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    “Boyfriend Stabs Girlfriend 33 Times & She Lives”
    Episode 41 | Felly From The Bronx | On this episode of Trappin Anonymous “100%” we speak to Felly from the BX!! Woman who was stabbed 33 times by her boyfriend at 16 years old & survived to tell the tale. Learn of that fateful night that claimed the life of her cousin & sent a man away for the rest of his life, her trail’s & tribulations are all told here.
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  • @breakbeatmedia
    @breakbeatmedia  Месяц назад +6

    Please follow @trappinanonymous on Instagram and DM if you have a story that needs to be told.

    • @nelsonzina7
      @nelsonzina7 27 дней назад

      I REALLY DO ENJOY YOUR INTERVIEWS Do you fly a person out or they come too you idk just curious how it go PLEASE KEEP EM COMING

    • @lovely_key-key
      @lovely_key-key 11 дней назад +2

      I really appreciate your podcast. This particular episode hit close to home#88.

    • @nelsonzina7
      @nelsonzina7 11 дней назад +1

      @@lovely_key-key Amen

    • @lovely_key-key
      @lovely_key-key 10 дней назад

      @@nelsonzina7 🙏💯

  • @FellyBx
    @FellyBx Год назад +4240

    Thank you guys for the comments and for listening to my story 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

    • @camardiezell3309
      @camardiezell3309 Год назад +133

      Your story was so heartfelt. I pray that God continues to keep and cover you with his blood.

    • @jahyidavanhook5227
      @jahyidavanhook5227 Год назад +76

      We love you❤

    • @GoldenMoya
      @GoldenMoya Год назад +80

      God is covering you sis ! Your story is the start of something bigger for yourself . Thank you for sharing .

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Год назад +60

      Thank you for being brave Felly

    • @FellyBx
      @FellyBx Год назад +109

      Thank you guys🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽love y’all ❤❤❤

  • @uniquelyshaneek1554
    @uniquelyshaneek1554 Год назад +1205

    Hearing herself say that she was sexually experienced as a child broke my heart… she wasn’t experienced .. she was abused

    • @bergzwifey
      @bergzwifey 11 месяцев назад +33

      It broke my heart too; it’s so sad at how much things like this happen so often to kids. I wish I could save all kids that this happens/happened to😢😢😢😢💔🙏🏽

    • @MissDZhae-px2ju
      @MissDZhae-px2ju 11 месяцев назад

      ​@@tarotguidance3547right, coping mechanism. I heard a R victim describe as just the worst sex she ever had, it was more so to take your power back alot of victims handle their trauma this way

    • @804smiles
      @804smiles 10 месяцев назад +8

      The mind has a way of doing certain things to protect itself the human body & how it is designed is truly remarkable even down to like D.I.D. is something not even the Drs understand fully yet

    • @585entertainmentllc
      @585entertainmentllc 10 месяцев назад +4

      And the fact that he wanted to know about those experiences....like waymint.... what's the reason?

    • @gr9515
      @gr9515 9 месяцев назад +2

      Exactly...poor lady....I hope this circle is broken

  • @jsax1978
    @jsax1978 5 месяцев назад +79

    Damn. I'm a grown man and this still bought tears to my eyes. I am a father to 2 daughters, a brother to my sisters and a son to a mother. No female/woman should wver have to endure abuse. I don't care if it is physical, sexual, emotional, etc....as men we are supposed to be protectors. We are supposed to keep things like this from happening, not doing this. May God keep her safe and help her heal from scars that no one can see. Males/Men, step up to the plate and do what we are made to do. Shyt wild, someone should have protected this young lady.

    • @madehoney5052
      @madehoney5052 Месяц назад +4

      Right, you can’t cut in front of my kids in a line let alone touch them… protect your kids and go crazy if necessary

    • @jsax1978
      @jsax1978 Месяц назад +6

      @madehoney5052 I completely feel you! But us men need to really police ourselves and be the protectors that we were made to be. Please excuse me if it sounds "sexist" but no woman should have to shoulder the responsibility of being that protector. My male cohorts have to stand on our square in those instances. Salute to all of the real women willing to stand on the front lines with us, but the real men got this. Hold down the hut while we go to war for you!

    • @fishnets4177
      @fishnets4177 Месяц назад +2

      HALLELUJAH SOMEBODY 🌹

    • @evettematthews4083
      @evettematthews4083 23 дня назад

      It happens to most of us... it's men we need protection from... keep a very close eye on your girls...

  • @FellyBx
    @FellyBx Год назад +1629

    I’m glad that I shared my story because now I can hear what other people think. All of the voices, are just helping me understand everything a lot more. I swept it under the rug for so long because everyone just blamed me. I don’t mind accepting the blame but really…. How was it my fault that dude tried to kill me and killed my Cuzzo . Even after I went to see him, if someone did that to u, u would be scared to death and do anything he tells you to. On top of that he was my first love and was there for me when no one else wasn’t. Everyone who’s mad that I made this interview wasn’t there for me or my cousin !!!!!!!!! I was trying to help him when he had no where to go never meant for him to get hurt or even die. Then I also tried to understand my ex and why he did what he did. We were all young but he was 18 and my cousin was 21 I was the only child for real. To hear you guys stand up for me and tell me that it’s not my fault really brings some healing and peace to me. I’ve blamed myself long enough and honestly I still do. Just like when I was a baby and older people were touching me inappropriately. I was just trying to understand it all , by going to go visit him. Trying to get answers. To which I never got. Until this day he still can’t give me an answer on why he killed my cousin.

    • @quanyewhite2249
      @quanyewhite2249 Год назад +11

      ♥️♥️♥️

    • @evelynmoses8482
      @evelynmoses8482 11 месяцев назад +129

      You will never get clarity from someone who brought you (traumatic) confusion. You were meant to be here. You’re a beautiful soul. And also, so reflective. Thank you for being transparent. Don’t just survive, LIVE your life ❤

    • @unitywidlund2229
      @unitywidlund2229 11 месяцев назад +49

      @fellybx your healing process will take sometime honey, just know the more you let go of guilt and pain you’ll find your inner peace. 1 luv keep ya head up ♥️💯

    • @tayaromero1101
      @tayaromero1101 11 месяцев назад +62

      Your cousin wouldn’t blame you. It’s not your fault he did what he did. Don’t feel guilty either, u get to live for you both. Do big things, ur so beautiful and strong🫶

    • @rahelye6925
      @rahelye6925 11 месяцев назад +29

      God bless you girl and evrything u been thru ur strong and its okay to cry. Dont listen to people whove never been in your shoes. I hope u find healing im sure u will

  • @FaithCummins
    @FaithCummins 9 месяцев назад +83

    Stabbed 33 times and survived?? Yea she’s definitely spiritually protected, prayers out to her and her family!

  • @tiffanyjanell6440
    @tiffanyjanell6440 11 месяцев назад +705

    My heart breaks for her. She needs therapy on a whole other level. And none of this was her fault.

    • @lexc9879
      @lexc9879 11 месяцев назад +6

      How do u know she doesnt get therapy? How do u, a complete stranger, knows what she needs? 🙄🤡

    • @tedbundy2268
      @tedbundy2268 11 месяцев назад

      ​@@lexc9879facts

    • @MakiahConner
      @MakiahConner 10 месяцев назад +13

      Probably because she got stabbed 33 times thatd be my guess on why she might need it just throwing it out there

    • @k.b.3683
      @k.b.3683 5 месяцев назад

      @@lexc9879You don’t think someone with these experiences obviously needs therapy? You must crazy af yourself

    • @RoyalJewels-xy9il
      @RoyalJewels-xy9il Месяц назад

      That part, none of this was her fault🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️

  • @AKAE47
    @AKAE47 11 месяцев назад +196

    Shoutout to the boy who got her that stuffed animal for Valentine's Day because that's probably the only happy moment she ever had as a little girl🥺.. Not to mention that's most likely the only time a boy/man did a genuine gesture for her at that young age, without it involving anything sexual. My heart goes out to her in her healing journey!💓💓

  • @AnnaNotSmith
    @AnnaNotSmith 5 месяцев назад +23

    Thank you for giving this woman a platform to speak on sexual exploitation. I’m so tired of the slut shaming and the misogynistic BS from both men and other women who have never walked a mile in her shoes. Literally walking all night just to stay warm because she had nowhere to sleep. Pobrecita! Wishing her all the best in her new beginnings in Florida

  • @liveadorenessa
    @liveadorenessa Год назад +946

    She’s almost eager to speak about her experiences as if she’s never been able to open up or have someone understand what she’s been through. & the fact that it’s so easy for her to speak about these horrible things as if it’s normal; it’s heartbreaking. Shoutouts to her for coming out on the other side & not letting her experiences break her

    • @FellyBx
      @FellyBx Год назад +106

      Right on the dot !!!! I had to keep it silenced because everyone would just attack me. I’m a non judgemental person and always try to put myself in other peoples shoes. Ain’t my fault I have a big heart and just tried to be real and there for everyone!!!! When I took my cousin in I was tryna help, when I talked to my ex after the fact I was trying to help. I was just trying to be there for everyone- when nobody was there for me !!!!

    • @jessicaorozco83
      @jessicaorozco83 11 месяцев назад +22

      ​@@FellyBxYou have a purpose In this world... Your story is to be spoken its to be heard and it's going to help someone. The new u one day will be able to hug the little girl u were once and tell her now rest I got this... ❤❤

    • @takeitalocke1663
      @takeitalocke1663 11 месяцев назад +5

      Do you not realize how cathartic it must be to purge for her?

    • @leisurelady7505
      @leisurelady7505 11 месяцев назад +13

      That's PTSD sadly. Therapist told me how it isn't normal to speak about abuse

    • @queenjoycole9710
      @queenjoycole9710 11 месяцев назад +9

      I know this may sound crazy but she’s probably told the story to herself over and over which makes it a little easier to say it out loud to others now.

  • @HelloKittyDuh1987
    @HelloKittyDuh1987 Год назад +636

    My heart goes out to her she is no longer a victim but a resilient survivor ❤ much love ma!

  • @koraneman
    @koraneman 7 месяцев назад +30

    I typed and deleted so many times and realized I’m speechless. And I been through a lot so not much shocks me but GOTT DAMN some people don’t get a break in this life.

  • @kendlegarcia5863
    @kendlegarcia5863 11 месяцев назад +209

    Man I relate to this woman so much! I had started selling drugs young and went through a lot of sexual abuse and ended up a drug addict. I’m 3yrs sober now and finally healing from my past. Learning to forgive yourself and understanding that you did the best that you knew how to do at the time is an important part of the process so don’t ever beat yourself up for your past. You are worthy, you are a survivor, and you are deserving of the best! I wish you the absolute best girl!❤️

  • @genesiskravitz8621
    @genesiskravitz8621 Год назад +330

    It’s so moving that she got emotional when she was led to talk about positive moments of her life. Very heartbreaking. The sad parts hardened her, almost dissociated her. And when she was told to remember any light, that’s when she emotionally broke. That hurt me. But I’m so proud of this queen.

  • @swaters3667
    @swaters3667 Год назад +221

    It's a miracle that she survived. Thank you to the interviewer for bringing her story to the light.

    • @afroabe520
      @afroabe520 11 месяцев назад +7

      yea God was with her that night

  • @sytashasimpson6715
    @sytashasimpson6715 11 месяцев назад +84

    To be stabbed at 16 33 Times is Insane my heart definitely goes out to you glad you got away from him

  • @shyeeshapollard172
    @shyeeshapollard172 10 месяцев назад +32

    The sexual abuse story is the same as mine...I was in foster care being sexually abused. My social worker failed me, a white lady, she told me to fight them instead of removing me. When it came to sexual advances I just sat there , I couldn't tell them to stop, I didn't know how. Boys at school would just walk by and grab my ass and I hated it but didn't know how to react. The promiscuity is very relatable too

  • @momuhammad-cf1el
    @momuhammad-cf1el Год назад +145

    This man... whew... he's a real one for sure.!! I have never dated a man this caring before - everrrr!! He looking out for her, checking her lip gloss, helping her breathe and he just trying to help them both get through this interview! God bless this man.. we wanna do this interview BUT not at her detriment!!! He's what interviewers should be- HUMAN!! ❤

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Год назад +55

      It’s funny cause someone said I was mean and rude to her, thank you for seeing the human in what I do. This is therapeutic for my guests, this is healing, not just clicks but people’s lives. We must be careful how we treat each other. Again, thank you for spreading you light, continue to shine bright.

    • @momuhammad-cf1el
      @momuhammad-cf1el Год назад +6

      iF YOU SEE theire comment again- tag me!!~ Yu mae her feel so comfortable. You can tell by her body language as the interview goes on! I pray that you wil interview me 1 day... ima be like "No disresocet to Mrs. Diane Sawyer Ma'am however I ONLY all Trap to inteview me".. Ima treat you like you my barber- it's you interviewing or NOT at ALL...

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Год назад +5

      @@momuhammad-cf1ellmaooo they comment somewhere in here 😂 u r hilarious and yea we gotta set sum up

    • @natcaro440
      @natcaro440 Год назад

      Yes you did an amazing job !

    • @tdot1271
      @tdot1271 Год назад

      But you was asking questions just for Clicks!! Pure exploitation, anyone with sense should have an issue with most of your questions!

  • @adroutt1985
    @adroutt1985 Год назад +430

    Her story is so devastating and so common amongst black and brown women and men. Definitely should be a book and movie and a motivational speaker once she gets the healing she needs 🙏🏾🙏🏾💪🏾

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Год назад +6

      I agree

    • @itsty4short392
      @itsty4short392 Год назад +22

      For a black man to acknowledge this means so much because people love to act oblivious ❤

    • @adroutt1985
      @adroutt1985 Год назад

      @@itsty4short392 💯✊🏾💪🏾

    • @jessicacruz1977
      @jessicacruz1977 Год назад +3

      💯

    • @amandalee659
      @amandalee659 Год назад +7

      How is this common ? This is not common between black and brown people this is horrible and she went through so much!

  • @magdagirl241
    @magdagirl241 Год назад +80

    I really felt her when she got irritated with her mom.. ppl think you’re being mean but only ppl that have family members like that will understand

    • @ZWitDaTea
      @ZWitDaTea 11 месяцев назад +7

      But u still have to respect ur mom let God deal wit her cuz thats a rule

    • @sdickerson1918
      @sdickerson1918 10 месяцев назад

      ​@@ZWitDaTeaWhat!? Leave God out of the equation. If he was real she would not have went through NONE of the things she went through. GOD IS MADE UP TO CONTROL SLAVES/SHEEPEOPLE

    • @moneybags733ify
      @moneybags733ify 6 месяцев назад

      Facts

    • @sharenahartley649
      @sharenahartley649 6 месяцев назад

      Madagirl241 I understand my mom choose men over me

    • @sharenahartley649
      @sharenahartley649 6 месяцев назад

      Zwithda tea your parents has to respect you too

  • @Stephanie-hr5hv
    @Stephanie-hr5hv 11 месяцев назад +47

    I hope she treats her son better and like a child with all the love she can give him that she didn’t get when she was young

    • @FellyBx
      @FellyBx 4 месяца назад +6

      One thing my kids get is a lot of love and a million hugs and kisses.

  • @cameronmorgan0203
    @cameronmorgan0203 Год назад +129

    Nothing but the Blood of Jesus!!!!!! I hate when a guy disrespects his woman like he owns her or something. God owns everything and it needs to be more respect in relationships these days TBH

  • @annieannie3818
    @annieannie3818 Год назад +88

    When she mentioned the females in her life that have sexually exposed and abused her that hit my core… I can resonate with her and the decisions she makes growing up because of that abuse…. I applaud her for being able to speak her story and wish I had the strength to tell my story..I wish I could give her a hug

  • @keishajohnson6235
    @keishajohnson6235 11 месяцев назад +31

    This is terrifying for a young girl to have experience this much trauma at such a young age. She still somehow has a light within her.Women go through a lot.

  • @synsationallyme
    @synsationallyme 11 месяцев назад +59

    When she said for some reason bout/ men have always been attracted to her and molested her, that resonated so deeply with me. My first encounter was around the age of four and it went on from there. There is a calling on her life and I’m grateful that this young lady is still here to tell her story 💜

    • @momonique09
      @momonique09 11 месяцев назад +2

      Same here😔❤

    • @biancawilliams748
      @biancawilliams748 11 месяцев назад

      There is and I pray she answers 🙏

    • @nyedondada5498
      @nyedondada5498 10 месяцев назад

      God bless yaw 🙏🏾 👑💪🏽❤

    • @FellyBx
      @FellyBx 4 месяца назад +1

      Wow ! God bless you love 🫶🏽

  • @Brandirell
    @Brandirell Год назад +375

    Saddens me that this beautiful woman has never experienced protection in her childhood nor adulthood. 😓The fact that she can tell her story without breaking down speaks to her strength. I pray that God covers & protects her from all evil. 🙏🏾

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Год назад +4

      🙏🏿

    • @FellyBx
      @FellyBx Год назад +8

      Thank u so so so much !!!

    • @tdot1271
      @tdot1271 Год назад +14

      No, it shows how normalized her experiences became, this is how she survives her trauma.

    • @EB-ok3io
      @EB-ok3io Год назад +5

      @@tdot1271Exactly Survival instincts. Hate she went through that.

    • @ramseyabdul1873
      @ramseyabdul1873 Год назад

      Strength has nothing to do with it. She was selling drugs as a child, for crying out loud....... She's just a masculine, manly type of female, that's all.

  • @JenniferJennnnn
    @JenniferJennnnn Год назад +148

    This was a lot. When I hear stuff like this it makes me so uncomfortable because I can never fathom people molesting children. Her story is so gruesome. My god. I just couldn’t imagine going through what she went through. She’s so strong to tell her story without like… idk… I’m sorry this happened to you and continues to happen to you. You don’t deserve this. I hate humans so bad. I hope she goes to therapy to work through these things somehow. I’m praying for and her journey through life. I’m praying for her children in hopes that they are protected. God bless you. Good please cover her

  • @lashannon3668
    @lashannon3668 11 месяцев назад +100

    Her story is a cautionary one. Ladies ( and men) Never tell them what you are leaving. Be smart, play a role until you are safely away, make your moves in silence. I waited till my abuser was out of town and moved out completely, he didn't know where I went to. Im so glad this young lady survived! Get a safety plan in place if you are ever in this situation.

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous 10 месяцев назад +2

      Yes

    • @rizzy6687
      @rizzy6687 10 месяцев назад +13

      She was 16.... If she were older than maybe... at 16 she didn't know any better.

    • @kaitilynjacobs98
      @kaitilynjacobs98 10 месяцев назад +6

      @@rizzy6687so young 😭 She was just a baby.

    • @Dai.Goddess
      @Dai.Goddess 10 месяцев назад +5

      Just went through my first domestic situation this year. It was a frightening experience to see the person I loved and spent everyday with change for the worse. When sis said she saw her partner’s eyes change and it was like he was possessed. I relived my moments. My partner’s eyes were usually a light brown color on a daily, but when she would have these moments, her eyes filled with black. Her voice would also change drastically, it was like a totally different person. Similarly when I told her I was leaving her she would also ask me “am I sure?” And that “if you leave, you know that’s your loss not mine. I know what I can bring to the table!”
      I knew I had to have a plan in place to leave her because I was not who I once knew. Lost weight, didn’t want to communicate with others, I lost sleep, and the only thing that I seemed to care about while I was with her was making her happy and try my best to not f* anything up in her eyes.
      I wish I thought about not telling her when I was leaving so that I could make an easy getaway, but she had my car that night. So I needed to think quickly. The only thing I could think of in that moment was to get my car back safely. Smh I just pray the next woman that meets her unfortunately, protects herself and her own heart. And remember to pray, 🙏🏼

    • @krose27
      @krose27 9 месяцев назад +1

      Very true.....

  • @Aura_glow
    @Aura_glow 5 месяцев назад +8

    The interviewer 👏🏾 love your interviewing style. Your calm demeanor. Asking the right questions without probing too deep. Being respectful. Giving her reassurance and also doing the breathing tactic with her. Sir, you are doing a fantastic job!

  • @Wildest_Gem
    @Wildest_Gem Год назад +57

    This is so heartbreaking. This woman has a calling on her life. Her assignment is heavy, i just hope she gets the help and support she needs and deserves. I admire her strength and can tell she has a heart of gold.

  • @marionbrown4445
    @marionbrown4445 Год назад +120

    I literally held my Breath the whole interview. This was super intense. I’m so happy ur still alive and I hope you get the healing you deserve. I really really do.

  • @diivinebeauty
    @diivinebeauty 10 месяцев назад +15

    I wanna give her a long big hug and tell her how beautiful she is ! Buy her flowers all of that.. I can’t imagine going through half of what she has gone through.. this was so hard to hear 😢 I hope from this point on life is good to you because you DESERVE IT !

  • @size38cs
    @size38cs 11 месяцев назад +155

    She’s been through a lot and still has a long way to go. She compartmentalizes so she can tell her story. As much as she may think it’s therapeutic, she looking at her life and telling her story like she’s watching tv. When she started crying she swallowed that shame, cut off the emotion and was ready to entertain. She will make a good writer when she is able to commit to doing better. She still has yet to embrace that little girl and learn to love her. All her plans are on hold and she has to now move and find a new home. I’ll pray for her so she can focus on healing being a parent and providing workout using others. I truly see who she is and she lovable. She just needs to feel it. 🙏🏽🤗

    • @enveedone
      @enveedone 10 месяцев назад +5

      Well written and on point.

  • @arlenedennis9446
    @arlenedennis9446 Год назад +91

    I’m listening to her story and had to realize she was 16 at the time . RIP to her cousin

  • @tamzyl1250
    @tamzyl1250 Год назад +81

    The trauma she has been through, it’s so sad that she has learnt to accept these atrocities done to her. May you get the support, care and love needed to take care of you ❤

  • @Ashhwitcash
    @Ashhwitcash 6 месяцев назад +5

    This is beautiful that you gave her a platform to share her story! So sorry to hear that you had a terrible abusive life. I hope you have found some type of healing even after all the pain you’ve been through. I suggest going to therapy. You’ll be able to lay everything out on the table with no judgement. It helps a lot

  • @melanatedhated6463
    @melanatedhated6463 11 месяцев назад +17

    You never let the right hand know what the left hand is doing. Never tell someone you wanna leave, just do it to avoid situations like this.

  • @readyforachange8139
    @readyforachange8139 Год назад +114

    This broke my heart. She never witnessed true love . She just knows how to survive -that’s it. Glory be to God she’s still here. She has a purpose - she gotta figure out what it is. Praying for true healing for her and her family. 🙏🏾

    • @FellyBx
      @FellyBx Год назад +5

      Thank u so much

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Год назад +1

      🤲🏿

    • @breakbeatmedia
      @breakbeatmedia  Год назад +2

      🙏🖤

    • @cleohope7415
      @cleohope7415 Год назад

      ​@@FellyBxI pray you heal and experience peace❤❤❤

    • @Ssungoddess
      @Ssungoddess 6 месяцев назад

      Only knowing survival makes you like this. Jokes & light hearted even with the darkest topic. May God heal anyone dealing with living survival mode, even after the trauma ❤

  • @Porsha_Taylor
    @Porsha_Taylor 9 месяцев назад +21

    I just want to say, I never knew things like this even happened until recently. I never knew that people lived life like this. I am forever grateful for your for sharing your story. I’m also grateful that I have the parents and brothers that I have and I will never take them for granted again!

  • @mskim7420
    @mskim7420 7 месяцев назад +12

    This story was truly heartbreaking. I hope she heals and can move on and up to a better place. Also I appreciate how wonderful the interviewer was, he is very professional, polite, gentle and showed empathy. Excellent Job!

  • @ebonysweetnesssweetness5153
    @ebonysweetnesssweetness5153 11 месяцев назад +16

    This womans story is shocking on too many levels - I hope over time she is able to heal sending her best wishes

  • @BrijionDon
    @BrijionDon Год назад +106

    Big ups to this woman for having the courage to share her story. I know this will reach many people; even young girls and boys who need to see and hear an example of how dangerous the streets are. I’m praying she GENUINELY gets the help, therapy, guidance & healing that she well deserves. This ain’t right. May the Most High protect you always Felly. 💯💗

  • @lovinglife1762
    @lovinglife1762 Год назад +37

    She is an extremely articulate young lady. Wishing her peace and love! ❤

  • @Trappcentral
    @Trappcentral 6 месяцев назад +10

    i wish i could tell my story like you girl definitely props to you , i got stabbed 8x im only 4'10 i thought my life was over it changed everything but hearing your story definitely made me feel like im not alone , i pray for your mental & physical healing , much love mama ❤

    • @danger4939
      @danger4939 6 месяцев назад +1

      I’m so sorry that happened to you . I’m happy you okay i pray you develop the strength to tell your story. The world always needs to hear a wonderful testimony and how you survived. never forget everything happens for a real reason.God bless you love you sister ❤❤❤

  • @PatriciaJeanNC
    @PatriciaJeanNC 10 месяцев назад +7

    Shout out to the Teacher that brought this child joy. Muchlove❤

  • @rocm4230
    @rocm4230 Год назад +35

    You were 16, this shouldn't have happened to you. You should have been protected. Im sorry all these predators did this to you. God bless you ❤

  • @LongLiveMsCarter22
    @LongLiveMsCarter22 Год назад +92

    This is horrible! I’m so absolutely happy that she is still alive! I hope she stays well protected. God is definitely with her.

  • @bellamonroe7322
    @bellamonroe7322 11 месяцев назад +11

    I commend her for telling her story out loud and I really like the interviewer he’s very professional and polite

  • @kittymcneil958
    @kittymcneil958 5 месяцев назад +4

    It’s just wild cuz like you legit was born and raised in the same areas as me (both the heights & the Bx) and it shows how different somebody life is regardless if y’all live in the same place. I’m glad you came out so strong, your story is proof of blessing

  • @moniluvv
    @moniluvv Год назад +55

    Another great interview. Chris did a great job keeping the interview on track which I know was difficult considering how heavy her story is. This woman has been through so much! I pray she continues to heal and realize her worth.

  • @jazzysprinkles841
    @jazzysprinkles841 11 месяцев назад +31

    Im lost for words after watching this.. Listening to her talk about the things she has went through hits on a different level because ive gone through very similar circumstances and know how degrading that feels.. its very inspiring seeing her being so vulnerable and but with her head held high. Easily the best and most captivating interview ive ever seen.

  • @outlawzz9255
    @outlawzz9255 6 месяцев назад +8

    It takes a lot to come forward and relive some of the tragedies that she has endured. She appeared to be a little skeptical about speaking out about some issues and I don’t blame her. I applaud her bravery and wish her the best moving forward ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @laceycoleman6630
    @laceycoleman6630 11 месяцев назад +15

    She is so beautiful and you can tell she has a beautiful soul!! I hope she can get past the bad things and realize she is special and I hope she finds a good man to show her how special she is!!

  • @modestmel
    @modestmel Год назад +14

    Wow. She’s beautiful physically but I can tell she has an even more beautiful spirit. I pray for her continued protection & healing.

  • @niladewsa
    @niladewsa Год назад +22

    This is heavy 😢I pray for her peace and healing. I know she sounds like she okay but because of the damage she’s In extreme pain. To not feel or be protected by any adult especially your mom is wild. Sending her my love because this story is wild and very sad

  • @unitywidlund2229
    @unitywidlund2229 11 месяцев назад +9

    This interview was soooooo transparent, even getting a glimpse of her present moments while she was otp is real man….

  • @noproblemoxone469
    @noproblemoxone469 11 месяцев назад +8

    I cried when she said she couldn't remember any warm moments as a child. That is so sad.

  • @tina_aiesha
    @tina_aiesha 9 месяцев назад +8

    My heart goes out to her, she been through so much & still standing. Im so glad she is still here to tell her story. I appreciate him doing that breathing exercises. All little girls have to be protected. We have to normalize stepping up when we see things off & just help if we can. Food, pack of underwear etc. a little something is better than nothing. This shows you that kids/ teens mindset are not good enough to make good decisions. She kept seeing him after he tried to kill her or even not knowing she was virgin from being sexually abused. I love how she is growing and noticing the signs & becoming more aware. I’m gonna keep her in prayer.

  • @yahaira975able
    @yahaira975able Год назад +28

    Being sexually abused is a fucked up situation. Being 14 and forced to have sex fucked me up. And then I became sexually promiscuous I never understood why and I thought I was fucked up in the head. Life really was fucked up after that. I’m happy you survived your trama
    Baby girl god bless u always. Your so gorgeous 💕

    • @string-ed9sy
      @string-ed9sy 11 месяцев назад

      Flee from sexual immorality

  • @iriscruz1566
    @iriscruz1566 11 месяцев назад +6

    She made me cry and you can hear that she needed to talk to someone!🥹💔

  • @lorettaortiz6723
    @lorettaortiz6723 11 месяцев назад +15

    She's a beautiful soul, I'm glad she alive to tell her story

  • @chanaberri
    @chanaberri 11 месяцев назад +8

    I’m 25 minutes into the interview and I can’t help but cry man she deserved so much better

  • @tatianalouis4217
    @tatianalouis4217 10 месяцев назад +10

    I just want to give her a hug cause I can understand how it feels to just want to express the pain that you have been through in your life. So many times people could’ve helped her and everyone just abandoned her! The whole society failed her!

  • @sherriekimberly6122
    @sherriekimberly6122 11 месяцев назад +10

    I'm so thankful you survived 🙏 I'm a domestic survivor myself and healing isn't easy, sharing our stories help others out ..

  • @ashdiva86
    @ashdiva86 11 месяцев назад +10

    She shows soooo much strength, especially what’s she’s been through 😢. She’s a survivor ❤

  • @DreamofJerine
    @DreamofJerine 11 месяцев назад +19

    She is so resilient & wise. She never deserved the cards life dealt her but the calling over her life is 10xs more powerful. Know that Queen. Keep going/growing. Sending you nothing but love 🖤

  • @shelbyarmstrong8772
    @shelbyarmstrong8772 Год назад +23

    I’ve never cried so hard 😢😢 girl you are the true definition of resilience your so amazing , your strength your smile your vibe everything is so amazing ! If you ever need a friend I’m in Daytona fl ❤

    • @FellyBx
      @FellyBx Год назад +2

      Wooowww thank you 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

    • @kenyatasims6991
      @kenyatasims6991 6 месяцев назад

      @@FellyBxhi there beautiful wats the link to your only fans?

  • @mimisalazar3133
    @mimisalazar3133 11 месяцев назад +13

    Wow! She needs Therapy so bad, I just can’t imagine All that she’s described about her sexual abuse! , she was not sexually experienced @7 she doesn’t realize that abuse doesn’t mean experience.
    It’s a miracle that she’s sitting & able to tell her story, she really is a survivor ! May God cover her continuously ❤

  • @neauxlarosebeautyspa3863
    @neauxlarosebeautyspa3863 10 месяцев назад +4

    Praying for her healing and the interviewer was very calm, patient and understanding of the anxiety that she’s dealing with. I love that

  • @AneesaMarie
    @AneesaMarie Год назад +110

    I appreciate this episode.
    I hope breakbeat provides pastoral care for the people that share their story.
    It’s important to support people after exploring such traumatic situations, rather than just leaving Pandora’s box open.

    • @FellyBx
      @FellyBx Год назад +21

      ChrisStylez has been very supportive to the best of his ability but yes I agree…. This is a lot for me … I just keep reliving it over and over then the other family members aren’t happy and they hate me. It’s alot - so hard to be a functional adult. But Chris has helped alot !!!!!! Don’t know what I would do if it wasn’t for him and all the people who are supporting me.

    • @FlawlessVictory77
      @FlawlessVictory77 11 месяцев назад +5

      ​ I pray you find peace and cry for the little girl that couldn't defend herself, it's not your fault the things You've been through. It's okay to not be okay and to fight back. Therapy is a great way to start healing if you're ready for that. You're able to break generational curses

    • @SoulSearch11110
      @SoulSearch11110 10 месяцев назад +6

      @@FellyBx break the family members off if they don't support you, I had to do it and it's for you!

    • @TorreyTy
      @TorreyTy 6 месяцев назад

      ​@@FellyBxyou are such a strong woman fr. I just want to say that the older I get the more I don't care about what other ppl think about me bc I know I'm a decent human to others and I hope you find a way to get to that mindset when it comes to them or anybody that is negative towards you. Thank you for telling your story and I pray you find peace❤

    • @FellyBx
      @FellyBx 6 месяцев назад

      @@TorreyTy oh I’m there already. I’m blessed everyday because of my beautiful heart and because of all the people I help. Others can’t tell me too much about myself that I haven’t shared already that is all in my past anyway you know

  • @missrafaelaaa
    @missrafaelaaa Год назад +32

    This was a lot, I’m happy that she’s on her way to healing. Taking accountability for her role in all of this is important but it’s sad that she had to be a victim. Hoping the next part of her life works out great for her ❤

    • @sexygabby30
      @sexygabby30 8 месяцев назад +1

      As a child there isn’t accountability when they are still trying to understand how to pee right it the ones around you that fail you as in ADULTS ARE A PROBLEM OF THE PLANET. They. Are the responsible ones who deems accountability and responsibility of any human they bring about. Not the kids. They may always know they’ve done things but can never ever process the consequences of the actions, that eventually arrest your development for the future hood of one’s existence.

    • @TorreyTy
      @TorreyTy 6 месяцев назад

      Accountability? As a child where adults failed her from the beginning....get tf outta here girl 😂😂😂

  • @joy1438
    @joy1438 5 месяцев назад +2

    I told my abuser I’m not leaving him faked it until my family moved my stuff out while we where on vacation you can’t never tell an abuser you’re leaving or don’t want them anymore especially to there face but I’m so glad you made it out alive because my cousin didn’t or my sister god bless you angel

  • @bigbossmgmt9143
    @bigbossmgmt9143 11 месяцев назад +8

    Wow this is the most amazing interview I’ve ever seen on RUclips shout out to the journalist for handling her with so much care. Shout out to Shawty for being so open and honest. I can’t imagine how so many adults in her life have failed her. She has a drive to survive I hope she gets therapy to deal with the trauma.

  • @ypiper8161
    @ypiper8161 Год назад +25

    My heart breaks for her 💔 listening to her story makes me terrified of men! Young girls and women are not safe! I pray she finds peace 😢

  • @user-kx2ov2ij3t
    @user-kx2ov2ij3t Год назад +14

    Thank you for sharing your story, your courage and your strength. All in all, this taught me to never take your circumstances for granted, they have people out here who have it worse than you could possibly imagine. May God bless you and keep you.

    • @AfeishaM
      @AfeishaM 11 месяцев назад

      the the 😢😢😢😢

  • @pheamonea4214
    @pheamonea4214 10 месяцев назад +5

    This is so heartbreaking and so devastating that I barely have words. The extent of her trauma that she is operating out of….. my prayers go out to you beautiful!!!! I admire that you actively want to change and are working to change for your self and your children. 🙏🙏🙏

  • @shahadahboyd6562
    @shahadahboyd6562 9 месяцев назад +4

    This story really moved me because I’ve been through everything that she been thru beside the stabbing part 💯 I have a big heart for her & if you ever see my comment, YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAVE BEEN THERE THIS BUT EVERYONE ISNT BRAVE ENOUGH TO SPEAK ABOUT IT 💯👏🏾 Thank you for speaking about it 😮‍💨😮‍💨

  • @BMonroe
    @BMonroe Год назад +17

    She need to write a book and a movie about her story 😢

  • @UniqueDeJanae
    @UniqueDeJanae Год назад +13

    So heartbreaking ! 🥺 What a beautiful strong woman! I absolutely love how patient and calm he is with her. Makes a very comfortable space to be vulnerable, which is very important when discussing touchy topics as such. 💖 love this

    • @alishatinsley2930
      @alishatinsley2930 11 месяцев назад +2

      Yessss I was thinking that! I loved his vibe throughout. Even telling her to breath & trying to show her a positive outlook on the negative. I love it.

  • @yungacedagoat2819
    @yungacedagoat2819 11 месяцев назад +1

    Sorry for your loss and having to go through that but it’s good to speak about your trauma and continue to heal from all of it nobody deserves the pain you’ve experienced .I pray you find peace 🙏🏽❤️

  • @ruth_a_r.n.2753
    @ruth_a_r.n.2753 11 месяцев назад +6

    This is so frightening! A cautionary tale! Thank you to this woman for sharing her story!!

  • @TrappinAnonymous
    @TrappinAnonymous Год назад +91

    Thank you all for watching and sharing my content. Every story is worth telling, even yours. This testimony is so powerful, let me know what you think.

    • @Hovitv
      @Hovitv Год назад +3

      I know here we grew up from the same block I use to see her all the time and chilled all the time and can’t believe she went thru this the whole time we use to chill 😢

    • @Hovitv
      @Hovitv Год назад +2

      When she talks about her her house condition she was correct. I use to go to her crib and you can tell she was struggling

    • @Hovitv
      @Hovitv Год назад +2

      That story 45:57 was a famous story in MT hope. She robbed some dudes that are good to the hood and she started chilling with the 240 dudes

    • @hodnod10
      @hodnod10 Год назад +3

      I like how u listen more then u talk great interview she’s a good storyteller

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Год назад +2

      @@hodnod10thank u so much for this. Huge compliment

  • @wahaywgr
    @wahaywgr Год назад +9

    I hope stories like this help to begin to change the mentality of some of these men who feel it’s ok to treat women as if they’re not human. Women go through so much, it breaks my heart.

  • @PurplePassion4308
    @PurplePassion4308 11 месяцев назад +3

    I just happened to come across this channel today and I subscribed. Sorry this happened to this young lady . Praying for her complete healing and being able to understand none of this was her fault . God got you baby girl.

  • @drlamonicajames
    @drlamonicajames 11 месяцев назад +5

    Thank you for these amazing interviews - I actually see myself in a few of these girls - Resiliency and beauty is all I see and makes me so proud they have been so brave to bear their souls to us.

  • @jayyoubad
    @jayyoubad Год назад +5

    God bless her fr !! I’m here giving my lil sis a convo due to this video. This woman is blessed , not everyone gets that many chances in life 💯

    • @TrappinAnonymous
      @TrappinAnonymous Год назад +1

      Yes we must teach our young the signs, places and people to avoid.

  • @theresaoevans1305
    @theresaoevans1305 Год назад +5

    This is deep. Proud of you for telling your story.

  • @QueenCeeNY
    @QueenCeeNY 11 месяцев назад +9

    That's crazy I got out of a violent relationship because he tried killing me and we were married a year. I fear for others that go thru this. The red flags are there get out before its too late. Some men ain't no joke. Your a warrior to survive such horrific abuse. Glad u told your stories women especially young ones need to hear it.

  • @missred2beautiful
    @missred2beautiful 9 месяцев назад +2

    This video definitely had me glued! I Shed a Tear Listening, This is sad but I love how strong you were Felly! You definitely are a Angel! You have a purpose for sure ❤

  • @daniellevibes
    @daniellevibes 11 месяцев назад +13

    Man, 😞 I hate she went through this horrible, horrible stuff! These people s-xually a-used her!! She tries to deal with it by hugging herself. You see it when she talks about it she grabs her arm by self soothing. Sending love and Prayers out to you sis. I hope with everything in me things get better for you ❤️‍🩹

  • @katiana8506
    @katiana8506 Год назад +7

    Oh man when she finally allowed herself to cry !!!! 😢 i wanna hug her for a good 30 mins 😢

  • @sc84ldn
    @sc84ldn 8 месяцев назад +2

    I love the way he looks out for the people he's interviewing. Just the little things like offering water and the breathing 😊

  • @user-uk6vb4lx8f
    @user-uk6vb4lx8f 4 месяца назад +1

    You are amazing- the sparkle in your eyes, your strength, your intelligence, the dysfunction and abuse you suffered - so sorry xx

  • @MillennialVybe
    @MillennialVybe 8 месяцев назад +6

    She’s is detached from reality completely. Shes explains her sexual trauma like it’s funny. 🥺

  • @user-fi8hh5ij2x
    @user-fi8hh5ij2x 11 месяцев назад +7

    Dang I have love for this girl. I'm proud of her and I would hope she starts some type of youtube channel. She inspires me that life ahead is good and she's giving me motivation to move forward and start pushing harder to improve in life. Big up's to her.

  • @deeszibby
    @deeszibby 9 месяцев назад +1

    The fact that y'all keep getting her together, so real. I love that.

  • @MokuhVIPChick
    @MokuhVIPChick 4 месяца назад +1

    Respect to you, Felly! So much respect. None of this was ever your fault, but you still take accountability for the things you did wrong. I pray peace, healing, and true unconditional love find you. You are resilient, wise and emotionally intelligent. Your inner beauty is a light. Keep going. 💛

  • @sisterkalipso
    @sisterkalipso Год назад +6

    So glad I found this channel. May God bless and keep you all. Personal safety is so important and a huge part of our spiritual well-being. Being stabbed is such a personal attack it means that the person IS going to and trying to delete you. Surviving an attack like that shows a tremendous amount of resilience and strength and that it was not your time leave this Earth. To God be the glory

  • @Sagittarius-888
    @Sagittarius-888 11 месяцев назад +9

    The fact she went to go see him after all what he done is so heartbreaking

  • @ewinleti4680
    @ewinleti4680 7 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your story. That's a part of healing. Keep telling your story so that others may get strength from you and come forward as well. Never give up in fighting for your rights and the things that will push you forward in all the goals that you want for yourself. Blessings❤