The Hyperfixation Experience (ADHD, Priorities, and Cringe)
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- Опубликовано: 9 мар 2024
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ANYWAY. this is actually the first time i've been really proud of a video since... pretty much when i started youtube... MAN. that's kinda saddening, but also super, super EXCITING!!!! i really hope you all enjoyed this one! if you related to it, please share your experiences in the comments and send the video off to some people who might also resonate with this! my favorite part of making content like this is discovering that, hey! we're not alone. thank you so, so much to each and every one of you watching! your support means the world and the cosmos! MUAH!!!!
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I am someone who has actually struggled in their life thanks to their Autism, like, I didn't mentally become an adult until 28 and my early 20s were my actual teen-years. Not only that, but I have multiple flavors of learning disability.
HOWEVER-
Whenever I imagine of a scenario where I can have the chance to get rid of my Autism... I get scared. I feel that I would drastically change as a person and... I like who I am. If I lose my Autism, would I lose my strong sense of empathy? My kindness? My imagination? I do know for sure that I would not be the artist I am now though. Hyperfixations are not just a moment of feel good at a cost, but it is also a moment where I become mentally determined enough to get better at drawing. I certainly would not be at my current skill level without my precious hyperfixations. I love them, including the weird ones. Autism has made some things hard, but not impossible, and I've made powerful strides towards adult independence in the past 2 years. I for sure, would never want to get rid of my Autism Spectrum Disorder.
god the part about feeling annoying was SUPER relatable 😭 i dont have adhd but i DO have autism, and my special interest is pjsk! i cannot stop thinking or yapping about it, and i always feel super annoying to my friends :( i keep thinking "i must be so uninteresting to talk to because i only ever talk about tsukasa tenma" which is an incredibly silly sentiment when i write it down but it's a genuine worry of mine!! and man the part about your friends being like "okay we're going to move on now..." hurt my soul
Omg fellow pjsker spotted?!!? Also don't blame yourself, tsukasa is too fun of a character NOT to talk abt I completely get it
@@ThatOneMoonchild14 LMAO tysm ❤️ i'm so glad we can agree tsukasa tenma is the greatest ever
Head in hands I have recently been on the verge of my Hetalia hyperfixation reigniting/transforming. Like I can feel it physically because i was a Fool and started looking at the new fanworks. Its so embarrassing, but I feel you we are Perishing.
Also this is partially feeling better about my imposter syndrome about me 'having a good grade in adhd'.
HOLY SHIT YOU’RE A HETALIA FAN????
Okay-all jokes aside, this is a really good video and I can relate to most of what you said, especially the “weird” hyperfixations, a lot of my own hyperfixations are considered weird by other people (sherlock holmes and Hetalia specifically) AND THE FEELING ANNOYING PART IS SO REAL I ALWAYS FEEL ANNOYING WHEN I TALK ABOUT MY HYPERFIXATIONS UGH 😭😭 It really makes me feel CRINGE whenever I yap about FrUk for 20 minutes and my friends look really uncomfortable because they think I’m talking about the actual landmasses 💀💀
Also YES HETALIA’S SONGS ARE SO GOOD?? especially France’s ones i just love him in general
can i admit that whenever i see a notification for a new upload on your channel i start jumping and running around my room like a 2 year old puppy
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i was an og hetalia fan and i grew out of it… or that’s what i thought because in 2023 and still now i fell deep into the fandom once again like i am a sleeper agent who only needed a single re-watch with my gf and a re-read of auf wiedersehen sweetheart to remember why these humanized countries had me in a chokehold for my whole childhood + early adolescence… and now, adulthood. i get you. i am autistic and one of my special interests are ballets so i’ve been having a blast combining the two
OH MY GOSH okay well this is just so freaking relatable ACk I don't have diagnosed neurodivergence (yet) but I can relate so hard LMAOO
Mini rant but I may or may not be watching this video and doodling Danganronpa x Pjsk au drawings since im hyperfixated on those two things at the moment instead of working on my project😭 When you mentioned hyperfixating on something "embarrassing" I literally felt that in my bones. I just recently started Danganronpa and everytime I mention it, my friends physically recoil LMAOO can't help the hyperfixation monster though 💔😔 When I started the first episode of the anime series like a week ago I had to text my friends "guys, I can feel a new hyperfixation forming". Alongside with Danganronpa im hyper fixating on Ride the Cyclone (YES, the musical and Jane Doe's ballad is immaculate I've been singing it around my house all day) Pjsk, Vocaloid, Pokemon, Genshin, Starrail, (live love laugh Aventurine and Kaveh am I right) Toilet Bound Hanako kun, Cookie Run (although this ones a bit more forced since I just wanted something to bond with my friend over) Digital Circus, and like 20 other things that I've shoved at the back of my head for the time being, but will 100% come back to haunt me.
Edit: I just remembered like a "couple" more hyperfixations, (Editing, editing me, THOSE ARE NOT A COUPLE ONLY) those being Sanrio (I literally GRINDED on that Roblox collab game for it) Spy x family, My hero academia, FNAF (specifically security breach for whatever reason? Yeah I was not an og fan) The promised neverland, ROBLOX/Royale high, National geographic (specifically those kids almanacs, my favorite sections were the ones on robotics and space as well as the sections for cultures) Movie reviews/rants (SPECIFICALLY for animated movies for once again, whatever reason) Oshi no ko (Not very proud of that considering the series has gone in a really bad direction, no worries though I stopped reading it) and lastly Cardcaptor Sakura. Ever since I was really young I've had hyperfixations tbh, like I was hyperfixated on Shopkins, My little Pony, Miraculous, Zuzu pets, Fur real friends, Littlest pet shop, Moriah Elizabeth (still a comfort youtuber) Mcdonalds toys (Odd I know, but this is waay before the toys were literal paper, and they made plushies of characters from like new movies or whatnot. I wouldnt even buy the meal, I'd just order the toy and boom)
Yikes thats a lot.
This video is so relatable to me. In middle and high school especially, I would try to talk about my interests but it would feel like my some of the people around me weren’t listening or didn’t care. Also don’t feel bad for having cringe hyper fixations. There was a time where I had a RWBY hyper fixation and bought all these manga/graphic novels that I never got around to read. Now the only things I want to dive into with RWBY are those books and Ice Queendom. Right now, I’m also into watching cutscenes from otome games like love and deepspace and mlqc. Everyone has had at least one “cringe” interest. So despite what some people on the internet might say , don’t be ashamed for liking stuff like Genshin, Miraculous Ladybug, RWBY, or Hetalia. (Sorry that this comment is long as hell lol.)
When persona 3 came out it was the only thing i consumed for all of February. No joke
15:09 WHEN I SEE YOU ITS ON SIGHT
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I had a come back of a Hetalia hyperfixation in September and holy shit agreed it was so embarrassing. (Mine was mostly on Prussia tho)
THE INTRO AND OUTRO???? OKAY SHOUJOISM I SEE YOU
as a person with adhd THIS IS SO RELATABLE LMAOOO also i get REAALLY hyperfixated on gacha games and play them day and night until i burn out and i won't open the app for a loooong time lol (this happened with genshin, hk star rail, skullgirls mobile and more😭😭)
HETALIA IN 2024 RAAAAAAAH /pos
The fact that this video came out yesterday couldn't be better timing- I too am hyperfixated on the goofy ahh gay countries! And the Night at the Museum and Vocaloid references??? You just described my experience with middle school and why I couldn't make friends there😭 I'm definitely subscribing, you have great art and taste in media✨
IM ONLY 8 MINUTES IN AND THIS VIDEO IS ALREADY A BANGER AS PER USUAL!!!! it's so interesting to see you talk about your experiences and about your hyperfixations!! I'm already more excited for more essays, and I don't know how to end this comment so uh. Keep being you!!!
Hey you dragged me into Hetalia to. Except for me it’s Canada he’s my bestie ❤🤍❤️
ADHD gang, rise!!
I relate to a lot of aspects of this video, and it helped me feel less alone with my nerodivergent-ness. People with ADHD get a really weird rep not only online, but irl as well, and it's nice to hear the experiences and knowledge from someone who ACTUALLY knows what it's about and has gone through it. My AD(H)D def impacts me in negative ways, but it still makes me the little silly billy I am :]
Gr8 vid, love your content and energy! And art style, too! Makes me hungry, like I wanna... eat it >:]
Dang abt to go to college? Gl, I still have some years so I’m safe for now
YESS ANOTHER BANGER. As a fellow Adhder, I can very much relate and this is def one of the first times I’ve felt represented. (ik there’s def adhd content out there buut I don’t feel like finding it). Also you talking abt drawing your hyperfixations even though you know there’s work to do…while I was also doing that💀. The fear of being annoying is so real except I keep it all inside cuz I think it someone told me to shut up I might cry😭. Anyways I’m so sorry for the Hetalia hyperfixation, I hope you feel better🙏🙏🙏. But being fr, from what you said abt Hetalia, I’m glad it seems relatively unproblematic. Hetalia reminds me of Countryhumans. Look, ik not all CountryHumans fans are like this but I’m reminded of how one of my friends told me how someone made fanart of the Russia-Ukraine War became Country-humanfied..yk big yikes. So to hear that Hetalia stays away from genuine atrocities brings me at ease
OH THIS WAS SUCH A BANGER VIDEO AAAAAAAAAAAH please make more video essays!!!
RRRRAAAAAAA THIS IS SO REAL ☹️💔 I LOVE UR CONTENT SEEING YOU TALKING ABOUT THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY TOO
THE OUTRO IS SO CUTE❤❤ (anywayss goodluck with the future and uhhhh great video❤)
my south park hyperfixation was HORRIBLE. i could not stop yapping about it, i could not stop watching it, and i could not stop drawing it. i couldnt keep the fact that i watched it from my parents because i was just that obsessed. i wanted merch so bad but again, my parents wouldnt let me. because its south park. i literally couldnt focus in school or at home or anywhere else because of stupid children in hats. and btw now im hyperfixated on hetalia and the second you started drawing his hair i knew that was francis. i feel u on adoring some random blonde personification of a country, but mine is poland (i love feliks łukasiewicz i love feliks łukasiewicz i love feliks łukasiewicz i lo) surprisingly, hetalia actually kind of helps me out because im taking world history right now. the only unfortunate thing is that the second they mentioned the axis powers... uhh... 😭🏳️
omg i love ur content sm
Heads up I’m not officially diagnosed but everyone in my life including my parents believe I have ADHD we just don’t have the time/funds to get it diagnosed lol. Sorry if my 2 cents are less valid because of that.
It’s kinda crazy how much some of my hyperfixations have helped me academically. I truly believe that I wouldn’t have passed my first semester of my freshman year if it weren’t for my old Percy Jackson phase. One issue with having weirder hyper fixations is that you can’t really talk about them without sounding a little deranged (star kid’s hatchetfield chronicles my beloved) The whole sensing something will become a hyper fixation is so true as well lmaooo. I’ve been fighting off the hazbin hotel rabbit hole for WEEKS but I know it’s coming. Also It’s so comforting to know that other people have long term/constant hyper fixations since besides the odd burst of obsession most of my hyperfixations are pretty long term. I think my biggest once overall are Minecraft (IT STARTED WELL BEFORE DSMP ISTG) and 2000s-2010s culture and Internet forums so if someone wants to rant about that with me go for it lol
Me with my current fixation on Dan Heng hahahaaa(I had to restrain myself from dropping money I don’t have on his IL banner)(my friends are sick of me)
omg that only helps my theory that probably all of us neurodivergents have a recurring cringe hyperfixation...hi I also have ADHD and I have too much hyperfixation with undertale
WAAAH THE SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 5…….
I KEPT YOUR SECRETS
I APPRECIATED YOU
OMG THIS VIDEO WAS SO FUN TO WATCH I WOULD LOVE TO WATCH MORE VIDEOS LIKE THIS PLSSSSSS ALSO THE NEW OUTRO??? OMGGMGGMGMGIGITKFKFMFMDJSKSKXJ
what are YOU doing here.😊
I SHOULD BE ASKING YOU THAT
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