POV: you’re jealous. ____________ ⚠️REMINDER⚠️ I don’t own any of these music/songs. They all belong to there rightful owners. ____________ #playlist #playlists
this playlist is so funny because half of these are 'ugh, teenage angst, jealousy' and then there is Self-harm Colorless/Self-Inflicted Achromaniac that is straight up suicidal
if she knew you liked them, then PLEASE drop your best friend NOW. they're toxic and jealous of YOU. but if she didn't know, then you can't actually blame her and that's the worst feeling ever.
Ah.. Jealousy, something that ruins everybody’s life. When your favorite person gets tired of you and they’re with somebody else? That’s when jealousy kicks in.
Jealousy is such a strong emotion I never thought that a person like me would ever feel until SHE came around. She’s perfect. She’s friends with everyone and she’s got everyone’s attention. She’s smart and funny. She’s pretty, skinny and has the best of friends. I’m pretty sure my crush sees more in her. I wish I was her.
I recommend Yungblud to You, he‘s a Pop/Punk-Singer and I love him unbelievebly much, a special Song of him is called God Save, me but don‘t drown me out, It helps Me feel better about Myself and i love It very much, I Hope You are in a better Place emotionally and mentally with Yourself because Everyone just like You & Me is imperferctly perfect, Give Yourself a Hug!😊💔❤️🩹♥️💓💗❤️🔥
A lot of people I know are aware I can be jealous but are never aware of how deep it goes. And I'd like to keep it that way because if I spoke about how deeply jealous I get people would think I'm insane.
Same I can’t help it sometimes and it makes me feel rotten inside. And when it shows that I’m jealous I literally freak out and self loath so much I hate it
Omg same. Every time I see my crushes gf I try to punch her but it’s out of jealousy of her beauty. I hate it to the point of me wanting to kill myself.
The more I look at myself, the more insecure I get, the more I look at everyone else, the more jealous I get. Society has expectations that I can't reach so seeing everyone else reach them makes me feel as if I can't do anything. A couple years ago I didn't care about having a level 4 in maths or messy hair or a spot on my face, but now everyone seems to care about every single thing you do, no wonder so many people are so fucking depressed, stressed and jealous.
@@gl1ms3.34 They always try convince me that as well out of pity, it just hurts knowing they don't mean it, nobody ever encourages you to change, but don't feel like you have to, your beautiful, everyone is beautiful, nobody is gonna be perfect, everyone has imperfections. And just because you might not have the perfect body does not mean you can't be pretty, trust me, you are gorgeous, don't let other people or yourself try convince you your not
Omg same I always want to talk with people like me as friends but I can't find them (and I don't have friend so am basically speak to myself sometimes I thing I am becoming insane) Songs help me become real me when I am alone that's why I like listening to music
when a new person comes in your class, and replaces you in your friend group? That's when jealously comes in. You're music rocks, and you just earned yourself a new sub! ^^
ok so i dont relate to this commen, but a girl in my class got kicked out of her friend group bc of some annoying girl who was new, drama started and i felt bad for the girl even though it was slightly her fault too
This happened to me in 7th Grade. There was a new girl n she got along pretty quick with friends I was jealous cuz I was feeling left out but at the end, we became friends n she was pretty chill. I realized that I'm just being childish at that time.
Wow, exactly the same thing happened to me too. But I knew my friends since I was 2 years old, so I thought that they wouldn’t just replace me that easily. That makes the whole thing even worse.
LITERALLY ME, GOD SHE CAME WHEN WAS ALMOST THE GRADUATION AND THEY LOVED SHE MORE THAN ME, GOD, ALWAYS SHE, THAT SHE THIS, THAT SHE THAT, I WAS SO FUCKING JEALOUS... Sorry, I just needed...you know
I'm genuinely tired. I'm seen as a weird quite fat kid, while my best friend is able to make friends within seconds. She's able to communicate with people no problem. She's able to date people with no problem, while I don't even date people. I'm akward, ugly, and just all together all the bad things put together. Why can't I be like the others. I'm so insecure. Whenever I try to feel good, I always know I don't deserve it. Fuck my life. I've genuinely been contemplating alot of things that I shouldn't. I'm just tired of everything
he always talks to her, they laugh, they smile at each other, I look at them and just know that I dont have a chance. he thinks of me as a friend, but the way he looks at her when she walks up to him is a look he'll never give me.
Oh God, have you ever thought of writing a book? You sound like a writer.. As one, i am so impressed with your comment.. Wow i really love your comment, really.. OH MA LORD-
she’s smart and always being notice by teachers and friends (as her brother is popular too) i wanna be known like her too!!!yes i crave for everyone’s attention because i think i deserve that :( she got the 1st place meanwhile im the 2nd. she has everyone around her. i dont even have a close friend to talk to or share my feelings, my life is pathetic. that’s when i started to be obsess about her, tried to run to catch what she wants, to do what she does until my life is falling apart. the insecurity is growing bigger day by day as i comparing myself with her. i was out of breath. i wish she disappeared, at least in my life.
im only jealous of one person, my crush. he is so perfect in every way. the way he smiles, his laugh, his intelligence. he gets special treatment by everyone because he is well known and everyone just loves him. even though I’m smart too, he gets to go do all of these things because he is the favorite. brutal by Olivia rodrigo really fits this I kind of lied, im jealous of one more person. my friend. everyone loves her because her dad works at the school and she plays sports. she has all of the boys drooling over her because she’s so pretty. her personality is pretty flat, but everyone overlooks that because they want to hang out with the popular one. Jealousy jealousy by Olivia rodrigo fits this one. thanks for reading my rant about randomness
I'm a artist and i get so jealous whenever i see any other artists draw better anatomy than me or has a creative design on their ocs. When i try to draw anatomy and try to put the most creative clothing i could ever think of on my ocs, i end up failing.. So, thanks for the playlist
its interesting of how many things you can be jealous of. You can be jealous of someone because they have better smarts and looks than you, you can be jealous because someone's taking your best friends from you, you can be jealous because life just isnt fair for you.
I don't get jealous often, but getting jealous of one of my friends is just rare to me. I got jealous of one of my friends because they asked someone I liked out, which is reasonable I think, I also think I got jealous of her because she's so pretty, and it makes me feel like I'm not really perfect, nor pretty. But, I've come to the point that getting jealous over someone will just bring me down and make me in terrible moods, so I don't think like that anymore. (I know I am kinda late to this playlist, and this comment doesn't make the best sense.) Edit : Thank you so much for the likes!
@@adamai4307 awe, im sorry to hear that.. you shouldn't think like that tho, your not a bad friend or a bad person! I'm kinda just a stranger, but I could list so many good things! If you ever need anything, go ahead and just talk to somebody about it
Same but in the past I used do get jealous of my friend because she was hanging out with another friend and weren't invating me since then the time passes and I don't get jealous but I thing than I am not enough
Jealousy is one of the worst feelings. Mostly bc you can’t really do anything about it, if you work harder and get where you want you’ll just be called a “try-hard.” And it’s not like you can go up to the person you’re jealous of and say sh!t you’ll just look like a total dumb@$$.
The way he smiles, the way he laughs, the way he talks to me, touches me, gets close to me, I always get butterflies. i adore him. Everyday we hang out, I hold onto it like its the last thing ill ever do. Every moment we share.. I then come to the sad truth that he will never love me the way he loves that other person. He's my crush, my best friend, someone i can trust, when I say, ''I love you'' he says it back .. but its not the same, he doesnt love me like I love him, he loves that other someone. I wish I was that someone but ill never be them. I wish he loved me back but we both know that will never ever happen.
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Actually that’s exactly how I feel when I see my crush. It’s not jealousy over her, oh hell no. It’s jealousy over their boyfriend. Sometimes I just feel so jealous that I couldn’t make the move first, be the one to claim them for myself. But I know that’ll never happen because I can barely speak to her. I’m hoping I’ll loose feelings over the summer so I can finally move on, but I doubt it. It didn’t happen last summer, I don’t think it’ll happen this summer. I’m hopeless.
just passing by to let you know that you can do it! some tips: start to be friends with her, with time you'll get her trust and maybe you guys will be great friends. maybe she can break up w/her boyfriend to be with you.. it's all a matter of knowing the right way to do it, it'll take a long time? maybe, just act fast! maybe with time you could realize she wasn't the one for u my dear, maybe she's not what u think she is.. just don't be sad abt urself ok?? ok bye have a great day/evening/night
last year around this time i was wondering how i haven't felt jealousy in 6 years. this year i notice how much a "friend" started to copy me, my style, my personality, everything i bought she had to get it too,MY hobby, nope not mine anymore she made it her whole personality, every book she read that i wanted she spoiled it for me, the songs i listened to she also had a whole playlist, even my sexuality 3 years ago i came out as BI but a lil more into men, last year she also came out as BI with a preference for men, now i know some might say it's not copying in that but i know what she's done before, and there are obvious signs she is faking it. if i showed her a song next day she says it's her favorite, it was MY favorite. and makes it her whole personality again. i felt like nothing belonged to me, i couldn't enjoy anything. we fought over little stuff a lot last year and this year. 6 days ago i ended my friendship with her, we knew each other for 4 years, she was my best friend
TW. Vent, BIG VENT She's so perfect, she has everything, friends, loving family, everything.. You probably think I am jealous of her? No, I want to be with her. She has so much friends that I think I am just a tiny button in her life... She likes someone.. And it's not me.. I am so jealous of that person.. I am so selfish by wanting her for myself..
I don't get jealous, I try to help whenever I can, I make jokes and try to do everything I can, I don't hold grudges or get angry. I don't like being angry, but it is there. It doesn't just go away, I have to get angry at something. Which is myself, People have always expected things from me. Everybody expected something great from me, so when I didn't do something as great as they wanted, no matter how close I got. It was.. underwhelming Even when I got to the goal, I didn't get anything, because it was expected. I guess this caused me to hate myself for not going above and beyond, for not getting anything for my hard work, it made me angry, But if I get angry. I'm going to get yelled at or even worse Told that it's okay, I don't need approval, I don't need you to comfort me. Because then I'll trust you and feel weak, when I'm told words of approval, it sounds more like a mock. Because I don't deserve it. Hell, if I discovered a cure to a disease at some point, I'd feel underwhelmed. What broke me? Am I broken? I can't ask for help or tell anyone something's wrong because then I'll feel weak. If I don't do it singlehandedly and it's not above and beyond.. Then I don't deserve praise. I'm expected to do great things, which means I don't get rewarded, because it's expected of me. People still surpass me, too, That's all I will ever be able to focus on. I'm the one who expects these things of myself. If I didn't do the best, or above the best, I didn't do anything at all. All or nothing. I don't have what they have. Because they're happy with themselves. I don't get that. I want to get angry. But angry is ugly. I want to feel happy. But happy is too much emotion, it's unflattering. I want to feel sad. But then I'm faking it for attention and approval. I want to feel. But emotions link me to being human. I want to feel like a human, but that's unflattering. Humans are imperfect, I should be perfect. I'm not.. I hate who I am. Who I really am. But I also want to be who I am so bad. I'm told to enjoy my youth, I can't enjoy my youth when im expected to carry the world and everyone I know on my shoulders. I'm not who they need, I'm not who they see, I'm just me. Human like them. I'm jealous that they get to feel happy, angry, sad, and whatever else. I feel those emotions too, but I suffocate them and tell myself that I shouldn't be allowed to feel those emotions. I'm human, but I'm not. Not to them. To them I'm some sort of doll, one for their amusement, pain, and anger. I let them walk over me because I'll never have anybody else. If I tell them my problems, I won't say most of them so that they can take over the conversation and talk about their problems. If I didn't hold my tongue and drown my emotions, nobody would like me. I can barely even cry at funerals because I have to be there for others to cry on. If anybody carries the world on their shoulders. Their back will break. I'm not "anybody". The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting a different outcome. How many times have I driven myself insane trying to please others and myself again? Not enough, and too many. I want to feel angry. I want to yell. I want to scream. But then I'm just like them all, aren't I? *I don't want to be like this, but I would never want to be like them either.*
The worst feeling is being jealous when you have no write to. I’ve had a crush on this guy for only a few months now, yet I feel immense amount of resentment for his partner who he has a way better connection with. I act like I know him, but at most we only talk during 1st period. I hate that I’m jealous. I don’t deserve to be
Omg I was so excited when when Olivia Rodrigo, Taylor Swift, AND Melanie Martinez were in this. This is honestly one of the best playlists I’ve listened to
I hate being jealous. I've never been one to get jealous. I was always the perfect one, my life was amazing. But the very moment it fell to shambles is when I started to realise how jealous I was of my friends. I see one photo of them with other friends, having fun, laughing, and I get so violently jealous it's unbelievable
can i rant? i liked a guy since elementary school, he was everything i could ever wish for. i won't go on detail but we we're still classmates until junior high. i still liked him. so much by this time 6 years of liking was still on the radar of mine. then a pretty girl that was too good to be true was transferred to our school. sad to say they are on a relationship still thriving till senior high (im still on senior high) and i'm so jealous of them. { sorry for broken grammars etc. its not my first language}
yo, update were friends now and i don't like him anymore (yey!) anyways... his girlfriend actually cheated on him so sad isn't it? (it's like i still care WHAHAH)
How does she get along with others so well? Is she that approachable and gives off a welcoming vibe or something? I wanna be like her so bad but I know I can’t.
I am a minor and the girl I like is an adult, it is very bad to think of having a relationship since it counts as pedophilia, but not really... she is the sweetest thing I have ever met, the most tender, she always cared about me and told me that he would wait for me. we never had a sexual approach or something that makes a red flag, simply, I felt so comfortable with her and she with me, we lasted that way for a full year until she played a multiplayer game and fell in love with a boy who treated her much more affectionately and I, gave her things in the game, and she just left me a week. I know it's normal, he's a good guy, he's the same age, he lives in the same country, he's everything... and I can't help but feel jealous that she says to him the things she said to me , as if it were a copypasta without a heart, it is exasperating. now they are going to move in together, and it hurts in the chest and the soul that she has simply forgotten about that year and leaves with someone she only knew for a month.. it hurts, either because of jealousy, or because of selfishness, but it hurts because I know that it's the best for her and that I couldn't give her that. Thank you for reading.
pov your attachment, jealousy, &. abandonment issues keep getting worse everytime you meet someone who gives you the tiniest bit of kindness because you were always called the 'weird' kid and the class clown and you were smart but no one paid attention and no one was proud of you so when someone told you that they were proud of you you started getting more and more clingy, and when you see them spending time with someone else you start feeling jealous but youre aware that you cant have them always but you cant help but feel jeaklous even though you know this is unhealthy
Jealousy is a different half of you that just waits for the perfect time to show itself. I used to have this childhood best friend but ever since her father's business took off she began to ghost me and lie to me, she would say she was too busy to hang out while I see her in some other friend's house in the snap map a few minutes later. I cannot explain the anger and jealousy I felt at that time but I felt personally attacked.
I relate so much to some songs- Basically I'm jealous as f about my friend because she basically had the perfect life in my opinion. She still have her two parents, they don't fight, she never knew what it feels to be bullied, Yeah.. we're basically two different persons. Plus, I really don't like her because back in my first years in high school she didn't even stand by my side when I needed her the most while I actually defends her when people are a bit rude to her. And like if it wasn't enough she's saying mean things to me just "for fun".. Yeah, I'm basically jealous and very mad at her at the same time because she's one of the damn reasons of why I had to go trough psychology, because she litteraly destroyed my self confidence just by putting me down/insulting me for fun. Yeah, thanks girl😀👌
My best friend. She's so beautiful, she's good at every subjects at school, she has very high hopes and expectation for her future, the boy I like is into her, my family praise her and tell me to be like her. I'm jealous with her, and I really want to hate her with all of my heart, and she's treating me like I'm her most important friend in the world. Which makes me miserable. Which make me think that I'm such a bastard, and makes me want to hate myself instead of hating her. I really don't deserve her friendship.
i'm always jealous of my friends friendship with my ex crush, they always hang out, call, and the guy ALWAYS lies to me that their dating it makes me so mad and frustrated when he says that, we used to be a good trio, but now its just a duo and the one always left out aka me. The guy is taking my best friend away from me, i'm so sick of it. i just want to tell him to f**k off and that shes mine, but i cant because she'd be on his side, i don't get why. Am i not good enough for them? i just wish it was just me and her, like the old days. But i guess things change, and you become more and more distant from the people you love. I wish he could get out of her life but i cant make that happen, they always act like i'm not there. I always try and get the best time i can with her, so i can still make memories with her. But yeah, I know i wont get the same bond i used to have with her again. It gets me SO annoyed when he brings up that "their dating" WHICH THEIR NOT and it gets me so mad to the point where i always start fights with him and he ends up telling her. He tells her EVERYTHING, like honestly, i tried telling how i was feeling about it and he says "can i tell her? she wants to know what you said" LIKE NO?? like he always has to tell her everything and it just frustrates me to the point where our friendship isn't the same anymore, like we always fight, and he NEVER says sorry. Even though he starts the fight, like honestly, i want to drop them but i just cant, they've been through to much with me, they have been there for me and i have too. I love them too much to just let them go. I can't do anything about it because i know she wont drop him if i want her to, she would need a reason and if i told her the reason she wouldn't drop him. And i know he wont drop her because he likes even though i did her, and they've been hanging out too much for them to just stop being friends. I liked the guy when all of this happened, and i BEGGED him not to tell her that he liked her, because if they did get together i'd be the third wheel and i'd be distant with them. So yeah, that's how my friendship with them is. :) i could say more but i won't.
I would have find something to cope like finding entertainment with myself like hobby. Just something to get off my mind or forgot about them tbh, but to do that you need to accept that you don't need them anymore and your not relevant to them anymore. That's what I do, I don't know what you do tho
I never ever thought I'd be the jealous type. 2 weeks ago I started seeing I was actually so jealous, till now I am. When he talks to them instead of talking to me, when he hugs other people when he hasn't even hugged me yet, him saying "she's so much fun to be with", but he says he is interested in me... I find it really hard to believe that, and I kinda still dk if I'm indeed being jealous or if he isn't indeed interest in me, like he is a player or something even though prob no one would call him that
Dude I just don't want to feel like this anymore, I want to be so good with myself that I would start thinking "he's not that dumb to do this to me, and if he is, it's his lost and not mine" but I can't, shes so pretty and I'm nothing like her. God I wish I didn't feel like that.
it sucks dude. jealousy sucks. He could love you so much and constantly tell you, but then he says something about her and you’re jealous. it feels so uncontrollable and im sorry if ur going thru this because i know its really hard, even tho it might feel like ur being dramatic i promise u arent
@@Nezukofleuri YEAH ANYWAYS WE BROKE UP AND I REALIZE NOW THAT I DOUBTED MYSELF AND COMPARED MYSELF TO HIS FEMALE FRIENDS FOR NOTHING, SO JUST SOME ADVICE DONT EVER LET A MAN MESS WITH UR CONFIDENCE
I really don’t wanna be jealous, but I just can’t control my emotions. In a half year my whole live became so complicated. I got kicked out of my friend group, cause of a new girl that hates me. I get ignored by everybody. turns out that my crush hates me now too, since he became friends with that girl that replaced me. I tried to make friends with a boy in my class but from one day to another he started to completely ignoring me. Then there’s another girl that hates me too. But she *really* shows that to me. I don’t even know her, but seems like she doesn’t care about that fact. I love my family but you guys know how it is. I often feel like they don’t listen to me. But you know what? At least I have myself. I like my self. And I’m proud, that I can say this. Ok This is a really long text, but I needed to let this out.
i hav jealousy issues . i just dont like it when my crush ( which i already confessed to) talk to other people so damn nicely . maybe she wouldnt treat me the same as before cuz were friends and itll be akward , but hell yea i still love her so this playlist hit pretty hard
I recently found out I had REALLY bad jealousy issues. I never really noticed, because normally jealousy is seen as 'I wish I had that item' or 'I wish I had their body' etc. I never knew that jealousy could also be getting jealous because someone is more talented in [insert thing you enjoy doing]. So I just thought I was a bad person for constantly comparing myself to my friend and then hating the friend because of it. (Yes I'm a Reki kinnie)
Ugh the jealousy I feel when I see something well written and it wasn't by my hand makes me burn up inside sometimes, but that's how I know I really did enjoy it.
Jealousy is a strong emotion sometimes you have to be jealous but you still have to admire your beauty and you already have enough things in your life and you always have to know that ❤
Jealousy. The ugly green worm everyone wishes to get rid of. The restricting guilt that chokes us afterwards. But it's also an emotion. But the expectations, the standards, the insecurity, the mockery.. *Jealousy jealousy*
(im late sorry) im really jealous of everyone like , my ex-bf says all time "im gonna go at my friend's house" so the first time i just said ok but now its all times. So i start trying to not care about him . But i feel stressed all times . The worst time is that he back stabbed me on my back. "yeah she's horrible she's staying with boys all nights ! " i wanted to slap him so hard that i actually did lmfao. Now im not anymore with him , so yeah
doubt someone will see this but I want to tell my story too. I've been friends with (let's call him T) ever since school started. but then I met (let's call her L) she was the most perfect thing id ever seen. A 10/10 on every aspect, basically the dream girl. me and L were super close and would text ALLLL day with no break. but then T and L meet and all she talks about to me is about T and how perfect and funny and cute he is. They eventually start dating and all I can do is watch as my crush was stolen by my best friend of 5 years.
I'm jealous how my ex-friend who ruined my high school life not too long ago has sooo many supporters and people easily believe her without her having any proof, yet everyone will hate me and not believe me and call me a liar even though I have proof. I hate how others refer to her with her first name only but people refer to me with my full name (we have the same name). I hate how people only call her, for everything, hate how she can manipulate people, I hate that "sweet" voice of hers that she uses to brainwash people, I hate her in general. She ruined my life and has been slowly ruining it since we met. I hate the fact she manipulated me. I hate how I fell for her dirty tricks, I hate how naive I am. I'm pretty sure Karma is taking her sweet time giving her what she deserves, fuck Karma, I'm gonna get my own revenge. I'm not telling teachers, they'll believe her. I hate how she's such a drama queen, and then she says I'm one. I think of myself as God, I'm a bully, I'm a drama queen, I talk shit about her? According to her I do that, but in reality she's describing herself. I'm not waiting till college for Karma, I want this to end right now. Karma always took her sweet time when it comes to me, I'm impatient. I'm going to get revenge one way or another.
@@sunrolex4592 i feel like you're taunting me but- Not really, I'm taking my time with it. And she's falling into my trap the same way I fell for hers, almost- But I decided to take it slow since it's only the last 2 years. I'll pull the same dirty trick she did; ruin my entire life last second. I don't know how it would ruin her life ruining it last second, but somehow we always end up being in the same class, and I've told her which college I'm planning to go to as well. The stupid thing she's doing is that she's taunting me. By coming next to me, making small talk about my personal life, thinking it's okay since I "forgave" her. I feel like I'm doing some dirty tricks but she did it worse- But for now I'm staying away from her. And of course focusing on school as well
I read the comments first before writing this.. but.. everyone seems to have a better reasons than mine.. I get jealous by someone's grades, appearances, wealth and relationship. I always found way to ruin their life at the moment.. it's because i am used to become at the spotlight and stand out the most if all, but if someone take the spotlight from me. I try to befriend them but of course.. as a fake one.. i only just want to see what so good about the person. And after i get know them, i didn't unfriend them. In fact, i keep our fake relationship (friend).. I might be called as egoist, jealousy, toxic and red flag. But it just myself.... Yesterday, a girl approach me and give me a present. I only smile and thanks her. But in my deep heart, i feel guilty.. I'm sorry if i suddenly vent my heart out there. I hope i can change my bad traits and become better ..
[!Warning! *Vent* !Warning!] . . . . . . This really sucks for me because I just can't escape. my jealousy turned into self-hate because well, I wasn't them. my self-hate made me hate my body so much that I resorted to unhealthy ways to lose weight, and honestly, I still struggle with my self-esteem and can't stop constantly comparing my actions or myself to everyone else. Also, I was completely unprepared. up until 4th grade I was praised for reading difficult books and my grades...until I started struggling and that's when everything came crashing down. i started comparing my grades to my classmates and I hated one of my friends for it. When I got into 7th grade I started algebra 1 and I failed the class. that pretty much made me hate myself so, so much. And then there was the scale...numbers ruined my life. My mom would introduce me to kids who were fluent in four languages or were stunningly beautiful and I just can't stop comparing. Yeah, comparison is killing me slowly
Jealousy is such a strong emotion I felt when I saw him with someone else, him getting flustered by someone, I can never feel anymore emoji other than JEALOUSY when I see him with another girl. It's just so unfair...I give him all my attention, isn't that enough Jiro?(Him) I avoided other guys since you'd sulk whenever you see me with another guy, I can't lie but I know he doesn't like me back, I just can't help liking him.
It's the slibling rivalry and compassion for me. Always comparing me to my sisters. Why I can't be as smart as them or be as mature as them. It makes me jealous on how my sisters have friends who want to hang out with them. They have a social life while no one wants to hang out with me. I know I should be happy for them but it's so hard. I try my best a smile but... sometimes I wish I could be them...
Oh when certain someone comes to your friend group and stole your friends! Take away every single thing you have, making you just sit at the corner! make YOUR friends avoid you, fake rumors and make you feel guilty. Oh how I hate that feeling, a friend they say, I thought when I meet her we would be close but no. she LEFT me alone! All alone carrying all her shits! She vent to me but then in the end stole my friends?? How dare her, how much I despise her..... they said it's common to be jealous of a new friend at first, but nah. This is more like a hatred to them
My friend is like one of the most popular in the class, well used to be its summer break now. I always felt awful as I watched everyone hanging out with her, I never had any confidence to speak up about it in front of anyone but my older brother.
She has everyone attention and is love by everyone and can speak her mind without being judged , she’s smart and skinny and beautiful with blond hair and blue eyes and can have anyone but why my friends and my crush now they all left me for her while I just watch from afar and act okay and happy while being hurt,sad, and a mess inside but can’t show it if not I will be told to suck it up and it not even that serious
She’s beautiful and kind but is dating my guy best friend. Sometimes she makes me feel uncomfortable if i’m spending time with him so we are growing more and more distant. I wish we could have our old relationship back and hang out like we used to.
There is a girl and in 2 months she is moving to another country to get a masters degree. I've known her for 4 years but I didn't have any feelings. It changed one day at October when we accidentally had a conversation about our favorite movies and other interests. Gosh we have so much in common and she just opened to me from a different side. So... there is a problem with seeing her because we have different majors and she is senior while I'm sophomore. I see her about once a months when we meet up with our friends and we chat online sometimes. It's just so hard to get in touch with her but when we meet I feel like she is totally ok being around me and we talk a lot. Idk if I should confess my feeling before she leaves or it will just ruin our friendship?
Im very jealous. My girlfriend has a best friend, Im not in the same class as them, which means I cant see her as much, and this girl dixie, is everything better than me, and hangs out with her all the time.. Wish I could tell her this, but I wont..
We had a fling, it was short and it didn't matter much to us but I swore with all my heart that I hated him after he broke my heart. Now, I'm out here pretending to be someone else to see how he's doing because I told him that he'd never hear from me ever again. He's going on and on about a new girl, and now I think I'm not over him yet...
Im the worst friend ever, why do i get jealous so easily? Every friend i have. Im jealous of all of them, those who are prettier, skinnier then me, those who have more friends then me, those whose life is practically perfect. I hate myself so much. Why couldn't i be her? If shes so pretty why was i made this way? Thats all that comes in mind for me 💗
i feel so selfish, ive known my friend krystel for years and i got another friend and they got along while we were playing together, and they are friends or something and my other friend asked me for krystels number but i cant stop the feeling that krystel is gonna leave me for them, and the fact that they are slowly becoming friends is making me so mad.. im so selfish and jealous for stupid reasons, but i dont want her to leave me for that thing.
My boyfriend and I are polyamorous, but all he ever talks about it Tavin. Tavin this, Tavin that, jealousy has been eating at me because he says I get "Pissy". I don't get pissy, I get sad, there's a difference and he can't see that, and it hurts. Pissy means he's annoyed at skirting around the topic of his second crush with me, I hate this. I don't want to annoy him, but letting him talk about Tavin over and over is killing me
I’m jealous, jealous, jealous, JEALOUS of my best friend. I hate feeling this way, cause I love her to pieces but hate being with her. I want her life, I want her looks, I want everything about her. I want her family, I want her dogs. I want all of it. I can’t keep pretending anymore, but I can’t tell her that how she’s living is tearing me apart because *I’m* jealous. She didn’t do anything, she’s just herself. It’s all me. If I just didn’t feel like this, everything would be fine. But I’m so jealous of her that I can’t deal with it anymore.
My friend Aideh is always to busy to hang out, and it always pains me and makes me jealous when I see her hang out with her friend Sophie, even if it’s a Girl Scout thing, or a little parent meet thing, or a same school thing. It always makes me sad and jealous, I don’t want it to seem like i wanna hang out with her everyday and control her, I just want a break from stress and be able to break free and finally get a good laugh and not be sad the very next second, I want to be able to really feel happy. And when I get turned down for a hang out because she’s to busy I’m always sad, and upset, and everything bad, I hate it but I can't help it. I just want to take a break from life and hang out with a friend instead of being stuck in a room and be to out of life to even open my eyes in the morning, and let alone get up. I wanna wake up to a purpose, but I can’t, what’s the purpose of you have no one to hang out with, to get you through school and the day? That makes me feels like I have no purpose, friends are the only ones that keep me going, and when your only actual friend can barley see you but is somehow able to meet with someone else so easily just hurts, hurts so much, and than jealousy takes over you, and than you feel guilty or being jealous, and than you cry, you cry all of that pain away, but bits of it still linger, and the ones that linger always hurt the most.
For a long time every time I saw her I just had an incredible amount of hatred and anger at her. And then I realized.. Its not that I hate her, its that I hate the way I feel around her. I hate how inadequate, how forgotten, how small, how self hatred I feel when shes near. I know its not her fault but the feeling is just overwhelming. I really.. hate her...
yes of course im jealous! im failing all my work, im unmotivated, caring but kind of not, trying but not really. i see all my classmates with the charm and skill, the energy and persistence, theyre all fucking gorgeous as well. why was i born?
Timestamps
jealously jealously - Olivia Rodrigo
0:00 - 2:54
Brutal - Olivia Rodrigo
2:55 - 5:17
Look What You Made Me Do - Taylor Swift
5:18 - 8:52
Unfair - The Neighbourhood
8:53 - 11:19
Self-Inflicted Achromatic (English Cover)
11:20 - 14:55
Mrs. Potato Head - Melanie Martinez
14:56 - 18:32
jealousy, jealousy*
@@wf4br374 corrected by one thing-
Thx mate
Song you could add Happier than ever
this playlist is so funny because half of these are 'ugh, teenage angst, jealousy' and then there is Self-harm Colorless/Self-Inflicted Achromaniac that is straight up suicidal
There's no worse feeling than seeing your favorite person have more fun with someone else than they do with you
true
this.
real
Confirmed
agreed to another level
jealousy? when your best friend starts to date the person that they know you had feelings for
Or when I can’t even blame them cause they didn’t know, but it’s ripping me apart from the inside
@@Teakettlez fr
It happened 2 days after I left America.
if she knew you liked them, then PLEASE drop your best friend NOW. they're toxic and jealous of YOU. but if she didn't know, then you can't actually blame her and that's the worst feeling ever.
And when your best friend asks you if you wanna be in a poly relationship but they've been mentally torturing you for 3 weeks
Ah..
Jealousy, something that ruins everybody’s life.
When your favorite person gets tired of you and they’re with somebody else? That’s when jealousy kicks in.
Jealousy is such a strong emotion I never thought that a person like me would ever feel until SHE came around. She’s perfect. She’s friends with everyone and she’s got everyone’s attention. She’s smart and funny. She’s pretty, skinny and has the best of friends. I’m pretty sure my crush sees more in her. I wish I was her.
Same
I feel the same way
Same...
Same...
relatable,,,
I love the way "i'm so sick of myself" is sung. You can feel the hatred in her voice.
why am i not good enough for myself? i've done literally everything i've can, i wanna break shit.
same but then when i do i regret it and break down
I recommend Yungblud to You, he‘s a Pop/Punk-Singer and I love him unbelievebly much, a special Song of him is called God Save, me but don‘t drown me out, It helps Me feel better about Myself and i love It very much, I Hope You are in a better Place emotionally and mentally with Yourself because Everyone just like You & Me is imperferctly perfect, Give Yourself a Hug!😊💔❤️🩹♥️💓💗❤️🔥
You feel like that too
A lot of people I know are aware I can be jealous but are never aware of how deep it goes. And I'd like to keep it that way because if I spoke about how deeply jealous I get people would think I'm insane.
Same
I can’t help it sometimes and it makes me feel rotten inside. And when it shows that I’m jealous I literally freak out and self loath so much
I hate it
Omg same. Every time I see my crushes gf I try to punch her but it’s out of jealousy of her beauty. I hate it to the point of me wanting to kill myself.
Same
Sometimes I thin I am going insane
@@makatsue4598 Thanks ^^ he’s one of my favorites as well
not me crying bc i could relate sm (idk if that’s normal)
The more I look at myself, the more insecure I get, the more I look at everyone else, the more jealous I get.
Society has expectations that I can't reach so seeing everyone else reach them makes me feel as if I can't do anything.
A couple years ago I didn't care about having a level 4 in maths or messy hair or a spot on my face, but now everyone seems to care about every single thing you do, no wonder so many people are so fucking depressed, stressed and jealous.
same :( I feel you
the first line is me i feel like im fat but my mom always say " faith ur slim!" im not mom
@@gl1ms3.34 They always try convince me that as well out of pity, it just hurts knowing they don't mean it, nobody ever encourages you to change, but don't feel like you have to, your beautiful, everyone is beautiful, nobody is gonna be perfect, everyone has imperfections. And just because you might not have the perfect body does not mean you can't be pretty, trust me, you are gorgeous, don't let other people or yourself try convince you your not
I am in the same situation as you its led to the point where I don't feel comfortable looking in a mirror
Omg same
I always want to talk with people like me as friends but I can't find them (and I don't have friend so am basically speak to myself sometimes I thing I am becoming insane)
Songs help me become real me when I am alone that's why I like listening to music
I am literally the most jealous person in this planet but every time I get jealous I feel so guilty...
when a new person comes in your class, and replaces you in your friend group? That's when jealously comes in. You're music rocks, and you just earned yourself a new sub! ^^
yep :,]
ok so i dont relate to this commen, but a girl in my class got kicked out of her friend group bc of some annoying girl who was new, drama started and i felt bad for the girl even though it was slightly her fault too
This happened to me in 7th Grade. There was a new girl n she got along pretty quick with friends I was jealous cuz I was feeling left out but at the end, we became friends n she was pretty chill. I realized that I'm just being childish at that time.
Wow, exactly the same thing happened to me too. But I knew my friends since I was 2 years old, so I thought that they wouldn’t just replace me that easily. That makes the whole thing even worse.
LITERALLY ME, GOD SHE CAME WHEN WAS ALMOST THE GRADUATION AND THEY LOVED SHE MORE THAN ME, GOD, ALWAYS SHE, THAT SHE THIS, THAT SHE THAT, I WAS SO FUCKING JEALOUS...
Sorry, I just needed...you know
I'm genuinely tired. I'm seen as a weird quite fat kid, while my best friend is able to make friends within seconds. She's able to communicate with people no problem. She's able to date people with no problem, while I don't even date people. I'm akward, ugly, and just all together all the bad things put together. Why can't I be like the others. I'm so insecure. Whenever I try to feel good, I always know I don't deserve it. Fuck my life. I've genuinely been contemplating alot of things that I shouldn't. I'm just tired of everything
This super relatable.
Hang in there please!
People just perceive people badly just for being different. But you're an amazing person no matter what! ♡
I relate so much bro :
he always talks to her, they laugh, they smile at each other, I look at them and just know that I dont have a chance. he thinks of me as a friend, but the way he looks at her when she walks up to him is a look he'll never give me.
This broke me… I wish you the bestest life you could ever dream of! 💖
I'm really sorry, that can really hurt. I feel the same way you do, I wish I could help you!
Oh God, have you ever thought of writing a book? You sound like a writer..
As one, i am so impressed with your comment.. Wow i really love your comment, really.. OH MA LORD-
@@yoshiIover ty 🙏🙏
@@iheartlucydacus aw, dw we’ll get through it together 😭❤️❤️
she’s smart and always being notice by teachers and friends (as her brother is popular too) i wanna be known like her too!!!yes i crave for everyone’s attention because i think i deserve that :( she got the 1st place meanwhile im the 2nd. she has everyone around her. i dont even have a close friend to talk to or share my feelings, my life is pathetic. that’s when i started to be obsess about her, tried to run to catch what she wants, to do what she does until my life is falling apart. the insecurity is growing bigger day by day as i comparing myself with her. i was out of breath. i wish she disappeared, at least in my life.
That‘s heartbreaking. I hope your situation got better!
Maybe she disappeared from your life. 🤞🤍
im only jealous of one person, my crush. he is so perfect in every way. the way he smiles, his laugh, his intelligence. he gets special treatment by everyone because he is well known and everyone just loves him. even though I’m smart too, he gets to go do all of these things because he is the favorite. brutal by Olivia rodrigo really fits this
I kind of lied, im jealous of one more person. my friend. everyone loves her because her dad works at the school and she plays sports. she has all of the boys drooling over her because she’s so pretty. her personality is pretty flat, but everyone overlooks that because they want to hang out with the popular one. Jealousy jealousy by Olivia rodrigo fits this one.
thanks for reading my rant about randomness
Your welcome! I hope you’re okay from all of that, I wish you the best… 💕✨
I always though that i was the only one jelous about her crush
I'm a artist and i get so jealous whenever i see any other artists draw better anatomy than me or has a creative design on their ocs.
When i try to draw anatomy and try to put the most creative clothing i could ever think of on my ocs, i end up failing..
So, thanks for the playlist
its interesting of how many things you can be jealous of.
You can be jealous of someone because they have better smarts and looks than you,
you can be jealous because someone's taking your best friends from you,
you can be jealous because life just isnt fair for you.
I don't get jealous often, but getting jealous of one of my friends is just rare to me. I got jealous of one of my friends because they asked someone I liked out, which is reasonable I think, I also think I got jealous of her because she's so pretty, and it makes me feel like I'm not really perfect, nor pretty. But, I've come to the point that getting jealous over someone will just bring me down and make me in terrible moods, so I don't think like that anymore.
(I know I am kinda late to this playlist, and this comment doesn't make the best sense.)
Edit : Thank you so much for the likes!
Good decision to not let jealousy get the best out of you. Nice! 💕✨
@@yoshiIover Mhm, and thank you for the reply! It took a little longer then I expected to not get jealous :)
Sometimes I can’t help but get jealous of some of my friends either. It makes me feel like a bad friend and just a bad person in general
@@adamai4307 awe, im sorry to hear that.. you shouldn't think like that tho, your not a bad friend or a bad person! I'm kinda just a stranger, but I could list so many good things! If you ever need anything, go ahead and just talk to somebody about it
Same but in the past I used do get jealous of my friend because she was hanging out with another friend and weren't invating me since then the time passes and I don't get jealous but I thing than I am not enough
Jealousy is one of the worst feelings. Mostly bc you can’t really do anything about it, if you work harder and get where you want you’ll just be called a “try-hard.” And it’s not like you can go up to the person you’re jealous of and say sh!t you’ll just look like a total dumb@$$.
The way he smiles, the way he laughs, the way he talks to me, touches me, gets close to me, I always get butterflies. i adore him. Everyday we hang out, I hold onto it like its the last thing ill ever do. Every moment we share.. I then come to the sad truth that he will never love me the way he loves that other person. He's my crush, my best friend, someone i can trust, when I say, ''I love you'' he says it back .. but its not the same, he doesnt love me like I love him, he loves that other someone. I wish I was that someone but ill never be them. I wish he loved me back but we both know that will never ever happen.
Im very sorry if you’ve dealt with this. Maybe someday he’ll show true love back to you. 💝🌹
Ahaaaaaaa we on the same boat. sigh...
anyone in the same situation raise your emoji hand🤚🏽
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im so jealous of _her_ its embarrasing
Actually that’s exactly how I feel when I see my crush. It’s not jealousy over her, oh hell no. It’s jealousy over their boyfriend. Sometimes I just feel so jealous that I couldn’t make the move first, be the one to claim them for myself. But I know that’ll never happen because I can barely speak to her. I’m hoping I’ll loose feelings over the summer so I can finally move on, but I doubt it. It didn’t happen last summer, I don’t think it’ll happen this summer. I’m hopeless.
just passing by to let you know that you can do it!
some tips:
start to be friends with her, with time you'll get her trust and maybe you guys will be great friends.
maybe she can break up w/her boyfriend to be with you.. it's all a matter of knowing the right way to do it, it'll take a long time? maybe, just act fast!
maybe with time you could realize she wasn't the one for u my dear, maybe she's not what u think she is.. just don't be sad abt urself ok?? ok bye have a great day/evening/night
jealousy is when a person who has hurt you so much is living their best life while you are a completely wreck.
last year around this time i was wondering how i haven't felt jealousy in 6 years. this year i notice how much a "friend" started to copy me, my style, my personality, everything i bought she had to get it too,MY hobby, nope not mine anymore she made it her whole personality, every book she read that i wanted she spoiled it for me, the songs i listened to she also had a whole playlist, even my sexuality 3 years ago i came out as BI but a lil more into men, last year she also came out as BI with a preference for men, now i know some might say it's not copying in that but i know what she's done before, and there are obvious signs she is faking it. if i showed her a song next day she says it's her favorite, it was MY favorite. and makes it her whole personality again. i felt like nothing belonged to me, i couldn't enjoy anything. we fought over little stuff a lot last year and this year. 6 days ago i ended my friendship with her, we knew each other for 4 years, she was my best friend
You don’t deserve this crap
@@hailey.the.menace i appreciate it. going through a hard time again. this comment made me feel a little better. i hope everyone is doing well
@@anivolk7308 💗💗💗
TW. Vent, BIG VENT
She's so perfect, she has everything, friends, loving family, everything.. You probably think I am jealous of her? No, I want to be with her. She has so much friends that I think I am just a tiny button in her life... She likes someone.. And it's not me.. I am so jealous of that person.. I am so selfish by wanting her for myself..
I don't get jealous, I try to help whenever I can, I make jokes and try to do everything I can,
I don't hold grudges or get angry.
I don't like being angry, but it is there. It doesn't just go away, I have to get angry at something.
Which is myself,
People have always expected things from me.
Everybody expected something great from me, so when I didn't do something as great as they wanted, no matter how close I got. It was.. underwhelming
Even when I got to the goal, I didn't get anything, because it was expected.
I guess this caused me to hate myself for not going above and beyond, for not getting anything for my hard work, it made me angry,
But if I get angry. I'm going to get yelled at or even worse
Told that it's okay, I don't need approval, I don't need you to comfort me.
Because then I'll trust you and feel weak, when I'm told words of approval, it sounds more like a mock. Because I don't deserve it.
Hell, if I discovered a cure to a disease at some point, I'd feel underwhelmed.
What broke me?
Am I broken?
I can't ask for help or tell anyone something's wrong because then I'll feel weak.
If I don't do it singlehandedly and it's not above and beyond..
Then I don't deserve praise.
I'm expected to do great things, which means I don't get rewarded, because it's expected of me.
People still surpass me, too,
That's all I will ever be able to focus on.
I'm the one who expects these things of myself.
If I didn't do the best, or above the best, I didn't do anything at all.
All or nothing.
I don't have what they have. Because they're happy with themselves. I don't get that.
I want to get angry. But angry is ugly. I want to feel happy. But happy is too much emotion, it's unflattering.
I want to feel sad. But then I'm faking it for attention and approval.
I want to feel. But emotions link me to being human.
I want to feel like a human, but that's unflattering. Humans are imperfect, I should be perfect.
I'm not..
I hate who I am. Who I really am.
But I also want to be who I am so bad.
I'm told to enjoy my youth, I can't enjoy my youth when im expected to carry the world and everyone I know on my shoulders.
I'm not who they need, I'm not who they see, I'm just me. Human like them.
I'm jealous that they get to feel happy, angry, sad, and whatever else.
I feel those emotions too, but I suffocate them and tell myself that I shouldn't be allowed to feel those emotions.
I'm human, but I'm not.
Not to them.
To them I'm some sort of doll, one for their amusement, pain, and anger.
I let them walk over me because I'll never have anybody else.
If I tell them my problems, I won't say most of them so that they can take over the conversation and talk about their problems.
If I didn't hold my tongue and drown my emotions, nobody would like me.
I can barely even cry at funerals because I have to be there for others to cry on.
If anybody carries the world on their shoulders. Their back will break.
I'm not "anybody".
The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting a different outcome.
How many times have I driven myself insane trying to please others and myself again?
Not enough, and too many.
I want to feel angry. I want to yell. I want to scream.
But then I'm just like them all, aren't I?
*I don't want to be like this, but I would never want to be like them either.*
I-
I’m so sorry
The worst feeling is being jealous when you have no write to. I’ve had a crush on this guy for only a few months now, yet I feel immense amount of resentment for his partner who he has a way better connection with. I act like I know him, but at most we only talk during 1st period. I hate that I’m jealous. I don’t deserve to be
That’s such a mood, I too am dealing with this experience ALOT. I wish you the best and ofc you don’t need to be! 💕✨
I hate being jealous of my own crush. Everything I love about them is also something I wish I had.
i’ve always wondered if that was possible…! and i suppose it is now…!
Omg I was so excited when when Olivia Rodrigo, Taylor Swift, AND Melanie Martinez were in this. This is honestly one of the best playlists I’ve listened to
Aww, glad you enjoyed it! ^^
I love this playlist sm just to the fact that i love the songs, and i can relate to the title SOOOO badly
glad u enjoyed it! ^^ ✨
@@yoshiIover me to!!
I hate being jealous. I've never been one to get jealous. I was always the perfect one, my life was amazing. But the very moment it fell to shambles is when I started to realise how jealous I was of my friends. I see one photo of them with other friends, having fun, laughing, and I get so violently jealous it's unbelievable
When you look at other people and how perfect they look and you think that you’re just you
can i rant? i liked a guy since elementary school, he was everything i could ever wish for. i won't go on detail but we we're still classmates until junior high. i still liked him. so much by this time 6 years of liking was still on the radar of mine. then a pretty girl that was too good to be true was transferred to our school. sad to say they are on a relationship still thriving till senior high (im still on senior high) and i'm so jealous of them. { sorry for broken grammars etc. its not my first language}
yo, update were friends now and i don't like him anymore (yey!) anyways... his girlfriend actually cheated on him so sad isn't it?
(it's like i still care WHAHAH)
How does she get along with others so well? Is she that approachable and gives off a welcoming vibe or something? I wanna be like her so bad but I know I can’t.
I hate myself for being so jealous over moments that are considered normal.
I am a minor and the girl I like is an adult, it is very bad to think of having a relationship since it counts as pedophilia, but not really... she is the sweetest thing I have ever met, the most tender, she always cared about me and told me that he would wait for me. we never had a sexual approach or something that makes a red flag, simply, I felt so comfortable with her and she with me, we lasted that way for a full year until she played a multiplayer game and fell in love with a boy who treated her much more affectionately and I, gave her things in the game, and she just left me a week.
I know it's normal, he's a good guy, he's the same age, he lives in the same country, he's everything... and I can't help but feel jealous that she says to him the things she said to me , as if it were a copypasta without a heart, it is exasperating.
now they are going to move in together, and it hurts in the chest and the soul that she has simply forgotten about that year and leaves with someone she only knew for a month.. it hurts, either because of jealousy, or because of selfishness, but it hurts because I know that it's the best for her and that I couldn't give her that.
Thank you for reading.
pov your attachment, jealousy, &. abandonment issues keep getting worse everytime you meet someone who gives you the tiniest bit of kindness because you were always called the 'weird' kid and the class clown and you were smart but no one paid attention and no one was proud of you so when someone told you that they were proud of you you started getting more and more clingy, and when you see them spending time with someone else you start feeling jealous but youre aware that you cant have them always but you cant help but feel jeaklous even though you know this is unhealthy
as a transgender male i relate to this too much. I just want to kms but at the same i dont- I just hate myself so much
Hey it’s been a while, you good?
@@Eeveechuthecrazypan im not even trans anymore
@@user-cn5ng6hz6g well as long as you’re happy with yourself 😊 hope you have a great day/evening/night
Jealousy is a different half of you that just waits for the perfect time to show itself.
I used to have this childhood best friend but ever since her father's business took off she began to ghost me and lie to me, she would say she was too busy to hang out while I see her in some other friend's house in the snap map a few minutes later. I cannot explain the anger and jealousy I felt at that time but I felt personally attacked.
Well since we’re all sharing, I’m jealous of people who are able to just do them.
That's what I feel when dysphoria and jealousy hits. Love the playlist.
When you love someone but they have a gf… and they tease you to death. Making it worse for you, making you feel like a play thing.😊🔪
I relate so much to some songs-
Basically I'm jealous as f about my friend because she basically had the perfect life in my opinion. She still have her two parents, they don't fight, she never knew what it feels to be bullied, Yeah.. we're basically two different persons. Plus, I really don't like her because back in my first years in high school she didn't even stand by my side when I needed her the most while I actually defends her when people are a bit rude to her. And like if it wasn't enough she's saying mean things to me just "for fun".. Yeah, I'm basically jealous and very mad at her at the same time because she's one of the damn reasons of why I had to go trough psychology, because she litteraly destroyed my self confidence just by putting me down/insulting me for fun.
Yeah, thanks girl😀👌
Jealousy is literally all i go through. Best playlist though tbh.
My best friend. She's so beautiful, she's good at every subjects at school, she has very high hopes and expectation for her future, the boy I like is into her, my family praise her and tell me to be like her. I'm jealous with her, and I really want to hate her with all of my heart, and she's treating me like I'm her most important friend in the world. Which makes me miserable. Which make me think that I'm such a bastard, and makes me want to hate myself instead of hating her. I really don't deserve her friendship.
I’m sorry but when I hear Brutal all I can think about is a messed up love story😂
i'm always jealous of my friends friendship with my ex crush, they always hang out, call, and the guy ALWAYS lies to me that their dating it makes me so mad and frustrated when he says that, we used to be a good trio, but now its just a duo and the one always left out aka me. The guy is taking my best friend away from me, i'm so sick of it. i just want to tell him to f**k off and that shes mine, but i cant because she'd be on his side, i don't get why. Am i not good enough for them? i just wish it was just me and her, like the old days. But i guess things change, and you become more and more distant from the people you love. I wish he could get out of her life but i cant make that happen, they always act like i'm not there. I always try and get the best time i can with her, so i can still make memories with her. But yeah, I know i wont get the same bond i used to have with her again. It gets me SO annoyed when he brings up that "their dating" WHICH THEIR NOT and it gets me so mad to the point where i always start fights with him and he ends up telling her. He tells her EVERYTHING, like honestly, i tried telling how i was feeling about it and he says "can i tell her? she wants to know what you said" LIKE NO?? like he always has to tell her everything and it just frustrates me to the point where our friendship isn't the same anymore, like we always fight, and he NEVER says sorry. Even though he starts the fight, like honestly, i want to drop them but i just cant, they've been through to much with me, they have been there for me and i have too. I love them too much to just let them go. I can't do anything about it because i know she wont drop him if i want her to, she would need a reason and if i told her the reason she wouldn't drop him. And i know he wont drop her because he likes even though i did her, and they've been hanging out too much for them to just stop being friends. I liked the guy when all of this happened, and i BEGGED him not to tell her that he liked her, because if they did get together i'd be the third wheel and i'd be distant with them. So yeah, that's how my friendship with them is. :) i could say more but i won't.
I’m very sorry to hear that, I hope that friendship of yours leads to a happy ending. ✨
@@yoshiIover ty! i also hope it leads to something happy :)
I would have find something to cope like finding entertainment with myself like hobby. Just something to get off my mind or forgot about them tbh, but to do that you need to accept that you don't need them anymore and your not relevant to them anymore. That's what I do, I don't know what you do tho
@@Anori-sama ah, i see. Thank you, ill try to get my mind off of them. Ty for the advice, ill make sure to find a hobby
@@dony2477 your welcome and good luck at finding a hobby
I'm here 'cause they say I'm pretty but I've never been enough. 💁♀️
I never ever thought I'd be the jealous type. 2 weeks ago I started seeing I was actually so jealous, till now I am. When he talks to them instead of talking to me, when he hugs other people when he hasn't even hugged me yet, him saying "she's so much fun to be with", but he says he is interested in me... I find it really hard to believe that, and I kinda still dk if I'm indeed being jealous or if he isn't indeed interest in me, like he is a player or something even though prob no one would call him that
Dude I just don't want to feel like this anymore, I want to be so good with myself that I would start thinking "he's not that dumb to do this to me, and if he is, it's his lost and not mine" but I can't, shes so pretty and I'm nothing like her. God I wish I didn't feel like that.
it sucks dude. jealousy sucks. He could love you so much and constantly tell you, but then he says something about her and you’re jealous. it feels so uncontrollable and im sorry if ur going thru this because i know its really hard, even tho it might feel like ur being dramatic i promise u arent
OMG SOMEONE GETS IT, THEN YOU FEEL SO HORRIBLE TO DOUBT THE INTENTION OF YOUR PERSON..
@@Nezukofleuri YEAH ANYWAYS WE BROKE UP AND I REALIZE NOW THAT I DOUBTED MYSELF AND COMPARED MYSELF TO HIS FEMALE FRIENDS FOR NOTHING, SO JUST SOME ADVICE DONT EVER LET A MAN MESS WITH UR CONFIDENCE
@@notreinaa THE FACT HE ISNT BOOSTING IT WHEN HE DESTROYED IT W HIS FRIENDS OR NOT DOING ANYTHING TO HELP YOUR ISSUES FEEL MORE EASE 🚩
I really don’t wanna be jealous, but I just can’t control my emotions. In a half year my whole live became so complicated. I got kicked out of my friend group, cause of a new girl that hates me. I get ignored by everybody. turns out that my crush hates me now too, since he became friends with that girl that replaced me. I tried to make friends with a boy in my class but from one day to another he started to completely ignoring me. Then there’s another girl that hates me too. But she *really* shows that to me. I don’t even know her, but seems like she doesn’t care about that fact. I love my family but you guys know how it is. I often feel like they don’t listen to me. But you know what? At least I have myself. I like my self. And I’m proud, that I can say this.
Ok This is a really long text, but I needed to let this out.
I didn't think I can found soooo much people to relate to
I am soo jealous of my little sister,she's literally perfect to my parents.
i hav jealousy issues . i just dont like it when my crush ( which i already confessed to) talk to other people so damn nicely . maybe she wouldnt treat me the same as before cuz were friends and itll be akward , but hell yea i still love her so this playlist hit pretty hard
I recently found out I had REALLY bad jealousy issues. I never really noticed, because normally jealousy is seen as 'I wish I had that item' or 'I wish I had their body' etc. I never knew that jealousy could also be getting jealous because someone is more talented in [insert thing you enjoy doing]. So I just thought I was a bad person for constantly comparing myself to my friend and then hating the friend because of it. (Yes I'm a Reki kinnie)
Ugh the jealousy I feel when I see something well written and it wasn't by my hand makes me burn up inside sometimes, but that's how I know I really did enjoy it.
Jealousy is a strong emotion sometimes you have to be jealous but you still have to admire your beauty and you already have enough things in your life and you always have to know that ❤
This is perfect for someone that is jelaous 24/7
Aww thanks ^^ 💗✨
@@yoshiIover no Problem
Pov : Jealousy is a person.
Jealousy.
The ugly green worm everyone wishes to get rid of. The restricting guilt that chokes us afterwards.
But it's also an emotion.
But the expectations, the standards, the insecurity, the mockery..
*Jealousy jealousy*
I’m so sick of myself,
Rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else,
Jealousy, jealousy
basically jealous rn since my friend keeps hanging out, with the person i like.
(im late sorry)
im really jealous of everyone like , my ex-bf says all time "im gonna go at my friend's house" so the first time i just said ok but now its all times. So i start trying to not care about him . But i feel stressed all times .
The worst time is that he back stabbed me on my back. "yeah she's horrible she's staying with boys all nights ! " i wanted to slap him so hard that i actually did lmfao.
Now im not anymore with him , so yeah
doubt someone will see this but I want to tell my story too. I've been friends with (let's call him T) ever since school started. but then I met (let's call her L) she was the most perfect thing id ever seen. A 10/10 on every aspect, basically the dream girl. me and L were super close and would text ALLLL day with no break. but then T and L meet and all she talks about to me is about T and how perfect and funny and cute he is. They eventually start dating and all I can do is watch as my crush was stolen by my best friend of 5 years.
I'm jealous how my ex-friend who ruined my high school life not too long ago has sooo many supporters and people easily believe her without her having any proof, yet everyone will hate me and not believe me and call me a liar even though I have proof. I hate how others refer to her with her first name only but people refer to me with my full name (we have the same name). I hate how people only call her, for everything, hate how she can manipulate people, I hate that "sweet" voice of hers that she uses to brainwash people, I hate her in general. She ruined my life and has been slowly ruining it since we met. I hate the fact she manipulated me. I hate how I fell for her dirty tricks, I hate how naive I am. I'm pretty sure Karma is taking her sweet time giving her what she deserves, fuck Karma, I'm gonna get my own revenge. I'm not telling teachers, they'll believe her. I hate how she's such a drama queen, and then she says I'm one. I think of myself as God, I'm a bully, I'm a drama queen, I talk shit about her? According to her I do that, but in reality she's describing herself.
I'm not waiting till college for Karma, I want this to end right now. Karma always took her sweet time when it comes to me, I'm impatient. I'm going to get revenge one way or another.
how do u plan 2 get revenge? just curious
have you gotten ur revenge these past 2 months
@@sunrolex4592 i feel like you're taunting me but-
Not really, I'm taking my time with it. And she's falling into my trap the same way I fell for hers, almost-
But I decided to take it slow since it's only the last 2 years. I'll pull the same dirty trick she did; ruin my entire life last second. I don't know how it would ruin her life ruining it last second, but somehow we always end up being in the same class, and I've told her which college I'm planning to go to as well.
The stupid thing she's doing is that she's taunting me. By coming next to me, making small talk about my personal life, thinking it's okay since I "forgave" her.
I feel like I'm doing some dirty tricks but she did it worse-
But for now I'm staying away from her. And of course focusing on school as well
@@galaxyrararaplayzok, i am hoping for your revenge but also different success in your life
@@galaxyrararaplayzdid you do the revenge yet?
I'm so sick of myself.
I read the comments first before writing this.. but.. everyone seems to have a better reasons than mine.. I get jealous by someone's grades, appearances, wealth and relationship. I always found way to ruin their life at the moment.. it's because i am used to become at the spotlight and stand out the most if all, but if someone take the spotlight from me. I try to befriend them but of course.. as a fake one.. i only just want to see what so good about the person. And after i get know them, i didn't unfriend them. In fact, i keep our fake relationship (friend).. I might be called as egoist, jealousy, toxic and red flag. But it just myself.... Yesterday, a girl approach me and give me a present. I only smile and thanks her. But in my deep heart, i feel guilty..
I'm sorry if i suddenly vent my heart out there. I hope i can change my bad traits and become better ..
Oh you're starting your redemption arc
You're gonna be so awesome
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This really sucks for me because I just can't escape. my jealousy turned into self-hate because well, I wasn't them. my self-hate made me hate my body so much that I resorted to unhealthy ways to lose weight, and honestly, I still struggle with my self-esteem and can't stop constantly comparing my actions or myself to everyone else. Also, I was completely unprepared. up until 4th grade I was praised for reading difficult books and my grades...until I started struggling and that's when everything came crashing down. i started comparing my grades to my classmates and I hated one of my friends for it. When I got into 7th grade I started algebra 1 and I failed the class. that pretty much made me hate myself so, so much. And then there was the scale...numbers ruined my life. My mom would introduce me to kids who were fluent in four languages or were stunningly beautiful and I just can't stop comparing.
Yeah, comparison is killing me slowly
this wouldnt have been a real jealously playlist without "jealously jealously" XD
Jealousy is one of the worst feelings
And I hate feeling it all day long-
Jealousy is such a strong emotion I felt when I saw him with someone else, him getting flustered by someone, I can never feel anymore emoji other than JEALOUSY when I see him with another girl.
It's just so unfair...I give him all my attention, isn't that enough Jiro?(Him)
I avoided other guys since you'd sulk whenever you see me with another guy, I can't lie but I know he doesn't like me back, I just can't help liking him.
im so sick of myself tbf.
i love this playlist. is it normal to relate to this so much?
It's the slibling rivalry and compassion for me. Always comparing me to my sisters. Why I can't be as smart as them or be as mature as them. It makes me jealous on how my sisters have friends who want to hang out with them. They have a social life while no one wants to hang out with me. I know I should be happy for them but it's so hard. I try my best a smile but... sometimes I wish I could be them...
Oh when certain someone comes to your friend group and stole your friends! Take away every single thing you have, making you just sit at the corner! make YOUR friends avoid you, fake rumors and make you feel guilty. Oh how I hate that feeling, a friend they say, I thought when I meet her we would be close but no. she LEFT me alone! All alone carrying all her shits! She vent to me but then in the end stole my friends?? How dare her, how much I despise her..... they said it's common to be jealous of a new friend at first, but nah. This is more like a hatred to them
My friend is like one of the most popular in the class, well used to be its summer break now. I always felt awful as I watched everyone hanging out with her, I never had any confidence to speak up about it in front of anyone but my older brother.
I'm so jealous of my brother, he's everything I can never be and I hate it so much
pov: I'm not jealous
CUZ I love myself lol
Yesss u go girl 💅✨
yesss
ur lucky cuz i dont.
I wish i was like you :(
people think im happy for them but usually jealousy takes over me and idek why help 😃
At least theres a playlist for a feeling I wish I never had
She has everyone attention and is love by everyone and can speak her mind without being judged , she’s smart and skinny and beautiful with blond hair and blue eyes and can have anyone but why my friends and my crush now they all left me for her while I just watch from afar and act okay and happy while being hurt,sad, and a mess inside but can’t show it if not I will be told to suck it up and it not even that serious
My older sister... shes perfect shes pretty she's skinny she has lots of friends she has the style I want
She’s beautiful and kind but is dating my guy best friend. Sometimes she makes me feel uncomfortable if i’m spending time with him so we are growing more and more distant. I wish we could have our old relationship back and hang out like we used to.
this makes me want to lash out at someone but at the same time i dont want to
There is a girl and in 2 months she is moving to another country to get a masters degree. I've known her for 4 years but I didn't have any feelings. It changed one day at October when we accidentally had a conversation about our favorite movies and other interests. Gosh we have so much in common and she just opened to me from a different side. So... there is a problem with seeing her because we have different majors and she is senior while I'm sophomore. I see her about once a months when we meet up with our friends and we chat online sometimes. It's just so hard to get in touch with her but when we meet I feel like she is totally ok being around me and we talk a lot. Idk if I should confess my feeling before she leaves or it will just ruin our friendship?
You should confess your feelings to her! You both have some common interests. 🌟✨
Im very jealous. My girlfriend has a best friend, Im not in the same class as them, which means I cant see her as much, and this girl dixie, is everything better than me, and hangs out with her all the time.. Wish I could tell her this, but I wont..
We had a fling, it was short and it didn't matter much to us but I swore with all my heart that I hated him after he broke my heart. Now, I'm out here pretending to be someone else to see how he's doing because I told him that he'd never hear from me ever again. He's going on and on about a new girl, and now I think I'm not over him yet...
Im the worst friend ever, why do i get jealous so easily? Every friend i have. Im jealous of all of them, those who are prettier, skinnier then me, those who have more friends then me, those whose life is practically perfect. I hate myself so much. Why couldn't i be her? If shes so pretty why was i made this way? Thats all that comes in mind for me 💗
I get jealous easily when I think people have a perfect life. Yet I feel guilty of being jealous.
I totally get you
i feel so selfish, ive known my friend krystel for years and i got another friend and they got along while we were playing together, and they are friends or something and my other friend asked me for krystels number but i cant stop the feeling that krystel is gonna leave me for them, and the fact that they are slowly becoming friends is making me so mad.. im so selfish and jealous for stupid reasons, but i dont want her to leave me for that thing.
I got jealous cause I saw someone more beautiful than me
i'm jealous of my friend's friends bc they are so much better than me and they see happier with them and i just make people feel worse.
she can talk to anyone and be friends with them in like 5 minutes. i can't do that.
Pov your jealsouse of your crush so much it makes you hate them
My boyfriend and I are polyamorous, but all he ever talks about it Tavin. Tavin this, Tavin that, jealousy has been eating at me because he says I get "Pissy". I don't get pissy, I get sad, there's a difference and he can't see that, and it hurts. Pissy means he's annoyed at skirting around the topic of his second crush with me, I hate this. I don't want to annoy him, but letting him talk about Tavin over and over is killing me
I’m jealous, jealous, jealous, JEALOUS of my best friend. I hate feeling this way, cause I love her to pieces but hate being with her. I want her life, I want her looks, I want everything about her. I want her family, I want her dogs. I want all of it. I can’t keep pretending anymore, but I can’t tell her that how she’s living is tearing me apart because *I’m* jealous. She didn’t do anything, she’s just herself. It’s all me. If I just didn’t feel like this, everything would be fine. But I’m so jealous of her that I can’t deal with it anymore.
My friend Aideh is always to busy to hang out, and it always pains me and makes me jealous when I see her hang out with her friend Sophie, even if it’s a Girl Scout thing, or a little parent meet thing, or a same school thing. It always makes me sad and jealous, I don’t want it to seem like i wanna hang out with her everyday and control her, I just want a break from stress and be able to break free and finally get a good laugh and not be sad the very next second, I want to be able to really feel happy. And when I get turned down for a hang out because she’s to busy I’m always sad, and upset, and everything bad, I hate it but I can't help it. I just want to take a break from life and hang out with a friend instead of being stuck in a room and be to out of life to even open my eyes in the morning, and let alone get up. I wanna wake up to a purpose, but I can’t, what’s the purpose of you have no one to hang out with, to get you through school and the day? That makes me feels like I have no purpose, friends are the only ones that keep me going, and when your only actual friend can barley see you but is somehow able to meet with someone else so easily just hurts, hurts so much, and than jealousy takes over you, and than you feel guilty or being jealous, and than you cry, you cry all of that pain away, but bits of it still linger, and the ones that linger always hurt the most.
For a long time every time I saw her I just had an incredible amount of hatred and anger at her. And then I realized.. Its not that I hate her, its that I hate the way I feel around her. I hate how inadequate, how forgotten, how small, how self hatred I feel when shes near. I know its not her fault but the feeling is just overwhelming.
I really.. hate her...
yes of course im jealous! im failing all my work, im unmotivated, caring but kind of not, trying but not really. i see all my classmates with the charm and skill, the energy and persistence, theyre all fucking gorgeous as well. why was i born?