц назад

    I just read Cecilia by K-Ming Chang and that is very strange and beautifully written (lots of imagery and mentions of bodily fluids though). It is about obsessive love and girlhood so very Dakota coded ❤

  • @laurenschenck5355
    @laurenschenck5355 Месяц назад

    Tender is the flesh definitely adding it to my TBR ❤😊❤

  • @anu-hz4be
    @anu-hz4be Месяц назад

    yessss strange nonfiction, too!!

  • @wmegfsiry
    @wmegfsiry Месяц назад +1

    If anyone knows a strange books for strange girls (poetry edition) pls tell me, you'll help me greatly 😗

    • @nanam6403
      @nanam6403 Месяц назад

      Averno, Louise Glück (if you like Greek mythology)

    • @chrystianaw8256
      @chrystianaw8256 Месяц назад

      Ooh that's a great idea! I would start with Anaïs Nin

  • @andrewhawes5541
    @andrewhawes5541 Месяц назад

    Have you read "marabou stork nightmares" by Irvine Welsh? It's a bit violent and strange.

  • @laurenschenck5355
    @laurenschenck5355 Месяц назад

    Love bug sounds adorable and wonderful book 😊❤😊

  • @daphne4983
    @daphne4983 Месяц назад +3

    I so hated catcher in the rye.

  • @laurenschenck5355
    @laurenschenck5355 Месяц назад

    Love ur book recommendations so much Dakota ❤😊❤

  • @JediJuniper92
    @JediJuniper92 Месяц назад

    I feel like The Butterfly Garden might have been inspired by The Collector.

  • @HanonSama
    @HanonSama Месяц назад

    Speaking of strange books for strange people, I've been looking for this book since I read it in High School, but I only vaguely remember the plot, the title I can't remember for the life of me- but it's one of those books one gets deeply attached to and it becomes part of your personal lore? Any who, the spotty plot I remember is there's a girl/young woman as the main protagonist and her grandmother is a scientist and leader of their (group?), it's basically set in a world that's a (futuristic???)utopia and their (commune?) are a group of vegetarians. This is a group of well read individuals, does anyone have any idea which book this is?

  • @robhead22
    @robhead22 9 дней назад

    Thank you!

  • @PlaceholderName-b4d
    @PlaceholderName-b4d Месяц назад

    I have found the book channel I was looking for

  • @smokeybandit7613
    @smokeybandit7613 4 дня назад

    I love you Dakota

  • @DerekCFPegritz
    @DerekCFPegritz 29 дней назад

    Oh, my sweet summer child, you have barely scratched the surface of weirdness! Here are a few authors to check out if you want to literally give yourself cognitive mutations: Carlton Mellick III, Matthew M. Bartlett, Thomas Ligotti, Katherine Dunn, Cormac McCarthy, Tom Piccirilli, and Scott R. Jones. I've read a lot of the books you've mentioned in this video, and _Art & Lies_ is one of my favorites!

  • @nissasbookcorner
    @nissasbookcorner Месяц назад

    these all seem great! i really loved Open Throat by Henry Hoke, it’s from the perspective of a mountain lion in the hollywood hills just observing human life

  • @labelledejour2849
    @labelledejour2849 Месяц назад

    NEED to read them all

  • @lorenzoramirez2538
    @lorenzoramirez2538 Месяц назад

    Thanks. It's not easy to find books recommendations. Mine: Brains, a zombie memoir

  • @korneliaraszewska9854
    @korneliaraszewska9854 14 дней назад

    i don't know if you've read august blue by deborah levy but i have a feeling you would really love it

  • @looseleaflyra
    @looseleaflyra Месяц назад

    I'm in London right now, just got back from Daunt Books. Obviously thinking about you so pretty sure I manifested this.