I am a higher needs autistic who has suffered greatly here. I am a natural channel, energy worker, type of shaman and teacher, though after my last trauma breakdown I fried my nervous system and hit sever autistic burnout, and had to stop. My name within my name is Rayven and as a shaman would say, it means that I go between worlds and dimensions. I have experienced so much wonder but also daily torture from what I feel, pick up, process and think about. I have a hyperactive multidimensional mind that my processor (brain) cannot keep up with. I don't understand a lot here, especially the darkness, there is no resonance with it in me, only heart ache. It grates against me leaving only pain in its wake. My autistic talent is that I am a mimic in singing, dancing and art. So, I can sound exactly like many singers, dance the unique style and mannerisms of dancers, and can paint with photorealism. I will say that I believe much of my ability to mimic is rooted in my ability to channel and tune into things, perspectives, people etc. and on many different levels. I am also a natural at light language, or channeling energy and influence in general. So before I even knew what I was doing, I learned to channel through dance, but especially singing. I could change the whole vibe and energy of an audience, and eventually I used this ability at every gig to set the mood (so to speak.) I naturally spend most of my time in trance state. It takes me great effort to be fully present. Its like I have to draw myself out of my mind, or if I'm tuned into/or hyper fixated on something, I have to reel myself back in. I am time blind because time is just an illusion, its not real so I cant read it well. Therefore, I have experienced many unusual things concerning time, usually naturally and without meaning too. For example I turned 36 twice because that year I spent some time wishing I wouldn't get older. I have also gone back and forward in time accidently, by hours and I suspect days and even weeks. I have woken up in my higher self and seen things as me but from their perspective. Once we went out so high dimensionally, that I got to experience the awareness of how small almost insignificant the world and all that happens here is in comparison to how much is happening outside of us and our low level. The feeling was so powerful and expansive that I am incapable of remembering the experience of it in human form. Spirit my own included has been my mentor. Everything I know and have learned I have done so by listening, receiving, channeling and tuning in. my spirit tends to reject using other peoples methods, or following their teachings etc. My mind is always rushing ahead or off course and then doing its own thing. All my techniques are my own. Even after I got out of Christianity and began exploring spirituality, much as I may have wanted to attempt to explore and follow someone, a system, method, group or belief system, my mind and spirit would always end up rejecting it and naturally doing its own thing. I've accepted that about myself now. Its like all the stuff here is old or wrong, and I already have a spiritual trousseau equipped with everything I need. I also cant seem to resonate with any gods or deities here. I only work with my higher self, and higher self approved spirits and entities etc. I don't trust most of what is going on down here, everything has its own agenda, and usually it doesn't seem to align or resonate with me. What I also see is, the average human is always trying to adjust to reality, when in fact reality is adjusting to us. I will say that as a autistic and ADHD person, I don't believe all of our struggles are naturally a side effect of coming down to a lower dimension. I believe it is possible that certain precautions were taken here, to hinder the arrival of starseeds (and the like) and prevent them from reaching their full potential. I believe vaccinations may play a role and perhaps even some type of spiritual tech or frequencies. Even internally I can feel that I am so much more and in much greater amounts, but it's just out of reach from me, like treasure behind bars. I can see it, sense it, but not fully access it. It also feels like psychological warfare at times. Anyway, my greater point of all this is; I was having a particularly depressive and hard day today, and watching this post really helped. It also reminded me that even in burnt out and when not actively doing anything, I am still of value and my vibration and spirit alone are still healing and helping this world, and creating good magic/energy/juju. Thank you dear spirit! Love, honor, gratitude and respect... Rayven
Greetings from the first wave, long, long, ago. You made me cry. Before I was the planets gift, I was my parents "Burden from God". Yes, what you said. I am soooo glade that autistic people are at least not being thrown into mental institutions, I had a great aunt who was. Even now I want to go home, I worry that they will not want me anymore, either. I will find out shortly.
I recommend seeking out communites that are welcoming to non traditional individuals: Poly Relationships, Stripclubs, Artistic Communites, Ren Faires, Comic Book Nerds, Hippies, Psychics, Drag Queens etc...Find your weirdos! LMAO Also, you'll likely find more autistic people cus from I've noticed we naturally filter into fringe social circles. It's kinda funny, I know there is supposedly a link between autism and homosexuality. I'm not gay myself, but I also think to some extent ts just that people on the fringes of society tend to be way more accepting of other differences.
Hi, I am 58 and not lonley, but I am alone often by choice. Being out and about I get overstimulated quickly, and after social gatherings it takes me 3+ days to recover. Life can be scary, but it is also beautiful when we realize how everything is connected like with invisible threads. I go to nature often because it calms my nervous system. I listen to the sounds of nature and remind myself that we are eternal beings that come to this planet to have experiences. When it’s quiet I can hear my inner guidance much better and I never feel lonely. I also like to create harmony within myself hoping to effect the universal web with higher vibrations. I want to be part of rebuilding a New Earth where the old and stagnant structures are no longer holding us prisoner to governments and industries, a place where we can imagine, create, and live in freedom with people that are accepting of how different we all are.
@@Stess-ky4gn It feels sometimes that we can see it now. I get moments where I move in and out of dimensions. Perhaps it’s not so much a matter of time as it only seems to exist in 3D, but a matter of imagination. I imagine some people have the ability to go to 5D and stay there for as long as they chose. For the collective mindframe to shift it might still be a couple 100 years. So we both might be back 2-3 more times before we see a drastically transformed planet. Maybe I meet one day. 🙃
Millions of beings are galactic. Millions upon millions. And many are busy helping humanity to ascend. Autism is not wanting to be here. Its a split a gap between the spirit and body connection.
i found you through cast of prince... you are doing great. wishing you lots of love success ahead
I am a higher needs autistic who has suffered greatly here. I am a natural channel, energy worker, type of shaman and teacher, though after my last trauma breakdown I fried my nervous system and hit sever autistic burnout, and had to stop. My name within my name is Rayven and as a shaman would say, it means that I go between worlds and dimensions.
I have experienced so much wonder but also daily torture from what I feel, pick up, process and think about. I have a hyperactive multidimensional mind that my processor (brain) cannot keep up with. I don't understand a lot here, especially the darkness, there is no resonance with it in me, only heart ache. It grates against me leaving only pain in its wake.
My autistic talent is that I am a mimic in singing, dancing and art. So, I can sound exactly like many singers, dance the unique style and mannerisms of dancers, and can paint with photorealism.
I will say that I believe much of my ability to mimic is rooted in my ability to channel and tune into things, perspectives, people etc. and on many different levels.
I am also a natural at light language, or channeling energy and influence in general. So before I even knew what I was doing, I learned to channel through dance, but especially singing. I could change the whole vibe and energy of an audience, and eventually I used this ability at every gig to set the mood (so to speak.)
I naturally spend most of my time in trance state. It takes me great effort to be fully present. Its like I have to draw myself out of my mind, or if I'm tuned into/or hyper fixated on something, I have to reel myself back in.
I am time blind because time is just an illusion, its not real so I cant read it well. Therefore, I have experienced many unusual things concerning time, usually naturally and without meaning too. For example I turned 36 twice because that year I spent some time wishing I wouldn't get older. I have also gone back and forward in time accidently, by hours and I suspect days and even weeks.
I have woken up in my higher self and seen things as me but from their perspective. Once we went out so high dimensionally, that I got to experience the awareness of how small almost insignificant the world and all that happens here is in comparison to how much is happening outside of us and our low level. The feeling was so powerful and expansive that I am incapable of remembering the experience of it in human form.
Spirit my own included has been my mentor. Everything I know and have learned I have done so by listening, receiving, channeling and tuning in. my spirit tends to reject using other peoples methods, or following their teachings etc. My mind is always rushing ahead or off course and then doing its own thing. All my techniques are my own. Even after I got out of Christianity and began exploring spirituality, much as I may have wanted to attempt to explore and follow someone, a system, method, group or belief system, my mind and spirit would always end up rejecting it and naturally doing its own thing. I've accepted that about myself now. Its like all the stuff here is old or wrong, and I already have a spiritual trousseau equipped with everything I need. I also cant seem to resonate with any gods or deities here. I only work with my higher self, and higher self approved spirits and entities etc.
I don't trust most of what is going on down here, everything has its own agenda, and usually it doesn't seem to align or resonate with me.
What I also see is, the average human is always trying to adjust to reality, when in fact reality is adjusting to us.
I will say that as a autistic and ADHD person, I don't believe all of our struggles are naturally a side effect of coming down to a lower dimension. I believe it is possible that certain precautions were taken here, to hinder the arrival of starseeds (and the like) and prevent them from reaching their full potential. I believe vaccinations may play a role and perhaps even some type of spiritual tech or frequencies.
Even internally I can feel that I am so much more and in much greater amounts, but it's just out of reach from me, like treasure behind bars. I can see it, sense it, but not fully access it. It also feels like psychological warfare at times.
Anyway, my greater point of all this is; I was having a particularly depressive and hard day today, and watching this post really helped.
It also reminded me that even in burnt out and when not actively doing anything, I am still of value and my vibration and spirit alone are still healing and helping this world, and creating good magic/energy/juju.
Thank you dear spirit!
Love, honor, gratitude and respect...
Rayven
Thank you for sharing your profound and delightful experience of existence! It was such a pleasure to read. Take care and know you are in my heart🙏
Respect. Thank you for arriving💛
Your Welcome. Respect and love.
In thank my son who has autism for having chosen me as his mother...im happy to serve my real life "Baal Gopal"
Thank you for really seeing us. ❤️😭 Thank you from the deepest center of my being.
شكرا لك 🙏 سيدتي ابني ٣ سنوات لديه توحد كل الاحترام والحب لهذه الأرواح الجميلة ❤
Greetings from the first wave, long, long, ago. You made me cry. Before I was the planets gift, I was my parents "Burden from God". Yes, what you said. I am soooo glade that autistic people are at least not being thrown into mental institutions, I had a great aunt who was. Even now I want to go home, I worry that they will not want me anymore, either. I will find out shortly.
I'm 53 and autistic and very lonely. This life is very scary. When will it end?
I recommend seeking out communites that are welcoming to non traditional individuals: Poly Relationships, Stripclubs, Artistic Communites, Ren Faires, Comic Book Nerds, Hippies, Psychics, Drag Queens etc...Find your weirdos! LMAO Also, you'll likely find more autistic people cus from I've noticed we naturally filter into fringe social circles.
It's kinda funny, I know there is supposedly a link between autism and homosexuality. I'm not gay myself, but I also think to some extent ts just that people on the fringes of society tend to be way more accepting of other differences.
Hi, I am 58 and not lonley, but I am alone often by choice. Being out and about I get overstimulated quickly, and after social gatherings it takes me 3+ days to recover. Life can be scary, but it is also beautiful when we realize how everything is connected like with invisible threads. I go to nature often because it calms my nervous system. I listen to the sounds of nature and remind myself that we are eternal beings that come to this planet to have experiences. When it’s quiet I can hear my inner guidance much better and I never feel lonely. I also like to create harmony within myself hoping to effect the universal web with higher vibrations. I want to be part of rebuilding a New Earth where the old and stagnant structures are no longer holding us prisoner to governments and industries, a place where we can imagine, create, and live in freedom with people that are accepting of how different we all are.
Ask the universe for a true friend.
@@Earthian000 I am happy for you you will see it. I will not I am too old. Not in this life time.
@@Stess-ky4gn It feels sometimes that we can see it now. I get moments where I move in and out of dimensions. Perhaps it’s not so much a matter of time as it only seems to exist in 3D, but a matter of imagination. I imagine some people have the ability to go to 5D and stay there for as long as they chose. For the collective mindframe to shift it might still be a couple 100 years. So we both might be back 2-3 more times before we see a drastically transformed planet. Maybe I meet one day. 🙃
What about those who are nonverbal?
Nonverbal or verbal does not make a difference on how spectacular Autistic individuals are. I will do another video on this subject.
@@ArunashieldsTVthank you
Millions of beings are galactic. Millions upon millions. And many are busy helping humanity to ascend. Autism is not wanting to be here. Its a split a gap between the spirit and body connection.
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