Te Vaka - "I Am Moana" Live with Orchestra Wellington 2018

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  • Опубликовано: 25 июл 2018
  • Songs of Moana concert live at the Michael Fowler Centre.
    Sound recording: RNZ Music
    Sound production: Startrek Studios
    Video: JXLive
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  • @toothless9081
    @toothless9081 5 лет назад +2841

    The woman singing the grandma part is so so good

    • @trusodapop
      @trusodapop 4 года назад +79

      And she's so pretty

    • @jachinmanu2593
      @jachinmanu2593 4 года назад +36

      She should've voiced grandma Tala.

    • @fraserlennie5400
      @fraserlennie5400 4 года назад +64

      I agree but I wouldn't change anything about the movie. It's amazing how it is

    • @zambot264
      @zambot264 4 года назад +16

      Totally unexpected voice from that person

    • @diyahkusumaadha4188
      @diyahkusumaadha4188 3 года назад +3

      I agree❤️

  • @StevenJQuinlan
    @StevenJQuinlan 6 лет назад +1908

    No seriously, the grin on her face when she realises that the ocean does call her. It's that sly 'yeah, I'm worthy' smile. it's just fantastic.

    • @kenthebarber93
      @kenthebarber93 4 года назад +8

      Uuuuuuuii I iu

    • @zacharymaneja1207
      @zacharymaneja1207 2 года назад +5

      Now that's what you call a performance

    • @megan88
      @megan88 Год назад +2

      Of course it's her/there culture and history

    • @kaismap
      @kaismap 8 месяцев назад

      @@megan88their/ they’re *

    • @steppin9057
      @steppin9057 6 месяцев назад

      @@kaismaphalf wrong, still wrong

  • @thecraftycyborg9024
    @thecraftycyborg9024 3 года назад +715

    That line, “I will carry you here in my heart to remind me that come what may, I’ll know the way” gets me every time. I’m embroidering it to frame and hang next to pictures of my brother and sister, both of whom died well before their time (10 and 26). They were, and are, my strength.

    • @mattfpg1033
      @mattfpg1033 2 года назад +5

      F...
      Just F, bro...

    • @brotherzane636
      @brotherzane636 2 года назад +15

      I know the pain, not from siblings, but within these past ten years alone I've lost both parents, three grandparents, and a very close friend. And I remember them fondly whenever I'm happy or sad. Yes I may cry, but I know they would be there cheering me on or trying to comfort me.
      It's horrible to lose family, especially so young, and grieving is never easy, but they are always with you, living forget in your heart, and know like my parents, grandparents, and friends that have passed...your siblings are with you everyday, loving and cheering you on. And I am to.

    • @daisyherrera9935
      @daisyherrera9935 2 года назад +3

      I’m sorry for your loss I wish you the best

    • @theone9224
      @theone9224 10 месяцев назад

      I can't answer to this. You are not crying, we are crying!

  • @notmarypoppins
    @notmarypoppins 5 лет назад +938

    I think just about every song from Moana brings me to tears, there's something so beautiful and sincere about the. These performances capture all that beauty of the originals and add a little touch that enhances them.

    • @moanapiripi5273
      @moanapiripi5273 3 года назад +18

      I appreciate this so much. I myself am a prod New Zealander and Maori and my name is Moana. This movie made me so proud as now people can see how great my culture really is

    • @shivangisharma7400
      @shivangisharma7400 3 года назад +1

      Shiny song too? And You're Welcome?

    • @darcybrummett7004
      @darcybrummett7004 3 года назад +3

      My eyes water every time I listen to this song. Happy tears!

    • @christhelritaga6289
      @christhelritaga6289 3 года назад

      0

    • @masuganut2082
      @masuganut2082 2 года назад +5

      @@moanapiripi5273 I’m American and I feel there are so many cultures being brought to light that I never really knew much about and I’m so appreciative.
      Your culture is beautiful. Thank you 💛

  • @wooof.
    @wooof. 4 года назад +677

    I would not be able to sing this out loud because I literally cry everytime I've tried. It's so beautiful and wholesome I can't help to spread tears of joy

    • @littlemouse9900
      @littlemouse9900 3 года назад +8

      Glad I'm not the only one who cries!

    • @michaelrmcornejo
      @michaelrmcornejo 3 года назад +1

      I’d like to hear you sing it with my daughter. :)

    • @d.ieyanne
      @d.ieyanne 3 года назад +2

      Sameee this is so emotionall

    • @carlymullen8929
      @carlymullen8929 3 года назад

      Omg same I can't get through it

    • @snid
      @snid 9 месяцев назад

      Me too!

  • @paynekandi6004
    @paynekandi6004 4 года назад +695

    the lady singing the grandma part is a original te vaka

    • @agyu69agyu
      @agyu69agyu 4 года назад +31

      She is cousin with Opetaia

  • @souangtellei2270
    @souangtellei2270 6 лет назад +536

    Her voice is so nice and deep and smooth... like the Pacific.

  • @calico27
    @calico27 4 года назад +231

    "Moana you've come so far" -- and I have chills all over!

  • @bejaromero2523
    @bejaromero2523 4 года назад +136

    The grandmother’s part is so incredibly touching! I love this lady’s rendition of it-it’s so beautiful!!!

  • @saintclaire1201
    @saintclaire1201 3 года назад +375

    When the pandemic is over, I hope they'll have a stage play for Moana. :)

    • @yeseniasanchez3094
      @yeseniasanchez3094 3 года назад +3

      Me too! I would love to be able to perform this.

    • @kitchenscissors9205
      @kitchenscissors9205 3 года назад

      There is a shortened version available called Moana Jr my camp just put it on

    • @Beth_Amphetamine
      @Beth_Amphetamine 2 года назад +3

      Can I play the ocean?

    • @christinawells2024
      @christinawells2024 2 года назад +1

      My daughters school is doing Moana Jr. I can’t wait!

  • @driesvanlommel7998
    @driesvanlommel7998 2 года назад +54

    The girl singing Moana takes singing elegantly to a whole different level

  • @robynsrecs2183
    @robynsrecs2183 4 года назад +794

    I'm furious. why did no one tell me about these brilliant musicians before?

  • @mewsingsbynatk
    @mewsingsbynatk 5 лет назад +429

    "...Sometimes the world seems against you/The journey may leave a scar/ But scars can heal and reveal just where you are...
    ...The people you love will change you/ The things you have learned will guide you/ and nothing on earth can silence the quiet voice still inside you..."
    - Gramma Tala 💙💚💙💚

    • @jas7232
      @jas7232 4 года назад +7

      Natalie Kelemen I got shivers when I heard her part... I hoped she would survive but she didn’t :c

    • @YasWitch7
      @YasWitch7 4 года назад +6

      @@jas7232 Well, clearly you didnt watch the same movie bc her SOUL survives ♥ Well, I just watched Moana and the granny's pass through the sea, and later her appearance, and everything she teaches and almost everything in this movie made me cry like a child, never cried so much in a Disney movie as far as I remember, crying of joy and gratefulness for watching this masterpiece.

    • @isabellascoolchannel7830
      @isabellascoolchannel7830 4 года назад

      Scars can't heal

  • @scottyscott6174
    @scottyscott6174 2 года назад +35

    this song is so powerful. She realized her strength is within her and the thing she long for was inside of her all along and it just resonates so much. so beautiful.

  • @enotateinamatii2512
    @enotateinamatii2512 4 года назад +171

    I am so proud to be a Pacific islander .....
    #proudpacificislander
    #samoa
    #tuvalu
    #kiribati...
    ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @Holly-ro2sy
      @Holly-ro2sy 3 года назад +10

      you should be proud! its a beautiful and rich culture! sending love from the highlands

    • @Twilight24682
      @Twilight24682 3 года назад +1

      You should be proud your culture is beautiful

    • @buttercupthetortoise7806
      @buttercupthetortoise7806 3 года назад

      You’re in Hawaii aren’t you

    • @monicabeatricedumlao6395
      @monicabeatricedumlao6395 2 года назад +3

      Can you help me figure out what that Samoan chant at the end? I've been wanting to sing along that part with them :

    • @nevanthi
      @nevanthi Год назад

      Do you know the bit they sing at the end after she sings “I am Moana”? The chant-like verse they sing at the end? What are the lyrics and what do they mean? I am absolutely in love with this music and although I don’t speak it I firmly believe the only way to honour a song like this is to learn it in its original language. I’ve already learned Logo Te Pate and We Know The Way by heart and would be so grateful if you would be able to enlighten me. PS: your language is beautiful! ♥️♥️

  • @lykkemarieofficial
    @lykkemarieofficial 3 года назад +55

    This part always makes me cry. The arrangement has such urgency to it.

  • @wapogipofrog88
    @wapogipofrog88 6 лет назад +246

    There are no words to justify this beauty.....😍😍😍

  • @rebeccaa.245
    @rebeccaa.245 4 года назад +113

    I had goosebumps for 3 minutes straight

  • @mollycblaeser
    @mollycblaeser 2 года назад +30

    Holy, this rendition is gorgeous! Both singers are incredible, and the orchestra just...chills!

  • @chanudadahamneth7544
    @chanudadahamneth7544 2 года назад +25

    The last "I am Moana" just sent shivers down my spine. Damn!!!! ❤️

  • @AlexIsModded
    @AlexIsModded Год назад +8

    Olivia Foa'i's voice is incredible. The way she cries toward the end of the performance is just beautiful. That's an artist right there.

  • @kerenyenkey2537
    @kerenyenkey2537 2 года назад +60

    Lyrics
    I know a girl from an island
    She stands apart from the crowd
    She loves the sea and her people
    She makes her whole family proud
    Sometimes the world seems against you
    The journey may leave a scar
    But scars can heal and reveal just
    Where you are
    The people you love will change you
    The things you have learned will guide you
    And nothing on Earth can silence
    The quiet voice still inside you
    And when that voice starts to whisper
    "Moana, you've come so far"
    Moana, listen
    Do you know who you are?
    Who am I?
    I'm a girl who loves my island
    And the girl who loves the sea
    It calls me
    I am the daughter of the village chief
    We are descended from voyagers
    Who found their way across the world
    They call me
    I've delivered us to where we are
    I have journeyed farther
    I am everything I've learned and more
    Still, it calls me
    And the call isn't out there at all, it's inside me
    It's like the tide
    Always falling and rising
    I will carry you here in my heart, you'll remind me
    That come what may
    I know the way
    I am Moana

  • @cannibalisticrequiem
    @cannibalisticrequiem 11 месяцев назад +6

    Not me bawling like a baby when I listen to this song. 😂 This song still completely wrecks me at my grown age of 36! I had that special bond with my grandmother growing up that Moana had with hers, and listening to this song just reminds me how lucky I was and how much I miss her! ❤️

  • @rheamaecartin7368
    @rheamaecartin7368 3 года назад +46

    My goodness, this song in the Moana movie makes me teared eye..😓😓😓I can feel the emotion and just like the song reflection, it says to trust who you are and accept who you are. Be proud of who you are, and what you are. You are created for a purpose and destined to be a warrior and to conquer the world. These songs fits to all young women and little girls around the world.

  • @haljordan2197
    @haljordan2197 Год назад +8

    Seriously beautiful voice done on a regular mic and no filter. Bravo

  • @pinguufuuuu
    @pinguufuuuu 2 года назад +13

    this song touches me soooo much like this movie means sooo much to me not only because of the cultural aspect but because of the story too. i related soooo much to moana and still feel the struggle some times and i'm just reminded of moana's journey. and music is such a powerful form of art that invokes strong emotion, and i really enjoyed this version of the song. i'm not a pacific islander but i'm indigenous too and i really appreciate this and i love seeing this kind of representation. it means the world to me, and i hope we get to see more of it.

  • @angelakate9922
    @angelakate9922 3 года назад +11

    *"I am the girl who loves my Island. I am the girl who love the sea, it calls me. I am the daughter of the village chief"* i connect with this phrase so much. And my parents might not be the chief of our village but, they are part of the officials.

  • @saksheeangre3744
    @saksheeangre3744 3 года назад +21

    This song always brings tears and shakes me inside out 😭

  • @heavenhancock2002
    @heavenhancock2002 5 лет назад +392

    The girl singing she does grandma tala's voice in moana no way

    • @RithSV
      @RithSV 5 лет назад +49

      Nah, that's someone else. Tala is voiced by Rachel House in the movie :)

    • @wraithe85
      @wraithe85 3 года назад +5

      Rachel house did a great job as grandma!

  • @KIMKRIS1
    @KIMKRIS1 3 года назад +17

    Damn as soon as the lady started Moana’s part and the music enhanced ... I got chills ... soooo beautiful

  • @ScouserGirl89
    @ScouserGirl89 4 года назад +11

    the music of moana is one of my favourite soundtracks of all time. i cannot listen to this song without crying, it reminds me of my nana and how she and i spoken when i was a child, she died of bowel cancer when i was 6 years old and I had already been through things that no child/person should go through in those first 6 years and she had helped me and then she died and 24 years later i still can't think about her without crying. i miss her so much that it hurts and i feel as if she is talking to me through moana's grandmother. many thanks to the singers and performers of the original cast and of these amazing performers, love to you all from Liverpool, England

  • @AmberCara_Music
    @AmberCara_Music 2 года назад +9

    An absolutely beautifully written and "harmonized" song!!... This song means everything! It stands alone, as one of the most touching & meaningful friendship songs between people! Moana and her grandma! It's just so endearing, the way she always encourages her to follow her heart, to do what she's being called to do, by the inner voice calling inside of her!.. A good reminder to never give up on our dreams! Allowing ourselves to be ("encouraged"), to "Find Our True Strength" and "True Inner Voice" inside of us, "no matter" how "hard" it may seem, to always follow it right to the place we need to be⛵🌊🏄‍♂🏄‍♀🌺🧭🗺🌠⛵🌺...

  • @Nik07z
    @Nik07z Год назад +6

    This is outrageously good, love the band.

  • @robertotaiwan1
    @robertotaiwan1 5 лет назад +211

    it became impossible for me to listen to this song, I was in the cinema with my wife and daughter, I turned off my cell phone, my father in Italy was hospitalized , trying and wanted to give a moment of lightheartedness, during the movie my mom and my sister call me. and i was taken by this song ... my dad is dead!! and even today at 50 years I can not hold back my tears .. I knew it was his time ... but even today I can not see this movie without crying ..

    • @annsanchez417
      @annsanchez417 4 года назад +15

      I am sorry for your loss. He is with you though.

    • @robertotaiwan1
      @robertotaiwan1 4 года назад +7

      @@annsanchez417 thank you

    • @kristoffsven6817
      @kristoffsven6817 4 года назад +6

      Roberto Forno OH MY GOD you poor thing at least your father is in a safe place and no harm can come to him

    • @YasWitch7
      @YasWitch7 4 года назад +11

      I'm so sorry for you. But as grandma Tala, your father will always be with you. No one is really gone.

    • @thecraftycyborg9024
      @thecraftycyborg9024 3 года назад +7

      This movie hits me, too. It was one of my little sisters favorites. Every time the line “I will carry you here in my heart to remind me that come what may, I’ll know the way” played, I’d sing it to her. Despite my wretched voice, she’d just smile at me her through her ventilator mask. She’s been gone 2 years and it’s so hard to believe it.

  • @TransVangal
    @TransVangal 3 года назад +5

    Nice to see native islander people be proud of their culture

  • @ryancamacho3129
    @ryancamacho3129 2 года назад +4

    Makes me proud to be a pacific islander, I may not be from Hawaii, but from Guam. An island non the less! I am proud of who i am!

  • @seraphik
    @seraphik Год назад +2

    I love how after a whole movie's worth of How Far I'll Go reprises, you realize all along the musical phrase wasn't quite complete. It was always the backing instruments that resolved the melody. It was always missing that final line, which she finally sings at the peak of this song - *I am Moana!* Ughhhhh so many chills.

  • @annetenorio983
    @annetenorio983 6 лет назад +46

    i never tire of watching, listening to this wonderful song!! thank you Te Vaka for sharing!!

  • @haileyy1386
    @haileyy1386 7 дней назад

    Simplement magnifique, j’adore le mélange traditionnels et classique,très belle combinaison...TE VAKA,qui ne connaît pas TE VAKA dans le pacifique,🥰🩷🧡💛

  • @vargaschristianimmanuele.5358
    @vargaschristianimmanuele.5358 5 лет назад +19

    What a wonderful performance, i love the blending of their voice, and how olivia foa'i sung this song, my favorite version.

  • @forestpearl
    @forestpearl 2 года назад +11

    When they were casting Moana, I thought Olivia would be perfect. Hearing her sing as Moana validates she would have been amazing. Auli'i is good, however her voice is too American. Olivia speaks Samoan and English and has a really lovely accent that I thought would have been perfect.

    • @helamana
      @helamana 2 года назад +2

      Totally AGREE ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @fashionjoy4569
    @fashionjoy4569 Год назад +2

    Here in my car crying of emotions! This is beautiful 😍

  • @xuchain
    @xuchain 2 года назад +3

    She is Moana. I accept this. Nailed it!

  • @FrauSchirmchen
    @FrauSchirmchen 5 лет назад +35

    This made me cry. ❤️

  • @franiecherry5116
    @franiecherry5116 Месяц назад +1

    Son Genios , Amo todos sus soundtracks la primera vez que los conocí. Fue por Tamahana la historia de Jhony Lingo y cuando vienen el Cine Te Vaka en los soundtracks me emocione demasiado , crean tantas sensaciones que erizan la piel, gracias 🙌🏻🩷🪽 por su Bella música y su voces Los admiro Saludos desde 🇲🇽

  • @tracyjohnson8057
    @tracyjohnson8057 11 месяцев назад +1

    This song literally brings me to tears. Today I found out I don't need to hear it in the movie to have that same reaction. Her voice is so beautiful.

  • @patrickjottCGN
    @patrickjottCGN 4 года назад +19

    Her Voice is different! Every tone touches my heart, if I understand a word or not 😅

  • @rachel6346
    @rachel6346 4 года назад +6

    the woman singing the grandmothers part is gorgeous wow

  • @angelakate9922
    @angelakate9922 3 года назад +2

    I love the ocean, and the movie Moana is just calling me. I really have a deep connection with everything of it. Even though I'm a Filipino

  • @m.x.b.9949
    @m.x.b.9949 4 года назад +7

    The tears are flowing!

  • @rafaelcuello2904
    @rafaelcuello2904 Год назад +2

    Moana song hit deep man. 😢

  • @tagaloasroyallinesheartofp3478
    @tagaloasroyallinesheartofp3478 6 лет назад +43

    CheehoO proud Samoan🇼🇸🌴🇦🇸 thank you TE VAKA❤💙😊👌 #ONEISLAND #POLYPRIDE

  • @Marley0710
    @Marley0710 Год назад +1

    There's so much energy from this song! I love native songs in any language, I listen to tons of Spanish songs and I dont speak Spanish. I feel songs that bounce native language with English really hot hard and are relatable to many.

  • @evelinaanntolentino6775
    @evelinaanntolentino6775 3 года назад +7

    I'm here again. I can't get enough of this 😭
    October 26, 2020

  • @180185CDay
    @180185CDay 5 лет назад +8

    Tears and tears!😭💖💖💖 You are amazing, guys!🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

  • @calum5sosfam
    @calum5sosfam Год назад +1

    woaaaa the whole orchestra recorded sooo well, literal chills..

  • @StevenJQuinlan
    @StevenJQuinlan 6 лет назад +8

    This is absolutely amazing. Kudos to everyone involved.

  • @beut6151
    @beut6151 4 года назад +5

    Whattttt!!!
    I never knew about this!!!
    Moana is my top top top favorite disney movie these pass few years

  • @gabirielesanele1431
    @gabirielesanele1431 6 лет назад +18

    Wow this is beautiful❤❤❤.And a beautiful voice

  • @sus30t
    @sus30t Год назад +1

    Amazing! Went through a hard time/ struggle raising kids. and this album really gave me the energy to get through.

  • @hehehehe1171
    @hehehehe1171 4 года назад +3

    I CAN'T STOP CRYIN THIS IS SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL 😭♥️

  • @danih6820
    @danih6820 2 года назад +1

    Love you Lata. Still sounding great after all these years.

  • @matinatera130
    @matinatera130 3 года назад +2

    Beautiful both ladies there voice so amazing the sound make my tears fall love this program thanks.

  • @MrSvengrobe
    @MrSvengrobe 3 года назад +3

    I have so much goosebumps hearing this. So good.

  • @julieguira2819
    @julieguira2819 4 года назад +2

    Fantastic performance and beautiful voices!❤️💕

  • @camillemarfori7508
    @camillemarfori7508 4 года назад

    Goose bumps.. Thank you

  • @Drikissima91
    @Drikissima91 4 года назад

    This song gives me so much strength every time I listen to it ♡ Thank you

  • @TrishaEvansLutterodt
    @TrishaEvansLutterodt 6 лет назад +35

    AAAAAH THIS IS SO GOOD ^^

  • @geemaosawa3830
    @geemaosawa3830 5 лет назад +3

    Ommmgggg I love you. Your voice just gives me chills

  • @shullrackynn4216
    @shullrackynn4216 2 года назад +1

    And again, all this damn dust around my eyes…

  • @bulumkomadaza5755
    @bulumkomadaza5755 4 года назад +3

    They were both amazing honestly.

  • @maleisac4727
    @maleisac4727 3 года назад +1

    These people are look so beautiful 😍. Regards from Africa -Uganda🇺🇬❤️

  • @jessgibson18
    @jessgibson18 3 года назад +3

    This gives me goosebumps! Beautiful

  • @johnathonf1
    @johnathonf1 2 года назад +2

    So beautifully done!!!

  • @gmee123
    @gmee123 3 года назад +1

    Olivia Nails this! Amazing job!

  • @advikab2970
    @advikab2970 Год назад

    tears tears tears the amount of emotion this song contains is insane

  • @knufc1564
    @knufc1564 2 года назад +1

    ooh real life moana 🥵🔥

  • @baitedlol6972
    @baitedlol6972 5 лет назад +3

    HOW does this not have more views? I think I have a new favorite singer

  • @markpierce4416
    @markpierce4416 Год назад

    This was beyond beautiful

  • @ridealongwithnicolle1581
    @ridealongwithnicolle1581 Год назад +1

    Amazing. This song should be an advertisement for ancestry. I wish I knew my roots as well as Moana does

  • @mariapiafelipa1364
    @mariapiafelipa1364 3 года назад +1

    WOW! This was powerful!

  • @lainaadorable8
    @lainaadorable8 10 месяцев назад +1

    This song is so beautiful! It feels like magic as if it's speaking directly to my heart

  • @Eternity9000
    @Eternity9000 3 года назад

    woawww ! made my cry !!! so touching this vibe touch the soul !!!

  • @branislavabundalo6906
    @branislavabundalo6906 3 года назад +2

    Excellent song soundtrack from "Moana". I adore Moana and the movie❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @sandiestrutin2353
    @sandiestrutin2353 3 года назад

    That was beautiful!

  • @rosalindpeters1807
    @rosalindpeters1807 3 года назад

    Te Vaka has come so far😍

  • @piupiumi
    @piupiumi 4 года назад

    So beautiful!!

  • @annetenorio983
    @annetenorio983 6 лет назад +2

    AWESOME!!

  • @jessicalee3546
    @jessicalee3546 2 года назад +1

    Goosebumps all over my body.

  • @desastroso666
    @desastroso666 4 года назад

    outstanding voice

  • @evelinaanntolentino6775
    @evelinaanntolentino6775 3 года назад

    I'm totally inlove with this great piece 😊❤️
    October 25,2020

  • @faithfight8883
    @faithfight8883 3 года назад +1

    I love them... That music so soft

  • @taki.cxntral679
    @taki.cxntral679 6 лет назад +6

    beautiful

  • @trixiemp890
    @trixiemp890 4 года назад +3

    I love love love this chills over my body wow

  • @realMichaelEMerritt
    @realMichaelEMerritt 3 года назад +1

    Incredible!

  • @KH-zg9pf
    @KH-zg9pf 5 лет назад +1

    Amazing! ♥️♥️♥️

  • @sereimadrotini116
    @sereimadrotini116 5 лет назад +3

    I’ve been following Olivia ever since I saw this video. 👌👌 YOU GO GIRL ❤️

  • @rayyj410
    @rayyj410 3 года назад

    I love this!!!

  • @bridgettebailey4697
    @bridgettebailey4697 Год назад

    Beautiful

  • @rayfranciszialcita
    @rayfranciszialcita 5 лет назад +2

    Oh god this gives me chills