PANKiEcOre - I make myself think

song about an RSD attack I had lol
sorry for the terrible mixing (not!)
LYRICS:
Too much
Matter, you matter!
We, slightly fa- fa- way,
Saturated way
I don't
I can't!
I can see how you think that
I think for you
Make you think
I make myself think
I don't know
How do I fix this
How do I feel
What is the right way to feel about this
Feel about things
What is the right way
Is there a right way?
Is this the right way?
Are you
Am I right, right
Wrong, wrong
Frozen in ice
Come on, cast the dice
Attempt actions to precise
It just won't suffice
Fill my body with white rice
I know I've paid my price
a fool for chasing paradise
You're just a flawed device
Shove it down my windpipe
My fingers shake as I type
Thoughts adapt to other's light
Keeping this peace, it's alright
Quivering face, another swipe
The brain taser, ready to snipe
All I ever want is to avoid a fight
All I ever want is to be nice
What can I prove?
I can't move
To improve
To remove
Trains of thoughts pass right into me
Is this really the right way?
How do I know, will this grow a pink tree?
Or will it send my mind to decay?
Approaching close, it's my doomsday
From humane little songs I wrote
I poured whatever's left in my ribcage
I'm sure you'll find the antidote
What can I prove?
I can't move
To improve
To remove
But evermore
The dinosaur
Lets out a roar
And the time passes by