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there's so much I wanna tell you. I write to you everyday. my letters are white, but they dig deep and make my eyes water. This is what being away from you feels like. I do not know if I am in love, but my heart feels like a home of yours more than it has been any of mine.
The feeling of wanting to set that one person free but also hoping for that person to come back in your life. Is it selfishness? Is it stupidity? Is it loneliness? Or is it love?
sometimes we want people back because being with them become habit. if I've learnt anything in the last year it's that sometimes,even if all we want is someone back we have to let go. if they come back they come back but if they don't I promise you it will get easier with time
I Wish I have an answer for this question, it is haunting me since the day I let him go. I Never wanted it but I couldn't also keep him by my Side and now I'm praying everyday our paths will Cross again. I Guess it's a bit of all, Loving that person enough to set them free, Loving them enough to Not being able to picture ourselves without them.
we all hold on to that love that makes our heart strings tug with warmth cause it’s sincere care ya feel for the person. at the end of the day does your heart feel full, or is your brain restless with yyy’s instead of zzz’s. it’s making them let you go so you can be free.
he died in 2020 and one of the tattoos i have are of him with flowers for his face. he was so beautiful. he really was a miracle bathing in starlight. sadly we never made it to rome or ibiza but ill make it there one day. he taught me how to live and to how to love myself. god i love you anthony i know youre watching thank you for this beautiful song
My boyfriend also died just two months ago we were both each other's first true love and both 17. My baby was the most beautiful boy ever and I'm having a hard time grieving. Wish to get a tattoo soon of his favourite flower "forget me nots" he was a very ambitious man always made me laugh and made me fall in love with myself too. People like these are very rare to find. I miss him each second. I hope my dear DM is in heaven with your anthony. Much love to everyone.
This song makes you feel that you are waking up after a long, painful day and trying hard to make today more beautiful than yesterday while you are full of disappointment.
i fell for this guy in university He was so different than everyone else He was shy and socially awkward in a cute way I guess u could say im into shy guys I made the first move and added him on social media And we talked, he asked if i wanted to be friends with him, i said yes On that same day he wanted to meet me in uni And i still remember how foolishly nervous i was.. And excited I couldn't sleep all night lol So we hung out all day And he gave me one of his rings as a gift because i thought they were cool Later on, he said to me "let's hang out more often" I was so happy. Finally someone likes me..! I thought to myself Now, I've had very bad luck with love My heart got broken 3 times already and im just sick of crying and trying to move on Yet i keep falling back in that trap again Anyways let's carry on I met him again Nothing special happened But all of sudden He texts me saying that he won't be coming to uni anymore because he hates it And obviously i was upset because he's not the type to text first.. At all I always made the first move, i always texted him first I send him funny memes and stuff to start a convo He only shares stuff with me when i text him first So it gets really frustrating right? And i can't hang out with him irl anymore.. I might have attachment issues I don't know what to do anymore He always reacts to my stories, everytime. But I'm starting to think that maybe.. He's not that interested in me He's just so hard to read And I feel like even if he's shy and awkward af he would try to text first Right..? Idk I might just move on The first day we met was so beautiful Everything felt so unreal It was everything i could ever ask for But it was nice while it lasted If he's not interested i won't force it I'll try to move on, again. whoever took their time to read my side of the story, thank you for listening. 💌 do good today. EDIT/UPDATE : i have a boyfriend now.. Who's not him. Yes, i moved on because we weren't meant for each other, and I've found someone who's a lot better.. What a sigh of relief.
Our stories are identical I felt like I wrote this story and like it's mine I also fell for this guy just like yours And so confused if I should move on or make more efforts I'm so mentally exhausted but at the same time I wanna hold into him more . Idk if he is playing with him or just never took us seriously or looked at me that way
Im a shy guy too. Once a.girl made me know she was interested, yet i did all the wrong moves and she thought that i wasn't interested at all. Shy pple we tend to act opposite to our feelings sometimes. Please do something for me. TELL HIM HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT HIM. Maybe he is not interested. But DO NOT KEEP YOUR FEELINGS FOR YOURSELF. THERE IS NO SHAME IN LOVING. You will regret if you never tell him. Get it off your chest, get rejected and move on. And who knows... he might actually say he has feelings for you too. Your suffering comes from that little hope of "what if..?". Move from What If to "Lets see"
Until now, I still put flowers to the side of the bed where you used to lay down on. The whole room envelops in nectar and ambrosia. I can no longer see you on the petals of the roses or scattered letters. You are ancient and the love you left grows in me. I am standing in the corner watching all these memories into play. Standing here, rooted on the spot, yet scattered. ❤
This song reminds me of my first love. I had crushes here and there before but this was the first one I actually took time to know my feelings,know her,appreciate,adore someone,first time I wasn't just desperately seeking for a partner. This wasn't a love at first sight. It was a gradual process. Slowly slowly she became special to me. Everyday it was stupid attempts at me tynna talk to her,to be with her, making the most stupid excuses to walk with her just a little bit. Trynna delve into things she liked to find new talking points with her. Whenever the phone buzzed I hoped it was a notification of her text. And when she talked,oh dear lord I love when she just talked whatever was on her mind. Just listening to her talk of things that she was passionate about,felt deeply,etc. It's something else. Can't even express the comfort I feel thinking back at those moments. But It was my foolishness to think it'd stay the same forever cause the truth came out and well I couldn't deny it. Had to honest. I couldn't lie to her. So I said it. It wasn't the right time but oh well, I got rejected. It wasn't a brutal rejection though. It was so honest,so mutual I couldn't even get angry or feel spiteful. I just accepted it. I knew I loved honestly and if she didn't wanna be with me,I'd walk away cause really I just wasn't the right person for her and I think it's fine. I think there are people who'll come in your life,change you for the better,always hold a special place in your heart but will never end up as a romantic partner. And I think its fine. Sure I'll be lying if I say I never think of all the "what ifs" and times when I seriously felt and still sometimes feel like a dagger slowly piercing my heart. But that's just life,I guess. Things will get better(hopefully). Alas, I'll end this by quoting one of Frank Ocean's lyrics to my first love🌼: "I'll care for you still and I will, Forever"
I'm going through this exact thing right now except that I've not confessed yet for reasons. I feel you bro, but i hope you find someone beautiful from the in and out and as kind hearted as you are. Take care mate.
this song reminds me of a guy i liked a few years ago, the first and only actual crush i've ever had. it lasted a year, and we were really good friends for six years before that but we don't talk anymore. sometimes i think about him and wish we were still friends, usually when i see him from afar. this song hits in a very specific way.
@@aritoudeborah4741 im sorry, it's such a sucky situation to be in. i hope you can find someone who appreciates you and gives you the happiness you deserve
I really like someone to the point that I love her. I have told her but unfortunately she dosen't reciprocate the same feelings as I do. Although we are really good friends but I am getting afraid day by day that there would come a day when university ends we might stop talking. I cant live like that.....I wish it was different...I wish...sigh. This song makes me want to be with her so bad...
I have a similar story but it was back in 2019 when I fell in love with him and in 2020 I had to say goodbye to the love that had no hope to begin with.I tried to stay as friends but I realized it's better to not be so from 2022 I decided that I'll never message him again.I finally let go of that love with no regrets,no sadness,no bitterness but just nostalgia and good memories of my love. Edit: I'm anhedonic now and after 2019 I don't feel the same way and I can't love anymore(couldn't until now) and... guess we'll never meet in person cause he lives far away in a different country so I think we'll never bump into each other which is fine I guess.
@@aritoudeborah4741 how can u move on ? .... 4 month since we broke up and i still miss her everyday… I know i have to live my life and hope can kill my mind but in deep i still wish some miracle happen 😢
I've been silently reading each comments for months now and it feels warm to know I found people who shares same interests with poetry, films and books.
If only you spoke to me as much as i wanted to speak to you. All it would take was a hello. So as you leave now. All those stares that we gave each other into the pits of our eyes will end up being just past moments and nothing more. What did those longing stares mean. Was i not enough to let you come to me. I was waiting. A present to be opened. I'm sure i could have let you feel more than anyone else would've. Now i stay here like an unfinished story with a dead author.
My guy, I'm not an expert or anything, but that's love. Love. I'll be waking up everyday in the morning wishing to God that you'll meet her again. Godspeed, lad, godspeed.
I'm in love with him so much, that I didn't even realize how bad he affected me. I personally know that the amount of love I gave him is awful for my mental health right now. But I can not stop loving him.
Funny how they seem so in love with you one day and then just leave you the next day. Had me believing all the dreams you had me dream for both of us only to wake up alone with a harrowing feeling inside. I always believed home is wherever you are. And now that you're gone, I'm left feeling homesick for you.
I actually did write him a letter but I hope one day we’ll read it together and forget all about the past.. I know we’re not good for each other but at the same time we’re not good without one another. You left but you took all the love that was left in me with you.
Hi sarah, if ur reading this i want you to know that 2 years after we stopped talking, i still relate this song to you. You were my first real love and im so greatful to have been able to spend those 9 years as your best friend. I love you
Wow! I felt that.Let me guess,you have been friends with Sarah and when you expressed that you were in love with her you stopped talking? Sounds something familiar to me! Been there. It mostly gets complicated when we fall in love with our best friends.Nothing stays the same. :)
I just cry at night. For someone who I dont even know will exist for me. Maybe his dead or He was born too early or too late and maybe I was born too early or even born too late. So Im just waiting.
It's not love. I know for sure it's not. But the second I wake up in the morning, your smile pops up in my mind. All the things I do throughout the day will remind me of your face, your scent, your hair and your everything. But I am not in love.
I am overwhelmed. The pain is still there but bearable. Even if I go back, it won't hold me just like before. I love differently now and it keeps growing inside me.
Love is like a rain, you won't know when it'll come and when it'll stop. That feeling when it suddenly appeared and after a few drops it stops and just disappear.
We were childhood friends for 8 years. He was the only one who ever understood me. I was going through depression and I wanted to cut everyone I knew out of my life. I hid my existence from the world, moved cities, changed my phone number. I never said goodbye to him. As time went by I healed, I became a better person. But no one can ever fill the place in my heart that belonged to him. I hate myself for leaving such a warm friendship. I still think of him so often every single day. I think of what it might be like meeting him again. But I'm too afraid to know how much has changed. I hate the fact that I'm the one who let go but I'm also the one who can't move on. If you have such a beautiful friendship please cherish it, don't take it for granted.
I love how us strangers connect each other's hearts through the song and through the comment section ❤️ May your heart feel the love that you deserve ❤️ I love you!
Daylight, I dream of you softly I wrote you a letter that will never reach you In Montreal, the days are much colder there Now you grow older there, without me On the lookout, baby won't you look out? A car full of raccoons, I think that I'm crazy And downtown, the bar lights illuminate Lost in a cityscape where I try to find you You walk like a miracle, bathing in starlight Your voice burning holes in the frame I danced in the parking lot, cried in the taxi home Cause I still remembered your name And oh, I'm not in love anymore But I will keep you close to me forever Moonlight, I dream of you endlessly Drowning in reverie, waiting for morning Dim light, I'm drunk at the bar again Holding a stranger's hand, a crowd with no faces And there you are, beautiful just like the first time You reach out, I'm shaking again You're gone in a moment, you leave me alone But I swear you were real in my hands And oh, I'm not in love anymore But I will keep you close to me forever I know these words might mean nothing now I'm stuck in this ghost town Your softness still haunts me Someday I'll find my way out of here If you don't change your mind, my dear I'll take you with me
This song will always remind me of my first love. It may be one-sided but I'm still glad that I met him and became good friends for a while. He was such a genuine person and always encourage those around him in his own way. Even though we're not that close anymore and we rarely talk to each other now, I still hope for the best for him and his happiness, wherever life takes him.
@@TwoBrothers005 He’s already in a relationship right now and seems very happy. Even if I wanted to confess, I don’t want to be selfish and be the one to disturb his peace. So I’m just gonna let destiny do its thing because what’s really meant for you will find its way always. Hope you have a great day, ciao!
Would you believe me when I say “I don’t want your love”? I have never received love from others. I have never thought I deserved it. I only know how to love people but not how to let them love me. Why would you try so desperately to love me? How am I supposed to respond, to feel about this? Should I let you in? … Am I worth this? …I have never met someone as pretty as you are. Talking with you makes me feel like I wasted tons of love on people who didn’t deserve it. Looking at you makes me feel like I’m finally with someone that’s good. How am I supposed to stop loving you when you are this sweet and kind? I can’t stop thinking of you, I can’t let you go so easly and for some reason THIS is the only thing I know I should fight for. I really don’t want your love, I won’t be able to accept it. But please, while I’m still here… Allow me to love you as much as my heart desires. Allow me to show you that you’re worth it, to show you how beautiful you are and how much you shine and let you know that: “I will keep you close to me forever” I don’t mind If we stay as friends, I don’t mind If I can still talk with you and make you happy. To the one that will never read this, Your friend.
Still can remember those days when i used to cry fucking lot, was far from him n surrounded with bad memories , but somehow i have that man now.he makes me smile everyday
She used to tell me and ask me to watch "Normal People" she said it's a good but very sad shows. She said it's one of her fav shows. She said it involves two people in a relationship without any declared label. There you go, I haven't got the chance to watch it with her and we are not together anymore because we didn't have any real relationship label. Just like the couple in 'Normal People' :) . I love you so much, Jennive.
This song is remind me of a guy that I love for 12 years. Even right now, he have been married another woman, and I choose to being single for 5 years. This feeling never changed. I know one day I Will found a person that really meant for me, and he would always being a part of my journey.
This song reminds me of a character on a fictional book. His whole character was so familiar when i first read about him. It hits home so much, I can't even explain how he felt like home to me... It reminds me so much of him, and i fell deeply more than i should have.
grateful that i made a happy moment for my own self today. In spite of the damn anxiety . Remember that You are worthy .. you’re strong ! I love you all 🦋🤍
People come and go, but love stays. It is not love that changes, it is the person who changes and wants new things to experience, that is why separation happens sometimes! 🌸🌸
Hey A_kummen if you ever come across this very video someday and hopefully this comment too, i kept coming here listening to this for few days picturing and appreciating our beautiful timeline of 2 years and also letting go of them one after the another. I wish you nothing but love ahead❤.
I love this boy so much where do I even start , his green eyes, his blonde hair, his smile , the way he makes me feel, the butterflies he gives me ,the way I feel comfortable with him, it’s amazing how I can tell him everything and he will just sit there and listen he a beautiful boy . I wanna make memories with this boy I wanna fall in love with you every day more and more until I die your so special to me . I don’t want you to leave me so please don’t .
Would you believe it? I still think about you. Sometimes with anger, sometimes with tears, sometimes with passion but mostly with tenderness. Your beautiful smile, your gentle touch. But I also fear you. Your deceptive nature, your evasive nature, your ability to manipulate and detach. Your ability to hurt me. To break my broken heart. I still think of you with fondness sometimes, but I mostly hate that I do.
Suddenly made me realize that the first girl i loved won't return, i guess she was happy and living her life with the guy who just come in one second at a time. The way she treats him better nd one day i wish to the universe to give me a one more day with her even if it's the last time just to make me feel the kind of love i was looking.
“i wrote you a letter that will never reach you” somehow, i can resonate with that. i don’t usually like pouring all of my emotions out into comment sections, but what is unusual is that i feel comfortable in this one. everyone is telling their love stories, how they ended in tragedy and heartbreak, so i feel compelled to share mine. there’s a girl i used to know. she could make halls of dark fill up with endless light, in the most positive way she was the reason i loved the dark. mainly because i knew that whenever i was in the dark, she would be there to light it all up. i met her in 2020 after starting my first year of secondary school, i didn’t speak to her or even know her very well. however, in 2022 we got closer. truthfully, it’s all a blur of how we got closer, but i do remember it starting in april 2022 after i went through heartbreak & despair. it felt as though i’d never find somebody else, until we shared a connection. our closeness began in july 2022 where we’d sit next to each other in form, be around each other at breaktimes quite often, always talk in lessons when we had substitutes who didn’t really care what any of the students did, and my main highlight of our memories - staying after school in the library together. i found myself staying there for her to finish at this D&D club, even though we wouldn’t talk for the full hour she was there, i would sit on a beanbag and wait patiently whilst admiring from afar. she asked me if she could be my girlfriend, through a friend, on 27th july 2022. i felt shocked, confused. i ignored it until the next day, which was our last day of school. i said yes and from there started our relationship. it was as if our status was still ‘friends’. nothing changed. however, she told me one day that she asked her dad what he thought about gay people and he blanked her completely. from there it was destined to fail. we broke up in august 2022 because of someone who came back into my life, i was foolish. when school started back up in september, i saw her again and i realised i did indeed have feelings for her. i wanted to be around her all the time, i couldn’t keep my eyes off of her in class, and i found myself trying to randomly cross paths with her whilst going to lessons. she had me blocked on everything though due to her dad finding out about our past relationship and being infuriated. she was threatened with having to move schools if she made contact with me again. fast forward to the end of september, i found out she still felt the same for me. stupidly, i asked her out - love got in the way of my fear of losing her. she said yes and we dated for almost a month until her dad found out again on the 21st october, she had to block me again and broke up with me through her friend… i skipped school for near enough a month after that because i didn’t want to face her, not because of resentment but purely because i knew i would break and letting her go would’ve hurt so much more. i found out she had to move when i went back to school, it felt as if i’d been stabbed in the heart. at this point, i didn’t know what i was feeling for her. i’d had misconceptions of love in the past so i didn’t want to pinpoint anything without being completely sure, so i started writing letters to her as my way of showing my appreciation for everything we’d been through together and also as a way of showing my love for her. come december time, i found out she was leaving on the 16th which was when we broke up for the christmas holidays. time was slipping away, far out of my reach, it felt like i didn’t have enough of it to fully comprehend what i was feeling into a few letters. i was contemplating giving them to her but on her last day, i did. and the last week she was there, i also realised that i was indeed falling in love with her. there’s a phrase “you only know you love her when you let her go” and it’s true, completely true. the last time i ever saw her was the 27th march 2022 where she came back to the school in after hours. i waited to see her before going home and when we made eye contact again, it felt like there was still a spark. i ran straight over the road after she had passed me a little, i ran like a maniac. i almost got ran over but there was this pure adrenaline and anxiety from seeing her again, realising i hadn’t been moving on but only pushing the feelings i felt deep down. that day, she didn’t say anything to me and neither did i. i feel like the way we looked at each other spoke more words than the comfortable silence. i never did get to tell her i love her, or more so that i was falling in love with her. so if you’re out there somewhere, i love you forever. and i have been falling in love with you since july 2022. back to the first line i wrote, she responded to my letters and gave them to my friend. i wrote something in response to those letters, but i never gave them to my friend to give to her. sometimes things are better off left alone, but i miss her always.
Wind blows ,whispers to my ears that he is coming by and yes there he goes . Trees stand tall waving at me to talk about him or it's just me praising him to my friend. Stars shining in the night sky giggling as they watch my eyes being shy turning away from you every time we pass by... and i hope that one day we will be together
I searched this song since last week; I am quite sad & this song feels like an air that takes off the burden in my heart. Thank you for creating such a masterpiece.
this is the second song from flower face which reminds me of my ex as well as my first love. the meaning of each verse reminds me of our first meeting, about my view that says that he is the figure i've been looking for. my first impression of him is that he is a very nice person, he really understands how to treat someone, the way he opens the chat and makes the other person interested in the chat. person that i never thought i could be with him in quite a long time, spent a lot of time with him, i never expected that. i love him very much, even now i still love him even though my feelings are not as passionate as before. i still want to accompany him until he really gets the right person, someone who can replace my position. now he's changed, he's not the person i knew when i first met him. but he's still the same person, the person i once loved that deeply.
I watched this series , as much as I liked the cast , what really made me love normal people is it portrayed how exactly people always feel , uncertain, towards everything out of fear , I really love the song too !!! Great choice for great music !!! Ps I would recommend to watch this show !
I love the comment section too.. Everyones having different story.. We all feeling things differently listening to one song. I feel more like a human. Guiltfree.. ✨
My poems and words of love may never reach you, in the illuminating fantasies I've found you, but know this my love, You're the beginning I've always wanted, the ending that left me haunted, and the only heartbreak I'll bear till my life ended, as if my dreams of us together in that hill while the sunset shines warmth on our skin are to be and not just an illusion that aren't meant for you and me.
I tried waxing the floor tonight Thinking it’ll help me forget my loneliness. I scrubbed from left to right But still, I get caught in moments of sadness. Pausing here and there to take a minute Because I realized my tears are falling On the floor they glistened and stained Marking traces while I watch them rolling. Yes, I’m crying while doing the scrubbing I wish after I’m done, my eyes will finally be empty Coz I’m tired both from scrubbing and crying I wish the shiny floor could make me happy. At the end of it all, I still feel sad No chore could help me forget that. I still think of you no matter what I do And all i could do is cry for you.
There was a guy i liked briefly for some months. But we've eventually become very good friends. I don't feel the same way anymore for him and not does he, but this song reminds me of how distant that feeling feels but yet i remember it existing, lingering in some ghosted corner of my heart.
It was noon when I first met you I could tell that you were not feeling well Just as much as I was Maybe less? Or even more The serene, beautiful, and impressive vibes of yours were filling the room They somehow managed to pass right through my nerves, veins, arteries, and every passage in my body just to push me to let out a quick inaudible "hi" At first, I thought your ears didn't catch that which felt awkward A split second later, I heard you say "Hi" back My heart was pounding And my brain began questioning everything "Who am I? Who is he? Am I falling in love? What's wrong with me?" It might sound strange to fall for someone the moment you meet them But no matter how weird and unbelievable it is I still think it exists Cause as long as I sensed it in your presence Then it's true 💌 *wrote this while listening to this amazing song *
This song reminds me of someone. It's been quite a long time now since we started talking and I don't know until when it will last I just hope whatever happens he'll reach his dreams cuz as much as I want to keep him close it's the circumstances that will separate us. Can we just enjoy the moment? Sorry I'll never have the courage to tell you how I'm feeling right now
This song reminds me of the love I never experienced and what i wish it would be like to have that one person who'll be a sweet and soft presence beside me and in whom I'll find my entire world.A beautiful heart that will be mine.
I once listen to this song during the day but for some reason I skipped. I probably wasn't feeling it. And now, tonight, I decided to click on it again and give it another listening and holy moly this is beautiful and hits different at night😭
It’s been four months and yet it feels like I’ve known you forever and now we’re drifting apart and I’m trying to let you go because I know no matter what happens you’ll always love her more
How could I touch you When I knew you were air I breathed you My soul felt you You're so light weight You were gentle and mild But you became tornado I felt love when I felt you Getting injected under my skin But I was scared To watch you scaring me With the intense storm of yours But you wanna know a thing? I still need you to breathe I still need you I love you In a way you cant ever imagine♡
Every single day, l’m writing letters to you. You’ll never know but it doesn’t matter because this feelings are only mine,my little moonlight… I love you to the moon and back but l told you you’ll never know this…
I feel like this song has some kind of deep love , depicting one of the oldest maybe a decade love story which I really feel it .It makes me feel so much different it's poetic lines and that sad harmony that follows 🥀
I have so many letters written to you, although all in my head. I have so many letters I can never sent to you. So I dream of you in softness. The warm afternoons, sunlight filtering through the leaves, rainfall seeping through my bedroom window. Oh how everything reminds me of you. But it will be colder soon, you will grow older and these words won’t even be a distant memory to you, when I on their other end of the world will carry this forever. How do I live with it? These letters piling up in my drawer, the stars, the rainfalls, songs written for so many other people like us in the world. How do I forget something I never even got to experience ?
♥️ Here's a heart ♥️ for the person who shared this song with me for the first time. Your gesture meant the world to me, and this song will always remind me of you.
I feel like I live you. I have this feeling in my chest and heart whenever I think of you. I can’t wait to see you and I just want things to be right between us again. I may be crazy but I feel like you are my soulmate or something. I have never met someone like you. You are awesome and I’m sorry I hurt you. I wish I could take it back. I regret that so much because thinking of you hurts because of this disconnect between us.
I don't know if this will help me. Pouring my heart out into a yt comment section isn't the smartest thing to do. I'll probably cringe at what I'm writing in the future but I just need to rn. I don't know if I love you or if I've ever loved you. I'm confused if I ever liked you in the first place but the image of you lingers in my brain, never leaving. I've always had trouble letting go of the past. I want to move on yet you're still here. I know if you confessed I would have never told you about how I feel. I can't. We don't even know each other that well but I want to. I really do. I want to talk to you everyday. I think about you all the time. I know one day I'll move on but for now my heart aches. It's worse knowing that you like me or liked me before. Knowing it could've been us in another life. But in this one you seem to have moved on while I'm stuck here mourning the loss of something that never happened. Knowing I'll never get the same chance again. Your warmth forever stuck in my heart.
in case anybody wants to know, the image in the background is from a show ''NORMAL PEOPLE'', and it is a must watch
Where can I watch the movie series? Or can read the book?
Watched all in one day..thanx ❤️
Thankyouuu mate
Thankyou 💕
thank you very much!
This is one of the songs I wanna hear, but will not save in my playlist. I’ll let this song find me again.
here to answer ur comment so youll find this song again
@@Laywi1 thanksss 🥰
And again!
@@sanskritishivangi09 and I'm listening to it again hahahahaha thanks
Then I Will give you this comment as a present so you find this precious song again
there's so much I wanna tell you. I write to you everyday. my letters are white, but they dig deep and make my eyes water. This is what being away from you feels like. I do not know if I am in love, but my heart feels like a home of yours more than it has been any of mine.
I just screenshoted this what beautiful thing you have wrote , i hope you meet the person you are longing for ❤️💗
@@chubbypanda3398 we won't be meeting . He's gone. We are away. :')
@@TheWordsWave don't be sad there is something much better out there for you too 😊
@@chubbypanda3398 TY.❤
Awww, it's beautifuly written, hope everything is going good with you❤️😇
The feeling of wanting to set that one person free but also hoping for that person to come back in your life.
Is it selfishness?
Is it stupidity?
Is it loneliness?
Or is it love?
sometimes we want people back because being with them become habit. if I've learnt anything in the last year it's that sometimes,even if all we want is someone back we have to let go. if they come back they come back but if they don't I promise you it will get easier with time
I Wish I have an answer for this question, it is haunting me since the day I let him go. I Never wanted it but I couldn't also keep him by my Side and now I'm praying everyday our paths will Cross again.
I Guess it's a bit of all, Loving that person enough to set them free, Loving them enough to Not being able to picture ourselves without them.
In my case, I think it is because of loneliness.
we all hold on to that love that makes our heart strings tug with warmth cause it’s sincere care ya feel for the person. at the end of the day does your heart feel full, or is your brain restless with yyy’s instead of zzz’s. it’s making them let you go so you can be free.
It's human... x
How brave your heart must be
to stay soft
and tender still
when you've given
and given
till you're emptier
than you've ever been.
This hits harder than it should've
So empty that can't find love for self.
I want to say you wrote beautifully but I'll choose to be silent.
When you really love someone yo could get hurt but even when u re aware of it just still giving :')
he died in 2020 and one of the tattoos i have are of him with flowers for his face. he was so beautiful. he really was a miracle bathing in starlight. sadly we never made it to rome or ibiza but ill make it there one day. he taught me how to live and to how to love myself. god i love you anthony i know youre watching thank you for this beautiful song
Damn why did I read this
:(
Wherever he is I wish you both happiness.
He loves u more.. N want to see u happier everyday. 💙
Omg you guys will have the best love story in heaven ❤✨
🥺😢
My boyfriend also died just two months ago we were both each other's first true love and both 17. My baby was the most beautiful boy ever and I'm having a hard time grieving. Wish to get a tattoo soon of his favourite flower "forget me nots" he was a very ambitious man always made me laugh and made me fall in love with myself too. People like these are very rare to find. I miss him each second. I hope my dear DM is in heaven with your anthony. Much love to everyone.
Reading comments from lovely sad and happy strangers feels the best while listening to this song 🥺
im crying😭
@@akeishasamantha845 its fineee 🥹
totally true!
Seriously thinking the same thing 😭
This is a poetic comment section I Love it !
How a song can create beautiful words.
Letting go seems never ending.
IKRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Puteri😘😘😘😘..
🏃♂️
Isn't that what a lot of life is about ? letting go of pieces of ourselves until there's nothin left to lose
Fr! 😭❤️
“And oh I’m not inlove anymore, but I will keep you close to me forever” this hits hard especially when you just truly can’t let go of him.😔
This song makes you feel that you are waking up after a long, painful day and trying hard to make today more beautiful than yesterday while you are full of disappointment.
haha T_T
yes, it does.
i fell for this guy in university
He was so different than everyone else
He was shy and socially awkward in a cute way
I guess u could say im into shy guys
I made the first move and added him on social media
And we talked, he asked if i wanted to be friends with him, i said yes
On that same day he wanted to meet me in uni
And i still remember how foolishly nervous i was.. And excited
I couldn't sleep all night lol
So we hung out all day
And he gave me one of his rings as a gift because i thought they were cool
Later on, he said to me "let's hang out more often"
I was so happy.
Finally someone likes me..! I thought to myself
Now, I've had very bad luck with love
My heart got broken 3 times already and im just sick of crying and trying to move on
Yet i keep falling back in that trap again
Anyways let's carry on
I met him again
Nothing special happened
But all of sudden
He texts me saying that he won't be coming to uni anymore because he hates it
And obviously i was upset because he's not the type to text first.. At all
I always made the first move, i always texted him first
I send him funny memes and stuff to start a convo
He only shares stuff with me when i text him first
So it gets really frustrating right?
And i can't hang out with him irl anymore..
I might have attachment issues
I don't know what to do anymore
He always reacts to my stories, everytime.
But I'm starting to think that maybe.. He's not that interested in me
He's just so hard to read
And
I feel like even if he's shy and awkward af he would try to text first
Right..?
Idk
I might just move on
The first day we met was so beautiful
Everything felt so unreal
It was everything i could ever ask for
But it was nice while it lasted
If he's not interested i won't force it
I'll try to move on, again.
whoever took their time to read my side of the story, thank you for listening. 💌
do good today.
EDIT/UPDATE : i have a boyfriend now.. Who's not him. Yes, i moved on because we weren't meant for each other, and I've found someone who's a lot better.. What a sigh of relief.
Sounds like he had his heart broken too and now is scared of atachments
Our stories are identical
I felt like I wrote this story and like it's mine
I also fell for this guy just like yours
And so confused if I should move on or make more efforts I'm so mentally exhausted but at the same time I wanna hold into him more . Idk if he is playing with him or just never took us seriously or looked at me that way
Im a shy guy too. Once a.girl made me know she was interested, yet i did all the wrong moves and she thought that i wasn't interested at all. Shy pple we tend to act opposite to our feelings sometimes.
Please do something for me. TELL HIM HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT HIM. Maybe he is not interested. But DO NOT KEEP YOUR FEELINGS FOR YOURSELF. THERE IS NO SHAME IN LOVING. You will regret if you never tell him.
Get it off your chest, get rejected and move on. And who knows... he might actually say he has feelings for you too. Your suffering comes from that little hope of "what if..?". Move from What If to "Lets see"
I LITERALLY cross-checked if I wrote that. happened to me as well, but here i am still in contact w him.
in some part of the world.. your perfect one is already waiting for u.. so be free.. and relax... they will find u on the right time.. believe me!!
stay hydrated and take care of yourselves
This is all i need to hear
You as well..stay hydrated and rest well.
You too love
♥️
Thank you
She got married yesterday and listing to this is really relaxing
SHES MARRIED?!?!?!? TO WHO?!?!?! I THOUGHT IT WAS FOR AN MV?!?!
Ahhh 😢
My ex gf @@vilylalleyy
@@vilylalleyy I think they mean their crush got married lol
Until now, I still put flowers to the side of the bed where you used to lay down on. The whole room envelops in nectar and ambrosia. I can no longer see you on the petals of the roses or scattered letters. You are ancient and the love you left grows in me. I am standing in the corner watching all these memories into play. Standing here, rooted on the spot, yet scattered. ❤
This is the prettiest comment I’ve ever seen , wishing you well man I understand the struggle
this is gorgeous! wishing you the best of things
You'll be okay soon :D sending you love
Awwww. 🥺🤍🤍🤍
❤️😭
This song reminds me of my first love.
I had crushes here and there before but this was the first one I actually took time to know my feelings,know her,appreciate,adore someone,first time I wasn't just desperately seeking for a partner.
This wasn't a love at first sight.
It was a gradual process.
Slowly slowly she became special to me.
Everyday it was stupid attempts at me tynna talk to her,to be with her,
making the most stupid excuses to walk with her just a little bit.
Trynna delve into things she liked to find new talking points with her.
Whenever the phone buzzed I hoped it was a notification of her text.
And when she talked,oh dear lord I love when she just talked whatever was on her mind.
Just listening to her talk of things that she was passionate about,felt deeply,etc. It's something else.
Can't even express the comfort I feel thinking back at those moments.
But
It was my foolishness to think it'd stay the same forever cause the truth came out and well I couldn't deny it.
Had to honest.
I couldn't lie to her.
So I said it. It wasn't the right time but oh well,
I got rejected.
It wasn't a brutal rejection though.
It was so honest,so mutual I couldn't even get angry or feel spiteful.
I just accepted it.
I knew I loved honestly and if she didn't wanna be with me,I'd walk away cause really I just wasn't the right person for her and I think it's fine.
I think there are people who'll come in your life,change you for the better,always hold a special place in your heart but will never end up as a romantic partner.
And I think its fine.
Sure I'll be lying if I say I never think of all the "what ifs" and times when I seriously felt and still sometimes feel like a dagger slowly piercing my heart.
But that's just life,I guess.
Things will get better(hopefully).
Alas,
I'll end this by quoting one of Frank Ocean's lyrics to my first love🌼:
"I'll care for you still and I will,
Forever"
You have written well all your emotions feel alive after reading it
Bro that's so sweet i might get diabetes
Let her know you write this about her l, I guess she will bawling 😭
I'm going through this exact thing right now except that I've not confessed yet for reasons. I feel you bro, but i hope you find someone beautiful from the in and out and as kind hearted as you are. Take care mate.
❤️🫂
this song reminds me of a guy i liked a few years ago, the first and only actual crush i've ever had. it lasted a year, and we were really good friends for six years before that but we don't talk anymore. sometimes i think about him and wish we were still friends, usually when i see him from afar. this song hits in a very specific way.
@@aritoudeborah4741 im sorry, it's such a sucky situation to be in. i hope you can find someone who appreciates you and gives you the happiness you deserve
I really like someone to the point that I love her. I have told her but unfortunately she dosen't reciprocate the same feelings as I do. Although we are really good friends but I am getting afraid day by day that there would come a day when university ends we might stop talking. I cant live like that.....I wish it was different...I wish...sigh. This song makes me want to be with her so bad...
@@aritoudeborah4741 I hope we do but for me its like I cant love someone again like I did right now. You take care of yourself too.
I have a similar story but it was back in 2019 when I fell in love with him and in 2020 I had to say goodbye to the love that had no hope to begin with.I tried to stay as friends but I realized it's better to not be so from 2022 I decided that I'll never message him again.I finally let go of that love with no regrets,no sadness,no bitterness but just nostalgia and good memories of my love.
Edit: I'm anhedonic now and after 2019 I don't feel the same way and I can't love anymore(couldn't until now) and... guess we'll never meet in person cause he lives far away in a different country so I think we'll never bump into each other which is fine I guess.
@@aritoudeborah4741 how can u move on ? ....
4 month since we broke up and i still miss her everyday…
I know i have to live my life and hope can kill my mind but in deep i still wish some miracle happen 😢
I've been silently reading each comments for months now and it feels warm to know I found people who shares same interests with poetry, films and books.
If only you spoke to me as much as i wanted to speak to you. All it would take was a hello. So as you leave now. All those stares that we gave each other into the pits of our eyes will end up being just past moments and nothing more. What did those longing stares mean. Was i not enough to let you come to me. I was waiting. A present to be opened. I'm sure i could have let you feel more than anyone else would've. Now i stay here like an unfinished story with a dead author.
If we were books, it'd be funny, because we'd have a chapter that'd contain a similar story, if not exactly the same.
Damn
Waiting went to far🌸
❤️
I can relate to each and every alphabet of this comment
Angela is the name of the first girl I ever loved , randomly showed up on my YT feed. The universe always makes me think of her 🥺
My guy, I'm not an expert or anything, but that's love. Love. I'll be waking up everyday in the morning wishing to God that you'll meet her again. Godspeed, lad, godspeed.
Awww 🥺🥺
❤
I'm in love with him so much, that I didn't even realize how bad he affected me. I personally know that the amount of love I gave him is awful for my mental health right now. But I can not stop loving him.
same here
You can!
You can stop love him
Same here,im frustrated with this feelings but on the other hand this feelings that keepsme alive ah idk,its so manipulative
@@salimaiueochannel3782 sooo true!!!! It has started distracting me too much. I'm feeling helpless...
Funny how they seem so in love with you one day and then just leave you the next day. Had me believing all the dreams you had me dream for both of us only to wake up alone with a harrowing feeling inside.
I always believed home is wherever you are. And now that you're gone, I'm left feeling homesick for you.
I actually did write him a letter but I hope one day we’ll read it together and forget all about the past.. I know we’re not good for each other but at the same time we’re not good without one another. You left but you took all the love that was left in me with you.
Hi sarah, if ur reading this i want you to know that 2 years after we stopped talking, i still relate this song to you. You were my first real love and im so greatful to have been able to spend those 9 years as your best friend. I love you
Wow! I felt that.Let me guess,you have been friends with Sarah and when you expressed that you were in love with her you stopped talking? Sounds something familiar to me! Been there. It mostly gets complicated when we fall in love with our best friends.Nothing stays the same. :)
Or you were not able to tell her even in the end!
If your tears fall after remembering him, it means he is still everything 💗
❤
what hurts me most is knowing he doesn't think about me cause he found someone new
I just cry at night. For someone who I dont even know will exist for me. Maybe his dead or He was born too early or too late and maybe I was born too early or even born too late. So Im just waiting.
@@hannahcalvo5825 it's gonna be okaay, everything will happens in the right time. Until there, just know that you are not alone!
Have you listened to “Confetti and Roses” by James Blunt.
🥹❤️ *sending hugs
It's not love. I know for sure it's not. But the second I wake up in the morning, your smile pops up in my mind. All the things I do throughout the day will remind me of your face, your scent, your hair and your everything. But I am not in love.
I am overwhelmed. The pain is still there but bearable. Even if I go back, it won't hold me just like before. I love differently now and it keeps growing inside me.
I don't know why is she so underrated? Her words are full of true emotions and everything else.
People don't listen to stuff like this anymore, people want to listen to "music" that have cars, money and swear words. Sad but it's the truth.
@@solehsani7384 it's so sad 🥺🥺😢😢
Words ain’t enough to describe how much this song gives me comfort
Listen to it again n again.. Till ur heart is filled. If u wnna think abt it think..n if u jst don't wnna feel don't feel..let it jst flow✨
This is one of those rare moments when yt actually recommends a masterpiece ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
🪣 here's a bucket for ur tears
Not so rare, cut a slack for the algorithm
Yeah..
Love is like a rain, you won't know when it'll come and when it'll stop. That feeling when it suddenly appeared and after a few drops it stops and just disappear.
if that rain ends then its not love
Found this accidently.. But i really touched my heart deep down.. I feel like im totally in another world with all the memories❤🩹😔
Me too ❤️
Sameeee! Literally so good🤧
Now count me in. I'm sobbing 😭❤
We were childhood friends for 8 years. He was the only one who ever understood me. I was going through depression and I wanted to cut everyone I knew out of my life. I hid my existence from the world, moved cities, changed my phone number. I never said goodbye to him. As time went by I healed, I became a better person. But no one can ever fill the place in my heart that belonged to him. I hate myself for leaving such a warm friendship. I still think of him so often every single day. I think of what it might be like meeting him again. But I'm too afraid to know how much has changed.
I hate the fact that I'm the one who let go but I'm also the one who can't move on. If you have such a beautiful friendship please cherish it, don't take it for granted.
@@LoveMeKnot_
Thank you so much for reminding me to cherish him ❤️
Even though I haven't confessed our friendship means everything to me
I love how us strangers connect each other's hearts through the song and through the comment section ❤️ May your heart feel the love that you deserve ❤️ I love you!
Daylight, I dream of you softly
I wrote you a letter that will never reach you
In Montreal, the days are much colder there
Now you grow older there, without me
On the lookout, baby won't you look out?
A car full of raccoons, I think that I'm crazy
And downtown, the bar lights illuminate
Lost in a cityscape where I try to find you
You walk like a miracle, bathing in starlight
Your voice burning holes in the frame
I danced in the parking lot, cried in the taxi home
Cause I still remembered your name
And oh, I'm not in love anymore
But I will keep you close to me forever
Moonlight, I dream of you endlessly
Drowning in reverie, waiting for morning
Dim light, I'm drunk at the bar again
Holding a stranger's hand, a crowd with no faces
And there you are, beautiful just like the first time
You reach out, I'm shaking again
You're gone in a moment, you leave me alone
But I swear you were real in my hands
And oh, I'm not in love anymore
But I will keep you close to me forever
I know these words might mean nothing now
I'm stuck in this ghost town
Your softness still haunts me
Someday I'll find my way out of here
If you don't change your mind, my dear
I'll take you with me
😊
THIS IS LITERALLY ABOUT ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND OMG 😩😩😩💘💘💘💘
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This song will always remind me of my first love. It may be one-sided but I'm still glad that I met him and became good friends for a while. He was such a genuine person and always encourage those around him in his own way. Even though we're not that close anymore and we rarely talk to each other now, I still hope for the best for him and his happiness, wherever life takes him.
The good people are always the losers
Tell that you love him ... because all boys wanted love ...and I never believe that a girl can love.
@@TwoBrothers005 He’s already in a relationship right now and seems very happy. Even if I wanted to confess, I don’t want to be selfish and be the one to disturb his peace. So I’m just gonna let destiny do its thing because what’s really meant for you will find its way always. Hope you have a great day, ciao!
Would you believe me when I say “I don’t want your love”?
I have never received love from others. I have never thought I deserved it.
I only know how to love people but not how to let them love me.
Why would you try so desperately to love me?
How am I supposed to respond, to feel about this?
Should I let you in? … Am I worth this?
…I have never met someone as pretty as you are. Talking with you makes me feel like I wasted tons of love on people who didn’t deserve it. Looking at you makes me feel like I’m finally with someone that’s good.
How am I supposed to stop loving you when you are this sweet and kind?
I can’t stop thinking of you, I can’t let you go so easly and for some reason THIS is the only thing I know I should fight for.
I really don’t want your love, I won’t be able to accept it. But please, while I’m still here… Allow me to love you as much as my heart desires. Allow me to show you that you’re worth it, to show you how beautiful you are and how much you shine and let you know that:
“I will keep you close to me forever”
I don’t mind If we stay as friends, I don’t mind If I can still talk with you and make you happy.
To the one that will never read this,
Your friend.
😭😭😭
So poignant, describes such passionate feelings while being absolutely broken
Still can remember those days when i used to cry fucking lot, was far from him n surrounded with bad memories ,
but somehow i have that man now.he makes me smile everyday
Ohhhh. That's a beautiful turnaround.
I am happy for you but I don’t wanna have hopes now 🥺❤️
Same case she is so far. I want her can't wait anymore. 🙂
@@janvisingh3441 all you can do is hope 🙂
4 month since we broke up, miss her everyday…
I know i have to live my life and hope can kill my mind but in deep i still wish some miracle happen 😢
She used to tell me and ask me to watch "Normal People" she said it's a good but very sad shows. She said it's one of her fav shows. She said it involves two people in a relationship without any declared label. There you go, I haven't got the chance to watch it with her and we are not together anymore because we didn't have any real relationship label. Just like the couple in 'Normal People' :) .
I love you so much, Jennive.
This song is remind me of a guy that I love for 12 years. Even right now, he have been married another woman, and I choose to being single for 5 years. This feeling never changed. I know one day I Will found a person that really meant for me, and he would always being a part of my journey.
🥹🥹🥹
This song reminds me of a character on a fictional book. His whole character was so familiar when i first read about him. It hits home so much, I can't even explain how he felt like home to me... It reminds me so much of him, and i fell deeply more than i should have.
God bless ur heart darling 💘
Same
Can you tell me the book name?
Book name please
This sound is so wonderful. The person who is reading this comment, I wish you great success, health, love and happiness!
Loving someone truly is a miracle that changes the way you see things. I always appreciate my loved ones, doesn't matter they're with me or not
grateful that i made a happy moment for my own self today. In spite of the damn anxiety . Remember that You are worthy .. you’re strong ! I love you all 🦋🤍
to be able to hear this song and not cry feels so good. thats how i know ive healed and moved on.
People come and go, but love stays. It is not love that changes, it is the person who changes and wants new things to experience, that is why separation happens sometimes! 🌸🌸
Hey A_kummen if you ever come across this very video someday and hopefully this comment too, i kept coming here listening to this for few days picturing and appreciating our beautiful timeline of 2 years and also letting go of them one after the another. I wish you nothing but love ahead❤.
Dropping comment here so that everytime someone likes my comment, i can come back and hear this masterpiece again.
This song found it's way back to me. Just when I needed to hear it.
damn same with me
“No matter how vivid a memory, the power of time was always stronger.”
I love this boy so much where do I even start , his green eyes, his blonde hair, his smile , the way he makes me feel, the butterflies he gives me ,the way I feel comfortable with him, it’s amazing how I can tell him everything and he will just sit there and listen he a beautiful boy . I wanna make memories with this boy I wanna fall in love with you every day more and more until I die your so special to me . I don’t want you to leave me so please don’t .
You like him cause of his hair colour?
@@thecroemxx3287 lmao this comment has to be a joke. She's just romanticizing his image bruh
I don't usually click on random songs but I clicked on this one and I'm sooo glad I did!
My name is Angela and I relate so much to this song and series, seeing it put together like this is making me emotional yet weirdly happy
Would you believe it? I still think about you. Sometimes with anger, sometimes with tears, sometimes with passion but mostly with tenderness. Your beautiful smile, your gentle touch. But I also fear you. Your deceptive nature, your evasive nature, your ability to manipulate and detach. Your ability to hurt me. To break my broken heart.
I still think of you with fondness sometimes, but I mostly hate that I do.
Suddenly made me realize that the first girl i loved won't return, i guess she was happy and living her life with the guy who just come in one second at a time. The way she treats him better nd one day i wish to the universe to give me a one more day with her even if it's the last time just to make me feel the kind of love i was looking.
I'm happy everytime I discovered songs like this
“i wrote you a letter that will never reach you”
somehow, i can resonate with that. i don’t usually like pouring all of my emotions out into comment sections, but what is unusual is that i feel comfortable in this one. everyone is telling their love stories, how they ended in tragedy and heartbreak, so i feel compelled to share mine.
there’s a girl i used to know. she could make halls of dark fill up with endless light, in the most positive way she was the reason i loved the dark. mainly because i knew that whenever i was in the dark, she would be there to light it all up. i met her in 2020 after starting my first year of secondary school, i didn’t speak to her or even know her very well. however, in 2022 we got closer. truthfully, it’s all a blur of how we got closer, but i do remember it starting in april 2022 after i went through heartbreak & despair. it felt as though i’d never find somebody else, until we shared a connection. our closeness began in july 2022 where we’d sit next to each other in form, be around each other at breaktimes quite often, always talk in lessons when we had substitutes who didn’t really care what any of the students did, and my main highlight of our memories - staying after school in the library together. i found myself staying there for her to finish at this D&D club, even though we wouldn’t talk for the full hour she was there, i would sit on a beanbag and wait patiently whilst admiring from afar.
she asked me if she could be my girlfriend, through a friend, on 27th july 2022. i felt shocked, confused. i ignored it until the next day, which was our last day of school. i said yes and from there started our relationship. it was as if our status was still ‘friends’. nothing changed. however, she told me one day that she asked her dad what he thought about gay people and he blanked her completely. from there it was destined to fail. we broke up in august 2022 because of someone who came back into my life, i was foolish.
when school started back up in september, i saw her again and i realised i did indeed have feelings for her. i wanted to be around her all the time, i couldn’t keep my eyes off of her in class, and i found myself trying to randomly cross paths with her whilst going to lessons.
she had me blocked on everything though due to her dad finding out about our past relationship and being infuriated. she was threatened with having to move schools if she made contact with me again. fast forward to the end of september, i found out she still felt the same for me. stupidly, i asked her out - love got in the way of my fear of losing her. she said yes and we dated for almost a month until her dad found out again on the 21st october, she had to block me again and broke up with me through her friend… i skipped school for near enough a month after that because i didn’t want to face her, not because of resentment but purely because i knew i would break and letting her go would’ve hurt so much more.
i found out she had to move when i went back to school, it felt as if i’d been stabbed in the heart. at this point, i didn’t know what i was feeling for her. i’d had misconceptions of love in the past so i didn’t want to pinpoint anything without being completely sure, so i started writing letters to her as my way of showing my appreciation for everything we’d been through together and also as a way of showing my love for her. come december time, i found out she was leaving on the 16th which was when we broke up for the christmas holidays. time was slipping away, far out of my reach, it felt like i didn’t have enough of it to fully comprehend what i was feeling into a few letters.
i was contemplating giving them to her but on her last day, i did. and the last week she was there, i also realised that i was indeed falling in love with her. there’s a phrase “you only know you love her when you let her go” and it’s true, completely true.
the last time i ever saw her was the 27th march 2022 where she came back to the school in after hours. i waited to see her before going home and when we made eye contact again, it felt like there was still a spark. i ran straight over the road after she had passed me a little, i ran like a maniac. i almost got ran over but there was this pure adrenaline and anxiety from seeing her again, realising i hadn’t been moving on but only pushing the feelings i felt deep down.
that day, she didn’t say anything to me and neither did i. i feel like the way we looked at each other spoke more words than the comfortable silence.
i never did get to tell her i love her, or more so that i was falling in love with her.
so if you’re out there somewhere, i love you forever. and i have been falling in love with you since july 2022.
back to the first line i wrote, she responded to my letters and gave them to my friend. i wrote something in response to those letters, but i never gave them to my friend to give to her.
sometimes things are better off left alone, but i miss her always.
Wind blows ,whispers to my ears that he is coming by and yes there he goes . Trees stand tall waving at me to talk about him or it's just me praising him to my friend. Stars shining in the night sky giggling as they watch my eyes being shy turning away from you every time we pass by... and i hope that one day we will be together
I searched this song since last week; I am quite sad & this song feels like an air that takes off the burden in my heart. Thank you for creating such a masterpiece.
this is the second song from flower face which reminds me of my ex as well as my first love. the meaning of each verse reminds me of our first meeting, about my view that says that he is the figure i've been looking for. my first impression of him is that he is a very nice person, he really understands how to treat someone, the way he opens the chat and makes the other person interested in the chat. person that i never thought i could be with him in quite a long time, spent a lot of time with him, i never expected that. i love him very much, even now i still love him even though my feelings are not as passionate as before. i still want to accompany him until he really gets the right person, someone who can replace my position. now he's changed, he's not the person i knew when i first met him. but he's still the same person, the person i once loved that deeply.
This song is on another level .. so beautiful ..
Very special to me since the first time i heard it.. back in 2018 .. :")
The song to reminisce the one love you could never forget in any lifetime
The first song i played today and it's worth listening. Ahhh i love the message and the singer. 😭
I watched this series , as much as I liked the cast , what really made me love normal people is it portrayed how exactly people always feel , uncertain, towards everything out of fear , I really love the song too !!!
Great choice for great music !!!
Ps I would recommend to watch this show !
Which series is it?
Yes, which series? and where did you watch it?
@@its_shreyaa Normal people on Netflix
@@Kunn_051 Normal people on Netflix
I love this series sm
I love the comment section too.. Everyones having different story.. We all feeling things differently listening to one song. I feel more like a human. Guiltfree.. ✨
You know you've moved on when u don't cry to this anymore and relate to this lyrics
I hope so...
maybe the love faded away, but the guilt is still remind.
The picture breathes love and romantism
Have you ever loved a lyric so much that when you hear it feels like your heart is trying to burst out of your body
My poems and words of love may never reach you, in the illuminating fantasies I've found you, but know this my love, You're the beginning I've always wanted, the ending that left me haunted, and the only heartbreak I'll bear till my life ended, as if my dreams of us together in that hill while the sunset shines warmth on our skin are to be and not just an illusion that aren't meant for you and me.
When ever i heard this kind of song, it feels full of emotion.
How is it possible for a song this beautiful to have found me when I couldn't even find your feelings for me?
I tried waxing the floor tonight
Thinking it’ll help me forget my loneliness.
I scrubbed from left to right
But still, I get caught in moments of sadness.
Pausing here and there to take a minute
Because I realized my tears are falling
On the floor they glistened and stained
Marking traces while I watch them rolling.
Yes, I’m crying while doing the scrubbing
I wish after I’m done, my eyes will finally be empty
Coz I’m tired both from scrubbing and crying
I wish the shiny floor could make me happy.
At the end of it all, I still feel sad
No chore could help me forget that.
I still think of you no matter what I do
And all i could do is cry for you.
I cried thanks
There was a guy i liked briefly for some months. But we've eventually become very good friends. I don't feel the same way anymore for him and not does he, but this song reminds me of how distant that feeling feels but yet i remember it existing, lingering in some ghosted corner of my heart.
It was noon when I first met you
I could tell that you were not feeling well
Just as much as I was
Maybe less? Or even more
The serene, beautiful, and impressive vibes of yours were filling the room
They somehow managed to pass right through my nerves, veins, arteries, and every passage in my body just to push me to let out a quick inaudible "hi"
At first, I thought your ears didn't catch that which felt awkward
A split second later, I heard you say "Hi" back
My heart was pounding
And my brain began questioning everything
"Who am I? Who is he? Am I falling in love? What's wrong with me?"
It might sound strange to fall for someone the moment you meet them
But no matter how weird and unbelievable it is
I still think it exists
Cause as long as I sensed it in your presence
Then it's true 💌
*wrote this while listening to this amazing song *
This is soo good mannn!!! It touches n melted the heart in a pulse of my longing for him!
can someone pls hold my hands while listening to this masterpiece?
for the last time?
hello, Brent manalo.. I hope you're okay 🥰
Rest for a while,comrade🍃
This song reminds me of someone. It's been quite a long time now since we started talking and I don't know until when it will last I just hope whatever happens he'll reach his dreams cuz as much as I want to keep him close it's the circumstances that will separate us. Can we just enjoy the moment? Sorry I'll never have the courage to tell you how I'm feeling right now
This will be another buried feeling, thank you for being such a good friend. I will never forget every moment of it.
I don’t love you anymore, but I keep you close forevermore
Are the most heart crushingly true lyrics
This song reminds me of the love I never experienced and what i wish it would be like to have that one person who'll be a sweet and soft presence beside me and in whom I'll find my entire world.A beautiful heart that will be mine.
I once listen to this song during the day but for some reason I skipped. I probably wasn't feeling it. And now, tonight, I decided to click on it again and give it another listening and holy moly this is beautiful and hits different at night😭
I cannot let go of the fact that we healed our uncomfortable parts together.
It’s been four months and yet it feels like I’ve known you forever and now we’re drifting apart and I’m trying to let you go because I know no matter what happens you’ll always love her more
Sorry for the rant I just had to say it somewhere ig
I was searchingfor the best song to cover after a break up and this is what I needed this is so perfect
How could I touch you
When I knew you were air
I breathed you
My soul felt you
You're so light weight
You were gentle and mild
But you became tornado
I felt love when I felt you
Getting injected under my skin
But I was scared
To watch you scaring me
With the intense storm of yours
But you wanna know a thing?
I still need you to breathe
I still need you
I love you
In a way you cant ever imagine♡
You, expressed it "beautifully",!.😢
Every single day, l’m writing letters to you. You’ll never know but it doesn’t matter because this feelings are only mine,my little moonlight… I love you to the moon and back but l told you you’ll never know this…
I feel like this song has some kind of deep love , depicting one of the oldest maybe a decade love story which I really feel it .It makes me feel so much different it's poetic lines and that sad harmony that follows 🥀
I have so many letters written to you, although all in my head. I have so many letters I can never sent to you. So I dream of you in softness. The warm afternoons, sunlight filtering through the leaves, rainfall seeping through my bedroom window. Oh how everything reminds me of you. But it will be colder soon, you will grow older and these words won’t even be a distant memory to you, when I on their other end of the world will carry this forever. How do I live with it? These letters piling up in my drawer, the stars, the rainfalls, songs written for so many other people like us in the world.
How do I forget something I never even got to experience ?
Damn,this is such a heart wrenching song.
♥️ Here's a heart ♥️ for the person who shared this song with me for the first time. Your gesture meant the world to me, and this song will always remind me of you.
I feel like I live you. I have this feeling in my chest and heart whenever I think of you. I can’t wait to see you and I just want things to be right between us again. I may be crazy but I feel like you are my soulmate or something. I have never met someone like you. You are awesome and I’m sorry I hurt you. I wish I could take it back. I regret that so much because thinking of you hurts because of this disconnect between us.
this is the fifth stage which js acceptance. bitterly peaceful
my name is Angela and this song is giving so much emotions😭❤️what a masterpiece👏
Ah samee!
@@maryamizhar6899 awwwww thanksss
Incredible poetry ..... No words to praise the lyrics as well as the way singer has sung the song. Love from india 🇮🇳
Somehow, this song always comes back and finds me again when I need it ❤
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18 years have passed, and songs like these still remind me of her. The gift and the curse of my first love.
while listening to this song, i realized how good it feels to be inlove.
But unfortunately we aren't! 😶
Why do we always want the people who have no desire to be around us?
I don't know if this will help me. Pouring my heart out into a yt comment section isn't the smartest thing to do. I'll probably cringe at what I'm writing in the future but I just need to rn.
I don't know if I love you or if I've ever loved you. I'm confused if I ever liked you in the first place but the image of you lingers in my brain, never leaving. I've always had trouble letting go of the past. I want to move on yet you're still here. I know if you confessed I would have never told you about how I feel. I can't.
We don't even know each other that well but I want to. I really do. I want to talk to you everyday. I think about you all the time. I know one day I'll move on but for now my heart aches. It's worse knowing that you like me or liked me before. Knowing it could've been us in another life. But in this one you seem to have moved on while I'm stuck here mourning the loss of something that never happened. Knowing I'll never get the same chance again. Your warmth forever stuck in my heart.
❤
With each passing day my heart hurts and aches, I've spent an eternity with you in those golden days.
@@user-zg1hf4jg4n hope ure ok
I...wonder why this showed in my feed 🥀this is exactly my situation but not for a romantic relationship but rather a family member.....
You know.... Sometimes...... Starting a new chapter is way better than opening the same chapter again and again :)
Be with God and God will be with you