Radiarc - The Void Undying (Ponies at Dawn release)
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- Опубликовано: 4 окт 2019
- I am all, that I am nothing.
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This was my submission for Ponies at Dawn, so I hope you all like it. It's meant to be for the encounter with the formless evil that lies within every villain, and its insanity and power from relentless hatred of all living things.
I've just been hurting, guys.
Physically and mentally, these past couple of months have just drained everything out of me, and for a couple weeks straight, I couldn't even focus because I had constant headaches that medication wasn't helping.
There's a lot going on right now, but there's also a lot I can't talk about. Personal stuff is very difficult. Just want you guys to know that I'm really sorry I haven't been able to work on everything, and I've been trying my hardest every day to at least attempt something.
I hate disappearing for a few months, but time never stops, and things rarely get easier. If I miss another day of work, I'm fired, but I wouldn't have missed nearly as much if it weren't for my car's engine going out of commission at the beginning of the year, and then the visits to the doctor for high blood pressure from the amount of stuff that's been piling up on my mind. Hell...in that picture, I'm starting to see myself.
And it hurts.
But, I've been told that from great suffering comes some of the most beautiful art, and, at the end of the day, I hope that all of this was worth it. Maybe, someday soon, I'll find what I'm looking for, and everything will be alright. I really, really wish you all the best, and I hope it'll all work out for all of us.
If you like what you hear, check out the rest of my bandcamp: radiarc.bandcamp.com/
12 albums, an EP, plus some stuff you won't find on youtube.
Or, if you're feeling especially generous, I've also got a patreon: / radiarc
I'm grateful for all your support.
It means a lot to me that you all are still here after all these years, and hopefully for years to come. I've got another thing I'm working on, but chances are that I'll upload it soon enough, so expect something on the horizon soon. 
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Many apologies; I had several versions of this beast saved, and I uploaded the wrong one by accident.
Nearly took all of my 32GB of RAM just to load this thing up; thank goodness the CPU could handle it.
Still, I hope you all like it. Again, sorry I haven't been able to work on stuff or upload anything; life's just been throwing a lot at me as of late and it's hard to force myself to believe I'm actually alright.
Friends and family should be able to help you get through. Just gotta keep hanging on, we all want the best for you.
It is wonderful, and the wait was well-worth it knowing that you are taking care for yourself!
I feel kind of bad for you, dude. Welp, I hope you feel better soon and take care!
I can sit here, and just put something at everything being 'wrong' that you are at the point something has to give.
To just 'SNAP' and let go of it all. And you have that desire to not just let it win. To stand defiant, even if its the last.
To fight, to struggle, to triumph, through hell, through it all. Because you arent here to just roll over.
I, I just, sorry. It's little comfort, but i'm near you in that point. Of being just to that point, one more step, and yes.
But, if for yourself, not for us, but yourself. FIght, claw, scratch, bite.
Do whatever it takes to beat this.
Came here from P@D, and this one just shined out. Sick beats and awesome rhythm! Kinda fits well with feeling of anxiety and overload of stuff in mind. Also, I find this to be quite unique and rare style of composition, which makes it even sweeter.
Thanks; I always try especially hard to push past my own limits when it comes to P@D.
I really hope you start feeling better soon, man. Amazing music as always.
This picture is great for Halloween
This song made me feel so many things it's not even funny, it's amazing and the tone of it is unsettling for me personally, like a fight that'll never stop but u gotta keep going. I love this going in my playlist
I really enjoy your music, Radiarc. I'm sorry to see you going through a hard time this year.. Someone like you, who can create beautiful music like this, doesn't deserve to be having such a bad time. I hope everything works out for you.
I've never clicked away from all my work so fast. Sucks that life's going badly for you, but the work you've put out is still spectacular to listen to. At the very least, you can count on us viewers to be supportive enough to keep listening.
This song throws me into contemplation... it starts off seemingly going for gentler tones like Hallowed Night, before breaking suddenly into a rush of energy. Given that the description remarks upon evil, one could liken it to sociopathy: outwardly calm, but inside...
It's disjointed, almost chaotic. It makes me feel as though I'm seeing the true evil that not even the villains themselves are aware of; like night-terrors in the deepest depths of our psyche.
Then it quiets for a moment before returning to the same madness, but never quite as bad. Perhaps this is what we see? The murderers, thieves, and their ilk. No one knowing from where those depravities truely originated?
After all what drives a man to seal an insulting friend away with the promise of wine? What is it about monsters that thrill us? Am I looking too deep into a rabbit hole that doesn't exist?
Maybe but I still like the music. :)
My god, this is a masterpiece! 2:29 to 3:12 is literal emotion put to sound. Bravo!
Music is fantastic , also hope you get better man.
Things may be horrible now but it does get better with time. Hang in there.
Tracks like these remind me why I subscribed to Radiarc in the first place. That, and the tears that stream down my face and the INCREDIBLE feeling I get in my heart when I listen to them.
Hi, I'm sorta new to your music and now I'm genuinely excited to go through it all, already stated on the P@D upload that this is a gorgeous track so yeah, well done, dude (and of course I did read through the description, I just hope that you're feeling better now and that our support is at least somewhat helpful in this matter).
This is an amazing piece!!!
yo am I the only one getting heavy ghost in the shell vibes from this I love I got goosebumps
I missed your song in the stream yesterday but now that I listen to it it's so good! I love how you went full breaks on this one, with this atmospheric style of yours~ Some parts actually make me think about Syk2ne if you know them.
I love the arps you put around 3:45, they sound so good :D
Really amazing track, one of my favorites in the album
I love your songs so much! :3
I know how you feel with depression and anxiety. You're very talented though. I remember when I used to watch your videos a lot during my MLP phase, and you compose beautiful music to this day that can't be matched. I hope that things in your life will get better soon. Keep doing what you love
Hey man sorry to hear things are so difficult right now. but you shouldn't feel so bad about not putting anything out, you come first before we do.
Love your work as always ♡
And hope that everything will be alright soon...
I so much love it!! THis dark ambient mood, but In a kind of post rock/DnB style so great !! :)
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Cheering for you from the sidelines, bruh..... 💜 Been a fan for so many years already that it feels almost personal to hear that you're suffering... 😢 Not sure I can really lend honest words of encouragement without knowing more details about your situation(s), but hey if you're ever passing through Southern Arizona sometime, would love to casually hang out with you. 😊 I'm only one viewer, but, you know, I have a LOT of appreciation for the music you've shared with the world, and, on top of that, concern for your personal well-being. 🙁
A guitar-virtuoso friend of mine just passed away suddenly of heart failure at age 47 last year..... so of course now I'm jumpy about EVERYBODY who says they have high blood-pressure, ESPECIALLY if they're creative in any way. 😦 Being a creative person is ROUGH!!! And though I'm not a musician per se, I am speaking from experience there; who and where you want to be is ALWAYS at-odds with who and where you always seem to end up, like the world mystically aligns to fight your every last wish JUST to spite you... 😡 As a rule-of-thumb that just kinda takes the surprise out of things going wrong......I just tell myself that IRL "karma" is actually wired backwards, and that's why the nicest people always seem to have the worst luck.... I still choose to be nice, myself, because IMO if it were really that kind of a choice, I'd feel the bad luck was worth it, rather than chosing to become a jerk if that's what it takes to become successful... 🤔 It's just a way of emotionally weathering life's failstorms, doesn't have to be a real belief in karma, inverted or regular 🤷
I hope life improves for you. But if it does or especially if it doesn't, remember and take solace in that your fans care so much about you as an artist and as a person. 🖖😇
Yo, dude. you are cool. you have wonderful tracks, do what you love and be brave. from a lover of your creativity from Russia
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Worry not for us but for yourself. We can wait as long as needed for you, this shouln’t be your priority, so please, take care of your life first. Solve your problems one by one or accept them as they (and you) are, but never leave them ignored, behind to rot, or you may wither as well.
One day i might come back to this song and write a poem, but that shall wait until i can figure out the wording for it...
Ok, this will be great
Radiarc... RADIARC! I need your attention. I am not here to tell you that there is hope or anything for you, but! I really do want to talk to you. You know about your situation at hand. If you want help, just reply to me. -A loyal Subscriber
discord.gg/nAPPSb for you and anyone else that wants a direct line of contact to me. It's a little late at this current moment, but I'm on Discord most frequently.
Hey, I’m working on a video that’s gonna need some background music, is it possible that I could use some of your songs for it? You will be credited
Feel free to use anything you want
Very strange song... But interesting)