5 months sober then relapsed this weekend and lost 3k. Was up 1500 then put it all on the last bet and lost it all. Been running this same cycle for 5 years now losing everything living check to check losing it all the week I get it. All apart of the master plan I suppose. Live and learn.
I have a terrible gambling addiction but I'm at my lowest I've ever been. I lost $1300 last night which was all I had for the month. I'm so tired of it. I self excluded myself today and been reaching out for help. Day by day I swear I will get over this terrible addiction.
Thank you for this video. I just relapsed after 3 months and 3 days of being sober from gambling. I feel like complete shit. But I just got home safe from the casino and decided to checkout a video or two before my shower, and your words really spoke to me. You literally were saying everything that I was saying on the way home. This video made me feel a lot better about the three months that I was sober and all the extremely hard work I had to do to make that happen. Thank you again for this. I will be thinking about you and hoping that we can both get back on the horse once more and learn from the mistake.
Yeah it happens unfortunately. I've also relapsed countless times whilst trying to quit in the past. Right now I've got almost a month to go with £0. It's so painful. Honestly if I could just deposit once per month and win/lose from maybe £100 and then stop regardless of the outcome then I'd be fine, but instead I get angered and collectively lose thousands. Your honesty is appreciated. 42 days is a big achievement and you/all of us can do even better next time💚
The pain if going a month must be horrendous. Sometimes pain is the biggest teacher if all.... Jolts us back to reality. I hope you get the help you need. You are so not alone.
Your honesty and transparency is amazing!!! You are bouncing back so fast and you sound amazing!!! You will defeat this evil addiction and you are helping so many people by posting this. You will lead others to sobriety and show them how you did it. Keep it up, you are amazing!!!!
Also I start the adventure to finish the chapter of gambling from today is 1 day Nothing happened was 42 days will be and 6 months and a year I am grateful to you for this content and sincerity has also contributed to the decision to end gambling now we go for our own
Gambling addiction is insidious. Ruthless. Well Done! Keep getting back up. Ive been struggling with a 15+ yr opiate addiction. At my lowest points of despair from the devastation of this illness, I often feel relieved I am not a gambling addict, especially in Australia’s, where every pub has poker machines and we are saturated with online gambling advertisements, normalising gambling in developing children…. Seemingly with government blessing…. Allowing an industry that targets and fleeces vulnerable people and ‘fallout. Of human misery is seemingly okay???
Thanks for videos sweetie..Me ironically am also in 10years on this miserable addiction..yesterday i hit a jackpot and gave it away is devastating..But i keep faith i also just ordered a recovery book to stop gambling we gotta fight this war and beat this demons in are head.
That's wonderful news that u ordered one, its a great step and u should be so proud. Tge fact that the win or outcome doesnt even matter, as long as we can still play... Its a losing game. I wish u peace my friend, i know tge struggle and the hurt and i hope today is a better day for u❤️❤️❤️
Hello Jackie we have all had relapses, the important thing is to understand that we will always be seduced by the game and that is why we have to fight day by day with this addiction ... good habits will save us you look splendid, stay strong
You go, girl, that's the right mentality! After I read the title and then heard you say you're on day TWO, that was such a relief! :) This time you'll go past 42! 😀 Also, when you tell me/the viewer "you're a gambler", damn, this hurts, truth hurts, lol. I haven't placed a bet for a bit over five months, but today I had a ..minor urge (more like a flashback thing), thankfully didn't have the time to think much about it - I guess one must not let the guard down for a lifetime..
This is such a hell, 7 monthly wages gone lost in row, and I had chances to be free from debt I won jackpot but nah, I only returned like 40% of it and gambled the rest, 7 months in a row I can't just say NO I won't gamble my 24 days work , but I just can't... I don't have the energy anymore...
Thank you ❤️ stepping out of my comfort zone and making this public has really helped in rwcivery strangely enough, all of you here help me to be brave so thank you so much
Hey Jacquie, don't sweat it. It's all part of the ongoing process of stopping and reprogramming your mindset. Knowing yourself and your triggers are important, and tweaking your thought approach may help the next time around. Anyway, as always you look drop dead gorgeous and never fail to take my breath away. Stay strong x 😋
You need to be in recovery circles for life. No matter how much abstinence you achieve that one slip sends you back down the tubes. Recovery is a lifelong mindful practice, a way of life for the rest of your life. Remember that just because you think of something doesn't mean you have to act on it. Thoughts are just thoughts, action is reality.
So amazing to hear you explain this for us. What an inspiring person you are. Even 1 day is not wasted. It is incredible. Keep thinking about what you want. Dont put yourself down. Such a mountain to climb, no matter what the addiction or reason, some trails go around and up and some go into dips. As long as you keep on the trail 🌿then its okay Thank you From Aus 🇦🇺
i know some gambling addicts... the truth is you will always relapse.. its like your life was over once you became an addict.. only way out is you came into another way of making money thats like gambling (that has some danger to it, your new addiction), another way is access to gambling is cutoff, get a bf that stops you from gambling... lol
@@nikkir1664 yea crypto, everyone is saying there is more pain to come.. so maybe sell on the next little pump, wait till its lower to buy back in... oh i know someone that stop gambling for over 6month now, he just watches movies and play video games all the time.. besides the things that i mention already, i would say get friends that don't gamble and hangout with them as much as possible..
5 months sober then relapsed this weekend and lost 3k. Was up 1500 then put it all on the last bet and lost it all. Been running this same cycle for 5 years now losing everything living check to check losing it all the week I get it. All apart of the master plan I suppose. Live and learn.
I have a terrible gambling addiction but I'm at my lowest I've ever been. I lost $1300 last night which was all I had for the month. I'm so tired of it. I self excluded myself today and been reaching out for help. Day by day I swear I will get over this terrible addiction.
Thank you for this video. I just relapsed after 3 months and 3 days of being sober from gambling. I feel like complete shit. But I just got home safe from the casino and decided to checkout a video or two before my shower, and your words really spoke to me. You literally were saying everything that I was saying on the way home. This video made me feel a lot better about the three months that I was sober and all the extremely hard work I had to do to make that happen. Thank you again for this. I will be thinking about you and hoping that we can both get back on the horse once more and learn from the mistake.
Yeah it happens unfortunately. I've also relapsed countless times whilst trying to quit in the past. Right now I've got almost a month to go with £0. It's so painful. Honestly if I could just deposit once per month and win/lose from maybe £100 and then stop regardless of the outcome then I'd be fine, but instead I get angered and collectively lose thousands. Your honesty is appreciated. 42 days is a big achievement and you/all of us can do even better next time💚
Thank you ❤️ i hope u were able to stop in time, i hate this disease, thank u for tge support, im wishing u peace so u can be gambling free today
The pain if going a month must be horrendous. Sometimes pain is the biggest teacher if all.... Jolts us back to reality. I hope you get the help you need. You are so not alone.
Your honesty and transparency is amazing!!! You are bouncing back so fast and you sound amazing!!! You will defeat this evil addiction and you are helping so many people by posting this. You will lead others to sobriety and show them how you did it. Keep it up, you are amazing!!!!
Hey you're only human and as long as we breathe we all make mistakes. Be strong you got this....
🙏❤️ Thank you, and you do too!! 💃💃
I so sorry that you relapse and the compulsive behavior is so overwhelming. I’m glad you made this video. One day at a time 🙏🏾🙇🏽♂️
Also I start the adventure to finish the chapter of gambling from today is 1 day
Nothing happened was 42 days will be and 6 months and a year
I am grateful to you for this content and sincerity has also contributed to the decision to end gambling now we go for our own
Thank you for the motivation ❤️ thank u for being u ❤️
Gambling addiction is insidious. Ruthless. Well Done! Keep getting back up. Ive been struggling with a 15+ yr opiate addiction. At my lowest points of despair from the devastation of this illness, I often feel relieved I am not a gambling addict, especially in Australia’s, where every pub has poker machines and we are saturated with online gambling advertisements, normalising gambling in developing children…. Seemingly with government blessing…. Allowing an industry that targets and fleeces vulnerable people and ‘fallout. Of human misery is seemingly okay???
Thanks for videos sweetie..Me ironically am also in 10years on this miserable addiction..yesterday i hit a jackpot and gave it away is devastating..But i keep faith i also just ordered a recovery book to stop gambling we gotta fight this war and beat this demons in are head.
That's wonderful news that u ordered one, its a great step and u should be so proud. Tge fact that the win or outcome doesnt even matter, as long as we can still play... Its a losing game. I wish u peace my friend, i know tge struggle and the hurt and i hope today is a better day for u❤️❤️❤️
"It's not about how hard you can hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward"
Hello Jackie
we have all had relapses, the important thing is to understand that we will always be seduced by the game and that is why we have to fight day by day with this addiction ... good habits will save us
you look splendid, stay strong
Check out "Abstinence Violation Effect" by Marlatt and Gordon.....
You go, girl, that's the right mentality!
After I read the title and then heard you say you're on day TWO, that was such a relief! :) This time you'll go past 42! 😀
Also, when you tell me/the viewer "you're a gambler", damn, this hurts, truth hurts, lol. I haven't placed a bet for a bit over five months, but today I had a ..minor urge (more like a flashback thing), thankfully didn't have the time to think much about it - I guess one must not let the guard down for a lifetime..
This is such a hell, 7 monthly wages gone lost in row, and I had chances to be free from debt I won jackpot but nah, I only returned like 40% of it and gambled the rest, 7 months in a row I can't just say NO I won't gamble my 24 days work , but I just can't... I don't have the energy anymore...
So sorry to hear that. It's a setback, it's never the end. Keep going....
All the respect, you are one brave woman:)
Thank you ❤️ stepping out of my comfort zone and making this public has really helped in rwcivery strangely enough, all of you here help me to be brave so thank you so much
Hey Jacquie, don't sweat it. It's all part of the ongoing process of stopping and reprogramming your mindset. Knowing yourself and your triggers are important, and tweaking your thought approach may help the next time around. Anyway, as always you look drop dead gorgeous and never fail to take my breath away. Stay strong x 😋
As always, ur such the charmer Richard ❤️ thank you and please let us know how irs going, if any tips are helping
You need to be in recovery circles for life. No matter how much abstinence you achieve that one slip sends you back down the tubes. Recovery is a lifelong mindful practice, a way of life for the rest of your life. Remember that just because you think of something doesn't mean you have to act on it. Thoughts are just thoughts, action is reality.
Set backs are just that . Be proud of who you have become and feel the love always . You are never alone ❤
i just got my paycheck and gambled 400$. Im from PH and i lost all my money. I don't want to gamble again :( I badly needed help
It's not losing that's the problem it when you win and then lose it all.
And that's what makes us gamblers, it's never enough
So amazing to hear you explain this for us. What an inspiring person you are.
Even 1 day is not wasted. It is incredible. Keep thinking about what you want. Dont put yourself down. Such a mountain to climb, no matter what the addiction or reason, some trails go around and up and some go into dips. As long as you keep on the trail 🌿then its okay
Thank you
From Aus 🇦🇺
Love you .you keep with it.you are my inspiration.
❤️🙏
If you are true keep replacing. Beauty will be behind you. Cycle.
Thank you ❤️
God bless .you have to be patient
❤️ That's another aspect of recovery i guess, patience with the healing
Still proud💜
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Try taking NAC 1000 supplement it help tremendously with my urges.
Thanks for that, ill absolutely look into it. Ive heard black pepper essential oil is also great against addiction
Fact : 90% of gambling addicts quit right before they're about to hit it big
so funny dude
@@ozguraydn8407 Its a genuine fact ??
Not funny
i know some gambling addicts... the truth is you will always relapse.. its like your life was over once you became an addict.. only way out is you came into another way of making money thats like gambling (that has some danger to it, your new addiction), another way is access to gambling is cutoff, get a bf that stops you from gambling... lol
That thing about the money you say: you're right. I got into crypto, lol. Losing for now 😂
@@nikkir1664 yea crypto, everyone is saying there is more pain to come.. so maybe sell on the next little pump, wait till its lower to buy back in... oh i know someone that stop gambling for over 6month now, he just watches movies and play video games all the time.. besides the things that i mention already, i would say get friends that don't gamble and hangout with them as much as possible..
HFX 😭😭
Why relapse happen?
Dissapointing I was not expecting that from you, why are you not closing your accounts ?
It's part of the process. Don't be so harsh.