NF Concert Vlog
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- Опубликовано: 8 сен 2024
- This took several attempts to finally get it uploaded. Was planning for it to go up sooner sorry. Just a vlog from the concert I went to. Hope you enjoy. Peace and love guys.
I’m Four, a guy that has been through hell and back. I was once involved in serious crime (drugs,gangs,violence, etc.) but have spent the last few years completely changing my life and focusing on personal growth. If you’re struggling in your life I just want you to know there’s still hope and you can overcome anything! If you have any questions or just need someone you can vent to please don’t hesitate to reach out. Thanks for watching! Peace, love, and LIGHT ❤️🙏☮️❤️🔆
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Hey everyone! I tried to upload this a couple times yesterday but the WiFi hasn’t been working well here. I hope everyone has a great weekend. I’ll be in touch later today. Love you guys! 🙏🙏🙏💯💯💯🥰☮️❤️
The concert looked amazing 😊
Thank you for the thumbs up may God bless you and you keep doing good work😊 and I will always keep you in my prayers and you do the same keep me in your prayers because I really need it at this time in my life to prejudge a person out here in East Chicago East Chicago Indiana that's my home this is my hometown but it's like they judge you to see where you coming from and it's like I've been going to church back to my church out here that I was going to for ever since I was a little kid and and I'm wondering like it's like you either get on the right side with God or but hadn't got on the right side back I had got reinstated in my church and it seems like it's getting harder and harder the more I want to praise him the more people want to prejudge me I'm only going to church to praise the Lord and they need to be quiet if I want to be a bad person I will stay on the outside I wouldn't have never went back and got reinstated I mean from my family my sisters it's just like if you're not involved in what they want you to do they're not your friend anymore and yeah but I'm a strong person I will make it it's just really sadit's just really sad when your own family members or your church members you know try to judge you they don't have no right only God can judge me I'm too old for someone to come at me like that it's just the nerve of them and they could really you know make you angry so you just I'm going to just stay away from it thanks again for the thumbs up and you stay strong and amadou the same stand strong if I have loved it will show in the long run I would always be in church the rest of my days praising the Lord and they going to just move out of my way they're going to move out of my way I'm going to fight for what I need to do I'm going to just keep coming keep coming to my church and they can look or stare or say something but they're not that's my strength me stand strong and I want the best for you I want you to stay strong and only you know how your video supposed to be no one could tell you what to do or how to do it only you God bless
You are an amazing man with an amazing heart. You have so much to offer the world. Do not ever think of yourself as a loser because to all of us, you are a winner. ❤ ✌️and 🫶
@@jaymesunshinefarrexactly he is an amazing young man he is helping so many people he really cares about his subscribers
I knew that about her but these people don't get it she's fake
Yeah quite a few people have unsubscribed from her. Her true colors came through more than once. But hey the bright side is we all got to" know" you!! Your amazing and don't ever let someone cut you down.
Honestly it is really sad to know the truth behind her but ironically, it was a blessing in disguise because we got the opportunity to "meet" you and follow along your journey! At this point let's just pray for her that she remains sober and in God's path.. Anyone can change( pun intended) hehehehe
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Praying for her to truly find a relationship with God and He will change her heart if she is willing to let Him 🙏😔
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Hey Forrest! You are so genuine. Even though you went to the NF concert solo, just know you weren't. God was there, and so we're all of us too. Also glad you were open about ( you know who). You don't deserve to be treated like that. You are handsome, hardworking, sweet and fun...her loss. Thank you for being honest and being you. ❤️❤️🫶🍀🏋🏻✝️✌🏻🫶🏻
I remember that scrapbook. It was beautiful. My heart hurts for the sweet soul who spent so much time and effort on making it for someone so unappreciative. I hope she continues to bless people with her talent.
I missed that I guess. What kind of scrapbook was it? It’s a shame someone was so kind and caring and she was over it.
Noooo that was such beauty that scrap book
@@mfv7373 If I’m remembering correctly it was a handmade journal using scrapbooking material. A lot of love went into making it, for sure.
It was a really beautiful handmade scrap book with detailed pieces someone handmade it and it looks like it took 2 months to make every page was a collage and had so many scrapbook and collages, so many beautiful pieces of art.
@@Lily-Elisabeth There you go. A much more accurate description. Wasn’t it lovely? It was one of them things that are too special to use but “save for best”.
You’re so not like her man… you don’t just want to do nothing but dance in the sun and be “pretty”. You are the actual beauty, you work hard and have your head on straight.
Well done for going to the concert on your own Forr. Im a 54 year old lady and do a lot on my own. I know it isnt easy! So so sorry that you were used and discarded. I started off on her channel and watched the mask start to slip... You deserve a woman who loves you for YOU - not your bank balance or the lifestyle you can provide. Hang in there and chin up. We are all rooting for you and believe in you! Peace and love from hot, sunny South Africa.
Exactly he sure does
I love your comment! Have a blessed day🫶🏻
Yesss me too I started there and ended up here. I saw her true colors shining through pretty quick and I couldn’t support or follow her especially after her depressed video and how entitled she acted. It’s amazing how quick she forgot where she came from. I’m rooting for him also and it’s a blessing he got away from that bc God will put the perfect person in his life that he deserves and a person that will be thankful and appreciative of who he is.
She’s not worth --. What goes around comes around. No worries. Enjoyed your video. So happy you enjoyed the concert. Peace and Love..
Wow. Sorry you went through it! Glad you had a good time at the concert!! I guess you could say “she” fooled us all. Sad. But your smile is shining 😄👍🙏
She had me fooled until she tore down everyone’s gifts from her wall. I knew then, something was off with this girl.
@@OssoLily-ix5vz Same, it was like a slap in the face. I am glad he came clean about it and got it out and off him. How dare she!
@@OssoLily-ix5vzthat's what got me too and her lack of thanking anyone
@@dangell8984 Her greed is insatiable. Pray for her.
@@dangell8984 Yes, she’s got some major issues, I’m so glad he’s moving on.
YES! You finally cleared your conscience, standing up telling your side! LOVE IT!😂
And I find it ironic that you went to Florida and a concert. Two things she would have been able to enjoy with you. And that is another reason it's best not to date in the recovery pool too soon! My wish for you is you find a kind woman who works hard, loves hard and serves humanity in some way! A nurse perhaps, lol! Just enjoy life Four, and one day God will bring this woman into your life. God bless!××
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Forrest I am glad you opened up about you know who. I figured this out awhile back and unsubbed . She’s in love with herself. It’s sad because she’s headed for disaster. She’s beautiful but addicted to self. You’ve learned a valuable life lesson. Seek God and He will bring you a godly morally strong woman to marry and share your life. Keep your lives separate until you are sure God has brought you together. You are a man after God’s own heart. I’m speaking from 80+ years of experience. I lost my loving husband 2 years ago as he went home to heaven.
Enjoyed meeting your family and thank you for sharing.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad not long ago. I am 57, but still felt like that little girl. He was the glue that held everything together. God what immense pressure that must have put on him. I hope you are doing well and able to smile again.
@@dangell8984 thank you. Yes I know I will see him again in heaven because we both believe in Jesus. But there is loss and grief for me and my adult children and grandchildren who loved him so much im sorry for the loss of your dad. we parents always consider our children as our little ones in our heart. Grace and peace to you.
I dropped her like a hot potato when she made the whole vlog about how she doesn’t want to work and just wants to be pretty, then comments were turned off. She played us all unfortunately. The only good thing that came from it was she introduced us to you. Glad you had fun. Help positive brother!
She is a coward for turning off the comments.
@@dangell8984 definitely. And while we “knew” she was reading comments it just proved she lied about it
It was so telling and weird when she stated (more than once) she just wants to have fun & be pretty. Like, who says that ish? Narc people do!
@@wondertwin13 I agree. And I get it, no one wants to work, but unfortunately that’s reality. We all just want to have fun it’s part of being human. But to afford to have fun, one must work.
@@Meowgismom Lonely people on the internet will purchase videos or stills of her for money. She always wanted to be in the "entertainment business" and now she is. Sad that she didn't stay in college or stay employed. Sad for her. Pray for her. She is suffering and willing to sell herself. She has nothing else to sell. No Education, no Employment and no Trade. So to speak....
I have been holding out hope that Nika was a different kind of person than what recently had been coming out, but hearing the truth from you and how she treated you and what she did with the things people sent her, I'm done. It's for the best that it didn't work out between you two. You are a good person and you will find the person for you.
Do you mean she gave it away
@@curlyt33 some things she did donate to the shelter, but what four said in this video, it sounds like she threw some things away too.
@@curlyt33 She habitually throws love away. Nothing is good enough for her. She wants everything handed to her on a silver platter.
Wow 2,440 subscribers now!!! Imagine standing on a stage talking to 2,440 people. Amazing!! Well done !!!
"this is the life of a poor guy.." - you are far richer than Nika will ever be... don't from this point onwards waste any more time I am glad you spoke the truth, I was taken in by her for a long time too.
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I had hoped she was honestly true, but I had a feeling it was a con. Im so happy for you to have made it out safe and true to yourself. Love watching your videos and being a real person. Stay strong and being real 😊
Four we all knew wer aware of her kind ,stay strong you will meet a true honest pure heart lady ,keep doing you uk
I'm so sorry that she treated you like that. I have noticed she is not who she claims to be. I'm so proud of you for not falling apart and for continuing with your sobriety. Stay as humble and strong as you are. God is so good and with Him you can do anything. ❤
It's better to experience life alone than experience it with the wrong people. Peace and Love from Wales in the U.K
Amen.
That's so true !!!
I've been to so many concerts and club gigs on my own. I've never regretted it!
Yes!!
Glad you are getting beyond this relationship ❤ love your attitude
Thank you for finally speaking out. Keep it classy but I was feeling strange since she received all the gifts and seemed unappreciative. I ignored it but then just before her lake trip she sat down and told us how much she hated doing this for us but yet wants to travel and live off of the funds from the channel she hates. She is needy and I don’t think anyone can satisfy her needs. The last nail for me was that she blamed her being stuck in that apartment on you. She hid you until she was fully in the apartment so that is on her. Now knowing you were the one picking up packages it shows how far back you were involved with her that she hid. Many people questioned the timing of yalls relationship due to recovery don’t take it personal. But she can’t blame you now for what she was hiding. Must be nice not to work and take health shots all day long while living in a nice apartment complaining all the time. Okay I’ll save it 🤣
Glad you were able to see NF! That’s amazing. Now, continue on your mission and leave the past in the past. Happy belated birthday
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LOL go ahead, I'm still listening and agreeing with you 100% ! 😃
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💯! The video when she closed down the POBox she did NOT make sure to thank people and apologize. I was pissed, went to comment but was SHOCKED reading all the swooning and fawning over her; that I kept it to myself. 😏🤢
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Thank you. Your are above her.
Once again thank you so much for letting me know and the rest of the people that was watching her know just how she is thank you so much
Thank you for letting me and the rest of the people WHO WERE watching her know just how she is. Thank you.
People started seeing through her and quickly. I am older, 61. I have been through it all and see through garbage, scammer and liar. People over use that word Narcissist. We are all Narcissist. there is healthy narcissism. But as we know, there unhealthy and that is your ex. She is ME ME ME ME. You are not. People like her, chew and spit people out. She will do this to anyone. It is not you and who you are that caused anything..You are real and true. You have a good soul. People see it and know. I wish you the best in life Four. You deserve it. The world needs more people like you. If you were my son, I would be more than proud.
Completely agree. I am also older and I knew something was off with her from the get go. After Forr moved in I could see he was a genuinely nice person and I wanted to scream at him ‘Run Forrest, Run!!’ (pardon the pun 🤭). What an absolute cow to throw him out like that …. awful 😥.
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@@kimberleymcintosh1171 I don't think some people paid attention. Before she even mentioned or brought 4 into the picture, she said she hadn't worked in years and just lived off of her boyfriends. Yes she did. 4 moves in and BOOM, she quits her job. That is when my light came on. That is when I knew. She was going to try to live off of him and all Cash App money would be for her to look pretty and just enjoy life while she drained him dry. I remember her getting her ice cream and sitting in the chair. She opens it and 4 had ate some of it. Her face was angry. She said he eats in the middle of the night and "ate some of MY ice cream with a pissed off angry face. Really? Ice cream. So what. And MY. You might think that is petty of me, but it is not. I wouldn't give a rats azz if my man ate some of OUR ice cream. Those mask slips. The signs, the change, as soon as she thought the hooks were deep. When she found out that was not gonna work in her favor, she tossed him to the curb. No care. The depression wasn't the loss of him. Her hopes and dream of a free ride off of someone was shattered and the cause of her bed ridden act. I am mean? No. It is just the truth. She is no good. People like her do not change. They move on to the next.
@@ConnieA1262 I’m sad for the kind people who had the wool pulled over their eyes and sent her all those lovely things and money too.
@@kimberleymcintosh1171 Nika is a master manipulator. She doesn't want to work for what she will have. She wants to glean the wealth of others. She is sick. Keep praying for her soul. A sugar daddy will grab her up and put her into the sun to dance. May God protect her from the evil that awaits her laziness and greed.
Fun and great attitude in this video, I enjoyed going with you! She actually told on herself with her several vids of pure pouting and disgust of having to perform for us after the break up.
* I totally knew from THAT alone!
Stay strong! You’re on the right path! Peace and Love ☮️♥️
Yet, another GREAT video from my favorite nephew. Love you, honey and AGAIN, soooo PROUD of you. ❤❤
Love you auntieeee! Muahhh xoxo thanks for being here! 🙏🙏🙏☮️❤️
I started watching Nika because I had a daughter that would have been her age . She had gotten lost in that world of escaping 😢my little girl didn’t make it through she passed 5 yrs ago .She has a son I’m raising he’s a T1D & no dad in the picture or family I’m it 💔I saw through Nika when she discarded all the things she was gifted 😮 I saw her take down what she was using & talking about how it all made her unhappy to even see it or use it . I saw an a ungreatful person . I heard her say she wanted to live on a deserted island alone and only invite friends when she wanted . Including you I know that’s what alone means . You were in the room. WOW I thought 💔That had to hurt . She doesn’t seem to appreciate others but I’m not in her place! Stay positive , keep moving in the direction GOD is leading🙏 Your dad is so cool seems so kind , playing the guitar & singing , the art is amazing 😊 Your mom sounds so sweet & I truly know how much she loves you & how proud she is seeing your struggles hurts but knowing you’re safe & heathy off the poison ❤ Stay strong ✌️& 🫶
Am I mistaken, I recall her doing a video where she showed that she actually packed the items away and went through the bins on a video. Also, she took the gifts, that she was double or she wasn't going to use, to the recovery house/homeless shelter where she used to live.
Aww I’m so sorry for your loss! I don’t watch her vids but I know she did pass on alot of it.
You are so wise, my friend! Your words and thoughts are powerful!! You will help so many who are going through times! ❤️🥰
I just heard what you were saying about the fake one, and honestly, I picked up on that with her.
She was the reason I was lead to you, and I'll thank her for that. She lost out big time. Stay true to you. She was a person to show you who you don't want.
You will Grow with your honesty.
Love and ✌️
I’m watching all the ads! Keep up the good work! I look forward to your videos bc it’s encouraging and relatable and it’s like hanging with a good friend! Great video! Your prayer at the end 🥹you got this! God bless🫶🏻🙏🏼
I really love your honesty and realness, I also get such good and genuine vibes from you which I personally find so refreshing! I'm really enjoying you and your content, but also your journey too, thank you for being so honest and open, and sharing your struggles and recovery with us. I'd say you had a lucky escape Four and far be it from me to say but I'm glad. Keep being you and thank you again! 😁💜
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Hey Buddy, you didn’t go to the concert alone. You took over 2,500 of us with you! Keep walking the walk my friend, We are right here with you. ❤️🙏
Aww thanks DB I appreciate that! I’m trying to, I really appreciate ALL you guys and consider you my internet family for real lol. As corny as that may sound idc, I really do 🤷♂️😜🙏🙏🙏💯☮️❤️
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Sometimes the best experiences in life are done solo! Glad you had a good time
Lots of love from Australia BCM ☮️ ❤️ ❤❤
Congratulations on being monetized 🎉. I am assuming because I seen commercials 😂. I didn’t even skip them 😂🤣. I know you must have been driven to a breaking point for you to comment on Nika. Just be careful and don’t allow anyone to steal your joy. Just keep it real and be the best possible version of yourself you can be. Stay positive. God knows what you need. He will provide you with everything. Stay strong 💕
I agree with you! great comment! I also believe she watches his videos and will try to put him down bc of what he stated so i really hope he doesn't allow it to become a hinderance towards his recovery and positivity! He has come a long way! i pray they can both find peace and just pray for each other without any ill will. hope you have a great day!
@@user-wh8gm2ij3u I agree with you. I hope it doesn’t become a hindrance to him either. You know the old saying misery loves company unfortunately that can happen so easily. You have a great weekend as well.🙂
Forr-Stay close to your sponsor and the program and stay far away from people like that. A lot of us saw through it. I am praying for you. Just keep doing the next right thing. You are doing great! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I found your channel through her youtube channel and then when she quit her job and broke up with you her channel changed and she has lost subscribers and went downhil. But looks like you will get her subscribers as you are a great guy and will find someone deserving of you . Just keep the faith and hang in there and go back to Florida for the distance and to be with your family.
Remember the serenity prayer my friend, and remember the steps and principles, you got this😊
When she said that she wanted to be in the entertainment business, that was a red flag for me. I started wondering how much of what I was seeing was really real. I have 2 grown sons and have watched them both get their heart broken by women and it's really hard to watch. If all a person wants is to dance and be pretty, they shouldn't be in a relationship. Keep your relationship with Jesus and He will raise you up a Godly woman.
Thank you for sharing your positivity though life has being rough. And you will find the wright women who will love you for who you are and not only for what you have or dont have. No money in this world meens anything if you dont have a loving heart. People who treat other with no respect arent happy with them selves. Bless you 🙏.
Happy you had a great time at concert! You are a very good man and someone was looking out for you when you got away from her..She will only cause grief and trouble ..She is self absorbed
Find yourself a sweet girl, never go back even if asked to, your life will be a misery with a selfish controller.
Absolutely because you can see that coming a mile off - she will be missing 4 and i suspect will start the emotional blackmail soon....in reality her life looks pretty damn shallow to me. Vacuous air head it must be all the vitamins .
You never ever go back to a narcissist. They will see you as stupid and weak, like I already treated you like shit, and now you still want me? They then see you as desperate. If she calls you back please know it is not because she loves you, it will be because she needs something from you, or is bored. Narcissists are not wired like us, she can not love on a deep level. You dodged a bullet.
USE to ❤ her. No more. Unsubscribed to her. She showed her true colors man. Glad you got away from her. You deserve SO MUCH BETTER and you’ll get it too because you’re a GOOD PERSON. So thank you for that. Keep being you man. Loving your content ❤
You are an extraordinary young man! Thank you for sharing your love and kindness with the world! ❤
I do loads of stuff on my own. I'm 52 . It's cool
This is why I always said negative comments because I knew something was off. You're a good guy. Keep up the good work.
They may have been negative but they were always funny.
People tried to gaslight and tell me my comments being deleted were RUclips glitches. I never believed it. 😆
Hi there. I agree with you both. Many a time I locked horns with the prime enabler of the group. Penguin, your comments were hilarious. Katerich, you were awesome as well. Peace ☮️
@@MojitoMamaI did as well. I call it like I see it. I saw through her facade. I knew when they got together, she would dump him like garbage and like the stuff she tore from her walls. To put him on the street like that? Shameful and shame on her!
@@dangell8984 It is a real shitty situation. My heart ❤️ goes out to her devout followers that supported her & gave her 💰/gifts 🎁. Nika is a very ungrateful individual
@@MojitoMamathank yoy
So glad you still went 🎉❤.looking good
So glad to hear your side of the story about the “gal”. So glad I’m following you and not her. You seem so real. I wish you nothing but happiness.
Hey man, i’m so sorry to hear about what you endured in your last relationship. You should look into narcissistic abuse if you haven’t. I myself was in a toxic relationship where i gave my absolute all for the woman i was with, emotionally financially and physically, and it was never enough. I faced daily berating and verbal abuse, gaslighting, always feeling like i was walking on eggshells because i had no clue what would set her off next. It really affects your self esteem and mental health. I think more people can see who nika is than you think. It’s truly heartbreaking because i am sure you guys had some really good times together and you may be having trouble making sense of why things flipped like they did, why she started treating you so badly. It’s not your fault and you couldn’t have done anything different to change the outcome. She will do the same to her next partner, and next partner, and next partner. I’m glad you were able to get out. Please watch lise lablanc’s videos on youtube, she is a therapist who specializes in talking about men who suffer narcissistic abuse from their partners. It may help. Also, anger is a normal phase in healing. Please don’t feel bad for telling the truth about what you went through. I hope you find peace and healing
nice message. Peace to you as well. ♥️
@@christyogan5408thank you❤
No one is 'all one thing'. I loved Nika's early videos and I don't think she was acting. i think that ending up in the homeless shelter was a massive dose of reality for her. She was grateful, trying her best, working, loving Peace park and being kind to others. Being at rock bottom is where she was her best self. Too much success too soon is where she went off the rails. She reverted to 'not her best self' and made selfish, immature decisions that lost her the goodwill of literally thousands of supporters. I am so sorry you got hurt Four. Your videos are positive, genuine and delighful and thank you for taking us along. Lots of love from a very chilly morning in Christchurch, New Zealand
If being homeless made her humble and grateful, overcoming it would make it even more so, I've come to believe that it was an act and I feel horrible for all the people that sent gifts and money, a lot of them them are older and living on a fixed income
@@Chigrylthat's very true! The experience I had of rock bottom and being homeless WITHOUT a shelter because the only ones available were overcrowded and more dangerous than being in a tent alone in the woods have forever changed me into a grateful spiritual positive being. The experience of rebuilding and earning a roof back over my head and a job and healthy living are for life. And I will NEVER regret that part of my life 💙
Hey Forr, Keep moving forward until you look in the rearview mirror & all is gone. You will be glad for the clean slate & a new beginning. Keep your heart open & someone will find you. Enjoyed the bits of the concert & went online to see some of his stuff & I liked it. Stay well stay safe. ✌🏽🤟🏽
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We're still on vaca BUT !! I'm looking forward to "binge watching " ALL your Florida vids & your new ones,too..upon our return home (Monday) just wanted to "show some support/love" untill then💕..God Bless🙏
You didnt go alone Forr, we all came with you! I was smiling all through this video because it was so good to see you happy. It seems to me that you had a lucky escape from your ex, one day you will find the girl that appreciates and loves you for the man you have become xx
very sweet comment. I agree!
We all deserve someone who is as good to us as we are to them ❤
Oh damnnnn I’m glad you finally spoke on her.
Forest I know I speak for everyone on this channel when I say you just blow us away buddy! You're so honest and caring and real and I think we've all just fallen in love with you to be honest. I wish nothing but the best for you. You deserve every happiness life has to offer my friend, you certainly don't deserve to be taken advantage of like you have been. I'm so so very sorry that she did that to you. You certainly did not deserve it. In my opinion, it's a testament to how much pain she is still in. I started out on her channel and I met you through her. The minute she kicked you out i unsubscribed from her channel because I had seen the change coming for quite some time. And I really hate to say this I certainly don't wish any misfortune for her, but I don't think it's gonna be too much longer before she backslides and starts using again, because I believe she's unhappy. You are an inspiration from what you've come from to where you are today. And I truly think I can say that I don't think you are in any danger of back sliding and falling back into your old ways like Nika is. It's become obvious just has superficial she is and probably always has been. I'm reminded of a quote I heard from a movie long ago called."Waiting To Exhale". The quote from that movie is."If you're ugly on the inside, you're ugly on the outside". You're lucky to be away from her Forrest, and like you, I don't think any of us wish her any ill will, but you truly are the lucky one here. Just keep reaching for the stars.........love you my friend ❤️
I love that movie
I love that you are real. You're ex is unfortunately one of life's users. I worked in the substance misuse field for years and I gave her the benefit of the doubt.....I have seen relationships between people in recovery really last and i've seen them when they don't. She has so many issues that have narsisstic (sorry about the spelling) traits that I fear she will never be happy. Anyway you keep strong and don't force love or it will be you that ends up compromising and being unhealthy. Take it from a 58 year old nurse who has 40 years working with people who have suffered trauma and adverse childhood events. Your family is lovely and your attitude is amazing.
She said what ..😂..she said she wouldn't want to know ppl that comment on youtube 🤣🤣🤣 oh wow , that doesn't sound like a nice person 😏, oh well, we live and learn, anyways , your doing great , L&P , Scotland 💙
hang in there. you are not a loser, ever. sometimes alone is good. enjoy!!
This video made me cry my face off for your truly a very deep person. Meeting your family was beyond beautiful for stay true to yourself. You got this. The word karma is big. I’m so glad you got to go to the concert even if it was by yourself you had the time of your life good night and thank you for sharing your life with us.🙏🍔🍟🎼🎼🥁
Well I definitely didn’t want you to be sad, so I hope they were good tears Anne! I appreciate the support as always 🙏🙏🙏💯👍☮️🙏
Keep being your beautiful self Four... 🧡🌺🔥
🙏🙏🙏🙏☮️❤️ Thanks Kat I appreciate that! 🥰
It’s crazy how when you two started dating, everyone thought you were the “problem”, but the truth has come out.
Peace and love to you too ❤❤
Yes, and I'll be honest and say I was one of them 😢
@@juliemanning-ix2ypWe all make mistakes, it’s great to see the light
@@HandbagDiva it really does.
I don’t think it was anything personal against him. It was just not a good idea so early in recovery. Plus she was such a deceiver and sneaky about the whole thing. She misled everyone.
So glad you came clean about your relationship. 💔😢 I think it was awful that she let you give up your own place, then kicked you out. She has a long way to go. She has fallen into the unsafe world of RUclips, because her channel grew very fast. But it won’t stay that way and unfortunately she will relapse. Prayers to you both. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Life is a continuous learning experience. Love your realness.
Awesome concert thanks for sharing ❤ rocking solo
Hey Four…you are not a loser for going alone!!! I admire you for going alone…you are a strong, positive, kind hearted person and I’m sure you will make some friends there. You’re very likable and an all around cool guy. Enjoy the concert my friend!
Wow wow freaking amazing the drummer was right on tack.. thanks for your amazing for all you do I totally appreciate you.. God bless and God always be with you..
I am so happy that you opened up and finally told us how you really feel. It means a lot because you know what I was with the narcissist for years and it sounds like that’s what she is. I started watching her originally and stopped because she’s extremely toxic and then turns off her comments when somebody wants to explain to her that it’s inappropriate to be half naked on RUclips.😘 you are a great guy and you deserve to have a lot of fun. The concert was awesome. I love NF.
Im glad you enjoyed the concert its okay to do things alone 😊😊😊
Wow, wow, wow. I’m speechless, but not surprised
God bless glad your home safe 🙏
Patricia
Awww GBY2 Pat! Thanks a bunch 🙏🙏🙏☮️❤️💯🫶🥰
Loving your videos from Australia 🇦🇺, keep doing you 😊hmmm I seen that in her , unfortunate she didn’t want to see your values only her own!!
You are such a true inspiration, love watching your videos. You show me how positive a person can remain under stressful and nerve wrecking situations. I myself have always suffered with anxiety about everything it seems, even as a child I was such a fearful little girl. You seem like such an adventurous and fun guy, thank you for sharing your thoughts and adventures with us. Thank you for always being so honest and just really real and raw about everything. Many blessings to you every day and always, because you definitely are a blessing to us. Love You!
Thanks for the show of the concert. I appreciate your honesty about your ex and what really happened. Man I feel taken advantage of when I sent her a package and to know there wasn’t appreciation speaks volumes. I think everyone was trying to understand her and why she turned off comments and went on a rant about why her life sucked. She has a pretty good life living where she does and her true colors are coming through. Keep doing your authentic self! Love your channel 😊
Thanks for bringing us to the concert with you!! NF is rad. My favorite song by him is Oh Lord. I am so sorry to hear what Nika has put you through. You are an awesome guy. In His time the Lord will place the right woman in your life. God bless you. ✌️& Love
Thank you for letting me know about this Four, i had no idea. I'm sorry you went through this. I'm praying for her i know Jesus loves her and he knows her story. All we can do is take care of ourselves and others will see us changing 😊 again I'm super proud of you 😊
We are all on to her now, Four. You are way too good for her, and I’m sorry you met up with this person. I am also really good and got involved with a total.y cruel person. Long time ago, but the damage remains. I am glad you enjoyed yourself, and going alone is cool, I do a lot alone.
Hi hun thank for your vlog tonight soooooo happy that you went to that concert you did good my friend 🧡 we are here on this earth to learn lessons i myself have been hurt in the past through bad relationships we learn from our mistakes. You will find the love of your life when you least expect it. You Rock in everything you do have a great weekend sweetheart love from the UK 🇬🇧 ❤❤ xxxx
So true!
Ohhhh,, I LOVE NF!! One of his biggest fans here.. Who couldn't love and appreciate his music.. He's based it off of his own mental health, the setbacks, people letting him down, and his battles with depression.. Thank You, for taking us along, that was so great! And, you weren't alone, not really,, look at all the thousands of others you were surrounded by.. It know, it's not the same as your ex being there,, but at least you weren't afraid to get out, and enjoy the experience anyway. That's called Living.. Also, don't believe the lies another person projects onto you, simply because they have a nasty attitude.. Even though their outside is pretty,, their inside is not.. Unfortunately, that was obvious from the jump, with her.. When a person is all about working on their outter beauty, while neglecting their inner beauty,, their heart,, there's unseen issues which take awhile for others to notice.. And, For a so-called, poor boy, i'd say you're pretty rich, with an awesome family, and God on your side,, it can't get much more richer than that.. As always, keep looking up,, And Smiling.. It's a beautiful world we're living in.. 😊
Glad you went, good luck with what your doing with your life!I'm rooting for you from Canada. Have a good weekend.
Oof! I get it! I really do! I figured your Ex was kind of shady when you had no place to go and she kicked you out. I have been broke up with my Ex for months and we were respectful to one another and continued to live together for months until I found this apartment recently. He even helped me move. You never put someone out on the street unless it's a toxic situation. It just ain't right. I see a lot of mental health struggle within her and immaturity. I feel for her though. I really get how trauma and addiction can change a person. In a sense it can stunt someone's growth within society and within themselves. It's sad. I still show some support toward her, because I know she is doing the best she can. You don't know what ya don't know. She has a lot to figure out in life. I wish her the best, but I get why you finally broke down and shared. You were in an emotional concert that ran deep and she was supposed to be there. It was kind of like a slap in the face again. Your doing well. Sometimes we got to talk about it and find closure. ❤
Glade you enjoyed the concert 😊 glade your home safe 🙏
Some people just want to be pretty and dance in the sun"
Ha no shade there .
Too funny !!!! He did it so tactfully tho 😂
He’s got a great sense of humour which I love. I hope he stays sober & has a wonderful future & life.
Good morning and God bless you my friend!🙏
Let me tell you I love NF! Hope and Search is my favorite, but truly all of his music is awesome. Be blessed and have an amazing time. I know you will. Peace ✌️ and Love ❤️ from the Bronx and always keep God first. He's got you.
Awww so glad to hear you enjoy his stuff too! It was definitely an amazing time. You live in the Bronx huh?!?! That’s cool, I’ve heard some wild things about NYC lol. I wanna come visit someday. Have a good Saturday G 🙏🙏🙏💯🥰🫶☮️🙏
Whelp, I'm sure what you heard was correct 😂😂😂😂😂. But if you do come I'm sure you'll have an amazing time. And yes, I was born and raised in the BX my friend. Despite the craziness, I love where I'm from. God has kept me and my family all these years and when and if you come to visit, He will keep you safe as well and I guarantee you'll have an amazing time! 😊 🙏✌️❤️🙏
Hey I want to apologize I thought you where something that you weren’t i still don’t agree with dating someone in early recovery but I guess it’s a learning lesson 😂 but I do see more of a genuine person since watching more of your stuff, you do you and don’t let anyone tell you that you ain’t worth it cause they are the people you don’t need. Keep your head up!
GM For, Again love your vlogs. Sorry you went by yourself. If I lived near you. I would have come with you. I'm so proud of your spirit and kindness. Keep up the vlogs. Your so down to earth and an awesome man. Hoping always the best for you. ❤😊
The truth shall set you free 🫶
That was the best comment and advice here. So relevant and true.
You will find the right person and understand that the reason that you meet her was to have your own channel.She is very privileged and is not mature yet It will be a real problem for your Life,to be around her.At this point I just Love Nova!
I’m so glad you still went to the concert and thank you for sharing this experience with us! I love NF (got me through a lot) and it was so cool to see the footage from the concert you showed us. And I even enjoyed seeing your adventure getting out of the parking garage 😂 Not that I was happy you were having a hard time, but those parking garage experiences can suck and I laughed because right when you said it looked like a lot of people hit that one thing I thought the same thing, lol. This was a great vlog. You’re a great dude! I’m a Four-ever fan, lol. That’s what you should call your fans, your Four-evers or Four-evas 😝 Ok, I’ll stop being a dork now, lol. But again thank you for sharing this! Much love ❤
I like that!
lol I have experienced can't finding my car in a garage once and I was loosing my mind plus it was like 100 degrees in there! When I finally found it, it was like I heard the angels singing hehehe
@@hollyhinman9818 😊
@@user-wh8gm2ij3u I know right!? It is the best feeling, lol
I will say one thing which is that I’m glad that watching Nika brought me to your channel. I’ve seen her true self come out in recent vlogs and while I wish her no ill will and I hope that she gets the help she needs, I can’t engage anymore with someone who acts the way she does. You are a genuine person who brings authenticity and positivity into the world which is why I enjoy watching your vlogs. Keep it up, peace and love to you!
I feel the same exact way. I don’t wish bad things on her. I hope she gets the treatment and help that she needs and finds happiness in all that she does frfr. Thanks for your support I’m genuinely glad you’re here. Peace and love DK! 🙏🙏🙏☮️❤️
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Sounds like psychopathy behavior, no empathy, quite scary actually how easily you were tossed like a rag doll, Four.
Imagine morphing and changing your personality depending on who you are dating at the time (wow that's crazy thinking about that) The whole progression for you both planning to see NF together and now it seems like she doesn't go to church but she's into Golf now , since when?
I know she doesn't care about us Four, she laughed at us and was very careless, i feel like she talked smalk about her subs behind our backs even tho (like myself) we are elderly and living on pensions, a lot of us sent her all we had and gifts and scrapbooks, all our quarters, so much stuff and she laughed in our face and donated it all, it made me sad. On a plus note, you are killing it Four! I am proud of the man you are becoming. -Gramma Lyla
Real beauty and being pretty is an inside job, not an external image. Hugs, Forrest. Sorry for that sad experience. We see you.
Soooo true! Thank youuuuu 🙏🙏🙏☮️❤️
@@AnyoneCanChange Let's be honest, Nika isn't pretty inside or out.
I remember once I walk 45 mins down town and realized I left my wallet lol we’ve all been there Four ✌️❤️
You are absolutely 100% not a loser.... completely the opposite!
Aww thank you Kate! I appreciate you saying this. I’d rather have no company than the wrong company ya know? Take care 🙏🙏🙏☮️❤️👍💯
I do know - I feel exactly the same ... keep on trucking! @@AnyoneCanChange
Your awsome 😊 four
Aww thanks guys, I appreciate you both! Gd morning and I hope you have a great Sunday 🙏🙏🙏☮️❤️
Dude!!!
If I knew you IRL, I would have gone with you. I could have met you there. It would have been a great birthday present as I think we share a birthday. Thank you for taking us with you virtually. It looks like a fun concert. I'm glad you had a great time. ☮️❤
I'm so proud of you Four😊
You're not a loser!! I went to the movies on my own when I lived alone in Vancouver with my family in a different country. Sometimes you can really only rely on family... maybe it's a sign to go back to them in Florida 😉 you'd definitely of had one of your cute family to go with you! and I've been there too, I thought I knew someone so well once, turns out didn't know him at all, it rips your heart out and leaves you so disappointed you'll bounce back, I did!! I mean I had to move towns to get away from him and his toxic ness... but boy I'm glad I did! Thriving now! and you will too!! I'm so pleased you're starting to tell us the truth and stop protecting her... As soon as she kicked you out and left you homeless I had made up my mind about her... I stopped watching her as soon as her sister did that peace and love BS, so childish. Follow your heart and move to Florida.
What did her sister do? I must have missed it
She made this comment "peace and love" in a really mocking way on one of the lake videos, I stopped watching for good after that, I kinda wanted to watch the Trainwreck but don't want to give her the views.
Your killing it Fore I am so proud of you hoping you can get moved to Florida soon what a great family and very supportive wow you are blessed and your going in the right direction pray for you everyday
I like how she said people on RUclips need to get a life meanwhile all she does is stay home with her cat living some fantasy but deep down she’s miserable as hell. She can prance around at the lake all she wants but when she goes back home it’s back to being isolated. She’s going to end up losing everyone. I see her own family can only handle her in so many doses. She needs serious mental help. Nobody is going to want to deal with her ish.
And a poor excuse of a man? Ha! Home girl doesn’t even have a job. Whatever money she claims to have will run out. I bet she wishes she was still living off her drug dealing boyfriend.
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Awesome to see you so happy Four😊
I am no longer supporting her. I am praying for her You on the other hand, I support 100%! So glad you had a great time at the concert. You deserve it. Love watching your videos. Any pain you are feeling, "This too shall pass". I promise. Thank you. ♥🙏
You have a pure heart ❤don’t let nobody steal your joy n pure heart ❤️ happy we found you through Nika wish her well but wish you better nobody should ever disrespect a man they love like that !!!!!! Hugs Four