Dear Ms Dean, even with little knowledge, from your videos one can tell you are trying hard to cope in the kind of circumstance (whatever it may be) that make us feel are impossible to survive. I want to give you a note of encouragement and also praise. You are a good film historian. Your work is even-handed, non-judgmental and yet devoted to the facts, or truth of this or that. At the same time, your work is always compassionate toward the human condition writ large and in regard to film itself you show insight into the art of acting and its prismatic styles and types. So, please go on with this project. But beyond that, and not knowing who you are or your life (other than you have much sadness), please trust you are gifted. Perhaps write and publish a history of a period in film history you adore? Get a degree in film at a top university where you can receive grants. Push yourself out into the lime light! My guess is you have the guts and work ehic to do this but maybe not the confidence. . . . but again, you are gifted and a lovely, thoughtful woman to boot and, it seems, one in need of a home of her own. You can can acquire that home by the sweat of your own talent! I hate burn out. Been there. So rest a bit. But just a bit, for you have places to go, things to do and people to see. I will check in on your site to see how you are as I am sure your many subscribers will as well.
Thank you so so much for your very kind words, I am deeply touched! What you’ve written has moved me to tears and I am so thankful for your encouragement. I’m also amazed that you’ve been able to see so much of what has been going on in my life just from watching my videos. You are very insightful! Yes, I am very sad and dealing with a very difficult time in my life at the moment. I’m struggling with several mental illnesses, and a lifetime of trauma and heartache. I’m also in a time of transition as I’ve finally decided to live for myself, and chase my dreams of being an actress, and I have a big audition coming soon. Between auditions, therapy sessions, trying to get time away from home (which is desperately needed for my mental health) I haven’t had any space or time for RUclips. But I don’t plan on abandoning my projects anytime soon. I will still be doing biographies. It is something I love deeply, and always have loved. This channel will always be here. I have seriously been considering making a video journal updating everyone on exactly what has been going on in my life, but I don’t know if I’m really safe to do it right now. My living situation is physically safe, but otherwise uncomfortable. My family life is complicated. And yes, I desperately need a home of my own and I am working hard on achieving that. The support from my subscribers has been incredible and I am so grateful for every single one you. When it is safe for me to do so, I will post a full video explaining what has been going on since November 2021, and I think the video will probably blow up and go viral when I do because the events I’ve lived through are very much not the average ! But for now, I will just keep resting and working towards getting my ability to do my projects back, because I do miss it very much. As for getting a degree, academics aren’t my friend. I’m self diagnosed autistic and I really struggled in school, and in college. But maybe some day writing a book will be something I’m able to accomplish! Thank you again so much for your kindness. I am deeply grateful for the warmth your comment has sent into my soul. Love, light, and all that is good to you. ❤️❤️❤️ -Natasha
Thank you for your Cary Grant Biography - …which lead me to this video-message -…to the commment section… Uhm . How to put it into words…? 1. “Burn out” “calm down” is easy to be said - nonetheless hard to be learned -> might Travis from the YT channel “chakra healings” be helpful to you ? 🌱 2. “What’s next” “one step after the other” - no one and nothing shall be pushing or pulling you -> includes also your own inner voice -> includes to learn to voice towards others calmly and very sincere and heartfelt gentle : “No, Thank you…. but: ““N.o.”” - Thank you.” -> includes : t.a.k.e. your time (like you choose to do four months ago) again and again 🍀 3. “your work” -> see 1. :: calm down; one step after the other -> see 2. :: -> focus & enjoy …-…like your audience does :: you are doing a great job -> repeat ))) circle closed ✨🪷✨
You’re very welcome for the biography, I’m so glad you enjoyed it; and Thank you so much! The understanding I’ve received on this has been so heartwarming and I am so grateful for all of you and your patience! As for helping myself heal, I will check out Travis’s RUclips, thank you! I’m also studying meditation for healing as well. I’m sure this will be useful, thank you again! I deeply appreciate you all so much. ❤️
Love you, Zoë Darlin’. Keep talking care of yourself.
💚🤗🤗💚
Thank you Lesley love!! Love you too!!!🥰🥰🥰
Dear Ms Dean, even with little knowledge, from your videos one can tell you are trying hard to cope in the kind of circumstance (whatever it may be) that make us feel are impossible to survive. I want to give you a note of encouragement and also praise. You are a good film historian. Your work is even-handed, non-judgmental and yet devoted to the facts, or truth of this or that. At the same time, your work is always compassionate toward the human condition writ large and in regard to film itself you show insight into the art of acting and its prismatic styles and types. So, please go on with this project. But beyond that, and not knowing who you are or your life (other than you have much sadness), please trust you are gifted. Perhaps write and publish a history of a period in film history you adore? Get a degree in film at a top university where you can receive grants. Push yourself out into the lime light! My guess is you have the guts and work ehic to do this but maybe not the confidence. . . . but again, you are gifted and a lovely, thoughtful woman to boot and, it seems, one in need of a home of her own. You can can acquire that home by the sweat of your own talent! I hate burn out. Been there. So rest a bit. But just a bit, for you have places to go, things to do and people to see. I will check in on your site to see how you are as I am sure your many subscribers will as well.
Thank you so so much for your very kind words, I am deeply touched! What you’ve written has moved me to tears and I am so thankful for your encouragement.
I’m also amazed that you’ve been able to see so much of what has been going on in my life just from watching my videos. You are very insightful! Yes, I am very sad and dealing with a very difficult time in my life at the moment. I’m struggling with several mental illnesses, and a lifetime of trauma and heartache. I’m also in a time of transition as I’ve finally decided to live for myself, and chase my dreams of being an actress, and I have a big audition coming soon. Between auditions, therapy sessions, trying to get time away from home (which is desperately needed for my mental health) I haven’t had any space or time for RUclips.
But I don’t plan on abandoning my projects anytime soon.
I will still be doing biographies. It is something I love deeply, and always have loved. This channel will always be here.
I have seriously been considering making a video journal updating everyone on exactly what has been going on in my life, but I don’t know if I’m really safe to do it right now. My living situation is physically safe, but otherwise uncomfortable.
My family life is complicated. And yes, I desperately need a home of my own and I am working hard on achieving that.
The support from my subscribers has been incredible and I am so grateful for every single one you. When it is safe for me to do so, I will post a full video explaining what has been going on since November 2021, and I think the video will probably blow up and go viral when I do because the events I’ve lived through are very much not the average !
But for now, I will just keep resting and working towards getting my ability to do my projects back, because I do miss it very much.
As for getting a degree, academics aren’t my friend. I’m self diagnosed autistic and I really struggled in school, and in college.
But maybe some day writing a book will be something I’m able to accomplish!
Thank you again so much for your kindness. I am deeply grateful for the warmth your comment has sent into my soul.
Love, light, and all that is good to you. ❤️❤️❤️
-Natasha
Burnt out too. Take the pressure off & look after yourself. When you're ready, you're ready. Life is full-on, you've got to pace yourself! 💙
Yes! Thank you!
Thank you for your Cary Grant Biography - …which lead me to this video-message -…to the commment section…
Uhm .
How to put it into words…?
1. “Burn out”
“calm down” is easy to be said - nonetheless hard to be learned
-> might Travis from the YT channel “chakra healings” be helpful to you ?
🌱
2. “What’s next”
“one step after the other” - no one and nothing shall be pushing or pulling you
-> includes also your own inner voice
-> includes to learn to voice towards others calmly and very sincere and heartfelt gentle : “No, Thank you…. but: ““N.o.”” - Thank you.”
-> includes : t.a.k.e. your time (like you choose to do four months ago) again and again
🍀
3. “your work”
-> see 1. :: calm down; one step after the other
-> see 2. ::
-> focus & enjoy
…-…like your audience does :: you are doing a great job
-> repeat
)))
circle closed
✨🪷✨
You’re very welcome for the biography, I’m so glad you enjoyed it; and Thank you so much! The understanding I’ve received on this has been so heartwarming and I am so grateful for all of you and your patience!
As for helping myself heal, I will check out Travis’s RUclips, thank you!
I’m also studying meditation for healing as well. I’m sure this will be useful, thank you again! I deeply appreciate you all so much. ❤️